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sparkles-oflight · 1 year ago
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Vse Kar Vem
"Vse kar vem in kar znam, je, da ne boli, ko me tvoj objem zakriva. Kaj je prav me ne bremeni, ker s tabo svet ne izpodriva me."
Synopsis: It's one of the last nights of JO in Slovenia before moving to London and Bojan is in the midst of an anxiety attack with a recently awakened Kris by his side.
(Originally this was going to be in London, but then Maks dropped the "oh yeah, they are living together" confirmation bomb)
Disclaimer: Please think of these as characters and not the actual people. I don’t encourage anyone to send this to any of the actual JO members nor do I encourage people to force any type of relationship between anyone.
Sensible topics: Homophobia
- You aren’t asleep. – Kris reached for Bojan’s hand which was on his heart.
- Uh? – Bojan looked at the guy next to him who was opening his eyes slowly – Oh sorry...Did I wake you up? I’ll be quiet.
- That’s not necessary. – He yawned, which Bojan found adorable – I’ve been awake for a while. I saw you scrolling...
- Sorry, I was trying to get distracted.
- You should really try to sleep though.
- I will, don’t worry.
Kris tried to close his eyes again... but his hand made him realize Bojan’s heartrate was skyrocketing.
- Wanna talk about it? – he finally opened his eyes.
- No, no, go back to sleep.
- Do you want me to turn on the lights? – he rubbed his eyes.
- No, no...
- What do you need?
- I just...
Bojan stopped for a moment to hear his heartbeat... It wasn’t good. His hands were numb and so was the area around his mouth... He was in pain. He felt like dying.
- Could you please distract me?
Kris looked around.
- Okay, what’s 5 things you can-
- No, I’ve already done all of that. I can spot the light of the phone, the light of the television, your ass, the light of the alarm clock, and the sheets.
- What was that?
- I need something different. – he avoided that conversation – Tell me about your day.
- Bojan, we spent the day together.
- Recap it for me.
- Aaah. – Kris sighed.
He decided to change his position to face the ceiling as Bojan was doing.
- It all started during the morning-
- Kris, you and I both know that you wake up at 13 because you hate mornings.
- I woke up at 13, the perfect time for a... – he tried to find the word. It wasn’t a lunch or breakfast it was a...
- A brunch.
- Exactly. – he smiled – I washed the dishes from last night since your lazy ass couldn’t do it.
- Hey! Don’t call me lazy. – he pointed with his finger – I was busy going for an early morning jog.
- 10 in the mourning is not “early morning”.
- I hate mornings. – that made Kris smile a bit – Besides, I took the trash out!
- Our shores distribution is imbalanced.
Kris looked at Bojan for a while before proceeding.
- I made us a quiche with stuff I found lying around and updated our grocery list.
- It was delicious, though you ate the most part.
- I made it, I eat what I want. – Bojan gripped Kris’ hand that was trying to find his – After a shower, we went to the studio...to revise some stuff before moving to London.
- I took my nap at 17.
- I would know that. I took a picture of you drooling.
- What!? Tell me more about it.
- Tell me more about you watching my ass.
- Fair enough. – he shut up.
- Then we decided to have dinner together, the five of us, in Ljubljana one last time before departure.
- I can’t believe we are moving to London!
- I can’t believe you won’t let me finish a story.
Kris decided to lay sideways, to face Bojan properly who did the same.
- We went out to party, to drink, to smoke... – he looked at Bojan who pushed his hair away from his face – To look at people under the neon lights.
If the lights were on, Bojan would have seen Kris blush. He didn’t need to, though. The light coming from the television was just enough to make out his silhouette in the dark. He could piece together on his own how Kris’ face looked.
- Did anyone catch your attention in particular?
- A brunette.
- Oh, really?
- Beautiful singer, actually.
- Tell me more about it.
- They also have big brown eyes.
- Any cons?
- A bit annoying...
- Ah, that can be hard to handle.
- I don’t think that person is any singer honestly.
- Why is that? – Bojan smiled.
- They are *my* singer.
Bojan couldn’t help but smile from one ear to another.
- Can I snuggle with you? – Bojan asked but he was already scooting closer to Kris.
- You are unbelievable... – Kris enveloped Bojan in his arms – You are cold.
- Yeah, I little bit.
After a while of hugging each other - Bojan smelling Kris’ clothes, Kris petting his hair - the smaller one decided to break the silence.
- Do you think London is going to be this cold?
- Of course, not. It’s colder.
- That’s not what I meant. – Bojan decided to dig his face out of Kris’ sweater – Are the people going to be this cold?
- I don’t think I understand what you are talking about. Are you implying that-
- No, I love my country and its people. That’s not what I mean. – Bojan sighed – You know this? Is this going to be better?
Kris was way too tired to understand fully what he was talking about.
- Be more specific.
- Kris, we are living together, sharing a bed, and hugging each other in the middle of the night.
- And?
- Kris, we are guys.
Then a light bulb hit Kris. Sometimes even he forgets that’s not considered “normal” for countries in the Balkans. Hell, in most countries around the world.
- I forgot.
- You forgot!? – Bojan was wondering what exactly he forgot, and how?
- I don’t know if London is going to be better. Maybe not.
- Kris, you are supposed to say, “It’s going to get better”.
- But why would I lie?
- You are bad at this “reassuring” thing.
- Well.... – he hugged Bojan tighter, back into his sweater – I can’t guarantee that is going to get better. But I can at least guarantee you I’ll be there to hug you.
Bojan really really wanted to see Kris’ face. Sometimes Kris just says stuff so bluntly and he finds it so adorable. He loves teasing Kris over it. He loves to see him being so sincere. He loves when Kris just says...stuff. He loves-
His pain was gone... He hadn’t even realized it.
Because all he knows is that he doesn’t feel pain in Kris’ arms... Because is not worried about what is right, because with him the world is not displacing him.
- Can I get a good night kiss?
- No.
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No, I didn't have this idea last night when I was feeling cold, shut up.
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ghostbsuter · 2 years ago
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"I can see dead people." He mentions with a shrug, using the chopsticks to fish more noodles into his mouth.
Dick stares at him. "Huh."
"Is that why you help?" He asks, getting more spring rolls.
"Yeah. Once someone becomes a ghost, word gets out quick, and they come to me. Always tatling about unfairness and justice." The kid waves the words around, rolling his eyes.
Dick just pretens to he uninterested, despite his mind racing at the new info. He is piecing past moments together, every shadow leaping away, every note with tips, leads and—
Huh.
"Do you... like it? Doing all that?" Richard approaches thus carefully, brows furrowed at the kid opposite of him.
Danny moves his head, giving a 'so-so' answer. "It's not much to like, I can see ghosts, and they know it and use it. If it brings them to peace or whatever– well, that's just a plus."
Dick stares. He places his chopsticks down and looks at Danny worried.
In turn, the kid sighs. "Sometimes gifts become curses the longer you have it."
And Dick understands.
Mind made up, he throws a pair of keys at the kid, watching fondly as the other catches them with confusion.
"Next time use these, instead of entering through the window."
Danny mock-salutes with a shit eating grin. "Yes, Officer grayson."
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acaciapines · 1 month ago
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thinking about dess again GRAH one day i'll figure out how to write this god damned dess&asriel fic but for now im thinking about. dess as the tragedy of hometown. she left, she died, she's not here anymore. she did the one thing nobody else could. she GOT OUT. and oh how that ruined the lives of everyone she knew.
anyone else having dess thoughts this fine night PLEASE SHARE YOUR DESS THOUGHTS WITH ME......
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carnivallsarchive · 6 months ago
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actually there's no need to make this assignment any more complicated than it already is. horatio vs patroclus 'the lovers' epilogue' short story from 2021 revamped now ok?
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chipjrwibignaturals · 2 months ago
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i really wish i was more creative. i feel like im just like.... not Good at making my own stuff up. everything ive ever made is a collage of things ive seen and liked but sometimes it feels like the pieces arent small enough to qualify it as originally mine yknow
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lancer-fan-club-was-taken · 3 months ago
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i love how in my brain i'm like "grrrr i hate sans what a douche if i saw him irl id punch him."
meanwhile everything i write involves him. like half of my posts are about him. like. what is wrong w me lmao.
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immortalsins · 7 months ago
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one last report has got to be finished in 3 days (haven't started writing it) then i can live my life this is what uni is all about
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suddenlymicah · 1 year ago
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happy ides of march! time to kill ceasar
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gracieblood · 2 years ago
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idk how i got on this website but y’know educate yourselves ig
i think i was tryna figure out how close i live to durham and it came up with a shite tonne of geordie search recommendations an i was like aye why not ah’ll have a look at that
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bigcats-birds-and-books · 1 year ago
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Honestly $75 is more reasonable than I expected. I have to be shelling out at least half that a month on pricey coffees I don't need just to write there. I could definitely see doing $75 depending on the amenities at a co-working space.
What's the set-up like at the place you're looking at?
heya!! i'm looking at a...regional? regionalish?? chain, so it's not doxxing myself to just name it haha. COhatch has a $75/month coworking option if you're good with a single location (there's a $120/month option that let's you access all COhatches anywhere, which could be neat if you travel!).
it comes with wifi and tea/coffee and office supplies/printing access and a kitchen space and like a zillion other little things (listed comprehensively on their website!). the vibe when i was there late this afternoon was coffeeshop-esque but quieter, which is exactly what i need--lots of big tables and natural light and some cushy comfy chair options. you have to pay more to play the private offices or meeting rooms, and the coworking membership means you can only use the space for a limited number of business hours every month, BUT nights and weekends hours are unlimited (which. again. is exactly what my day-job-working-self needs haha).
i checked out a local option that was similar, but it was $140/month for pretty much identical amenities (and the space was ambiently Louder, which is Bad for me). you should definitely look into coworking spaces near you, if it sounds useful! i was bamboozled to discover that google maps says they both close at 5PM but the membership thing gets you 24/7 access (which is why other spaces haven't worked for me--Closing Time, the Bane of My Existence).
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shiftperception · 1 year ago
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No worries on the text block o77 I think I get what you mean (but im also half asleep right now)
(also if it means anything we also thought it didnt count because it was purposely made and it took forever to figure out switching. Took talking to a plural friend to realize 'oh shit thats allowed?' (ofc if you arent feeling the plural label you dont have to use it. Just half asleep rambling here.))
Selfmade terms are badass, sounds cool :-]👍👍-🦊
For me it was never wanting or thinking to switch to another oc, until I passed too many depression episode symptoms onto the self insert. Starting to feel like dead weight+ a guy right there whose personality you’ve always envied? Maybe it was bound to happen lol.
tbh I’m not really a labels guy (gender neutral), cliche I know but idk if I could bring myself give it a whole Name like that. that and I have way too many like, inside memes I get attached to that I don’t wanna replace. I have a problem with making up dumb goofy little phrases for things in real life too, sometimes even in my tags on this blog.
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joyridingmp3 · 1 year ago
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now i can play boulevard of broken dreams and adams song on guitar
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kissmefriendly · 2 years ago
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Okay I’ve started outlining the first instalment of The Amelia Project crossover fics.
For anyone who’s wondering which one I’m starting with. It’s Hornblower. I’m sorry. I enjoy way too much historical fiction for it not to be and there is a certain somebody’s death that still pisses me off so it’s only right that —
:)
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memento-morri-writes · 2 years ago
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So very sorry to @rose-bookblood for only giving out sad Kris snippets so far (+ a sad Blackthorne one too). I swear there's happy scenes with him!! (I just haven't written them yet.)
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brightclothesforwinter · 1 year ago
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Writing technical communications for an audience with varying tech skills & several different first languages, sure, I'll throttle my vocabulary (and shorten my sentences).
Writing adult fiction (i.e. fiction intended for an adult audience, not in the movie-ratings sense)? Like, good grief, you are reading this thing in your leisure time, presumably on purpose, if it's using words you don't know and you're not in a headspace where you want to look them up / guess-and-continue, then <i>read something else</i>?
Like, there's nothing inherently wrong with being in the mood for an easy read, no more than there's anything wrong with being in the mood for fluff, or heartwrenching angst, or something which is adult in the other sense. But if a particular story doesn't fit what you want to read at the moment, that's not the fault of the story, it's just a hat that doesn't fit today. Put it down and try a different hat, you're allowed.
This might be unpopular but I’m not going to use simpler vocabulary in my writing if it’s out of character for the narrator. If my POV character is a botanist, he’s going to call a plant by its name. If you don’t know what it is you can either Google it or move on just knowing it’s a plant of some sort.
I don’t like this trend of readers being angry that not everything is 100% understandable for them. I want my characters to be believable as people and sometimes people use words people outside of their field will not understand. That’s not a bad thing.
You don’t have to understand every word to get the gist of what’s happening. I’m not going to slow down an action scene to describe every weapon because someone might not know them by name. They can just assume it’s a weapon because that makes sense in the context of the scene.
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izzy-b-hands · 2 months ago
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...i have one of Jack Jr modern AU fics almost set to publish. Literally just need the title and then to preview (bc the spacing is Always Fucked Up the first time lmao) That said, I am. Paranoid that I'm not tagging enough/correctly/should have the rating set higher has set in, and I am putting out a call (v okay if not interested tho!) to anyone willing to give this fic a read to help me make sure I've not fucked that up?
Per Ellipsus it comes it at about 22 minutes to read, so not too horrendously long for a one shot (my definition of a one shot at least, I know it isn't proper fandom one shot length lol)
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