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DATING IS SO HARD WTF
#vent to follow in the tags lmao#like. what????#people!!! chill the fuck out!!#i had some dude unmatch with me bc i didn’t respond to him YESTERDAY#and like it’s not that big of a deal we’d only just matched but like?? patience is a fucking virtue?? and i have a life?#he was all like come back :((( then two minutes later he was like ok sorry for bothering you bye and then LEFT#like. fine if you do that but the message?? what??#anyway it came at a bad time bc. a bitch is already in crisis rn#cause i kinda feel like my irl friends hate me for some reason and i already feel bad that i’ve been so busy i’ve not been able to#talk to them that much#and i was supposed to go on a trip with my friend but that’s been postponed (not her fault or mine)#and my car still won’t start. we tried to jump it today and it didn’t do anything#anyway i’m like rapid cycling through major emotions and it’s like mimi chill the fuck out#and listening to way too much phoebe bridgers i know the end#also i’m in crisis bc i’ve made up with like. my oldest friend who used to have a crush on me and when i told him i preferred girls he like#stopped talking to me for a while#that was years ago and now we’re slowly becoming friends again but i feel so much guilt over it for no reason#and i get into avoidant episodes as a coping mechanism and like. i feel like im going into one atp#okay okay vent over im okay lmaoo#sorry folks hope your days going better than mine <3#。・:*˚:✧。 mimi speaks!
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when we’re done with our overwhelming grief we’ll eat i guess
#book 22#im verh drunk#hi#greatest hits#not really sure why this one resonated. are u all ok#is everyone just at the shiva#yall need to stop saying you arent gonna eat then in the tags#i love that a lot of you are getting beautiful things out of this#but some of yall need to know i wrote this while incredibly drunk#this isnt meant to be all that deep this is just shitty iliad posting#more comments like this is just judaism. surprise surprise im jewish#but again this isnt about sitting shiva#this is me drunk talking about the last 3 books of the iliad#idk what to tell u man#legendary warrior
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thinking about jeremy hitting rock bottom his freshman year, losing so much in one disastrous night, the repercussions of which would continue to haunt him for years. thinking about jeremy spiralling so bad cody said they “really thought we were going to lose him for a while there.” cat saying the right therapist can be “life changing”, using jeremy as an example. thinking about how bad jeremy’s crash out must have been, understandably; thinking about his family continuing to blame him for noah’s death—from the coldness of annalise, to the outright antagonism of bryson, to joshua ignoring him for years. the wilshires doing everything in their power to cover up what happened at the banquet rather than lending an ounce of support to a boy who had lost his brother in terrible circumstances, because jeremy was there, because it was so much easier to blame him for all of it. coldblooded, if you ask me. jeremy needed help, not damage control.
thinking about jeremy having probably the worst year of his life, having the opposite of emotional support from his family, and still somehow coming out of it a better person. thinking of all the work he put in to be better and succeeding—i’d rather die than ever be that person again. believe me. despite the hostility of his family system, despite being blamed for the fallout, despite the guilt and heartbreak that “nearly destroyed him”. still jeremy managed to build a new life for himself out of the wreckage, going so far as to be captain of the trojans, with a team who respect and admire him. still he managed to come out of it with such a capacity for kindness and goodness and lifting the people around him up.
thinking about jeremy continuing to be the human embodiment of sunshine despite living in such a cold home that was never forgiving or warm to him. jeremy knox, you will always be loved by me.
#jeremy knox#the golden raven#the golden raven spoilers#aftg#i have so much to say about this boy. like on the one hand his family's connections def helped & he was protected in many ways#yet at the same time any support in the EMOTIONAL sense which he really would have needed was so deeply lacking#like it wasn't even a neutral thing where they were just neglectful & all obviously grieving. no – they all actively blamed him & still do#and instead of offering any support whatsoever jeremy was sent off to rehab to grieve and get through it by himself#and you can see how he still blames himself for it. he's still doing everything to help his family#while they treat him like a waste of space & yeah it makes so sad and frustrated!!!! but yeah.#cody's line talking to jean stopped me cold like FUCK. i can't even imagine how bad it must've been to warrant that comment#anyway…jeremy knox i love u.#all for the game#tgr spoilers#tgr
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the more time i spend w my friends and their kids the more i realize i am not a toddler but i believe in their beliefs
#🍜#when toddlers started rambling about their favorite tv show while barely stopping to breathe and then asking for a hug#and then snuggling u while they talk ab stuff they like????? yeah me too lil buddy!!#🦠
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drew some of my fav ody designs! wasnt originally meant to be also replicating the styles but thats sort of just how my brain works. except i didnt copy the lineart styles of anyone here so its DEFINITELY a bit uncanny for a couple of these (LOOKING AT YOU QINNY IM SO SORRY) but whatever
the designs featured here (from left to right) belong to: me, @gigizetz, @neal-illustrator, @irunaki, @bigidiotenergytm, @qinnyanimation, and @foopsie-daisy
#WAUGHHH IM SO NERVOUS TAGGING PEOPLE COOLER THAN ME#HEAD IN HANDS HEAD IN HANDS I NEED TO STOP PANICKING OVER STUFF LIKE THIS#bc like I KNOW THEYRE JUST PEOPLE. I WOULD BE SO HYPE IF SOMEONE DREW MY ODY ID LOVE TO BE TAGGED IN THAT.#BUT WHAT IF I AM SHOT. WITH A GUN. gfrdfvb vfrdedrf#i am a very normal non anxiety having person i swear guys#worst thing i did here was have odys hands very visible for the qinny one. because i didnt realize the way they draw hands is very realisti#BUT THEIR WHOLE STYLE HAS REALLY REALISTIC ANATOMY I SHOULVE KNOWN#irunakis style is SO fun to draw in bc its a lot like some of my older art so its very familiar yk yk i wasnt worrying too much about makin#-things accurate. but i think that accidentally made me too comfortable and so i ended up straying a bit too much#i think a lot of irunaki and qinnys styles specifically is in the lineart. so me using my normal style of lines makes them less recognizabl#anyways. neals odysseus i have shit talked in private (its a good design it just feels uncanny w/ jorges voice to me) but hes really-#-interesting to draw. i wanna do style studies on neal their characters have a very. idk animated feels like the wrong word but like.#something like animated. feeling to them. theyre very distinct in shape i wanna do studies thats it#bigidiotenergy i found this morning while FINALLY looking at cloudysseus art and instantly fell in love w their design#i need to ruffle his hair. hes so silly. absolutely incredible design. but GOD was the style a nightmare#it was too late id already comitted to trying to replicate the styles. but ohhh my god its so far from my own it was so hard#theres so much detail in places i dont normally put any at all#and its like. WAUGH its scary i need to do anatomy studies in general maybe#uhh havent commented on the gigi one. he was really easy to draw though lol. weirdly enough gigis style was close enough to my current one-#-that i didnt have any trouble whatsoever? and i think its the most accurate too but only because of the lineart styles being similar lol#ALSO NOT TO PLAY FAVORITES BUT FOOP ODYSSEUS IS MY FAVORITE#I LOVE HIMMM I LOVE HIS SILLY SHAPES HE LOOKS LIKE A WEIRD CAT KINDA. HE INTRIGUES ME.#my ody feels kinda lame next to all these guys gbfdefgbf#but oh well. hes ingrained into my mind now i cant change him at this point /silly i am actually happy w him but i might make changes#thaats thoughts on all of the odys here. anyways art tags time#doodles#odysseus#epic the musical#OH MY GOD EDIT I FORGOT TO DRAW FOOP ODYS SHOES. HEAD IN HANDS. IM SO SORRY
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9.36 Dragon, Vigil's Keep
Lady Chancellor Fyre Cousland of Highever, Warden Commander of Ferelden, Arlessa of Amaranthine, Champion of Redcliffe, Veteran of the Fifth Blight, Hero of Ferelden Zevran's wife
This is utterly and unapologetically self-indulgent. No composition, no symbolism. Just them. There's a story behind it, though, as the title implies. Full piece under the cut because I like the cropped one better.

I swear I'll draw something else, eventually, but replaying DAO always affects me deeply.
#a blight upon the world#they're gonna have to pry them from my cold dead hands#me to myself staring at the screen with a stupid smile on my face while I play Origins for the fifth time: “they're so married”#“The Grey Warden dies here” said the Grey Warden's number one reason to live#drawing Fyre with long hair is soooo weird#she'll get a haircut soon though#Dragon Age Origins#Fyre Cousland#Zevran Arainai#DAO#DA Origins#Dragon Age#Hero of Ferelden#HoF#the Warden#Warden Cousland#warden x zevran#zevran x warden#zevwarden#now I can pretend I'm going to take a break#but noooo I need to draw#fingies need to make things#if I stop talking about them assume I'm gone
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GARGOYLES : ↳ Types of Soulmates
#gargoyles#goliath gargoyles#goliath#elisa maza#hudson gargoyles#hudson#jeffrey robbins#lexington gargoyles#lexington#brooklyn gargoyles#brooklyn#broadway gargoyles#broadway#david xanatos#fox xanatos#macbeth mac findlaech#macbeth gargoyles#demona gargoyles#demona#this has been sitting half finished in my drafts for so long ffff#also real talk demona & macbeth would actually be karmic soulmates#but I started calling them ''soulmates (derogatory)'' a while back and cannot stop#karmic soulmates are basically ''people who come in your life to teach you or provide you something'' and aren't inherently positive#which i definitely think suits their relationship.#additionally ''twin flame'' soulmates are basically souls that are two halves of one whole#the whole idea of ''you complete me''
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Dragon Age: The Veilguard | ▶ dev. Bioware
#Dragon Age#Dragon Age 4#Dragon Age The Veilguard#DA#DA4#DA4 spoilers#DAV spoilers#DATV spoilers#solas#solavellan#couldnt stop laughing while making these#the whole thing reminded me of that#scooby doo interview 'it was a talking dog'#inquisitor cant stop yapping#meanwhile solas: inquisitor? yep shes great
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so annoying how people ignore that adora’s “protectiveness” is not just a sweet quality and that she has like, a martyr complex because of abuse. like that is literally part of her character arc, learning to let herself be taken care of and to stop throwing herself on the chopping block.
same with people seeing catra as someone adora protects through a solely shipping dynamic lense or this damsel in distress almost and portraying it as this romantic thing (usually to make them fall into an opposites masculine and feminine dichotomy (not that masc and fem couples are bad but this misses the point) when catra actively hates it. the climax in their relationship is catra as the protector, adora’s knight in shining armor (paralleling utena) for a reason.
#it kills me bc this or adora being strong is why ppl insist adora must be butch and catra must be femme#and honestly it’d bother me less if you stopped acting like butch adora has to be paired with a femme catra#when they could both be butch#but also bc while it isn’t just presentation presentation is part of it and catra is the one character shown to prefer presenting masc#like femme catra is literally seen as a joke in the show#but anyway catra has an inherent nurturing and protectiveness to her it was just suppressed due to Child Abuse🙃#it’s just so frustrating bc not only are we missing the point of adora’s arc (like scorpia for example is actually about embracing her#nurturing and protective side)#it’s like catra’s character is just thrown to the way side completely#so people can project onto adora#can’t believe im ranting about this but it’s like spop fandom invents new mischaracterizations every year#like they look out for each other but catra takes on the role of adora’s protector as she is the more vulnerable and being exploited#as she-ra Good Grief#but nooo catra can’t be butch she Must be adora’s femme#they can’t both be butch or masc (or acknowledge adora’s canonical character arc)#bree talks#catra#she ra#adora#catradora
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im a sollux kinnie and ur art is great. like a delicious meal. 1 million courses. my compliments to the chef.
AOGHHH TYSM I REALLY APPRECIATE IT
in gratitude i present a little guy doing setup for the first time 🐝
#FR MEANS A LOT TO ME THANKYOU 🥲🙏 the chef analogy is so sweet too i love it#apologies i take a while to answer asks.. generating ideas#ask#anon#homestuck#sollux captor#2023#vioart#now im curious to know#question for sollux appreciators at any point in time -#was there any specific moment that made u connect w him most?#like for me it was when he became relieved and happy after the voices stopped#as someone plagued by 24/7 internal monologue. being "free from the voices” sounded absolutely euphoric to me LMAO#watching him talk abt finally being able to think clearly and hear his own thoughts...... gOD. MY BIGGEST ENVY OF HOMESTUCK.
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what if i told you guys i actually decided not to drop out of college
#bee talks#not marine biology#‘take a year off’ but I don’t think I would have gone back to be honest#I was doing really bad for a while but I’ve been doing better#and things with my family are. easier to manage now and I don’t feel like I’m walking a tightrope trying to keep all my parents in my life#and I. I talked to my aunt and she helped me make a plan for the next two years.#well what actually happened was I asked her for help and we made a pros and cons list of dropping out#and well. staying at school had some major pros that going home didn’t#so then we made a plan#about my classes and about my job and where I might live. we went through everything#my aunt is good with things like that. I love her a lot#and she is going to help me#i felt really alone for a while like I couldn’t ask anyone for help#but I can#I love my aunt so much#I love my uncle too#and my mom#but my aunt is really really helping me right now#also i taught my aunt what ‘’locked in’ means and she won’t stop saying it#she renamed my group chat with her and my uncle to ‘LOCKED IN 💕🙌’ lmao#anyway sorry for talking so much in the tags I figured probably no one wanted to read a long post but you can skip the tags if you want to
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I know I've talked a lot about Alhaitham actually being one of the funniest characters in Genshin Impact, but every time I think about him, I find something new to laugh at.
Alhaitham's character stories and personal criticisms of Kaveh largely hinge on one specific point: That Kaveh's genius intellect and artistic abilities are incongruous with his idealism. Kaveh possesses more talent than a selfless person should reasonably have, leaving him vulnerable to constantly being taken advantage of.
However, Alhaitham states these complaints about Kaveh's personality while having the exact same problem himself.
Alhaitham is literally the definition of "personality and talents do not match." Sir, you are the pot calling the kettle black.
It's a given: Alhaitham is exceedingly competent. He is intelligent, rational, and capable of being impartial when needed. Despite being a slacker as the Akademiya's scribe, during his stint as the Acting Grand Sage, the game goes out of its way to note--in several places--that Alhaitham was actually going above and beyond what was expected of him, taking the position very seriously, uncovering and fixing major issues in the Akademiya, and demonstrating a deep care for the sanctity and future of the Akademiya as a whole when Sumeru's people's will to research and learn declined after the collapse of the Akasha.
By all accounts, Alhaitham is (was) a fantastic Grand Sage. Compared to Azar, who is shown as inherently self-aggrandizing and unconcerned with Sumeru's well-being, Alhaitham genuinely did his best during his brief time as Sumeru's leader, protecting students' research, concerning himself with how to address the people's problems, and even diving in to solve mysteries that normally would have been left for the matra. As Acting Grand Sage, we're told his behavior and judgments were fair, and he addressed problems immediately and with his full effort.
In short, there is literally no one else more qualified to be Grand Sage than Alhaitham.
And yet, despite possessing every talent needed to be the leader of a nation, Alhaitham doesn't have the personality for it. He has every single trait a good leader requires... And yet he refuses to be a leader. His own talent vastly exceeds the slow-paced life his personality leads him to seek, making his particular abilities more incongruous with his values than Kaveh's--by a mile. People keep trying to promote him into positions of leadership because his talents are so obvious, and yet he does everything in his power to deny his own abilities and instead fly under the radar--and under the level of his full potential too.
Awful hypocritical for you to claim Kaveh's talents don't match his personality when yours match even less, Alhaitham...
#genshin impact#alhaitham#kaveh#“You should be less selfless Kaveh so your personality and your talents will finally match.”#“Call me when you stop faking incompetence so you can get paid to read on the job ALHAITHAM.”#Scribe “I can't let them know I can read clocks or they'll expect me to show up to the meetings on time” Alhaitham#should probably not talk about talents that exceed one's values#Imagine spending literal years nagging someone#about how they're selling themself short#while going around calling yourself a “feeble scholar” so no one expects you to do any actual work#Imagine being like “I am the least qualified for this position and I'm putting in only the bare minimum”#when your “bare minimum” is 105746060 times better than the last guy#fake idgafer#for real
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I’m not a Ride Kamens player but I’m looking to be. Saw your art and was wondering if you could tell me how to pop on pls 🥺
(also wonderful art. it tastes like fruit gummies. to me specifically)
thank you!! :> right now Ride Kamens only has a Japanese version; if playing it directly works for you, there are download links and more app info on the official site! they've started teasing part 3 of the main story coming out soon, so it's not a bad time to jump in. 👀
if playing in Japanese isn't an option, then unfortunately I think English translations are still pretty difficult to find...I know there's some floating around YouTube and various blog sites for the first couple of main story chapters, plus a handful of card stories, and I think that's about it. :( I have heard there's a fan discord with rough translations/summaries(?) of most of the main story + events, but I'm not sure about the details on that?
I think it's definitely worth checking out if you can though! come join us all in agreement about who the best character is and why it's Leon
#art#ride kamens#the real joke of course is that noa would never catch leon breaking in#they would get up to use the bathroom and turn around and leon would simply be there#'i think i've really -- goshujinsama please stop screaming -- i've really perfected it this time!'#anyway yeah i am sorry i wish this game was more accessible :(#i had a crack at doing translations a while ago to see if i could but very quickly got out of my depth#(i'm at a level where i can mostly understand things with the help of kanji ocr + vocab lookup on the fly)#(but more complex lines are like...the difference between understanding basically what it means)#(versus being able to do a line-by-line translation if that makes sense)#(i'll paraphrase the heck out things for a joke but i wouldn't want to present it as an actual translation)#(and OF COURSE taiten's whole character quirk of talking in yojijukujo like MAN please have mercy on me 😭)
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he is so proud of purposefully getting the otacon ending
#ik this stream is 2 years old but i digress#LATE TO THE PARTY 💔#i was so baffled hearing him say this#then i was like this is david hayter we're talking about#he is something#IN A GOOD WAY!!!#some otasune food if you havent seen#otasune#mgs#possibly more clips later#i discovered the stupid wand effect Ignore#edit: holy carp my mic was on while recording im sorry if you hear me giggling or something 😭😭😭#edit 2: WHAT THE HECK STOP LIKING THIS 💔 NEW CLIP SOON MAYBE
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are we the sins we have committed? are we the things we have endured? [...] who are we?
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#iwtv#iwtv amc#interview with the vampire#loumand#louis de pointe du lac#vampterview#armand#louis#ldpdl#iwtv spoilers#mine#*24#its gonna be so joever soon its the eye of the hurricane rn#when u both are defined by your relationships to others and find a role and a purpose in them. the brother the lover the leader. OK.#if i have identity issues and YOU have identity issues... who's steering the relationship?? its still armand but at least they can pretend#sorryyy i'll stop posting abt this show soon. or at least for a little while. maybe. probably. add pensive face with its ass out emoji here#1 funny thing abt ep3 was that when they started talking abt good and evil i laughed out loud and said can we get fucking sartre in here#jesus christ. and then sartre was sitting right there and schooled them + told them to stfu. gagged me a bit ngl#also something something hell is other people we are trapped by others' perceptions of us their judgement enters our knowledge of ourselves#you get it. im gonna go build weird houses in ts4. goodbye
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I've been thinking more about a Jayce joins the commune but the commune is just weird, not evil, AU and it gets funnier every time.
In this universe, pretty much all the adults are super into Viktor (save for the ones who could care less about the romantic/sexual drama of it all, they just want to grow their peaches and get healthcare) and are downright pissed Jayce came in and was like. Yeah sorry. I stole y'all's man. Oops! (He isn't sorry)
Salo is the number 1 Jayce hater. He'd been trying (and failing) to get into Viktor's pants for years, even before Jayce came on the scene with Hextech, and when he thought he finally had a chance he came back even hotter and clingier than ever and Viktor ate it up.
Huck, second in command (third or fourth depending on what they think of Sky and Jayce's role in the commune) is so tired. He finally has purpose and everyone is infighting about the Herald's man. He's trying to keep them on track. (It's not working lmao).
EVERYONE knows when Vik and Jayce are getting it on. Not because Viktor tells them via mind-hive, but because his presence is suddenly gone. Salo gets even angrier.
Vander, resident sane wolf-man, is very unamused by all this. He has to deal with being a wolf, he shouldn't have to deal with the fact his neighbors want to bone the landlord and can't cause the smelly man with a beard and giant butterfly hammer is.
It's even worse that Jayce is good at everything. He sketches photos of the Herald that even their best artist is jealous of. He helps grow the plants in the greenhouse. Jayce sets up trades with the firelights. Jayce gets to touch the herald and no one else can.
Viktor is doing Yoga outside his home and sometimes people stop and watch, only for Jayce to come back from an early blacksmithing job and start yoga with Viktor, blocking their view. Did he do it on purpose? They don't know. (He did).
They're also so confused because he's the one member (besides the pink-haired girl and her blue-haired sisters who visit and chill with Vander) who isn't a part of their hivemind.
Also in my mind, he and Jayce are equals here. Jayce is in charge of defense and casual activities, blacksmithing, Viktor is the healer and ya know. deity. But they work best as partners and now everyone has to deal with the fact the guy they all hate for taking their herald is also in charge, in a way.
(He teaches them better was to make homes in the blacksmithing area and theyre all mad cause he's right)
#poor sky is their resident therapist#shes like their hivemind secret leader since Vik is busy now#Salo spots Viktor sitting in Jayce's lap and them cuddling while talking and he rants about it for days#everyone is like can we vote him out of the hivemind? please?#meanwhile hes sending his next complaints to sky about it and shes like dude i get it i was in your place once#it will not work out he does not have eyes for anyone but Jayce its better you know now before you die for him#at least he helped my dreams here and appreciates me now but boyyyyy did i read our relationship wrong lmao#poor sky <3 maybe she can be in charge of the hivemind while Viktor starts the eat of his eat pray love tour of zaun#anyways this kind of commune jayce lives in my head rent free#where its not him trying to escape or become one with the hivemind#but one where sex and love basically stop the glorious evolution and he stays cause its helping now#anyways#commune jayce#viktor arcane#jayce talis#jayvik#arcane headcanons#arcane
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