#violent impulsive thoughts

[sweetestflow3rs]

i love having noel constantly be “i hate sex it’s so messy” and “i’d rather kms than suck and fuck 24/7” which like… IS how she acts. she DOES get extremely violent if someone tries to randomly come up to her.

but… a small part of me. a bit of my soul. wants to make noel a closet slut. just the littlest….

[dailyblueberror]

something something i need to reread ask error but. do you think like. error paps keeps souls in bubbles right? that could be his collection.

and more on that. collection of humans who were specifically doing no good very bad genocide runs? not killing the entire au but taking the human out of the picture entirely.

anyways that reminds me of that one au i havent talked about where. berror feels his chara is specifically at too much of a risk after his au is restored so. since they probably remember the full of what happened with error...

he kind of. takes them to the omega timeline to live with him. they have the nickname of "bud". like flower bud.

its like... i think bud would be fine with that. all of what happened with error... it made them feel like they couldnt live a normal life like they used to, not with how everyone didnt know. not even their frisk knew.

I think error papyrus is WAY too malicious for going out of his way to help people THAT much…. Too freaky…. No… i think he emotionally manipulates people in unfortunate situations into willingly going with him, like a reverse core frisk. Then they’re either bubbled or just kinda trapped in an empty au/void they cant escape. He says things like “i think he needs a friend!!” But also uses words like KEEP. Nice people dont KEEP lonely people. He sounds totally possessive to me . Maybe he also does something like keeping bad human souls in bubbles? But i dont think he’d do it to help people, maybe to manipulate people from aus he takes them from into trusting him? Idk. Hes a freak. This is also just my take ypur thing could also be true

I LOVEEE blueberror taking care of children in the omega timeline…. Hed be sososos sad living alone.. And i ADORE ideas of blueberror and charas friendship… all the things theyd only have each other to relate to about…..Wonderful au ..

[conquestable]

conclusion from data collected: conquest is a groomer

just a... really violent groomer... where war (conquering) is synonymous with breeding (they only breed with the strong)

[manjirosanosrealwife]

Guy's sometimes I feel too much like Mikey, I feel like I'm actually insane, I have so many violent thoughts, and impulse where people have and can get hurt, now I'm gonna say this but please don't think I'm to insane, Sometimes I think about murdering someone and cutting them open and put stuffing in them and sew them back up and use them as a dead human puppet, I am definitely not okay and it scares me sometimes 😭

[catwouthats]

No one understands Ben Solo like I do istg. The most I see about him is “he had a redemption arc and turned good” like bruh.

[taraxippos]

'Scary' mental illness allyship ultrahard mode: Being like, okay with the fact that some people experience violent impulses as a symptom (ie actual impulses/fixations on inflicting harm as an exaggerated emotional response to stressors) and accepting that people are not evil monsters etc for experiencing this

[paragonrobits]

a random thought but it occurs to me that the Sith invariably and inevitably turning into burned out, hateful and lonely killers who impulsely wind up either murdering everyone they care about in fits of anger or not caring anymore about the causes that originally drew them to the Dark Side has a lot of merits, viewed objectively

among other things, the Dark Side encourages drawing on the worst parts of yourself; your drive to hurt others, the need to destroy, violence and anger for its own sake, and the specific point I think about is not only does the Dark Side involve a cultivated lack of compassion and willingness to hurt others

but also an erosion of self control, and especially impulse control. The light side is all about harmony, compassion, connection and so on, and especially discipline. The Dark Side specifically abandons that control.

So a Dark Sider is functionally supposed to be someone who embraces their darkest feelings and aggressively acts on them, and that self-control and not instantly obliging your impulses are antithetical to the Dark Side. To be a true Sith and use its powers consistently and well, you have to not have any self control. All signs indicate that impulses and violence drive a Sith and other Dark Siders as much as anything else.

When you have people entirely motivated by anger, resentment and hatred, it doesn't just erode their ability to care about anything or to cognitively understand that other people have feelings and lives, the sort of things the Sith do makes even more sense.

So in this case, Darth Vader strangling his wife in a fit of rage by him immediately assuming she's betrayed him at the first sign of her not instantly being on board his military empire idea, is not an isolated incident, or even something that would be particular to him.

For a Sith, this kind of violence is actively encouraged and demanded by the Dark Side. It's an inevitability.

[aidenwaites]

the thing about harry du bois is that everything that harry du bois *can* say or do in the game, good or bad or rude or awkward or smart or sensible, whether or not its the option you chose, is in-character for Harry du Bois. its more as if you, the player, arent so much playing the game as Harry as playing the game as Harry's conscience

[bitter-panacea]

Some thoughts about arty

He was raised by his grandfather to "be able to tell evil from good" and be a good person, but he also was raised completely secluded. Separated from other humans except for direct family.

I imagine empathy for humans really doesn't come naturally to him, and it takes him a conscious effort to care.

He feels more empathy for gobballs and the very few people he considers family.

In a lot of ways, he's more dragon than human, in a lot of ways he's more human than dragon. Not truly belonging to one or the other, but something else entirely. Some part of him feels unbearable guilt and shame for all the innocents he killed. Some part of him still feels that all of them deserved it.

He often feels like a monster, like something about his nature is inherently wrong, and dedicating his life to "doing good", even if it means sacrificing himself and dying for his loved ones, is the only way he can make up for it.

" I have been mortal, and some part of me is mortal yet. I am full of tears and hunger and the fear of death, although I cannot weep, and I want nothing, and I cannot die. I am not like the others now, for no unicorn was ever born who could regret, but I do. I regret."

This quote from the last unicorn, when amalthea is returned to her unicorn form after having experienced being human, reminds me a lot of arty.

Experiencing being human set him apart from his dragon kind and yet he will never truly feel he belongs with other humans either.

[befuddled-calico-whump]

Kid Hunter looks like he needs to be hugged

yeah, he just needs some love and positive affirmation 😭😭

[knittinglizards]

i think while the story doesn't line up exactly (of course, since the book is like 40 pages in a simple fairytale style and the actual plot has a ton of moving parts and is like Their Actual Lives) nina fits the half that eats the other in the nameless monster book way better even though the book character is called johan. like 1. he is in effect already the nameless one whose identity was swallowed up by hers (through no fault of either of them, not that either remember this at the point I'm at in this rewatch), 2. he seems to have rejected at every turn opportunities to live like. a normal life lol. matches well the 'we don't need names' line, 3. if she had succeeded in killing him like she tried to several times (and he seemed to be like. fine with as an outcome) everyone who had witnessed and could fully understand the worst parts of her life would be dead. except like poppe i guess. which isn't The Same as 'he had a name but there was no one left to call him by it' but similar

[binksbrew]

top ten bastards who refuse to leave me alone

[magrowette]

I'm stealing this coping mechanism for my violent thoughts against me and everybody else when stressed

I need more of them than just caffeine and self reflection at 2am

recently when im tempted to say 'i'm gonna kill myself' i try to correct it into saying "im gonna walk into the river and become a trout" or some other form of that. this is my new thing

[puddlejumper38]

Actually yeah you know what? Jayce is the dumbest person in all of Arcane and I will commit to this.

Viktor is on deaths door twice in the series and both times Jayce freaks out and sits with him at least for a while. So I'm confused.

Major spoilers for the finale, but mage Viktor tells him cult Viktor can be saved. Must be saved, in fact. Only you can show me this. Implying he needs to be shown, must be shown. Can Be Saved. Implying that defeating him is not the way to save the city.

What does Jayce do? He staggers out of the arcane and blasts Viktor in the chest! Why? Isn't that his friend? Didn't he just get proof he could save him? Is he thinking, 'but maybe I can stop this now?' Instead of talking? Its just... wrong. It's wrong. I know Viktor/Salo in the Hexcore sounds unhinged. I recognise that Jayce doesn't know how far gone he was.

But that's the thing: He Doesn't Know.

And i don't think I'm imagining it; Viktor seemed a lot more save-able in 2.06 then he is afterwards. I admit I can't figure out if his followers were mind-dead at this point. But he refuses the Doctor with Vander. He did seem to be genuinely trying to help Vander. I understand now. I assumed at the time that he thought all his efforts had always been doomed as he died but I understand now that this was him going over the edge. Pushed to the most extreme.... by Jayce.

I suppose I can accept that Jayce was going through some shit, but the cruelty there is beyond me. Shooting his friend, his partner, in the chest when there's an option to save him.

[aroace-coyote]

hngg. every once in a while i feel like i get a rush of adrenaline for absolutely no reason as all while im just sitting. doing nothing. its so fucking impossible to get my mom to understand it. i want this to stop i want to be normal please i dont want this

[kakushusband]

Google show me horrible characters I can think abt biting on the jugular violent style without feeling guilty. Google. Are you there.