#theres a...belief in me
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there's so many things in tsc that just come at you all at once, so it's hard to focus on just one thing to break down, but the most glaring thing that stood out to me is how hard it is to really put someone back together. especially someone so shattered that it's nigh impossible to glue them back and pray they don't crumble under your ministrations.
if jean is neil's foil, then jeremy is andrew's direct antithesis. whereas andrew is a steady bedrock because he's been broken too many times to know how to weather the storm, jeremy is too soft hands and an even softer soul. he cares and cares and cares. so empathetic and so gentle it almost breaks your heart. you pray for the impossibility that jeremy can survive knowing the truth because if he doesn't, then what hope does jean have? so you pray he can be steady too. that he can weather the storm as well. that he will not break when knowing that just under the surface lies shark-infested waters.
but then you remember the beginning. "even knowing everything could go completely sideways, you'd make that choice every time"
in every other universe, jean has not survived. but in every other universe, he did not have the trojans.
#aftg#all for the game#tsc#the sunshine court#im chewing through the wall in case anyone hasn't noticed#theres a...belief in me#that everything ive just read in the past few days wont sink in until it's too late to come back from#i cant even think about jean's abuse too clearly because literally what the fuck#a monstrous child cant even describe it#and oh my god jeremy jeremy + the trojans#the most normal people to ever normal#with normal lives#stresses#and normal problems#hate that for jean he's totally a fish in a sea of lambs#i cant believe this is still a sports drama#what the fuck. literally what the fuck.#tsc spoilers#jeremy knox#jean moreau
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“How are you?” I should be in a straight jacket but unfortunately for the both of us I’m here
#im officially unhinged#my bf/fp thinks our house is haunted#theres been experiences with mirrors and dressers and posters#so not me leaning into the belief of the ghost by knocking off one of his posters and gonna blame the ghost if he asks#fuck that poster in particular#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd fp#bpd blog
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strength and nobility
#this vignette lives in my head rent fucking free. it haunts me something abt it reworks my brain chemistry#its not even a diasom vignette but it HITS its sat w me since i first saw it early on in playing the game. it ruins me. theres AUGHH#theres something so palpable in the energy of it. the confidence mal has in him as the king of heartslabyul#bestowing the rose so he exudes the majesty he already holds within. the unwavering belief in saving the group and mal's guards#AUGHHHH MY BRAIN MY BRAIN!!!!!!! looking at riddle's journey thru book 1 and seeing this as the next step of his char? RUINS ME#sorry. imemotional#twst#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#riddle rosehearts#mallerido#suntails
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pisses me off when i see people interpreting the scene of till being happy to see mizi as him “always choosing her over ivan” or whatever the tiktok mob is saying BECAUSE GODDDDD NOT EVERYTHING TILL DOES HAS TO DO WITH FUCKING IVAN MAN 😭 like i love ivantill as much as the next but you guys are just making angst out of the stupidest shit. obviously he would be happy to see mizi, regardless of his feelings for her, he had thought everyone he once knew and was friends with INCLUDING HER . was dead. he thought he was the last one left most likely. his feelings played a part into it yes, but he saw her and knew it was his chance to be free. that’s the whole reason he stopped singing and reached out to her. it was not a fucking thing of ivan being rejected again please look at the story Beyond his (unreliable) point of view of things
#it just makes me annoyed beyond belief and that’s the only thing people on tiktok have to say about this round#THERES SO MANY MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO MAKE WHY DO WE KEEP GOING BACK TO THE SAME THING#on the contrary there was evidence in this episode that till DID care about ivan but. may i remind you that this round happened exactly#after the last#aka exactly after ivan died#it’s not like he had time to process anything and SHOW US HOWNHE FEELS#till get the fuck behind me#alien stage#ivantill#alien stage round 7#luka alien stage#till alien stage#mizi alnst#ivan alnst#till alnst#blink gone#it just makes me annoyed how much till constantly gets mischaracterised for the sake of making angst about ivan’s unrequited feelings .#i know more than you
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Do you have any advice on how to break away from immoral, problematic kinks?
first off. i literally post every day about siblings fucking, so I'm not sure what gave you the impression I'm the kind of person who cares about/tries to avoid "problematic" kinks. but I'll give you some advice anyway:
you have to kill the puritan in your mind. thoughts are not immoral. sexual desire is not immoral, regardless of the target. what matters in this world is what you DO, and if it's a consensual act between adults of sound mind, it's not wrong. some people may not like it - and that's their prerogative. they might be loud about how much they don't like it, but that doesn't mean you're wrong for liking it. it just means you have different tastes
#SPECIAL EMPHASIS ON CONSENSUAL ACTS BETWEEN ADULTS OF SOUND MIND#before people start reading shit that isn't there and come at me like “so you condone pedophilia” i did not say that#let us be clear that i did not say that#anyway anon theres a difference between what you think and what you do#and what you think will never be immoral because im of the firm belief that morality applies to physical reality#and its all subjective anyway#bitts answers
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what an incredibly normal and not at all autistic thing to say! (lying)
#truly this is SO funny#casually questioning his bestie's religious beliefs and then genuinely being like “what?? did i say something??��#and then he KEEPS GOING with that train of thought#not because hes an asshole. in his head he is genuinely just making conversation. theres just something so autistic about him#also complete tangent but is it just me or is that glass of water between hotch and jj massive. is it the communal water cup or something#why is it so big#full disclosure these images are slightly out of order. the last image here is before hotch and jj's reactions#but it was funnier to order them like this#reid: hmm morgan do you think the reason youve never feared satan is because youve never actually believed in god?#everyone: ...#reid: :)#spencer reid#autistic spencer reid#not fic#criminal minds#criminal minds rewatch#criminal minds s03e08#lucky#this is NOT a hate post by the way. pre-diagnosis i absolutely would have done this.#even now knowing people consider it offensive i could see myself saying something like this#shoutout to offputting autistic people!!#criminal minds 3x8
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christ okay ill shut up now
#apologies to oomf im not normal right now or. ever really contrary to popular belief. that plus me just being a massive fucking#lesbo about her equals watever the hell happens when theres new roxie stuff sorry you have to deal with. that#😭😭😭#scott pilgrim#roxie richter#roxy richter#f slur
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are people on the internet really that scary. is it really that hard to reach out to someone via dm instead of using anonymous asks to communicate about a subject that’s pretty important 😭 am i that intimidating
#JUST DM MEEE we can talk about it you silly#just make a burner. i dont mind#much easier than communicating through anon ask messages#for context someones been sending me asks on and off about a mentality i used to hold when i was 12 yrs okd#old*#normally i wouldnt respond bc like. weirdo behavior!!! its been 6 years im an adult now#but also this belief wasnt anything i remember being very vocal about at all#so im Assuming its someone i used to know? i like being honest and upfront with things. i have nothing to hide#just message me! dont go on anon and be scary its strange and theres really no communication there#delete later obviously
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if i say that claw and the body improvement club are thematic opposites that makes sense to other people right
#like obviously ok physical strength vs psychic power#but also claw (& toichiro specifically) are the endpoint of teru's mindset before meeting mob thats just like. text.#teru and toi basically give the same speech about Being The Protagonist#but i think also theres the theme self improvement vs stagnation#body improvement club again. kind of obvious where they stand there#but claw representing a belief that You Are Already The Strongest. you dont need to ever grow or improve your mindset bc who cares?#you have psychic powers. you can just take what you want.#like hatori doesnt even know how his own powers work. shimazaki is fine inflicting violence on children 'for fun'#serizawa. gestures at him.#but also in the 7th division the same I'm Already The Protagonist sentiment is exhoed by ishiguro. and so on.#claw is inflexible mindsets and stagnation and never improving bc you think you dont have to.#vs the body improvement club who are about pushing limits and broadening horizons and lifting each other up together. you feel me?#does this make any sense. is this thing on. its so dark in here#mob psycho 100#mp100#tantrum hole
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my problem with star wars is that the original movie wasnt all that great but its a fun gimmick of putting a classic save the princess fantasy story into a scifi setting with a few twists... then the franchise exploded and started presenting a big universe full of interesting concepts that are continuously butchered by poor writing choices, weird retcons, and a lackluster execution; ultimately becoming shackled by this asinine need to uphold "one true canon" which is why i think star wars sucks, among other things.
except for republic commando and andor which are basically perfect
#theres also stuff like that one anthology featuring shorts by other studios like cartoon saloon which is nice#which just leads me back to my belief that star wars tends to be pretty good when its made by someone else lol#my quest to catch up with pop culture & classics keeps introducing me to all of these complicated franchises#with stories full of mid or straight up bad ideas except for That One Cool Concept thats gonna make you wish the whole thing was Better#venspeaks
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shri'iia with butterfly wings cape are we KIDDING...
#IMMEDIATELY adding this to my belief system (her design canon)#ignore wren on the side lmfao. BUT ARE WE KIDDDINGGGG this is so perfect. butterfly motifs shri'iia real and TRUE to ME.....#idk whether to make the wings lean on purple or blue tho.. but i lov how distressed it looks that's so truee#theres also wings cape i might give to wren but there's also an option for a jester collar#shut up about bg3.#and he literally wear one in my design for him lmfao so i need to decide#asoiaf.
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it’s wild that raphael never found out that the “prophet” he was protecting was actually god. like he was the highest ranking angel that was in favour of destroying humanity, he’s the one who was certain god was dead bc why else would he have abandoned them, and after michael and lucifer are trapped in the cage, it’s raphael who leads the civil war to try and restart the apocalypse
he is the most outwardly hurt, the most humanly hurt, by god’s abandonment despite seemingly having the least connection with him - and his creation - of all the archangels. yet it’s raphael god either assigns to himself as his protector, his one son who he would conceivably interact with again, or it’s some divine irony that raphael, the one who feels god’s abandonment the most, was actually within reach the entire time and chuck never cared enough to tell him
#i think theres a Thing about how many archangels there actually is so if you take the idea that its just the core four#micheal; raphael; gabriel; and the fallen lucifer#then it becomes a default thing#gabriel is missing so raphael is the only archangel left to protect chuck#but ive seen theres actually seven in some beliefs?#and also just within the show cas says theres multiple prophets and an archangel is attached to each of them#so that implies each prophet gets their own specific protecter which means theres definitely more than just raphael#raphael is so angry at gods abadonment to the point that he doesnt care that hes committing the same sin that caused lucifer to fall#hes actually worse#he doesnt just love god more than humanity; he actively hates humans and plots to destroy them#he doesnt just want the apocalypse to happen bc its The Great Plan like michael; he wants to wipe out humanity#hes so certain hes dead bc why else would heaven have been allowed to do everything theyve done to bring about the apocalypse?#its the only way he can rationalise it and hes still angry about it; angry that theyve - hes - been left alone with no word#and after all that he dies and never finds out his father abandoned him for nothing except selfishness#and he actually made him guard him without his knowledge that he was with his father who he hasnt seen in millennia#fuck chuck#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#carry on my wayward son#talk meta to me#spn#supernatural#raphael#raphael spn#raphael supernatural#chuck shurley#chuck supernatural#chuck spn#castiel#supernatural meta
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can people agree to acknowledge being hurt by religious experiences without being disrespectful to religious people like come on, there's so many Christians and Muslims suffering in impoverished countries and concentration camps and to villainize and disregard people's suffering existing because you had a bad experience is uncalled for. Not all christians are skinheads waving signs who wish people death and not all muslims are terrorists??? The same goes for other religions but I tend to see it a lot with these, calling them derogatory terms, thats just disrespectful?? Just because one group under this label treat people evil doesnt represent the people as a whole nor does it undermine someones suffering by their hands either. Like being hurt by horrible people is wrong and that crime should be called out. But it's just insane to me people will just not believe christianity is a real persecuted religion outside of the US but everyone seems to think it's a USA exclusive religion full of bigots or something even though there's a severe need with real christians suffering (like palestine, like china, like north korea, and so on)
#theres christians in Gaza along with muslims and multiple people just dont care#both extremes they dont care#people who want palestinians removed dont care#people who want to save palestinians dont care#its like they only want to help an idea but then will spit hate on the beliefs of people they say they want to save#im so im so just who will actually care for the palestinians and not be just pushing an agenda it makes me so upset to see both sides#ones just praising freakin tyrrany and the others praising terrorism#im glad theres some people who genuinely want to help palestine but a lot seem to be almost some kind of agenda behind it#it just feels weird to see people saying save palestine and then say u hate christians but like then what abt the christian palestinians??#they exist too?#like all muslim and christian (and athiest) palestinians dont deserve this#tho its insane to me some people are supporting hamas but thats a diff giant vat of worms im not going to open#and then some people who are christians who are OKAY w this happening is also insane to me this is wrong#like#man idk#and i dont get people censoring xtian or whatever like cmon we dont say xslim or xrmon or xdhist idk like why??#just bc u have a bad experiencr doesnt mean its ok to disrespect??#idk it feels like such a minor thing but i dont see people doing this with other religions they dont believe in#idk i rant i guess im all over the placr
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I've been watching this horror video game summarization youtuber and he seems oddly adverse to occult/satanist topics. Like, damn, dude, you can handle serial killers, but the moment they bring out some candles and start drawing fancy circles, thats where you draw the line?
Then I saw a pic of his setup... and he had a rosary under his screen
and then i realized
oooh.
the stakes are much higher for him than they are for me.
#sorry man#get behind me! i'll look at the soul-sucking ritual for you!#yknow now that i think about it. while belief in an immortal soul can provide relief. it also holds an opportunity to fear for it#and as a soulless atheist who's practiced witchcraft and associated myself with devil imagery...#maybe IM the weird one for not being especially scared of fancy circles drawn with blood#im looking at this video game circle like ''hmm this circle design looks incredibly familiar. is that salt? might be a protective ritual''#watching all these horror video game summaries has me viewing fear through a lense to exploit with game design#so my first thought while realizing all this was#''damn i'm missing out on an experience?! theres an added dimension to this horror and I CANT GET TO IT??''
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Do you find people who complain about ships annoying
#making this post bc i remembered smth fukaflower nation server was complaining abt once#they were complaining abt how ppl who liked flower as a lesbian were pushing their beliefs onto them or smth#fukaflower shippers made me have a bad taste in my mouth for all straight flower or fukase ships tbh#yall WAY too comfortable letting awful people (cough cough feather vorpal haru and candy) into your ranks#oh and unlike my other post i actually will give reasons on why theyre bad ppl in the replies if asked bc i hate those bitches#im not one for callout culture this is my only lace to complain leave me alone#poll#vocal synth#vocaloid#fukaflower#flokase#<- as its what made me think of this#i should tag the characters too#fukase#vflower#lalala having fun#i wont try and bring any personal drama here again this just pmooooo#i have only like 3 ppl i can vent to abt them bc everyone else drides them and theres no way im speaking to fiore
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Hosting a private roller rink rental for lgbtq+ middle schoolers. You guys are SO adorable, i love the dedication to DIY fashion and avant garde corpse paint/clownface makeup. I also like how yall came up with a fancier name for kinning an animal, therian sounds much nicer.
#i know theres middle schoolers here#u better not be following me tho#keep being strange tho i belief in u
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