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If I don't see a 6900% uptick in those 'facebook winemom' memes but with Toriel ,then Im quitting
#toriel dreemurr#deltarune#deltarune spoilers#spoilers#toriel#naye draws#undertale#lmao this is so dumb that it technically isnt even a spoiler#but I know how some of yall are so WARNING! GOAT DRINKING
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Perhaps a career in the theater beckons after all, Inspector. MISS FISHER'S MURDER MYSTERIES (2012–2015) — 1x06 "Ruddy Gore"
#miss fisher's murder mysteries#mfmmedit#tvedit#periodedit#perioddramaedit#phryne fisher#jack robinson#*userbolt#gif: mfmm#robinfish#notes#1k#i am drinking paint about this#what they don't warn you about is that the unassuming rectangular detective has bottomless rizz#and the audience and phryne both get to fall in love with him in real time
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Feed me till I reach my goal weight
#big fatty#feeding you fatter#feedee gainer#feed#ebony fat ass#cute fatty#bird feeder#fast food#fat belly#perfect belly#feed my belly#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating mention#comfort food#cute girl#food#food and drink#food diary#food network
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Get ready for our member Xin's series!
THE CAR’S OUTSIDE ⊹ · YJW 양정원 WORK OF FICTION
🗯️ ━━━ 𝐲ou and jungwon have been stuck by the hip ever since kindergarten . he’d help you build your dollhouse , you taught him how to ride a bike . you were each others first kiss , you stood up to his bullies , he comforted you when you got hurt. 🎀🪽 𝓼o who could blame you when his dimpled smile and sparkly eyes got to your heart , making you feel unexplainable flutters one summer of middle school . you chalked it up to teenage hormones . but you couldn’t deny the unexplainable pain when he suddenly started to drift apart from you and set his eyes on new girls ... a new reputation that left your heart in pieces in stead ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 📺
GENRE. fluff, angst, childhood best friends au, high school au, written series, mid-length works.
P𝓐IRING. childhood bestfriend!yang jungwon x fem!reader, player!jungwon x classmate!reader, friends to strangers / enemies to lovers, sullyoon from nmixx + other female characters ( brief flings )
WARNING ׂ ׅ ' . jungwon and reader as kids playing around. jungwon becoming distant and meaner in highschool. player relationships, swearing, partying, drinking ( of age ), kissing, familial death, crying, jungwon shit-talk.
🎥 FEATURING! jay & heeseung 엔하이픈! sullyoon of NMIXX 🗯️ ILLIT YUNAH ( AESPA ) ningning and karina. the boyz sunwoo le sserafim chaewon. RICKY ZB1
DISCLAIMER this story is completely fictional, character portrayal is not based on the idols in real life. for the sake of this story, all the characters are the same age.
OOO. ❪ PRELUDE ❫ ❛ YOU’RE MY BEST FRIEND, I LOVE YOU FOREVER. ❜ ━━━ best friend, never young forever. ( teaser! )
OO1. ❪ CHAPTER ❫ ❛ LOViN’ FROM AFAR. ❜ ━━━ 숨겨진 마음. you keep trying to get him out of your head, but why do you still like him after he turned sour. jungwon keeps trying to get away from you, but why are you sticking so sweet?
OO2. ❪ CHAPTER ❫ ❛ FOUR WALLS. ❜ ━━━ 당연한 장소 jungwon hates how familiar he feels in your room, he hates the comfort and your presence. he hates how you fit into his arms so right. he hates how his body yearns for your touch.
OO3. ❪ CHAPTER ❫ ❛ CLOSE THE WINDOWS. ❜ ━━━ 봉쇄된 마음. you hate how easily you fall. you want his attention at any time. even when it hurts so bad when he reminds you his heart is closed off, and worse, it’s only closed for you.
❪ BUNNY TALK ❫ been planning this for a while — so excited to release it finally ^^ this song makes me cry every time, I swear and it reminds me of all the angsty jungwon fics I read in 2021 - 2022 TT that era of won also makes me cry.. enough of my yaps, hope you enjoy guys!
❪ OO1 TAGLIST ❫ OPEN! fill in this google form, send an ask or comment on this post to be added! 🐇🪽
❪ PERM TAGLIST ❫ @w3bqrl @boowoowho @ahnneyong @kynrki @ixomiyu @yunki4evr @flwoie @bubblytaetae @ja4hyvn @dimplewonie @xiaoderrrr @trsrina @adajoemaya @stepout-09-15 zzegarki @ineedaherosavemeenow @lcv3lies @violetinferno @mijuuv @enhapocketz @hoonics @bubblytaetae @isoobie @dolldhn @jiaant11 @yeomha @mosssi @j-wyoung @artstaeh @spilled-coffee-cup @cowsmicwu @nishislcve @laylasbunbunny @greentulip @enhacolor @hanniluvi @firstclassjaylee @wensurr
#g: 13+#g: fluff#g: angst#g: high school au#g: childhood friends to lovers#warnings: swearing#warnings: drinking#warnings: mentions of death#warnings: crying#type: series#a: weoris#member: xin#artist: enhypen#m: jungwon
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@lokiusweek 2025 - Day 7: AU day
#lokiusweek2025#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#mobius#loki#it's AU day where everything is good and the blending is tough but the possibilities are endless 😂🙏#never read a lokius au that wasn't peak bc they're totally that ship so couldn't resist trying to bring a few of the heavy hitters to life#in a nod to the lovely in-my-loki-feels' 'if you need a tourniquet' here's outlaw loki returning a borrowed hat#only to find the sheriff keeping his own warm 😉#then of course avengers!loki and don finally getting a taker for that all important drink#and finally prez and our beloved indy about to see who can cause the most damage#warning: the answer may surprise you 🤣#what an incredible week this was!! as always couldn't be more blown away by the insane talent and insight in this beautiful fandom 💕#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#marvel#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs#don#dr. indianapolis bones#flashing cw
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mildly entertaining pjo fandom curse (mostly in that you can make games out of it):
everybody draws Piper showing skin. half the time Shel as well. literally almost EVERYBODY. go look at Piper fanart. is she wearing a crop top? i bet she is. or if she's wearing a dress hers is gonna be one of the most revealing. bonus points if they gave her a belly button piercing. and it's almost always only Piper and/or Shel. i thought we had a whole discussion about sexualizing young indigenous girls back in like 2021 but i guess nobody processed that part cause pjo fandom acts like if they dont have Piper show her stomach or have her shirt ride up they'll die.
the curse is that you will never unsee this. have fun with that.
#pjo#riordanverse#piper mclean#my friend inflicted this curse onto me and now i must inflict it unto you#like obviously just drawing Piper wearing a croptop by itself is not egregious on it's own but its EVERYBODY *ONLY* draws her in a croptop#as like her default outfit. constantly.#and *ONLY* her. this is not done for any other characters - including other Aphrodite kids. Only Piper (and maybe Shel)#anyways this is what i have to deal with every time i look at piper fanart#its like same 4 things: crop top. bad skin tones and/or stereotyped nose. feathers. and/or beaded earrings#thats it thats all Piper fanart in a nutshell#(the last one like nine times out of ten ends up just feeling like exoticization)#(cause if pjo fandom doesnt have a visual indicator of her being native american or cant ''make her look 'more native''' they die or smth)#btw if you ever say the phrase ''make her look 'more native''' about Piper or Shel or etc i'll eat your kneecaps#saying those words gives me legal permission to hunt you for sport. btw. it also means you owe me 20 dollars.#anyways fun drinking game or etc: take a shot every time piper has a crop top or her shirt up somehow in fanart#warning: my friend and i played this game with water and we both finished like two full bottles of water in like an hour#its REALLY BAD#we literally have a game of every time we share piper fanart in the gc one of us will call out ''her stomach is showing'' and we all scream
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Cuteness aggression but without the cuteness
Alternate title is "Oh... that's gore... that's gore of my postal dude"
#my art#postal#postal game#postal dude#postal 2#postal 1997#postal 3#postal 4 no regerts#(sorta)#tw blood#tw death#implied sui#tw sui implied#cartoon violence#its all very cartoonish and morbid in the way postal usually is but yknow. covering my bases as one should#can you tell that I'm upset my postal hyperfixation is coming back#because i am.#would you drink the dude juice y/n#you will die if you do just so u know cant say i didnt warn you
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Hi! i love your art! And I'm curious about something: what do you think of the staff? And which is your favorite?
thank you! ❤���❤️❤️ I LOVE the staff, I wish we got to see more of them -- every once in a while we'll get a little side bit of them interacting with each other and it's always SO good. (for that and more proof that EHN is the best event, see: the teachers trying to hold their own Halloween party without Crowley noticing because they don't want to invite him. why was this one scene and not a long-spanning subplot like it deserved to be. we were robbed.)
I have probably made it pretty obvious which of the staff is my favorite, because I love characters who are huge morons who couldn't read a room if they had industrial-strength prescription glasses:
but I'm pretty fond of all of them! it takes a certain kind of person to work at NRC for more than five minutes. though I do think Trein is probably my second favorite? he LOVES his cat! he LOVES his wife! he LOVES history even though he is fed up with these teens and their wacky misadventures! also, I really want to hear the rest of his saucy makeout story. talk about dangling plot threads. 😔
genuinely we need more staff interactions in canon, there is so much untapped hilarity there I CAN FEEL IT
#art#twisted wonderland#gif warning#gifs that probably count as a jumpscare just because of crowley's face warning#i don't know why my mind always goes to the teachers drinking together#it feels right though#(it's juice and root beer)#(vargas is just Like That)#(he's probably also planning on how he can take the students out to the wilderness and hunt them down for a third time)#(crowley: well it doesn't use any extra budget so go ahead)
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New to KFLIXNET: Check out our member Mars's smau!
|| %# 🎤 ! ! 🎧 Let's Start A Podcast -> Masterlist
☆ PAIRING/S = frat! yunho x reader, san x reader (platonic), (hi to rest of ateez and liz + gaeul from ive)
☆ GENRE = smau, fluff
☆ WARNINGS = frat boy stuff??, drinking, very inaccurate depictions of college life, podcasts, more will be added when i see them
☆ SYNOPSIS = the ‘college experience’ for some it includes joining a frat/sorority or parties every night or drowning in the amount of school work. but for y/n it means making a podcast with her friends…
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★ STATUS = completed!!
★ RELEASE DATE = 6/6/24 - 2/10/25
★AUTHOR'S NOTE = hihi and welcome to another smau and my submission for the @atzhouse "you can't out rage us event" !! erm ok bye.
★ DISCLAIMER = yes, this is a uni smau made by someone not in uni yet idc, ALSO ignore that dates are off and times are weird in the screenshots. im lazy..
★ SERIES MASTERLIST = click here !
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S1E0: testing testing
S1E1: is this thing even on?
S1E2: mingi did it again.
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S1E3: podcast here, podcast there
S1E4: car washing in the middle of october
S1E5: y/n fell (1.7k words)
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S1E6: yunho fell harder
S1E7: i'm lost (or not)
S1E8: the halloween episode !
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S1E9: oh no he has my teeth
S1E10: first and last ever guest
S1E11: this isn’t a slow burn
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S1E12: wuh luh wuh ???
S1E13: "worst they could say is no"
S1E14: merry christmassy
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S1E15: yunho fell again
S1E16: y/n fell even more (0.7k words)
S1E17: k.i.s.s.i.n.g
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S1E18: new year new me
S1E19: where yall at??
S1E20: the season finale: I HATE COUPLES
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ready for the next season?!? S2 teaser below!
S2E0: san can't keep his mouth shut
☆★☆ TAGLIST (not open btw): @/atzhouse, @/kflixnet, @/boomhoon , @/sanasour , @/loonaluvz , @/mingis-mizu, @/iminluv1117, @/mimikittysblog, @/miniature-tragedy, @/wooyoomeow, @/roserperfume, @/staytinyluv, @/n4migrl, @/tinyteezer, @/mooniicore, @/yvnhoos
#g: 13+#g: fluff#g: frat boy au#g: college au#warnings: drinking#warnings: to be added#type: smau#a: mars101#member: mars#artist: ateez#m: yunho
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Edgar (Electric Dreams) board with music, tech and drink stim
( requested by @cowsuponcows ; stims specified)
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Proship / Comship / RPF Do Not Interact Please ! Divider(s) by @animatedglittergraphics-n-more !
#stim#stimboard#proships dni#>> heaven beside you <<#stim blog#gif warning#visual stim#edgar electric dreams#electric dreams 1984#electric dreams#green stim#soda stim#drink stim#music stim#paper stim#tech stim#computer stim#art stim#love stim#heart stim#retro stim#ok to rb
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Me and my partner @the-good-ol-art-corner collaborated on this AWESOME poster for one of our favorite Bendy Aus @toontiedterror by @dictatortirah !! I am in LOVE with how it came out and I am so excited to see how this story and world develops!!
I put so many details into this, it is absolutely silly, but I had a swell time doing them. Those headshots on the missing posters belong to the staff from our own Bendy project @howdy-folks-its-showtime and we didn't even intend to make two versions. But I put so much into the background... I just had to make a version without the foreground to show it off <3
#batim#batdr#bendy and the dark revival#bendy and the ink machine#bendy#bendy the dancing demon#bendy au#batim bendy#bendy the demon#borendy#mickey mouse#batdr carley#alice angel#shipahoy dudley#boris the wolf#cw drinking#cw alcohol#cw alcoholism#cw cartoon blood#cw cartoon violence#cw smoking#cw implied gun violence#cw gun violence#slight eyestrain#theres a lot of content warnings this story is intense but I love it for that tbh-#but yeah approach with caution KJDHFSGKJDHFKGJHSD#also u guys would not believe how many layers I made for this bad boy#by the end clip paint studio was lagging just opening it but I have no regrets#it turned out so so cool one of my favorite bits of art Ive ever had the pleasure of helping create <3
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Night patrol, and fazbear's newest drink
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#moon × y/n#sun × y/n#I should probably add that's Y/N's drink#sundrop fnaf#moondrop fnaf#fnaf dca#moondrop × reader#sundrop x reader#Aaaaarrg I forgot the T in staff on y/ns shirt in the first frame...now it just says saff...kms#please no repost thanks#sun fnaf#moon fnaf#@theyawningcat#he so silly#fanart#the daycare attendant#the daycare fandom#dca au#dca fandom#fnaf daycare attendant#The drink glows!#Almost forgot warning!#slightly suggestive#suggestive#sun and moon security breach
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Scooby-Doo Kiddo Stimboard
"Scooby-Doo, where are you?"
Credits: x x x | x x x | x x x
#gilear's creations#stimblr#stimboard#visual stim#stimmy#stim#gif#gifs#gif warning#scooby doo#scooby gang#scooby-doo#scoobydoo#mystery inc#sfw agere#age regressor#sfw agere stimboard#sfw age regression#fast gif#purple#blue#green#drinks#snacks#doughnuts#scooby snacks#age regression#body stim#flashing lights#flash warning
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inspired by that depressed red jester painting but make it cloud strife with his 6'7" psychological baggage
#inspired by Stańczyk by Jan Matejko#ec seph was supposed to be a mere head on cloud's lap BUT i can't kill him i love him too much#also that seph behind cloud was supposed to depict the chair in the painting but execution isn't my strong suit as u can see#i breathe and drink ffvii recently i am highkey obsessed#church indulgences for sale#wow i have no trigger warnings for this?? character development#sephiroth corpses though#young sephiroth fanart#ffvii advent children#cloud strife fanart#ff7 ever crisis#sephiroth fanart#sefikura fanart#sephcloud#sfkr#final fantasy vii
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Check out our member Rania's oneshot!!
i miss you, don't call me | lee seokmin
SYNOPSIS. in which a particular boy has been clouding your mind lately, and you decide to drink away the thought of him𑁋when that isn't the right choice. PAIRING. ex!lee seokmin x gn!reader GENRE. angst, hurt/comfort... but also not really WARNINGS. drinking, swearing WORD COUNT. 2.5k
notes: kinda inspired from the song "i miss you, don't call me" by alessia cara. just wanna say i am forever guilty and full of shame for writing angst for this man. it feels completely out of character to write angst for him 😭😭
You hate the taste of alcohol.
You hate the way it lingers a bitter aftertaste on your lips, the way it burns like a smoldering ember down your throat that refuses to be extinguished, the way it wraps its tendrils around your senses and makes the world spin so merry around you.
You hate the taste of alcohol, yet there's a certain fascination in the way it blurs the edges of reality and a strange comfort in its familiarity. You were never usually one to drink in general, but tonight was different, and you find yourself caught between the resistance and the surrender, tip-toeing on the edge of clarity and a spellbound haze.
This is supposed to make you forget. Forget the deadlines, the expectations, the responsibilities, the miniscule hole in your chest that you have been trying to close. This is supposed to propel you in the right direction𑁋at least, that's what you convinced yourself in the hours before you wounded up in the middle of your living room with a half-empty glass in your hand. It's midnight, or something, you don't know for sure, and you couldn't be bothered to even check anyway.
This is supposed to help you forget him. He did nothing wrong, or anything wrong for the matter. His smile was always so bright like the sun, so full of life. He's like a bruise that refuses to fade, yet merely painful to the touch. You take another sip, and the amber liquid seems to carry with it the warmth of his laughter. And when you close your eyes just for a few seconds, you swear you can feel the warmth of that figurative sun on your face. Or maybe it's the alcohol. Or both.
It's been almost a year since you let him go. The reasons were complicated𑁋or simply, you both were just different𑁋and the echoes of that choice still reverberate in the quiet corners of your heart. You were convinced it was for the best for both of you, and all it took was two sentences for that line to be cut right on the same couch that you sat on.
And yet, the ache of his absence persists, leaving a void in your chest that you couldn't stitch up yourself.
Does he... still think about you from time to time?
It's a question you've asked yourself in the quiet moments before sleep. You wonder if he ever glances at the same moon that hangs in the night sky and thinks of the moments you shared under its wake.
You try to bury the thought away under the weight of another sip, but it resurfaces like an insistent tide as you let out a heated hiss to its taste. The room around you sways slightly, your head is starting to pound, and your thoughts are restless with nothing but just him.
The screen to your phone lights up on the coffee table, and you glance down at it, suddenly contemplating the idea of reaching out to him. Maybe it's the alcohol whispering in your ear, urging you to seek closure, or perhaps, rekindle a flame that was never truly extinguished.
The unanswered question lingers like a spectre in the room. Does he still think about you? The question gnaws angrily at your skin, and you find yourself reaching for the phone almost instinctively, as if drawn by a sudden invisible force.
With a deep breath, you unlock your phone. His contact is still there, his slightly blurry name staring right back at you like an open invitation. You tap a few times before landing on his number, and with a mixture of intoxication and courage, you press the call button.
The phone rings, each tone amplifying the drumming in your head. Your heartbeat quickens with each ring, the sound of it echoing in your ears. The haze in your mind seems to intensify, and you realise you might be crossing a line, but it's too late to turn back now.
The seconds tick away, and just as you begin to think about hanging up, he answers.
"Hello?"
His voice reaches through the phone and into your clouded consciousness. For a moment, you freeze, caught between the impulse to speak and the weight of the drunken-induced courage that made you make this call.
"Hey, Seokmin." Your voice comes out smaller and weaker than you anticipated.
A beat of silence follows your words. The weight of his name hangs in the air. You can almost sense Seokmin trying to process the unexpected call.
"Y/N?" His voice carries a mix of surprise and concern. "Is that really you?"
"Yeah," You reply, your words sounding less sure than you intended. "It's me."
There's another pause, and you can almost feel the distance between you two through the phone.
Then his voice comes through again, gentle and cautious, "Is everything okay?"
"Um..." You croak out, your thoughts stumbling over the words. "I just... I just needed to hear your voice."
Another pause. The only thing you could hear is the faint static on the other line.
"My voi𑁋Wait, are... are you drunk?"
A nervous laugh escapes your lips. "Uh, maybe a little," You admit embarrassingly.
Seokmin lets out a soft sigh on the other end of the line. You can't tell if it's from relief, concern, or disappointment, but the weight of it presses against your chest. It's almost suffocating.
"I just..." You start, the words hanging in the air. "is it bad to... to say that I miss you?"
The silence that follows is almost deafening. You can nearly imagine his face on the other end𑁋the ever expressive sunshine Lee Seokmin whom you spent nearly all of your college years with. A faint smile tugs at your lips at the thought of it, the thought of him. Sure, you've wondered how he has been from time to time, but tonight felt different. You can't tell if the alcohol is confusing missing with longing, or if it's amplifying a truth you've kept buried for too long.
"Y/N, you... We don't even live in the same city anymore." Seokmin's voice breaks the heavy silence. There's some suppression to his voice, like he's trying to hold something back, but you don't seem to notice. "Things have changed."
You bite your lip unconsciously, almost too hard you think it might bruise and bleed. The reality of it all settles in𑁋that you live hundreds of miles away from each other𑁋and a knot forms in your stomach. You take another sip of your drink, hoping the alcohol can provide some sort of shield for the vulnerability seeping through.
"I'm... I'm not asking to get back together, I..." Your voice trails off again, and you swallow a lump in your throat. "Things here have been awful, and I couldn't help... couldn't help but think of you, I guess."
Seokmin's side of the line remains quiet for a moment, absorbing the weight of your words. You can almost envision the wheels turning in his mind. There's a siren that wails outside your apartment for a few seconds, before fading away in the distance.
"You're drunk, Y/N," Seokmin states. "This isn't the best time to talk𑁋"
"I just wanted to know if you still thought about me too," You interrupt him, voice firm. The words are forcing themselves out at this point, and there's an urgency in your tone, almost as if the alcohol has taken control of your tongue.
Seokmin sighs audibly on the other end, and you can almost picture him running a hand through his hair.
"This... this isn't fair, Y/N," he finally responds. "You can't just... call me in the middle of the night and tell me all this now."
His words sting, not because they're harsh, but because they're true.
"You were... you were always so cheery, you know?" You chuckle, words slurring slightly. "Even when I was drowning in stress, you had... th-this way of making everything feel lighter. And right now, I... I'm looking for a new job. Everything's been a fucking nightmare, and you... were the first person I thought of and..."
You stop your track in your words, gulping down an imaginary mass wedged down your throat. When your cast your eyes around your dark apartment, all you could see are the remnants of a life you used to share with him, and the mess you were left to clean up with.
You tighten your grip on your phone slightly. "Do you remember when, um... we used to stay up late, working on our assignments together? It... it feels like a lifetime ago."
There's a soft laughter you hear on the other end, and you think for a moment you might just have made him smile. You feel a little bit lighter at the thought.
"And... the pizza boxes that we turned into little tables because our dorm room couldn't fit all of our textbooks and a decent eating space?" You add on, finding yourself smiling to the visual. Just a tiny bit.
There's some shifting on the other side. He's remembering all of it too.
"We were a little messy back then, weren't we?" he chuckles fondly.
You bite your lip nervously again. "But... it was our mess, right?"
"Yeah," You hear him say, and there's a warmth in his voice. "Our mess that we somehow made work."
You take a sip of your drink again, even though you really shouldn't. But you can't help it. The alcohol seems to fuel your courage, or perhaps it's the shared nostalgia that wraps around your conversation like a comforting blanket. The messiness, the laughter, the late-night talks with his arms around you𑁋they were all part of a chapter that shaped both of you.
Your mind is hazy, but you press on, driven by a longing you can't quite articulate.
"I-I'm sorry, I don't know why I called," You confess, voice trembling. "I just felt this emptiness, and I thought... I thought hearing your voice might fill it, even for just a second."
"It's okay," Seokmin is quick to reassure gently and soothingly. "You don't need to say sorry; it does... feel nice hearing you. But calling me in the middle of the night, when you're drunk... it's not the solution, okay?"
You nod, even though he can't see you. There's some heat that prickles at the corners of your eyes, but you blink them back, trying to contain yourself. You've already made an enough mess of yourself this entire night.
"I know it wasn't..." You clench and unclench your other hand, nails digging into your skin. "I just... needed someone to talk to, and you were that person for me."
"But... I'm not that person anymore," Seokmin clarifies, and his words seems to hit a nerve. "You have to be that person for yourself."
You inhale shakily, realising that you've been clinging to a version of him that exists only in memories. For a moment, you're suspended between the past and the present. The truth in his statement stings, but the pain is necessary. You've been using this idea of him, the memories you shared, to help ground you.
You wish you could reach through the phone and touch the past, rewrite the script, and undo the choices that led to this painful distance. But you already know you can't. It's too late.
Seokmin's right𑁋things have changed.
"Can you... just answer what I asked before?" You ask softly, carefully, tapping your fingers nervously against the glass in your hand. "If you... if you still thought about me."
There's a sound on the other end. You're not sure what it is𑁋a sigh, a chair shifting, or perhaps the subtle closing of his eyes. Whatever it is, it heightens the anticipation.
"Of course I... I do think about you," Seokmin admits, and that particular weakness to his voice paralyses you. Your heart catches in your throat. "I can never forget about what we had. But... we've both moved forward, Y/N. Life took us in different directions."
His words hit you like a cold breeze. It doesn't bring the comfort you expected; instead, it leaves you with a mix of emotions𑁋vulnerability, acceptance, and a tinge of sorrow.
"Maybe... in a different universe?" You hear the uncertainty in your own voice, a wistful hope that hangs in the heavy air around you.
You try to think you imagine a smile to his face when you say that, but the silence on the other end stretches out, and reality settles in again.
"Maybe," he concedes, and the word hangs there, suspended between what once was and what could have been. Just not in this one. "You deserve all the happiness in the world, Y/N. I need you to be happy, even if it's without me. Life keeps moving, and we have to move with it. You're one of the strongest people I know, okay? You can get through this. I believe in you. I always have, and I always will."
You deserve happiness too, Seokmin.
Despite the gloominess to your thoughts, every single one of his words echoes within your head. And it hurts, your head throbbing from the alcohol and emotions. The truth tastes like a bitter pill, and you swallow it down, the sting lingering in your chest.
"I miss you," You admit before you could think straight, slipping out like a confession in the dark, suddenly feeling all too exposed.
"I... I miss you too," Seokmin responds hesitantly, softly; you can hear the small, hint of a smile in his voice. You wonder if he's been smiling like the sun these days. "but... I don't want you to call me like this. Not when you're hurting and drunk. It's not healthy for either of us."
His words carry a gentle yet firm tone, a reminder of the boundaries that now exist between you. You can feel the reality of the situation settling in and the pages that turned since you both went your separate ways.
"I know," You murmur. "I just... needed to say it out loud."
For a minute, you both don't say anything. It's oddly comfortable, yet fragile with an unspoken sadness.
"Promise me you'll take care of yourself, okay?" Seokmin's voice breaks through the quiet. It's a request, a plea.
"I promise," You respond, the sincerity cutting through the haze. "And you take care too, Seokmin."
The conversation lingers for a moment, as if both of you are reluctant to sever the weak tie that binds you in this moment.
"Goodbye, Y/N."
"Goodbye, Seokmin."
When the call disconnects, you sit there for a while, phone in hand, the room now silent except for the distant sounds of the city outside.
You glance down at the almost-empty glass down in your hand, and in a swift movement, down the rest of the drink down your throat, feeling the familiar burn as it goes down. The room seems to sway a bit more than before, and you clutch your phone a bit more tighter as if it might steady you.
Then you shoot your eyes back down at your phone, seeing the way it turns on when you tap the screen, the sudden brightness of the screen stinging your eyes.
Impulsively, you navigate to your messages, and without thinking too much, you find Seokmin's contact and start typing.
[y/n] i love you, i'm sorry
With a deep breath, you hit send, and flip your phone over. Fuck, what did you just do? You're going insane.
Then your phone vibrates again, and you quickly grab it, heart racing.
But then your heart drops. It's not a message; it's a notification.
The number you have reached is no longer available.
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