#wanna delete this but ok
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POV: me when new II episode/trailer drops:
1)see trailer
2) get anxious and scared for the exact days before the episode
3) watch the episode
4)cry
5)think about the episode for a week or something
6)"oh ok! I can't wait for the next episode!! :3"
(and the cycle repeat everytime new trailer/episode drops)
#inanimate insanity#ii#shitpost#Mintypin's Yapps#ignore this#this ain't my best post and i kind of#wanna delete this but ok
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Missing Number
#kiwi draw#bfdi#tpot#bfb#osc#object shows#basketball bfdi#robot flower bfdi#basketbot#The Ideas In Question:#this can be basketone if you Want .. one IS INVOLVED . (THERE IS BASKETONE STUFF I WANNA DRAW) (i get shy about getting their Dynamic wrong#because im not Too familliar with numbery stuff but .. its Codependant Toxic Yuri where Basketball gets Treated Like Shit so (drools))#one voice: ms steal Your Girl Ms DELETE YOUR GIRL#ok so you see i saw a post on here that was basically saying and the idea Stuck ok.#since mechminds 'memories' can be considered data/records basketball would-#-be deleted from rfs mind forever#that really Messed me Up.#and heh............ pokemon is a game.......................#missingno is from missing data basically ..#robot flower feeling like someones missing but she cant tell Who . or What#people asking her about basketball and shes just. Confused. she doesnt know How to respond because its such a familliar yet foreign feeling#she remembered how shed Talk to someone about these issues in her Systems but ..#its not like theres Anyone around she feels comfortable with .#Yet . This loneliness seems so.. new? But.. No One was there..?#Hm... Hmmm..#OK THATS ENOUGH#you guys get this a day early And double art post#if this Flops ill.. ill....................#EEEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#idk what else to Put Ummmmmmmmm.
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@stelterna the mayo
#my art#mayoi ayase#enstars#enstars fanart#if you saw me post this before no you didnt#deleted it but i was being dramatic its not that bad so. it returns#its still unfinished but i still wanna try to do the trained another time ok
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I'm not getting into The Giving Tree discourse...
#personal#delete later#idk i just saw a post of the “alternate ending” comic on my dash and everyone praising it as an improvement and “fixing” the original#which i kinda resent#while tulli and i was taking my nephew to a book store we walked around the kids section and found the giving tree and we read through it#and i was so stricken by how profoundly sad it is. it's not a happy story#in the end both versions tell the exact same lesson. but one flat out tells you and the other makes you sit with a pit in your stomach#and work to find the answer#i dunno it's kids literature but kids literature is important. i don't wanna discredit anyone's bad memories with the book but also i think#sometimes it's ok to make kids a bit sad and upset with fiction.#tweet that goes “what if romeo and juliet didn't kill themselves and explained to the audience that family feuds are bad”#idk you can't seriously read the original book as an adult and say it's glorifying self-martyrdom#when the final drawing of the book is of an old tired man sitting on arotting stump with his hat fallen to the ground#again i don't wanna invalidate people's feelings if they enjoy the alt version i think it's really nice too. but the original has its#purpose too. imagine if at the end of the lorax they show that the boy did it and replanted the world happy ending#wait they did that in the movie shit#i dunno i just love somber children's literature. tulli and i are talking about moomin right now and how the series ends with the moomin#family just leaving. and nobody gets to say goodbye to them. their friends have to find ways to live with the emptiness they've left behin
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cropped & scrapped piece bc i was so focused on composition i made a big mistake that can’t be fixed without redoing everything… do you still care her
dividers made by @ eimogji !
#described in alt text#my art#adela my oc#art#basically it’s a piece showing her using a transfer board to get from her bed to her wheelchair#kinda wanna redo it cuz the colors r muddy but that’s also the risk of using a bicromaric pallet#digital art#artists on tumblr#illistration#butch art#butch4butch#oc art#digital artist#original art#butch dyke#butch lesbian#butch#butch appreciation#ok getting too in my head going to post!! going to click post and not delete
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ok fit check one more time . bc why not
#yes i got nervous and deleted it okkkkkk i don’t wanna hear it#not even in a like self-deprecating way just that it feels so conceited to post any pictures/videos of myself on tumblr dot com#buttttt. every once in a while. Maybe.#ok bye again#personal#professor bookinit#and YES MY APARTMENT IS EMPTY#it is like 20% furnished ok i am Broke
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showed my friend my tiktok content and love for the beatles, he called me parasocial? the fuck?
#the beatles#beatles#OK LMAO#lowk got me insecure#deleted some posts#i dont even wanna post beatles stuff anymore#made me feel like im a weirdo
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Kayy I have to go somewhere I've been stressing over for weeks so if I'm gone for a while, that is why
#no i didn't delete tumblr or whatever just will be busy#AHHJMGJDH IM SO SCARED I DON'T WANNA DO THIS :(#ok ok it will probably be ok#i feel so sick.#anyway don't worry about my absence fr
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Just my cool normal list for when the supply truck comes!!

#moonspeak#I FORGOT ID WRITTEN ON A DRAWIN IDEAS NOTE TILL I DELETED A LINE AND IT JUMPED OUT AT ME#I’m literally cracking UP OK but also…….me wanna drawww I NEED OUT OF JAIL
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the angel of the first degree that van was talking about actually
#i wanna give him a kiss on the cheek that should’ve been me trapper 🙄#i swear to god if anyone says anything about the clip of the nurse feeding him the brownie#like ‘ those should have been my fingers ‘#i will delete this entire blog#ok maybe i shouldn’t swear to god#i’ll swear on my dead fish#anyways subtitles are a pain in the ass catch me never doing them again#mash#mashposting#m*a*s*h#mash 4077#mashblr#francis mulcahy#father mulcahy#fanvid
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low quality late night self indulgent doodles. maybe i'll just make godpoke a sphinx... i just have to at this point
#idk why i give them asymmetrical eyelashes i just think it looks neat#< actually. i lied its vaguely based on one of jobu tupaki's makeup looks from eeaao <//3#not that i connect the two chracter much (yet./ maybe i never thought abt it) i just iked the look and thats it...#anyways godpoke my agender scruffy black cat sphinx cowboy butch yesss#i kinda maybe wanna try giving them bird feets... sorta falin style Sorta if u see my vision#strayed so far from source material but. its for sphinx cowboy butch okkk okkayyyyy#<still will draw a let beastified godpoke cause i can live in two worlds if i want toooo#delete later#< maybe. idrc if tumblr has my low quality arts its ok its okkk i just wont tag it under my art tag lols#edit:#scribbles#still unsure if this should have main fandom tag so nos for now lol
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when i saw @fuzzie-bumble 's au and that moon dancer was a character in it i imminently wanted to draw my au's moon dancer with her but uh. i was a taaad late.
#hope fanart is ok i dont wanna be invasive so if i need to delete it lemme know#mlp infection au#gorehorse#<== new tw goretag because the old one was getting suppressed
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I had 6 hours of sleep yay anyways I know the cod community love sleep token and after so long I’ll cave and give it a go
#give me your fav of their songs#why did it took me this long u ask? /shrug#im always late to trends#better late than never tho#gummmyspeaks#havw a meeting later on and im in my blazer and tie it is suffocating#i wanna sleep LMAO#it was not worth it staying up late writing oc stuff and#and…told a friend about it and how we went into a rabbit hole of c ai and…and…and seeing there’s a similar story/prompt there#just felt wasted for some reason LMAO i mean yeah ok its not an original idea but idk why i got so dejected#nearly deleted the channel#ehhhhhhhh its prob the sleep deprivation#also my hormones are beinf whack urgh hdjsjsjd
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Akira Kurusu is trans and Ren Amamiya is just his deadname.
#I'm tired ok#ember talks#ember rambles#not sure if i wanna tag this...#screw it#I'll delete it later probably#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5r#p5 royal#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#transgender
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/Does this mean... U guys would like.... kissies 🤨??
#;ooc#ooc#be the change u wanna see on the world meme.png#oh also! this wont mean we are officially shipping and all so dwdw; it can be like.. an alternative universe (?)#just one (1) little kiss;; gemtle-#lemme knoww i might delete this one soon (?)#unless specified itll be the most random pair AORJTROGKOE NONO ILL TRY OK-#impossible!!! kissies on my dash?
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ok fellas this post is really different from my other stuff so i'm putting it under the cut for people who don't care and also because i'm slightly embarrassed
ok so. is it unusual for a girl to want to have a deep voice and a flat chest and a more square face and also feel slightly jealous of men and want to sound like them and look like them
and also is it unusual to want to be all that, but also simultaneously not be very bothered very much by how you look right now or by being referred to with she/her except for sometimes when you think about it too much. because i usually don't think about it except for sometimes where i suddenly just get really sad about being a girl or i'll always have this faint feeling that i am just unhappy about it
and also is it unusual to try to ignore it and go about your life being unbothered by it even though deep down it does kinda bother you but you can't really. like. say anything to anyone because your family won't react well and neither will your friends because they'll think it's weird and uncomfortable. i feel afraid to ever feel this way because i know the people in my life won't react well to it
so like. genuine question please lmk wtf is goin on because i'm unsure if it's normal and i've felt like this for a long time and it's confusing me and i don't even know what i'm going to do with the information once i know i'm just sort of lost LMAO

#vent#ig???????????#it's not even funny (it's a little funny) how the only reason i've like. thought about this was because i am becoming#more and more jealous of actors in the musicals i watch#greaseball when i get you. when i get you#like i know it IS possible play as male characters in musicals or something as a girl if i ever wanted to#but the thing is i want to look like them and sound like them and i want to be masculine#this is me questioning my gender on my fucking cats the musical tumblr blog everybody point and laugh#might delete later depending on how embarrassed i get ARGH#I FEEL SHEEPISH#had this in my drafts for a long time but i'm caving in and posting it because i had a bad night last night thinking abt it#and i need to know. also i'm lying in bed having to get up and i don't wanna so i'm making excuses#anyway again. i'm embarrassed feel free to ignore this is so stupid#ok. being brave about this#i don't like being negative on here. idk if it's negative but it might come off that way and i don't want to be awkward#also idk how sharing it here will help. but i don't really know what else to go to#if nobody got me i know tumblr got me can i get an amen#keep adding tags to this like it's going to change anything. post the damn thing idiot#why am i adding so many tags like i'm hyping myself up in the mirror JUST POST IT
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