#still maintagging for a bit

[charbeloved]

I feel

Like

I should make a blog for the dsmp muscials

PEOPLE KEEP LIKIN THIS SO EDITING TO TAG THR BLOG @dsmpmusicals

[pkmoth]

ermmm somethings weirdddd with my earthbound copy

[starheirxero]

PLEASE become evil on main your thoughts are always very interesting !! :3

Anon I need you to know I was debating just only making that one post and then biting my tongue about the rest but this ask was genuinely so relieving to see that I teared up a little bit thank you HDKSHDJD

I did, however, uhm. talk a Lot. and I'm very much being more honest about my feelings on this than I usually am, so it's going under the cut bdjshdjdnf

Ahem ahem. So. From a meta standpoint? I just have a very, very weird feeling about what's going on with tsams now that they've Also changed Lunar's name. The only information we have on what's happening is from Discord, where Kat mentioned it wasn't her choice to change Earth's name and the mods reassuring everyone that the changes are for a good reason. I've been seeing theories that the changes are to make them more sellable for merch? But I,, don't fully know why they'd have to change their own OCs for that? So idk

From a story perspective though? It doesn't make sense and it's just another vein of Lunar having no choice in what happens to them.

Just because Libra asked "do you accept this permanent name change?" doesn't mean that "no" was a valid answer, because then what would have happened? They say "actually, I like my name, Lunar feels fine" and then what? The astrals, of which are famously judgy and pushy, say "okay, we'll continue to call you Lunar then! (Even though we just said that Lunar is an unfitting astral name)" like?!?!!??? And Lunar just immediately goes home to be like "uh. I guess I have a different name now? and I don't wanna deal with two names, so just call me Cosmos too."

They didn't make this choice. And honestly! They couldn't have because Lunar wouldn't have ever changed their name of their own volition!!! You can't tell me that Lunar—the character who is known for trying to cling onto a sense of identity so hard that it causes more problems for them in the long run—would be willing to let go of their own name? That is the one thing about them that actually hasn't changed since the beginning, the one thing that's consistent in the face of everything.

Plus, on a more personal note? I had an experience with my old username where everyone was calling me a nickname derived from my url instead of my actual chosen name, and the realization that only one person was calling me my actual preferred name made me have a messy identity crisis. If Lunar wasn't just, a character who is unfortunately the subject of bad writing lately, this choice would probably hit them at some point. They'd probably have that same awful, dreadful feeling of "oh god. no one even knows me."

It's just. Earth made sense because she at least gave her own reasons. She said "yeah I'm tryna be my own person now, so I'm Terra!" but Lunar's reason was just "uh. Libra gave it to me sooo.... 👍 yup." Like. augghhh. They could have gone by both Lunar and Cosmos too if the writing wasn't being so weird but !!! ugh. deflates. it's whateverrrrr

[thegreatyin]

scoundrel?? what scoundrel???? the magnificent mr cards (who ironically has more of a flower aesthetic going on) is completely unrelated to any "bandaged scoundrels" running around the neath. in fact it's never heard of the word scoundrel ever in its entire definitely long definitely ancient life. but yknow, hypothetically, if it did know the scoundrel, it's confident that they're really really really handsome and cool and epic and they're almost just as amazing as it is and you should totally donate all your valuables to them and stuff

aaand because i like them too much, have a transparent version. the Creachure. the Thing, even.

[g0nta-g0kuhara]

I think I've gotten to the point where I'm just gonna not interact with or even block blogs that post v/3 fan art while aggressively and needlessly harping on it in the caption

[g1ngerbeer]

what kind of sauce are they putting in the link click audio drama. HELLO? THE LITERAL LAST SCENE OF THE LAST EPISODE?

程小时: 说起来，我们第一次见面，也是在篮球场吧。 陆光: 是啊。 程小时: 你我本无缘，全靠一颗球。 陆光: 我就不该答应你比那场。

cheng xiaoshi: speaking of which, the first time we met was also on a basketball court, wasn't it? lu guang: it was. cheng xiaoshi: (half-jokingly) you and i weren't meant to be [lit. "originally have no fate"?]. this is all because of one basketball. lu guang: i really shouldn't have agreed to play that match.

(the important bits are from google translate because i am bad at mandarin. also i did transcribe this off just the audio + i don't have access to captions or know where to find official transcripts. so i hope i got this right 🙏)

[creatureesque]

saw rdr tumblr was going through a 1911 javi moment couldnt really participate but i tried to dig up some doodles + a self indulgent fix it javiarthur comic i found and redrew under cut bcuz im insane

[szilverer]

back with the experimental doodling again

no one else but me and you and you and me and the you in me and the me in you. or something

[johnnyvalance]

heyy—

so im really sorry but i think i might have to take a step back from the outsiders musical fandom i’ve just been feeling really low lately and i think that this is causing me way more stress and anxiety than something i enjoy should.

this isn’t to stay i’ll stop posting abt the story— not at all i just think i’ll be more focused on the book/movie (i was before, i just think ill be exclusively that)

rlly sorry and i hope y’all understand <3

[feralwetcat]

tginking about doomed/tragic ghostjnife again. if you even care.

[loud-whistling-yes]

pov after 2 days of revisiting your old obsessions you realize that dl!pearl's pov is just very painfully reenacting your preteens/early teens social life in 6 conveniently short episodes with disturbing accuracy

[elle-p]

hey! could i ask for better scans of the pq2 esque chibis from the movie guide? sees isn't necessary, just the teachers and the guys would be fine. thank you for your work!!!

I actually fully scanned it!

And if you're wondering about it, its actual name is '月光館学園 修学旅行のしおり'. Despite not being seeming to be related to it at all, it's actually from the movies.

[mcybree]

Im doing a lot of thinking abt why roleplaying feels different/less natural for me in beastlife s4 in comparison to s3, and i think it’s because there’s ways i know i should be feeling (based on the perception of my character— when i was fresh out of s2 nobody knew enough about my guy to have opinions) vs how i am feeling. I’m catching myself thinking, “it wouldn’t make sense for my character to [blank],” and it’s like… what do i mean by that. what do i mean that this feeling im having in-session “wouldnt make sense for my character” to feel? It might be surprising to other beasts who know me for one thing and expect consistency, i guess?? but in s3 i just acted on feelings and then shit happened. what. why am i trying to enforce a character that does not exist when the strength of mcrp lies in its improvisational nature. I didn’t write this guy on purpose, why am i trying to write him now

[paradigmrust]

Slight redesign of my OC Clover Laffenmew... Is it too late to say 'New year new Laffenmew' ? IDK

[queer-omens-in-the-archives]

Watched episode 35 of Death Note anime with partners (first time for them). Fully forgor this is the one where Matt and Mello die and I was neither braced for it nor happy to see it. Can we cancel that actually.

[wpmz]

wow that's weird i don't remember that character in undertale...

hehehe self inserting my fursona into undertale go brrrr :3c

i wasn't trying too hard to make him fit into the undertale style bc i didn't want to change up too much about his design so idk if i'd consider this the super final version, but i liked how silly moss looked being all out of place next to the characters i was using for height reference so i am posting it anyways. also bc it makes me happy look its me and the blorbos yayyyy

also version with no markings bc i feel like it does fit a little better with the ut style (but also version with markings bc i like all his stripes and spots...)