#that it relates to the topic of innocent things as a trigger

[devwell]

made me realize how "unconventional" my thoughts are, to me it's obvious if someone act, it's based on their psychology. if they curse they are speaking what the event made them feel, not necessarily because the event is good or bad.

and this foresight is, i sadly learned, is rare.

i been thinking of writing a full story a lot, over the years i've done some, a sprinkle here and there but nothing with an ending. i know everyone hate a story that isnt finished, with no ending, but the truth is a story doesnt end when the credit rolls, the character lives move on, undescribed but there, not unless the universe collapse in into themselves

[cartoonverisimilitude]

Apparently Trump has said that the U.S. will take over Gaza - and like - I wonder how those “THESE CANDIDATES ARE EQUALLY HORRIBLE SO I WONT VOTE. KAMALA SUPPORTS GENOCIDE” idiots are feeling now. Cause like, did you expect Trump to …not support genocide?

Or were you hoping the rest of us sane people would vote for Kamala, she’d win and you could rest peacefully knowing that you didn’t “sacrifice your morals” but could still reap the benefits of a candidate you knew was “the lesser evil?”

Like you don’t have to sacrifice anything and still get to feel good about yourself ? You thought the rest of us were going to take care of the issue for you.

But you didn’t vote. Or you voted for Jill Stein. And maybe the voting machines were rigged - but maybe if you voted for Kamala we would have had an argument, a court case.

But no.

And now we’re stuck Donald Fuck and Elon Shmuck who are literally dismantling the government and who will probably start WWIII over fucking Greenland , reinstall slavery , lock the borders and cause another Great Depression… all because you were pissy that Kamala Harris had no plan to solve the most notoriously complex land wars in history. She couldn’t solve the issue in the Middle East, bitch if it was simple and American wasn’t run but evangelical Christians who have a vested self interest in Jews returning to Israel to trigger the end times, if the world wasn’t so antisemitic, or racist or sexist or if Hamas hadn’t slaughtered hundreds of innocents and taken over a hundred people including children hostage - yeah, may be there could be a solution on the horizon.

But there fucking isn’t.

And you aren’t asking the government to end relations with China despite them LITERALLY having concentration camps for Uighar people and erasing their culture. You aren’t asking Kamala to fix that.

No. You asked a black woman to solve a 2,000+ year old issue because it’s the topic du jour and you wanted to hide your racism and sexism behind a veil of progressivism.

You couldn’t possibly vote for the lesser of two evils - that’s just wrong.

Now, you want people to do something. Now when they’re making it more difficult to protest, to earn a living, to earn an education - you want us to do something

Or you want to be a hero. You want things to get bad so you can play Katniss Everdeen and be the face of a Revolution. But Katniss never wanted to be the mockingjay.

It just happened and then they forced her to continue the role

You want things to get bad and the current system to burn to the ground because you assume whatever will pop will be better than before. Or at least you’ll be in charge.

You’re hypocrites and idiots. You’re naive and uneducated. I’m glad you see good in the world and have hope for a better future.

But that doesn’t happen overnight or in violence. A lot of the times, it’s small - like voting for a person you don’t want to, because they’re still better than the alternative

[bugbro]

Important Internet Safety PSA!

This post is specifically targeted at minors.

Hi kiddos! I'm making this post to remind all regressors on here that they should be extra sure to stay safe online!

For a while now, I've seen minors posting things that are not safe 🙅 but anyone can benefit from following these tips. Especially those who regress, and can be mentally children at times, should be extra cautious online.

Warning! : mentions of potentially triggering topics in relation to online safety, stranger danger, etc. Please only read when big, not regressed!

Read Under The Cut ⬇️

Things Minors Should Not Share Online:

1) Your Real Name.

Never share your full name online. Your first name is less dangerous, but if you can, I would still go by pseudonym (Ex: Sunny, Lambie, Tiny, Bear, Baby Bat, etc.) or fake name. Your name may feel innocent, but personal information is very important.

2) Your Location.

This one feels obvious, but more people do it than you think! Yes, I mean do not share your address...but I also mean: Do not share what school you attend. Do not share what state you live in. Do not share what city you live in.

3) Your Age.

Do not tell anyone that you are a minor. People online should not know that you are a child. As a child, you are especially vulnerable to being targeted by people online.

Age regressors in general are pretty commonly targeted by p/redators online, but stating you're a minor won't make you more safe from them - it will make those predators more likely to want to message you.

Remember to also not share your birthday! Your exact birth date is personal info. If you wish to share birthday stories, gifts, etc, or tell people of your birthday, be broad. Mention it's your birthday month at the beginning/end of the month :) rather than the exact day.

4) Your Triggers.

People online should not know what specific things trigger you. This information can be used against you. Yes, this includes information in DNIs.

If you must have a DNI, be generic.

"DNI if you post kink, blood, eating disorders, transphobia, these things trigger me." is too much personal information. This is just a list of things that trigger you. People online should NOT know this information. ❌ ❌

❤️ Generic DNI examples:

"DNI if your blog is unsafe for children"

"DNI if you post N/S/F/W content."

"DNI if your blog is k/i/n/k, c/g/l, or NSFW." ❤️

Remember to use your block button liberally, for anyone who makes you uncomfortable.

5) Photos of yourself.

There are multiple reasons why posting photos of yourself, as a minor, may not be a good idea.

First, regression is very stigmatized. Choosing to connect your face to something so stigmatized is a very big decision, one that can be difficult to make at a young age. The internet is forever, and it's very important to consider how you might feel about these photos later in life.

Second, regression is SFW, but p/redators don't care. While the pictures of you with a paci, or you in a diaper may be completely innocent and nonsexual, bad people can still access them. This doesn't mean you can never post photos - but waiting until you're old enough to really understand the risks is a good idea.

In general, photos of your regression can be unsafe but...you can share photos without you in them! Pictures of your snacks, or a toy can be nice to share. Just make sure there's no personal, or identifying info in your pictures :) and then show off your cute drawings or toys.

Personal information is very precious. Be very careful with who you share it with! If you are an adult, you have the knowledge to make the decision on whether or not you think it's a good idea to share this information. But if you are a child, you're usually not old enough to understand what sharing personal info can mean.

I know a lot of these may feel really restricting. You might think "isn't that a little much?" and yes, they can be a lot to ask. But staying safe is super important.

It's important for you kiddos to remember that most of you are in categories that can make you extra vulnerable. Being minors, being neurodivergent, being queer, having faced past trauma, being an age regressor...are all things that can make you especially vulnerable.

If you decide to share these things anyway, I hope I've encouraged you to try to do so sparingly. Maybe you can share some of these, but decide to make others private.

Stay safe kiddos!

[confusedgoldenflower]

Oh, new news outta Australia! (Also CSAM Laws.)

To be clear for EVERYONE, the issue of the book is:

A GROWN MAN THIRSTING FOR A TODDLER (3YO) AND WAITING UNTIL SHE TURNED 18! It’s a love story!

Also get this… NO TRIGGER WARNINGS WHATSOEVER. Although the author very much gives prononcon.

So allow me to make this for anyone curious but not wanting to see any shit, although this post will include certain topics, obviously. (Reddit comments later down.)

Major content warnings for a book that involves all the csam/child abuse. Csa. Pedo. Proship nonsense. Grossly misunderstood DD/LG.

I will TLDR the video for y’all. (Thank you CC for the video. We love you.) (TW: The video includes passages from the book!)

The author says it’s an exploration or whatever of “DD/LG” (Dom Daddy/Little Girl) which is something in the BDSM community ergo revolving around CONSENT between adults who are able to consent! Also a Cinderella story retelling….

A lot of the reviews were “wtf why is this cp up!? INVESTIGATE!”

Author had to take it down—prior to arrest.

Male Lead ASSAULTS Female Lead as toddler! Age 3!!! He wants to keep her at three years old. Then they wait until she’s 18 (she develops what I believe is hyper sexuality from the event, fanataxisig about her abuser).

Author made an “apology:”

[Hi everyone

I think there's been a huge misunderstanding. DLT is DEFINITELY NOT promoting or inciting anything EVER to do with CSA or pedophillia. What is being said is grossly disturbing and breaks my heart as well as makes me sick. DLT is FICTIONAL and meant to represent the DD/LG world. I understand where I went wrong and that is why I had removed it from Amazon this morning.

What happened between these characters, yes, started at a young age. No 1nt3rcOurs3 happened while she was young. YES there were thoughts and I can see how that is frowned upon. Nothing happened like that until she was of age. I know nothing that I say is going to change or fix what l've written.

There are however, three innocent people who have been caught in the crossfire and it needs to stop.

Georgia, Misha and

Ashleigh along with their

businesses. Pixel & Quill Studio (cover designer), Mish Taylor PA (graphics) and AVA book editing (editor).]

If this is supposed to represent the kink, as previously mentioned, YOU. DO. NOT. UNDERSTAND. IT. WHATSOEVER.

Literally justifying csa AND getting with the abuser!? Just-what else do you not comprehend?

And this woman’s got KIDS!

Justifying it because iT’s FiCtIoN ain’t the move when this shit happens in reality. There are real, horribly deranged people that do these things to kids. Kill kids with this shit. Perpetuating abuse cycles. Years of trauma touched by even longer years of therapy.

Okay mostly my thoughts but stuff from video and we agree. So glad I found this creator!

“Monsters are real and if you’re defending them, you’re a monster too.”

Literally please do watch video or read the transcript, Kerrywritesbooks has a lot to say. Also at half, they talk about effects of CSA.

The comments let me know author had been arrested!

"At the home, police executed a search warrant – seizing several hard copies of the novel – to be forensically examined," police added. "The woman was charged with [possessing] child abuse material, [disseminating] child abuse material and [producing] child abuse material."

https://www.criminalsolicitorsmelbourne.com.au/blog/child-abuse-material

Definition of child abuse material

In Victoria, child pornography or as it is now known, child abuse material, also known as child sexual abuse material (CSAM), comes in many forms and is defined broadly as material that depicts or describes a child being involved in torture, sex or nudity in circumstances that a reasonable person would regard as being offensive. Relevant definitions are contained in s 51A of the Crimes Act 1958, in which a “child” means a person under the age of 18 years. “child abuse material” means material that—

(a) depicts or describes—

(i) a person who is, or who appears or is implied to be, a child—

(A) as a victim of torture, cruelty or physical abuse (whether or not the torture, cruelty or abuse is sexual); or

(B) as a victim of sexual abuse; or

(C) engaged in, or apparently engaging in, a sexual pose or sexual activity (whether or not in the presence of another person); or

(D) in the presence of another person who is engaged in, or apparently engaged in, a sexual pose or sexual activity; or

(ii) the genital or anal region of a person who is, or who appears or is implied to be, a child; or

(iii) the breast area of a person who is, or who appears or is implied to be, a female child; and

(b) reasonable persons would regard as being, in the circumstances, offensive.

The issue of whether a reasonable person would regard material as being offensive requires consideration of community standards and values. “material” means—

(a) any film, audio, photograph, printed matter, image, computer game or text; or

(b) any electronic material; or

(c) any other thing of any kind.

Parliament has intentionally made the scope very wide, to catch all manner of things that resemble child abuse material.

That last bit again:

Parliament has intentionally made the scope very wide, to catch all manner of things that resemble child abuse material.

It’s not to iNfRiNgE oN yOuR cReAtIvE lIbErTieS, it’s about PROTECTING CHILDREN. It is SO gross prononconners don’t seem to value child safety like at all. Especially weird since many claim to have been abused in some way themselves and that’s why they write this shit.

Once again:

These laws are about PROTECTING CHILDREN. But sure, whine about how it’s so not allowed to write cp these days 🙄

So the Reddit stuff

I scrolled in r/AO3 just in case (terrible idea, I know) just to see what sort of things they’d have to say and… someone did post it! The sun didn’t like it but they tolerated it (mod post). It was mostly complaining about laws and AO3 TOS and how you need to know YOUR laws. But there was also this (and that’s as far as I could handle tbh):

First screencap:

First poster about Australian law and AO3 TOS

Second screencap:

Law restricts for the purpose to be erotic, “literotic” (I consider erotica to come with consent but okay)

Second poster is complaining about how you know the purpose, “it’s too subjective”… survey says that’s largely what’s observable. (Especially if it’s marketed as a love story etc)

Third screencap:

That poster is saying how the law is about what’s written/expressed. Uh yeah, see the above.

No shit, but then they go against themselves, “It's antis who want to know what the thought process was behind any form of graphical depictions of dark themes in fiction.”

If something like csa is glorified (etc etc), obviously the intent is wanted to know and, guess what, it’s OBSERVABLE. We can SEE if you’re glorifying noncon, Ronny! And not treating it appropriately.

Fourth screencap:

First poster about Lolita. That’s what I meant to say on my story notes (I’ve never wanted to get into it)

“the fact that her book was marketed as a romance novel, she very likely caught charges because she wrote gratuitous child porn.” <— THIS!!!

Second poster is all well it’s vague to distinguish and some people actually see it as a romance novel so…. Shut up. Authors, despite how you people just want free access to do whatever you wish with their IP, CAN and do speak on their work.

Fifth screencap:

Poster is all that’s a valid point (directly from the above) and also author had this dedication, “to her young children saying she would never look at them the same.” Which is sorta yikes. OBVIOUSLY YIKES.

They continue/others bring up censorship and free speech for some reason. And like, y’all not seeing why we worry??? Really? Or you can’t handle any sort of reflection?

Sixth screencap:

First poster about what a better dedication mighta been

Second, sorta in a new comment thread, and third are like wow, I might need to check my laws since I download stuff.

Then some Texan came in to complain. Probably about some new bullshit porn law. I really doubt they’re comparative especially considering this country made it easier for pedos.

Why.👏🏻 Do. 👏🏻You people. 👏🏻Wanna protect. 👏🏻Writing. 👏🏻Explorative. 👏🏻Material. 👏🏻So much over. 👏🏻Protecting. 👏🏻Children!?

Help me 😭 save me from my own morbid curiosity

Also found this on r/proshipping. I was thinking like what will they say? Will they be hypocritical? Use it as an opportunity to cry about laws that protect children, or shit on “angry chronically online zoomers?”

It’s too late for me but hopefully I’ve saved someone else. I am not reading all those 40+ comments. Here’s what is most likely an adequate “sampling:”

They’re all complaining because tHeReS nO aCtUaL cA!

*Slow white man blink*

There entirely is! Besides assaulting her, he peeps on her and says gross shit! Which may be prior to the assault. I know it from a review from this video.

No I won’t go into this video. I’m tired. I’ve seen enough tonight. I need to feed myself. All of the trigger warnings for this video too. Also appreciate creator as well. As always. Also, the creator says so much.

I’m not spell checking this.

I hit image cap so on to part two.

[simgaroop]

I think I am neurodivergent.

There is no official diganosis and at this stage in my life I probably won't look for one. But in recent years I've started to think I probably am one. I even thought about asking my therapist about this, just before she released me a couple years ago. But it just felt like I was making things up at the moment. Besides, it is pretty stupid for a mental health specialist to self-diagnose, so that's why I am not saying this with complete certainty.

Huh, this is one of those posts I should be writing in Spanish.

Anyway, why am I randomly posting this in my Sim blog? Well, because I am exhausted. I've spent the last two months carrying a huge figurative boulder on my shoulders and just pretending (or masking) non stop. If you met me in person, the most likely impression you would have of me is that I am a very calm, warm and sweet person, who has her shit together, is the voice of reason, a great listener, someone who is eager to come up with solutions to any problem. Someone who has control over her emotions, who likes "normal" everyday stuff. People look up to me and I am constantly been asked for support, both in my professional and personal life. I am so nice and adaptable, that I was able to practically live in a hospital for over 5 weeks, just leaving it to go to work.

However, deep inside I am a very anxious woman, who is triggered by thoughts of death, disease (of loved ones), doctors and hospitals. I need to have my time to be alone. I prefer (almost need) to sleep in a very dark room and listening to movie or videogame podcasts. I've always been into videogames and animated shows, and I tend to obsess about those topics. I used to write a lot of fanfiction and loved it, but have never told a soul because I am so embarrased by it. I prefer to be alone, I hate to make and answer phone calls and when I get a notification on Whatsapp I really need to take a moment to even read the message (and it is even worse if it's a voice message). I am socially awkward in situations that are not related to work. I used to stimm a lot when I was a child, and I still do it when I am stressed. I was a picky eater. I used to be the lonely child who preferred to be by herself and only made friends because my parents were worried. I do not watch series on Netflix, but I can browse Youtube for hours and watch Lets Plays and documentaries about shows. I've always wanted to share my nerd tendencies, but I can't, because I am a woman in her forties, and my family and social circle look down on that stuff. So I constantly pretend and only when I am alone at night I can browse and look at the stuff I like, which is honestly very innocent, but I feel like I have to hide it.

And these last weeks I have had to constantly hide myself in my "social" and "professional" self. And I am exhausted. I feel like my heart is heavy. And it is even affecting my work performance.

So I come to my nerdy spot on the Internet to vent. To the one place in which I can sort of be myself and hope like someone might read this and understand.

*Reads Post* Wow, this is why I mostly lurk. I sound like a 15 year old and my urge to pretend that everything is fine with me is screaming that I do not post this. 😥

[clioseeker]

Chill Reviews : Do not take this cat home or the fear of being alone (spoiler-free version)

TW : this game has heavy topics that may not are suitable for everyone ! The content warnings of the dev are literally longer than my future. If you're uncomfortable and get triggered about abusive relationships, all forms of violence, heavy horror elements, animal cruelty, mental health related subjects or certain phobias please consider not playing this game. There's also flashing lights, imags and loud noises. Stay safe people, and take care of yourself <3

But if you're still curious, the dev put the entire list of warnings on the downloads, so you can take a peak yourself.

Soooooo, that an heavy one. Today I'm talking about a game that was quite a strange experience, Do not take this cat home. It's an horror visual novel created by Pixeliminal in 2023, it starts with a very simple premice : you (yes, you the player) is walking home on a rainy day, and you find a cute cat in a dark alley. Poor little thing is alone in a cardboard. After this, you have the choice to take it home... Or not.

Isn't that little fella cute ?

Why would you leave it outside ?

I'm not making a classic review with the qualities and the flaws, but more of an essay in fact. This is the type of game that feel more like a unique experiment more than actual gameplay when you turn your brain off and just enjoy. This post is spoiler-free, but the next won't be. If you want to read the second part anyway, I invite you to play or watch the game before.

---{ Graphics }--- ☐ You forget what reality is ☐ Beautiful ☑ Good ☐ Decent ☐ Bad ☐ Don‘t look too long at it ☐ MS-DOS

The graphics seems to be hand-made, it gives a unique look and atmosphere to the game. It's a simple style, cute and looking absolutely innocent. Like the cat is veeeery cute and I personnally want to hug and play with for days. It's a personal opinion but I rather so much 2D games over 3D realist games. The game can't really be dated and that's what it's so charming. It's unique and won't burn your eyes after a few years :3

---{ Gameplay }--- ☐ Very good ☐ Good ☑ It's just gameplay ☐ Mehh ☐ Watch paint dry instead ☐ Just don't

I don't have much to say about it. It's a visual novel, you just have to click dialogue options. You have different choices of dialogue or actions and it'll have a direct impact on the ending you'll get. Just a quick surprise at the last ending, your choices are timed.

---{ Audio }--- ☐ Eargasm ☐ Very good ☑ Good ☐ Not too bad ☐ Bad ☐ I'm now deaf

Dialogues aren't dubbed and the soundtrack is not that remarkable, but it's not bad to listen. In fact, the music perfectly blended with the atmosphere, I mostly keep impressions of cute musics mixed with creepy melodies which stressed me a bit.

---{ Audience }--- ☐ Kids ☐ Teens ☑ Adults ☐ Grandma

Like said above, the game's subjects are a bit tough to handle depending of your past experiences, your fears or your triggers. The horror is there, mostly psychological or body horror. Some endings gave me the itches because of that.

---{ PC Requirements }--- ☐ Check if you can run paint ☑ Potato ☐ Decent ☐ Fast ☐ Rich boi ☐ Ask NASA if they have a spare computer

---{ Game Size }--- ☐ Floppy Disk ☑ Old Fashioned ☐ Workable ☐ Big ☐ Will eat 10% of your 1TB hard drive ☐ You will want an entire hard drive to hold it ☐ You will need to invest in a black hole to hold all the data

---{ Difficulty }--- ☑ Just press 'W' ☐ Easy ☐ Easy to learn / Hard to master ☐ Significant brain usage ☐ Difficult ☐ Dark Souls

---{ Grind }--- ☑ Nothing to grind ☐ Only if u care about leaderboards/ranks ☐ Isn't necessary to progress ☐ Average grind level ☐ Too much grind ☐ You'll need a second life for grinding

---{ Story }--- ☐ No Story ☐ Some lore ☐ Average ☑ Good ☐ Lovely ☐ It'll replace your life

---{ Game Time }--- ☐ Long enough for a cup of coffee ☑ Short ☐ Average ☐ Long ☐ To infinity and beyond

My advice is take an evening or an afternoon when you're fully into into it, the game can me completed in 3-4 hours.

---{ Price }--- ☑ It's free! ☐ Worth the price ☐ If it's on sale ☐ If u have some spare money left ☐ Not recommended ☐ You could also just burn your money

I would even say it's cheaper than free x)

---{ Bugs }--- ☑ Never heard of ☐ Minor bugs ☐ Can get annoying ☐ ARK: Survival Evolved ☐ The game itself is a big terrarium for bugs

---{ ? / 10 }--- ☐ 1 ☐ 2 ☐ 3 ☐ 4 ☐ 5 ☐ 6 ☐ 7 ☑ 8 ☐ 9 ☐ 10

---{ Author }--- ☑ https://vojtastruhar.github.io/steam-review-template

Detailed and spoiler-free opinion : Do not take this cat home is an entertaining game at first, but the first impression of cuteness quickly gives his place to an eerie atmosphere. Strange events were happening to the MC and I was mixed between affection for the cat and curiosity for what were happening to our character. Then let's just say my opinion on my new fluffy friend changed after a few runs. If you're looking for an new whole horror experience, without jumpscares, the game may be for you. I find it excellent and it's definitely a 'must play' in the genre of horror free games.

[r0cket-spr0cket]

Let me dream of dancing till the dawn

About Me:

Name's Sprocket! I'm a nonbinary aroace and go by they/them pronouns. I'm just starting out in digital art and new to the selfship community! Sharing F/Os doesn't bug me, heck I hope I can meet others with the same F/O! :D

My F/O:

Climber (Endzone/Law of Talos/ Castle of Nations)

DNI (Do Not Interact) with me if you:

Support proship/comship

Anti LGBTQ+

Proana account

BYF (Before You Follow):

Please know my art may have references to the following: knives, blood, creepy-cute aesthetics, and Yami Kawaii-inspired themes. I use soft and sweet tones to cope with darker subjects, as I find comfort in the more innocent things.

Please don't harass me if we share a F/O, the block button is free. Use it.

I am very new to the self-shipping community, so I'm sorry if I don't understand some things!

Things I Post About:

Self-insert artwork

F/O / Selfshipping stuff

Art, literally just mostly art stuff.

Tags:

#stitchblade: My self-insert and Climber's ship name where I mostly post art.

#cottoncandy: My sona and Climber's ship where it's also just art and silly posts.

#sprocket.postingg: Pretty much under anything I post, whether it's answering questions, under non-ship-related art, etc.

#knotsandknives: Dark, creepy-cute art with creepy undertones. Proceed with caution if references to mental illness, gore, medical instruments, obsession, or other topics alike are triggering/disturbing to you.

Interested in commissions?

🎀Click me! <3🎀

[lightfeltmemories]

hxh theory: is feitan a p3d0phile?

tw's: mentions of l0l1c0n, paraphilia, p3d0philia, sadism and torture because its fucking feitan, cp (debatable if you consider l0l1c0n cp), mentions of problematic hxh ships such as feitan x kalluto and hisoka x gon

just a note: before you come at me with your pitchforks leaving hate in my asks and dms, i am not a fan of l0l1c0n nor am i trying to defend it, this post is a simple theory i have gathered by evidence in the manga, no one is saying that you should believe this theory, it's more of a "do with this information what you will" kind of thing.

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so, you may be reading this title and you're thinking "what the actual fuck?" and you probably believe that i pulled this straight out of the deepest parts of my ass, but what if i told you i had some plausible evidence for this theory?

so, for starters, this thought actually came to me when i was reading a post by a user on here named @/cautionworks (i'm not going to tag them here because i don't know them nor do i want to seem like a bother) who made a post relating to their favorite ships (warning as the post does contain problematic ships such as hisogon and such, not saying in particular im against the ship, im just giving out a warning to anyone who is triggered by minor x adult ships) and there was a ship listed as feitan x kalluto.

in the passage it mentions that they found out that feitan may be into l0l1, which at first thought was a bit strange but once you think about it more, the concept isn't the most absurd for someone like him.

i haven't seen anyone actually talk about feitan possibly being into l0l1c0n, much less being a p3do, probably because of the anti's in the fandom.

so, lets get on with the actual evidence!

in the yorknew city arc, after he was done torturing the owl, he is seen reading a book by an author named trevor brown, and as stated on his hunterpedia page, trevor is a controversial artist who's work involves paraphilia; atypical sexual urges.

according to trevor's wikipedia page, "His work explores paraphilias, such as lolicon, ero guro, BDSM, and other fetish themes. Innocence, violence, misogyny, and Japanese popular culture all collide in Brown's art."

there is also a reddit post relating to this topic as well, and according to said post the topic was popular on tik tok at a certain period in time (not very important but i thought it was kind of interesting since im a tik tok user and content creator kind of)

so, does this make feitan a p3d0phile? i can see why people would think so, and i can also see why people wouldn't.

why i would is simple; trevor brown's art speaks for itself, the usage of fictional little girls in... lets just say, VERY interesting situations would make one assume off rip that feitan may be a p3d0phile, or at least a l0l1con, not to mention, togashi isn't afraid of making a character like this especially since we have hisoka (not saying hisoka is a p3d0, but many do, and im just trying to prove a point and give an example as to why the concept of feitan being a p3d0 isn't something completely out of the ordinary, hxh does get pretty dark after all).

why i wouldn't: i've seen some arguments that feitan may not hold the same views as trevor despite him doing some questionable things, similar to how people may like a certain character or even person in real life but not agree with everything they say or do, not to mention he doesn't seem to act weird or overly charming with kids like hisoka, he certainly isn't afraid to hurt or torture one (gon) but theres no actual implications outside of him reading this book by a controversial artist that he is sexually attracted to them.

but in my personal opinion, unless specified by togashi himself, or given any more details about how he feels about such things i wouldn't go as far as to call feitan a p3d0 just because he's seen reading a book by someone known to create l0l1 art, hell, he might be reading a book that doesn't include anything relating to p3d0philia, since the cover art isn't explicitly shown.

[ajawnich]

i wanted to talk about some things, it's a heavy topic but if anyone is able or willing to read, i really appreciate it. i wanted to talk about my experience with emotional/covert incest. the terms can mean multiple things but in my specific case, it meant my mother talked to me about inappropriate sexual things from a very young age. as well as my dad preying on my sister and filming us. i understand these topics can be triggering so please feel free to skip if you want to.

i was never physically touched so for a long time i thought i did not count as a victim of sexual abuse, as well as just being brainwashed into thinking it was normal, but a few years ago i got support from the childhood sexual abuse subreddit and they were amazing. they made me feel seen and helped me realized how much i'd been traumatized by this.

i'm talking about it now because i vaguely brought it up with her yesterday for the first time and she mumbled a response essentially blaming my dad for her hypersexual behavior around us kids. saying she 'wasn't herself.' it was very insulting to me but i dropped the subject because it would ruin the day otherwise.

for as long as i can remember she had been doing this, the earliest i have memories from is four to five years old. i knew where babies came from in graphic detail by this time. note that these are just some of many, many examples.

my mom had described the concept of sex toys and described where my dad kept theirs, as if she wanted me to go look. at one point on a car ride home home from my grandma's house she described how she'd heard of someone putting peanut butter in their vagina and fucking that way; she described how she thought it feel and how gross it was. i was five and hostage in the car. she showed me the adult section in spencer's; a store i didn't even like going to because it had scary chucky dolls, and showed me several sex toys. she specifically pointed out the sex dolls hanging from the ceiling and joked that she wondered if my dad would like one.

again when i was five, she apparently had never heard the word "bonding" before, so when i said it she assumed it was related to bondage, so she proceeded to explain bondage and bdsm to me in detail. this is something else about my mother, she manages to make seemingly innocent things about sex, as if it's literally always on her mind. she did the same thing with the word "mate", she thought it was only used in a sexual content and tried to explain to me how different animals fuck. i was 7 and we were in the middle of the grocery store. she would retell a story several times through my life about how an old friend from her early 20s implied she (the friend) had fucked a dog before; and my mom thought that was an appropriate conversation to have with a small child.

again when i was about 7, she put a show on the tv about sex toys when i was in the room. i distinctly remember this is when i first actually saw what dildos and vibrators looked like. i specifically remember them talking about how quiet one of them was, and them showing off a glass dildo as well. my mom didn't care at all that i was in the room seeing this; in fact she pointed some out telling me how funny she thought they looked.

when i was like 8, in a movie we were watching (which once again wasn't age appropriate, but she never did make sure Any movie was age appropriate) someone did the pussy eating hand symbol, for lack of a better term. i didnt even ask what it meant because i assumed it was something sexual, but my mom described it in detail anyway even though i literally told her i didnt want to know. by this point i was old enough to try to advocate for myself, to tell her to Stop and that i didnt want to hear these things, but she didnt listen at all. i wanted it to stop but it never did.

i knew all about my moms sexual fantasies as well, like how she wanted to have a threesome but knew my dad would never do it. she even showed me one of her own sex toys when i was around 10, one of those electric paddles. either one or both of my parents liked being spanked and hit with a whip. how do i know? they would fuck loudly even though they knew i could hear everything no matter where i was in the house. and i brought up with them how i could hear it and how i wanted it to stop, begging them to at least Try to be quiet, but they never would. to this day i think it's because they got off of knowing i could hear them. i was about 13 when this started and it happened up until high school had ended.

now, we talk about my dad. my dad was a bigger creep but in a more quiet way. you see, my dad never spoke vulgar around us kids. he did not like talking about sex and didn't even like cursing half the time. he did have a porn addiction however. every single device has to have porn on it, porn needs to be open at all times. he had porn mags in the basement; removed them thankfully when he found out we saw them. he gave me his old laptop when my own broke, it was absolutely full of folders upon folders of porn. you always end up stumbling upon it by accident at least, but jesus christ it's everywhere.

but the real problem is that he did something deplorable. see, my older sister is a half sister, he is her step dad. and my father preyed on her. i still don't know everything he did to her, and obviously that is not my story to tell. but what i do know is that he installed cameras in her room and watched her. my mom always had her suspicions but when i was an older teenager she finally found the evidence. vhs tapes, on which videos of my sister, who at the time of filming was 11-16, getting changed and other things. my entire childhood i was afraid i was being filmed.

because my mom did not leave my dad when she found out about this. she first had an inclination he was creeping on my sister when she was very young; but she never left. she told us though, told us what a creep he was, so we spent our childhoods in fear that he was watching us. i'd check my room for cameras all the time. i've come to the conclusion that i think that as his biological child he never did have an interest in me thankfully, but my poor sister was violated by that man, the degree to which we still don't know because she doesn't like to talk about it; which is her right of course. i was never touched but the surveillance paranoia has eaten away at me since i was little. always afraid im being watched, that there's a camera or that he's monitoring my online activity. i know at one point he filmed he and my mom having sex without her permission, so he really did have cameras everywhere. i can only hope there wasn't one in my own room.

this is such, such a stupid thing that i'm about to say. it's gonna completely ruin the tone of this post but it becomes sinister in hindsight. when i was little, sometimes i would sleep in my sisters room. but i was scared of her window because i'd see something red out there. in my child imagination i imagined it was a scary sasquatch with red eyes. listen, i was super afraid of sasquatch and yetis at the time, it was a whole thing i know it sounds ridiculous. anyway though, i realized in hindsight that the red i was seeing was the recording light of a camera. he was filming her though the window. the tapes confirmed that. i never saw them myself but my mom did. it's just. such a scary thing okay.

my surveillance paranoia lives with me today. i have never shaken the fear that im being watched. it even elevated into mind reading delusions. after spending your whole life feeling unsafe, like you have no privacy anywhere, you start to fear you're not safe even in your mind. so yes, i have fears sometimes that my mind is being read. it always feels stupid to admit to it because i know logically that its simply not true, but it's something my brain persists. i still live in this house with my dad and mom. one little way i try to fight the mind reading is that for whatever reason my brain thinks that it i turn a certain way it will be harder for someone to read my mind. so, if my dad is in the living room on the right of me, i turn to the left. and if he's in his bedroom on the left of me, i turn right. i also put pillows all over my head especially covering my ears. having delusions makes you feel so stupid, man. but it helps.

some day, maybe, i'll have my own place, and i'll be able to check it alllll over for cameras, and maybe i'll finally feel safe. or, maybe i'll never feel safe. i don't know. i also think that perhaps my moms hypersexuality contributed to my asexuality. i was sex repulsed for a very long time because it was just pushed onto me time and time again when i was little. i've only just recently in the past few years started becoming comfortable with sexuality, although im still ace, i only feel attraction in theory and not in practice. so maybe in a way every time i express wanting to fuck a fictional character it's actually a win for me? i have no idea. anyway uhhhhh i have no idea if anyone read this but peace out homies

[marali-iin]

SPREAD AWARENESS

I know this isn't common for my usual content, in fact I'm barely seen commenting or participating in posts about this topic, but I recently found out about this and wanted to spread awareness.

I'm completely against genoc!de and the m*rder of innocent people, but honestly I'm not in the best position to talk about this. I barely know everything about this topic and I'm currently not in the best mentally state to dig further because of my over empathy I know this will make me feel sick of how horrible it is people have to go through this. BUT, as someone with contreltofobia I can't stay quiet about other women going through this

I can't even imagine the pain of the victims, as someone who constantly fears the idea of being touched and undressed my heart breaks whenever I know about someone having to go through one of my worst fears and I can only hope for her healing and that her baby is okay (I couldn't find if it's alive, if someone can inform me I'll be really grateful). Also my biggest condolences for her husband, her children and the other men forced to watch. This poor souls only wanted shelter that shouldn't have been taken away from them, they're humans with feelings and rights that are being violated and should be protected.

SA is horrible, I'll never ever wish it to anyone, I know it's extremely selfish to only talk about this conflict when it's related in some way to me, but I really want to spread awareness about the horrifies of SA and r*pe and express my entire healing desires for this poor woman, the soldiers should be ashamed of this horrible inhuman act. People want to act like this things doesn't happen, try to hide it under the rug, but if someone has to come out to yell how this happens I'll be more than proud to so victims can get the help they need.

(if anyone feels the need to vent about this topic because this things can be triggering, pls feel free to. I'll always hear, your feelings matter and your experience will never define how amazing of a human you are and how grateful we are for having you in this world with us)

[autistictaylorhebert]

Struggling to think of a solid trigger for a vampire; speed and strength are semi-easy, but the daylight sensitivity and blood are issues, and the transferrable aspect would have to be some kind of trump rating, so something to do with being chased/beaten by other capes pre-trigger? The core Thing about them I'm thinking of is more in line with "what if you were literally shaped into something horrible and infectious, so that every genuine moment of self-expression was dangerous to the people around you", but I'm not sure if it's possible to make the two really Fit

I'm not really doing them anymore but vampire capes are a topic I've thought about in the past (and I've seen people make a few vampire triggers in the parahumans subreddit) so I kind of have 90% of an answer already.

daylight

Power flaws or weaknesses like these are easier than they look like, since you can more or less just make that power flaw a problem during the trigger, and then just call it "power irony". Victoria is a good example, getting fouled repeatedly without a chance to breathe: she gets a force-field that can deal with anything except that incessant rhythm of attack.

So during the trigger sunlight itself was a threat. This could be a stranger-y thing where they don't want to be seen in sunlight, or that the heat associated with it (from a hot country/intense summer) made health problems worse, or something more esoteric (photos being ruined? some kind of heliophobia?).

blood

Again this is just a question of "what gives power irony". What could happen during trigger that the concept of being an obligate blood drinker would be awful on a personal level?

Being in a position where you're forced to drink blood to survive, and all possible kinds of guilt and desperate need are as intense as they could be. Being stranded and paralysed under a building collapse and your dying family member's blood being the only food available. A violent shootout (that you caused) results in a hemo-kinetic hero keeping you alive by using the blood of innocents you indirectly killed.

the transferrable aspect would have to be some kind of trump rating

Ok, so, I think this is the point where I think my concept of a vampire-cape kind of diverges from yours. For me personally, it makes a lot more sense to have a whole vampire cluster trigger, instead of trying to tick all the boxes with a single cape.

For one thing, clusters are often a lot more fluid in terms of how much power each person has, and in Ward there are a couple of examples of people joining clusters that have already triggered and existed for a while. There's definitely a kind of trump trigger you can create to make a single infectious power work, but in my mind clusters are already weird, and gives an excuse for weirdness?

For another thing, a cluster gives you a lot more space to play around with for triggers: you don't have to have one person who has both all consuming heliophobia, and a guilt complex relating to blood, and a complex where they see themself as infectious. You can even get self indulgent and throw an animal changer in there.

(Additionally like, at it's core the average vampire is a kind of mongrel archetype. Thematically a modern vampire... A: involves ideas of class dynamics and upper-class parasitism, B: inherits aspects from old antisemitic stereotypes, C: is a metaphor for being a closeted queer person, and D: can have a bunch of other smaller influences like the concept of STDs and some somewhat dated ideas of what is "demonic" and visually evil. Arguably, vampires are fundamentally More Than One Thing.)

[sophieinwonderland]

Just found your acc and decided to scroll through r/systemscringe. What’s your take on https://www.reddit.com/r/SystemsCringe/s/cJDvCVKClu ?

Also, in my scrolling, i think i may have come across the only genuinely cringe thing there, which i’ll also link. Make sure to read through it entirely, it gets… weird.

https://www.reddit.com/r/SystemsCringe/s/CkoZgaM8fd

Oh, that one!

I actually came across that and was thinking about responding to it already.

Boy!

That certainly is a take, isn't it!

"Why would people not like to be called liars if they're telling the truth?"

This is one of those questions that I feel could really be answered by just... using that thing between your ears.

I implore the members of r/systemscringe to at least try it. Even just once. They might actually enjoy it.

Look, it's pretty natural for people to not like getting accused of lying. Especially when it's about something personal to them.

This is just normal, basic human behavior. It's not even getting to the fact that many of the people accused are faking are trauma survivors, and often have trauma related to trying to tell people about abuse and not being believed or trusted. And this being triggered can result in them going into fight or flight mode, which in this case, the "fight" response may be defending their reputation and arguing that they're actually telling the truth.

It's also not getting to the fact that DID is often accompanies with denial, derealization, and depersonalization, all thing that might make being fakeclaimed hit especially hard.

Also, the part about "only seeing fakers" defend themselves is pretty silly when you realize that they don't have a way of determining who is or isn't a system.

Oh wow!

Fakers have anxiety? I never realized! It's a good thing that people with genuine disorders that are heavily associated with trauma will never have any anxiety at all. /s

u/Kooky-Copy4456 kind of acknowledges that their own anxiety makes them stressed over people thinking they might be lying below, but still essentially says this should still be a red flag for people with DID for some reason...

And then u/colorfulcrowns tells them that their own defensive reaction to defend their anxiety disorder, stemming from their anxiety disorder, would be a red flag that they don't have an anxiety disorder.

...

I could go on, debunking argument after argument in that thread, but here's the bottom line.

This whole topic is manipulation.

It's to make fakeclaimers feel justified when their victims defend themselves, so that only proves further that the victims must be guilty of faking.

Even if you have paperwork mentioning your diagnosis, that won't be able to prove you're not faking to them. And worse, if you show them that paperwork, this shows you as even more defensive because no one who isn't faking would show you their paperwork. And as far as r/systemscringe is concerned, even being diagnosed doesn't prove you aren't faking.

As this commenter says in another thread:

r/systemscringe wants you to believe that anyone who they say is fake must be faking. If the victims argue, that means they're faking more. If they give proof, they're definitely faking. If they ignore your accusations, well, the silence speaks for itself doesn't it?

They don't believe in someone being innocent until proven guilt. They don't even believe in being guilty until proven innocent. They believe that you're guilty. Period. No exceptions. And any attempt to prove you aren't only proves you really were faking the entire time.

r/systemscringe's ideology hinges on convincing themselves and their members that they're the heroes protecting "real" systems from so-called fakers, and allowing even the slightest possibility that they might be bullying and mocking real systems all along is something they can't bring themselves to consider for a moment.

Posts like this aren't really about proving who is or isn't faking in the end. They're about convincing r/systemscringe bullies that they're the good guys and that any of their victims who fight back deserve to be victimized.

[asianpopfan]

I wish it was common sense/etiquette among kpop fans to avoid attacking or discussing an extreme scandal of a certain idol under pages or posts that aren’t related to them or where there are all other members too.

This kind of ruins the vibe and puts everybody on an ulterior bad mood. Reason being that not only the other idols/group members shouldn’t see, they probably are already overwhelmed themselves much more than us, they worked and lived with this person for many years, imagine the shock for them, I assume that they are in a mourning period. They don’t deserve to see this.

But in general too, this is quite triggering for some visitors and fans to witness. If I see a discussion about that one topic under a kpop related tag for something else I get pissed off and uncomfortable/triggered. Do you think that people looking for a fluff fanfiction of X member of XY group or even a member of this person’s (former) group wants to be slammed with this? Have some consideration and respect. Isn’t Tumblr of all places where users are the most considerate of trigger warnings? Rightful use of tags are also a trigger warning. {It’s fine to use general tags like “X group”}.

If you want to express your feelings do it under their Bubble (IF you already have it, there is a fee per idol, don’t pay anything just to hate, don’t give him money!) or under their social media posts, the ones that are ONLY about them. No other person! So not on the general Weverse fan posts section, under their own comment sections, their own Instagram and Twitter posts/comments, nobody else involved!. Maybe follow the investigation and be there to shame this person publicly when they go to prison! But please don’t send trucks at SM, don’t discuss them under his groups’s stuff etc.

It really bothers me because even months/years from now, the posts on Weverse or comments on other social media might stay up, now, there are way too many people posting regularly on Weverse etc but imagine if one goes down long enough to see this. It’s a sour memory to keep. Be wary of your digital footprint not just for yourself but for other people’s sake too. The Weverse is to interact with fans, this person is already off of his group and probably can’t access their own Weverse or soon won’t be able to, the people seeing these posts are the innocent ones who of course nobody is blaming, but still would feel their chest tightening. I seriously don’t want this memory, this footprint under this group’s “safe space” with fans, the memory of a mistake that shall not be named.

Side note: This doesn’t worry much but there is also a member currently doing their first solo album promotions (which can’t be postponed because everything was already announced planned out, there is more than just the idol working behind the scenes+sponsors, haven’t you noticed how all companies have their own set of 3 months in which they make their artists release things various times a year?, obviously they would prefer to shuffle them to give everyone a chance but do what they can) and this news came less than 24 hours before his first music show performance. I know that this member will be fine because they are already well established, popular, have solo endorsements and multiple (all viral) singles behind; but I profoundly hope that nobody even mentions this situation under any of his posts regarding his solo.

[pup5000-af]

hc-thing, Malachia (cartoon vers. personality post enslavement) :

tw // sensitive topic. potentially triggering, mentions of: abuse, neglect, slavery, death, decay, overworking to the point of extreme negative consequences

advise you not to read any further unless you’re sure you are in a safe place mentally

if you take off his hood and face masc, there’s a dusty old doll head underneath…

The original body died a long, long time ago.

it was continuously overworking itself and accumulated damage. it was poorly maintained, neglected in most ways it needed to keep it alive.

since the bodys will was taken by its master, that body started and stoped its movement only when ordered so. it was lacking self-regulation, breaking itself to complete its missions and any given tasks. no breathers, no rest, no vacations, no aftercare haha~ it couldn’t even faint or in any way immobilise itself.

for one reason* or other, Reina wasn’t taking proper care of it… for an outsider it would take constant, energy consuming, consistent and delicate work to consciously do what a healthy brain/body/“soul” if you will, does unconsciously.

* i just don’t think it’d even be on her list of priorities to begin with: to spend so much mental energy on her “tool”.. i think she wouldn’t even like to think he’s *there* to begin with… maybe she could cast a spell on it? give up some of its will or install safety measures

it smelled really bad… the flesh began to rot. he was decomposing ‘alive’, a walking corpse.

[which again, i don’t think, Reina payed any attention to. she maintained a great distance and avoided his presence as the mere sight of him submerged her in draining combination of guilt and selfhatered. she subconsciously hated him for invoking those feelings and ended up growing blind to everything that is related to him, only letting her slave in her presence from a far. to take orders. and report of those orders completed]

His owner finely took notice of the fact, only when he - who was once a living being, was now no longer even corpse …but more of a.. fucked up…. sack of barely connected bones. which, after dragging itself out the of portal, dropped to the ground somewhere in the distance. she wouldn’t even notice ‘that thing’ was there for quite a while. irreversibly broken, it lay there forgotten, up until the moment she’d get annoyed that’s it’s taking too long for him to complete a mission. and then when she finds his sickly remains, she’d get pissed at him that she now has to spend even an once of energy on repairing the tool. it would’ve honestly been a relief for her, if it wasn’t for slaves usefulness in progressing her goal outside of Limbos confinement.

Since the original body of the stolen spirit could no longer force-move itself [tho it kept trying to, unsuccessfully, until it was finally ordered to stop] his owner made a new vessel for her to store the soul into. She was probably too used to this situation she got going. doing a quick fix while ignoring the core issue, that her item has withered completely, and even more so: that she was choosing to continue the disgusting abuse of an innocent soul and his remains that she stole.

p.s. : if Malachias portrait was returned/freed, the artificially made vessel would collapse, fall apart like a dirt-doll stripped of the cord which bond all of its parts together

[wickedmoonlite]

KinnPorsche Rewatch 2023

Reminder: as we go into heavier topics in KP (dub-con/non-con, toxic behaviors, etc.), I will not be doing deep dives. I’m planning on taking this just below surface value as these are literally thoughts I have in the moment as I’m watching. Thank you.

Episode 10 Random Thoughts

So much in this episode relating to trust. It's gonna be good. But also bad. I enjoy this one.

Ah, Porsche... I know you want to get to the bottom of all this, but I don't know if trusting Vegas is the way to do it lol

I do like how, fairly consistently, the actors keep their fingers off the trigger of their guns. That's the way you're supposed to do it, put it up above, flat against the gun itself. Thank you, actors.

Hmm... KimChay cuddle scene. I have many thoughts about this one... First off, I love that Kim went from "lemme kiss Chay on the cheek, but that's it" to full on cuddling. This man doesn't know how to emote properly, or let himself have emotions about things sometimes. He has problems with intimacy and relationships (platonic, romantic, familial, what have you) as we see in this scene when he breaks Chay's heart (and mine, fuck) by saying "I'm hungry" after Chay has bared his soul to the guy and asked for love in return (Which don't get me wrong, it's sooo fast for Chay to be saying the L-word [-lesbian? -no, scott. -lesbianS?] but he's used to people leaving him, or not being able to stick around so like... he wants Kim to stick around. Plus he's a teenager still. Things are fleeting when you're a teenager. I fucking get it.)

Continuing on a bit of a tangent from the point above: the micro-expressions that Jeff conveys here looks like a mixture of oh god what have I gotten myself into and this boy is breaking my heart I actually like him so much but I hate that I like him. And the look he gives Chay when he asks "Do you love me?" ... I can see behind those eyes he's screaming yeeeees, I fucking do, but I can't bring myself to say it. jUST CONFRONT YOUR EMOTIONS, KIM, YOU DUMBASS, I SWEAR TO GOD.

How was he planning on just secretly leaving though?? There's like one way out of the house, and it's the way Chay just went, bro.

Kim to the rescue is my favoriiiiiiiiiiiiiiite the kick is so good, the fighting is so good, ughhhh.

The fact that this man takes two stun gun hits before he goes down is so impressive though.

I don't like Tawan reaching in over Arm to get to the computer.

Secret Pete goes in secretly this time.

Yeah, but Vegas, you aren't innocent. aND YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHERE PORCHAY IS. Fuck.

I think anyone would be hurting after that fight, honestly. And I actually really like how Kim calls Kinn first to get answers.

Ope, found the kinky room. But that's the room you need, Pete.

Wow. What everyone around Kinn was saying would happen, happened. What an unexpected conclusion to the Tawan in the mafia house saga.

"You think I'm here alone?" He says to the person who was a lackey for the person who set this all up, which is the person you brought with you. Confused? You won't be after today's episode *SOAP theme song*

And the mole has been revealed. Ah, Ken. We liked you a decent amount.

"But this wasn't the fucking plan." What was the plan though?????

Oh Tawan, poor, silly Tawan. Vegas doesn't want you. This is part of the reason I do actually feel bad for him in a way. He was used so viciously by Vegas. Then gets shot in return.... Again.

Kim and Big to the rescue ❤💔

Oh Big, we appreciate you and will miss you.

A 30 second timer? So Short.

And Kinn smokes now, when Porsche said he was going to quit and everything. I don't blame any of these guys, this shit is stressful.

Chay is so rightfully upset at Porsche for putting him in danger. Porsche was trying so hard to keep Chay in the dark, but it caught up to him anyway. Just let him have space, he's allowed to be pissed the fuck off.

Well yeah, but Vegas is going to a secret house soon. With our favorite smiley guy in tow.

I don't think I'd enjoy having my bits electrocuted, either. But Pete looks so ready to face it head on. He said, fuck it, I shall smile anyway.

Bye, Ken.

Tankhun speaking the truth that Gun so desperately wants to keep hidden. I think Korn saw through that, just like his oldest son. Once again, best instincts of all the brothers.

"If you think that the minor family is the traitors you can take my life." Oh Gun, playing with fire, you are.

Porsche deserves all the apologies, Kinn.

Episode 11 next! Thank you for reading!

And here I said I wasn't going to deep dive... I won't deep dive to the bottom of the ocean, but the deep end of a pool is another story I suppose lmao.

I'm talking about myself. I lied to myself.

[yetanotherrpfinder]

🕊Heya! 26, she/her looking for some rapid fire / fast replying 20+ roleplay partners for an 1x1 FxF fandomless roleplay!

I've got three open muses I'm craving to play against someone willing to play the dominant character for one of these, as they are all very innocent, sweet and submissive characters.

I'm currently super interested in dead dove topics such as:

Married woman/student babysitter

Teacher/Student

Stalker/Victim

Age gap in general

But I'm open for other (and less dead dove) things aswell!

- - my writing ranges from semi lit to novella, and I'd like it if you do the same, I'm happy with one longer para as long as its not just one sentence.

- - I'm a pretty active roleplayer, that's why I'm hoping to find equally active people. I tend to throw out multiple replies a day and I'd love if you do the same!

- - please no ghosting! I'm a very understanding person, so I'm not mad at you if you don't want or can't keep the rp going OR are busy every now and then, we all have a life after all! I'm just pretty tired of getting ghosted over and over again.

- - be open to nsfw as I don't really like fading to black after all, triggers and limits such as kinks and likes will also be discussed privately.

- - I love it if it gets angsty and dark from time to time, so if you are up for that, you'll be my best friend!

- - make sure to be equally interested in plotting as I am, because I don't like coming up with all the ideas myself!

- - I'd love bonding OOC with you, as I love sending relatable memes, songs, gifs etc etc about the rp :3

- - I only rp through Discord and I will give you my tag through dms!

React to this or message me here if interested! ^-^

Like if interested!