#still hate that they made Tommy insecure about Eddie

[v88sy]

"As much as everyone wants me to be hopelessly pining for my straight best friend it's not like that"

Yeah, he wasn't just talking to Maddie there.

[marymarvels-blog]

Trouble in paradise - 3,095 words

(Evan Buckley/ Eddie Diaz)

||| Insecure Eddie + not talking to your partner = recipe for disaster |||

Eddie stops near the elevator and sighs heavily. For as long as he can remember, he has hated saying goodbye.

To be really truthful, it was all his fault. Everything had been decided weeks ago, but as he approached the elevator, the realization came to him abruptly that this was it. This is truly the end. They reached the point of no return.

This was the last night he slept at this loft, wake up in the arms of Buck and hugging him from the back while he made them breakfast.

The last time Eddie heard "baby" that escaped Buck’s mouth when he greeted him. The last time he called Buck “mine”.

After a difficult shift, he would no longer be able to lean against his chest while his lover's arms would hold him tightly, saying "it's okay, I'm here, I'm safe".

He will no longer be able to kiss the temple of Buck’s face, won't be able to come over and calm Buck down when he's anxious and unsure about something.

And once again, this realization hits him hard. The last two years of his life, after he was able to muster up the courage to tell Buck how he felt, were really the best years of his life.

Eddie hesitates before pressing the button. He doesn't want to. He knows that he started that conversation and suggested that he would leave immediately after, but it was his rational part. In reality, he can't bring himself leave the building.

Behind him, he hears Buck’s heavy breathing, feels the scrutiny drilling between his shoulder blades now.

Once, near this elevator, Eddie kissed Buck for the first time. That horrendous night, Eddie had another nightmare about Buck not waking up from his coma. Buck always pleaded him to call him if he had a nightmare. And after that he would always drive to his home. Checking on him, drinking bittersweet beer, watching some stupid cowboy film, that would make them laugh, making half of the tension go away.

But that time the nightmare was too real for Eddie to brush it off. He felt the physical need to check himself if Buck was okay.

Two months before that Buck broke up with Tommy and seems to move on pretty fast already seeing some guy named John. As Buck liked to mention, they were just “friends with benefits”. Not that Eddie judged him, not at all.

So Eddie, mortified, wearing only pyjama pants and a light jacket, with red eyes, barely waiting for the elevator doors to open fully, pushed into the hallway and found Buck's door.

Usually he was always polite, never pounding on someone’s door. But that night he was pounding on it with as much power as he could. To this day he still wonders how he didn’t break the door.

“John, I-”

His voice was light and happy but as soon as he saw Eddie and in what wrecked condition Eddie was, his voice faltered, stumbling on the last words, concern immediately flushing over his face.

He furrows his brows, immediately cupping Eddie’s face in his hands.

“Woah, Eddie, what's wrong?”

Eddie didn't even register the words that Buck had said he just needed to feel him closer, preferably under his skin.

He touched him in disbelief.

The vivid sense of surreality of this moment hit him.

"You're alive" ha wanted to shout, feeling like he’s coming back from whatever dark place he was. But those words would be a confirmation that something was wrong and Eddie couldn't bring himself to say it.

Buck's gaze was intense as always when it came to Eddie and his well-being. He looked him all over, trying to figure him out as some kind of a riddle. But Eddie didn't let him, without thinking, he pressed his lips to Buck's. Their breaths hitch.

Something undefinable happened at that moment. It’s like a shift, the air in the room was soaked away, a zip of electricity that always been between them, now 100 worse.

A little bit caught off guard,, Buck groaned into the kiss, immediately running his hands and pulling Eddie's hair back a little. Eddie opened up instantly to Buck’s tongue and moaned at the contact.

Buck looks as absurd, as Eddie, with his messy curls and in his pyjama pants. God, Eddie loves him so much.

After that they never had a chance. If before they were glued to each other, after that kiss they turned into literally one person. The honeymoon phase, which everyone kept talking about and saying would pass soon, never ended. Even at work, they we’re finding any chance to feel each other. And as soon as someone separated them, sending Buck with Chimney and Eddie with Hen, it always ended up in some kind of accident, making the whole team to believe that there’s some curse that not allowing them to be separated. And even Bobby started to believe that, no longer separating them.

Maybe they had a codependent relationship, but quite honestly he didn't care. In their line of work each day could be the last and if that makes them crawl into each other skin after the shift, then let’s it be.

He was drowning in Buck and he liked it. It was stupid and incomprehensible, but so addictive.

If Eddie had been honest with himself, he knew from the beginning that this was where it was going. That one day they would break up once and for all.

But nevertheless he always gravitated towards Buck.

He knew that he was just experimentation for Buck, and that Buck would eventually get bored with him, would want a family, a wife by his side, their babies.

At some point, it all began to feel so strong, so real, that Eddie almost could see the thoughtfulness in Buck's eyes, how he began to disappear more often, hide who he is calling, and so on.

Then, trying not to cry, Eddie made a decision that he would let Buck go, no matter how hard it was, he would do it for the good of the other. As they say, «if you love someone, let them go».

Eddie knows that Buck hates sudden changes, even if he disappears somewhere, if Eddie ends things abruptly, it will have a very negative impact on both of them, but especially Buck. So Eddie began to slowly withdraw himself, cancel their plans, reschedule them. Did it hurt him? Fuck, yeah, it was really fucking painful, but he needed to do that.

The air seemed rife with vague suspicions, that undeniably were filling Buck’s mind, but he couldn’t put a finger on them. Some nights. he worriedly kept asking if it was his fault or if he had done something wrong and then Eddie would slip, kissing Buck's birthmark saying that Buck was perfect and it’s not his fault that he’s sad.

After one of the most difficult months of Eddie's life, he decided that maybe it was time. Because the longer it takes, the harder it is to let go. If he won’t do it now, he would never be able to do it again.

It was a cliché, but Eddie decided to talk with him during dinner. Their shift went surprisingly smoothly, they were pleasantly tired and had a pasta dinner that Buck had quickly prepared.

"And then we," Buck described, in a humourous manner, his childhood story about SpongeBob and bowl of cereals, enthusiastically and eagerly leaning into the Eddie’s space.

He can’t sit in silence anymore. He has to do it.

"Buck," Eddie began, unable to listen any longer.

He did everything he could to stop from making an extremely expressive grimace, disgusted by his own action.

What he will do wil haunt him for the rest of his life.

He hated himself for it, but he can't do it anymore. It was too painful, too difficult, to listen to such a happy Buck and wait until the end of dinner. Buck, who was so happy that Eddie agreed to have dinner with him, because in the last few weeks he had been picking up extra shifts and they had hardly eaten together.

"Buck, I think we need to break up."

Buck pales, frozen in place.

He thinks he physically felt Buck's heart skip a beat.

"What-Eddie? I mean", it seemed like his brain was not working

"I think-I think we need to break up"

Then Buck stood up dazedly, a struggle visible on his face, as if he was trying to decide what to do.

In the end, he ran his hand through his hair, picked up his plate, threw it at the sink and stopped with both hands on the counter.

”Are you leaving today?" Buck asked simply. His gaze flicked up to him.

Eddie hated the fact that he could hear Buck's voice shaking.

"I think it will be the best for both of us," Eddie nodded, and then tried to quickly brush away a tear that had rolled down his cheek.

"For who?" Buck asked a little hysterically, meeting his eye’s with a challenge.

"For both of us," Eddie emphasizes, pressing his lips together and looking away.

Or maybe he's just more tired than anything else.

”You'll see that I'm right," Eddie tries to tell him, wiping away a tear that has rolled down his cheek.

"Do you hear yourself, Eddie?" Buck says sharply, not looking at him and slamming the trash can down walking over to the couch.

Eddie sighs heavily, suppressing his overwhelming desire to hug his boyfriend tightly and never let go.

Eddie sighs again and turns back to the Buck to meet his eyes.

Maybe he should go right now.

“Will you walk me?"

“You want to go right now? You can’t bear to be with me in a room for five more minutes?” He asked slightly defensive.

“Buck, it’s not like that”, Eddie closed his eyes sighing heavily.

“Then what’s it like?”

Buck's head snaps to him. Buck looks at him with eyes that are an ocean of pain. He just nods his head in silence and gets up.

And that's how Eddie ended up here, trying to decide whether to push the button.

Buck is watching him from the doorway between his apartment and the hallway.

Finally, he closes his eyes and presses it, immediately hearing the elevator rise.

Eddie turns to the Buck, opens his arms and whispers.

"The last hug?" With this sentence, he sees himself physically hitting the Buck. He doesn't come over, his hands are folded in his pockets and he clenches them into fists.

"Please," Eddie whispers in a broken voice. He really needs this. One last hug before Eddie hands Buck over to a woman.

Buck’s face hardened and then forcefully relaxes.

The thing is, Buck was never been able to say no to Eddie. Even right now.

He crosses the distance in seconds and hugs Eddie tightly. His hand finds its place on Eddie's head, pulling him closer to him.

He smells nice, familiar jasmine and some spiciness.

And Eddie is a very weak man. Very very weak man. Because if he hadn't asked for the hug, he might have been able to walk away, he might have been able to give Buck his chance for the brighter future. But Eddie is a very weak man, especially when he is in the arms of his loved ones.

Then, oh my God, a sob escapes him.

Buck frozes.

“Eddie.” There’s a softness in Buck’s voice that Eddie will always recognise.

Eddie sobs even louder and buries his face in the Buck’s neck.

“Baby,” whispers Buck.

His voice snaps him back to the reality.

Then Eddie can't take it anymore and starts embarrassingly full on crying.

“Why are you crying?” His soothing voice startled Eddie. It was clear that Buck pushed aside his hurt, his defense, to be here for Eddie. Even while Eddie is hurting him.

Buck is always so gentle with him even when he doesn’t deserve this.

“You know you don’t need to go and I don’t want you to go.”

“No, no,” Eddie shakes his head,” we need to do this”.

“Why?” He asks desperately trying to get from Eddie an answer.

“Because-because you deserve better”, he tilted his head back, so he can look up and meet Buck’s eyes - the deep concern made them almost grey.

“I-what? “ And as if with that simple question Buck opened the Pandora’s box and Eddie blurted out.

“Because I can’t give you a baby,” he finally admits something that was ruining him inside. Finally, he said this. This is the truth of the matter.

“Wait, what?” Buck stares at him, confused. He narrows his eyes at him, trying to decide if he is losing his hearing because what he did just hear couldn’t be right.

It takes him a long, long moment to process what just happened.

“Eddie, the fuck?” He finally asks, feeling like he might lose his fucking mind if he doesn’t get full explanation right now.

“So let me get this straight: are we breaking up right now not because you don’t love me, but because you can’t give me a biological child which I didn’t ask about?” Buck asks with an expectant look.

“Yea-wait what? I never even for a second stopped loving you, how could you assume that?” No matter how many years will pass, he will never stop loving Buck.

“Then you want to break up because of this?” Buck is bewildered and feeling like he is going insane.

“Of course!” he shouts sharply.

“What does it mean «of course»?” If Buck wouldn’t be so confused and angry, he wouldn’t push because Eddie seemed like this conversation physically pained him. But this shit was so insane, that Buck couldn’t believe what he is hearing and he needed to push his loved ones because there is no universe where they would fall apart for any reason and especially that stupid.

“Of course we need to break up because of this. Because it’s important for you. You want to have a family, a real family and-”

“Eddie, I will fucking stop you right there. Did you just said that you and Chris are not my real family?” If it wasn’t insecure Eddie, who he is talking to right now, someone who would even suggest that they are not his family would be already dead.

“We are-we are but some time later you will want more..more that I can’t give you” flutter of panic in his voice.

“Eddie, I’m sorry to say that, but just shut the fuck up.” Buck’s never been so angry at Eddie in his life.

“What? So it’s not true?”

“No! Of course, no! When did I say that I will want more?” Buck insists.

“You didn’t but I know-” He says, eyes wide and earnest.

“No, answer the question baby, when.did.I.say. That I want or need more than you and Chris.”

“Never, “Eddie sighed, on the verge of mental breakdown, “ but you will want.”

“How? How did you know for sure that I will want more?”

“I just know, Buck.” Eddie wonders how can Buck not see it?

Buck’s brain is seemed to finally catch up.

“No, you don’t. Because then you would know that the only fucking real family I need is you and Chris. I don’t need “biological kid” in order to feel fulfilled in life. I never said that I want a big family nor that I ever mentioned something about biological kid. The only thing I ever wanted was «a» family. And then I met you and you «are» my family, Edmundo Diaz. I don’t say that just for the sake of saying, I really have everything that I need right now. I don’t want anything else.”

“Jesus Christ” Buck said, perplexed.

“So let me get this straight again, because I can’t fucking believe that this is a real conversation we are having. You made yourself miserable for months making me go insane in what did I do wrong, making me grey after telling me you need to break up with me two days before I wanted to propose you, only because you can’t give me an imaginary baby which I don’t want-”

“You -You wanted to propose me?” Eddie a little startled, looks up at him.

“Yeah and still want btw,” Buck looks at him, his expression softening. After all, it’s his Eddie. Maybe a little stupid at times, maybe a really freaking insecure, but his.

“So that’s why you were a little bit distant?”

“Yeah”, Buck tells him with his tone more softly this time, gaze landing back on him.

“And not because you’re dating someone?”

Buck’s eyes comically widening.

“I am sorry, what? Of course that is why I was distant, not because I have another family, god, Eddie you know that words exist and if you worry about something, you just need to ask, ok?”

“Ok” Eddie is still avoiding his gaze.

“No, not like that,” he interrupted Eddie by slowly shaking his forefinger. “I need you to look at me and promise me. The next time you feel something - immediately tell me about it.”

Eddie nods a little frantically.

“Everything. Even about concerning rock outside of your house. Because I want to know everything. It’s better to know everything than to feel so much worry because you are distant and I don’t know why and it turns out you’re wanting to give me into arms of some woman.” Buck instructs him.

“I’ll try my best” Eddie promises, softly kissing his fiancé, “and hey! I never wanted to give you to someone else!”

Eddie puts his hand on Buck’s shoulder, rubbing his thumb over the collarbone as to silently say sorry for getting on your nerves.

“My first grey hair would be because of this day” Buck sighed, pressing his head in Eddie’s neck.

“I’m sorry babe”, Eddie whispered genuinely kissing every millimetre of him.

For a brief moment, there is total silence, only the sound of their lips brushing each other and pleasing little noises that slowly escaped them.

Suddenly they hear some movement. Briefly Eddie hears the elevator rising. Someone called an elevator, going somewhere. God, good that it’s not him. He isn’t going anywhere, especially today.

Especially without Buck.

The taller man pulls back with a final kiss to Eddie’s forehead.

It was something he never could’ve imagined before but for the first time in life Eddie allows himself to feel like he’s enough.

[downtobuck]

[Just a made up scenario from my head]

Buck laid in his bed, arm behind his head, staring at the ceiling. He'd gone to bed 2 hours ago but wasn't even close to falling asleep. Tonight's events, or event to be more accurate, was playing over and over again in his head. Tommy had kissed him.

Tommy had kissed... him.

One minute they were talking and the next minute Tommy's lips were on his. He didn't even know that it was something that he wanted until it happened and then the pieces of puzzle that he didn't know were missing suddenly fit into place. Was that possible? To want something that you didn't even know you wanted?

Since Tommy had returned Buck had felt something; a feeling that he couldn't describe. At first he had thought it was jealousy. Tommy was confident, strong and knew himself. Sure Buck had confidence, too but not like Tommy's. There was always a little insecurity tucked away inside. Tommy didn't have any insecurities. At least none that Buck could see.

And when he came over tonight and they talked about Eddie, and Buck had admitted he was jealous of Tommy spending time with Eddie, Buck thought that maybe it was about his own insecurity regarding someone thinking he wasnt worthy of friendship.

But suddenly Tommy was standing in front of him and looking into his eyes, listening intently to every word Buck was saying. Before he knew it he was admitting he wanted Tommy's attention all along and not in a platonic way.

Bucks fingers grazed his own lips trying to find the missing feeling. He could swear he still tasted Tommy's lips on his. He let out a centering breath to try and calm the bubbling and fizzing feeling in his stomach - a mixture of excited butterflies and nasuating fear.

It was nothing like the excitement first kisses he'd experienced dozens of times before. This was different. And not just because of the stubble.

First kisses always made him a little nervous like most people, but he knew he was an excellent kisser - he'd been told that by multiple women for which his ego thoroughly enjoyed - so the thought of being a bad kisser had never before crossed his mind.

But this time he couldn't help going over in his head trying to remember if he had brushed his teeth after lunch. Could Tommy taste the garlic from the bruiscetta Cap had made? What if he did and he hated it? What if he hated the kiss entirely? Tommy was probably going to forever remember him as the bad kisser with garlic breath. He sighed and shook his head. His phone pinged on his nightstand. He scrunched his eyes at the blinding light as he opened the message.

"Really looking forward to Saturday. T."

He couldn't help but smile as he typed a response. His fingers knew what to say before his brain had made up its mind.

"Me too x"

[bidisasterevankinard]

I never meant to come across as defending someone who hates Buck. I swear! 😭

I think it's normal to be angry about a character's actions, especially when you can't fully relate to them. I think if Buck and Tommy got back together, there would be a lot of things to discuss, including Buck being mad at Tommy for kinda using Buck's queer experience as an excuse to break up when Tommy's insecurities seem to be the real and stronger reason. The problem is that the writers seems to think that Tommy was right (Tim saying that he is older and wiser and saw the risk) and, unless something changes, they won't explore it from his point of view any further.

I like characters to be flawed, so I don't mind criticism of Tommy or Buck. I think what really makes people mad at Buck in this arc ending, as 8x6 portrayed him (is like it wasn't entirely their Buck - but you can disagree of course), is that Buck is passive about his own experience and in that, things like, why didn't Tommy show him the Kinsley scale? It would put Tommy back in the role of queer guide at a point where Buck doesn't seem to have any autonomy when we know he does. He's always researched things because he wanted to. So please, this isn't a criticism of Buck per se, but how the episode made him seem, and then putting the responsibility for discovering his own identity on Tommy once more would not be a good trope (and speaking as a bisexual) is also not a good approach to bisexuality on media. Look at Heartstopper (which can be criticize too): a different situation but even more blatant because they're teenagers, Nick realizes his attraction to Charlie (who is out) but we see Nick questioning himself, going after what that means, realizing his crushes from before and currently including movies stars/characters, then asking Tara about their experiences while "dating" and hers in particular as a lesbian. But 911, even with Hen and Karen and Josh, also deprived Buck of this, of this agency. So we can criticize Tommy, especially for "this is new and exciting and I'm your first and not your last - you don't know what you want yet", but I don't think the way to do it is to criticize him for not guiding Buck more, as if Buck were helpless, had no means of research and much less queer people who have been in his life longer.  If we do this, we justify the bad writing choices for the character and in the future he may suffer more because of it. I don't know?

And sorry for anything, I do hope you can take your sleep and I'm sorry you have to see people hating on Buck.

I see it now, and I'm really sorry about my words too 🫂

And yes, I wish Buck be angry on Tommy about his biphobic comment, but it just dreams and fics (Tim 🔪🔪🔪 when I catch you)

And yes, I agree with this point too. I just want people agree that 8x6 was really bad in portraiting Buck and I just hope they will somehow fix it. Maybe with flashbacks to Buck actually searching it all when bt were together, but still feeling like a fraud and feeling scared to admit who he was in real labels, so he decided to keep it all hidden or smt. Or maybe actually give him arc where he not just fucks around, but where he meets someone, who he doesn't sleep with, but can talk why he can't say he's bisexual. Here they can use that Tommy was talking about his experience as a gay man, not smt Buck can relate. Maddie twice basically called him gay, Eddie said "Tommy gay?", but not "wait you are ....". Basically every person we saw around Buck talking about two possible sexualities. Gay or straight. Also, except maddie in 7x5 all other times it was about Tommy's sexuality. And Hen is lesbian, also not bisexual. Josh is gay(who used biphobic show as example). No one around Buck, not even queer people, ever said "so you're bi?" or at least not went to "how can you be with Tommy and not be gay?"

Kinda feels like the situation where you can't be sure you can come out as bisexual, not gay, not "I like Tommy", but bisexual without being scared. Also it goes good with hims researching, but finding out how biphobic community is and feeling uneasy to come out to even his own boyfriend

And that's why I hope he will find a bisexual person to guide him

[epiphainie]

I hate to say it because I do like the ship and it makes me sound like an anti, but Tommy just isn't that deep a character that for some reason people glomped on to and he became their pookie who can do no wrong*, so any issue between him and Buck has to be Buck's fault, even when it very obvious is not. And your metas are always so well though out, but as long as Tommy stays the bcktmmy fave then it doesn't matter becasue fanon overtook canon long ago.

*I get it, Buck is my pookie who can do no wrong, but there is at least deeper storytelling there.

literally the propaganda i'm not falling for: tommy being unaware of buck's feelings for him and buck needing to fix this.

like i'm not saying it's improbable reading of the text (tho i'm sure i came off very intense at points defending my view and i'm sorry for that) but this being accepted as the CANON reason when the show made no effort to explain the root of tommy's decision is something i simply won't accept. we didn't even get any insight into their relationship, let alone from tommy's pov to know what buck made tommy feel. but what we know is tommy breaking up with buck AFTER hearing/seeing buck's eagerness to be with him. like the reason the breakup happens is because tommy doesn't believe they'll go the long way even tho buck says that's what he wants. and sure there's a very poorly set-out throughline in the ep in that the dinner scene shows they don't know each other that well yet and buck wanting to quickly get over the abby thing shows he's prematurely jumping ahead, but tommy's reasons for not giving them a chance/choosing to protect himself? is not something the show thought about.

any way you read into tommy's psyche about this is fanon. because he was upset about the girls at the restaurant and initially lying? because he was upset about buck not asking about how he felt being closeted? because buck was hurt about what he did to abby? because buck failed to convince him he loves him? because he's so insecure that he doesn't believe anyone can love him? all fanon.

based on him literally breaking up with buck when buck was wearing his whole ass heart on his sleeve? i read it as him freaking out about what this relationship could be and ultimately downplaying the intensity/sincerity of buck's feelings to excuse his own cowardly behavior. not as him being unaware about buck's feelings that buck just needs to tell him again in a better way to convince him otherwise. based on him trying to walk back this decision with no explanation and continuing on to dismiss what buck says he feels (or doesn't in this case, for eddie) i read it as him still refusing to acknowledge buck's feelings because doing so means acknowledging he was scared and he fucked up. is this any correcter than the other ones? no. but i'm tired of all interpretations boiling down to "buck fucked up not showing tommy how he feels" as canon when buck didn't shy away from showing how much he wants to be with tommy till after getting dumped (even then, he's literally the one being sincere with asking tommy if he wants to try again and what changed his mind when tommy plays blase with the line about competition being out of the way) and when it's actively tommy's decisions keeping them apart.

[kiss2012]

final 911 thoughts…

k tommy’s entrance in 7x03 kinda slayed ngl. the fake static LMAO

“i’d follow your hunches any day” “it’s cap and athena let them fire us” CATCH ME CRYING IN THE CLUB

eddie’s incredulous happy little laugh when they saw the flare <3

this show is at its best when 1) it’s about the inherent goodness of humanity and how everyone deserves to be saved, 2) when the members of the 118 are in Situations, 3) when they r all a happy family, and 4) when they are flagrantly disobeying orders to save the people they love

TJE BACHELOR HAHAHDHHSHSHHSHAHAHAH

u don’t understand how funny this is to me (person who watched the most recent bachelorette live)

making buck bi in the bachelor episode literally the greatest thing they have ever done.

I LOVE MADDIE CHIMNEY AND JOSH TRYING TO FIND OUT WHO THE BACHELOR IS DHDJKDD

scream at joey’s face when the contestants proposition buck and eddie

once again buck continues his trend of either flirting on purpose or flirting without realizing he’s flirting.

HOW DID ANYONE GET THROUGH THIS EPISODE WHAT THE FUCK ARE BUCK EDDIE AND TOMMY ALL DOING

buck saying he’s “keeping his options fluid” LOL.

look im glad to see harry even if the actor’s different i missed him but WHERE IS MAY

ravi i love you so deeply

oh my god ravi looks so beautiful

“you and tommy have a lot in common: both in the army both like watching half-naked men pummel each other” WHAT???? WHAT THE FUCK AM I WATCHING

so i understand exactly what’s going on with buck right now he is certifiably insane but he’s obviously jealous over eddie and jealous over tommy and worried about being replaced especially with chris and insecure and confused about what he’s feeling etc. but eddie 😭😭😭 what’s going on babe

I LOVE MADDIE

ok seriously did we need a rehash of the WORST athena plotline to date???

BUCK IS SO EMBARRASSING.

oh my god i physically can’t watch this

ummmmm yikes

i’ve seen a lot of people both blindly defending buck for this and a lot of people hating on it and i don’t really think it’s that simple. like i think it was wrong wish we could see him apologize but it is some delicious drama. like suck ur teeth in hand over mouth kinda drama.

chimney pretty much summed it up and maddie was so right…love u madney

maddie’s hilarious for being like yeah buck i understand where ur coming from i also made desperate bids for my friend’s attention. when i was a 14 year old girl.

“so stop acting like one” YEAH LMAO

END OF 7x04. WOWWW THAT WAS A LOT

you’d think seeing half of this in gifsets would’ve desensitized me to it. but it hasn’t.

this would have been the perfect opportunity to have tommy talk about how he regrets his behaviour during the begins episodes and talk more about his friendships with hen and chimney??

tommy. BUCK!!!!!!!

scream.

um im sorry i cant blame tommy for leaving buck at the curb after that hot chicks comment. and then the “bro”??? im in agony.

i thought u guys were joking this is marisol’s like fourth appearance on screen and we’ve barely heard her speak let alone seen her interact with eddie but he “really likes her” and they’re moving in together? um excuse me??? WHY ARE THEY LYING TO ME I DONT KNOW THIS WOMAN NO ONE KNOWS THIS WOMAN NOT EVEN EDDIE KNOWS THIS WOMAN

ohhhh my god that post about how unlike tommy eddie’s always treated buck like an equal partner no matter what from the very beginning. yeah…

denny is so sweet.

MADDIE AND BUCK COMING OUT SCENE MY BELOVED

disaster bi buck fr (affectionate)

the “christopher is out of town for a couple days” is still killing me. where is he.

eddie is such a dreamboat truly who wouldn’t be in love with him

so many shannon mentions this season thank you…i miss you shannon

if you need me i’ll be thinking about eddie’s thumb on That Spot.

this end scene is the best buck has looked all episode the choice to have him literally bathed in sunlight is so real and true

7x06 time oh my god im so scared

maddie and hen look unbelievably stunning. jesus christ.

eddie looks beautiful in his beautiful pre-destroyed pink suit. buck…your suit was a Choice. i will free you from whoever is doing your hair like that pls buck just let me in i can fix it pls

eddie wasn’t overtly bitchy about tommy being there until he saw tommy hug buck. he’s so funny.

HENREN AND RAVIIIIII 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and all three of their outfits r a slay

can’t explain to you how much i love clipboard buck if clipboard buck has no lovers i am not on this earth etc. and a karaoke bachelor party really is such a thoughtful idea even if it’s not what chimney wanted

but once again buck is so embarrassing i can’t do this

thanks we had a…time. HFJFJDKD

MONTAGE <33333 buck and eddie’s bestieism is off the charts im gonna cry…

“i am 911” maddie buckley the woman that you are…

i unapologetically looked at a million spoilers for this episode but i still don’t know What happened to chimney and im scared

kevin and the lees 😭😭😭😭

CHIMNEY GOING BACK TO THE KARAOKE BAR HE AND KEVIN WORKED AT. OH IM SICK

“telling buck no is like telling a dog not to hump your leg” is definitely. a line. that. they chose. for this episode.

I LOVE YOU CHIMNEYYY

home and he went to the lees. god….

IM GONNA BE SAD ABOUT KEVIN FOREVER

moment 1363673 of buck giving me the worst and somehow most affectionate secondhand embarrassment i’ve ever felt in my life

perfect episode no notes. actually one note WHERE WAS ALBERT. but other than that im in shambles time to listen to islands in the stream on repeat

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With as focused on Eddie as he was, he clocked the amused look and it immediately made him smile even before the reply came. Still, Buck scoffed quietly even though he knew he couldn't quite school his expression into seriousness. "Yeah, but I think I would've broken you down to telling me waay sooner if I had been paying the right amount of attention. Even if it was just to make me stop pestering you about it. Didn't Chim say some quote like that? I have ways of making you talk." It was a second hand quote, so the accent only touched on vaguely European. Regardless, he felt in that moment lighter, even if maybe he wasn't the one he'd been aiming to make lighter. Hopefully he could at least be contagious.

Some of that lightness did go away when he looked at his phone, though. A pit began to form in his stomach, as he was not remotely prepared to deal with that fallout. Hell, he didn't even know how he wanted to deal with it, yet. Would he allow himself to be swept back up in all of it, to apologize to Tommy? Plead for his forgiveness? The thought made him queasy, but he could see a scenario where he might go down that path... as soon as he got the idea that Eddie needed him as a best friend and didn't want him for more than that, he was certain he'd fold, take what he was given with minimal complaint. It was in that dark pit he was metaphorically staring into when Eddie replied to his insecurities that Buck might be making him think of Shannon, dipping like he did.

He stared, feeling a bit out of breath, and something swooped through his stomach, a good feeling for once. Eddie... didn't think... Tommy deserved him? It put a flush in his cheeks, but then the realistic part of his brain reminded himself that Eddie had said something ridiculous just before it. How could he possibly be so wrong about Shannon and at all right about Buck? With that skewed perspective? How badly Buck wanted to verbally eviscerate her, to encourage Eddie to hate her too, as much as Buck did... but then, why was he feeling joy at her leaving? When it had done nothing but hurt two of the most precious people in his life? "I dunno, Eddie, just kind of sounds like you have something against Doms." He tried to make it sound light, since he couldn't afford to let either his hope or his anger out.

Finally, Eddie was turning into his driveway and Buck breathed a quiet sigh of relief, since he had felt rather desperate to have Eddie looking at him for more than a couple seconds here and there. He reached his free hand to the door handle and had tugged enough for the lights in the cab to come on when he felt the warm weight of Eddie's hand on his thigh. It might not even have been the first time, he suddenly couldn't remember, but it was maybe only an hour ago that Buck had been blindingly hard thanks to the man who owned that hand, and being only inches away from where his body had been burning to be touched made feel a bit manic. Did Eddie even know what he was doing to Buck? God, probably not. "Y-yeah, sounds good." He drew his hand back from Eddie and hurried out of the truck, almost impatiently rushing up to the steps.

With Buck's next statement, Eddie finally took his eyes off the road and looked over at his passenger, and he couldn't stop the amused look that appeared on his face. With how well he knew Buck, Eddie was not surprised in the slightest when the other man made Eddie's issues about himself. Eddie also knew that Buck didn't do that in a selfish way or to try to make himself the center of attention. Instead, due to Buck's constant need to fix things, it meant that he usually tried to shoulder all the burden of blame upon himself to try and ease the other person's load.

There was no way to lighten Eddie's load though since he knew full well that he was fully to blame for his current situation. "Which you would have know had I told you about it... You know me, Buck. Even if you did notice that something was up, you know that I'm stubborn enough that if I don't want to talk about something, I won't. I just haven't wanted to talk about it yet, so there wasn't anything you could have done until now." He wondered if Buck knew just how much he was already doing for Eddie in the few minutes since he had told him the truth... Buck's hand on his shoulder had been calming, but feeling Buck's head lean against him was reassuring. That maybe, just maybe, Shannon leaving didn't cause Buck to see Eddie the complete failure that he felt like.

From out of the corner of his eye, Eddie saw Buck take out his phone. He could just picture the missed calls and ignored text from Tommy that made up the majority of Buck's recent activity. The fact that Buck was ignoring them made Eddie happier than it should, and then his eyebrows shot up with what Buck said next. Through all the pain, sadness, and confusion Eddie had felt the past six months, there was now a little spark of hope underneath it all. Usually Eddie would immediately try to snuff it out, smother it under feelings of self-loathing and doubt, but for now he decided to let it burn just a bit longer since it felt so nice. "I might not have deserved Shannon, but I for sure know that Tommy doesn't deserve you, so even if it did somehow remind me, it doesn't bother me."

The feeling of Buck's fingers idly rubbing the back of his neck almost relaxed Eddie too much as he could feel his eyes getting heavy. He so wanted to just shut them completely and lean back into Buck touch. He forced himself to keep them open and on the road though. Luckily, he was pulling onto his street soon enough and parked the truck in the driveway. Eddie turned off the engine but before he reached for the car door, he placed his hand on Buck's thigh to try and reciprocate the comfort that Buck's touch had been giving him. "How about he continue this convo inside?"

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“King Steve” doesn’t exist | Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson (steddie mini series)

Summary: Steve Harringtons deepest secret gets revealed, but will the freak accept him? Will he runaway from him like everyone else? Does size really matter?

word count | idk this is pt1 | pt2 | pt3 |

Warnings: slight homophobia, angst, smut, blowjobs, good fluff, coming out? Panic attacks, slight bullying, body insecurities, slight a-hole Billy Hargrove, Steve has a small dick

Steve Harrington didn’t get the nickname ‘king Steve’ because he has a big cock. He doesn’t at all actually.. at full length he’s messuared at about 3.5 inches, 4.1 if he’s really turned on. He got the nickname because he’s very talented in making women finish with his mouth multiple times. Ya see, every girlfriend, every date or drunk hook up Steve has this thing he does with his partners. He agrees to keep seeing them, so they can cum as much as they want since ya know ‘his mouth is magic’ but he’ll only keep the deal if they agree to promise to never tell anyone how big he really is.

He hates the deal with a passion, not only because his ego is actually fucked but because he doesn’t wanna keep seeing these girls on repeat after repeat just to make sure the secret about his below average cock stays closed up. He feels trapped honestly, no girl has said to his face his dick was small, but the disappointment in their faces was enough for him to make sure that any time he had a hookup; they had to pass out from cumming from his mouth at least 3 times and be too sensitive to even want his cock afterwards. The amount of times he’s had blue balls just from embarrassment is pathetic. The only person who never made him feel like shit about it genuinely was Nancy wheeler but even then, if you’d ask Nancy today how many times do you think she’s ever sucked off steve or even fucked his cock? She’d probably say she still felt like a virgin. She tried to support Steve and how he felt about himself reassuring him; didn’t feel too reassuring when she ended up cheating on him with Jonathan. Made Steve wonder and believe that it’s because of his dick.

He hates himself. He blames himself for his dick; though he’s never told Nancy that. She reassured him she just needed more and deep down Steve couldn’t blame her. Atleast not in the drunken state telling him that his love was ‘bullshit’. Steve would never admit to the amount of times he’s cried over his size. Dick pumps don’t do much no matter how much he wish it did; god damned those stupid cosmo magz. He was made aware of his secret spreading as soon as he arrived to school one morning, he knew something was off.

The stares, the laughs especially from all the girls he’s hooked up with specifically. He kept his cool, being with the popular crowd and such.. until after basketball practice in the locker room. Since steve was popular he had this kinda ritual he would do to avoid being seen naked while changing.

Having an obnoxious friend like Tommy helped because he could kinda just talk about random bullshit with him and everyone like ‘what’s up man?’ or ‘who’s ready to party this Friday’ or anything to change the focus to get everyone talking to everyone else. Until Billy the ever so nosey Hargrove noticed how skittish Steve was acting sneaking in the stalls with his clothes to change.

‘Why you hidin in the stalls Harrington?’

Steve turned pale, the locker room got quiet. He was caught

‘I’m changing why you wanna watch or something?’ Steve said sounding ‘cool’ like there wasn’t a problem

‘Nah, why can’t you just change in here like the rest of us, you got something to hide Harrington? You a girl or something?’ Billy replies. Everyone laughed

‘N-no, just like my privacy—‘

‘Yeah Harrington!, yeah Steve, what you hidin in there?’ two randos shout

‘I’m not hiding anything’

‘Then change’ Billy demands

‘What? no-‘

‘Nobody’s gonna look at your dick ‘king Steve don’t worry’ I’m sure you’d make all of us look bad, well maybe some of us’ Billy says in a cocky manner & winks

‘Dude stop being weird’ Steve scoffs

‘You’re the one hiding the the bathroom stall like a loser changing when the changing rooms right here. what’s the problem ? Huh?’ Billy asks

Steve can’t understand why Billy’s so suddenly interested

‘Why you care so much Billy huh? Gotta crush on me or sumthin?’ Tommy laughs with him. He felt some relief to not feel like all eyes are on him

‘In your dreams pretty boy’

The nickname makes Steve’s dick throb. See, Steve’s bisexual. Of course after meeting robin and him having odd feelings with their mutual friend Eddie; she made him well aware of his feelings and what they meant. Obviously she’s the only person who knows, she trusted him with her secret and vice verse. They are inseparable.

Steve doesn’t have a crush on Billy, sure he’s handsome but he’s heard Eddie call him that nickname multiple times so his mind flashed to him. Plus in a way he’s still trying to figure all this shit out.

‘Yeah, okay’ Steve says turning around packing his shit up feeling anxious as ever

‘Where you going?’ Billy’s asks walking in Steve’s direction

‘I’m leaving’ Steve replies

‘You’re drenched and you probably reek, what’s the matter?’ Billy’s starting to taunt Steve now

‘You’re annoying me and I don’t have time for this’ Steve now facing Billy trying to also act tough but obviously not pick too much of a fight over this

little does Steve know he’s about to get—

‘Dude no way’ he hears in background

‘Oh wow now that’s’— Billy starts

Steve got pantsed.

Steve literally stumbles backwards trying to pull his gym shorts back up.

‘WHAT THE FUCK!?’ he yells and he shoved man who pantsed him.—Tommy.

‘Whoa no need to get angry king Steve’—

‘Fuck you billy fuck all of you’ Steve says now breathing heavily

Steve’s just left his shit and ran outta the lockeroom after hearing billy shout

‘It’s ok to have a small dick Harrington—‘.

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TASK 1 // WHO ARE YOU REALLY?

@murderclubhq

NAME.

FULL NAME: Edwina Agnes Clussy NAME/NICKNAMES: Eds (everyone), Eddie (Holly and Kaz), Edsy (her mom), Wee (her dad) GENERALLY REFERRED TO AS: Edwina or Eddie

APPEARANCE.

FACECLAIM: Kristine Froseth SEX: Female HEIGHT: 5′0″ WEIGHT: Basically a sack of flour; easy to pick up and throw over your shoulder BUILD: Scrawny HAIR: Mousy brown and straight, but she usually curls it. Sometimes she’s got a ribbon tying some of her hair back HANDS: Small and kind of cushiony (think of Pooh Bear’s hands). Her skin on her hands is usually dry because she uses a lot of hand sanitizer CLOTHES: Plaid skirts and dresses, comfy sweaters, knee high socks or socks with frills around them, overalls, mary janes, fannypacks, cross necklace

SPEECH.

ACCENT: North Carolinian twang VERBAL TICKS: Tends to stutter when nervous LANGUAGE: English ARTICULATION: She's educated and has the ideas in her head, but she’s just really bad at getting them out in an articulate manner EDUCATION: Edwina will occasionally substitute a really simple word for something longer. Besides that, she speaks like a typical teenager LAUGHTER: She snorts a lot and tends to try to bite back her laughter because she thinks her laugh is ugly BREATHING: Can usually sound like she’s out of breath especially from all the screaming and yelling she constantly does

MANNERISMS.

FACE: Edwina wears her heart on her sleeve and in her expressions. She’s very expressive and has a hard time fighting back microexpressions HANDS: Because she’s got a lot of anxiety and energy she tends to talk with her hands LEGS/FEET: Her legs are always kept very tightly together (she learned to do this from her parents not wanting her to flash people) EMOTIONAL OUTBURSTS: Literally cries all the time. Tends to get emotional easily and will yell and scream if upset HABITS: Hums when she’s thinking and will look around a lot if she’s nervous POSTURE: Stands up straight because she’ll look shorter if she doesn’t PERSONAL SPACE: Tends to like her personal space at first, but once she trusts people (which really isn’t hard to gain from her) then she’s okay with touching. She loves hugs, but if people are overtly touchy with her she may act like she’s annoyed, but will do nothing to fight it back

HEALTH:

DIET: Her mom takes good food really seriously so Edwina tends to eat well for breakfast and dinner. She gets all her food groups in, but tends to snack. Her guilty pleasure is Lunchables. SLEEP: Edwina loves sleep and if you wake her up she will probably kill you EXERCISE: LOL no ACTIVITY: Edwina is lazy as FUCK she would let someone carry her if she didn’t have to walk at all CLEANLINESS: Very cleanly. Grooms herself well and tends to clean everything else around her due to her thing with germs ODOR: Smells like strawberries due to her shampoo and the body spray she uses MEDICINAL DRUGS: She has an inhaler NARCOTICS: No ADDICTIONS: Addicted to One Direction ILLNESS: Asthma and lil bitch syndrome

PERSONAL.

INTROVERT/EXTROVERT?: She keeps to herself, but she gains her energy from being with people OPTIMIST/PESSIMIST: In between. She tends to think everything is the end of the world, but because of that she tries to look for the light in everything GENDER: Cisfemale SEXUALITY: Homosexual, but she’s in the closet. At this point Edwina doesn’t even fully realize she’s gay she just thinks there’s something wrong with her for not liking guys ROMANTIC: Soft romantic bitch. She wants love so bad like she just wants to get married and have like 5 babies MEMORY: Her memory is strong which is helpful with school, but not with her grudges PLANNING: Edwina prefers to plan things out because she knows that’s the safest thing to do, but is constantly getting swept away by people or acting on emotion so planning for things typically go out the window INTUITION: Edwina does everything with good intent, but most of the time it just blows up in her face PROBLEM SOLVING: She’s pretty good at figuring things out whether with context clues or doing research GOALS: Her goal that she tells people is to go to a school like Stanford for engineering, but she really doesn’t think she’s good enough to get into any big name universities. She wants to do something with cars, but her real goal is to get married and become a mom. INSECURITIES: Edwina is insecure about her everything lol. She especially hates her body because of how short and flat chested she is. Her gums and smile are also a really big thing to her and she’s also just ver insecure about her personality because people tell her she’s weird all the time ACHIEVEMENTS: Wins second place in the science fair every year and is in the top 50 of her class ANXIETY: Bitch is always anxious SELF-HELP: Edwina tends to cope by crying all the bad feelings out or screaming about her inner thoughts until she’s tuckered out COMFORTS: If she’s really upset she’ll want someone to just hug her while she cries, but if she can’t do that then she’ll sit in her bed under all the blankets and curl up with her stuffed rabbit BAD HABITS: Not standing up for herself, getting emotional over small things, trusting people too easy, overly washing and sanitizing her hands, screaming and being loud in inappropriate places, and crying easily PHILOSOPHY: Basically lives by the teachings and rules of the Catholic church, but she’s leans very much towards the New Testament and the idea that God is forgiving and therefore so should man TRIGGERS: Germs, blood, death, vomit, Satan, anything gay

THE PAST.

PARENTS/GUARDIANS: She’s very close with her parents, but mostly her mom. Her mom didn’t let her out of her arms for so long that Edwina learned how to walk pretty late. Her parents always made her feel loved, but her dad was a little more strict with her. Even so, he still was always affectionate with her. Her parents wanted a bunch of kids, but it took them almost 3 years of trying to have Edwina so they tend to helicopter her and treat her like a princess. Edwina loves both her parents and would put them first always LIFE EVENTS: Edwina met Raquel in kindergarten and that was the first friend she made. After that they became inseparable and didn’t really have people to hang out with besides each other. This was mostly due to people thinking Edwina was sorta weird growing up or Raquel would scare off guys that she thought were trying to ask her out or get with her. Eventually this made people think they were dating which wouldn’t be a problem to Edwina until people started calling her gay slurs. It got worse when she looked at Heidi Dods in the locker room for a little too long and the whole school labeled her as a predatory lesbian. It got so bad that Mr. Kobbs told her she wasn’t allowed to change in the locker rooms anymore for other girls’ comfortability. WORST DAY OF THEIR LIFE: When Raquel’s mom died because that was really her first experience with death and that was the start of her having to watch her best friend’s life start crumbling BEST DAY OF THEIR LIFE: When Jamie let her drive Johnnie’s ‘64 Mustang LOOKING BACK: Edwina has always believed that things happen for a reason, but if she could go back and do anything different it’d be not letting Tommy go so he wouldn’t die

RELATIONSHIPS.

FAMILY: Mom; Susan Clussy. Dad; Edward Clussy. She has uncles on her dad’s side and some cousins, but she isn’t that close with them. She also considers Raquel family since she’s always at her house anyway and Mr. Torrance is awful FRIENDSHIPS: Up until this year Edwina’s only close friend has been Raquel. She has some church friends (i.e. Norman Normal), but no one she really hangs out with. Now she considers everyone in MC a pal, except perhaps Dolly (but that’s more so because Edwina doubts she’d want to affiliate herself as Edwina’s friend). FRIENDS IN NEED: Edwina will usually drop everything to help a friend out even if she has to put them first before her own emotional needs. She’s always there with reassuring being her greatest weapon to fight off tears, but Edwina will make other meaningful gestures if she thinks it will help NEEDING A FRIEND: Edwina tends to bottle a lot in and then will end up exploding all her frustrations or tears onto one unlucky person. She likes to only really talk to people she can trust not to make her feel worse, but sometimes strangers get caught in the moment she finally snaps ANNOYANCES: She yells a lot and tends to be snarky and sarcastic when she’s annoyed with someone ROMANCE: When looking for something romantic, Edwina tends to gravitate towards people that make her laugh and like being affectionate. If you wanna woo her then literally just be a pretty girl, make her giggle, and compliment her (she’s not that hard to impress) ADVERSARIES: Edwina would honestly befriend anyone and give anybody a second chance at redemption, but if someone was just cruel and showed 0 signs of having any sort of remorse or good in them then she'd stay away completely ENEMIES: She has a hard time with people who just go after her with little reason other than she’s weird STRANGERS: She tries to be polite to everyone because that’s how her parents raised her. However, Edwina can be a bit judgmental when she doesn’t keep that side of her in check FUN STUFF: Fun stuff she likes to do with friends are going to Marie’s, driving around town, going to the movies or staying in and watching cheesy films, napping together, private karaoke or dance parties, or even just sitting in silence while her and the other person/people just do their own thing or sit on their phones showing each other funny memes they find DATING: Everything above, but with kissing LOVE: Her fanny pack WORST ENEMY: Heidi Dods, Shoprite Cruz, and Mr. Kobbs

INTERACTIONS.

MINGLING: She’s nice but awkward as fuck so making friends is hard COMFORT LEVELS: Edwina gets nervous and anxious easily so talking to people can take a lot outta her, but if she’s comfortable around you then she’s more lax PHYSICAL: She’s very affectionate (but if you’re dirty she’ll be more reluctant to won’t touch you, sorry Kaz) GROUPS: Prefers smaller groups OPENNESS: It depends? She’s pretty open about most things, but she still keeps a lot buried down in her lil fanny pack and won’t talk about openly or easily GENEROSITY: Bitch would give the shirt off her back if anyone needed it JEALOUSY: Can get very jealous very easily, but tends to not understand her own jealousy. She’d go home and cry whenever Raquel would be hooking up with some new person, but just think it was her period making her emotional or something lol TEMPER: The human embodiment of an angry pomeranian EMPATHY: Thinks about other people’s feelings first and is a very strong empath AFFECTION: Cuddling, hugging, touching, forehead or cheek kissing, kind words, and meaningful gestures DISTASTE: She doesn’t usually show it to their face, but if she’s talking about them to someone else she’ll just call them an asshole and stuff lol ETIQUETTE: Tries to be polite in public, but tends to cause scenes if she’s upset or emotional RESPONSIBILITY: If she’s wrong then she’ll always apologize SELF ESTEEM: Edwina has really low self esteem because of kids at school picking on her. Her parents always tried to make her feel good about herself, but it didn’t do much because she always felt as though they were obligated to say nice things to her. She let’s people push her around for the most part, but if she does stand up for herself it’s in a very quiet way CONFIDENCE: She doesn’t really care what most people think of her, but she just wishes that they’d keep it to themselves instead of beating her down for it. She cares about what her family thinks though HONESTY: Edwina has always been taught to be honest, but recently she’s been lying a lot LEADER OR FOLLOWER: Follower PRAISE: Loves compliments, but is super bad at accepting them CRITICISM: Really bad at reacting to criticism, but takes it. Will likely cry, but take it to heart INSULTS: Doesn’t take insults well and will 100% cry EMBARRASSMENT: If she’s embarrassed she’ll usually turn red and start stumbling. Again, will likely cry FLIRTING: She isn’t flirty because she doesn’t think anyone would ever reciprocate. If someone does flirt with her it goes over her head ATTENTION SPAN: Gets distracted by shiny objects and fuzzy animals. Very easy to divert her attention SITUATIONS: Really bad at handling stressful situations. She will start screaming or crying or even hyperventilating in which case she’ll crack her inhaler out

LIFE.

TECH: Very tech savvy. Great with computers and figuring out how to make things work POLITICS: Her dad is a very vocal republican, but Edwina’s mother is a lot more loving and liberal so Edwina takes after her mom’s views COMBAT SKILLS: She’s scrawny, but scrappy. She’d definitely lose a fight if she got in one, but she’d go for the jugular HOME: Keeps her room immaculately clean. She’s one of those kids who makes her bed everyday and organizes all her clothes. Her mother is always cleaning the house so the whole place is usually spotless COOKING: Learned how to cook from her mom. She’s no Top Chef, but her food is good BUILDING: Likes to put things together so on any project she’d want to take the lead. It’s like a big puzzle to her CLEANING: Mom does most cleaning, but Edwina helps out sometimes just because she loves her mom. Her parents don’t really give her chores SHOPPING: Likes shopping DRIVING: Loves to drive. Grew up around cars because her dad owns the local dealership. Edwina could likely figure out how to drive any car FINANCES: Family comes from a decent amount of money PETS: No pets, but she’d love a bunny or cat. Pet hair makes her allergies act up and her dad doesn’t like animals so there’s a no pet rule in the house TRAVELING: The only place she’s really gone outside of NC is Disney World. Other than that, most family vacations are in stand MEDICAL: Is constantly going to the doctor because her and her mom are kinda hypochondriacs. Edwina had some health complications when she was a baby because she was born premature so her mom just wants to make sure she doesn’t lose her kid. Edwina doesn’t mind the doctor though for they always give her a lollipop ILLNESS: Asthma WORRIES: Is literally worried about everything lmfao PEACE: Likes peace and quiet, but will occasionally listen to music and stuff if she’s working PARTYING: Doesn’t go to many parties because she doesn’t get invited HOBBIES: Working on her car, building stuff, watching bad movies, and reading

[wenellyb]

Why do you like Tommy?

I like how the character was (re-)introduced in season 7. A "new" character but who is tied with several other characters from the show. Seemed like a good setup for a move story.

Do you like lfj? I don't. I used to, then I discovered his past instagram posts so now I don't really care about him.

Did you really think Buck and Tommy would be endgame?

I did and I still do. This is a TV drama and nothing in the break up scene screamed "final". The one thing I theorized if Buck and Tommy were ever going to end up together was a break up. That's usually something 90% of couples in TV shows go through. With them of course getting back together in the end. Until the end of the season we really can't rule that out.

Tommy didn't break up with Buck because he doesn't love him, he did because he has feelings for Buck and is afraid of getting hurt because of his insecurities.

Honestly, if they ended up together their story would be beautiful, first I'm a big fan of their 1st kiss scene, I made several posts about it. I'm also a big fan of how fait their relations moved, from the first date to going to his sister's wedding to being confortable around eachother and having dinner and breakfast at eachother places, we were seeing à romance play out. I couldn't

Do you hate Eddie Diaz? Of course not😊!!!

Do you hate Buddies? Do I hate Buddies? Not at all. Do I hate Buddie as a fandom? Yes. I have to point out that I always liked 911 as a show but I was more of a casual viewer and any time I heard about ghe Buddie fandom before was always because of bad stuff: bullying other fans, harrassing the actors, complaining about Queerbaiting on a show with a canon Lesbian couple....

I think only a small portion of the Buddie fandom is toxic, but I also think the normal fans don't make a good job at calling out the toxic fans.

Hope this helps, I'm always happy to answer questions.

/gen questions for bucktommys:

(from a buddie endgame truther)

- why do you like tommy (with actual scene evidence)

- do you like lfj (why, what genuine reasons)

- did you REALLY think bucktommy would be endgame (why?)

- do you hate eddie diaz (why, with actual scene evidence)

- do you hate buddies? (why- with evidence)

these are genuine questions i have and i have reasons for the opposite of all of these if you want it, im just curious based on the facts i have against these !! (play nice im not attacking anyone here)