#that... just doesn't feel right
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Hm. Hmmmm. Actually I think it's better if lbh just didn't refer to sy in bed at all.
#just read a fic where lbh calls him 'qing/qiu' after he can't call him 'shizun' anymore#that... just doesn't feel right#like i also don't particularly like lbh calling sy 'shizun' while papapa-ing but like#other names are like a no#ick yuck ew ew ew#just don't address him#though while I'm grouching about sv fics#I'm still thinking about that renesm/ee-esque fic like lol#c&h posts
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"Originally it was not called 'Good Luck, Babe!', it was called 'Good Luck, Jane!", but my co-writer and I kept getting in arguments about it, so it became 'Good Luck, Babe!'." CHAPPELL ROAN on 'Good Luck, Babe!'
#*gifs#1k#chappell roan#chappellroanedit#chappellsource#userchappell#tusermiles#ughmerlin#userbru#tuserdee#alielook#tusercj#userhann#userhella#dailywomen#femaledaily#ladiesblr#dailymusicqueens#dailymusician#femalepopculture#wonderfulwomendaily#loooove that she unintentionally wrote it about herself that's a repressed lesbian queen right there#also this is such a cute interview but it jumps between great camera with good quality and potato camera and i just don't understand WHY#so if it doesn't feel like the text matches her mouth that's why
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First meeting
#stobotnik#doctor ivo robotnik#agent stone#sonic movie universe#i hope you all are noticing what i'm doing with stone's clothes specifically#white shirt pre robotnik black to fit his goth boss then colors when ivo starts wearing red#also i know we all like to think robotnik hated being assigned an agent but i present to you:#he sees it as a symbol of status kinda. stone hates being here#it just feels right to me. it's not that robotnik thinks the agent will be useful at all#he's just pleased that he got one#everyone else has an assistant why shouldn't he?#this ties to a very very stupid headcanon i have#and it's that robotnik's blood type is O negative#HEAR ME OUT he would hate that. he would hate being an universal donnor because he doesn't care about saving lives of humans ew#but then stone is also O negative so that means robotnik can receive blood from him if necessary#and that's mostly the reason why he was chosen to be his assistant#ivo is too important to die! and O negative blood isn't that common#Stone knows but probably no one told robotnik#then of course imagine stone getting injured and needing blood and ivo is like wait i can do that it doesn't matter what his blood type is#you get the point#i think. i'm pretty sure there was a point#oh well#oh the no hr joke. they're a shady goverment organization i don't think they treat their people that well#that being said maybe robotnik's treatment of stone was the reason they had to get an hr department who knows
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Don’t be Fran-tic… If you're Jones-ing for a good time... Remember to Bea... Joyful!
(This update was so good it finally got me to do fanart for this project I LOVE these guys)
#kettlebird art#fanart#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#wh#julie joyful#franny joyful#jonesy joyful#bea joyful#the joyfuls#I love these rainbow monsters and their issues#the entire update was fantastic by the way I was so into it#Music? Multiple storybooks? A board game? Fifty year old soda nobody in their right mind should be drinking?#Hell yeah#honestly props to clown and the team because with each passing update the fantasy of this lost puppet show becomes more#Authentic? Genuine? Like I KNOW this is an OC project and the show doesn't exist but some part of my brain refuses to believe its not real#Just from the amount of love and care has been put into really selling the idea of this uber-popular 70s franchise#Even the horror elements aren't enough to shake me from that fantasy#if anything it makes them hit harder#the bad stuff feels real too#anyways enough of me rambling#go read (play?) Welcome Home it's so worth digging into
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"you are in other dimension right now also how tf did you do that!?" - Robotnik, probably....
#ivo robotnik#agent stone#dr. robotnik#eggman#stobotnik#doodle#sonic movie#masaki's art#I can just use that “can't you take it seriously” but it doesn't feel right because they are serious all the time#so I have to turn the wheel lil bit#the first panel was inspired by that one SM2 bloopers where Jim shakes Lee then there's a bean fell down from Lee's hair#it was the first idea but I forgot to draw it
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tshirt that says NO LIVE ORGANISM CAN CONTINUE FOR LONG TO EXIST SANELY UNDER CONDITIONS OF ABSOLUTE REALITY
#i literally JUST finished hill house a few days ago and i already want to reread. Badly. it's sooo so so soo sooooooooo good <33333!!!!!#also completely enamored by shirley jackson's writing style i NEED to read everything she has written ever like right now..#opening lines of ALL TIME btw 👆❗❗❗#r.txt#the haunting of hill house#ALSO i've seen commentary videos on the tv show they made of hill house but from what i remember of it it's SO different from the book???#i think they were all siblings in the show which is??????? like why would you change that part?? i love sibling relationships as much as the#next guy but i feel like the fact that none of them knew each other was such an essential part of the story like why would u change it....#also eleanor was like. an entirely different character who was also already dead in the show i believe??? and dr. montague doesn't exist??#hill house could've been really good as a show idk why they changed it up like that...like was the original story not interesting enough for#you or something?? WHO decided to make that change i just wanna talk 🤨
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Chapter 2!
I didn't know where to put him in the illustration and felt bad about it since he's my favorite character. Therefore the only reasonable conclusion was to draw him on the entire canvas.
#geckko art tag#deltarune#utdr#everytime I make a big deltarune drawing my art style changes#composition style stays the same though. I feel like that's just in my bones at this point#deltarune chapter 2#kris deltarune#kris dreemurr#ralsei#susie deltarune#noelle holiday#queen deltarune#i'm not tagging berdly. that doesn't seem right lmao.
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With you at my side, I've forgotten my homesickness.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#digital art#animation#I started playing around with the file and then suddenly I had this gif on my hands.#I unhomestucked them for 1/10th of the price I asked for.#Honestly you can't even tell there was ever any homestuck going on here. Unless you squint at my caption.#Normally it wold be the other way around right? Someone would make a homestuck edit of an existing art work?#(I just miss them. I'm an easy mark. I cracked under my own pressure).#The joys in reuniting with someone you thought you lost...It doesn't get better than that B'*)#Sometimes we didn't even realize how painfully bad we miss someone until they come back.#Sometimes it isn't painful so much as they just make the world feel a little less hard. A bit more warm and manageable.#Love (of any form) truly is the most powerful force in the world.#And to me it does feel like a homesickness! I have rarely felt attached to a place. It's the people who make me feel home.
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Leverage: Redemption 3x10- "The Side Job"
#leverage#leverage redemption#parker#beth riesgraf#the side job#spoilers#leverage spoilers#leverage redemption spoilers#leverage redemption season 3#you know who DOESN'T get “something like that”d? ELIOT#he's not going to assume what she feels#or try to feel out her motives and psychoanalyze her#he's just going to give her space to do her thing and trust her to do what's right
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tbh i agree with this one
#don't get me wrong initially i thought wow imagine if jade asks trey do u like dogs?? and he said yes~!#he'd be the perfect prince eric for ariel-like jade (who privately likes to collect stuff) (as if jade knows which is actually dog)#but something in me feels like no... even tho i want to just say trey is a dog person... somehow it doesn't seem right...#it feels like a dog would tire him out#and dog's predictable love seems a bit unfit for him who likes to hang out with unpredictable people who are like cats ...#especially bcs he was talking about nah i don't care about love that one time when he was talking about baking#so exactly#i feel like his facade shows that he seems to like dogs but in the truest end he actually tolerates cats more#his siblings may like dogs more but if he have to pick one to keep for himself he'd choose cat i think#twst#twisted wonderland#trey clover#fanart#serval cat jade#jade leech#tho who am i kidding#he is a big fish guy#if y'all know what i mea OFC U ALL KNOW WHATT I MEAN-- fhsdhs#gonna get ready to go to class#treyjade#okay bro tbh i don't know the size of serval cat is supposed to be t h a t big#so i just draw him small#but if serval cat does grow to be that big ... that's so j a d e .
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i'm still trying to piece together the truth of it. when you left, you said: feel free to spin this narrative however you want. i have no idea if you were being cruel or if you just genuinely don't remember what you've done to me.
it's hard because i'd done so much of the work for you. i had seen the parts that flaked off, the rust underneath. i started separating you into two people - the one i loved, and the one who hurt me. i had this fantasy version of you - my partner - and then i had this stranger, a third person who would show up randomly to shatter me. i am deliriously glad i'm no longer with "the stranger". i miss the gentle (unreal?) "other" you terribly.
at first, i was so strict about my boundaries. i remember telling you to get the fuck out of my house if you were going to talk to me like that. by the end: i would justify your behavior for you, accepting even your mistreatment as "my fault" in the grand scheme. i look back on the person i was before you - smart, independent, confident - and i feel a strange sense of detachment. i don't even recognize me.
even in one of our last conversations, you said: if you want a partner that always talks warmly to you, find someone else. there was a time that a comment like that would have made me leave. and instead, somehow, i just placidly accepted that kind of thing. you were literally telling me that i wasn't allowed to have a reaction to your cruelty - and i just took it, because you'd so fully turned things around on me.
when people are faced with irrationality, a rational brain tries to make sense of it. this is the trap. they're lovely in the morning, gentle and blue-eyed and sweet. like nothing even happened, they breeze around the house and kiss you on the mouth. but at night; who is that? they snap almost randomly; flying into an impotent rage about just-about-anything. it just doesn't make sense. so the problem must be me, and my brain, and how i think.
the traumatized brain just wants peace. so maybe i'm misremembering. maybe you were just having a bad day. maybe it's actually me.
you eventually would fully turn on me and start implying that i am the bad actor in our relationship. that's what happens, right? that's literally in the playbook. you went to therapy for all of a month, told her a half-truth, co-opted therapyspeak. you figured out how to reframe your actions as "seeking peace." any time i stood my ground, i was "gaslighting." when i asked you to be more gentle, you said i was "tone policing." you said, randomly, i had emotionally manipulated you - i still have no idea what that's even specifically referring to. maybe my consistent requests for calmness and empathy?
and while i literally know better, and i'm sitting here, trained by you, thinking: wait, fuck. was i actually the person you made me out to be?
and the thing that scares me is that i literally do not know if you ever actually saw what you were doing to me. when you'd tell me how you remember arguments, you'd always summarize them in a way where you come off as gentle and easy: "i was trying to set an important boundary." what had actually happened was 15 minutes of you shouting at me i know you did something shady, just admit it already. eventually you'd say my reaction to your shouting (when i finally reacted, which usually happened around hour three) was inevitably "disappointing" and "another way i'm silencing your feelings."
how many times did i ask you - beg you - to just take accountability? looking back, i don't think i ever heard you say: you're right. the way i talked to you was wrong of me.
i am trying to tie together the two people into a full version of you in my head. yes, you made my coffee and made me laugh and spent hours on the phone with me. and yes - you would scream at me until i had to run away and hide behind something.
i wish i did have a narrative i could pull out and shape to my whim. i wish i did have some semblance of reality. instead i just stand here, strange and vibrating, wondering: what the fuck just happened?
#spilled ink#warm up#tbh more of a diary than a poem#i need to write this stuff down bc my ptsd likes to forget trauma pretty much WHILE it's happening#and any time i find myself making it ''my fault'' again i have to walk myself through the grounding steps#it's so hard to describe emotional abuse. bc it's so fucking easy to get sucked into#like. you're an empathetic person. so when ur partner comes to you after a nasty fight and is like#“i really was trying to get my feelings heard and you didn't hear me last night” you're like - okay you know what#i'll do the right thing. this is my fault. let me take accountability and try to empathize and talk things out.#with the assumption that later - it'll be ''your turn'' right. you'll be able to bring up the screaming and talk about how#you BOTH need to make a safe space for each other. that you can't listen if your partner is literally shouting at you.#since YOU reflect and grow and try to be a better partner. you assume SHE will be doing the same thing.#but it is never your turn. she will never bring up the screaming. you cannot tell if she LEGIT just doesn't feel culpable.#and when u bring it up. she says ''so i deserved you talking to me badly? <- this doesn't go well.#she says you're blaming her. she doesn't understand that arguments are ''two sides and the truth''. it's that 1 person is right and 1 isn't#so u try to talk it out. get both perspectives heard. but over time it just becomes easier to let her get her rant out and shut up about u#until one day you wake up and despite months of treating you terribly - and admitting it 3 weeks ago!!! - she's now saying...#you were always terrible . you were always the issue. she never got her feelings heard.#meanwhile you remember literally MONTHS of supporting her and listening to her and silencing yourself.#and bc she TRAINED you to accept fault ... you just say sorry. you feel insane. you feel incredibly unhinged.#meanwhile. i fully am the kind of person that will reflect. come back after a fight. apologize before you ask. say things like#“i see your side now and i was wrong about this/that/the other thing.” ...... this is EMOTIONAL MATURITY.#she literally started calling it ''mindgames'' and ''flip flopping." ........#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#<- girl who def was emotionally abused but also doesn't really understand that yet#anyway love u get OUT OF THERE IF YOU RELATE BYE!!!!
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He is his (step)daddy's son🥹
#who's up for orphan/ran-away-from-home little mac headcanoning#personal believer that the boy's initial goal to win was his desire to feel worthy and seen and praised#perhaps he was very insecure about being a “nobody” or not feeling worthy enough if he doesn't prove himself right#i'm just saying. he's still a teen#and luckily for mac he found not only a good trainer but a reliable and supportive adult figure#a father....mayhaps#i think mac wouldn't mind being cuddly with doc i just doubt he has any sort of toxic masculinity in himself#he is wearing pink tough and proud#punch out#punch out fanart#punch out wii#punch out!!#little mac#doc louis
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Peepaw Starlo struggles. Autism 2 autism communication struggles.
#undertale yellow#uty#uty au#lucky clover au#frisk ut#starlo uty#ceroba uty#martlet uty#dalv uty#feisty four uty#the cowboy hat draws#FALLS OVER. THIS TOOK OVER A MONTH.#Mostly because of being busy IRL but also because I decided on a new rendering method#Aaaand it was ten times as time consuming and I don't like the end result at all. LMAO. You live and learn I suppose#I hope this is comprehensible um. I think a lot about Starlo being so used to understanding Clover easily and being one of their favorites#And going to Frisk and 1. not really understanding how they communicate and 2. feeling like he isn't their favorite LOL#Idk how well that reads but! Peepaw Starlo musings#Starlo tries his best and doesn't always get it right but he's in a better place now#I know Clover's absence feels very strange here but I just couldn't find a place to put them oops.#Drawing this made me realize I really gotta practice my backgrounds. Hough. Definitely in the new year!#Also I haven't played poker in years so anything that's wrong? Uh monster poker is different. Yup. Thumbs up emoji
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was watching a playthrough of stp and they said this and it was like poetry to me
#slay the princess#stp#the long quiet#the shifting mound#stp happily ever after#stp the princess#has image id#mspaint#scribbles#it's just so sad to me that HEA is born from his feelings of inadequacy#there's this fear that once she doesn't need him that she will leave him. that somehow he can stop the hurt-#-if he just stalls long enough. if he just does the right things. says the right words. makes her prison more beautiful.#then she'll love him. then he'll be enough. then they will be okay.#what a tragic route
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Happy belated Father's Day to Chetney Pock O'Pea! The father of Orym? Scanlan?? Fjord??? He is someone's father for sure.
#I am a bit sad about this one.#Right after I finished I realized that it doesn't work as I wanted.#But it still was a good practice so it's fine. I just really wanted to do a good illustration for Chet. I love this grandpa so much :(#If I feel better about it later I might drop a bonus lol#art#chetney pock o'pea#bells hells#cr3#critical role#critical role fanart#fanart#illustration
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The biology of [female] Vulcans? Uncensored + Jeanette Tiberia Kirk being the most comphet bisexual in the galaxy: X [Patreon | Commissions]
#captain kirk#Spock#spirk#fem spirk#Jeanette Kirk would be so irritated/unsettled if Spock seemed interested in anyone but wouldn't know why and would feel kind of bad about i#And Bones would be like =_= uh huh. <- knows and tried to tell her but got shut down#In the genderbent version of Amok Time Spring doesn't even appear - he divorced Spock years ago#bea art tag#tos#star trek tos#star trek genderbend#Jeanette Kirk also makes comments like 'Why should I have a man when I already have the dependable mister Spock~?'#and Spock goes 'Quite right captain.' and they share a glance and Bones has to leave IMMEDIATELY. Just bestie things <3
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