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just-a-carrot · 4 months ago

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arc 3 is my absolutely favorite hands DOWN. I relate to orlam severely in his trauma, his extremely obvious hypersexuality, and especially the way he was treated by his “friends” until the end of arc 5 and the timeline reset.

(btw I want to clarify that this is NOT meant to be a trauma dump by any means. this chapter just affected me a lot and I wanted to give the reasons why without going into too much detail on my end but also giving it the praise it deserves by handling topics I very much relate to)

there were already signs already littered throughout arcs 1 and 2 that stung to me when it came to orlam that I could really relate to. and it was really goddamn hard for me watching orlam go through this constant abuse as somehow who was treated exactly like him growing up. It felt like I was watching myself all over again and chapter 3 solidified it

for once he was actually being treated NICELY by SOMEONE, even for an arc. dude like the whole orlam being thrown off and even deterred a tad by iggy SIMPLY CHECKING TO SEE IF HE IS OKAY bc orlam just isn’t USED to that and god that resonated with me hard. don’t even get me started on the bathroom scene. christ. it was so incredibly hard to get through but in the “I am being so severely called out rn” way, not the “this arc is garbage” way

the iggy’s room scene and the prom scenes are what genuinely kinda make me crack??????????? god. I had to pause when orlam said his terrified little “daddy?” bc I had to shut my laptop and just. SIT there and try not to cry. it shook me so hard and I’m genuinely glad it did bc of how seen I felt. the after prom scene made me weep genuine tears. abandonment trauma is so extremely personal to me and seeing orlam not even an adult yet break down bc everyone in his life keeps leaving him, and GOD how he’s just been treated like shit the ENTIRE TIME except by iggy in this ONE SPECIFIC CHAPTER

(dawg don’t even get me STARTED on the classroom prom photo and how I felt about that a couple arcs later dude I was SOBBING)

LIKE DAWG I WAS CHEERING WHEN IGGY STOOD UP FOR ORLAM ON THE BOAT EVEN IF IT WAS JUST FOR THAT CHAPTER I WAS JUST SO SICK OF ORLAM BEING DOGGED ON ALL THE TIME 😭😭😭

this arc is my favorite arc, but also the hardest arc for me to play due to how much orlam resonates with me as a character

he is probably the character I am the most happy got their good ending, and I’m not just saying that as an orlam fan, but as a victim of the same types of abuse he /constantly/ suffered. I’m glad he’s loved by his pals post-timeline reset and that him and genzou’s beef is WAY less terrible than it was post-reset.

the way you handled abandonment trauma and truly What It Does To A Mfer was extremely accurate and done extremely well to me. you handled what it’s like to be the punching bag friend EXTREMELY well and what constant abuse and harassment does to someone mentally AND socially. like orlam didn’t have anyone else to turn to, he had these 4 people who took all their shit out on him and that’s IT. of COURSE he was going to develop an attachment to genzou like that when they had their situationship, that was probably the most affection(?) he’s gotten……EVER??????????????????? and then to have that be INSTANTLY taken from him bc of genzou’s inability to accept his sexuality issssssss OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

the torture scene with orlam’s heart in arc 5 got me too that shit was done so well BUT THIS IS ABOUT ARC 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but yeah. best arc is definitely 5 but arc 3 will always be my favorite bc it focuses on a character I heavily relate to, the topics in it are handled extremely well, and it’s the arc that hit the hardest for me

well done gang 🔥🔥🔥

ahhhhhhhh ;-;

i feel like nothing i can do to write in response to this would come close to adequately acknowledging everything in here properly...

but i'm really happy you wrote this and i'm really touched and my heart got very soft and teary-eyed and mushy...

so i just wanted to thank you and somehow try to say again how honored i am that you could feel these things about my game and and all the incredibly kind things you've said about it...

so thank you truly 💕

it means so much that you would write all of this up, even what i'm sure are very hard things to write

i feel really blessed and touched ;-; 💕

also to everyone else that has ever felt strongly connected to or can relate to or feel seen with any part of my game

i'm really glad

so many of my own experiences are in this game as well

being able to see yourself or at least parts of yourself in both the things you experience or the things you create is so important...

#ask: ow #ask: orlam

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tyungelic · 1 year ago

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★ txt lgbt headcanons from me, a lesbian who’s correct about everything always

(based off of @elaichoi’s brilliant post about whether or not the members would take dick)

this post is made all in good fun and not to be taken seriously as a sexuality analysis these are based mostly off of me and my girlfriend yapping in discord all day

enjoy!! (or don’t idc)

★ SOOBIN

this is a straight cis man who watches anime

probably gets off to badly animated big anime titties that look like water balloons

would probably kiss a guy once and be like … nah that’s not my thing

the best guy to come out to bc he’ll just be like “oh cool congrats”

★ YEONJUN

this guy loves kissing on his homies!!!!

male version of those straight girls who makeout with their girl friends at the club after two vodka sours

most likely straight with some gender wizardry going on

would probably clock you as gay before you even come out but will still be nice about it (he’ll text you about how he knew you were a fruit the moment you first met)

great person to go to pride events with

★ BEOMGYU

THIS IS A GAY MAN SORRY LADIES

he’s literally on korean gay twitter what business would any straight cis man have on gay twitter cmon now

has probably been in a situationship with a guy that broke his heart and changed the trajectory of his life forever (gay canon event)

if you come out to beomgyu he’s gonna be like “really???” all sarcastically and make fun of you but then give you a big hug and say he’s proud of you

★ TAEHYUN

probably bisexual with a female lean

loves older women and men his age that he can throw around like a rag doll

found out what pride month was and immediately started doing extensive research (looking up am i gay quizzes and taking all of them)

yet another good person to come out to, he’d say he’s happy for you and then says he hopes you don’t get into a relationship before he does

another good person to go to pride events with he would pick up on voguing really quickly and start housing mfers

★ HUENINGKAI

lord of the gender the most gender person to ever exist

would probably go by all pronouns

likes to experiment with labels

sexuality-wise i see him as demisexual and panromantic he just seems like he wouldn’t want sex with someone unless he was infatuated with them

good person to come out to i feel like he would be so kind and listen to you gush about your crush for hours (this is the talk and talk the night away he’s referring to in bfm txt version)

okay that’s it thanks for reading!! and remember…

#djshsjs this was a lot of fun to make #hope you guys like this as much as i did writing it #what do i even tag this as help #txt #tyungelic : personal 🪽

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