#speaking of yh
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No clue how I managed to draw something twice in a row but fuck it we ball
(This outfit isn't the final one btw I'm just using it as a placeholder)
Anyways, incoherent D! Funneh ramble below ↓
Something I've noticed when writing Divided AU Funneh along with how she interacts and views the world, is the stark contrast between her and her canon self.
Whenever I try to imagine D! Funneh doing something Canon Funneh wouldn't, I just can't get my mind to wrap around it. It's so weird. Because C! Funneh would never manipulate someone for her own gain, let alone for her own amusement. Sure, she's lied in the past, like to Gold about her... "Wonderful" cooking. But those were lies meant to protect, not destroy, not to make someone hurt. Done out of the want to care, not need of habit.
Maybe she was always like this.
C! Funneh would never approach someone with the intent of using them or harming them. Maybe it's the weight of all her past regret that numbs her to the feeling, maybe it was just how she raised even. Maybe it was how she was born.
Except, she wasn't. Far away, in a distant past, in much simpler times, she could feel regret. The regret of making a mistake, the regret of having done damage, the regret of having none. The guilt will stay yet she would never regret anything she ever did. What's done is done.
So it makes it all the more heartbreaking when in another world... She does feel regret, she does question the consequences of her actions. In another world, she's a completely normal girl, with dreams and fears anyone could have, someone who can differentiate between right and wrong. Who can see beauty in a world of various shades of grays, and even darker grays.
In another world, she wasn't as damaged.
#divided au#divided au ramblings#itsfunneh yhs#yhs funneh#d! funneh#guys I swear Evelyn is my fav#I'm just focusing on Funneh atm#having a hard time thinking of d! funneh as a separate character from canon funneh while still staying in character#fanfic is hard#aus are even harder#the mental illness is strong in this one#you can tell I'm in a particularly bad depressive rut when I start speaking in “knock off fanfic-speareian”#shit I made the jacket too light#oh well
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the way that diff languages sound r so fascinating they're all different and all so vivid
#russian is like the surface of a feather like it's light but not exactly “soft” but still very delicate#german is . cute ? i think it's adorable . it has a lot of momentum it makes u wanna talk fast and talk a lot#like it's squishy . sleek surface w a soft inside#thai is like song . it's like interprative dance or maybe a trust-fall . everything follows from the previous thing#it feels like a little fairy flying up and letting itself fall and flying up again and so on (for fun). its so beautiful but also playful#mandarin chinese is like . idk why but it gives me the same vibe the concept of Observation does . like to read and to see and absorb#and then to translate that into smth else . like . imagine a poet people watching or an artist preparing a canvas w practiced hands. thats#the vibe. soft and elegant and musical but like...in a way that feels lived-in. arabic feels wise ? like music or poetry u read#and feel nothing about then years later u stumble on and it applies to everything in ur life. that kind of vibe. like it knows more than u#and itll make sure ur heart and soul grows as big as its lexicon . polish is like snowflakes falling . it has the feeling of complexity and#elegance but it's also so so light and slippery and...maybe not elusive but the feeling of losing a dance partner in a waltz ? like fun and#light but also an underlying elegance and somberness still . turkish is like the feeling when u get a text from ur crush#and your heart tightens and you cant tell if it's really painful or really amazing . it feels like unrequited love . or a caress#or making out with someone when you know its the last time you'll see them. its beautiful in a yearning longing way#korean is like joking around w ur friends and you've stayed up until like almost 5 AM and youre so delirious that everything is funny#and ur speaking kind of lightly and openly and everything you say holds a lot of weight and doesnt matter at all. you laugh at everything#and youre practically talking in inside jokes and watching the sunrise together . one of them hits u on the shoulder lovingly. ur by a fire#yoruba feels like the metatheory of the matatheory . abstraction until it circles back to intuition or maybe#it feels like plotting the route of a comet or maybe like the soft warm whirr of statistics. trying to verbalise beauty somehow#when you know the best thing you can show it is by telling everyone just look!! look at the sky just look!#anyway yh i think i could do this for every language ever tbh
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once i get through all of these old rp series i'll try to make a masterpost of all the worthwhile grian info i get from it so nobody else has to go through this LOL
#speaking#ive finished yhs and ts; ive got the prequel series and KOV left to watch from that era#i'm planning on checking out the old craftedmovie stuff in full too because im a grade A sicko who loves to waste time#if theres anything from there though im thinking i'll just give that its own post#in the meantime if anyone wants obscure cgrian facts I Am Your Guy.
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Anime-onlys being mad at character(s) because they've got limited info about said character(s) and the character(s) did something wrong to another character or simply not being in the same wavelength with the characters they like more onscreen :
Manga readers who have read the manga many times for years before the anime release, have had discussions and lots of analysis, have had more contents about the characters and now can read nuances behind the characters actions :
I'm gonna kill you 😠
#they want all watchers to have the same opinions or put themselves in the characters shoes but they refuse to see where the watchers opinion#..s are coming from why they have those opinions in the first place#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#toshiro nakamoto#shuro#kabru dungeon meshi#btw if shuro was a girl people would've hated him more actually#ryoko kui#the way shuro acts anyone would've taken their indifference to eh they don't mind#because he never voiced his feelings yh there's such a thing as tact but there's also a thing called speak up#if your culture is making you shut up and not voice your opinion than maybe that's the problem why do i gotta be all#i was raised wrong i shoulda seen that you were asian and uncomfortable bruh bRUH#also idk about others but with kabru we don't see his motivations until ep21#before that he only came off as someone with fascination for the touden siblings#and I don't hate either of them i don't think they're ALL WRONG but to say that they did nothing wrong to invoke audience neg reviews#is a little much
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introduced a friend to dnp for the first time yesterday and twelve minutes the first video (halloween baking) he said "you speak exactly like dan does 😃"
im aware that i kind of do it but i didn't know it was constant and immediately clockable i- girl. what. i know i say he had an irrevocable effect on my early teenagehood development but to that extent??? damn. okay 😭
#dan howell#danisnotonfire#dan and phil#phan#yes im esl yes i learned a large amount of my conversational vocab thanks to dnp but???#to get told upfront ''yh i can hear his influence on the way you speak english'' is wild#not the annoying tumblrina-stan twt vocab/cadence influence. not my estonian-esl accent.#just dan howell and his precise speech patterns copied fully. :///#lisanna talks
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hunger au grian genuinely CANNOT catch a break!! YHS to EVO to being parasitized from the inside out and questioning if you are really you to being suffocated by the world’s most overbearing family to being on the run to knowing you are intrinsically different from the person that your friends loved despite being outwardly the same to being on a perpetual blood sugar crash to accidentally dragging your friends into a death game 3 time over b/c of said crash to being kicked out from the only home you’ve ever known to trying to finally end it just for your friends to drag you back kicking and screaming as they force you to face the facts: your death will make no amends!! this is just your way of making the pain of everything— your birth, your existence, the ever-gnawing hunger— go away!!
i am so utterly insane about him. hunger!grian 🤝 siffrin isat: relatable to everyone by having the entire spectrum of mental illness ❤️
YEAH I REALLY WASNT KIDDING WHEN I SAID I WAS GIVING HIM EVERY MENTAL ILLNESS IN THE DSM-5 AND ALSO A FEW NEW ONES SJDNWJDJS
Also yeah i think its bc of hunger!grian that im as insane abt siffrin as i am. Bro was handcrafted in a lab to make me crazy THEIR ISSUESSSSSSS......🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💥💥💥💥💥💥
#shouting speaks#asks#hunger au#yhs is actually canon to hunger au but STILL JDNJDJWJDKD HE GOES THRU SO MUCH.....#it rlly is abt how ur death will not fix things. ur death will not make it better. face the mortifying ordeal of being loved and known#and the utter dissatisfaction of being forgiven!!!!! no more flagellation!!!! break the cycle!!!!!!#its smth i look forward to really digging into as the fic progresses#how grian goes from ''i need to die'' to ''how do i actually fix this. what can i reasonably do''#like what mumbo said in chap 3. dying wont fix anything buddy!!!! grian just has to get to a place where he can HEAR that first#txt
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#oh i genuinely forgot yoohankim is considered a rarepair#or more like . a raretrio#thankfully i live in a vacuum with all my beautiful mutuals who are as strange and unhinged about them as i am <3#wait now that i think about it i probably haven’t gotten stuck in the joongdok trenches bc i block people on sight#for the record that’s not to say i don’t like jd . far from it truly#sometimes people are just wrong#hold on speaking of those two#im gonna continue my world of zero piece bc i just realized ive never actually drawn them together the same way i have w hk and yh#my hsy favoritism…..#solar-talks
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Fic prompt for a Grian centric fic
Okay so you know how YHS was Grian's high school?
What if he and/or Taurtis made a little scrapbook of the 'good' times.
And Grian kept it for whatever reason, maybe to reminiss.
What if one day Mumbo or Scar find it, and look through it.
They find out the 'good' times aren't really good.
Lmk if you write this, because I would love to read it!
#blue-procrastinating#blue-can-speak#grian#hermitcraft#hermitcraft grian#mumbo jumbo#blue-cannot-write#gtws#trauma#yhs#hermitcraft mumbo#gtws hermitcraft#writblr#fic prompt#hermitcraft fic prompt
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I swear to god one day I‘ll be like „I love my OCs so much my genius knows no bounds it‘s so sad not more people see them“ and the next make a complete 180 to „I‘m so cringe I should delete this entire blog and never show myself on the internet ever again“.
Like ok bro please pick a struggle I don‘t have the emotional energy for both
#gams speaks#in my defense i have a history of excitedly posting oc ask games on my blog#and one specific person (who I‘m not involved with anymore) just as excitedly asking me things#and when i answered they proceeded to completely ignore said answers#haha that made me kinda insecure#but im in therapy for my anxiety and insecurity now its fine!#but yh whenever i get asks now i just go ‚‚do you actually wanna know or are you just pitying me‘‘#which is so#why#ok i should stop venting in the tags now this blog isnt about me jesus christ#but yeah ThAtS tHe StOrY oF wHy i DoNt Do OC aSk GaMeS aNyMorE
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#for#ow: genzou#it depends on who he’s around#one of the two options#becomes unpleasant ESPECIALLY around#ow: orlam#speaking of#i think orlam becomes unpleasant because he just becomes overconfident obnoxious and annoying#oh yh he also gets sick but he bounces back from it like it didnt even happen absolute madlad#oh yeah#ow: gidget#isnt here because I dont think they really fit any of these#i think they are a sad drunk#ie they start overthinking everything and rambling+alot of crying#our wonderland#alignment chart#ow: iggy#ow: bucks#ow: hunar#ow: cecil#ow: jerry
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mimir
#speaking#grian#she hit the pillow and instantly fell asleep like luigi in that damn hotel#yhs and ts has just been me foraging in a dumpster for screenshots. and im getting good ones. see mimir
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what i say: i dont have any significant hindering foreign language anxiety
what i mean: i am too scared to even apply for a job in my field bc i feel thoroughly unequipped and unqualified even tho i did a degree in this area and had relatively good grades throughout the program
#cloud nonsense#realizations hit me#oops!#i feel like saying oh i can do excel n u cant actually do excel is one thing#but saying oh yh i can speak french n then u hv to n u fuck it up is a whole other#so yeah
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Funny how only Lando can engage in 'British Humour' but George, Lewis and Alex can't.
Edit: I'd acc gasp in shock if I ever saw someone describe Lewis saying something as 'British humor', most people don't even see him as British.
Edit 2: Also I feel like this applies to most of them but they're too privileged. They're just not real people. We're so outraged because this situation would be stressful in our world. Imagine you broke someone's phone and you didn't say sorry in fact you seemed quite pleased with yourself. If we broke someone's phone we wouldn't be able to replace it bcs money but also that person wouldn't be able to replace it bcs money. And the only reason people are defending lando is bcs in that world the stakes are so low but in our world the stakes are high and you wouldn't be defending me if I broke someone's phone and didn't even bother to apologise and just seemed amused by the situation. If I broke someone's phone I would be stressed because I owe someone a phone but I don't have the money.
Edit3 (Sorry): Also lando keeps saying stuff about people and it keeps being excused with oh but he's joking or he doesn't mean it. But for drivers like Lewis and Yuki even Alex and Zhou Guanyu those sorts of jokes can lead to racism and yh it kinda stings that he says that towards Lewis knowing that IF Lewis felt bad about it and tried to defend himself it probably would result in Lewis being called crymilton or a wanker. Like you kno when you criticism Lewis for the smallest crap it makes your racist fans go after him we've seen it when Max said stuff after Silverstone (sm racist comments had to be deleted from insta and twitter) and when Fernando had his issues with Lewis.
Edit 4 (One last thing I promise 😭): The consequences for 'joking' about Lewis is way less than if Lewis was joking about any other driver. That's why I feel like sm drivers just cannot keep Lewis' name outta their mouth bcs there are no consequences and no one cares. And the only ppl who do care and try to defend the only black guy in f1 get called a cult. But the people who defend ableism with 'Dutch humor' get called an army 🙄
#f1#not even really anti lando norris icl#its just pointing out the obvious#also the only issue i had with him was about how they're racing for nothing#excuse me sir that was u like 3 races ago so pls calm down#also that comment about lewis was a bit iffy but oh well im used to other drivers taking shots at lewis 🤷♀️#but yh yall really use the oh its just his type of humor ie. british or dutch to excuse shady comments and ableism l#like relax theyre not gonna marry u if you keep sucking up to them#maybe this is anti lando norris oops#its not like i dont like him he just doesnt think before he speaks
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Idk if i agree fully or not but when i worked in the local bookstore i read like a manifesto in favor of cheating in schools from like a kids rights activism group and it was definitely interesting. I guess ultimately we should be trying to create educational conditions where cheating isn't necessary to succeed rather than just making it harder to cheat without addressing why people would need to ? Also I think it drastically depends like med school i never in a million years would have cheated, I NEEDED to have that knowledge or people could die, but like now I study English if for some reason there was an exam I could cheat on rather than written assignments then no harm would really be done either way, though I probably still wouldn't.
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something noone really tells you about is how your first fandom never really leaves you. like, you haven't watched/read it or read any fic for it in ages but still...it lingers
it lingers in the back of your mind, peeking out occasionally to see what your new hyperfixation is and no matter what you do, no matter how much new media you consume, you will ALWAYS wonder what a crossover between the two would be like. you might even search one out, hoping someone else has had the same idea and actually put pen to paper but that is a rare occurrence indeed
anyway i can't stop thinking ab a doctor who/six of crows crossover and wonder what would happen if Kaz ever met the Doctor (which one? I couldn't say). he'd probably just nick the TARDIS tbh
#banana speaks 🍌#yh no joke for p much every fandom im in i always end up wishing there was a doctor who crossover#...this might be the last lingering hold of superwholock tbh bc i read A LOT of good superwho fics back in the day shdhd#but also i remember when I first watched atla i started drafting out a fic that was basically#4 times the doctor met zuko but it never went anywhere#ive just been laughing ab a dw/soc crossover since yesterday and had to get it out my brain so
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#this is so so random but#i think i talk too much genuinely like#sometimes ill be waffling abt god knows what or ill say something trying to be funny but it just comes across as cringy#and im yelling at myself in my head to shut tf up but i just CANT and thats what happens when people get too close to me#and idk#i feel like i should just never talk again#funnt story this girl who WAS my friend (or at least i thought we were) she told me i should just never speak again and think before i do 🙂#anyway#i wanna cry#and sh#and kms#but#yh#i should rlly kms#like#i just remembered i got rejected mh treatment a few years back like wtf#im one month clean#but its so tempting#so so tempting
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