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butchfalin · 2 years ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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hinamie · 10 months ago

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post-graduation trip airport looks

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itafushikugi #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jujutsu kaisen fanart #these took ages but fr once i am choosing to forgive myself given th fact tht i was coming out of A State when i drew them #im normal now dw drawing the first years wearing merch of my comfort content fixed me #when in doubt play dress up. life hack #i am holding fast 2 my hc tht megumi is a fiend @ indie platformers and is a household name on the celeste speedrun leaderboards #argue with a wall this is my jujutsu kaisen #megumi designated Drink Runner also #alr in line at a cafe texts their gc 'what do you guys want' n gets mad @ nobara fr making him go to a Second shop 2 get her bubble tea #anyway theres not much 2 say abt these just bc i needed sth Light n Easy 2 get me out of my head #no lore to fashion pieces which is both a blessing and a curse but it Is what i needed #nobara serving looks fr a flight i love u so much. it's probably 8 in the morning n she is in a fully coordinated fit #its so criminal tht we don't have more alt hairstyle official art fr her???? iirc it's Just the lost in paradise mv with her in buns no????#robbed. i am fixing it immediately.#wonder where the 3 of them wld go on a trip

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dandyshucks · 1 year ago

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being in love with a fictional character will make u produce art u didnt know u were capable of

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[if ur part of the "fiction doesnt affect reality" crowd: please fuck off lol]

#me: oh teehee lets just do this for fun bc im bored and want to try smth i haven't done in a year #the art: hi im gonna turn out far above what u thought u had the skillset for #im convinced this is just beginners luck DBDJDKL or like...#one of those times where u just produce rly good art for a day or two and then it never happens again DBFHDKL #ur graced by the light of some creative spirit entity and then they fuck off into the void randomly and leave u with no abilities SBJDKDL #dandy.cmd

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reiisuo · 4 months ago

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Totally normal behavior

(Ib: @smallsinger5901 post)

#deathnote #light yagami #art #l lawliet #lawlight #death note #meme #L doesnt really care whether he finds light attractive or not #Light is probably having a psycotic meltdown #i havemy physics exam tmmr #guess what ive been doing!!

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lemongogo · 10 months ago

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life of regret

#fiddleford mcgucket #fiddleford #gravity falls #my art #no way . i had all of these tags written out on mobile ab stanford and fiddleford post fallout and it CRASHEDDDD #THEYRE GONEEEWW (slipping thru my fingers like sand)#whag freaking ever . i was just talking about how i always forget theres a pocket of time between their split and fords disappearance #and how crazy it is that i had no idea fidds used the gun on ford until last month #it just unlocked smt in my brain thats all.👐 and then i said i was smashing my head w a rock. maybe even 20❤️#tbh i was neutral on fidds back then but i rly rly like him now T_T .. power of other fidd enjoyers lifting me up #i had a lot of fun coloring this one but i didnt know what exactly i wanted to do w it . i had fidds and the gun all finished #but i was like uhhh.. >added the wrapped light #and then i added a whole bunch of scribbled soc of the blind eye symbols but it was waay too crowded/busy #i wish i couldve found a way to keep them😧 u know when HAHAHAHAH u know those ugly like #math prints of just random equations . thats what it started looking like n i had 2 tap out #editing 2 say i posted this and i had that panic NOOO WAIT ITS JOT FINISHED but I Will be Okay.<say it w me #if i spend too much time on it ill just overwork it and then never share so -__-

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almondcroissantsandink · 7 months ago

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they slayed at the sake of my sanity i'm afraid

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lindamarieansonsnaps · 8 months ago

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Woven light (a rainbow web)

#nature #nature photography #original photographers #photographers on tumblr #light #web #not sure this is a spider web #probably done by some insect/worm #but what do I know 🤷‍♀️#1k #2k

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coddda · 1 year ago

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I wish we could have met in some other way.

Lawlight Week Day 2: Soulmates

If you saw me repost and re-edit this several times uh No you didn't </3

Still frames/Individual gifs:

If you know what every frame is from you get a free cookie. by the way

#death note #dn #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight #oh god here we go #death note jdrama #death note 2015 #death note 2006 #death note musical #lctw #l change the world #dntm #lawlightweek2024 #my art #collapses i am NEVER putting this much effort in one piece ever again /hj this was the Only one i had mostly prepared in advance #ironically the most painstaking part about making this entire thing was converting the images into an animated file #that wasn't either horrifically compressed or just. wouldn't loop. why do gifs have to look so BAD it's so inconvenient #and THEN i realized I had to forcibly Stitch the two animations together so they would actually be synced and it wouldn't look dumb #and the end result is STILL so compressed. because Tumblr. uhhh just don't click on it it'll look so scuffed LOL. anyways #this is what i get for watching Every Adaptation of Death Note. i am a death note multiverse truther #usually i'd have something clever to say in the tags but. this drained the life out of me just uh.#yeah. they're doomed in every universe. this is the only way they could've met. they are doomed by their own natures and the #circumstances that surround them. there is no universe where light tries to prevent L's death. and even in the cases where L Doesn't die #there is no universe where L can save light. there is no universe where he can truly “catch” Kira and make him see where he went wrong #(<- if you read LCTW you know. :) )#in every universe and adaptation L will call Light his first friend. in some universes they'll take that notion more seriously than others #no matter what one of them will die due to the other. its the only constant. it's the only way it can ever be. they are the others downfall

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happyheidi · 1 year ago

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｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ﾟ. April will bring blessings.

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ghostsberry · 1 year ago

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demoman!!

#wanted to do something graphic and blocky hehe #also gonna open commissions in a couple of days #yeah samuel l jackson was all over my reference board and what about it #the lighting in pulp fiction makes him such a good reference+his expressions are just so fun #tf2 #team fortress 2 #my art #illlustration #artists on tumblr #fanart #tf2 demoman

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beyondplusultra · 6 months ago

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—you gently covered the mouth that said a false happiness would be enough.

#persona 5 #p5 #akeshu #shuake #goro akechi #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #2.2 #Our Light - Lyn Inaizumi #my art #art 2025 #you know what time of year it is. you know. i know. no matter how busy i am i must do my duty on this most holy of days.#anyway listen to Our Light again. happy holidays

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princessjello · 3 months ago

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Oh it did not hurt me, no. It DESTROYED me.

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hinamie · 6 months ago

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subject, specimen, spectacle;

should i say that you're dead?

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #gojo satoru #jjk gojo #jjk satoru #satoru gojo #gojo #bugs/#insects/#eye horror/#every time i post gojo art i feel scummy using like . the slew of tags this mf has #im like wow u look desperate gdfjkdjkg #listen ok im not a gojomain idk where people look fr content #anyway for not a gojomain i sure do have a lot of artistic breakthroughs whenever i draw him #first th eyedoves then lmhs gojo then gojo in the (club) bathroom by himself now this #loathe as i am to admit it i Love how much there is to pick apart of him in art theres so much theres so many angles u cld take #personally my favourite gojo angle in art (tm) is the Cryptically Unsettling Not Sane Not Human what can i say #keep ur thirst trap gojoart i like this guy unblinking and twitchy #on that note here he is pinned down as god intended #i ATE w this concept i fear fgfgsd i wanted a like. pallid formaldehyde dissection table under examination motif #and i was torn between using snakes or bugs to convey it and im SO SOOSOSOO happy i picked the bugs #ive used butterflies a lot they arent anything unfamiliar but truly i felt a chakra unlock when i thought of gojo+butterfly pinning #the burning light the eye the composition i rly think this is some of my best work #also also th poem was smth i came across when i was brainstorming captions and i ws like. gagged @ how well it fit gojo i had to include it #im not a poetry buff so my opinion is very uneducated but i think it was rly haunting and sad and beautiful #fit my target vibe so i took it slapped it on gojo w bugs said thank you verymuch smile :)

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camilleflyingrotten · 10 months ago

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The Fallen Kings

Elendil and Gil-galad

#the rings of power #lord of the rings #the lord of the rings #elendil #gil galad #Elengalad #Gil-galad meaning Star of the brightest light and Elendil meaning The one who loves stars ain’t a coincidence #I do what I want #angst #major character death #silmarillion #procreate #digital art #my art #rop

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inkskinned · 4 months ago

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but i am sick of climbing / i am sick of crawling on hand and knees and scraping myself along the ground / i am sick of self-help skills and persistence and patience / i am sick of pushing myself and burning out and thrashing about hopelessly / i am sick of being a goldfish in a hot pan / i am sick of reinventing myself every season / i am sick of this feeling / i would claw this out of me if you gave me a sharp enough object / i am sick of feeling unsafe around sharp objects / i am sick of never finding an object sharp enough

i wish you knew the answer and could tell me and pour it down my throat until i gagged on it / i made my therapist cry when i said i had a lacking in me / i told her that a train could drive through the spaces i put into myself / the lacking is what does it, not the wanting, the lack, the dullness / barely-breathing with my teeth clacking in the cold water / it's the same fucking bridge it's the same dream and the same stupid kid / i wish sometimes i had drowned in that pool / i wish i had been different, not even that it was easier but just that i had enough strength to endure it / i wish it went away / i wish i had one good fucking reason

#here's something. if i never had to be myself again - no mental illness - i think i'd give away my writing #my memories #anything....#is that what you found when you saw me under your car? did my eyes flash in the light?#did you know what i was?#did you know what you were doing. being gentle to a creature that cannot understand kindness.#like a wave in a desert or a 4th dimension #you should have left me there. i think about it often.

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soumic · 2 years ago

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She's hiding in ur wifi

#hatsune miku #pokemon #project voltage #what else do I tag this #ghost trainer miku #my drawings #trying to challenge myself with my lighting lately!

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