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sometimes i want to squish my cat and then give her a very polite kiss on the forehead because she is very silly and follows me around the home. she is my friend
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pages and books
summary: The quiet Enforcer stops by your quiet library. Multiple times.
content: STEB! librarian!reader gets sick, fluff, can't think of much else! probably ooc
wordcount: 2.397
a/n: i love Steb so much... inbox/requests open!
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The sun in Piltover shone as bright as it always did. It lit up the entire library, and you could not help but hum as you pushed the cart of books around. The warmth of the rays only made the building look more beautiful, something which you were not aware was even possible.
The high ceilings with curved windows and hand-painted images, detailed golden pillars, royal blue seats with dark wooden tables. Not all of your fellow students liked the library. To be fair, there were tons of other stunning places all around Piltover, but yours was here.
You spent so much time surrounded by the books that you just ended up taking a side job as the assistant. It meant pouring coffee and putting back books, but it also meant reading when everything was cleaned and drinking the sweet tea that was technically only meant for the professors.
With the library not being the most popular spot, it also allowed you to brush up on skills and even pick up new things to learn. The history of Piltover, Professor Heimerdinger's autobiography, varieties of plants, but most recently, you found a book about sign language. It was interesting for sure. Every time you put the loaned books back in their spot, another one got added to the stack of other books that you still wanted to read during your breaks.
So, as per usual, you sat at the window near the counter. Even with it being your break, you still liked to be close to your workspace, just in case someone came in.
A steaming cup of tea stood beside your book as you flipped through the pages, admiring the photographs of Piltover's 'ten most beautiful buildings', occasionally stirring the cup of tea and taking a sip out of it. Stuck in your own world, though your gaze moved to outside the window ever so often. From here, you could see the main square - the market, Enforcers, students.
The watch around your wrist kept ticking away, reminding you that your break had already stopped a few minutes ago. A neat bookmark got placed between the pages of the book as you turned around, nearly dropping the hot beverage that you were holding.
Right in front of you stood a tall Enforcer. His face was blank and his hands were clasped behind his back. You were nearly jealous of his posture - you must have looked idiotic with how hunched over you were sitting.
"Oh, Officer! I hope I didn't keep you waiting for too long."
The man slowly shook his head, his eyes set on you as you moved back to the counter, placing the book that you were reading back on its space. He took a step closer, his arms still behind him.
"What can I help you with today?"
He held out his hand, a small note hidden in the grip of his glove. A short list with some of the most specific books you had seen in a while. Even though you did not dare to ask him why he needed all of these, you could not help but try to theorize.
Maybe he was working on a weapon, or what if he went off into the wilderness and build a house out of nothing but sticks and mud?
"Ha, this might take me a moment to find. Would you like some tea, Officer?"
Quietly, he stared at you for a moment before shaking his head. He just had his break - after bringing these books to Commander Kiramman, his day was basically over. Patrol for an hour, and then it was time for him to relax. Finally away from all the loud sounds of the city. But being in the empty library was not unwelcome, either.
"I will be back in a sec!"
It was much longer than a sec.
With every minute, you got more and more anxious. How could you keep an Enforcer waiting for this long? There was no one in the entire library! Your footsteps sounded heavy and you felt like every breath you took was one too loud. But, after fifteen minutes and lots of going up and down ladders, you finally found all the books on his list.
"And... Phew! This should be all," you wiped your hands, "Do you need help bringing it to... your office?"
Silently, the Enforcer shook his head again, reaching for the stack of thick books as he held them in his hands.
"Oh! What name can I put these on? That way I can remember, for next week!"
Next week? Oh, to return the books.
The man looked around him for a moment before his eyes fell on the small notebook next to you. He glanced at it as he looked back at you. You furrowed your eyebrows for a moment before going 'aha!', reaching for your notebook as you opened it on a blank page, handing him your pen. If you could have, you would have chuckled. A strong officer writing in your sparkly notebook with a neon-coloured gel pen.
He put the pen back down, nodding before taking one step back.
"Thank you so much. Till next time, Officer Steb."
Even with the interaction being a little under a week ago, you still had not moved on from it. His intense, blue gaze, his straight and confident posture. His handwriting even - it was immortalized in your notebook.
You found yourself looking for him through the windows, and while walking through the square, you would keep an eye out for his tall figure. 'He still has two days to return the books,' you thought to yourself. Most people even turned their books in late. But he was an Enforcer, so you highly doubted that he would.
Humming again as you placed the books back on the shelves, your cart now empty. Except for a few students in the far corner of the library, you were all on your own. You didn't mind - it left you with some time to finish up the essay that was due for tomorrow. So, with a sigh, you pushed the cart back to the counter.
There, in front of the small spot where you always sat, stood Officer Steb. It seemed to immediately lift your spririts as the cart suddenly felt much lighter.
"Officer Steb!"
His ears slightly moved back a little, not expecting your voice to suddenly pop up, but as he saw you, he gave you a nod.
"And, how did you like the books?"
He only nodded in return, placing the stack of books down on the counter. All of them had been put in alphabetical order - he must be an organized man. You pulled up his page, making sure that you had all the correct books as you nodded, scribbling down all the extra information before handing him the handwritten receipt.
"Could I do anything else for you, Officer?"
Steb was quiet - he was quiet often times. Out of his pocket, he fished another note with a few more books on it. The Undercity's History, a cookbook, 'Haircutting for Dummies!', and some more titles. You glanced up at him, trying hard not to let chuckles escape from you.
"Are these⊠All for you?"
You spot the tiniest shape of a smile as he shook his head. He tapped his Enforcer badge as you nodded, an 'oooh' as you looked back at the list.
"Be right back!"
This time, you found the books much faster. Not that Steb minded if you took a while - he enjoyed the library. He liked the books, the smells, the sun - you. Maddie offered to bring all the loaned books back to the library, but by the time she could even think about standing up, Steb was already out the door. The rest of the Enforcers shrugged it off as the man just wanting to spend some quiet time on their own. It was what he did.
But you.
How⊠Happy you always were. Cheery, but not overwhelmingly so. A bright flash of the sun through dark clouds. A stark contrast to his stoic demeanour, fire and water.
"There we go," you hummed, brushing a strand of hair out of your face as you pushed the cart back to the desk, "Can I put it under Officer Steb again?"
Hearing his name coming from you felt new, refreshing. He nodded, reaching over for the stack.
"Well, if you use the haircut book, let me know."
Steb snorted with a smile before clearing his throat, quickly standing back up straight before nodding. He was looking forward to next week.
For months, he came every single Tuesday, always around the same time. It must be during his break, or during his patrol. Only once had someone else shown up, Officer Nolan, as she introduced herself. She was nice and very talkative, so the two of you spent quite some time at the desk, chatting away. The week after that, Steb had written something extra on a note that he had stuck in a book.
'Sorry for Officer Nolan'
It had made you laugh.
Every week, the list of books would be different from the one before. Not only that, but the topics of said books could not be further apart. It was after a month of wondering that Steb answered the burning question that you had in mind. 'They are for the entire squad. They make a list, I get the books.' It made sense. So now, every week, you would try to guess which of the Enforcers would be reading which book. A fun little game, and thankfully Officer Steb would humour you, nodding or shaking his head depending on if your guess was right.
Over time, it felt like a friendship. More details of Steb came to the surface, and he would ask about your day. Favorite foods, hobbies, things you both hated. Officer Steb did not speak much, but he was comforting company. If bringing the book was his last task of the day, then he would stay at the library for a moment, starting the book that was meant for him. The last few times, you also placed a cup of tea next to him when he wasn't looking. It was like a challenge to see if he noticed you sneaking up on him - he did, but he would have never told you.
Today had been a bad day.
You slipped on your way to the library, there was a group of loud kids in the library, your head was pounding and you were not sure if you were feeling hot or cold. With a pack of tissues in your hand, you sniffed, squeezing your eyes shut.
The large windows and bright sun felt like a curse as you wished for nothing more than it to be dark outside. At least the group of rowdy teenagers had finally left.
When you heard the door open again, you nearly groaned in annoyance. If they returned, then you would have had no other choice but to hide in the back, away from the noise.
But after the creaking of the door, there was no other noise. You raised an eyebrow before lifting your head out of your hands, being met with no one other than Officer Steb.
"Oh, Officer Steb," you sniffed, your voice hoarse and odd-sounding due to your blocked nose, "I nearly forgot the date."
While usually dressed in his Enforcer uniform, he now wore something much more casual. You had never seen him outside of the dark blue and gold - the black and dark green suited him. Without his beret or helmet on, you could also see his hair. You wondered if he used the 'Haircutting for Dummies' book for it all those months ago. According to Steb, the book was not for him. His eyebrows creased as he scanned you, squinting his eyes.
"Yeah, not the best day," you shrugged, wiping your hand on your shirt, "But there is no one else to run the library, so⊠Me it is."
He quietly stared at you for another moment before gesturing to your notepad again. The sparkly cover held many pages of his handwriting - so many that it might as well have been his. You silently hand it over, your head aching with every move you make.
'Stay here, be right back'.
Steb turned on his heels, walking right down the hall and out the door. You only raised an eyebrow before looking over the stack of books and writing down all the information you needed. After what felt like an eternity, you finally sat back down in your chair, your fingers rubbing at your temples.
The Enforcer came back not long after, a small bag in his left hand. He placed it on the counter - as quietly as he could - which made you look back up.
"You're free."
Steb's voice was so different from what you imagined.
"I-" you frowned, "Excuse me, Officer Steb? I'm not sure what you mean."
"Just Steb is fine," he looked away, "Commander Kiramman has contacted the owner of the library, your boss, and you have permission to leave now."
How had he done that?
Your bag was still packed, resting against the side of the counter, almost jumping in excitement that you got to go home.
"You are sick, yes?"
"I mean⊠Sadly so, I'm guessing."
He nodded, slowly reaching out to you before slightly raising an eyebrow. You breathed in, nodding as his hand made contact with your forehead. Cold, so cold. Your eyes almost closed at the sensation, the feeling of his cool fingers nice against your burning face.
Sadly, the moment ended all too soon as Steb reached into the small bag, pulling out an assortment of different painkillers and medicine.
"Once a day," he held up one of the packets, "Maximum of three a day, six hours inbetween."
He had gone out to get you medicine? You nearly wanted to start crying, your tired eyes and heavy limbs glad that they would almost be able to rest. Not to mention the bursting and pounding of your heart. Despite feeling horrible, a smile still formed on your face.
"I⊠Steb, thank you. I can't believe this."
He took your bag off the ground, waiting for you to lock everything up before exiting the library, side by side.
"Thank you again," you said, though it came out not nearly as loud as you thought it would have.
"Have to take care of my favourite librarian," his comment nearly made you fall over, though he would not have let that happen, "I bring you home, you take the medicine, and I see you next week?"
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I always wished I had a neighbor more like me. Living here felt like I was trapped behind glass â close enough to see everyone, but never quite part of it. Most people kept their distance. And the one person who didnât? My neighbor across the street â a massive, musclebound military guy who stomped around in full gear like he was still on active duty. Always shouting into his phone, working out in the driveway. We had nothing in common. I barely even waved hello.
One night, feeling lonelier than usual, I muttered under my breath, "I just wish I had a neighbor more like me." I didnât think anything of it. Just a passing thought. But the world mustâve been listening.
When I woke up, everything was wrong.
First thing I noticed was the weight of the dog tags clinking against my chest. I sat up, disoriented, and the bed creaked under my heavier frame. I looked down â I was wearing only a pair of tight black boxer briefs. And my body... Thick, heavy muscles bulged under my skin, veins tracing over biceps the size of softballs. My stomach was a carved six-pack, my legs like stone columns. Tattoos wrapped around my shoulders and arms â sharp black ink I didnât remember getting.
I opened my mouth to shout, to ask what was happening â but instead, out came a calm, deep voice: "Situation normal. Good to go." I clamped my hand over my mouth, heart hammering against my ribs. This wasnât right.
I stumbled out of bed â bare feet slapping the floor â and nearly tripped over a neatly stacked pile of folded camo fatigues. I rushed to the bathroom, gripping the doorframe like it might disappear.
The man staring back at me in the mirror was a stranger. Square-jawed, military haircut, a body like it was carved from granite. Hardened, disciplined. Unshakable. My hands â thick, calloused â shook slightly, but my face stayed stoic, calm, trained. I had to get help.
I yanked on a tight olive-green T-shirt, fatigues, and boots waiting by the door. Everything fit perfectly, like it had been tailored for this new, monstrous body. I bolted outside, desperate to find some scrap of normalcy.
Thatâs when I saw him. My neighbor. Standing by his truck, grinning wide, like weâd been friends for years.
"Mornin', brother!" he barked, striding over and clapping a heavy hand on my back. I tried to say something casual, anything â but my body snapped to attention, and I barked back, "Mornin', Sergeant! Outstanding day for PT!"
No. No no no. Inside, I was screaming. But on the surface, I was steady, confident, every word crisp like Iâd practiced it my whole life.
We talked â about gear, training regimens, upcoming drills â and I just kept playing along, answering perfectly, even laughing when he cracked a joke about "those soft new recruits." At one point, I heard myself say, "Woke up at 0500 hours, got my warm-up set in before chow," â like it was the most natural thing in the world. 5 a.m., I corrected silently. Normal people say 5 a.m. But my mouth would never betray the facade.
"Come on, brother, weâre late for base," he barked, tossing a duffel into the truck. Without hesitation, I grabbed my own â somehow packed and ready â and climbed in.
The base was real. The ID around my neck scanned at the checkpoint. Guards waved me through. Nobody questioned it. We spent the day side-by-side, yelling commands, demonstrating lifts, pushing trembling recruits through brutal obstacle courses. And somehow, everything I needed to know was just there â drilled into me like muscle memory I never actually earned. Every command, every drill, every reprimand rolled off my tongue with perfect authority. And somewhere deep inside, the real me â the scared, confused version â shrank further and further down, screaming silently into the void.
That night, back in my strange, hyper-organized house, I tried to process it all. Photos covered the walls â snapshots of me and my neighbor on deployments, at competitions, at ceremonies. Awards lined the shelves. My inbox was full of congratulatory messages on recent promotions. My memories â my real ones â felt like faint shadows compared to the heavy, real weight of this new life.
The world believed this was who I'd always been. The world demanded I believe it too.
And no matter how much I panicked inside, no matter how much I begged for the old life back, my mouth only said, "Yes, sir." "Roger that." "Mission accomplished."
I guess my wish had come true. I wasnât alone anymore. I had my best friend. My squad. My calling.
And deep down, under all the tattoos, the muscle, the discipline, the pride, the old me still existed. Still thrashing, still trying to surface.
But each day, that voice grew a little fainter. Each day, it got a little easier to lace up my boots, square my shoulders, and drive out to base. Adapt and overcome. Thatâs the mission now.
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Blossom Reverse (Yandere Batfam x Neglected! Poison Ivyâs Daughter! Reader)


Chapter 8
A/N: that's the last of the chapters I have already wrote. Now I need to be locked in againnn. Thank you all for the support and that you're even reading this. đ„č
I opened the taglist again and why do some of you have the craziest longest names ever.đ.. jk love u guys!! đ©· - poppy
The city skyline bled grey against the window.
Meetings stacked on his tablet. Stock reports in his inbox. A board call in twenty minutes.
And yetâ
Bruce couldnât stop staring at the box on his desk.
It had arrived with Alfred that morning.
No explanation. No label.
Just a quiet look. A subtle press of the old manâs hand on his shoulder.
âYou may want to read this today, Master Bruce.â
He hadnât opened it at first.
Didnât think much of it.
Too many numbers. Too many decisions. Too many fires in Gotham to put out.
But nowâhe was exhausted.
And he needed something to distract him.
He opened the lid.
Dozens of envelopes.
All small. Some crooked. Many with bright, mismatched stickers and glitter residue.
A few had tiny pressed flowers taped to the corner. Others had faint crayon hearts scribbled along the fold.
He blinked.
Lifted one.
____
To Daddy
From: Y/N
____
The writing was messy.
Half the letters backward.
The âNâ in her name was so big it crossed the entire envelope.
He hesitated.
Then slowly, carefully, peeled it open.
The paper inside was pink.
Lined notebook paper, torn at the edge. Crumpled. Wrinkled. Like it had been folded and unfolded dozens of times before she finally gave it to Alfred to deliver.
The handwriting inside made his throat tighten.
âž»
Hi Daddy.
I saw a movie yesterday with Alfred and it had a dad and a girl in it and they fed ducks. They looked very happy and the ducks were very cute. I want to feed ducks too.
Maybe if you are not busy we could go. There are ducks in the park. Alfred said so.
But it is okay if you are busy. You are Batman.
I still like you.
From,
Y/N
(PS I will bring the bread!!! Alfred baked it with me)
âž»
The final line was in all caps.
The âDâ in bread looked like a flower.
He read it twice.
Then three more times.
By the fourth, he had to stop.
He closed his eyes.
The words burned.
The sweetness. The effort. The gentle apology woven into every sentenceâas if even asking for a moment of his time was too much.
As if she already expected to be dismissed.
He reached into the box again.
Pulled another letter.
Then another.
And another.
âž»
Father, I got 100% on my test. Alfred says that means perfect.
I wrote a story with your name in it. Do you want to read it?
I miss you when you are gone. I am good, I promise. Please come say goodnight.
âž»
Some were barely legible.
Some were never even opened.
All were dated between age five to twelve.
All addressed to him.
âž»
He remembered the first time he saw her.
When Ivy had been cornered in that warehouse, sheâd laughed in his face.
âCongratulations,â she hissed, as the chains tightened around her ankles. âYou caught the eco-terrorist. Now go find your daughter.â
Heâd thought she was bluffing.
But she wasnât.
She led them to an address.
Run-down. Hidden.
And thereâin Alfredâs armsâwas a girl.
Tiny. Pale. Eyes too wide for her face.
A stuffed elephant held in her hands.
Bruce had frozen.
Because when she looked up at himâ
She smiled.
Small. Hopeful.
âAre you my daddy?â
He didnât know how to answer.
Didnât know how to hold her.
Didnât even remember what he said that first day.
But she reached for him anyway.
âž»
Back in the present, Bruce pressed his hand to the letter again.
His breath shook.
âž»
Alfred
He had watched her for weeks.
Watched her smile politely. Lie sweetly. Slip in and out like a shadow.
And he had known something was wrong.
Something was cracking behind that smile.
He couldnât do much.
Not anymore.
But he could make them see what they had done.
So he packed the letters.
Every single one heâd intercepted.
Every one sheâd handed him, hopeful.
Every note that went unanswered.
Every truth her father never read.
He packed them in a box.
And gave them to Bruce.
âThey always think they have time,â Alfred thought grimly, standing now in the empty kitchen.
Until one day⊠the girl is simply gone.
____
Bruce
He couldnât stop shaking.
The box was spread out across his desk nowâevery envelope, every little folded note, laid out by date.
Color-coded by her own childish hand.
â2000â&â10â
â11 and a haf.â
âThirtenth!!! (finally!!)â
âFourtineâ
He sat there, frozen, sorting them like pieces of a life he never bothered to memorize.
The birthdays.
The school plays.
The âAlfred let me help him make a cake today!â notes.
The âI got picked for science fair!â
The âI was the sunflower in the dance recital!â
The âTim showed me the Batcomputer (donât tell).â
He kept reading.
Letter after letter.
And what haunted him most wasnât the content.
It was the tone.
How it changed.
At first, she always asked:
âCan we go to the park, Daddy?â
âWill you come see my painting?â
âCan we have breakfast together sometime, just us?â
And then she started writing more like:
âI know youâre busy. Thatâs okay.â
âI hope youâre safe tonight.â
âI watched the news. You looked brave.â
Thenâ
She stopped asking altogether.
Just sent updates.
âI won the English award this week.â
âAlfred said I looked pretty in green.â
âLeyla,my friend, let me braid her hair again.â
âItâs okay if you donât have time. I just wanted to say hi.â
And still, he never wrote back.
He didnât remember ever seeing these.
Had Alfred intercepted them?
Or had he justâŠ
Not cared enough to notice.
His hand hovered over the last envelope.
It was dated exactly one year ago.
The handwriting was sharper now.
Grown.
Still soft. Still graceful.
But⊠no stickers. No drawings. No crayon hearts.
Just a white envelope.
Sealed with tape.
Her name signed in ink, small and clean:
From Y/N
He opened it.
His stomach dropped.
____
Dear Dad,
I hope you are well.
I know you are busy with work and the city and your responsibilities.
I just wanted to write this, maybe one last time.
I donât think Iâll send more letters after this. Itâs not because Iâm mad. Iâm not.
I just realized maybe Iâve been writing them wrong all these years.
I thought if I told you about me, youâd want to be part of it.
But maybe you already are part of too many things.
Thatâs okay.
Iâll still cheer for you. Iâll still think youâre amazing.
Thank you for giving me a home. Even if you couldnât stay in it much.
I hope the city treats you kindly.
I hope I made you proud, even if you didnât notice.
âY/N
âž»
He didnât breathe.
He couldnât.
The weight of the paper in his hand felt heavier than any file, any blueprint, any death certificate heâd ever signed.
A whole year ago.
She had already stopped.
She had already stopped.
Stopped writing.
Stopped asking.
Stopped hoping.
But Bruceâ
He wasnât ready to believe that yet.
He didnât call.
Didnât ask Alfred to check.
He just left.
Tore out of Wayne Tower like a man with purpose, not panic. Like this wasnât spiraling out of his control.
Sheâs just upset. Sheâll come around and forget about it. She always does.
He told himself that. Over and over.
Sheâll be there.
Sheâll be home.
With Damian.
Back from school.
He just needed to be at the Manor when she walked in.
He just needed to see her. To hold her.
To apologize and make up for all the times he has been a terrible father.
The car couldnât move fast enough.
He arrived at the manor in record time, stepping through the massive front doors with his jaw clenched, eyes searching the entry hall.
Empty.
Silent.
Sheâs probably upstairs.
âMiss Y/N hasnât returned yet,â Alfred had said gently on the phone, moments before Bruce arrived. But Bruce hadnât listened.
He was already in motion.
Then he heard the front door open behind him.
Footsteps.
Fast. Familiar.
Damian.
The boy stormed in, school blazer unbuttoned, tie yanked loose. He looked irritatedâtense and brooding the way he always was after a fight.
Bruce turned to face him.
âWhereâs your sister?â
Damian blinked. Frowned.
ââŠSheâs not back yet?â
Bruceâs eyes narrowed. âYou were supposed to bring her home.â
Damian scoffed, brushing past him with a grimace. âTch. She probably left early.â
Bruce didnât move.
Damian kept talking. âWe had an argument, okay? She was being secretive. Again. I figured sheâd run off to sulk like she always does.â
He sounded defensive.
But Bruce wasnât listening anymore.
He was already walking.
Up the stairs.
Slow. Measured.
Damian hesitated in the hall, watching him ascend.
He sighed.
Fine. Might as well tell him now. Tell him everything.
About the Silas guy. The fake friend. The lies. Sheâs hiding something, and someone needs to say it.
He followed after his father, still stewing from the hallway encounter at school.
Bruce reached the end of the second-floor corridor.
The room furthest from the rest.
The door was cracked open.
He pushed it fully open.
And stopped.
Not because the room was plain.
Heâd already noticed that last week.
Not because there were no flowers.
Not because the bed was neatly made.
Not because there were no shoes by the wall or coat on the hook.
But becauseâ
Her elephant plush was gone.
The one thing she never went anywhere without.
The one thing he remembered from the very beginning.
It wasnât there.
Something in his chestâ
snapped.
He stood frozen in the doorway, eyes wide, breathing shallow. The sound of his own heartbeat pulsed in his ears like thunder.
It was too quiet.
Behind him, footsteps slowed.
Alfred had just returnedâhis keys still in hand, grocery bags half-unpacked in the foyer when Bruce arrived.
He didnât speak.
Didnât need to.
He stood behind Bruce now.
Looked into the same empty space.
And his heart cracked.
Not from surprise.
But from confirmation.
He had feared this.
Felt it in his bones.
Watched her slip farther and farther from them like fog through fingers.
Bruceâs hands slowly curled at his sides.
His voice, when it came, was low. Cold.
âWhere the hell is my daughter?â
Alfred didnât answer.
Didnât have to.
The silence said it all.
Damian had just stepped into the hall behind them.
Ready to tattle. Ready to vent and snitch on his little sister.
Then he heard those words.
Froze.
Eyes narrowing.
âWhatâŠ?â
His voice faltered.
âWhat do you mean by 'where'?â
Bruce turned, expression blank.
âShe left.â
âLeft where?â
No answer.
Alfred stepped into the doorway now.
Surveying the room. The bed. The desk. The missing pieces.
His voice was a whisper, breaking under the weight of it:
âShe packed.â
âSheâs not coming back.â
Damian took a step back.
His throat tightened.
He thought of their fight.
Thought of her eyesâwide and anxious. How she flinched. How she looked smaller than ever in that classroom, even when she tried to snap back.
And now she was gone.
She lied to him.
She smiled at him like nothing was wrong.
And then she disappeared.
Damian looked at the room again.
At the bed. The window.
And for the first time in his lifeâ
He felt scared.
The room was still.
Frozen in time.
None of them knew how long they stood thereâBruce, Alfred, Damianâjust staring at the doorway. The air felt heavy, like the oxygen had drained out of the house entirely.
No one spoke.
No one moved.
Untilâ
âHeyââ
Timâs voice cut in from down the hall.
Footsteps. Quick. Measured. Heâd just returned from Wayne Enterprises, backpack slung over one shoulder, something clutched in his hand.
A carved wooden box. Small, chest-shaped. Slightly dented at the corners.
The chess box.
The one she had made for him years ago. He found it today in his office drawerâthe only thing heâd never thrown out. He was ready to bring it to her. Start again.
His boots scuffed against the polished floor as he turned the cornerâthen stopped.
Three of them were standing there.
Bruce. Damian. Alfred.
Silent.
Their backs to him. Faces turned to her room.
Something in their postureâ
Something wrong.
Tim blinked.
ââŠWhatâs going on?â
Bruce didnât turn.
Alfred lowered his gaze.
And DamianâDamian didnât answer at all. He was pale. Rigid. Eyes fixed forward like a predator whoâd lost his target.
Tim stepped closer, confused.
Thenâ
He caught a glimpse inside the room.
Empty bed.
No color.
No presence.
And the phone.
Her phone.
Just sitting there. Quiet. Dead. Untouched.
His breath caught.
ââŠNo.â
He was already moving, storming past them, gripping the edge of the desk and yanking the cord out of the wall.
Pulled up the tracking software on his watch.
The phone pinged.
Last location: Here.
Status: Offline.
No signal.
No trace.
Nothing.
âShe left,â Bruce muttered, the words rasping out like they were cutting his throat on the way out.
Timâs fingers fumbled across the screen. âNoâno, she wouldnât justâSheâsâsheâs a kid, sheâs just aâsheâsââ
He was already spiraling.
Then Damian moved.
Like a switch flipped in him.
He was tearing through her room nowâno hesitation, no restraint.
Sheets flung. Mattress shoved aside like it weighed nothing. The small rug kicked out of place. Drawers yanked open with violent force.
âMaster Damianââ Alfred began, but the boy didnât even hear him.
He was on his knees, dragging his hand across the floorboards, searching forâsomething, anything.
And thenâ
His hand paused.
A soft click.
One of the planks wobbled.
He dug his nails beneath the edge and pulled.
A loose board lifted.
Underneath,
a box.
Not tech.
Not cash.
Not escape supplies.
Justâ
A box.
Wooden. Worn. Carefully hidden.
Damian pulled it free, shoving the lid open with a rough breath.
And inside:
Drawings.
Letters.
Painted cards.
Handmade bracelets, crumpled origami bats, scribbled âI love youâ notes.
All of itâ
For them.
âTimâs the smartest,â one said in crayon. âHe doesnât talk to me a lot but I hope he knows I think heâs amazing.â
âDick said I could come to the arcade next week!! I canât wait I canât wait I canât wait!!â
That never happened.
âTo JasonâI made you a snack today but I left it in the fridge because I donât want to bother you. Hope it makes you feel better.â
Even ones for Bruce:
âI donât need anything fancy. I just want you to be home sometimes.â
âHappy birthday, Daddy. I donât know if you want to celebrate, but I got you this drawing anyway.â
The drawings were aged.
Edges curled. Smudges at the corners. One or two had obvious water damage.
Most were never opened.
Others looked like theyâd been recovered from the trash.
No one spoke.
Bruce knelt beside Damian now, one hand trembling as he picked up a folded note.
âYouâre my favorite hero even if you donât talk to me much. I hope I can be someone youâre proud of. I try really hard. Even if I mess up. Iâm sorry if I mess up.â
Tim stared into the box.
Into the pieces of a girl none of them really knew.
A girl who begged for their attention, then slowly taught herself not to want it anymore.
Then the door burst open.
âIâm home!â
Dickâs voice.
Bright.
Hopeful.
He was holding a paper bag in one hand and a small wrapped box in the other.
âGot the pastries she liked on her instagramâfigured Iâd surprise her. Did she make it back yet?â
They didnât answer.
He froze mid-step when he saw their faces.
ââŠWhat happened?â
He looked past them.
Into the room.
And saw it.
The phone.
The empty bed.
The missing elephant plush.
The blank silence.
The box in Bruceâs hands.
The raw devastation on Alfredâs face.
The panic in Timâs fingers as they tapped furiously on his screen.
Damian crouched on the floor. Trembling. Jaw clenched. Hands shaking in his lap.
Dickâs voice cracked.
ââŠWhereâs my little flower?â
_____
The window creaked.
The air shifted.
All heads turned.
Jason.
Boots heavy. Leather scuffed. Red helmet tucked under one arm. He stepped over the windowsill like it was nothing, pausing mid-motion as his boot hit the floor.
Unlocked?
He frowned.
That window was never left open.
He would have to scold her for being so careless.
The room hit him like a brick.
Scattered sheets. Overturned drawers. Empty desk. The low hum of tension in the air.
And the silenceâthe eerie, heavy silenceâof a room that had been picked clean of a life.
Jason turned to the others, arching a brow.
ââŠOkay, why does it look like someone just got abducted in here?â
No one laughed.
No one even flinched.
Thatâs when he noticed itâBruce, standing beside the bed, face blank, eyes darker than coal. Tim crouched beside the desk, still glued to his tech, sweat at his temples. Damian near the foot of the bed, fists clenched, lips curled in furious silence.
And Dickâ
Dick was on the floor, kneeling beside a small wooden box with shaking hands. His gloves had been tossed aside, like they were getting in the way. His face was unreadable, but his eyesâhis eyes were wildfire.
Jasonâs voice lost its sarcasm.
ââŠWhere is she?â
No one answered.
He stepped forward, fast now. Eyes darted across the mess.
âWhat happened? What the hell happened?â
Then his eyes locked onto the pile in the box.
Small drawings. Crayon notes. Carefully tied bracelets, some frayed, some with beads missing. A hand-drawn sketch of the whole Batfamily⊠with a stick-figure Jason holding a cupcake labeled âDonât be angry today.â
His throat tightened.
ââŠShe made this?â
Dick didnât speak.
Just slowly lifted a folded diary page and passed it to him.
Jason took it.
Read.
And everything inside him stopped.
âToday Dick smiled at me. He called me his little flower. He hasnât said that in a long time, but I remember it every day. I hope maybe he says it again soon. I donât know why he stopped. But it made me feel warm. It made me feel like maybe he loves me too.â
Jason lowered the page slowly.
ââŠSheâs gone.â
Tim spoke, voice sharp. âWe donât know where. She left her phone, her tracker, everything.â
âShe planned it,â Damian added bitterly. âSheâs been planning it for a while.â
Jasonâs jaw tightened. His helmet fell to the floor with a thud.
âWhy the hell didnât anyone notice?â
That was aimed at everyone, but especially at Bruce.
Bruce, who hadnât moved in minutes.
âYou,â Jason snapped, stepping forward now, finger pointed. âYouâre her goddamn father. What the hell were you doing?â
âShe wasââ Bruce started, but Jason cut him off.
âShe was invisible in this house for years, Bruce. She screamed for attention without making a sound. And youâwhat? You just let it happen?â
No one stopped him.
Not this time.
Alfredâs voice finally cut inâtired, gravel-soft.
âShe left today. She was wearing her coat, and the plush was missing.â
Jasonâs breath caught.
âThe elephant?â
Dick nodded once. His face was still blank.
Jason cursed.
He spun toward Tim, voice sharp.
âYouâre the geniusâtrack her.â
âIâve tried,â Tim snapped back, pushing to his feet. âShe wiped her digital signature. Do you want to know whatâs worse? We donât even know her. We never bothered to. I have no clue what she listens to. Where she likes to go. What kind of clothes she wears. HellâI just found out sheâs the student rep two days ago.â
Dick finally stood up.
When he moved, he moved like a soldier.
Eyes dark. Expression flat. He took off his jacket, grabbed his comm from the desk, and clipped it to his belt without a word.
âWhere are you going?â Jason asked.
âWhere do you think?â
Dickâs voice was low. Controlled.
âIâm going to find my little flower.â
Damian stood too.
âIf anyone finds her, it will be me.â
âNo,â Tim said without looking at him. âIf anyone finds her first, itâll be whoever knows her best. And none of us do.â
His eyes finally lifted.
âBut weâre going to learn.â
They didnât speak again for a long moment. The weight of what theyâd lostâwhat they had blindly let slip through their fingersâhung in the air like a curse.
But as the silence deepened, something else began to stir beneath it.
Resolve.
Not calm.
Not peace.
Something darker.
Possessive. Territorial. Obsessive.
She was theirsâtheir sweet, soft Y/N. The one with the doe eyes and sugar-laced voice. The one who baked for them and never asked for anything. The one they didnât deserveâbut still belonged to them.
And now?
She was out there. Alone. Vulnerable. Beautiful.
In a city like Gotham.
That was unacceptable.
Whether she wanted to be found or not didnât matter.
She was going to be found.
She was going to be brought back.
And this timeâshe would never be allowed to slip away again.
Even if it meant burning Gotham down to find her.
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study break
fem!reader x han jisung
synopsis: you take a study break with your boyfriend
warnings: đ!! slightly innocent reader, some nipple play, fingering, oral (f!rec), prob forgot some sorry
wc: 2k
an: this was a request but my inbox ate it ;-; hope i got everything anon asked for :)) not proofread sorry :( feedback appreciated! [m.list]
You have been at your desk for over six hours studying for your next exam. Hand cramping from all the notes you were copying down from slides you missed a few weeks ago. Ones that you finally remembered you needed to go over. You had only stepped away for a shower a few minutes ago to try and calm your mind after nearly crying over a worksheet. Pacing back and forth before you caught sight of your shower caddy deciding that if the shower didnât work as a refresher then you would just take whatever grade you got and would have to live with it.Â
It wasnât until the knocking at your door that you realized how stressed you had been. The evening you had planned with your boyfriend was forgotten until you pulled open the door to see him standing in the hallway of your dorm.Â
âSo you are alive,â Han smiles as soon as you open the door. His hair curled around his ears, dotted with droplets of rain.Â
ânooo I missed our date,â you softly whine leaning your head on the door. The past couple of times you've studied you turned on an app that locked your phone to help with distractions. Only now it was backfiring because Han had been trying to reach you to remind you of your night out. âI'm so sorry Han I swear I didn't do it on purpose I haven't even thought about anything else besides this exam,âÂ
âit's okay i kinda figured so I picked up dinner,â he holds up the paper bag in his hand.Â
âI'm the worst,â and he only smiles shaking his head, âYou perfect, I should have known that scheduling a date the night before an exam was not the best idea,âÂ
you wave him into the small space, your books a mess on your desk, the bed rumpled and unmade. Your roommate's side is just as lived in even for her off staying at her boyfriends most of the time. You're sure this is the first time hans been in here besides you picking up something but he never made it past the doorway.Â
The two of you have only been seeing each other for little dates for a few weeks now. You shared a class together, working next to each other in silence for most of the semester before he asked for help on an assignment he didn't need help with at all. Confessing later that he only just got up the courage to speak and used the work as an excuse. You're closer to friends than you are really dating with how slow the two of you are moving. Neither of you moved past holding hands and one interrupted make out session. But you were new to everything and Jisung was patient.Â
Han kicked off his shoes, setting the food down at the edge of your desk. âHave you taken a break at all?âÂ
âI mean I showered,â you shrug, your hair is still wet, droplets of water soaking your tank top. You didn't even notice how the fabric was wet enough to leave nothing to the imagination. The outline of your nipples draws hans eyes right to your chest.Â
âYou are all wet,â he smiles, biting the tip of his tongue. You can feel your skin getting hot, trying to play off his stare by rolling your eyes.
âUsually what happens after a shower,â you collect a few of your books, closing and stacking them up to make room. Shuffling papers around and making sure to check you have everything turned in before the exam. You're leaning over your chair looking at the assignments calendar online when you see you forgot to submit last week's discussion post. Your light sigh is enough for Jisung to place his hand on your back leaning next to you to see what you are now focused on.Â
âIt's already late, maybe you should save it for the morning,â he suggests, warming up your lower back as he rubs soft circles against your skin.Â
âit's only one question, it better to just get it over with so I'm not stressing more than I already am,â although it's the last thing you want to do, already you have given up after your long day. But you rolled your chair out sitting down to work out one more question. âyou should just start eating so your food doesn't get cold,âÂ
âno no I picked up sandwiches from the cafe by the library I can wait,â he stands behind you, hands on your shoulders, fingers flicking over the thin straps of your tank top.Â
You pull up the post not realizing the link attached was for a document you had to read consisting of six long sheets of tiny text. Your sigh is more of a groan this time, hans chuckle right at your ear as he looks over your shoulder. âI think that's the kind you need the magnifier tool for,âÂ
âwhy the hell would anyone use text that small,â you can feel the weight of the day landing heavy right at your feet. Just when you hoped to be done, to only have to overview notes you hated this. Your teeth sink into your cheek trying to will yourself not to cry over something so stupid. You were so close to finishing not only the day but your class, one assignment wouldn't kill your grade but just knowing it was going undone would kill your pride. You let your head fall to your hands, the heels of your palms pressed to the sockets of your eyes like that would will your tears away.Â
âHey,â Han whispers, pushing a few strands of hair behind your ear, âcome on let's take a longer break than just a shower, we can worry about that later,â his hands slip over your arms, sliding up and down, chin on your shoulder, nose bumping your ear.Â
âSorry, I've just been so overwhelmed with everything,â you say, rubbing at your eyes, feeling a bit embarrassed.Â
âThat's okay, you just need to relax, lay back, and forget school for a second,â his breath is ghosting over your ear, sending a shiver down your spine. His hands go to your stomach, finger tracing the seam of your top. âyou know I could help you with that,â his nose brushes down behind your ear and down your neck, lips leaving slight pecks on your skin.Â
ât-the assignment?â It's a stupid question but you're not past the brain fog, now worsened by Han giving you the softest kisses on your neck. Your head falling back, eyes closed as he fell into the feel of you.Â
âno,â he kisses at your jaw, ânot the assignment,â one hand slipping up your stomach, knuckles brushing your nipple. âis this okay?âÂ
âyes,â you nod, reaching up behind you to twist your fingers into his hair. Your back bowed as he cupped you over the thin material of your shirt, fingers rolling over your pebbled nipples, his lips sucking marks onto your skin.Â
His free hand starts to slip past the waistband of your shorts, your breath catching in your throat, âyou don't have to do that,â he pulls his hand back to your stomach.Â
âDo you not want me to? We can slow down or stop, whatever you want,â now you're more than a little bit embarrassed.Â
âNo it's not that I want you to stop, I just- I've never really had anyone do that before,â you confess, face hot enough to thank the fact your back is to han. It wasn't that you were against it, only that you spent most time inside studying instead of going out and meeting guys to hook up with. And from what friends have said some guys don't like going down on girls with their mouths or hands. âand I know some guys don't like it,âÂ
âyeah the wrong guys,â he chuckles the rumble of his laugh right in your ear before he kisses over the mark he made on your neck, âI on the other hand have been thinking of devouring you the second you sat down next to me that first day in class wearing that little skirt,âÂ
âReally?â his fingers tugging the waistband of your shorts before letting it snap back in place.Â
âuh huh, thinking about how good you would taste, how pretty you would look cumming on my tongue, how perfect you would sound,â your hips instinctively roll at the idea, Han's hand slipping back under your waistband. âWould you like that?âÂ
âYes,â the whisper is enough for Han to pull your chair out from under the desk, kneeling before you looking up like you set the best platter before him.Â
He kisses your knee hands sliding up the side of your thighs to tug down your shorts and panties. You should feel exposed or even a little bit shy but Han is licking his lips, eyes flickering between your glistening cunt and your face. âEven prettier than I imagined,â hooking his hands at the back of your knees he pulls you to the edge of the chair, slotting your legs over his shoulders as you lean back gripping the seat watching what heâll do next.Â
âAre you just going to like...kiss it?âÂ
âI plan on suffocating between your thighs so maybe a lot more than kissing,â he peppers kisses all along your thigh, your legs already trying to close at how each kiss sends a tingle straight to your clit.Â
When he finally leans down and his lips brush over your swollen nub you know you're done for. His light kiss was enough to send all thoughts and stress right out the window. And when he licks up your wetness from your entrance and swipes up to your clit latching on and sucking your head falls back and you let out a moan that doesn't sound like you. Jisungs hands move to hold your hips in place.Â
You swear you see stars as he sucks before he pulls away your whine making him chuckle, âDo you like it?âÂ
Your hand moves to his hair wanting to tug him back down, âplease don't stop now,âÂ
âLook at you trying new things,â he gives light kisses to your folds, loving to watch your hips try to work on their own to get his mouth back on your clit. âalready doing so good at being responsive to my touch,âÂ
âHannie please,â you beg and he doesn't hold back. He sucks your clit into his mouth, letting one hand free from holding you down to raise in front of you.
âsuck my fingers and get them all wet and ready for me to get you to cum on them,â slipping them into your mouth you follow his orders letting them roll on your tongue before he pulls them back to rub on your pussy.Â
Your orgasm was building in the pit of your stomach, every flick of his tongue pushing you closer to the edge. Your legs jolt at the feel of his finger prodding your entrance, knees pulling in before he shakes his head, âRelax baby,â letting your other hip go he presses the pad of his thumb to your clit rubbing at a soft rhythm until your legs rest back on his shoulders. He's slow to slip his first finger in, dragging it out before adding the second. His smile is starstruck, feeling along your gummy walls like he found heaven, âlook at that, you're doing so good for me,â the slow pumps of his fingers take up more of your mind until he leans back down to suck on your clit.Â
Thighs trembling your head rolls back, eyes shut trying to catch your breath before you're cumming, Han pressing his fingers into your g-spot like he's always known your body. Han is swallowing all your cum down like he can't get enough of it, burying his face in your pussy as you pulse around his fingers. Your hand on his hair starts to tug harder, your hips thrusting into his face, knees closing in around his ears. He is slow to pull away from you but knows he shouldn't overstimulate you the first time. ânow if you ever need me to take your mind off of anything, you don't even have to ask I'll be right here on my knees ready for you,â
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Leaked â
Warnings: implied sexual activity?
Summary
A low quality video surfaces of Congressman Barnes and a woman in an intimate moment. The mediaâs hunting for the mystery girl and you need to answer the emails and calls as his assistant.

âWe have no comments at this time.â
Journalists and reporters have been nonstop calling the phone, the constant ringing was beginning to piss you off. âThank you for your understanding, good day,â you replied with an attempt to make it sound cheerful. Although there is nothing really cheerful or fun with answering calls upon calls asking about the same short scandalous video of the new congressman.
Mr. Barnes was in a suit with his tie loosened, arm around the waist of a woman whose face is turned away, blurred. The clip was about 3 and a half seconds long, a make-out session in the hotel hallways before the door behind the woman opened, allowing them disappeared into thin air. Quality of the video was absolute shit, which was helpful but it was obvious that the man was him. The media has been exploding recently with trending hashtags and nonstop theories of who this mystery woman could be.
It isnât a good image for the congressmanâin this case Mr. Barnesâto be doing anything intimate with anyone in a public space, even if it was a hallway of the hotel he stayed in. And that was your job, to clear his image once more. The one who makes these problems disappear.
You sat behind the desk in the corner of his office, staring at the screen for a few seconds, specifically at the amount of emails you needed to answer, tapping your finger on your table and taking a breath. After your slow breath, your fingers began flying over the keyboard, composing the fourth draft of the statement that was answering nothing at all and helping with nothing too.
Giving up, pausing and laying your head back down the table. You didnât even know why they cared so much about this shitty quality video of him making out with a woman, hell it isnât like he killed someoneâ well, too late to say that. But it isnât like he fucked someone in the hotel hallway, and so what heâs a congressman not the fucking president who has a wife. Maybe it was the fact that he was the only politician that looked hot for someone in his hundreds. All married women in their forties together with a political figure and even random celebrities are now in love with him.
Once you lifted your head from the keyboard ready to type out the statement again the phone began to ring, a loud groan left your lips. And each time you answered the call it was the same words, same lies, and same tone. âThank you for reaching out. The office and Mr. Barnes has no official comments at the moment.â
Soon as you pressed the red button signifying that the call has ended, the phone rang again before you could even place it back down. Your inboxâa fucking battlefieldâonce you decided to glance back at it, having even more stacked emails with subject lines screaming: LEAKED VIDEO OF CONGRESSMAN, URGENTâPLS IDENTIFY, RESPONSE NEEDED.
You couldnât help but click the power off button of the computer in front of you and the do not disturb button of the phone, catching your breath for a minute before pushing you chair and grabbing your phone to scroll and distract yourself. It was like there was no escape. You opened a random app to see the first thing popping up would be the viral video of Congressman Barnes and the mystery woman.
Zooming into the paused video, attempting to squint your eyes while staring at the girl in a dark dress which conveniently was also unidentifiable because of the shit quality. âGod.. we were so stupid,â you muttered before closing your phone, nibbling on your lips.
The musk scent of his perfume that night stuck on your dress for the past few days after the event you needed to attend. The warm feeling of his hand on your waist, gripping tightly as if youâd run away. And the way his lips brushed against your ears whispering the words âno oneâs going to see.â
A total fucking lie because now you have to cover it all up.
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đđđđđđđ: vampire!ellie williams / werewolf!abby anderson / reader
đđđđđđđ: you didnât expect much when your mom sent you to jackson to stay with your dad. but something about this place is off â and youâve only just arrived.
đđđđđđđ: no major warnings needed here! just regular old world building introductory stuff.
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đđđđđđ'đ đđđđ: i'm new to this whole publishing fics on tumblr thing but this idea came to me after rewatching all the twilight movies for like the billionth time and i knew i had to bring it to life. i hope you enjoy reading it as much as im going to enjoy writing it!
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đđđđđđđđ: "crossing"
THE PLANE LANDING HAD BEEN ROUGHER THAN IT SHOULDâVE BEEN.
if your mom had been there, you wouldâve joked with her about how it was like even the sky wanted nothing to do with the place. the runway was cracked and frostbitten, and the first sight of the vast mountains behind it made your breath catch. you found your dad waiting by his cop car after you finally collected your luggage from baggage claim and stepped outside to the curbside pickup area, arms crossed over his jacket like he wasnât sure what to say.
he didnât hug you or even say hello. just jerked his chin in a greeting and asked, âyou hungry?â
you said yeah, even though you werenât.
the diner had smelled like burnt coffee and some teenage waitress poured you both a cup without being asked. you ordered something with eggs and didnât eat it, entertaining stilted conversation with your dad about the weather. and roadkill. and these mysterious murders that had been popping up in nearby towns, putting his whole office on edge.
now, inside your new room, you sat on the bed and tried not to think about the fact that he hadnât asked anything about school. or therapy. or how long you planned on staying.
you got the sense he was still working up to it.
you twisted a loose thread on the duvet (âpurple. your favorite,â your dad had said â you didnât have the heart to tell him it had changed to blue approximately four years ago) and tried to breathe through the dust in the air.
a knock on the door frame broke the quiet and you looked up to see him standing there, holding a stack of towels and a box of saltines.
you raised a brow.
he shrugged. âdinner wonât be ready for a while. and you barely touched your breakfast burrito earlier.â
you took the box.
âthanks,â you said.
he lingered in the doorway a second too long. like he wanted to say something. like he almost did.
then turned and walked away.
THE HOUSE CREAKED AT NIGHT.
not in a cozy, âit has personalityâ kind of way. no, these were the kind of noises that made your skin itch. you lay in bed that first night, staring up at the ceiling and wondering how long itâd take for this place to feel real. or maybe not real. just⊠normal. your phone screen burned your eyes in the dark of the room and your text inbox was void of any new messages. you scrolled through it anyway.
in the morning, your dad left a note on the counter: back by 4. grocery money in drawer. donât forget to eat.
you made toast. burned the first slice. turned the radio on just to hear something human while the second cooked in the toaster. humming distantly along to the familiar tune crackling through the speakers, you stood in the small kitchen and wished the space felt familiar too.
your mom said this would be good. her new boyfriend had old money and a young soul that had immediately captivated her, and their plans of roadtripping around the country didnât exactly provide the stability or consistency a teenager looking to graduate high school would need.
but jackson felt different than how it had when youâd visited as a kid.
it was quiet, but not in a peaceful way. the silence was tense. and the treesâthere were so many fucking trees, covering the mountains and making the natural âwallsâ that protected the valley feel so much grander, despite the fact that you were definitely much taller than you had been the last time you were here.
your dad had warned you not to wander too far when heâd caught you gazing at them through the window of the passenger seat.
âitâs not like other woods,â heâd said.
you asked what that meant.
he just replied, âstay near the paths.â
THE TRUCK HAD BEEN A WELCOME SURPRISE.
your dad said it so casually, like he was just handing you another box of saltines to hold you over till lunch and not a literal vehicle.
âsomeone owed me a favor,â he muttered, nodding toward the driveway.
you stepped outside, expecting something functional. you did not anticipate the massive, rust-colored tank parked at the curb. the thing looked like it had been built during the cold war and maybe won it.
the paint was chipped. the tires looked new-ish. and the driver's door groaned in protest when you pulled it open.
âdoes it work?â you asked.
âlike a dream,â said a voice behind you, unfamiliar, low, and a little amused.
you turned and came face to face with a girl with hulking shoulders and sun-kissed confidence that made you feel like youâd never stepped outside in your life. she was in a worn flannel, sleeves pushed up to her elbows, and she smelled faintly of motor oil.
âabby,â she said, sticking out a hand. âi fixed it up for you.â
you shook it. a vein in her forearm bulged with her firm grip, and your stomach swooped. âthanks,â you said. âitâs⊠big.â
she grinned. âwhat else are childhood friends for?â
your dad raised an eyebrow from the porch but didnât say anything.
THE LOUD RUMBLE OF THE ENGINE WOULD TAKE SOME GETTING USED TO.
but you were grateful it got you where you needed to go.
that afternoon, it got you to the gas station at the edge of town. the only one for miles, according to abby, whoâd shown up again that morning with an excuse about how she was âjust checking the alignment.â
you werenât complaining.
sheâd offered to ride with you for the first outing â âjust in case the brakes do something stupid,â sheâd said â and now she was outside the truck, sleeves rolled up again showing off those stupidly large muscles, pumping your gas while you sat in the driverâs seat trying not to stare.
she glanced through the window and caught you watching. smirked.
you looked away with hot cheeks and cranked the window down a few inches.
âyou want anything?â she asked, nodding toward the stationâs small convenience store.
âiâm good,â you said. then hesitated, thinking about your fatherâs abysmal grocery haul from the other day (grocery shopping for another person in the house was clearly going to take him some getting used to). âmaybe just⊠something cold? and some chips. iâm not picky.â
âon it.â
you watched her jog toward the store. cracked your knuckles. adjusted the rearview mirror. tried not to look like you were spiraling over the girl you apparently used to make mud pies with in your backyard when you were three.
and then â
movement.
you turned your head toward it. across the lot, leaning against a dusty black SUV parked under the shade of a tilted pine, stood a cluster of people you hadnât noticed, probably because youâd been too busy ogling your new⊠friend.
five of them.
they werenât looking at you, but somehow, you felt seen anyway.
your eyes caught on one in particular.
freckled. lean. and pale.
your chest tightened.
you blinked and there was abby again, approaching with a bag of lays and a bottle of gatorade clutched in one large hand and a twizzler hanging from her mouth.
âyou good?â she asked.
you nodded too fast.
âyeah,â you said. âjust⊠thought i saw someone.â
she followed your gaze.
the SUV was still there. the people werenât.
mustâve gone into the convenience store, you supposed.
âwho?â
you shook your head. ânever mind.â
but your eyes lingered on the empty space where theyâd stood.
SOME THINGS DIDNâT FEEL LIKE COINCIDENCE.
you didnât believe in fate. you barely believed in astrology. but there was something about jackson that scratched at the edges of your instincts. you didnât have any proof quite yet, just the weight of it. that gnawing, too-aware feeling you couldnât shake.
your dadâs unease. the headlines in the newspaper. the eerie feeling you got looking at the woods.
and now them. the group at the gas station. the way the freckled one had looked without looking at you.
the way youâd felt it.
you told yourself it didnât matter. that starting over meant letting things be what they were, not chasing after the weirdness or wondering what wasnât being said.
but ever since you crossed the border into this town, it felt like you were being met with a decision of whether to engage in a story much bigger than you.
and you hadnât realized you were already standing right at the threshold.
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i see youâve tentatively opened ur inbox for bob requests lmaoo, may i TIMIDLY request a fox that flips the whole âbob has a breakdown reader comes to helpâ narrative? ITS A GOOD NARRATIVE but thereâs soooo many fics of that, give us some protective bob! some bob with emotional weight!!
shyly putting this on the Robert Reynolds x reader tags doorstep
thank you for the idea, my love! I wanted to see how I felt writing for Bob and if I could find his voice in myself,,,,, I wanted to contribute and I want to give him kisses so thank you thank you <3
I went a bit,,,, idk not like a meltdown but I wanted Bob to be the one that had hope and whimsy!!! Bob is the one to banish the doubt and sadness!!! I feel unsure about this piece and if I like it but here you go Bob enjoyers <3
word count: 1.8k
content warnings: gender neutral reader, đ smoking to cope with existence/trauma/thoughts, reader and Walker have a non-descript past, post Thunderbolts*, existential dread,
side note: did you guys know Bob might have photokinensis (control/production of light) which is pretty cool idk also he dropped out of high school and his addiction started in middle school :( his wiki made me sad
Bob takes care of you in little ways. Quiet ways.
You've learned that he loves quietly. He does your laundry, folds your clothes neatly, and puts them away. He knows your coffee order better than his own, what meals you prefer depending on the restaurant when the team orders out. Bob knows it's easier for you to fall asleep around the team than by yourself, and despite warnings from Walker, how violently you could wake up.
That's how the team first found out Bob could... Well... Glow, for lack of a better description.
Bob's photokinesis was jarring for the whole group. Ava and Yelena whispered softly as they put away blankets while Walker and Bucky picked up leftover trash, snacks, and dishes. Alexei was the only other person asleep on the other side of the couch, so Bob was left hovering near where you rest. No one was paying attention to his silent turmoil, not wanting to turn on the lights in the room and risking a disgruntled group of half-awake Avengerz but not wanting to risk catching an elbow to the stomach like Alexei had earlier that week.
He was so wrapped up in his own thoughts he hadn't noticed that Ava and Yelena had stopped talking. Bob didn't notice the soft glow even as your brows scrunched together, and you grumbled an annoyed "Walker.."
"What?" He chirped defensively, not bothering to look in your direction as he stacked cups in a bowl.
"Turn off the light," you complain, burrowing further into your blanket.
"What ligh-" Walker cuts himself off when he looks over.
Bob misses the way that the girls glance to Walker, who looks to Bucky. None of them had seen Bob display any other powers after the Void's fit over New York. So the soft glow emitting from the man's skin gave them pause, unsure if they should intervene or stay silent. Finally, after a few minutes of staring and your quiet grumbling, Walker makes a choice.
"Bobby-" The sharpness of John's voice makes Bob startle, a bright flash of light blinding him before the room is dark again.
"What the hell," you grumble, finally opening your eyes, officially awake after that. "Why are you yelling at him?"
"I didn't yell-" Walker starts.
"You raised your voice."
"I did not raise-"
"And you know he doesn't like when you call him Bobby." You tack on.
"I know, I forgot." John huffs, glancing at Bob. "Sorry, kid."
"It's fine.." Bob assures him passively, tangling his fingers together as his softly drags a nail over his skin. "I- I didn't turn on the lights, though?"
"You were the light." Ava says bluntly, and Yelena can't help but nod.
"You were glowing, Bob." She says it the same way she would tell him that he was wearing a grey sweater or he had done the dishes.
"I.. I was?" He asks, glancing at each of his housemates for confirmation. Ava huffs with an endeared roll of her eyes while Yelena nods solemnly again. Bucky and John look the most put-off but the revelation, so Bob is unsure if he should be alarmed or not.
"Next time you decide to glow, Bob," You start collecting your blanket as you prepare to get up. "Do it when I'm awake. And when I have sunglasses on, in case you decide to blind Johnny again."
"O-Okay.." He nods, shuffling back so you can stand up.
"Thanks, bub," you say softly, nudging him with your shoulder as you pass. He hums shortly, watching as you make your way down the hall.
The rest of the supers watch Bob quietly before Yelena speaks up.
"We will be talking about this tomorrow.." An easy dismissal that the others agree on, different noises and hums from them. Bob nods, shifting as he watches everyone else clear up. Ava sighs quietly and gives him a pitying look.
"We're not upset, Bob, just surprised. Go get ready for bed." The reassurance settles something in his stomach. He feels like he's can let out a breath again. Bob carries those words with him when he climbs into bed.
Not upset. Just surprised.
Bob can live with that.
Being in an apartment full of people in different stages of recovery from varying substances can be... Stifling, for when you want to let loose. You, Ava, and Bucky all made a vote to keep any form of alcohol or drug stronger than Tylenol out of the house. For the sake of the remaining Avengerz. The three of you also agreed your votes counted as more, as the people least affected by the ban, when the other four tried to argue against it. Not that Bob had much reason to fight it. It was for the better, really.
Except, you didn't realize how horribly this plan backfired until you wanted to smoke or have a glass of wine after an annoying day with Valentina or reading a particularly gruesome article. Or dealing with the most recent, Sam's copyright lawsuit.
As such, your only options were drinking in the dark of your bedroom or standing on the balcony and smoking. The latter is the more appealing, letting you watch the streets with a level of detachment you only got when you were high. The rest of the team had dispersed to their separate night activities, watching TV or sparring or training.
So, you're surprised when you hear the door open behind you. You turn to look out of reflex, and your curiosity peaks when you spot Bob in the doorway. He sniffs softly, and you remember the joint between your fingers.
"Oh, fuck-" You scramble to put out the joint, stubbing it out against the railing. "Sorry."
"It's fine, never really liked pot.." He laughs softly. Bob watches silently as you tuck it away in a small tin and shove it back into your pocket. "What are you, uh.. What are you doing out here?"
"Needed some quiet to... Well..." You sigh. "Like you guys and everything but.."
You let out a deep breath, leaning against the railing heavily. Bob nods behind you, taking a few steps closer to where you stand. He took the stubbing of the joint as the silent invitation it was to stay out with you.
"Alexei is a little loud... Ava and Walker are always fighting." Bob shares quietly.
"Not fighting," You muse before you look back at him. "Maybe bickering?"
"Bickering.." Bob agrees quietly, nodding a little. You hum before turning back to the city lights.
"C'mere," you call him over, glancing back at him when you don't hear him move. "I'm not gonna let you fall."
The assurance makes Bob's stomach twist with an emotion he can't name but is finding himself familiar with the longer he's a part of the team. He muses over it long enough that eventually you hold your hand out to him, not bothering to turn to him. Bob tugs at the cuff of his sleeve before putting his wrist in your grasp.
He doesn't miss the huff you let out, but it follows as you gently tug him closer to the railing. He can feel a flush making its way to his face when you cradle his forearm against your side like a football. Your hold on his arm is gentle but firm, keeping him in place beside you.
"Those people will never know what we go through..." You say quietly, watching people jay-walk, honk their horns at one another, and pass each other in fleeting steps.
"Isn't that the point?" Bob asks, keeping his eyes on the buildings, watching people walk the halls and live their lives. You make a noise beside him, contemplating it silently. You dwell on it for a few minutes before you speak up again.
"Do you ever... Regret signing up for that Sentry serum shit?" You ask Bob softly, eyes tracing the cars as they wind around the city. Bob hums softly, tilting his head this way and that as he thought.
"I wouldn't have met you guys... Probably still doing meth and signing spinning... So this is probably better?" He says it like it's a question, and then he nods. "I don't think I regret it."
You nod, letting that sit in the air, wishing you could cling to that feeling he had. You can't find it in yourself tonight, grabbing around for something that isn't there.
"Do you regret yours?" Bob asks in turn. You turn it over in your mind for a couple of minutes, listening to the city noise.
"I was a kid..." You tell him. "I didn't know... I didn't-"
You cut yourself off, letting out a breath. "I'd stop myself if I could go back."
"Then you wouldn't be here, and we wouldn't be here.." Bob protests quietly.
"You guys could still do this without me," you counter, crossing your arms over the railing. "Be the New Avengerz... Deal with Valentina, play dress up every now and then..."
"Who would fix Walker's shield?" Bob asks quietly, and you can't help but scoff. It's not a mean scoff, more of a huff of exasperation and fondness for the man.
"He can still fight crime with a taco," you tell him. "Sometimes the doubt and the pain is just...."
"All consuming," He fills in. You nod. It's the only way to describe it on nights like tonight.
"Guess you would know something about that." You sigh, having forgotten who you were talking to. He shrugs beside you, making a sound of indifference.
"It's not always like that." Bob reminds you. "Like a wave or- or Ava. It comes and goes."
The comparison makes you snort, ducking your head to hide your grin. Bob sees it, though, adopting a small smile of his own.
"You guys made it better, though."
"Even Walker?" You muse. That keeps Bob quiet for a moment.
"Not always, but... It has to be better than dealing with it alone?"
You hum softly, mulling over his words. Apply them to the pit gnawing at your stomach and climbing at your throat.
"It eventually goes away... Even if it's just for an hour or a month." Bob says. "Like the seasons..."
His words settle over you like a blanket, soothing the doubts in your brain.
"You should become a therapist," you tell him. Your words surprise a laugh out of Bob. You sigh softly, feeling the light buzz behind your eyes.
You lean against him but just enough that if he pulled away, you wouldn't fall over. Instead, Bob finds the pressure comforting. The feeling of his arm cradled against your body and your weight beside him fills Bob with an overwhelming sense of peace. He doesn't even release he's leaning against you as well.
You hum quietly, taking the small victory of him pushing against you. He's warm, even through his sweater, and it bleeds into your own being, taking that warmth and holding in your chest as you look at the city. There's a soft glow in your periphery, and you can't help but grin.
"You're glowing again."
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OMG HIIIII I HAVE A REQUESTTTTT
I LOVE UR STORIES
So imagine Fem reader just going through her closet throwing out old things along with miguel and she finds an old shoebox of hers opens it and its her retired vibrator and pink dildo that she hasnât used since she started dating Miguel and sheâs looking at him awkwardly since she said that she totally threw them away so miguel gets back at her by taking the toys and making her use them
ANYWHO BYYEE THANKKZZZ
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me when you appear in my inbox, throw a smut prompt in my face and dip: â(; °Đ°) i genuinely had fun with this request i made him speak more spanish than usual idk why lol but as always, if you don't like it, i'd be more than happy to make another one <3
Miguel x Reader, Smut, Word Count: 2,777
You stare up into your messy closet; old clothes, old photos and yearbooks and maybe some plastic shopping bags you forgot about were all scattered inside. Hands on your hips, you blink at the cluttered mess while Miguel is behind you and crosses his arms with an unamused look. âYou really let it get this bad?â He asks, looking down at you. Miguel had called to say he wanted to see you but you told him it was cleaning day for you and you decided to deep clean. He assured you he still wanted to come over and even help you but when he arrived he wasnât expecting to see how even the smallest places needed organizing. Life got in the way, you told him. You shrug and let out a deep sigh. âJust help me.â You grunt with a roll of your eyes and go on your tiptoes to reach the top shelf in your closet. There was a big heavy box filled with god-knows-what and you huffed as you slammed it down on your bed. Miguel takes a peek through it while your hands empty out the contents. A two year old angel halloween costume, childhood belongings for sentimental value and a local shopping bag that held your graduation gown. âHow do you even still have these?â Miguel scoffs a laugh while he digs through with you, picking up a stack of old movie tickets you used to collect. You snatch the wad of crumbled tickets back with a pout on your face. âThey have sentimental value.â Miguel chuckles and teasingly pinches the tip of your nose. âI know but stop being a hoarder. Câmon. Pick what you wanna keep and pick what you donât. Iâll get a trash bag for the stuff you donât want.â Miguel then steps out of the room, leaving you alone to set up two piles. You huffed out a big sigh and got to work. Carefully, you picked things one by one to decide if you really needed it.
Some old shirts that didn't fit you were tossed in the don't want pile and the cute headband you thought you lost was placed in the keep pile. Any other things like some old bags or trinkets you grew out of were placed in a different pile on the floor for trash. When the top shelf was fairly cleaned out, Miguel came back with two large black trash bags and began helping you stuff the things away for donation, trash or something along those lines. You then sat on your knees to start on the floor area of the closet, picking out shoes that were too small now and tossing them to Miguel. You reached for a small shoe box in the corner and opened it up to see if any shoes inside were still usable. You didnât expect to see a matching set of your old baby pink vibrator and hot pink dildo catching dust inside. You gagged on your own spit in surprise, feeling the color drain from your face. You were sure you threw it out. You didnât need them anymore, not since your first time with Miguel just a little over a year and a half ago. âWhatâs that?â You hear Miguel peek over you, curious since you stopped handing him things. You slam the shoebox shut. âNothing!â But he had already seen it. âItâs nothingâhaha.â You strained, standing up to open the trash bag Miguel brought to throw it in there but he stops your wrist. With his other hand he takes the box and you screech, trying to take it back. He lifts it open and inside are the familiar toys heâd seen before.
He remembered assuring you that you didnât need them anymoreânot with him around. So he made you promise something to him that day. He made you promise to throw it away after you both had sex; that while you had him, no flimsy toy could ever satisfy you like he could. You kept most of that promise. You really hadnât picked them up since, you just forgot to actually throw them out. âI thought I told you to trash these.â He glared down at you. You pause reaching for the box, your mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water as you try to excuse yourself. âI-I didâI was!â You stutter and feel yourself get smaller and panic when he cocks an eyebrow up. âI havenât used them!â âAt all?â âAt all.â You grip around his forearm, hoping he wouldnât be pissed you broke your promise. He glances back down into the box, the sight of it pissing him off. âSit.â And so you sat on your bed, looking up at Miguel. Miguel picks up the small baby pink bullet vibrator in his hand. He turns it around to find the button and playfully clicks through the different settings. The buzz of the bullet makes your face burn, slightly angry and embarrassed how heâs just fucking around. âOkay, I get it! Iâm sorryâjust throw it out.â You groan and reach for it again but he snaps his head to glare down at you and you freeze. His eyes narrowed. âHowâd you like it?â He asks, turning to face you, your eyes meeting his stomach before you look up.
âHuh?â You ask. He presses through the settings again as if guessing. âDid you like it slow?â He clicks to the first vibration. âOr maybe fast?â He hums as he clicks to the fifth vibration. He guesses you like it faster. Youâre stumped. You werenât sure where he was going with this. You donât think heâs angry but heâs quietâthereâs something about him thatâs changing the shift in your conversation. You cross your legs together when you hear the small buzz increasing. âFast,â You mutter. âStart at one or two then to three or four.â You look away from him playing with your old toys, your heart speeding up at the sight of the two things that gave you pleasure these past few years. Miguel tosses the box on the bed. You yelp when Miguel pushes you down onto the bed, his knee already forcing your legs apart. You gape up at him, open mouthed in shock when the look on his face is more sinister, head full of ideas of what heâs planning to do. It makes you gulp nervously. âHow âbout I try them out? You let me know if theyâre just as good as me, yeah?â
âHuh?â You squeak out and before you know it, Miguel crashes his lips onto yours. Your eyes flutter close and your hands find purchase in his hair, a dance the two of you knew like the back of your hand. His tongue easily slips through to the inside of your mouth, entangling itself with your own tongue. You moan and roll your eyes back, kissing his back with equal fervor. You buck your hips up to grind yourself on his knee, you can already feel yourself getting wet. He helps alleviate that pressure by rubbing his knee to your aching pussy and you sigh in relief. His left hand holds your waist then moves up your body to cup a tit in his hand that makes you moan his name between kisses. Miguel then slides that hand under your shirt, lifting it up to show your bra. His kisses don't relent up, instead pushing your bra up to reveal your breasts to him and freeing them from confinement. He massages your breast in one hand and ghosts his thumb over your nipple, feeling it harden from the soft touch. Miguel moves his hand to tug your pants down and you lift your hips up to help him rip them off. He clicks the button of the vibrator and ever so gently presses it against your clothed cunt, the small wet patch making it easier to feel through the fabric. You jolt from the buzz, gasping and holding onto Miguelâs wrist. He rips your hand off and collects both of them to pin them above your head. Just one hand from him is enough to render you helpless. He then pushes your panties aside to slip the vibrator right on your clit. You choked on a gasp and tried to pry your hands away from him but he wouldnât lend up. Your hips squirmed around to try and get away from the sudden stimulation. âI bet you missed this feeling, huh? Is it better than my cock?â He hums against your neck. You shake your head, your face burning up with desire. âN-noâŠâ You whined, nothing was as good as Miguel but he tsks under his breath.
âNo? But look at you making a mess on it already. I barely even started.â He whispers, leaning up to bite your earlobe and you moan. His voice had gotten deeper, more huskyâjust how you liked it. He rubs it gently, applying pressure a few times to find the spot that hits your nerves. You moaned his name when he found the exact point and he began circling around your swollen nub. His action made you jump from pleasure, the shock of it hitting your chest and down to your pussy. âUn poco de vibraciĂłn y ya estĂĄs mojadita en mi mano.â He murmurs, clicking the bullet to a faster pace. You writhe and struggle between deciding to close or open your legs. Miguel struggles to keep the small bullet in his hand, the toy being incredibly tiny compared to his large fingers especially when it was wet from your cunt. Growing frustrated, Miguel pulls the vibrator off your clit making you whimper. He lugs your nimble body up and he moves to lay back against the headboard laying you to rest against his chest. You can feel his strained cock behind you but you barely have time to properly register it before he places your familiar hot pink dildo in front of you. âMuestrame cĂłmo lo usaste antes.â He brushes his lips behind your ear. He helps you hold onto the base of it and you weakly look up at him with a lustful and dazed hum. âMiggyâŠâ You whimper.
âHazlo.â He growls as he places the silicon tip at your weeping entrance. He rubs the girth of it between your folds to lube it up, especially at its tip. He then lets go of your hand to move up to your breast and starts fondling the round flesh in his palm, using his fingers to roll and flick the nub. It sparks pleasure to your stomach and you bite your lip. You take a firm grip around the dildo and slide it inside your folds, your pussy sucking up the toy into its walls slowly. You moan and lean your head on Miguelâs shoulder. He leans down to nibble on your neck, his canines catching your flesh in between them as he suckles gently while playing with your perky tits. Miguelâs left hand holds the baby pink vibrator and he sets it at its lowest setting before placing it over your clit again. You gasp and arch your back off of Miguelâs chest, bucking your hips to meet the vibrator which makes you also shove the dildo further inside your cunt. âHnngh! Migâuel!â You mewled, closing your eyes as you submit to ecstasy. Miguel chuckles, kissing your jaw. âQue te pasa? Iâm barely doing a thing. Thatâs all you, mami.â He rubs the toy around your swollen clit while you pump the dildo in and out of you. Your hips thrust in time with your hand with the vibrator slipping and even smearing your juices from around your labia. Miguel turns up the speed of the buzzing and you let out a high-pitched moan. âNoâno, pleaseââ You squeal. âWaitâwaitâŠâ You pleaded and grabbed his wrist but Miguel didn't budge. âI thought you liked it fast.â He teased.
ââs..âs too muchâŠâ You mutter, slowing down the dildo into soft long strokes, fucking it up into yourself to hit that sweet spot Miguel always hits. Even with a toy, youâre thinking of him. Miguel pulls on your hardened nipple and you cry out, clenching on the dildo. âToo much?â He scoffs. âYouâve taken a lot more, nena. Câmon, make it faster just how you like it, yeah?â He mutters, moving your hand off the silicon to replace it with his. With your hand now free, you reach up and behind you to grab onto Miguelâs locks. Miguel then pumps the dildo deeper inside you causing you to scream and pull on his hair, bucking your hips against the toy. âMiggy, Miggyâ!â You whined, looking down at the sight of his hands using the pretty pink set of adult toys filling and playing with your wet pussy. âOh, fuckâŠâ You groan, thrusting yourself wildly onto the silicon. âMoreâŠâ He smirks. âThere she is.â He groans and clicks the vibrator to a higher setting, the buzz becoming louder as it surrounds your sensitive clit and folds, the dildo pounding into your cunt at a fast yet hard pace. It was like Miguel was fucking you with his cock himself. âIs it better than me, mami? Did you miss stuffing these inside you?â He murmurs against your ear as he continues to thrust it inside you, slipping the vibrator in circles and pressing it against your puffy entrance.
You shake your head while sweat beads down your forehead. âNoâŠâ You whined. Miguel doesnât believe you. âNo? Should I stop?â He slowed his hand down and was about to turn off the buzzing bullet when you squealed and grabbed his wrist tightly to stop him. âDonât stop.â You pleaded, panting since you finally got the chance to regulate your breathing. Miguel tuts in disapproval. âItâs only good when you do itâŠâ You murmured and his smirk grew back on his lips. âOh yeah?â He kisses your cheek, slowly starting up his pace again, staring at the way your slick glistens against the hot pink color. You relax on his back again, stuttering your hips as they thrust up. âMhm..â You moan and gasp when he pounds the toy into you, its soft balls slapping against you. In the middle of fucking you with your own toy, Miguelâs hand gets drenched with the overwhelming amount of juices that you leaked out of your wet pussy. He resists the urge to rip the dildo out from you and dive between your legs for a taste. He settles for licking his chapped lips instead and fucks it into you faster. Your body begins sweating profusely, squirming about as you try to reach your high as fast as you could. Miguel presses the vibrator at a faster pace and you screech, your nails digging into his skin. Your face scrunches up in pleasure and your breathing becomes uneven, panting heavy breaths as your mind gets clouded with the goal of cumming.
âAlready close, mama? Go ahead.â He urged you further to your release. He watched as he hands made quick work to fuck and please you, bewitched with how perky your nipples got and how your body bounced and grinded on some plastic dick. âMiguel, harderâŠâ You whined, spreading your legs further apart. With a kiss to your neck, he thrusts the dildo into you and clicks the vibrator to its highest setting, shocking your nerves and getting the breath knocked out of you as it makes you see stars. You screech out a high pitched moan, stilling and shaking your legs while your pussy clamps on the toy and drenches it in your cum. Miguel slips it out with a wet shlick and sets the vibrator to a lower setting to ease out your orgasm. With now one hand free, he wraps his arm around you and cups your left breast, giving it a small squeeze before pushing your bra back down over them. He kisses along your neck and jaw, murmuring praises to you. âAsĂ es, hiciste bienâŠâ He whispers as you slowly come out from the haze. You pant softly and twitch when the vibrator buzzes on your now sensitive clit. Miguel turns it off quickly and sets it to the side with the dildo and rubs your inner thighs comfortingly. You hum and lean back against him, catching your breath as your cheeks slowly stop burning as well. âDo you still wanna keep them?â He kisses along your neck, feeling your blood pump through your veins. You gaze over at the box and to the abandoned toys to the side. âMaybe the vibrator. The dildo wasnât big enough.â
A/N: how r we feeling ? â(Ï;)â
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friction | reader (f) x crush!nanami pt.13
pairing: reader (f) x crush!nanami
synopsis: [AU] you have always had a crush on nanami. since the day you were hired as his personal assistant, you've been right at his side combating numbers and making money within the finance department for the company you two worked for. but, things take a turn when nanami catches wind of your feelings, and rejects you. little did he know the weight of his mistake.
warnings: angst, heartbreak, sexual tension, jealousy (future smut)
a/n: we are so back. here is the next part!! we maaaaay or maaay not be close to an end. i am predicting between 18-20 parts total, idk yet so we're going to find out (it could even be less!). once again, thank you all for your patience and still enjoying this series even during my unannounced hiatus due to my ailment. im back and ready to get everyone in their nana feels xo
all parts: pt.1, pt.2, pt.3, pt.4, pt.5, pt.6, pt.7, pt.8, pt.9, pt.10, pt.11, pt.12,
December | Tokyo, Japan | Tuesday
After an event Monday, full of congratulations and praise, you returned to face the work youâve accepted to take on.Â
Takada scheduled a proper meeting with you and Nanami, as he confessed his misapproach in not including Nanami during the promotion consideration. This would include your future training to become an Office Manager, and all the leadership building you would have to do. It was a bit nerve wracking, having the CEO of the company and your boss sitting you down in a room to discuss your new role, but alas, that is what being an adult is about.Â
It was a lot to take in. An influx of emails plagued your inbox, with several including onboarding procedures from HR. A few emails came from Shoko and Geto, offering their support in your transition as well. Many congratulations came from other colleagues, many who youâve never met before. Your nerves were clear in the shaking of your hands, your fingertips reticent to tap another key of your keyboard.Â
You let out a deep breath, attempting to waive the anxiety. You push away the keyboard and sit back in your chair, covering your face with your cold, clammy hands. As you feel your own warm breath press against your face, you are quickly reclaimed back by reality with a tap on the shoulder.Â
âMm?â You look up to see Nanami with a cup in his hand. You point at yourself questionably, receiving a curt nod from the blonde-haired stallion. Your eyes narrowed at the bit of hair that hung at the very center of his hairline while you grabbed the warm, closer to hot, cup. âThank you very much. Is this coffee?âÂ
âHot chocolate,â Nanami hums as he begins to take a seat beside you. This is the first time that he had truly returned to his desk next to yours, as he spent the time in his office during the companyâs client hosting. In his other arm housed a stack of documents, with his briefcase hanging from his hand. âI figured itâd be too cold to get your usual iced coffee, and you donât seem too big of a fan about regular hot coffee.âÂ
âThis is true,â you say simply, not giving him the opportunity of meeting his eyes. You side-eye towards the stack of documents, watching as he begins to compartmentalize the sea of folders. Your thumb flicks at the edge of the lid, smelling the sweet scent of chocolate with melting whipped cream. âOhâ why didnât you ask me to help you move some of your things, Nanami?âÂ
âHm?â He asks. âCan you repeat that?â
âI said, why didnât you ask me to help you bring all that?â You repeat. âYour office is a bit far from here, Nanami. You could have called me over to assist you.âÂ
A shameless, small smile crawls at his lips as he continues to file his things away. He wouldnât know how to describe it, but he was giddy to hear his name, just his name, from your lips. You, on the other hand, could only squint and stare at him curiously before returning to your onboarding documents. Another long sigh leaves your mouth, and you begin to distract yourself by blowing into the little hole of your hot chocolate.Â
Nanami looks over at your monitor (Mr. Nosey) and gives you a sympathetic look, âah, this is the worst part about a promotion. Iâm sorry.âÂ
You look over at him and shake your head, âah, no no, itâs not a big deal. Honestly, itâs the least stressful thing about this whole process.âÂ
âIs there something thatâs stressing you out?â
âYeah,â you say, âmy promotion.âÂ
Nanami emits a quiet chuckle, leaving one folder on his desk before closing the drawer on his lower right. You looked at the folder a bit, it looked rather peculiar. It was lumpy in an uneven way, as the top of the folder was the highest point, and the slope lowered towards the bottom. Whatever he has in there is not my business, you repeat to yourself. After all, nothing has changed. You were still upset with him.Â
âWhatâs so scary about it?â Nanami hums curiously.Â
âIâve always been the one managed,â you begin simply, not one moment needed for thought. âAnd Iâm capable under those circumstances. Iâve never managed anyone before in my life, so how can I have any confidence in something Iâve never done before?âÂ
Nanami turns his chair to you, your eyes quickly need to divert to safety. He was dressed in this navy blue turtleneck, with his usual dark fitted pants. The tight cotton hugged his muscles kindly, you could see the veins of his biceps even. But it was the way those massive thighs were separated, the space between it so grand that your mind might be stuck in the gutter until the end of time. This was a horrible time for such thoughts. You decide to suck it up and look into his hazel eyes. Though still a sight, you felt calm to see his more soft demeanor.Â
âWell, letâs take for example what youâve done since joining this company,â Nanami points out, âyou have managed to start at Legal, then transfer into Sales with perfect ease, and now youâre here in Finance. You have quite the talent to be able to go into these departments, doing work right under the Head of each one.âÂ
âBut it is because of everyone's guidance that Iâm able to perform the way I do,â you say quietly. âHow can I take pride in it if you all are what shaped me into the worker I am?âÂ
Nanami looks at you with a grin, âyou wouldnât have gotten hired if you werenât great, Y/N. Especially being hired by Geto. Iâm accounted for, but Geto is a stickler for good workers.âÂ
You giggle at that, âitâs his way or the highway, huh?âÂ
Nanami turns back to his computer, âyou wish it was a highway. Itâs his way or none.âÂ
You felt your body settle a little more. Despite your feelings towards Nanami at the moment, it felt the way it used to. The dynamic felt just the way it did before everything happened. But there was definitely something different there, something new yet nostalgic. You werenât sure what, but you wanted to keep fighting against his efforts. Your skepticism over his feelings was still quite high, and you didnât want him to convince you that easily.Â
Even if you wanted to give in and have him all to yourself already.Â
âOh, Y/N, I almost forgot,â Nanami begins, his eyes still glued to the screen. âI asked Takada shacho to extend our lunch break to about 2 hours, so I made reservations at that omakase place right outside the office.âÂ
You jumped. â2 hours?âÂ
Nanami doesnât even flinch, âI asked him for extra time so we could discuss the plan regarding your transition as Office Manager. Though, I have no intention to talk about work during our break.âÂ
You halt for a moment, thinking about his words. âNanami, you lied?âÂ
âI⊠stretched the truth,â Nanami hums innocently, âit looked like you might need a bit of a break, so I figured it was the perfect opportunity to take you out of the office for a little.âÂ
Heâs being sweet. You canât let him win, but truthfully, he was being too sweet. Why is he being so damn sweet?
âIâŠâ you begin slowly, taking a sip of the hot chocolate. You felt it warm your throat, coating the nerves in your stomach with its sweet heat. âThank you, Nanami. I appreciate it.âÂ
âOf course,â Nanami says with a short smile. âBesides, I wanted to properly congratulate you. Having breakfast with the rest of them was nice, but as your boss, I owe you a proper celebratory meal.âÂ
You quickly wave your hand at him, âno no, Nanami, itâs me who owes you everything. I would have never gotten promoted without your guidance and praise.âÂ
Nanami pinches the bottom of the folder he left on his desk, and carefully slides it over to you. He then begins to rise from his chair, lifting his arms in the process to stretch. âCould you sort these very quickly? I need to use the bathroom.â And with that, he practically jogs away, disappearing from your sight, and the conversation.Â
You look down at the folder and hesitate, unsure at its lumpy state. But, Nanami would never prank you or make you do anything weird, so what was the worry really? You slide it closer to you, and open it up, revealing 3 camellia flowers. The beautiful pink flowers with white ombre tips opened up so delicately, the floral smell sauntering around you. As you lifted them, you could tell they were picked up this morning. They were still wet and cold from the winter weather.Â
It was strange. You were upset with him, yes, but you also felt your heart like him just a bit more. A smidge. It wasnât some grand gesture, but he went out of his way and bought you flowers. And he also went to get you a hot chocolate, because heâs now catching onto the things you like. And heâs taking you out of the office for a little bit of time because he noticed you were stressed out and wanted to help.Â
He had always been considerate, yes, but this was taken to another level you never could have imagined.Â
The walk over to the restaurant was brief, but brutal. The winds were sharply passing the two of you, bringing your body temperature way down. Although you were no longer sick, you were still a bit sensitive to the cold. You didnât notice it, but Nanami walked ahead of you not just to lead you, but a futile attempt to shield you from the wind.Â
Warmth washed over you from the strong heaters above the entrance of the restaurant. You fix your hair while walking towards the host, whose attention is strictly on Nanami. Which is fair, given the fact that this man was essentially hand-crafted by God himself.Â
You follow right behind as the host (with dismay in her face upon noticing you) guides the two of you towards your area of the sushi bar. It was at the end of the bar, which was nice as it was more secluded and away from the other diners. You begin to remove your winter garments, your hair getting tussled in the process. As you fix your hair, Nanami walks over to your chair and pulls it out for you, waiting for you to take your seat.Â
Flustered, you look down at your feet, âa-ah, thank you, Nanami.âÂ
He nods, watching as you go around to take your seat. But, the chairs were particularly high, similar to a high stool, but with a chair back. And, silly you decided to wear a skirt as you bought new heat tech leggings and wanted to take it for a test run. They kept your legs warm, yes, but now you couldnât get yourself into the seat.Â
Nanami notices your struggle and immediately offers out his hand. âUse the spindles to lift you up. You can use me to keep yourself from falling in the process.âÂ
Shyly, you take his hands and do as he instructed. In moments, you were in the chair, and felt Nanami proceed to push you in. Your cheeks were in heat as you watched Nanami get into his own seat upon undressing his coat and propping it behind him. You quickly distract yourself with the small paper menu placed before you. But your body took your attention once more, as you were getting a little too warm.Â
You decide to take off your cardigan, unbuttoning it slowly before removing it. Nanami looks over curiously, ââm surprised youâre taking that off, considering how cold you usually are.âÂ
âItâs just really hot in here all of a sudden,â you comment, concealing the secondary fact that he was making you flustered. Underneath the cardigan was a skin-tight, long sleeve shirt. You didnât think much of it, but when Nanamiâs eyes trailed down, he quickly snapped his neck around. âThey have the heat on max here, I swear.âÂ
âY-yeah,â Nanami says, clearing his throat. âI feel it as well.â He keeps his words curt, but he struggles to let them out. His mind went places itâs never gone before, and he felt embarrassment shoot at his heart. This feeling was foreign, and he wasnât sure what to do, or how to control it. All he knew was that seeing your dents and curves was a danger to his mind and body.Â
It wasnât that you were reserved or anything. You simply adhered to the dress code expectation. Pencil skirts, professional blouses, and short-heeled shoes. So, it was rare to see you in this nature. And, as Nanami had not worked with you until this year, he has never seen you outside of your work clothes, or noticed you at the holiday parties in the past.Â
âAh, before I forget,â you begin quietly. You place your hands under your thighs, feeling your nerves heighten. âThank you kindly for the camellias⊠theyâre very beautiful.âÂ
Nanami looks over at you, hazel eyes boring into your own, âyouâre very welcome. I was impressed at how they bloomed in this weather.âÂ
You nod, âtheyâre known for being tough, as they can grow and survive in the winter.âÂ
âIâm not good with words,â Nanami begins quietly, his straight face ironic considering his future words, âbut the florist informed me that they are symbolic for adoration. So, I wanted to give you these to express my feelings for you.âÂ
You suddenly begin to choke, taken aback by Nanamiâs abrupt confession. He quickly hails one of the sushi chefs, who quickly runs over with a glass of water. Soothing your throat with the refreshment, you quietly clear your throat a few times until the itch goes away. One of his hands holds you from your elbow, the warm touch of concern making you cough a few more times, just enough for your eyes to water.Â
âAre you alright?â Nanamiâs voice is painted with a bit of worry.Â
You wave your hand at him, ââm fine, please donât worry.âÂ
A moment of silence ensues as you regain yourself. Nanami stares at you, his eyes searching for some sort of approval in your expression. But your face was flush, your eyes darting anywhere else but at Nanami. Concerned, he quickly attempts to take fault, âwas it something I said? I apologize if so.âÂ
You immediately shake your head, still unable to look at him, ân-no, no, itâs not thatâŠ! Actually, youâre⊠much more romantic than I though.âÂ
Nanamiâs cheeks turn rosy, âI⊠am trying my best to understand my feelings and make up for my⊠less-than-ideal confession.âÂ
You finally look over at him, and quickly lament ever being so rude to him. His sincerity was ornate all over his expression, his eyes uncertain but his hands rubbing together anxious, seeking approval, or at the very least, patience. You are Nanamiâs first time feeling whatever he is feeling. Although he was a grown man, you had to understand his circumstance (though self-imposed) raised him this way. What was he but a man trying to navigate love for the first time.Â
Of course, this still didnât earn him leniency points. HoweverâŠÂ
âNanami, you are very romantic for someone who's never been romantic,â you hum warmly. âIâm still not completely convinced but⊠youâre putting up quite the fight for a novice.âÂ
âI didnât think so,â Nanami agreed, bringing his hands to his knees to latch onto them. âBut Iâm not too concerned. I have until the holiday party to convince you, no?âÂ
âCorrect,â you say promptly.Â
Nanami then hails for a chef once more, requesting a bottle of sake for the two of you. âThen I suppose I have nothing to worry about.â There he was. The confident Nanami youâve known for almost a year now. The man who couldnât be shaken, not even by an earthquake. A businessman at his peak.Â
You scoff, your sympathy quickly going out the window, âis that so?âÂ
Nanami nods, his eyes narrowing down at the small, warm pitcher of sake before him. He passes you your choko, and begins to fill it carefully with the sake. After filling his own, he quickly lifts it, prompting you to lift your own. The two of you down it like a shot, with your spin shivering from the alcohol.Â
Nanami lets out a satisfied sigh, âY/N, I will make you mine by the end of the holiday party.â He looks over at you, his hazel eyes holding a sort of conviction you have never seen before. Loose blonde hairs tickle at his forehead, but his expression was warm yet tantalizing. âWhatever it takes, it will happen. Itâs either my way, or my way, no exceptions.âÂ
You cover your mouth with your hand, unable to even reply snappy at his words. But you quickly regain yourself, reminding yourself of his poor confession, followed by his even worse reasons for it. Grabbing the sake, you pour yourself another cup full and press your fingers down against the rim of it. âAnd what do you know about making somebody yours?â You whisper, a dash of attitude in the challenging question.Â
Nanami shrugs, sliding the cup from your hold before downing the drink himself. You scoff from the audacity, but it was⊠a little exciting. The way his lips pressed against the cup where yours previously made its mark. It was like an indirect kiss, but you might be getting ahead of yourself.Â
The always respectful Nanami was currently a bit disrespectfulâ dare you say rebellious. Drinking during a lunch break, stealing your sake. The gull.Â
âI know nothing, youâre absolutely right,â Nanami admits, his voice hoarse from the sake. âBut I do know that you will be my first. So, prepare to give me feedback once I do make you mine.âÂ
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Stray Kids Kinktober Day 5



Stray Kids Kinktober Masterlist
Cockwarming - Felix
Word Count: 5.7k
Summary: End of the quarter reports are due and somehow one of the calculations got messed up; itâs nothing you canât do by hand. And luckily you have a preppy secretary who will stop at nothing to make sure youâre relaxed.
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âFelix, can you bring in my incoming forms, please?â you say into the intercom on your desk.Â
âRight away, maâam.â His deep voice answers you immediately through the speaker.Â
Leaning back in your large office chair, you cross one leg over the other and look out of the floor to ceiling windows that line the wall behind your desk.Â
Your arms cross over your chest and your bottom lip pulls between your teeth in deep thought.Â
Various different items on your to-do list for the day fly through your mind as you stare out over the Seoul skyline.
Partnership approvals, tax forms, time sheets. Â
Being the CFO for a large cooperation like this one was never easy. There was never a single day in the office that you werenât busy. When you think about it, you canât even remember the last time you took a vacation day.
Once you get this high in the corporate ladder, itâs supposed to get easier, thatâs what you thought. Itâs what you were told your entire life. But, now that youâre here, you see that itâs the exact opposite.
Every single day is filled to the brim with meetings, phone calls, and business lunches. Itâs all chock full of fake smiles and forced laughter.Â
You worked your ass off to get to where you were now, and nothing was ever going to change that. Sleep be damned..
A gentle knock sounded through the room.
âCome in,â you call out, turning your chair to face the door.
The door opens and Felix walks in with a large stack of papers in his hands. His crisp white dress shirt is tucked into his navy blue dress pants, a matching tie around his neck. A pair of thick black glasses sat perched on his nose, face framed by long, perfectly kempt, blond hair.
âYour inbox, maâam,â he says warmly, walking closer to your desk.
âThank you, Felix.â You motion down to the empty desk in front of you. âYou can just place them anywhere.â
He nods and gently places them on an empty spot on the wood.
âDo I have any more meetings for the day?â you ask him, flipping through the papers.
âNo, maâam.â
You run one hand through your hair tiredly. âGood, good.â A beat. âWhat time is my first meeting tomorrow?â
Felix reaches into his pocket and pulls out his phone. He taps on the screen a few times before speaking up. âTen oâclock.â
âReally? Thatâs the best news Iâve gotten all day.âÂ
âYour 8:30 was rescheduled to the afternoon.â
âNow that makes sense.â
Your eyes tiredly flick over to the time on your desktop. âJesus, Felix. Werenât you supposed to leave an hour ago?âÂ
He shifts his weight on his feet. âYes, but I donât leave until you do.â
âI told you that you donât need to do that.â
âItâs just in case you need me, you know?â A soft blush covers his cheeks, but you pay no mind to it.
âYouâre putting these hours on your timesheet, right?â
âYes.â
âGood.â You sigh again. âTomorrow is the day, isnât it?â
âIf youâre referring to the quarterly rebalance, then yes, it is.â
At the end of every quarter, you were in charge of verifying each analystâs calculations and reading their predictions for the next one before presenting them to the board of directors.Â
Every single time you end up staying at the office until the wee hours of the morning. Â
Last quarter, you didnât leave the office until two in the morning. And, like every quarter, Felix stayed with you.
âWell, then,â You put the forms back down on your desk and push your chair away to stand up. âIâm not going to bother with these tonight when Iâll be here until sunrise on Saturday.â
âShould I have your car brought around?â
âIf you could, please.â
âRight away, maâam.â
Felix briskly leaves the room and you roll your head around your sore neck.
âFuck quarterly rebalances.â
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Your hand runs over your face for the millionth time in the last four hours. The numbers are starting to blend together at this point.Â
The analyses started coming in around 11 AM and since then you just havenât stopped.Â
Line chart after line chart, spreadsheet after spreadsheet, everything looks the same now.Â
Youâve been hung up on one single data set. Thereâs a random spike in it for no reason at all. Why is there a spike in this calculation?Â
You cannot move on to the rest of the data until you get over this spike.Â
Blindly, you reach over to the phone on your desk and press the intercom button. âFelix,â you say after the beep.
âYes, maâam?â
âCan you please patch me through to Seo Changbin? Thereâs no way this spike is correct.â
The sound of typing on a keyboard echoes over the line.Â
âSeo Changbin clocked out three hours ago, maâam. Would you like me to ring his personal phone?â
âThree hours?â you ask incredulously and look down at the time. âHoly shit.â you murmur under your breath.
8:00 PM. Itâs 8:00 PM.
âMaâam?â Felix grabs your attention after a second of waiting.Â
You throw your glasses down onto the desk and pinch the bridge of your nose in frustration. A headache has been resting behind your eyes all day.Â
âNo,â you say after a few moments. âNo, that wonât be necessary. Iâll just run the numbers myself.â
âIs there anything else I can help you with for now, maâam?â
You look around the room, the sun is setting over the skyline. A sigh leaves your chest.Â
Itâs hard to believe you were working for nine straight hours on this. When was the last time you looked up?Â
âHave you eaten yet, Felix?â you ask, keeping your eyes outside.Â
âNo, maâam.â
âOrder whatever you want, make it double. Put it on the corporate card.â
Felixâs deep laugh comes through the intercom. âRight away, maâam.â
âThank you, Felix.âÂ
âMy pleasure, maâam.â
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Two plus two is four, right? Yes, of course it is. Two plus two has always been four. They wouldnât just change that suddenly, right?
But youâre so delirious that you still punch it in your calculator.Â
âTwo plus two...â When the calculator says four, you stare at it. âTo be honest, I was expecting something else with how tonight is going.â
Laughing at your own joke, you continue to re-input the numbers into the spreadsheet on your desktop.Â
A knock at your door pulls your attention.
âCome in!â you call out without looking up.Â
The door clicks open. âDelivery!â Felixâs cheery voice calls into your office.
You look up at your secretary with weary eyes. His mouth pulls into a sympathetic smile.Â
âThat bad, huh?â
âYou have no idea.â you groan and lean back in your chair. Your muscles scream from the movement and you grunt. âI just verified two plus two on the calculator.â
âStill four?â
âSurprisingly.â
âI think itâs time for a break, then.â
Peeking at the clock, it says itâs around 9:00 PM now.Â
With an apologetic smile, you look up at Felix. His white collared shirt is undone at the top, no tie around his neck. A plain pair of tight black slacks hugging his legs. Heâs looking at you with nothing but pity in his eyes.
âIâm so sorry, Felix,â you say while taking the takeout container from him. He just laughs.
âDonât apologize, itâs all part of the job.â He shifts in place for a moment and turns and looks at the door.Â
âWhereâs your food?â
âOh, at my desk.â
âWhy donât you bring it in here? Iâd love the company. Wayne can only do so much for my sanity.â You point at the house plant on your windowsill.
A little nametag on the front of the pot says âWayneâ in cursive.Â
Felixâs eyes widen and his cheeks turn a bit pink. âOh! Yeah! Iâll um⊠Iâll go grab it and be right back.â
You follow his lithe body as he rushes out of your office with one eyebrow raised.
Strange.
True, this was the first time you invited him to eat in your office with you. But itâs not like you ever had the opportunity to do so.
Typically, you ate in your office by yourself while still working. Truth be told, you had no idea when Felixâs lunch break was. He was always available when you needed him. Did he work through his lunch too?
Your secretary re-enters your office slightly out of breath.Â
âBy the way,â he pants. âI had forgotten to order us drinks, so I got this out of the vending machine for you.â
He comes up to your desk holding out your favorite drink.
âUgh, what would I do without you?â You smile and take the drink. âPull a chair closer, you can eat on my desk too. Itâll get all over you if you try to balance it like that on your lap.â
Eagerly, he places his food on your desk and scoots forward. The redness in his cheeks deepened.Â
Soft lo-fi music is coming through your computer and filling the silence in the air. You crack open the takeout container and dig in.Â
Itâs a stir fry. And stir fry has never looked this good in your life.
âThis is so good,â you basically moan after taking your first bite.Â
âO-Oh, yeah? Iâm glad you like it,â Felix stutters back and takes his own bite.Â
âItâs definitely much needed after today.â You whine and look back at your desktop.Â
âWhatâs going on with the numbers?â
âBased on what Changbin gave me, it says our internal earnings spiked massively this quarter. And yes, while this is great, itâs extremely abnormal. If this is true, I need to verify it before I can present it; otherwise, Iâll look like a fool.âÂ
Felix listens intently to your explanation. âI donât think you could ever look like a fool, maâam.â
âThank you, Felix.â You smile at him. He grins back and suddenly itâs like the sun is back up. His pearly white teeth shine in the office light.
âYou have such a pretty smile,â you compliment him. âI donât think I ever told you that.â
Felix squirms in his seat and looks down bashfully. The blush spreads all over his face. One of his hands comes up and rubs the back of his neck.Â
âAh, thank you, maâam. I appreciate that.â
Chuckling softly, you turn back to your calculations.Â
The gentle, twinkling sounds of lo-fi beats do nothing to help calm the swirling confusion in your head.Â
Minutes pass and youâre staring at the same algorithm.Â
Your shoulders are slowly coming towards your ears with all the tension in your body. When you lean forward to use your keyboard, a burning pain runs through your back.Â
âFuck.â Your hand flies up to grab where your shoulder meets your neck to massage it and roll your head around.Â
âEverything alright?â Felix asks.Â
âYeah, I just get so stiff sitting at my desk while I work on the end of quarter stuff. Feels like my shoulders are on fire.â
No amount of massaging your own shoulders seems to be working, though.Â
Felix looks down at his food for a moment, then back up to you. His eyes shift away from you nervously.Â
âBefore this job, I had gone to massage school for a few months. Would you like me to see if I can work those kinks out?â
Normally, you would say no. It would be so wildly inappropriate to have your secretary massage your shoulders while you work. Imagine if someone decided to walk in?
But now? When no one else is here and thereâs no end in sight with these analyses?
âAre you sure you donât mind?â you ask, unsure.Â
He seems to perk up a bit. âNot at all!â
Another moment passes while you weigh it in your mind, your lip pulls between your teeth before looking at him a bit sheepishly. âIf you donât mindâŠâ
Felix is up on his feet, food immediately forgotten. It almost startles you how fast heâs up and around the back of your chair.
You had shucked off your blazer a few hours ago. Just your button up on, the top few buttons undone and sleeves rolled up to your elbows.Â
Felix stands behind you for a moment, his hands hovering over your shoulders. âDo you have any lotion?â
âYes, actually.â Reaching down into your desk drawer, you pulled out an herbal lotion that your one friend had gotten you as a gift.Â
ââStress Reliefâ, huh?â Felix teases when you set it on the desk.
âA friend thought it would make a great gag gift with everything going on,â you laugh to yourself and stare back at your computer. âShe didnât realize how appropriate it was.â
Once more, Felix moves his hands around your back, his lithe fingers sweeping your hair off the back of your neck. Instead of keeping it down, you lean forward and grab a long pencil out of the cup and twirl it around your hair to then pin it up.
Itâs a trick you learned back in college.
Felix watches behind you silently, his breath hitches slightly when he sees your hair settle all pinned up. Strands fall out of the bundle and frame your face and neck a bit.
Itâs the most perfect messy hairstyle heâs ever seen.Â
Felixâs jaw clenches and he gulps, pulling himself together.
âDo you mind if I, ahâ lower the back of your shirt a bit?âÂ
âYeah, here.â Youâre already back in word mode; after looking at the sheer number of raw data littering the spreadsheet on your desktop, you were no longer focused on your secretary.Â
You unbutton more of the buttons and let your shirt slide off your shoulders a bit. Your cleavage was still coveredâ mostly.Â
Felixâs brain whites out for a split second and he has to physically force his brain to reboot. Thereâs a slight twitch in his pants at the sight of your naked shoulders. Youâre always in those high-collared shirts, blazers, sweaters, so ungodly professional.
But your clothes are always so skin tight. Or youâll wear a blouse like this one and a tiny little pencil skirt.Â
Felix leans down and pumps some lotion on his hands, rubbing it together to warm it up before setting his hands on your wonderfully smooth skin. It takes every fiber of his being not to let out a moan at the feeling.Â
His breathing picks up as he digs his thumbs into your muscles.Â
Immediately, you groan at the feeling. âGod, that already feels so good, Felix.â
His name, you said his name, moaning nonetheless.Â
He can only make a noise of acknowledgement while he continues to work out the high strung muscles in your neck and shoulders.
Meanwhile, your brain is completely focused on your calculations. Itâs so much easier to focus on everything when it doesnât feel like your back is on fire.
Felixâs hands are absolutely magical. Everywhere he rubs loosens up underneath his strong, yet gentle, grip. He kneads right at the base of your neck and every knot slowly releases.
Small moans slip past your lips without realizing it.
And just because you donât realize youâre moaning does not mean that your secretary hasnât. Every single sound that comes out of your mouth goes straight to his dick. His slacks have tightened significantly, a tent pitching higher and higher each second.
He scolds himself internally. He knows he needs to pull it together, youâre his boss. You sign his paychecks. But fuck, knowing that youâre making those noises because of just his fingers is messing with his brain, he couldnât stop even if he wanted to.
Felix runs over a particularly tight knot and you jump with a yelp.
âSorry! Sorry!â he apologizes profusely, keeping his hands on your shoulders.
âItâs okay,â you soothe his worry. âGod, I already feel better. It felt like someone was stabbing flaming daggers into my shoulders.â
Your voice sounds somewhere else. Even though Felix has been your secretary for almost two years now, youâve never spoken this casually with him. You were always professional, always so put together.Â
The work in front of you has you so consumed that you donât realize how much your tongue is slipping.
Itâs been like this the entire night. Youâre too distracted to care.Â
âI canât believe you chose to pursue this instead of continuing with massage school.â you continue.
âWell, I had originally gotten this job to pay for massage school. Then, when I got this position, I realized it paid more than being a masseuse ever would.â
You move your head around your shoulders, âStill.â you write down a string of numbers, click around on your keyboard, punch a formula into the calculator, then write something else down. âGod, your fingers are fucking magical.â
Hearing you curse sent a lightning bolt down his back and Felixâs head is shot into the clouds. And you were complimenting him!Â
âI canât imagine what else those fingers can do.âÂ
Now he knows heâs dreaming. Did you really just say that? Did he hallucinate it? His fingers pause on your muscles.
Your own words must have sunken into your brain; your entire body goes rigid and you gasp, one hand flying over your mouth. Your heart drops to your stomach.
âOh my god, Felix.â you say quietly, your tone is horrified. âFelix, I am so sorry, please. Oh, god.â
You canât even turn around to look at him. Itâs like ice water was injected to your veins. How could you have said that? Heâs going to report you to HR! Who wouldnât? You quite literally just harassed him in the workplace.
âI have no idea why I said that.â you sputter.
Say goodbye to everything you worked for. You threw it out the window by accidentally letting your tongue slip while he massaged your bare shoulders.
While you were apologizing profusely, you didn't feel him lean down until you heard his baritone voice was right next to your ear.
âI could show you.â
Like a zipper, pleasure shoots right up your spine. It makes you sit up straighter in your desk chair. Your mouth is suddenly so dry.
âW-What?â you stutter out, still looking down at your desk.
Felix is so close behind you that you can smell his cologne wrapping around your nose. Itâs so fresh. It has a cotton-like musky smell to it. Youâve always caught whiffs of it when he came breezing through your office.
So many times youâve found yourself leaning into the smell, and now here you have it so close to you.
âI could show you what these fingers can do, maâam.â he purrs in your ear. Goosebumps raise all along the back of your neck, the hairs stand on end and a shiver creeps up on you.
His warm, slippery hands slide from your shoulders down your bare arms to grip them for a second before sliding back up. Felix reapers the motion a few times, letting his hot breath fan over your exposed skin.
âBut,â the gravel of his voice makes your insides flutter. âYou need to finish these calculations, maâam.â
You hum in response, allowing your eyes to flutter closed and you lean back into his touch.
Felix chuckles under his breath. âI have an idea.â
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Oh, it was a sinful fucking idea. Did he really think you were going to get any work done like this?
Felix had sat down on your desk chair, the tent in his pants so painfully obvious. At the same time, you canât deny the wetness in your panties. It was getting worse and worse during that massage.
Itâs only natural.Â
He grabs your hips and pulls your body towards him, his face level with your lower stomach. He looks directly up at you, his fingers curling into the fabric of your pencil skirt.
Those deep brown eyes staring up at you with a lustful haze covering them. Every freckle was highlighted on his face due to the blush covering his skin.
You bring one of your hands up to his face and softly caress his cheek, letting your fingertips dance over his skin. Felix leans into your touch; he turns his head and presses a kiss to your palm.
âThis is crazy,â you whisper down to him.
âThe secretary sleeping with the boss is not a new concept, maâam.â
You roll your eyes. âYes, but itâs usually the other way around.â
One of your knees comes up and rests on the chair right in front of his crotch. Felix bites his lip and his eyes squint shut for a moment.
His hips stutter, you can tell heâs trying not to roll them to rub against your bare skin.
Your head cocks to the side and you smirk. âCome on then, I need you to be fully hard if Iâm going to sit on your cock.â
One of the deepest moans youâve ever heard pulls from deep within his chest. Felixâs head tilts back and his grip on your hips tightens. In a fluid motion, he gyrates his hips and you feel his cock press right against your leg.
A devious smile crosses your face, you move your hand down to grip his face tightly to bring his clouded gaze back to you.Â
âCome on then, Felix. You can do better than that.â
He whines and closes his eyes again, his hips stuttering and moving faster, harder. He parts his lips to begin panting. Each breath is hot and heavy, you can barely hear your music over it. The heat from his exhales goes right through your shirt.
Further and further, he descends into a subspace.
âGood boy,â you praise and it goes straight to his head.Â
Felix gulps and moves his hands around to grip your ass a bit.
In a quick movement, you rip your leg away from his hips.
Felix cries out and his eyes fly open to look at you with astonishment.
âDid I say you could touch me like that?â you hiss down at him.Â
âNo, maâam.â
Your head cocks to the side and you stare for a few seconds. âI need to get back to work already. Take your cock out.â
His eyes widen and he hesitates, not used to hearing such filth tumble from your lips. You tighten your grip on his face.
âIâm waiting, Felix.â
Heâs then fumbling with his pants trying to fulfill your wishes. Heâs practically scrambling. Why isnât the zipper fucking working? Come on, come on.
Meanwhile, you drop his face and pull your skirt up around your waist, revealing your black lace thong. While still fumbling with his own pants, Felix moans, staring at the beautiful sight in front of him. It sounds like itâs punched out of him.
Teasingly, you hook your thumbs around the elastic band and drag it down your legs slowly.
Another whine comes out from Felixâs throat. His tongue practically falls out of his mouth at the sight of your pussy, acting like a starved dog.
âPlease,â he pants, not able to tear his eyes away from it. âJust a taste. Just one. Please, maâam, please.â
Smirking, you lightly slap his cheek twice. âYou get three licks, honey.â
He canât get his mouth on you fast enough. Felix wraps his lips around your glistening folds and runs his tongue up through your juices, collecting whatever he could on his tongue.Â
You both moan at the same time at the sensation.
âOneâŠâ you moan out.Â
Another lick pulls another moan. âTwo!â
After the third lick, he swirls his tongue around your clit, making your knees feel weak. âFuck! Three!â
You roughly grab his hair and yank his mouth away from you. His cheeks are flushed and his eyes half lidded. It looks like you took a puppy away from its bowl.
His full lips glisten with your arousal.Â
âSit back on the chair, hands to yourself.â
Felix reluctantly leans back in your chair, his cock at full mast and dripping with precum. His head is flushed red. He is painfully hard.
He rests both of his hands on the arm rests of the chair and keeps his lustful eyes on you.
A smirk pulls at your lips as you kick your panties off, heels staying on.Â
You turn around and grab Felixâs cock tightly. His hands tighten around the armrests with a gasp.
âRemember what I said, Felix. No touching.â
âYes,â he pants.
âSay it, then.â you demand, hovering your pussy over his cock. You both can feel the heat of each other radiating off.Â
âNo touchingggâ!â While he was talking you dropped down onto his length.Â
Both of you moan out loud, your head kicks back at the delicious stretch. God, itâs been too fucking long since youâve gotten laid. This job takes everything from you.
You roll your hips a few times, getting adjusted. With each movement, Felix lets out a noise: a whine, a grunt, a moan, a whimper, everything in between. Heâs singing a chorus of pleasure in your ear.Â
âWe have to get a little closer to the desk, Felix.â
It takes every ounce of strength, but your voice comes out even and Felix clocks that itâs your professional voice. You feel his cock twitch inside you.
Slowly, he rolls the chair towards the desk and you immediately return to your work. You snap back to it so fast it makes Felix whimper again.
Your heat is wrapped around him in the fucking best way. Thereâs no way heâs alive right now. For months heâs touched himself thinking about what you looked like underneath all those professional clothes.
Youâre always so uptight, what if you just let loose for once? What would it be like?Â
Your pussy clenched down on him and Felix whines, throwing his head back. Oh, this was going to be torture.
Just until you finish verifying the calculation, thatâs what you said. As soon as you verify the numbers, then you would let him have you.
âYou just need to behave.â You told him.
How is he supposed to behave when youâre so fucking tight and wet around him? He can feel each breath you take.Â
Besides the fact that youâre surrounding his cock, your naked thighs are right there on top of his. He wants to grab them so hard itâll leave his fingerprints in your skin, maybe itâll bruise in the shape of his handprint.
Felix canât help his hips bucking at the thought.
You clench again and moan. âFelix,â you warn.
âS-Sorry.â
âSorry, what?â
âSorry, maâam!âÂ
Oh, you love that. You absolutely throb around him. Huh.
The soft hairs on the back of your neck tickle against his nose, he can still smell the lotion that he rubbed into your shoulders.Â
Felix is grabbing the armrests so tight his knuckles are turning white. His nails dig into the leather painfully.
He licks his lips nervously and he gets another taste of your arousal that was still on his skin. It makes his eyes roll back.Â
You adjust on his lap. The movement of your heat around him makes his head spin. The drag of your hot, soaking wet walls over his length is the most consuming feeling heâs ever felt.Â
âFuck,â he murmurs under his breath.Â
âStop moving.â
A small sheen of sweat breaks out on his forehead.
Why no touching? Why couldnât he snake his hand around and up your blouse? He could cup your tit and pinch and pull your nipples until youâre clenching around him so tight that he could scream. He could lick all the way up your neck and pull your earlobe into his mouth while he listens to you panting his name.
Why canât he touch you? God, he just wants to touch you.
Here he was, living out his wildest wet dream, and he couldn't feel your soft, supple skin underneath his fingers.
Why canât he turn your head and consume your lips with his own? Shove his tongue down your throat and suck on yours like itâs a piece of candy.
He shouldâve taken his pants off. This way he wouldâve been able to feel your juices drip down and soak his thighs. Youâre so fucking wet he thinks he might die.Â
Felixâs eyes travel to the desk. He could absolutely bend you over the top. He could pull your hair and make you scream. He could make you forget all aboutâ
âAha!â When you scream, he jumps in surprise. His hips buck up and your pussy clenches around him. You both moan.
âDid you get it?â he pants out. His voice sounds so much weaker than he wanted it to; he sounds like he just ran two miles.
âYes! He used net earnings instead of gross in one formula! Oh I am going to kill him.â
Thank the fucking lord. You figured it out. You did it, can he please please pleaseâ
Felix mustâve started thrusting up into you before he could even register the movements. His mind is so cloudly with lust that he can barely think straight.
âEasy, Felix.â you whine out through moans. He can just tell you didnât want him to stop either. âLet me just finalize the chart and thenââ
Felix cries out and then slumps his head forward to rest between your shoulder blades. âMaâam, please, Iâve been so good for you, havenât I? Havenât I been such a good boy for you, maâam?â
You hum and roll your hips ever so slightly. Just this slight amount of movement drives Felix insane. He whimpers loudly and his legs begin to shake underneath you.
âYou have been a good boy, Felix. Why donât I give you a reward?â
âPlease.â
âWhy donât you let those pretty little hands roam until Iâm done?â
âThank you!â he cries out with a hoarse voice.
Immediately, his hands fly to your thighs and he grips the flesh tightly. His nails dig into your skin and you cry out under your breath, your walls clamping down on him tightly.
âCan I use my mouth, maâam? Please please please pleaseââ
âYesssâŠâ you hissed at him.
Felix attaches his lips to your neck and begins to suck on the soft skin while his hands wander up your body.
One hand goes right under your shirt and pulls your bra down. Those magic fingers pinch your nipple.
Every reaction your body has envelopes him in the most amazing way. He can feel everything your body likes. He can feel how you like when he rubs around your nipple rather than pinching it. He can feel how much you love when he uses his thumb to play with your tit while his mouth bites at your neck and hit other hand teases your soaking wet folds.
âFelixâŠâ you warn. Itâs all empty, though. Your typing has completely stopped, work has been forgotten.
âFuck, you feel so fucking good, maâam.â He moans when you tighten. âLet me make you feel good, maâam. Let me be such a good secretary.â
With the gentlest of touches, Felix plays with your clit. Just with that soft touch, your body spasms around him.
âI can make your body sing, maâam. Let me be of service to you.â
Another gentle pinch of your nipple. Itâs going straight to his head how he can feel how much youâre fighting him.
âDonât you want to cum around my cock, maâam?â
You break. âPlease.â you whine out.
Itâs enough for him.Â
Both of his arms tighten around your body, his feet plant firmly on the floor and he begins fucking up into you like his fucking life depends on it.Â
He turns into something of a fucking animal with how heâs rutting his cock into your sopping wet heat. He thrusts so hard and so fast, you think he might go through you.
His teeth bare for a moment from the exertion, but he bites down where your shoulder meets your neck.
Your head throws back onto his shoulder. Felix grabs your entire tit to anchor his hold, his thumb brushing over the nipple over and over, each one sends a ripple of pleasure through you.
His other hand rubs harder at your clit, you clamp even tighter over him. Both of you grunt and groan. There is no silence in your office; is the music even playing anymore?
You turn your head to look at him. âKiss me, Felix.â
He captures your lips without a second thought. It all feels so fucking deliciously good. He sucks on your tongue just like he always wanted to.Â
Your mouths glide over one another sloppily, spit getting everywhere on your mouths.
With each thrust, each flick, each rub, your orgasm gets closer and closer.Â
Felix shifts his hips a bit and hits your g-spot so hard you cry out into his mouth, he swallows the noise.
âYouâre so fucking tight, maâam. I can feel you clenching so hard. Youâre close, arenât you?â
All youâre able to do is nod. Heâs stimulating you so much that you canât find your voice.Â
âFuck!â he cries out, âFuck fuck, give it to me, please. Please cum for me, maâam.â His voice is so low, it's so hoarse from arousal.
A particularly hard thrust launches you over the edge, your orgasm seizes every inch of your body. Felix keeps going, fucking you right through your orgasm.
Deep, guttural moans come from his chest as your body begins to shake in overstimulation. His thrusts grow sloppy and uncoordinated as he gets closer to his own peak.
âCumming, cumming, cumming!â he shouts and bites your neck again.
Felix spills within you, his hips sputter and he continues to talk through it.Â
âSo good, fuck, thank you, thank you. So fucking good, fuck, oh my god.â
The room begins to settle, both of your pants becoming softer than the music. Felix holds you close to his chest still, not letting you go.
Your eyes flicker to your desktop.
â... Iâm only halfway done. Your cock isnât going anywhere.â
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a/n: i had two different ideas for this weâll see which one makes it out of my notes app. a lil ficlet because im literally so obsessed with her rn
what was her deal today? there was a stack of case files spilling out of her inbox on the corner of her desk. her phone had about 20 voicemails from detectives all over the country. there was so much work to do and yet sheâd spent the day staring across her desk at her co-worker. jj was truly at a loss today. after lunch with no case in sightâ sheâd pretty much deemed the day a loss in regards to productivity. and as frustrated as sheâd be tomorrow, she really couldnât bring herself to care too much today.
y/n had to be doing it on purpose. it was as if every time jjâs eyes were on her, sheâd lick her lips, or sheâd be biting the cap of her pen, or reapplying her chapstick. jj all but crawled across the desk separating them when y/n removed her glasses and started sucking on one of the legs in thought as she worked through a file. by 3pm she was beginning to lose her mind.
sheâd gotten lost in y/n shiny lips again when a ball up piece of paper collided with her forehead. shocked at the interruption, jj looked around the bullpen for the culprit. everyoneâs heads were buried in files but a familiar snickered came from the set of desks next to her own. emilyâs shiny black hair bounced with laughter causing jj to roll her eyes. emily only grinned and lifted her empty coffee mug toward the kitchen.
jj followed her with her own mug and sidled up beside her in the tiny kitchenette. âam i that obvious?â jj asked quietly, eyes still trained on the younger agent, hard at work.
âunbelievably so. i knew you guys liked to flirt but i hadnât realized youâd taken the banter to the next step.â
ânext step? what do you mean?â jj asked in confusion.
âjayje, youâre looking at her like you tasted the most intimate parts of her. like you canât wait for it to be 5pm so you can take her home and reacquaint yourself with all your favorite parts of her. like you wanna take her right-â emily explained dramatically, sloshing the coffee in her mug around as she talked.
âokay! thatâs a bit more detailed than i think is necessary. and unlike what you so openly suggested weâve not taken any steps. i just donât know what it is today. iâm damn near mesmerized. iâve got to get a grip before she notices. which wonât take long considering youâre launching paper balls at my head.â jj grimaced.
âwell itâs almost quitting time, iâm sure you can make something happen.â emily grinned.
jj shook her head swiftly and turned to head back to her desk, âin my dreams. i think ill just stick to admiring from a far for now.â
emily shook her head and followed jj out, extending a napkin to her before sliding into her desk chair. âif thatâs the case, this is for the droll puddle youâve been building all day. wouldnât want to flood you inbox, hm?â jj ignored emily with a shake of her head and went back to trying to look like she was working and not shamelessly fantasizing about devouring y/nâs lips.
somehow, y/n and jj ended up being the last two leaving the bullpen this evening. well jj had been too distracted to realize anyone else had left and y/n had been working through one last file. so when she closed the file and met jjâs eyes she almost smirked at the dazed look on the blondeâs face. âaw how chivalrous, did you wait for me?â
there wasnât anything chivalrous about it. jj mentally chastised herself for the thought and forced herself to nod. âwe both know how dangerous it is to have a pretty woman like you walking around by yourself at night. figured iâd walk you to your car.â
y/n grinned then shooting jj a playful wink as she gathered her things, âwell letâs get a move on then. i donât wanna keep you here any longer than necessary. today felt exceptionally long.â
jj hummed in agreement and both women started for the elevator. as they waited, jj rocked on the balls of her feet anxiously. willing herself to be normal and not obvious. they stepped in the elevator and rode it all the way down in silence. jj was almost home free. until her determined coolness was shattered as y/n laughed sweetly as the elevator doors slid open.
âso you gonna kiss me or what?â y/n smirked, hands on her hips.
jj sputtered a bit at the direct question, âuh, what?â
âoh come on jen, youâve only been saying it with your eyes all day. normally you can conceal it a bit better but today it was like it was written on your forehead.â y/n grinned stepping into jjâs space.
ânormally? what do you mean?â jj almost pouted.
âoh sweets, you might be good at poker and all but i know desire when i see it.â y/n places her hand on jjâs cheek with an affectionate pat. âso whatâll be? am i going home without a kiss or what? iâve only been waiting for two years.â
jj huffed indignantly but wasted no more time and pulled the woman into a bruising kiss. one that had them both panting for air when they finally fell apart. they rested their foreheads together as they caught their breath and y/n was the first one to break the charged silence. âyou lasted longer than i thought you would. i just knew when i was sucking on my glasses youâd break.â
jj gasped and squeezed at y/nâs waist, âi knew you were doing it on purpose! i thought i was going crazy.â
y/n shrugged with a smile, âyou left me no choice. flirting with you for two years didnât seem to do the job. i had to take matters into my own hands.â
jj groaned but leaned in again, lips only ghosting over y/nâs. âi canât believe thisâŠâ
âyou werenât complaining a second ago, why start now?â
âoh trust me, iâm not. merely surprised it all.â
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hiii(again) can i also ask for a applejack x reader fanfic, i dont see many of her (sadly) like maybe aj helps her with like her eating disorder(idk if u do that stuff i did read the rules)
if not mybe just a fluff of applejack x reader, and they are just in love




[MLP Equestria Girls] Apple Jack x Reader
Warnings: Fluff, Cuddles, Eating Disorder
A/N: Sorry that these are a little slow to do for inboxes I TRY MY BEST to upload them and write them all as I enjoy writing fro all of you lovelies it just takes awhile! KOUXHII FOR THE AWESOME! Apple Jack art I found!
Summary: Apple Jack helps her partner with their eating disorder while pampering them
- GOD MUSCULAR WOMAN UGHH - Applejack is a female human, a student from Canterlot High School, a bass guitarist for the Rainbooms, not only that but she was your girlfriend a loving one at that - As much as you loved your girlfriend you'd have to wiper her face while wiping away the dirt yet sometimes she doesn't care and kiss you on the spot due to the warm look in your eyes - Her accent is so thick and lovely that you can't help but giggle at when looking at her happily
- she's really good at cooking so she'll learn how to make your favorite dishes and food so she'll enjoy staring at you softly - Apple Jack and You baking mostly apple themed stuff - Loves flexing being strong sometimes around you just because she enjoys seeing the look on your face how your eyes focus on her toned arms as she lifts up may stacks of crates with one arm without hesitation - She loves taking you to the far to hangout with Granny, Big Mac, and Apple bloom - Apple picking together and bonding - Honesty and proper communication is a must even though it's kind of hard sometimes when she doesn't know how to exactly share her proper thoughts until she holds your hands and tells you - Trust is important in your relationship - Cuddling is a must together whenever needed - She loves playing her bass and practicing while you do your own thing - Smiles like an idiot whenever you try to do country slang even if it's cringy she can't help but smooch you while grinning - Some of your friends picked up the fact that you had slightly have an country accent growing and how your skin got abit tougher - Kissing Apple jacks freckles is a must - Apple Jack loves wrapping her arms around your waist at any moment yet she can't help but question about how you tense up when she touches your body feeling the skin - She can't help but glance at you worriedly before kissing your neck and cheek - When she finds out you have an ED she can't help but worry asking why you haven't told her and that she prioritizes honesty and wished you talked to her about it sooner rather than later as she worried about you - She tries to help you in every situation with your ED helping try make you feel more comfortable and have you help out with the farm to keep your body and mind busy - She kisses you whenever you feel bad or look worried for your body as she reminds you how much she cares - Recovering from an eating disorder takes time. There are no quick fixes or miracle cures, so itâs important to have patience and compassion so that what Apple Jack does she waits and helps in some moments - She studies about eating disorders just for you to pick up habits when watching you and taking note on how to fix it - While she canât force healthy eating behaviors, she tries to encourage you and reminding you the natural consequences of not eating sometimes meaning you can't do another thing cause you wouldn't have enough stamina which she worries about - She does her best and goes to ask you quietly about your feelings and concerns she lets you lay your head on her shoulder as she whispers sweet nothings in your ear - Apple Jack we love you our country queen!

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Invisible String - Part 2
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Pairing(s): Eris x reader
Warning(s): light angst if you squint. Please be advised; future parts might not be suitable for all audiences. Proceed with caution.
Summary: You'd taken the nanny position for the royal family over a year ago, not expecting what would come of it or how close you'd grow to the child you cared for. Things became tough for Eris when his wife left him and his daughter, and he found it increasingly harder to raise Riley himself. He soon realizes, you've provided a lot more than the typical job description duties for his daughter... and maybe for him, too.
SRâs Note: I added in the advisory so that younger / uncomfortable readers won't begin the series without knowing or expecting potential risks in content to come. For those who enjoy or look forward to content as such -- get excited! Nonetheless, I hope readers will enjoy this series that came to me in a dream one night. (; Much love to all.
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Part 1
You paced back and forth awkwardly around your room, not sure what to do with your time. Normally, you'd give Riley a bath and see her off to bed -- but not tonight. Her father had come home during dinner today, and you almost couldn't believe your eyes when he'd materialized before the both of you in the dining room.
Gods, you'd never seen her so excited to see him come home in all the time you'd known the two. She truly missed him when he was gone, just waiting to see her dad come home at the end of the day. You understood; to be honest, you worried some nights when he would be gone late, always apologizing like his timing was the end of the world. He failed to realize that it was his safe return you were more concerned with.
You paused, shrieks of laughter heard from the opposite end of the Wing and you smiled to yourself. Padding over to your open doorway, you peeked your head out, listening as Eris' faint voice spoke with his daughter, saying something that had her giggling once more before you heard the distinct sound of her door latching shut. You retreated back into your room, trying to find anything to busy yourself as the sound of his shoes drew nearer toward your room.
"Could I offer any help with the last of those?" Eris asks, leaning casually against the doorframe as he gestures toward the stack of heavy boxes piled in the corner of your room. You turn, crossing your arms and then uncrossing them, not quite finding a comfortable position.
"Um... well, I could probably get them, tomorrow." You shrug, biting on your lower lip. Eris' eyes study your face for a long moment before he chuckles, walking over to the pile and pushing up his sleeves with such grace. He lifts the top box, his arms flexing under the weight as he adjusts his grip under the edges.
You try, really, really hard not to stare.
"I'll leave these outside to be picked up in the morning, unless you needed them to be kept for something?" He asks, and you all but shake your head before he heads out of your room, leaving you in awe. You shake your head, get it together. That is your boss, for Gods sakes. You take a deep breath, pushing your hair behind your ears before reaching for the next highest box, barely reaching the upper rim before its contents nearly spill over on top of you.
"Cauldron damned-" your curse is cut off when the box doesn't completely dump out on to you, but is caught haphazardly between your hands and one of Eris'. His other one is wrapped around your waist, preventing your impending collision with the floor.
"Woah! Woah," he says, his voice much closer than you expected and you open your eyes you'd inadvertently squeezed shut. He loomed over you, holding you so close to his chest that you sucked in a breath, your eyes widening when they met his peering down at you.
"I'm..." you made to stand, and he lifted the cardboard from your hands. "I thought I could help with that one." You said sheepishly. He chuckled, glancing sidelong at you.
"Always trying to do everything," he muttered. "Honestly, I'm just surprised to hear Y/N actually say a bad word out loud."
You set your hands on your hips, raising an eyebrow and ignoring his teasing remark.
"This is my mess, anyhow. I was just trying to help."
He turns, heading for the door once more.
"Allow me to help you for once, hm?" He says, winking and walking out. You roll your eyes, irritated at how warm your cheeks feel. You flit about the room, putting random smaller items away and folding a few articles of clothing as Eris makes the last few trips. When he comes back in for the final time, he sits on the edge of your bed with a sigh, running a hand through his hair.
You look to him, noticing his exhaustion from the day again. "Thank you," you say, and he looks to you again. He offers you a small smile, leaning back on his hands.
"For all that you've done, helping you move a few boxes is incomparable." Your lips curve upward as you place a few more of your skirts inside the drawers of the dresser, averting his eye. After a few shared moments of quiet, he speaks again.
"This room... its... I'm glad someone is using it again." He says, his hand running softly over the duvet. You glance at him, his fallen expression puzzling as you go about tidying up.
"Oh?"
He's quiet again before he looks at you. "I used to avoid coming in here, after... well, after Selene left." He says quietly, and you pause. The air feels thick, you try to keep breathing evenly as your mind races.
"She... the two of you didn't share...?"
"No." He whispers, looking at the floor. "She thought only mates should share a room."
You shoved the drawer closed, walking slowly to the bedside and sitting next to him.
"I'm sure this is common knowledge by now, but our marriage was simply a transaction, a sign of goodwill between our courts." He let out a humorless laugh. "No magic, golden thread there."
For everything he'd done for his court, all the battles he'd won, every fight he'd fought and all he'd witnessed... this was a subject he rarely discussed, as it seemed tomdrag him down the most.
"Eris..." You said softly, reaching out a hand timidly and placing it on his arm. He braced lightly against the touch, and you leaned closer. "I'm so sorry that you were treated that way-"
He sniffed, his hand rubbing along his jaw quickly before he stood, your outstretched hand slowly retracting with the distance between you two.
"It's alright. Nothing for you to worry about, anyway." He flashed a humorless half-smile, and you stared up at him with concern. You could tell it was a tough subject for him, and you definately didn't want to pry; but he didn't exactly have many other people to open up to.
"Well... alright then." You say defeatedly. He nods, turning and heading for the door. He looks over his shoulder only once more before closing the door behind him.
"Sleep well, Y/N."
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"Apple juice, please?" Riley asks, and you pour her a fresh glass, delivering it to her awaiting hand. She sips quietly, then blinks a few times when you sit down beside her. "Oh -- thanks!" She smiles.
You nod, silently praising her good mannered habits. You could still remember when you arrived at the Forest House, the little spitfire was ordering people around at the ripe age of three. "Give this!" and "Do that!" was all she managed, and though her heart was pure, you did encourage better etiquitte; luckily, it stuck.
"Daddy said he have a surprise," she swung her legs under the table, some of her juice swishing in her cup. You raised an eyebrow.
"Did he, now?" You weren't sure what she was talking about, or if there really was a surprise at all. Eris had made haste this morning, rushing past you this morning on his way out the door. He'd barely kissed his daughter goodbye before he was on his horse and halfway to the border-
"He did! He said he had one." She insisted, and you nodded in understanding. What it could be, you had no clue.
"Well, lets finish our dinner so we're ready when he gets home, yes?" You suggest, and Riley agrees, jamming the last of her chicken nuggets into her mouth and chewing with maximum effort. You shake your head, smiling at just how normal the girl was. You were just glad she found joy in chicken nuggets still, and didn't request challenging dishes every meal quite yet.
Insisting on wearing her fluffy pink footie pajamas, Rylie then sat in your lap on the couch, her stuffed beagle clutched in her hands as you brushed out her wet-clean locks.
"Braid it pretty?" She asks, and you leaned in, kissing the top of her little head. She grinned, holding her little beagle's head to her lips and kissing it's head just the same.
"Anything for you, Riles," you say, getting to work on the long strawberry strands. She sits very patiently for a four year old; that is, until you've secured the band at the end of your work and the front door creaks open.
"Daddy!" She's up in an instant, running to the door with glee and clinging to her father's leg the moment she spots him. You stay seated a moment longer, listening from the living area but not quite ready to see Eris yet. After the tense conversation last night, you couldn't help but feel... awkward, after the conversation.
After a few minutes, Riley has retreated to the living room looking rather dejected. Your brows knit as she stalks toward you, her beagle hanging limply from her fingers.
"Daddy says bedtime. You take me please?" She says, looking down at the floor. You frown, your hands lifting under her arms as she wraps her legs around your waist.
"Of course sweetie," you try to sound upbeat, but she only lays her head on your shoulder. You pet her head, wrapping your other hand around her to keep her propped up against your waist as you make your way to her end of the Wing. You look around as you go, not seeing any sign of Eris on your way. He literally just got home, what the Hell could he possibly have to do right now?
Once you reach her room, you place her gently atop her plush duvet, her eyes half closed when her head touches the pillow. You pull a loose blanket over her legs, knowing sometimes she gets cold at night, and kiss her little cheek one last time before moving toward the door.
"Y/N," she whispers. Your eyes meet hers in the dim light, your fingers stalling as they reach for the glowing tableside lamp.
"Yes dear?"
"Can you please read? Please?" Her bottom lip trembles. "D-daddy always reads... he reads my book..." she sucks in a breath of air, and you rush over to her bed, taking her little hand in yours.
"Yes, of course honey!" You say, hoping she will feel better. "I would love to read you a story," you look left and right, searching for any tomes near her bed. She lifts a limp hand, her finger pointing to the book resting at the opposite end of her bed.
"You'd like that one? The Kissing Hand?" She nods, one tear slipping free and running down her cheek. You hastily grab the book, and she scoots over, making a space for you to lay beside her. You scoot close, reaching an arm around her and she snuggles close as you flip open the book. Her little fingers wipe her tear from her cheek, and you begin to read.
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You weren't sure when you'd drifted off, but when you slipped back into consciousness, your back ached from its cramped position on the small bed. You looked around, the darkened room coming into view as well as the peacefully sleeping babe next to you.
You must have fallen asleep reading to her, you thought. Surely you'd left the lamp on though; its glow would come in handy now as you tried to slip silently out of her embrace, sneaking out in absolute darkness. At least the door was still cracked open.
You'd stumbled around quietly enough and made it down the hallway to the kitchen, the clock on the wall coming into view.
Four in the morning. Gods.
You kept walking, feeling along the walls until you found your bedroom door, and let yourself inside.
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You woke up that morning to the delicious smell of cinnamon and sugar, the comfort of your plush bed surrounding you as the first light of day drifted through your curtains. You yawned, stretching out your arms and slowly opening your eyes.
Ahh, what a lovely morning.
Morning. The sun was out.
You threw the covers off of you hastily, your bare feet hitting the cold wood floors in a rush as you lunged for your door handle. Riley was surely awake by now, and surely starving. You bounded down the hallway, your steps faltering when you heard her familiar ramblings from the kitchen and registered the smell of food wafting through the air.
As you approached, you watched in pure shock as Eris stood over the kitchen island, his hand holding his daughters as he helped her spread icing over a tray of steaming cinnamon rolls, smiling and talking along with her. He hadn't noticed you walk in; but she sure did.
"Y/N! Finally! You're awake!" She squealed happily, and you forced a smile, still confused by the scene before you. Eris looked up then, his eyes meeting yours only briefly before he went back to the treats he was making.
"Good morning Riley," you said hesitantly, stepping closer toward the island. Eris' eyes flicked up again, snagging on the silk pajamas you'd changed into before collapsing onto your bed last night. You crossed your arms over your chest.
"Good morning. Eris." You said, and his mouth pressed into a thin line.
"Morning Y/N." He said plainly before turning to Riley, lifting her off the counter and setting her on the ground.
"Bunny, why don't you set the table," he handed her the silverware and a few plates. "And we'll join you in just a few minutes?" She nods, skipping into the dining room, as Eris braces his hands against the countertop, his eyes locked on yours once more.
You stare back, shrugging when you can't understand the point of standing in silence. "What?" You ask. He sighs, biting the inside of his cheek.
"Y/N, I'm sorry for the... discussion. We had. The other night, it was... highly, unprofessional." He nodded, looking down at the pan of cinnamon rolls once more. You raised an eyebrow, a soft laugh erupting from your lips and causing him to flick his gaze to you again.
"What is funny?" He asks, seeming a bit taken aback.
"Nothing, no," you say, smiling softly at him. "I just... Eris, I live in your home. I spend every day with your daughter. I think we're beyond professional, aren't we?" You say. He cocks his head to the side, a small smirk curving the side of his lips.
"I suppose we are, then."
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"Daddy. These cimanim rolls. Are. Delicious!" Riley grins with delight, Eris' expression a mirror of his daughter sitting next to him at the table. You watch the two and your heart swells; one day, you could only dream of having something so special as that.
"Why, thank you Princess!" Eris says, and she holds her chin high. You shake your head at her, and Eris' eyes meet yours, his face giving away exactly what he's thinking. After a few more quiet moments, he speaks up again.
"Bunny, I wanted to ask you about doing something fun today," he says, and Riley immediately perks up.
"Fun?" She asks, and he nods.
"In the Town Square, there is the Autumn Festival, and it would make me very happy as your daddy if you would go with me-"
"Yesss!" She shrieks, every single one of her teeth showing as she smiles in excitement. You can't help but feel so happy for her -- she deserves time with her father, and he's finally home to spend it with her, doing something she had been longing to do anyway.
"Ohmygosh I can't wait! I will wear my Princess dress so everyone knows I am a Princess, okay," she explains hastily, only pausing to take a sip from her glass of milk.
Eris nods, looking to you. "I figured you may appreciate at least a day off as well," he adds quietly, and you offer him a gentle smile. Truly, you didn't need one, but you appreciated his consideration all the same. Riley doesn't quite catch the incinuation, though.
"Y/N, you have to wear a dress. You can't borrow from me this time because you're too big," she says, hopping from her chair. "You have a dress?" She asks. Your eyes meet her dad's and his mouth opens to answer first.
"Bunny," he starts. "I don't think Y/N was going to come today," he explains. Rileys brows knit in confusion as she looks at him.
"Why not?"
"Well," he says, trying to tread lightly. "Maybe Y/N has other things she would like to do today. It's okay though; just me and you can go." He says, but Riley looks to you, her eyes looking you up and down.
"What... what else do you want to do though?" She says, and you chuckle.
"Riley, honey, today you can go have fun with your daddy, alright? Me and you play here everyday," You reason with her. She doesn't let up, and Eris studies you from across the table.
"Daddy -- can Y/N just come too?" Riley says. You sigh, looking to Eris for help, but he only stares quietly at you, a small smile on his lips.
"I really will just stay here-"
"Yes." Eris says, and you meet his eyes, Riley spinning in happy little circles at the end of the table. "Y/N can absolutely come with us today."
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Part 3
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The study session. Pt.2
Warnings: Chrisâs relentless charm and refusal to take ânoâ for an answer (but in a flirty, harmless way). Mild academic stress and teasing. Banter-heavy dialogue with a strong dose of cocky quarterback energy. Subtle tension that might leave you screaming, âJUST DATE ALREADY!â Reader possibly getting flustered against their will (because Chris is that guy).
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Chris was late. Again.
You sighed, glancing at the clock and wondering why you bothered to show up on time when he clearly didnât understand the concept. As you flipped through your notes for what felt like the hundredth time, Chris strolled into the library, his signature smirk in place.
âMiss me?â he asked, sliding into the chair across from you like he owned the place.
âNot even a little,â you replied, refusing to look up from your notebook. âYouâre 15 minutes late.â
âFashionably late,â he corrected, dropping his bag onto the table. âKeeps things exciting.â
âExciting isnât going to pass your test,â you shot back, pushing a worksheet toward him. âNow, letâs get started before I regret agreeing to this.â
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For the first half-hour, you managed to keep Chris focused. He worked through the problems with minimal whining, and you couldnât help but feel a little proud when he actually started to get the hang of it.
âSee? Iâm not just a pretty face,â he said, holding up his worksheet triumphantly.
âYouâre still only halfway through,â you reminded him, though a small smile tugged at your lips.
âDetails,â he said, leaning back in his chair. âLetâs take a break.â
âNo breaks,â you replied, flipping to the next set of problems.
Chris leaned forward, resting his chin on his hand as he stared at you. âCome on, Y/N. Youâve gotta let loose once in a while. Live a little.â
You didnât bother looking up. âMy idea of âlivingâ doesnât involve watching you procrastinate.â
He smirked. âWhat about going out with me?â
That made you pause. Slowly, you raised your eyes to meet his. âExcuse me?â
âYou heard me,â he said, his grin widening. âYou, me, dinner. You deserve a reward for all this tutoring, donât you?â
You blinked, trying to process his words. âIs this some kind of joke?â
âNo joke,â he replied, completely serious. âI think youâre cool, Y/N. Smart, funny, and you keep me in check. Thatâs rare.â
You snorted. âLet me guessâno oneâs ever said no to you before, have they?â
âNot yet,â he said, leaning back with that infuriating confidence. âAnd I donât think youâll be the first.â
You rolled your eyes, but your cheeks betrayed you, heating up under his gaze. âYouâre unbelievable, you know that?â
âUnbelievably charming?â he offered.
âUnbelievably annoying,â you corrected, shoving another worksheet at him. âAnd the answerâs no. Now focus.â
Chris chuckled but didnât push itâthis time. Instead, he picked up his pencil and got back to work, though you could still feel his eyes on you every now and then.
By the end of the session, heâd finished every problem, and you couldnât deny that heâd actually made progress.
âThanks, Y/N,â he said as he packed up his things. âFor real.â
âDonât mention it,â you replied, stacking your papers.
As he stood to leave, he paused, glancing over his shoulder. âBy the way, that wasnât a no forever. Just a no for now.â
Before you could respond, he was gone, leaving you flustered and wondering how on earth he managed to get under your skin so easily.

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Chapter 9: Across the Divide
Pairing: Original fem!Reader x Origins!Logan Warning: angst, fluff, 18+ MDNI, SMUT, explicit language, loss of virginity, handjob, fingering, oral (female receiving), unprotected p in v, missionary, creampie.
A/N: If Chapter 8 was a punch to the gut, this one is⊠well, letâs call it an attempt at first aid. Sort of. Have you ever watched two people try to fix something in the worst possible way, only for it to somehow work because they donât know any other language but this? Yeah. That.
Consider this a little Valentineâs Day treat. Twisted, messy, and completely them. Read when youâre ready. And yes, my inbox is still open for any and all reactions.
Word count: 7 k
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The yard had grown quiet as the other workers moved further into the forest, leaving Logan to finish stacking the last of the wood alone. The sharp bite of winter hung in the air, his breath clouding in front of him with every exhale. The solitude was welcomeâat least, thatâs what he told himself.
But the silence didnât stop the memories.
âYou donât owe me anything.â
Logan clenched his fists, the words circling in his mind like a relentless echo. He grabbed a log from the pile and slammed it onto the stump, the impact reverberating through his arms. The ax swung down, splitting the wood clean in two.
âIâm sorry for coming unannounced.â
He knew better than to hope for steady ground, better than to let himself believe he could hold onto something good. With Evelyn, it had felt differentâlike maybe, just maybe, he could carve out a life that didnât feel like running or regret.
Now, it felt like a mistake.
The kiss heâd seen replayed over and over in his head, each time cutting deeper. It wasnât just her ex he was angry at, though the smugness on the bastardâs face made Loganâs blood boil. No, most of the anger was for himselfâfor being stupid enough to think he could be enough for her.
The crunch of boots on gravel pulled him from his thoughts. Pete and Rick approached from the truck, their faces drawn with concern.
âYou alright, Howlett?â Pete asked, his voice cautious but probing.
Logan didnât look up, hefting another log onto the stump. âIâm fine.â
Pete and Rick exchanged a glance, the kind that said heâs definitely not fine.
âLook,â Pete began, leaning on the tailgate. âYou donât want to talk about it. But youâve been going at this woodpile like it owes you money. Maybe take a second to breathe?â
âI donât need a breather,â Logan said flatly, his tone daring them to push further.
Rick, quieter but no less perceptive, stepped up beside Pete. âYou donât have to talk,â he said after a pause, his voice measured. âBut if you keep bottling it up, itâs gonna come out sideways.â
Logan didnât respond, his focus locked on the ax as he brought it down with enough force to split the log cleanly.
Pete let out a low whistle. âMan, whateverâs eating at you must be big. Iâve never seen you like this before.â
Logan finally stopped, leaning on the ax handle and leveling Pete with a glare. âI said Iâm fine.â
âSure, sure,â Pete said, raising his hands in mock surrender. âBut if you keep this up, there wonât be any wood left in the yard for the rest of us.â
Rick sighed, folding his arms across his chest. âLook, Logan. I donât know what happened with Evelyn, but if sheâs got you this twisted up, maybe sheâs worth hearing out.â
Loganâs grip on the ax tightened, his jaw clenching as he stared at the ground. The truth in Rickâs words cut deeper than he cared to admit.
âNot my place to butt in,â Pete added, though his grin said otherwise. âBut if youâre spending this much time stewing over it, sheâs probably thinking about you, too.â
Logan shot them both a sharp look, then yanked the ax from the stump and turned toward the forest. âLeave it alone,â he muttered, stalking off into the trees without another word.
Pete waited until Logan was out of earshot before muttering, âYeah, that went well.â
Rick shrugged, grabbing the thermos from the truck bed. âHeâll figure it out. He always does.â
During the course of the next couple of days the rhythm of the yard was the same, but Loganâs presence felt heavier. He worked harder than usual, his focus razor-sharp, but the tension in his frame was impossible to ignore.
Pete and Rick kept their distance this time, their occasional glances filled with concern.
By midday, Logan had thrown himself into another project, replacing a broken tool rack near the shed. His movements were precise, his jaw set in determination. But even as he worked, his mind wanderedâback to the driveway, to Evelynâs face when she saw him, and to the kiss that had shattered something inside him.
The guys noticed, but they didnât say a word. Pete started a fire near the edge of the clearing, his usual jokes subdued. Rick passed by with a nod but left Logan to his thoughts.
By the time dusk fell, Logan was still at it, the hammer in his hand swinging with a force that bordered on reckless.
Tension seemed to follow him wherever he went, and his coworkers gave him a wide berth, exchanging knowing glances but keeping their distance.
The others gave him a wide berth, the tension in the yard thick enough to cut with a blade. Midday, the office phone rang, its shrill tone breaking the monotony of the worksite. Rick wiped his hands on a rag as he stepped inside to answer.
âYeah, this is Rick,â he said, leaning against the desk.
âHey, itâs Mary,â his wifeâs voice came through the line, light but concerned. âThought youâd want to knowâI saw Evelyn back in town. She was at the general store this morning.â
Rick raised an eyebrow, glancing out the window toward Logan. âThat right?â
âShe looked... well, not great. Like sheâs been through it. Thought Logan might want to know.â
Rick thanked her and hung up, stepping back outside with a purposeful stride. Pete caught his eye as he walked toward Logan, who was hunched over another stack of wood.
âWhatâs the news?â Pete asked.
Rick ignored him, stopping a few feet from Logan. âHey, Howlett,â he called out, his tone even.
Logan didnât look up. âWhat?â
Rick hesitated, then said, âMary saw Evelyn in town this morning. Thought youâd want to know.â
Logan froze, his hands stilling on the axe handle. For a moment, it looked like he might respond, but then he shook his head and resumed working.
âGood for her,â he muttered, his voice flat.
Pete stepped forward, frustration evident in his expression. âDonât be an idiot. Youâre hurting, and so is she. Go talk to her.â
Loganâs grip on the axe tightened, his knuckles white. âI said I donât care,â he snapped.
Pete sighed, throwing up his hands. âAlright, fine. Be stubborn. But donât come crying to us when itâs too late.â
Rick shot Pete a warning look, but Logan didnât seem to hear them anymore. He swung the axe down with a force that sent the wood flying, the conversation over.
When the day finally ended, Logan climbed into his truck, his body aching from the nonstop work. The drive home was quiet, the hum of the engine the only sound to fill the cab.
As he pulled onto the dirt road leading to his cottage, his headlights illuminated a familiar vehicle parked in his driveway. Loganâs chest tightened, his hands gripping the steering wheel as he slowed to a stop.
It was Evelynâs truck.
For a long moment, he sat there, staring at it, his mind racing. A part of him wanted to get out, to see her, to hear whatever explanation she had to offer. But the memory of that kiss, of her ex standing so close to her, was a wound that hadnât stopped bleeding.
With a sharp exhale, Logan put the truck in reverse and backed down the road.
He didnât look back.
The next day Logan was halfway to the kitchen when he noticed the Polaroid resting on the mantleâthe one Evelyn had taken of herself. Â
He stared at it for a long moment, his chest tightening as he reached out to pick it up. The sight of her smileâthe carefree warmth in her eyesâbrought a lump to his throat he couldnât swallow. Â
A sudden knock at the door jolted him from his thoughts. He hesitated, his grip on the Polaroid tightening as he listened. Â
âI know youâre there, Logan,â Evelynâs voice called softly from the other side. âAre you done running away from me? Please... let me explain.â Â
Loganâs jaw clenched, his gaze fixed on the photo in his hand. He didnât move. Â
âLogan,â she tried again, her voice trembling. âIâm not leaving until you hear me out.â Â
Still, he didnât answer. Â
The minutes stretched on, the silence heavy and suffocating. Eventually, Evelyn exhaled shakily, her voice breaking. âIâm sorry. For everything. For not stopping him, for not calling you first. I never wanted to hurt you. Please believe me.â Â
When the sound of her footsteps receded, Logan finally let out a breath he didnât realize heâd been holding. He sat down heavily, the Polaroid still in his hand as the weight of the past few days pressed down on him like a boulder. Â
They didnât speak for a week after Evelynâs return. The silence between them was deafening, but neither seemed willing to bridge the gap.
The logging yard was alive with the rhythmic sound of axes striking wood, the hum of engines, and the occasional crack of a tree falling in the distance. Evelynâs truck rolled into the gravel lot, its tires crunching softly against the frozen ground. Her heart pounded as she parked near the edge of the clearing, unsure if she had made the right decision by coming here.
As she stepped out, the cold air nipped at her cheeks, her breath visible in the chill. Her gaze scanned the bustling yard until it landed on two familiar figures standing near the truck bedâRick and Pete. They noticed her almost instantly, exchanging a quick glance before Pete raised a hand in greeting.
âMiss Evelyn!â Pete called, his tone warm but tinged with curiosity. He closed the distance between them, wiping his hands on his flannel shirt. âDidnât expect to see you here. Everything alright?â
She hesitated, shifting on her feet as Rick joined them, his expression more reserved but just as welcoming.
âIs Logan here?â she asked, her voice quieter than she intended.
Pete and Rick exchanged another look, this one heavier.
âHeâs around,â Rick said carefully, his arms folding across his chest. âBut this probably isnât the place for whatever conversation youâre looking to have.â
Evelynâs shoulders sagged slightly, the weight of the last few days catching up to her. âIâve been trying to talk to him,â she admitted, her voice cracking. âI went to his cabin, but... he wouldnât see me.â
Pete winced, rubbing the back of his neck. âHeâs been... well, letâs just say heâs not exactly himself lately.â
âHeâs hurt,â Rick added bluntly, his gaze steady on her. âYou can see it in the way heâs workingâpushing himself harder than he should. Whatever happened between you two, itâs eating him alive.â
Evelyn swallowed hard, her hands clenching into fists at her sides. âI didnât mean for any of this to happen. I didnât evenââ She stopped, her breath hitching as she tried to gather her thoughts. âI never wanted to hurt him.â
Rickâs expression softened slightly, and he nodded. âI believe you. But heâs got his walls up right now. Itâs going to take more than just words to get through to him.â
Pete stepped closer, resting a reassuring hand on her shoulder. âWeâll talk to him. Try to get him to see reason. But youâve got to give him a little time, alright? Let us handle it.â
Evelyn nodded reluctantly, the knot in her stomach tightening. âI donât want him to think I donât care,â she said softly.
âHe knows,â Pete assured her, his voice surprisingly gentle. âHeâs just too damn stubborn to admit it right now.â
The drive back to the cottage felt longer than usual, the winter landscape passing by in a blur. Evelynâs mind raced, replaying her conversation with Pete and Rick. Their words had given her a small measure of hope, but the weight of uncertainty hung heavy in her chest.
By the time she reached home, the familiar sight of the cozy cottage brought a semblance of comfort. She slipped inside, the warmth of the woodstove embracing her as she shed her coat and boots. Her gaze drifted to the basket of unfinished crochet pieces sitting by the couch.
With a deep breath, Evelyn settled herself down, picking up the half-finished sweater she had started weeks ago. Her hands moved methodically, the repetitive motion of the hook and yarn soothing her frayed nerves.
Hours turned into days, and the rhythm of her life resumed, though it felt emptier than before. She spent her mornings tending to small chores around the cottage, her afternoons lost in her crafts, and her evenings staring at the quiet phone, willing it to ring.
She wanted to give Logan space, to let him come to her when he was ready, but the silence was agonizing. The weight of waiting gnawed at her, and though she tried to keep herself busy, the ache of missing him lingered.
âHe knows,â Pete assured her, his voice surprisingly gentle. âHeâs just too damn stubborn to admit it right now.â
The drive back to the cottage felt longer than usual, the winter landscape passing by in a blur. Evelynâs mind raced, replaying her conversation with Pete and Rick. Their words had given her a small measure of hope, but the weight of uncertainty hung heavy in her chest.
By the time she reached home, the familiar sight of the cozy cottage brought a semblance of comfort. She slipped inside, the warmth of the woodstove embracing her as she shed her coat and boots. Her gaze drifted to the basket of unfinished crochet pieces sitting by the couch.
With a deep breath, Evelyn settled herself down, picking up the half-finished sweater she had started weeks ago. Her hands moved methodically, the repetitive motion of the hook and yarn soothing her frayed nerves.
Hours turned into days, and the rhythm of her life resumed, though it felt emptier than before. She spent her mornings tending to small chores around the cottage, her afternoons lost in her crafts, and her evenings staring at the quiet phone, willing it to ring.
She wanted to give Logan space, to let him come to her when he was ready, but the silence was agonizing. The weight of waiting gnawed at her, and though she tried to keep herself busy, the ache of missing him lingered.
It wasnât until a rainy evening, as Evelyn was driving home from a fair out of town, that their paths crossed again. Loganâs truck was idling at an intersection, his expression unreadable as their eyes met through the windshield. Without thinking, she pulled over, her tires skidding slightly in the mud. She threw her truck into park and jumped out, the cold rain immediately soaking through her coat as she ran toward him.
âLogan,â she called, her voice barely audible over the downpour.Â
Logan slammed on the brakes, his truck skidding slightly before halting. He stepped out, his gaze finally meeting hers, his eyes shadowed with a mix of anger and hurt. Rain plastered his hair to his forehead, drops clinging to his lashes as he looked at her.
âWhat the hell are you doing?â he growled, his voice low and sharp.
âIâm trying to fix this,â she said, her voice trembling. âI canât stand how things are between us right now.â
Loganâs jaw tightened, and he looked away, his hands clenching at his sides. âMaybe things are better this way.â
âNo,â she said firmly. âTheyâre not. I know youâre angry, and you have every right to be. Iâm not letting you leave again. Not without hearing me out.â
âIâve heard enough.â, he spits out.
Evelyn steps closer, her voice rising over the rain.âNo, you havenât! You think you know what happened, but you donât! That kissâit wasnât me. I didnât ask for it. I didnât want it.â
Loganâs jaw tightens, his eyes narrowing.âDidnât look like you were pulling away, either.â
âI froze! I didnât know how to react. But the second I saw you, it was over. I didnât care about himâI care about you.â, she said looking at him.
He let out a harsh breath, looking away. âDoesnât matter. It doesnât change what I saw.â
âNo, it doesnât,â she admitted, tears mixing with the rain. âBut it doesnât mean I didnât care about how it would hurt you. I love you, Logan. Do you hear me? I love you. And Iâm not letting you push me away because of one stupid mistake.â
Loganâs breath catches, his usual walls crumbling under the weight of her words. For a moment, he just stares at her, the rain streaming down his face, a flicker of something raw crossing his face. âDonât say that,â he muttered. âDonât say it if you donât mean it.â
âI mean it,â she said, her voice breaking as tears mixed with the rain streaming down her face. âI love you, and Iâm sorry for everything. For not stopping him, for not calling you first. I never wanted to hurt you, Logan. Please believe me.â
For a long moment, they stood there in the rain, the tension between them crackling like a live wire. Finally, Logan closed the distance, his hands cupping her face as he kissed herâdesperate, hungry, and filled with all the emotions heâd kept bottled up.
When they finally broke apart, their foreheads resting together, Logan exhaled softly. âI love you tooIâve been alone a long time,â he murmured. âI donât know if I know how to do this... but I canât lose you.â
Evelyn smiled through her tears, her hands still cradling his face. âYouâre not going to lose me, Logan. Weâll figure it out together.â
The rain continued to pour around them, but in that moment, it felt like the storm had finally passed.
Loganâs eyes searched hers, and without another word, he leaned in again, capturing her lips in a kiss that was deeper, hotter, and filled with all the longing he had tried to suppress. His hands moved to her waist, pulling her closer until there was no space left between them.
Evelyn responded with equal fervor, her fingers threading through his rain-soaked hair, her lips parting to meet his urgency. The rain continued to pour around them, but neither seemed to care. Each kiss was hungrier than the last, the heat between them undeniable despite the cold storm.
Loganâs hands slid up her back, strong and steady, anchoring her as their kiss deepened. When she pressed against him, he let out a low, guttural sound, his restraint slipping. His lips left hers, trailing along her jaw and down her neck, his breath hot against her skin as her head tilted back, exposing more of her to him.
âMaybe we shouldââ Logan murmured against her neck, his voice rough and uneven.
âGet out of the rain?â she finished breathlessly, her chest rising and falling rapidly.
He pulled back just enough to meet her eyes, a faint smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth despite the tension crackling between them. âYeah. Before we end up with pneumonia.â
They broke apart reluctantly, the air charged as they hurried to his truck. Once inside, the doors slammed shut, the rain pounding against the roof providing a steady rhythm to the silence that followed.
But the moment was far from over. As soon as the doors were locked, Logan reached for her again, pulling her onto his lap. Their lips collided once more, this time with an unrestrained passion that made her shiver. Her hands roamed over his chest, the damp flannel clinging to his broad frame as he held her tightly, his fingers gripping her hips as if he couldnât bear to let her go.
Their movements grew more heated, her hips grinding down against him instinctively as their breathing quickened. Logan groaned, his head falling back against the seat as she moved again, the friction sending jolts of pleasure through both of them.
âEvelyn,â he rasped, his voice thick with desire. âIf we donât stop nowâŠâ
She paused, her forehead pressing to his as they both struggled to catch their breath. The weight of his words hung between them, but neither made a move to pull away.
âThen letâs go,â she whispered, her voice steady despite the flush rising to her cheeks.Â
Loganâs hands tightened on her waist, his amber eyes dark with emotion and something deeper. âYou sure?â
She nodded, brushing her lips against his once more, softer this time but no less certain. âIâve never been more sure.â
Without another word, Logan gently lifted her off his lap, his touch lingering as they adjusted themselves. He started the truck, his hand finding hers as they drove through the rain, the tension between them simmering and unresolvedâbut not for much longer.
The rain hadnât let up by the time Logan pulled the truck into the clearing by his cabin. The headlights cut through the downpour, illuminating the weathered wood of the small structure nestled among the trees.
Logan killed the engine, turning to glance at Evelyn. Her cheeks were flushed, her damp hair sticking to her neck and temples, but she was staring at him with an intensity that sent a pang through his chest.
âCome on,â he muttered, stepping out of the truck. The cold rain hit him immediately, but he barely noticed as he rounded the vehicle to her side.
Evelyn climbed out, wrapping her arms around herself as the chill seeped through her already soaked clothes. Loganâs hand pressed gently against her back, guiding her toward the cabin. The touch was firm but protective, his warmth cutting through the cold.
Inside, the air was heavy with the scent of pine and faint smoke. Logan flicked on a single lamp, its amber glow softening the shadows in the small space.
âGo shower,â he said gruffly, already shrugging off his wet flannel and hanging it on a hook near the door. His voice softened as he added, âDonât want you catching a cold.â
Evelyn hesitated, watching as he bent to stoke the fireplace. The orange flames roared to life under his practiced touch, casting flickering light over his broad shoulders and damp hair.
âWhat about you?â she asked quietly.
âIâll dry off,â he replied without looking at her. âGo on. Bathroomâs down the hall.â
She lingered for a moment longer, the warmth of his care sinking into her even if his tone was brusque. Then she nodded and disappeared down the hall.
By the time she returned, the cabin was bathed in a cozy glow. Logan had shed his wet clothes, now dressed in a clean pair of jeans and white t-shirt. He was seated on the couch, his head resting against the back, eyes half-closed as he warmed himself by the fire.
Evelyn paused in the doorway, her heart stuttering at the sight of him. He looked so unguarded, so human, a stark contrast to the stormy, gruff exterior he so often wore.
She was wearing one of his shirtsâsoft and slightly oversized, the sleeves pushed up over her elbows. Her hair was still damp, and her cheeks held a faint blush.
Loganâs eyes opened as she stepped into the room, and they darkened when they landed on her. For a moment, neither of them spoke, the quiet between them carrying all the weight of what had happened that night.
She crossed the room and climbed onto his lap, straddling him without hesitation. Logan stiffened slightly, his hands instinctively resting on her thighs, but he didnât pull away.
âEvelynâŠâ he began, his voice low, almost a warning.
âI just want to be close to you,â she whispered, her hands finding his shoulders. âIs that okay?â
Loganâs eyes softened, the tension in his body easing as he exhaled. âYeah,â he murmured, his hands sliding up to rest on her waist.Â
She leaned forward, her forehead pressing gently to his. They sat like that for a moment, the crackling fire filling the silence. Loganâs hands moved to the small of her back, pulling her closer, and she sighed softly, her fingers trailing along the curve of his jaw.
âYou donât have to do anything,â he said, his voice rough but sincere.
âI know,â she replied, brushing her lips lightly against his. âBut I want this. I want you.â
Loganâs breath hitched as her hands slid beneath his shirt, her fingers grazing his skin with the kind of deliberate, maddening slowness that made his muscles tighten. He caught her wrists, holding them still against his chest as his amber eyes locked onto hers, dark with a mixture of frustration and desire.
âEvelyn,â he rasped, his voice low, like gravel, as though her name alone was enough to unravel him. âDonât push me unless you mean it.â
Her lips curvedânot into a smile, but something softer, something steeped in the kind of certainty he wasnât sure how to face. âI mean it,â she whispered, her words quiet but carrying the weight of all the times she hadnât said them before.
Loganâs grip on her wrists loosened, his hands sliding up her arms and pulling her closer as if he couldnât help himself. He lowered his head, his forehead pressing to hers, their breaths mingling in the stillness of the room. The only sounds were the crackle of the fire and the faint storm still raging outside.
âDo you know what youâre asking for?â he murmured, his voice raw, thick with the effort it took to hold himself back.
Her response was immediate, her fingers curling into his shoulders as she tugged him closer. âIâve waited long enough,â she said, her voice steady despite the way her heart was racing. âHavenât you?â
The question landed like a punch to his chest. Of course he had. Every glance, every touch, every moment sheâd been close enough to feel but not touchâit had all been building to this, wearing him down piece by piece. And now, here she was, not just asking but demanding, her presence overwhelming in a way that left him powerless to resist.
âDamn it, Evelyn,â he growled, his voice barely a whisper as his hands slid to her waist, pulling her flush against him. His lips captured hers with a ferocity that surprised even him, the kiss deep and unrelenting, years of restraint and denial crumbling in an instant.
She responded in kind, her hands threading into his hair as if she couldnât get him close enough. Her hips shifted instinctively against his, drawing a low groan from deep in his chest that sent a shiver racing through her.
When he pulled back, it was only far enough to press his forehead to hers, his breath ragged as his hands tightened on her waist. âIf we keep goingâŠâ His voice was strained, his words a warning that came too late.
Her gaze locked onto his, unwavering. âThen we keep going,â she said simply, her voice soft but resolute. Her hands drifted down to the hem of his shirt, tugging it upward in one fluid motion.
Logan let her strip it away, his chest rising and falling heavily as he studied her. His hands hovered at her sides, hesitant, even now. âYou sure?â he asked, the question a bare whisper, almost lost in the space between them.
Her answer was to close the gap, her lips brushing his with a gentleness that sent his control spiraling. âIâve never been more sure,â she murmured, her voice steady even as her fingers traced the faint scars across his chest.
Logan groaned softly, his hands finally moving, sliding up her sides with a reverence that made her heart ache. When he kissed her again, it wasnât hurriedâit was slow, deliberate, as if he was trying to commit every second to memory.
Without a word, he shifted, lifting her effortlessly and carrying her the short distance to the bedroom. He set her down carefully, his hands lingering at her hips as he stood over her, his chest rising and falling with the effort of restraint.
Her hands reached for him again, pulling him down until he was hovering above her, the weight of him grounding her as much as it electrified her. His lips found hers, his kiss deepening as his hands explored her body with a mix of hunger and care.
When her hips rolled against him again, drawing another guttural sound from his throat, Logan pulled back just enough to meet her gaze. âIf weâre doing this,â he said, his voice a growl softened by something deeper, âIâm not letting you go.â
Her lips curved, her fingers threading into his hair and tugging just enough to make him groan. âGood,â she whispered, her voice thick with emotion and desire. âBecause I donât want you to.â
Loganâs eyes locked onto hers, the raw heat in his gaze making her pulse race. He crushed his lips to hers, the kiss no longer gentle but searing, desperate, as though he couldnât get enough of her.
Her hands gripped his shoulders, nails digging into his skin as he pressed her back into the bed. The weight of him was intoxicating, his strength overwhelming yet controlled, as if he were holding himself back by sheer will alone. She wasnât having it. Her fingers slid down his chest, nails skimming the taut muscles before finding the button of his jeans. With a flick of her wrist, she popped it open, dragging the zipper down with deliberate slowness, savoring the sharp inhale he couldnât suppress.
Logan growled against her mouth, his breath hot and uneven as he broke the kiss to bury his face in her neck. His teeth scraped against the sensitive skin, a teasing bite that made her gasp and arch into him.
Loganâs hands, large and rough, gripped the hem of her shirt and yanked it upward, pulling it over her head in one fluid motion. The garment fluttered to the floor, forgotten, as his eyes roamed over her, dark with hunger.
âYou okay?â he asked, his voice a low, gravelly murmur, tempered with a tenderness that made her chest tighten.
Her cheeks burned, her nerves tangling with her desire. âI⊠I want to,â she whispered, her fingers gripping the edge of his waistband, but her voice trembled despite her conviction. âI justââ
Logan silenced her with a kiss, this one slower, deliberate, as if he were savoring her. When he pulled away, his thumb brushed over her cheek, his expression a mixture of hunger and restraint. âYou donât have to rush anything,â he said softly, his forehead pressing against hers.Â
Her heart thudded at his words, and she nodded, her fingers trailing up to his chest, where his heartbeat was steady and strong beneath her touch.Â
Loganâs lips curved into the faintest of smiles, his hands moving to her waist, steady and sure.Â
Her hands trembled as she reached for him, sliding over his chest and down to the waistband of his jeans. âI want to see you,â she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper.
Logan grinned, the expression almost feral, but there was a softness in his gaze as he stood to strip off his jeans and boxers in one smooth motion. When he returned to her, he moved slower, his body warm and solid as he pressed against her.
âTouch me,â he encouraged, his hand guiding hers to explore the ridges of his chest and the lines of his muscles. The heat in his voice was laced with reassurance, and the way he watched her, patient and unhurried, made her boldness grow.
Her fingers mapped his skin, her touch tentative at first, but when he groaned, low and deep, she felt a thrill she couldnât ignore. âLike that,â he murmured, his hand sliding down her thigh to pull her closer, his touch igniting sparks along her skin.
She tentatively grabbed hold of his thick and veiny penis, wrapping her fingers around him. Logan inhaled sharply at her touch, his jaw tightening momentarily before his expression softened. He placed his hand gently over hers, guiding her movements with slow precision.
"Just like that," he murmured, his voice low and husky.Â
Evelynâs blush deepened, but she didnât pull away, her curiosity outweighing her hesitation. She watched his face, captivated by the way his brows furrowed slightly, his lips parting as she followed his lead. Her movements were clumsy at first, uncertain, but Loganâs patience never wavered.
"Good," he whispered, his voice laced with encouragement. "You're perfect."
The praise sent a shiver through her, and she felt a growing confidence in her actions. Logan leaned down, kissing her deeply, his hand sliding from hers to cup her cheek once more, anchoring her in the moment.
âLogan,â she breathed, her voice shaky but filled with trust.
"May I?" he asked, his fingers toying with the delicate fabric of her panties.
Evelyn nodded, her breath catching as he began to slide the garment down her legs. His eyes never left hers, even as he rid her of the last barrier between them. Once she was bare beneath him, Logan took a moment to simply look at her, his gaze reverent.
Logan let his hands smooth over her thighs slowly opening them up, her arousal glistening in the low light of the room.
âDonât be scaredâ, he whispered as he lowered himself coming face to face with her sex. âYou smell so good.â, he said, nuzzling the skin of her inner thigh.
Logan peppered kisses over her mound and inner thighâs, whie his hand snaked up to grab hold of her right breast and gave it a good squeeze.
Logan gave a kiss to her clit eliciting a moan to erupt from deep within. He took that as a sign to keep going, the hand that was on her breast trailed down her belly and stopped when it came in contact with her pussy. His index and pointer finger lowered down to her glistening hole collecting her arousal and spreading it around. Evelyn gasped and his tongue ran a single long line across her slit to her bud,making her shiver at the foreigner feeling.
âLoganâŠâ she moaned.
âTell me what you want.â he answered, his breath fanning over her hole.
âMore of that, please.âÂ
He took her plea as an incentive to keep going. His tongue replaced his thumb, slowly circling her clit and occasionally dipping it to her hole.
Evelyn's legs closed instinctively around his head as her moans became incrinsingly louder.
âFeel good?â he asked rhetorically.
She nodded looking down at him and biting her lip.
His index finger started to circle her hole as his tongue remained focused on her clit, carefully dipping it in, until his hand came in full contact with her pussy.
Evelyn moaned at the intrusion but welcomed it. Logan started to slowly pump it in and out, creating a steady rhythm.
Evelyn started to moan softly, and at that Logan decided to add another finger.Â
âOh GodâŠâshe moaned as his fingers pumped easily in and out of her.Â
Her hand clasped around his arm as he began opening her hole âLoganâŠâ
He positioned himself above her, continuing to pump his fingers. He licked her lips and gently bit her bottom lip pulling it slowly.
Evelyn, taken over by the overwhelming feeling, grabbed hold of his arm.âLoganâŠâ, she moaned.
Logan could feel her walls tightening around his fingers and incresead the spead,making sure to stimulate her clit with his thumb.
A loud moan erupted from Evelyn as she came hard.
Content with this work, Logan retrieved his fingers from her hole and, staring at her eyes, sucked his fingers clean.
âSo good,â he said as he laid between her legs.
Evelyn blushed at his words and pulled him in for a kiss. Logan laid his hips over hers, allowing for his manhood to come in direct contact with her pussy. As the kiss grew hungrier, their hips started to move, creating friction, allowing for moans to erupt on both ends.
Logan, without breaking the kiss, pulled his hips back, allowing for him to line himself with Evelyn's entry. He began to slowly push in, feeling the resistance slowly ease.
Evelyn gasped in his mouth, as she felt him bottom out.
Logan rested his forehead on hers and intertwined their fingers above her head.
âHow are you feeling?âhe asked, looking for any sign of discomfort.
âFull,â she said breathlessly.
He shifted his hips slightly, giving her time to adjust, his hand caressing the curve of her waist to steady her. Evelyn gasped again, her legs instinctively wrapping around his hips as her body adjusted to the stretch and fullness. Â
âLet me know if itâs too much,â Logan said softly, his voice carrying both reassurance and patience. Â
âI just⊠I need a moment.âshe replied breathlessly, her cheeks flushed. Â
Logan nodded, leaning down to kiss her forehead, his lips lingering there. He stayed still, allowing her to acclimate to the new sensation. His fingers remained intertwined with hers, their grip grounding her in the moment. Â
When Evelyn shifted her hips experimentally, a soft sigh escaping her lips, Logan took it as a sign to move. Slowly, he began to withdraw before easing back in, his movements controlled and deliberate. He watched her face closely, his sharp eyes scanning for any trace of discomfort, but all he found was awe and the growing haze of pleasure. Â
Evelynâs breaths came in short gasps, her lips parting as she met his thrusts tentatively at first, then with increasing confidence. The connection between them deepened with every movement, the air heavy with shared vulnerability and trust. Â
âYouâre doing so good,â Logan praised, his voice rough yet tender as he buried his face in the crook of her neck, his lips brushing her skin. Â
Her hands tightened around his, her head tilting back into the pillows as soft moans spilled from her lips. âLogan⊠oh, LoganâŠâ she whispered, her voice carrying a mix of astonishment and need. Â
He groaned at the sound of his name on her lips, his pace quickening slightly as he felt her relax around him. Their bodies moved together, finding a rhythm that felt as natural as breathing. The heat between them built steadily, the tension mounting as every thrust brought them closer to the edge. Â
âYou're so tight and wet- Fuckâ he rasped, his voice thick as he pressed his forehead to hers once more. Â
Logan's hand left hers to brush a strand of damp hair from her face, his fingers lingering on her flushed cheek. âI got you baby,â he whispered, his tone reverent. Â
One of his hands made its way down, and Logan began circling her bundle of nerves.
âYes! Oh, my God, yes!â Evelyn cried as her arms wrapped tightly around his shoulders for stability, as she felt herself overwhelmed by the intensity of the moment.
He smiled looking at her. âLook⊠Look at how good we fit together - shitâ he moaned.
Evelyn looked down, and was amazed at the sight, his thick and veiny member covered in her slick going in and out of her, the motion creacting a creamy white ring at the base of his manhood.Â
âLogan,â she said moaned.
Logan speed up, the sound of slapping skin feeling the room.
âIt's okay baby, let it happen.â He leaned down and kissed her with a bruising force.
Evelyn moans filled the room.
She looked deep in his eyes and took hold of his hair.Â
Oh
Oh
She tugged on his hair as she came hard around him, the bed beneath her shaking.
Logan growled as his tip bumped into her cervix, the extra lubrication helped him dive even deeper.Â
âSh-it!â He cursed as he felt her walls contracting around him urging his release.
Logan moaned deeply as his penis throbbed, spilling his seed deep inside of Evelynâs velvety walls.
The new sensation made her eyes roll to the back of her head. It was something so deeply intimate and messy.
Logan collapsed on top of her. They were still both breathless as he lifted his head and looked at her.
âYou okay?â He asked breathlessly as placed a soft kiss on her lips.
Evelyn smiled against his mouth, her arms still wrapped loosely around his shoulders. âMore than okay,â she murmured, her voice carrying a mix of awe and teasing.
He smiled gently, lifting himself off her, to pull out his member from her. He growled at the sight of their conjoined release coming out of her achy hole.
Logan laid beside her, his chest rising and falling in time with her soft breaths. Evelyn rested her head against him, her hand splayed over his heart as though it belonged there. The warmth of her body pressed into his, and he tightened his arm around her, pulling her impossibly closer.
Her eyes fluttered shut, her breathing evening out as sleep began to claim her. Logan let his fingers trail lightly along her back, his touch lingering, savoring the moment.
For a long while, he simply stayed there, listening to her breathe, feeling the steady rhythm of her heartbeat.Â
Eventually, his own eyes began to grow heavy, his mind and body at ease in a way heâd never thought possible. With Evelyn tucked safely against him, he let himself give in, falling into the pull of sleep.
Together, they drifted into a deep, dreamless slumber, tangled in each otherâs arms, exactly where they were meant to be.
Chapter 8
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