#some loop shit

[lucabyte]

in my heart of hearts i do truly believe that if mdp is in any way extant postcanon its as one of those hallucinations that they get so used to it just becomes mundane

+bonus

do you fucking need something

[starp00k]

GO ENBY GO

[isatartdump]

I bring to you Siffrin and Loop reunion

[ec-machlan]

Ooooughhhhh still got anaxa brain worms…

[starkspi]

From "Unadulterated Loathing" in which Charlie chains these two idiots accidentally together by @otsmosis (who made this comment at the end of the last chapter and inspired me to do whatever this is above)

[chimerafeathers]

i know we love to rag on Siffrin for feeling so miserably guilty and manipulative for the crime of [checks notes] “doing nice things for their friends so that they’ll be happy and care about him even if it’s not perfectly sincere on his end”

but like. in context i don’t think that thought process is anywhere near as nonsensical as it always sounds written out like that

i’m sure i’m just stating the obvious here but it’s not really about the “crime” of making people happy. it’s about what he’s not doing, which is anything that would allow their friends to have any real knowledge or agency over the situation they’re all in.

it’s about never acting according to his real feelings in the moment and letting them see the messier version of him that exists now, never allowing their relationships to evolve or develop meaningfully beyond the “safest” iteration, the thing that is Known and produces the Correct Results, because anything else has the possibility of leading to negative emotions towards Siffrin.

Siffrin knows he’s not really doing all this for their benefit, not entirely, because the “right” thing to do would give them the full context to choose how they feel and what to do about it. they’re happy, but in a way they don’t get to keep. they’re happy, but in a way that keeps Siffrin safe from anything more complex and real. they’re happy, but only because some Siffrin in the past said the right things once, and this new, bitter, lonely, desperate version wouldn’t know how to get the “correct result” without a script to follow. they’re happy, and it was real once, it meant something once, but not anymore.

they cared about that Siffrin, yes, but would they still care about this one, if they knew? if Siffrin ever allowed them to know? (he won’t, he can’t, he refuses.)

and there’s something that could have been said in favor of Siffrin allowing himself this “selfishness” if it made him happy anyway, if it could be a genuine source of comfort in a difficult situation—but it doesn’t! not really! because that guilt is there, because that fear is there, because of how flimsy it all inevitably feels.

so they’re not doing it for their family’s benefit, because that happiness is predicated on lies and ignorance. he’s barely doing it for his own benefit, because they’re torturing themself by revealing things they no longer want to reveal, concealing things they no longer want to conceal, acting out of fear of rejection rather than genuine desire for connection. who benefits from this hollow “kindness,” really?

that’s why the last loop had to be the ugliest one. Siffrin had to see that the worst could happen and there could still be love and connection on the other side. that even when the party sees the worst of him, when they have the agency he’s been knowingly denying them, they will still choose to love him.

[bunnymadeofstardust]

uhh some older stuff for something that won't see the light of day, enjoy some Odile, 1 year older Bonnie and a lil Nille design

[stealingyourbones]

Watching Loki. I’m on episode 4 and I’m trying to see what the hype was about

[maraschinotopped]

F O R I A M T H E S C O U R G E O F E V E R Y O N E T H A T Y O U C A N N O T H I D E

i dont go here but god damnit i had a vision i needed to fulfill.

[lucabyte]

Yeah, that about sums it up.

[kermitbread]

why would you do this mr. hourglass sir? we need to throw hammers at you. and you too, evil amane. we need to throw tenfold the amount of hammers at you too. y'all fucking suck!!!

[eva-graces-stories]

Some random doodles I did yesterday. Nothing super serious. The picture of the pain au chocolat is actually from my phone, since my cousin, my grandma, and I went to this French bakery and I saw a pain au chocolat and was like, “OH HECK YES.” That’s how hyperfixated I am. I geek out over French pastries not because I want to eat them, but because I’m thinking of this game. (It was yummy though. That was a plus. It would have kinda sucked if I was expecting this revolutionary, magical food of godly origins and I just got a cruddy croissant with some melted Hershey bars inside of it.)

Some closeups of the doodles because Tumblr has something against my photo quality

None of these are masterpieces or anything, but I think they’re kinda cute :3

[arolesbianism]

Sputtering and spiraling and fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine

[sleepdepravity]

The thing about typical Uchikoshi twists is that they’re extremely contrived in order to trick you, the player. They make sense in the end, but only by his own bullshit rules and after a LOT of explanation, and also the explanation sounds bonkers because they HAVE to be to facilitate his tricks. It’s technically fair play—but only if you share his sick and twisted mind. (“You’re all infected with a virus that makes the world seem 6 times faster so to make sure you don’t notice we put you on the moon because it has 1/6 gravity. That’s why Phi could jump high, and also why for a short time she seemed to talk like really fast for some reason” like cmon man.)

But it’s sooooo endearing to me how stupid it is, and I think it’s because how he just unapologetically goes all in on the bullshit and doesn’t even try to ground anything (compare to professor layton) and also, it doesn’t feel like he’s being smug about it. He’s just having fun. And so I’m just like, “awwww, that’s so cute”

[saintaviator]

FEELING THE REALITY THAT EVERYBODY LEAVES//AND NOW IM TRYING TO HOLD ON TO YOU 'CAUSE EVERYBODY LEAVES

[fantasticgothicpeachsludge]

Anyone else unreasonably upset about the Until Down movie? I’m like… absurdly mad

This is me whenever I get an ad for it