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Y’know what I actually can't get back into my Saw ultra super turbo hyperfixation coz it means getting heartbroken about Adam all over again
I have been just trying to go about my day and then my brain hits me with the "DON'T LEAVE ME". And then I need to lay down
#sawposting#saw#saw franchise#sawtism#saw 2004#adam stanheight#adam faulkner stanheight#me thoughts#saw thoughts
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The Gremlin
Simon Ghost Riley x GNReader
Bored and Sick so quickly wrote this Goofy Shit
never proofread-
Kofi
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Simon "Ghost" Riley was not one to talk about his personal life...
• The man was a brick wall with occasional dry jokes that seemed to randomly be blurted out.
• However there is one thing he has mentioned off hand a few times which always caught TF141 ear-
• The Gremlin-
• The first time was when the team was on a stakeout- When a novelty pillow could be seem that their target was lugging around. Simon giving a huff before mumbling-
"The Gremlin would like that.."
• Of course the team asked what the hell was 'The Gremlin'?
• But Just as fast as he had spoken, he had shut up about it once again.
• However he occasionally would mention them-
• Some ankle biting Gremlin that sounded like as much of a blessing as a curse to the LT.
• Everyone assumed it was like a dog or cat-
• Especially since whenever he mentioned them he would often mumble something before he would pocket something random.
• But they were wrong-
• All very very wrong
• It was Kyle of all people who found out about you.
• Having gone to a little novelty store in London- to waste his latest check
• Kyle was only there seeing how they had a new release of some games and Pokémon cards he likes to collect. Having it always best to go to this particular place since Scalpers missed it.
• He hadn't expected for while he was mid shopping and getting his latest price a Sandshrew that he had been eyeing to see his LT standing just across the store from him- with a person next to him??
• A er- Unique person at that? The jumper they were in wasn't the most flattering either seeing how it was well worn and loved-
• Like the crusty pajamas someone would wear at home- Not in a store in London or next to a Military man like Simon
• Who currently had his arms crossed like a big angry bear and lazily looking at you jumping around at a display excitedly.
Simon raised a brow as he looked at whatever the hell had caught your interest this time-
"This is a new one-" He huffed as he raised a brow at your newest little hyperfixation-
"Yeah, I saw it trending on Tumblr and think it's really interesting- That and.. You're not listening are you?-" You deadpan seeing Simon eyes glaze over ever so slightly as he chuckled and shook his head.
"Ya know I don't know about this artsy online sh't-"
A pout going over your lips as you poke a finger on his scarred cheek.
"Yeah and I don't care about Manchester United-"
"Manchester City.. Manchester City not United. There is a differ-" He stopped his mid rant when he saw your shit eating grin at having hit his own little hyperfixation.
"Touché"
The two of you giggle at this as you go back to examine the display case excitedly.
"Why don't you just get it Lov-"
"It's fucking expensive Si"
Rolling his eyes he hands over his wallet to you.
"Take the Card you fucking Gremlin...Get whatever this is-"
• Gaz jaw couldn't help but let his jaw drop a bit as he heard that last little bit-
• THIS WAS 'THE GREMLIN'!?
• The Gremlin was a person..
• Worse yet the Lieutenants spouse-
• After short bickering between you two, You fold and skip off with his wallet to go pay for the things you wanted- Leaving Simon waiting with his arms still crossed and shaking his head with a smirk on his lips
• Gaz who was still in a bit of shock trying to process what he had just saw realized he was still staring..
• Simon felt he was being stared at and caught Gaz who jumped at realizing he was caught.
• The air was now incredibly awkward as Simon looked over Gaz sharply as if trying to figure out why he was there..
•However that question was fairly quickly answered when he looked to his hands.
• Gaz felt his face warm a bit as he saw the man look and seeing the impressive stack of both video games and some Pokémon cards piled up in his basket and a single card in his hand with a plastic sleeve over it.
• Simon stared at Gaz, His face unreadable but his eyes said it all-
'Not a Fucking Word-'
• Gaz gaze a soft nod, shuffling a bit were he stood as he slid to the side to also go pay for his things.
• Feeling Simon watching him like a hawk to make sure Gaz got his shit and left.. Which he did so as fast as possible- and ran out of the store as well.
• Internally he was wanting to rush to the team to tell them about you-
• This crusty ass person who was raiding a novelty store and had the Infamous 'Ghost' at their fingertips
Or
• Keep his lips sealed-
• One of which protected him from suffering the wrath of the man who could probably throw his black ass off a roof without a second though
...
• Yeah fuck that- He's keeping his mouth sealed on this one..
Besides
• Now he has an excuse to go to the Novelty store more and maybe just maybe even make a friend without death included if he was smart...
Only If you like Pokémon cards...
#x reader#simon ghost riley x reader#simon ghost x reader#call of duty simon riley#simon ghost riley#cod mw3#cod modern warfare#ghost cod#cod#cod x female reader#cod x gn!reader#cod x male reader#cod x reader#x male reader#x female reader#x gn reader#simon riley x reader#simon riley#simon riley x female reader#Simon Riley x male reader#simon riley x gender neutral reader#call of duty modern warfare#call of duty
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One thing I really like about Duke is that at his core, he’s kind.
Yeah, he’s an alcoholic who relies on booze to keep the worst of his traumas and issues forgotten at the back of his mind, but he’s also a goofball with a love for explosives.
He’s silly and talkative. He loves stories and being around people. He likes games and fireworks. He gives his friends nicknames at any given opportunity. He’s besties with Peanut and will spend hours making up and playing games with him. He has this love for life that he can’t quite hide and that can’t be extinguished, not fully.
And you can really see it when he’s bored or has nothing worth while to do because he’ll fix up (ha, because they’re fixer team? Get it? I’ll leave) something to do that brings him joy or excitement or is just fun to do.
He’s got his bad days, but they humanize him. He’s complex and messy but at the end of the day, he’s still kind. He knows he’s got flaws that drag him down and he’s trying to be better.
I don’t have the words to explain exactly how I feel about him since the show is still ongoing and there’s so much we don’t know about him and Team Fixer but I adore how he’s written and acted and god this show is so good.
#this is your only warning#i will be obsessing over these characters#the hyperfixation hit and there is no going back#crash#machinima#duke crash#duke#i still don’t know how i should tag these characters
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On top of everything else that's happened in the last month or so
(girlfriend breaking up with me / me running off in the night w the friend I was supposed to be maid of honor with bc her (now ex) fiance came home drunk and scared us, while ofc we also both were in swimsuits and had like NO money or even shoes due to incredibly poor timing / Getting stuck in Dallas for TWO MONTHS longer than I meant to be due to bullshit work transfer systems (and admitedly my own inability to remember that deadlines exist) / that same friend going BACK to her shit boyfriend alone to a city 4 hours away from anyone she may call for help if things go wrong / me now no longer having a place in dallas to stay for these next 2 months bc I was SUPPOSED to stay with that friend but her bastard boyfriend doesn't want me in his house anymore bc he knows I'd tell his girlfriend to dump his ass)
I have now lost my fucking house keys.
Anyways I may or may not be way less active for a bit so this is the formal apology and explanation for that. Sorry guys, we are NOT going back to ur normally scheduled rapid fire ninja content as promised for like. A minute. Possibly. We'll see. Sometimes my own motivation wave surprises me.
Tbh it's my own fault for daring to become a fanfic author tbh. Should have known the "sorry I didn't update, my house burned down teehee <3" curse would come for my ass
#this blog will go bafk to normal eventually. as soon as I stop getting hit by bricks. and can think properly.#im going through a lot rn idk#no one look at me#chances are I will go back to normal soon but rn Im burnt out as hell and feeling it in my bones#the hyperfixation isnt healing me like it should#i wanna go back to chicago so bad oh my god#im staying in my parents house for now on my days off and it looks like ill have to do that for the next few months#but its the fucking worse bc that commute is like 2 fucking hours for me MINIMUM on a good day#Also I forgot how many fucking bugs live in this house and how much harder it is to convince myself to eat while living here#man.#sorry this has half turned into a vent post at this point#but also like. whatever. its my blog.#its also 1am and I get up to work in 3 hours. so.#yippie#the next 2 months are going to be wonderful for me.#im sure.#uhhhhh actual fic updates + my art commissions will probably continue as normal#mostly also bc I have hella shit half written already#i just may be quieter than usual on here / not post much au things#which have been slowing down anyways#coincidentally timing well with my girlfriend breaking up with me. but. yk.#happens to the best of us.#anyways stay tuned for fic updates but yeah fewer au posts and art probably#apology also to those sending me asks I really do want to answer#but fatigue and depression has placed its cold hands on the back of my neck which makes me hesitate to do much here#anyways.#birds rambles#should I tag this vent I feel like I should just in case someone has that tag blocked and wouldnt wanna see this#just in case#vent
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home
#legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#totk spoilers#zelink#spoilers in tags beyond this point#im so normal about them (lying) i cant even rmb the last time a series that wasnt my current hyperfix made me want to draw smth#i keep thinking about the ending scene and going 😦 ..>??!???!/ 384789wuri4ty#i just realized the hand he reached out to her with is the hand he just got back . for the first time in the game. fuck man#also im sure her saying im home is just a translation of tadaima but it hits different in english when u consider that like#shes been home this entire time... just not in the right Time.... its like..... shes only home when link is there....#(fucked up)
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I think I can put undertale and deltarune on my list of hyperfixations that actually manage to come back in a second wave despite how much time has passed since I was last into it. A list that has previously only had one single thing on it for years now (psychonauts)
#I hold a lot of love for things I properly hyperfixated on in the past#But Barely any of them come back with a vengeance. Its more like a polite visit.#Some of them i got So into and then I look back and go “I don’t even get the appeal dude calm down”#these ones however have proper “I thought I was done but then it wrapped back around to hit me with a bat” energy#text posts :0]
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what if I merged gabriel with my old mahariel concept, would that be wild or what ha ha
#this is the hyperfixation and insomnia talking i need to be knocked out#BUT LIKE. the loss of tamlen and having to leave merrill/the clan. you can never go home. hits very similar yk#he’s still a roguish and impulsive young man humbled by his own hubris and grief that sharpens his edges#minus the betrayal and stuff with nathaniel but ig you could consider him finding out about clan sabrae in da2 as Something#and i have. so many thoughts. about a warden mahariel seeking a cure with merrill and velanna. IDK#sorry literally every time i play a DA game i come back to my boy but i love the warden you see#dani plays dragon age#game: dragon age
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i’m delirious and half asleep but i’ve been thinking about crushes and that initial state of liking someone and how fucking hilariously awful it is when in the denial stage. a million emotions and only one idiot to deal with them. a guy so sickeningly stupid like. i’m so normal. i’m not at all climbing the walls. i’m not pacing the kitchen at 3am. i’m not thinking about them when i see two clouds next to each other. i’m not insane. my dead friend’s electro vision is not activating. i’m normal and i don’t know what you’re talking about
#ooc.#and when i get to write smth like this too#when i get to yap to someone about this feeling#which arguably i have been blessed with already don’t get me wrong#you know who you are#i’m just saying i can never get enough of this stupid thing#romance is in the air and in my bones thanks to bridgerton#i think when i get to writing unprompted stuff i’m gonna make it so gooey and soft#you won’t know what hit you#staring at all of you with my big brown eyes#angst is my fuel and fluff is my weapon#the knife i will twist inside all of you#back to lurking i go#unless i fall asleep first only lan knows if that’ll happen soon#my brother in xipe may i have some harmony i am TIRED#edit: i realize the crush explanation is just me with a hyperfixation#i must think abt this hard.#edit 2: mie if you see this in the morning know that i’m coming for you#im bringing my boy mydei and he’s been hit with the bridgertonification beam#and you’ll feel my pain (affectionately bc ily)
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*sighs* come get ya'lls juice.
#Boredom be hitting so hard that I'm slowly going back to previous hyperfixations#anywayss feel free to jump into the inbox and ask for requests....lore questions.....I'm dying inside#tadc employee idea
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Drawn and rendered in under 3 hours AND started on a whim?? I might be cooked chat
#WHY HAS THIS HYPERFIXATION HIT THIS HARD#I HAVENT RENDERED A FULL BODY PIECE IN MONTHS#Marinette save me….save me Marinette……..#I might end up drawing everyone so uh. watch this space </3#inkblot arts???#miraculous ladybug#marinette dupain cheng#please help I’m 22 this year I’m going back to uni next week this CANNOT be happening to me right now </3#anyway. this was originally meant to be my own tiny design of her. didn’t mean to flesh it out so much#her outfit (new and old) is OKAY#but…I like this better I think. maybe I’ll make her a winter outfit too though so she won’t be cold#move over Ink a new blorbo has taken the stands#and she’s going for gold I fear
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oh cool new tadc?
WHOA ava 11 is finally out?? hell yeah!!
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TF COMICS #7 IS OUT??!?!?!?
#not me the last few days trying hard to focus on finals then IMMEDIATELY gets hit by 3(!?!) of my hyperfix coming back#gang im not gonna survive finals 💀#tf2#alan becker#tadc#mint-flavored yaps#GOING INSANE OVER THE TF2 COMIC BTW#they tied up most of the loose ends??? how the hell??
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black eyes
#my stuff#my writing#mein fucking goat i cannot keep having dreams about my ex and yet it is happening still#this is one of the less remarkable ones even. i’ve had two in the past month where i try desperately to give them a flatscreen tv#and one of those big ones too. like 40 inches across. i don’t own a flatscreen tv#i’ll admit it being in singapore is hitting me like a brick to the balls and i am grievously unwell#it’s like i come back and all the work i put in to deal with my anxiety and depression gets high in the woods and dies#but that’s not the point. the point is devoid of friends (in fucking america) and a hyperfixation (haven’t found anything that’s stuck)#i am full of nothing but yearning. good ol classic yearning. and i am so moved on from my ex but i keep trying to give them this fucking tv#!!!! ?????? huh????????????? mayne got………#a girlfriend or a cat would fix me. or leaving this country take your pick#working on it#i’ve made a to do list to combat my i have lost the will to do things problem#and on it is APPLY TO JOBS (note; outside singapore (note: outside america too))#i have a plan and it’s to get as far away as possible and live#we’re getting there#in the meantime here’s a funny poem#i was so. in the dream i actually wanted to see them which is crazy. top 10 bad fan characterizations#but it was a dream with a good color palette. all cool whites and grays and a deep deep blue for the night#cold cold white snow. etc. so of course i had to write about it#which i have done. and now i am going to sleep#good bye
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RPG for nature enthusiasts!!
If you have a love of nature AND of roleplaying systems like D&D, I am BEGGING you to check out The Wildsea by Felix Isaacs. A world full of overgrown plants where people travel the canopy in chainsaw-prowed ships. An ASTONISHING amount of character options. In-depth worldbuilding centred around the cultures and settlements of each area, along with the flora and fauna (and other… creatures) that you can encounter, or more likely desperately avoid, in the canopy layers.
If you’re big on character design - and it’s Tumblr, who WOULDN’T be big on that?? - then I’m happy to report that it has THE MOST character potential I’ve EVER seen in a system. Want to be a human-shaped bag of spiders?? You got it. Giant, animated ship parts or a slug person who can remove their bones? They’ve got you. Insect, fungi and cactus people? Say no more.
The rulebooks, for their part, are full of VERY impressive art and are a joy to go through!! It’s rules-light and worldbuilding-heavy, but encouragingly easy to read.
I can genuinely say it’s the best roleplaying game I’ve EVER played, and also that I have 9 Wildsea OCs and so much art you would not believe. I absolutely fell in love with The Wildsea and I think more people should know about it. Anyway HHSHDJFJGH i lose my mind
#TTRPG#tabletop roleplaying#The Wildsea#Nature#tabletop gaming#hits you with the hyperfixation beam#Please I have so many characters. Let me infodump- wait where are you going#Come back I just want to talk about my moths for three hours
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Mrphb welcome home update is out.. I will.. look at it later.. I need to prepare mentally
#gotta let the hyperfixation crawl its way back#its approaching#I can see it on the horizon like an atom bomb blast#you’ll know when it hits#welcome home#also damn I ain’t solving any mysteries I’m too old for that#I’m gonna let the fandom go over it first#welcome home puppet show#posts for the void
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when will my motivation & energy for writing return....
#hyperfixation continues to go brrrrr#but it's slowing down a little. i'm starting to burn out (mostly bc i'm. running out of things to do akjshfsd)#but i just??? idk man i'm in a weird fuckin funk rn#kinda focusing on my mental health. trying to be Aware of why i feel/react/behave the way i do in situations#which in itself is honestly kinda exhausting? i think that's why i'm so mentally wiped rn#but it's... helping. i'm making some (slow) progress.#starting to feel vaguely human a little more often#even managed to stop myself spiralling into the Bad Thoughts a few nights ago instead of succumbing to em which. honestly? p big for me.#but yeah i akjfhds idk i've been keeping up with the dash but just. haven't had the spoons to actually do more than read & hit like#thanks as always for yall's patience with me ;0; i'll be back to ic stuff at some point i just. need a bit of time ig.#love u guys i hope ur all doing well!!!! ♡♡♡#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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they keep putting me in terrible nightmares And then i just gotta roll over and go back to sleep . And no time has even passed
#vwoop.noises#:c#My last post was 20 minutes ago My head hits the pillow and they immediately slam me into a slasher film made just for me :]#This one was having to kill as many people as possible and then the remainder needed to go inside a big blender. Which is fun.#Like Can I just chill.#Can they ever say Actually we're chill. You're going to dream about The Hyperfixation#It's always gotta be horrific acts of violence. If I'm lucky I can also chain up to like 5 false awakenings#Because I get semi lucid dreams and just say Pleaseee please wake up out of this awful nightmare I can't stop it but I can just wake up#[Monkey's Paw Curls].#Anyways. Oh well. 20 minutes is enough sleep for me I'll go back to thinkinf about the character
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