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[storytellersumayyah]

i put together a bouquet. it is filled with white flowers. the irony of this is not lost on me. white is supposed to bring peace. but the lives that are gone stain everything red with injustice.

i pick out a coffin. it is closed. the irony of this is not lost on me. graves are supposed to be the final resting place. but even these are not safe from the destruction caused by monsters.

i select a date. it is set. the irony of this is not lost on me. time does not slip through our fingers the way we may think it does. but there is no guarantee that anyone will get to see that tomorrow.

i choose some food to serve. it is the thing almost forgotten. the irony of this is not lost on me. food is a given, now and always, whether it is boring or new. but that does not mean it is going to be edible or even for humans.

i try and write a eulogy. it is a few minutes long. the irony of this is not lost on me. nobody can put the life of someone gone into words that are sufficient. but there is not even a life to describe because it was taken before it began.

i invite people to attend. it ends up being millions. the irony of this is not lost on me. more people come to mourn than do not. but they do not know who, only that it was wrong and preventable.

i try to plan a funeral. it ends up feeling like dying. the irony of this is not lost on me. not everything can feel like something. but at least we get to say it is like instead of it is.

i am planning a funeral. i think it feels like dying.

[dollopheadedmerlin]

A WIP on my new phone, ugh I miss using this drawing up, my old phone could barely handle it anymore

[gibbearish]

love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking

[egophiliac]

the gang's all here! commence slumber party

[enidtendo64]

More Stowaway AU

Pacifica dynamics with each Grunkle. Happy late Father’s Day and birthday to the grunks!

[malinaa]

if i think about the hunger games in peeta's perspective i WILL start sobbing

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

Hedghodg Snugglz

[fadedkat]

where are these ideas coming from? who are you working with?

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YOUTUBE LINK BELOW!!

[starry-bi-sky]

on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.

Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.

Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.

Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.

There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.

[munsons-mutiny]

One of my favorite trope for Steddie is Steve hunting down Eddie when the kids join Hellfire and giving him a long list of dos and donts.

At first Eddie thinks he’s just being a prick, and worried he’s going to turn the nerds into freaks like him. Especially when he says not to mention drugs in front of Dustin.

But then he starts pulling out lists of monsters that can’t be in campaigns. And like what??? Why can’t he use demagorgons? They were gonna be in the next combat! He’s tempted to ignore the warnings, in fact he’s all set to, but something about Steve’s face when he was laying it all out haunts him. Something so deadly serious about it. So first he decides to test the waters to see if he’s full of shit.

When the session starts, he makes a throwaway comment, “you’re acting like there’s a mindflayer around the corner.”

All the kids freeze but Wheeler especially looks like he’s going to be sick. He even grabs at the bracelet around his wrist. The one he always said his best friend made him before he moved.

Eddie curses himself for even trying to test it out after that, and immediately bullshits the whole session so he can scrap any hint of demogorgans from the campaign.

After that session he drives straight to Harringtons house and demands they go over all the things he can’t include again, in detail, while he takes notes.

He doesn’t know what’s going on with these freshmen, but he knows trauma when he sees it and well he’d gotten attached to the gremlins.

When he leaves that night, he thinks Steve is looking at him with approval. Like he trusts him with their well-being now.

[apple-pie-fly]

breakfast!

btw i started drawing food and i don't think i'm gonna stop any time soon

[just-null]

Do you ever do requests? If so, do you ever plan on drawing some Yandere with the Hantengu clones? :D hope you have a good day/night!!!

Mentioning an unfamiliar name

yes!! I love yanderes.. and these guys.. these guys are such good material...... nods nods..

I'm not sure about requests..I assume you mean drawing requests? I suppose if it REALLY catches my interest enough, I'd do it, but it'd probably just be line art/sketches.

[turtletoria]

the krampus incident from the book of bill if it was out of character and stupid

[tommygotwrittenoff]

i literally do not care about big emergencies on abc's 911. i want to see my characters talk to each other and have stories that are parallels to small, everyday (everyday for first responders) emergencies

[firstfullmoon]

Hanif Abdurraqib’s contribution to Sad Happens, an anthology exploring sadness & tears, edited by Brandon Stosuy

[sodiumpentothol]

Several doodles of what Sam might look like after his mutation in the Flawed Ritual ending, featuring both colored and line art versions.

1 and 3 are more serious, with 1 being more accurate to what's shown and 3 taking the mutations less severely.

2 is a kind of shitpost idea I had where I was thinking "what if he just became one of the Hundred Gods"