#whatever this is romantic or strictly platonic idc

[interstellarpessimist]

i’m forever fascinated by his smiles, the way he seems so endeared by her.

and it got me thinking… sometimes you meet a person and it just clicks right. and you can’t actually believe people like that exist.

[attourney-at-lycan]

i needed more mcd garroth and aaron

im not a strong gaarron? arroth?? aarroth??? whatever- i’m not a strong gaarron girlie simply because i haven’t thought of them much-

but i just want them to interact. i’ve said this before but i think they’d be very very good best friends. like ‘i completely trust u without having to say anything’ kind of friends

but before they get to that step in their relationship, they’d probably be the type to hate each other a lot. JUST HEAR ME OUT. they hate each other bc they hate themselves? im love repeating myself but im right IM RIGHT. they see traits in the other that they hate about themselves and therefore would probably duke it out.

but its like. they’re vastly different in the way they deal with these traits? they both internalize everything but aaron just closes himself off and doesn’t put up a facade like garroth does. it pisses aaron off that garroth ‘lies’ to himself and others about his feelings and garroth hates how aaron doesn’t take consideration of others to hide his ‘baggage’.

also garroth thinks that aaron did actually kill the people of falconclaw or at least probably thinks aaron cldve done a better job of protecting his village while aaron has a vendetta against the ro’meave family bc of garte and zane

idk if this made any sense. but if these two somehow… somehow get closer through life or death circumstances or just fucking bond over shared trauma- or just forced to work together- they kinda become really close friends who just completely understand stand each other

this could morph into romantic or strictly platonic idk and idc but i feel like these two have potential and i dont see ppl talking about garroth and aaron in mcd ESP bc aaron did technically die for garroth

[closet-begone]

Hi! There are multiple things I’d like to come out as if you don't mind :)

Firstly, I am an aegoromantic bisexual genderfluid/bigender person! I've always known I was bisexual but I went through some weird phase with my gender for a bit and finally landed on something I like after getting rid of all the internalized transphobia I was shocked to find that I had.

I say I'm aegoromantic because I only feel romantic attraction in daydreams which I think that label best describes but kinda going against the definition I’d love to be in a relationship, just in a platonic way. I’d be fine doing things that people in a relationship do, including sex, but it would be strictly platonic. I’d also be fine with someone wanting a strictly sexual relationship with me. I know a lot of people find fwb relationships to be strange or whatever but id be perfectly okay with it

Second, I am self diagnosed with adhd! I've been doing research on adhd and other disorders that overlap it and are linked to it and everything I've read about it has pushed me towards actually having adhd. I meet all he criteria for it. Now I just have to wait until I turn 18 later this year to get myself tested

Third, I do believe I am a system! I also think it's disordered. The headmates have become much more clear to me after I started questioning being a system. Fae, our little, being the most distinct one of them all. There's only four of us (including me) but a small system is still a system!

hey there anon !! yea its no trouble if you or anyone else wants to ramble bou theyre coming out thats perfectly fine !! /gen :D aww welcome to the community !! youre so very awesome and swag for finding who you are !! yea having those feelings internalized sucks but im so proud of you for getting over it ! woo go anon !! /gen ^__^ ooo yeah aego fits you well !! thats amazing to hear how you know who you are when it comes to relationships but no fwb are not weird at all !! most of the time its not anyones taste in relationships but you are perfectly valid for being open to it !! :]] woo self dx adhd gang !! welcome !! :D congrats for taking the time to research and find yourself !! if youd like , you can also ask online therapys or your counselor if you have one and ask them for an appointment to get evaluated for adhd if your thinking of get prof dx !!  lastly !! woo !! weve got another boys another sys has become self aware !! :D /pos !! im using waaaayyy too many exclamation points but idc >:]] thrilled to here how far youve came but yes even if your system is small your valid we love small systems here !! /gen anon you are so very wonderful youve come so far if you ever feel like your labels have changed thats stellar as well , hope you have a good rest of your day or night !! ^__^ mod spacedog

[felassanis]

Just watched Endgame OBVIOUS SPOILERS DO NOT @ ME IN THE COMMENTS

Okay, ima get the real good kush outta the way

THAT INTRO? CHILLS. LITERAL CHILLS.

It was nice seeing some Nebula and Stark bonding time even though it was short, it’s just casual interactions with characters you would not think would interact that is nice to see because in the real world...of course everyone would interact with each other.

We owe the rat everything. The world was saved because a rat stepped on a button, y’all better be worshipping rats now.

I loved RONIN but I wish they actually called him RONIN at some point.

ALso? Barton’s sleeve tattoo? holy moly was that hot. 

I am living for this hipster hulk. WHAT WAS THAT?!!

I expected Natasha and Clint to kiss but I’m glad they didn’t because the film industry usually shows a bond like that as romantic but for these two it’s strictly platonic. but in the best way possible, you can FEEL the way they care deeply for one another like it ERADIATES off the screen and it’s a beautiful friendship

I reaaalllllyyyy liked Nebula in this film, she is a character I thought would stick to the minor section and never really get to shine but this girl SHINED and I love the shit out of her.

Thor clearly going through depression, the way Chris acted Thor clearly told the audience that this character was not okay and it was kinda realistic. I’m not saying seeing such a pure guy go through a dark time is entertaining but it is a nice change from his usual ‘goofy, moronic self’ and shows that Thor...can also be sad....like a human being...instead of always being comedic relief. he has F E E L I N G S

Those Loki cameos? It took every ounce of my willpower not to squeal. I was biting my knuckles seeing that fucker and I was so glad to see him. literal HEART EYES

I also loved the Avengers cameo? like the from the first film where they all stand together in that iconic stance?????

WAR MACHINE BEING THE LITERAL BEST. FINALLY HE GOT SOME SCREEN TIME.

Loved the throwback to the first scene in Guardians of the Galaxy. made me realize how much I love Peter QUILL.

BLACK PANTHER, SHURI AND IM SORRY BUT I FORGOT HER NAME ALL COMING OUT OF THAT PORTAL!! CHILLS ONCE AGAIN!

Dr Strange be looking so conflicted because he, of course, knows what's going to happen and you can see the fucking agony on Benedict’s features. such phenomenal acting.

did a small clap when Scarlett witch came charging to Thanos READY TO KICK ASS. I was so happy she got the chance to beat that fucker after what he did to Vision. Same again with the acting PERFECTION!

DRAX CAME BACK DRAX CAME BACK DRAX CAME BACK

Spiderman holding a dying Tony Stark and just hunching over against his sobs. that shit hurt. I could feel this giant lump press against the walls of my throat.

Thor with dreads? ngl it was kinda hot. 

Sam Wilson being the next Captain America?? I’m DOWN. Sam is underrated and I hope this means we are going to get more of him, I love Falcon and he deserves more love from the fandom.

The fight between Natasha and Clint? heart breaking. I didn’t want either of them to die...fuck’s sake Nat....

I love you 3000

That talk with Tony and his dad? good kush, good kush. Tony is a lot like his father, but better also. and it’s nice that Tony got some peace with his father.

Very glad Clint got to use bows and arrows, I know people give him shit for using the weapon but I love his legolas fighting style and the dude could kick the people whining about it’s asses so stfu.

The cap being such a sap. like he literally sacrifices every moment he has gone through just so he can slow dance and be with Carters....what a hopeless dumb romantic. daawww!!!! 

Cried...during Tony’s death. this geezer has been with the franchise and has been the face of the franchise for so damn long...and now he’s gone...

Bad things?

Off the bat?

WHY DIDN’T YOU BRING LOKI BACK. ACTUALLY FUCK YOU FOR NOT BRINGING HIM BACK. alright i’m sorry. *sigh* but he was and has always been my favourite and for his writing to go to plot and then to be killed off in such a shitty way and then stay dead (as far as we know) reaaallly bummed me out. I was half expecting him to pop up somewhere out of the blue with that shit eating grin of his...but no...

I don’t like Captain Marvel.

and stfu, no its not because she’s a woman or because she’s played by Brie Larson. I don’t care about either of those things. it’s my introduction to the character.

the whole stranded in space scene with tony and nebula felt really quick and way too easy. and then she comes up and starts acting like the big dog with this huge ego and ‘whatever, idc what you’ve been through it will be just ‘this’ easy to kill thanos so shut up and sit down,” like no??? don't come here acting like top dog???? you weren't in Infinity War??? all you got was a logo referencing you and then a fully fledged movie even though I am not INVESTED INTO YOU ALREADY and especially when better female characters who are actually likeable like NATASHA or SCARLETT should have gotten movies before you...fuck outta here blondie. And despite this top dog attitude she’s barely in the fucking film, pops in acts like a prick, gets a hair cut and buggers off till the last second. she really bugged me this film so thank god she was barely in it.

I wish there was more homage paid to Vision, he was such a cutie and I would have loved to see more of him but..we get zilch in the film.

Ngl Marvel I was coming into this film hoping to see some Bruce and Natasha moments and you robbed me. YOU STRAIGHT UP ROBBED ME.

[whenimgoodandready]

4. What’s the deal with the Blood Moon? Is it evil? Is it alive? Is it a “love potion” spell? Is it the reason Jarco didn’t work out? Is it why Tomstar is having problems? Is it a forceful urge to make two people physically impossible to stay away from each other in a non romantic sense!? IDFK!? Ever since Season 1’s episode of “Blood Moon Ball”, it was known as the BIG Starco episode what with the “Dance of Romance” trope and that beautifully haunting music by Brain H. Kim. From that episode on wards, we’ve been seeing the Blood Moon during major Starco moments, like it’s keeping an eye on them or something, like “Bon Bon the Birthday Clown” where Marco saw it while having his first kiss with Jackie and sensed Star might be in danger, “Face the Music” where it shined on a picture of Star and Marco in a heart for Stars Princess Song on Song Day where the whole world found out about her crush on Marco! And in “Booth Buddies” where they finally had their (controversial) kiss! Hell! It’s even in the f***ing theme song for crying out loud! But what.does.it.MEEEEEEEEEAN!? The anticipation stops here.

*Curse of the Blood Moon-Star and Marco have a midnight breakfast with their favorite cereal, Captain Blanche’s Sugar Seeds, just for funzies (although I think the candelabra was a bit too much for obvious reasons) and Star leaves two marshmallows in a bowl (so they won’t get lonely.Awwwwwwwwwwwww) and Marco can’t help but find it undeniably adorable as it’s getting harder for him to keep his feelings for Star inside. Poor baby.

He goes to talk about it with Eclipsa and she comforts him (nice to see him getting along with her now like it showed in “Butterfly Follies”), but says there’s nothing she can do to make the feelings go away :(. He then finds Janna,-WAIT! Janna’s there? Again!? Why!? I mean, I know she’s a fan favorite, but what’s her purpose!? What, like, is she too proud to admit it’s cuz she missed Marco or something!? Is it cuz she’s livin’ the dream of seeing all the creepy sh*t she loves so much!? WHAT!? She tries to use her hypnosis on Marco to make him forget about his feelings for Star, but not even her “powers” can work to help Marco. You know, in an underhanded sort of way, she’s kinda “helping people”. With that Quest Buy sloth she impersonated, Stu, from “Out of Business”, she said it was to “do him a favor” and with making Marco stop eating nachos, something he likes! Was for the good of his health. So I guess, she does have a purpose to be here? (shrugs). Marco decides it’s just best to admit his feelings for Star and how it’s killing him. Huh, I thought it was in “Booth Buddies”, but I guess they just needed to make it more evident.

Marco finds Star in her room and she’s with Tom. Her boyfriend. That she’s still dating from “Lake House Fever”. In a nice new outfit. Yeah, you could just feel the awkwardness in the room right now. And Janna’s eating it up like popcorn. Marco confesses his feelings anyway and Tom is soooooooooooo............okay with it!? He tells them it’s cuz he believes it was all done by the Blood Moon and explains how it’s power is to bind two souls together and how he failed to do that with Star and regrets it all cuz ever since then, all three of their relationships went to sh*t. He knows Star likes Marco too and it was evident when the two spoke in unison again like from “Blood Moon Ball”. This is why Tom was so cool with the possibility of Starco, he blamed it all on the moon!!! Star and Marco get freaked out by it cuz they didn’t know about it from last year. Guess this is why Tom didn’t bring up the Starco kiss to Star. Wait! Wait! Wait a minute! You mean to tell me Star didn’t know about the Blood Moons power!? She was there when it was announced! What!? Is she just stupid!? In order to fix all this, Tom says there’s a way.

They all go over to Toms place where they search his grandfather Relicors chambers on what to do about the Blood Moon and find out they can get rid of the spell by standing under its light for the next one!..............in 665 years! Plan B? Use the Severing Stone! The stone can help them erase the memory of their bounded souls and dance and all will go back to normal. It’s located in the very depths of the Underworld, so they go there with Relicor cuz he’s Toms grandpa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (Tom are you trying to sing the theme song after the “rainbows and puppies” part?) aaaaaaa and knows where to find it. They reach the bottom, but there’s a “secret test of character” challenge, run by a tower demon, where they have to pass through and then walk over the classically rickety old bridge to get to the stone itself. Marco goes on to point out all the obviousness of the whole thing being all genre savvy about it such as mocking what the demon would say, predicting the many failed attempts they’ll try and concluding it by saying it’s of course him and Star that are the “worthy ones” cuz they’re souls are bounded! (mic drop).

Okay, we’ll skip all that cuz it was too much for the (other) demon guy which was actually a fight to the death and he got annoyed. Yeah, we can’t have our two main characters die again people, C’mon! They pass the bridge, Janna fakes the other cliche of “almost falling” Blah, Blah, Blah, and they get to The Severing Stone! Before they could use it, Relicor admits he used it to erase the memory of the moment he fell in love with his wife a long time ago and had regretted it ever since (it was hinted in his chambers for those with an attention to detail cuz I noticed it. I think it’s obvious what might’ve happened to her). Star and Marco are positive they wanna go through with this since they believe it’s all the Blood Moons fault for cursing them, so they start dancing the waltz (and a callback to Toms, “That dance was meant for me!” quote for lols) and are magically transported to the memory of the Blood Moon from last year. Dressed up, demon audience watching, music playing, the whole Shebang! As they dance, they realize it’s all without Tom c*ckblocking it and how their dance is expanded and they really get into it, but then Star wonders “What if it wasn’t the Blood Moon”!? Cuz they don’t want their love to be magically induced by a magic moon and they loved their first dance together and they do like each other, but was it all from the moon or from themselves? 💔. Before they could think anything else of it, the whole thing ends and they become strictly platonic again. “Problem solved”? Oh yeah, and Janna severes her soul in half. Whatever. IDC.

So I took some time to process all this and at first I was pretty bummed out cuz of what just happened there and I know how all of you have commented on it and I don’t think there’s any need for me to express my feelings here. I mean, I know how some of you must’ve reacted like, “OMG! You mean to tell me that this whole time, Starco was all magically done! And we’ve been shipping a false relationship for the last four years!?” And that you’re also thinking, “Wait! Does this mean Jarco broke up for nothing!? And it’s the reason Star kept bringing up Marco for Tomstar!?” Yeah, I’m sure you’re all thinking that, but after a few days of letting it sink in and rewatching the episode, I’ve come to my own thoughts about it (sigh). I am all for Starco, the “Blood Moon Ball” is my favorite episode ever! It’s cuz of that dance, that beautiful Blood Moon Waltz track that I loved so much I put in my iPod! And the atmosphere of it with two young people dressed up all nice dancing around a bunch of demons. Also, I love red. Every time I look forward to the annual stargazing charts and see a blood moon coming up, I’ll always remember it as “that first Starco dance” with the music and the legend behind it and what not, but it’s sad that it turned out to be a set up for Star and Marcos future relationship problems! Then I thought, wait a minute! I missed something. Rewatching that episode, I realized, Star and Marco said they were gonna severe their souls from the stone by erasing their bounded souls and their first dance. NOT erasing their love for each other! Relicor said he severed the memory he fell in love with his wife, but Star and Marco only severed their memory of their bounded souls and first dance! I don’t think the Blood Moon was the moment they fell in love, they were probably just in the moment and didn’t want to look stupid under the light and just danced. From Season 1, before that episode, Marco was only into Jackie and Star with Oskar, so Tom must’ve assumed it was the moment they fell in love cuz he’s been repressing that idea for over a year now. Idk when the exact moment it was that Star and Marco fell in love, but I don’t think it was the Blood Moon moment. As Star said, “What if wasn’t the Blood Moon?”, cuz if it were, then it would’ve automatically worked instead of building it up for a year between them, unless it was a slow process, but usually love spells work instantly. However, if it was not, then why did Marco and Star sound “platonic” after the severing? I know they thought it was cuz of the Blood Moon they thought they were in love, but at the last minute, they thought otherwise. Were they just happy that they still remembered each other as friends or did they genuinely fall in love right at the last minute before the severing was done? So now Starco is back to being platonic again and Star will continue dating Tom while Marco starts something new with Kelly. I thought he would maybe go back to Jackie again, but I guess not. Since this episode is all done with, I guess the next anticipated episode will be “Beach Day”. Maybe we’ll know what obstacle Star and the gang overcame to make her so happy in that picture with Marco and who took the photo too! With all the trouble she’s goin’ through, I hope she solved all the problems to just finally get some well deserved R&R. Oh! And one last thing, whether or not the Blood Moon was a “love potion” thing, I’ll say this, just cuz Star and Marco don’t love each other anymore, doesn’t mean they can’t fall in love all over again 😉.

[fragilelcngs-blog]

    ❝ my tattoos are the bruises in my blood rising to the surface.      they are a mirror for the words living in the back of my throat,      the broken pieces i no longer want to hide. ❞

&. BASICS

Full Name: heather lynne vincent

Nicknames: n/a

Face Claim: phoebe tonkin

Age: 26

Sexuality: bisexual

Date of Birth: october 31st, 1992

Gender/Pronouns: cis female / she/her

Relationship Status: taken ( unhappily )

Occupation: tattoo artist and drug trafficker

&. PERSONALITY

Usual Hang Outs: bars, beach, the tattoo studio, her apartment, somewhere like chicano park

Hobbies: drawing, painting, probably smoking weed and watching horror movies

Five Positive Traits: adaptable, decisive, artistic, logical, perceptive

Five Negative Traits: impulsive, aggressive, blunt, stubborn, impatient

Drinks, Smokes, & Drugs: yes, socially, sometimes

&. VERSES

just the main for now bc i’ve been too busy with intros jdjskslsdjks

&. WANTED CONNECTIONS

ROMANTIC.

HOO BOY maybe an old ex or two from her early days in kola ??? would’ve had to be before she met dana or after they split and before she met caleb. there could still be feelings there or it’s one sided or no feelings at all ???? tbh the possibilities are endless with exes so i’m game for almost anything.

fwb/regular hookup(s). i’ll leave this open to potentially more than one person bc it doesn’t necessarily have to end in romance. obviously she’s stuck in a pretty tough situation right now and one of the ways she probably deals with that is through the comfort of another warm body. it could strictly just be sex or things could get messy with feelings and stuff. they could also know about caleb or find out that she’s been cheating on him later !!! legit it’s whatever we can come up with.

someone that genuinely wants to help her and she finds herself having a deep connection with. the ways this could come about are pretty endless, but i definitely see it as being a more slow burn type of deal. someone that basically ends up earning her trust above anyone else, and idk there could be lots of angst and ups and downs and SIGHS just give me it.

OOOOOOOOOF MAYBE SOMEONE THAT WORKS WITH OR ABOVE CALEB ??? OR WORSE FROM A RIVAL GANG ????? OR IDK JUST LIKE SOME SORT OF ENEMY OR EX FRIEND OF HIS ?????? LITERALLY ANYTHING THAT WOULD STING !!!! 

a cop that isn’t as clean as they appear ??? maybe they’re on caleb’s payroll or they’ve just busted heather before and they always let her off the hook ?? this could also work for the platonic section though SO no worries !!!

honESTLY ANYTHING i’m multi-ship as hell so i’m up for it all.

PLATONIC.

GIVE HEATHER FRIENDS PLS !!!! literally any and all kinds of friends idc my baby just needs them

drinking buddies because this bitch loves to drink

maybe some fellow tattoo artists or piercers that work at the shop with her ?? maybe they also know that the shop is a front for caleb’s drug business OR they don’t and heather’s like ‘oh no i gotta protect them’.

the artist that she apprenticed under. probably someone older than her and that she looks up to/really admires. idk there’s a lot of ways that could go and i just think it’d be cute bc it’s not often that heather will willingly allow herself to be taken under someone’s wing.

a best friend ??? maybe the one person who knows just how truly bad things are with caleb ?? could be someone that she’s known since getting to kola and has stuck by her since the start. her safe haven when she needs a place to crash on the worst nights.

someone that heather’s protective over ??? could be a younger character or just someone that’s softer™ than her, but pls give me someone that she feels like needs to be protected at all costs.

party friends from her first couple of years in kola when all she did was drink, fight, and fuck.

and just friends in general alright pls and thanks

ENEMIES.

maybe the chick she caught dana in bed with ???totally would be up to the munwhether or not they’re still together and all of that, butheather DEFINITELY wouldn’t be feelin’ too friendly towards her ya feel ?????

a cop that keeps sniffing around caleb’s business and/or the shop. maybe they know or at least suspect heather’s involved and keep trying to push her into giving him up in exchange for her freedom ?? they could also dig into her background and maybe find out about roland and decide something seems fishy ?????

a concerned/slightly nosy neighbor that hears the fights that happen between her and caleb and calls the cops or tries to get involved or idk something like that. basically they’re coming from a good place and really do want to help, but it irks the shit out of heather and she’d rather them just stay out of it and mind their own.

an old ex partner or friend that’s moved to kola. could be specifically in search of heather or it could be for other reasons idc, but they keep making attempts to reconnect with her and she just wants to leave her old life behind. they’re probably pretty hurt that she just split one night without warning. no goodbye, no explanation, and no further contact. just radio silence for years. they could also be questioning her about what REALLY happened to roland ?? maybe they’re pretty sure she killed him ???? and she’d also lowkey be pushing them away because she’s involved in so much worse now.

and legit whatever else you can think of !!! same goes for all of the other categories !! these are just some quick lil ideas i had but i’m open to so much more okay ???

&. FILLED CONNECTIONS

ROMANTIC.

n/a

PLATONIC.

n/a

ENEMIES.

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