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ao3 is a great fuckin website. theres just absolutely everything on there.
i can go from reading the most gut-wrenching angst ever written, to the vilest smut known to man, to the funniest crackship in existence
and i also know basic html now.
crazy how that works. i fucking love ao3.
#ao3#archive of our own#text#buggieโs rambles#10/10 fic site frfr#id leave wattpad behind forever to be on ao3 24/7 but That Damned App was an integral part of my childhood#and i SUCK at detaching myself from whatever sparks The Tism#which would be like. everything ๐
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I FINALLY FINISHED THIS!!!!!!!! I might tweak some of the wording, but this is for my school project explaining what goth is โบ๏ธ๐ซถ



#YIPPEE ๐๐๐๐#Of course; this is only a light overview and doesn't delve too deeply into the history of it all#Buuuuut if you guys would like for me to explain the whole deal with visual kei and it's history then I could maybe do it in the future :3#not now though my brain needs a break ๐#i procrastinated too hard on this#Also for those wondering why I put so much emphasis on the politics while most people say that goth โdoesn't have any politics tied to itโ#it's because every aspect is very much political!!!!!!!!!! even if people themselves don't recognize it as such#<- which is why everyone (including myself) shit on conservative โgothsโ LOLL#my art#school#school project#comic#educational comic#goth#goth subculture#goth history#alternative#punk#counterculture#To add/clarify: I said everything began in the 80's because a. the beginning of goth in the late 70's and early 80's really blends together#b. goth's heyday truly became what we know it as from the 80's onwards#and c. I was just too lazy to go back and change it ๐ LOL#if you guys are curious about anything lmk
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can't stop thinking abt the concept of arthur hearing about this 'emrys' throughout different occasions here and there in the beginning of s4, and at first not thinking much of it, then when the name keeps getting repeated from different villains/sorcerers he interacts with, it finally catches his attention and he becomes genuinely concerned. he makes it a bit of a personal mission to find out who he is, but it's all a very lowkey side plot that's not the main focus (think of the 'traitor' arc also in s4). of course he talks about it with merlin, but to avoid suspicion, merlin shuts him down every time and tries to make him think this mysterious sorcerer is nothing to worry about.
as more time goes on, and the more arthur learns about this powerful sorcerer always protecting him from harm, and as much as he hates to admit this to anyone, most of all himself, as he's only ever been taught to hate magic and anything to do with it- he starts realizing 'emrys' is less of this evil entity that he has to hunt down and kill, and more of a guardian angel that he has genuine interest now in getting to meet. which would also be interesting in terms of contradicting morgana's plot in the same season.
then, in the s4 finale, something that merlin does or says at the end makes him finally connect the dots. he says nothing. the season closes with him just.......... left with the unbearable conflict of it all. the feeling of absolute betrayal from his own friend- the closest person to him that he turned out to not really Know at all, the anger at being lied to and his own obliviousness, all with also the gratitude to this man who has been protecting him without asking for anything in return, the confusion of why he's doing any of it, and the question deep down whether he even deserves it. he is just. left with so many questions and contradicting feelings that he just... says nothing. and we are left with this as the cliffhanger for s4's ending.
#LISTEN!!!!!!!!!!!! 5x01 then goes the same way supergirl 5x01 did w the kara/lena confession#merlin finally confesses to him but he already knows!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and now he doesn't know what to Do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#LIKE BABY GIRL THE DRAMA THE BETRAYAL THE CONFUSION THE ANGST............... god#then over the next 2 or 3 eps hes Processing it and being all angsty#and gets to KNOW the amount of things merlin had done for him & that's what changes his view. basically just 5x13 but more prolonged#and then the season goes w him accepting magic and legalizing it#and we get to SEE him ruling in peace & merlin being his advisor#and we could still v much have a tragic ending. hell even the exact same one#EXCEPT the past few months/years leading up to it would have the prophecies actually coming true#literally just........... arthur restoring peace with merlin at his side#merthur#bbc merlin#to get back to the point of the og post tho rather than what happens after im fr just......... thinking so much abt arthur#just! getting to find out about 'emrys' at all#like this is literally SO interesting to explore. even if they hadnt really resolved it in this exact way#like the 'dragoon' persona that arthur knew about but never really knew who he was (till the end- tho he didnt even get to reflect on it ๐)#its just truly insane that the person morgana has been obsessing over 24/7 and so many characters speak of in the show...........#arthur just knows NOTHING about#theres nothing except 'not even emrys can save you now' which of course he wouldn't even remember given everything else going on
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What is with the practically psychotic hate for Lance Stroll? I'm not even his fan- more indifferent- but the hate he gets is sickening. Like just see the recent 'Never have I ever' vid- so many top comments on youtube, instagram etc. are just spouting shit about him (attacking his looks, calling him window licker wtf etc.) based off the 'Never have I ever stood up someone question' (and of course they conveniently ignore all the other drivers that also said they have because it's trendy to hate on Stroll).
Of course, standing up someone sucks but first of all we have no context at all, and more importantly, it's clear the commenters don't actl give a shit about that because they're only hating on Stroll. This is literally just one instance of the way these F1 'fans' are so quick to seize any opportunity to put down Lance. Honestly, it's so off-putting, pathetic and sad.
#he's not even one of my faves but the hate in the f1 fanbase for this 25 year old is crazy#don't give me the 'his daddy bought the team!! he's so shitty!!'#he may not be the best driver but he's still a good driver#he got a podium in his rookie year for goodness sake#also one of the youngest polesitter#yes he was blessed with a rich family but god forbid a father loves his child and would do anything for him#he's usually good in the wet/mixed conditions too#but if you listened to ppl on social media you would think lance can't even walk in a straight line#im so done lol the f1 fanbase is so toxic#esp those on twitter/insta#honestly I doubt those type of 'fans' actl watch the races#they just do monkey see monkey do#and hate on a fucking mid-20s dude ๐#their lives must be incredibly sad to waste time spreading hate like that#lance stroll#f1 2024#honestly this isn't even about the never have I ever vid#it's more about the general and practically fervent hate ppl have for lance#which is so overboard#lance puts in the effort everyday but these ppl will have you believe he sits arnd throwing moneg everyday#this is the man who drove despite his hand injury last year for goodness' sake#the way some ppl talk about him will have you thinking he murdered their family#also he's just thr to drive??? idk why ppl go all up in arms to hate on everything he does from his looks to how he talks...#and in general the hate various drivers get is so weird#*money#<- too lazy to edit my tags lol
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sharing my experience with you

dandy's world jumpscare
my brother is chronically obsessed with this game so i just be on the phone with him hearing him yap for a good 3 hours while i draw in the background (i refuse to play with him) (he's forcing me to when i go up to see him) (it's tragic /dramatic)
#sounds delightful though#i personally am just not one for dandy's world ๐ that and i like being difficult#he doesn't mind if I don't play with him tbh he just needs someone to talk to while he does it โ which i provide ๐โโ๏ธ#i would play dandy's world more if it had better players i think tbh#because... most of them are just a bit difficult#but i know there's some good discord server communities out there so who knows#i just hear everything through the grapevine#dandy's world mentioned
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pulps law is that whenever i get insane enough about something, i will inevitably attempt to make a persona 5 au, regardless of whether or not i am successful at it.
#pulp speaks#anyways guys youre never going to guess what au ive been thinking of lately .#i know the correct way to go about this is make sidestep the main character but you see#i will not be doing that. and actually in fact i will not be following the storyline of persona 5 in the slightest. because lol#but morgana exists in this au purely because i dont think the others would survive without him explaining what the metaverse is ๐#the rangers are a team of detective for the public sector in this au#and dr mortum is an unassuming everyday scientist that should not peak the rangers interest in any way. at all#in the video game that exists in my head the player can pick between playing julia or ricardo#it doesnt change the storyline that much but it does make the character relationships funky so#in my head chen is best friends with julia and argent is best friends with ricardo#chen and ortega stumble into the metaverse together so if you pick julia its two best friends in a life or death situation#but if you pick ricardo its your sisters best friend+kinda your boss in a life or death situation which personally i find extremely funny#regardless of which ortega you play with the other one doesnt know about the metaverse until id say like. the end of the first palace? beca#use thats when they start getting suspicious#and because this is ortega they follow them and find out about the metaverse that way#i dont think they become a phantom thief but i think they do end up covering the others asses irl#dr mortum still isnt actually a doctor but i think theyre the one providing medicine to them at the start of the game#theyre extremely wary of the rangers at the start and ortega can barely convince them to sell them things which they still charge-#-extremely high over. i think the turning point comes when they discover the metaverse because holy fuck they are So excited about it#both because of the implications and what the metaverse could be used For#chen is not thrilled about letting them know this but theyre kind of their supplier so its not like he can argue#i think mortum joins the phantom thieves eventually but as a navi#obviously its in their best interest to provide everything for free now that theyre part of the team but they still have to order supplies-#-so i think the way it works out in game is that theres certain days supplies can be ordered and you have to pay for it but the items can b#-picked up at any day of the week#but also i have no idea how that would work practically (its all in my head anyway so it doesnt actually matter but yk)#theres still more thoughts about this but im โจrunning out of tagsโจ and also i cannot organize my thoughts enough to explain it#im not main tagging this its going to be my silly self indulgent au for eternity ok
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S4 E3 Supernatural
Now THIS is a good episode. Castiel took Dean back in time to 1973! We find out Sam and Dean's maternal grandparents, Samuel and Deanna Campbell, and Mary are hunters. On top of that, Azazel is playing match maker so he can have his little psychic children be the best of the best, and he made a deal with Mary to revive John after he killed him. Also as if Azazel hasn't killed enough of Sam & Dean's family they killed Samuel and Deanna too. Oh this is so interesting, then Castiel taking Dean back, saying destiny can't be changed but Sam is going down a dark path and either Dean stops him or angels do.
#notable lines are. Mary about John:#he's sweet. kind. even after the war after everything he still believes in happily ever after. you know. He's everything a hunter isn't.#like damn this is the same man that turned his kids into child soldiers? hmmmm#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester#then Mary saying:#You know the worst thing I can think of? The very worst thing. If for my children to be raised into this like I was.#Well I won't let it happen.#AHHHHHHHHHH and Dean's look is so AHHHHHHHH๐#his mom would HATE how he grew up. if she was buried shed be spinning in her coffin โฐ#mary winchester#mary campbell#john winchester#samuel campbell#deanna campbell#and she named her kids after her parents ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ AHHHHHH#castiel#Castiel saying if Dean changes the future all the people they will die cus you weren't hunters to save them like in Deans Jinn hallucinatio#batcavescolony watches supernatural#batcavescolony watches#on a lighter note. john almost didn't pick the Impala. imagine the show but its a Voltzwagen instead.... ๐#and we got to see dean struggle with the lack of technology which is funny cus the high tech equipment he uses now is dated to me in 2024 ๐#supernatural s4#spn
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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but#today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh#I know how to change a tire but I was โ again โ sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so#anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik#โfollow me to my shop I can do the tires for youโ and I was like okay! ๐ but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was#just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao#I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because#AGAIN โ I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like โYOU OWE ME $200!!!!โ#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him#he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number ๐#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where#I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote#like a nice-ish one where I'm like โokay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the worldโ#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow#(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like โit's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 minโ#and I'm like okay. OKAY. ๐๐ช I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway#but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay#one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay โ I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says โI'm 20-25 min awayโ at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half#I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like โokay let me check on himโ#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says โokay he says 15 minutesโ I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE#I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like โoh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.โ#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like โyou know what we're just going to let this one slideโ#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP
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im signed up for an online english course with a professor who has actually some of the worst rate my professor reviews i have ever seen most of which talk about how she never replies to emails and/or didnโt start putting in grades until like the last two weeks of class and sheโs currently refusing to even open the course until wednesdayโฆ head in hands
#the semester started today for reference#chesschats#the english chronicles#i tend to take english prof reviews w a grain of salt bc a lot of the time reading them im like this isnโt even that bad or i take the#class w them anyway and theyโre literally perfectly fine or i even really like them. bc i am not a freshman or someone just taking it#for a gen ed and expecting to get an a out of it with zero time management skills or an understanding of basic academic writing#expectations lol. also just generally speaking it is always my easiest class of the semester so my perspective is a bit skewed. but i#donโt know abt this one folks i think i might actually be in trouble ๐#so anyway my plan was iโll check out the course when it opens (bc most of the reviews ALSO talked abt how disorganized everything was and#how the rubrics werenโt clear on what assignments were supposed to actually be on?) and if it really looked that bad i would switch out#this english class for one on comics and graphic novels instead since theyโre both async so might be a tad behind but altogether probably#no harm no foul since the deadline to switch out classes w no charge isnโt until friday#but um. this is not a good sign lol#i was actually initially planning on taking the comic/graphic novel one bc i missed this one (literature of american minorities) as an#option. but then i saw this and was like well the childrenโs lit class just had a unit on graphic novels and i donโt really feel like doing#more of that for an entire class rn. ALTHOUGH i will say i found out yesterday that maus and a memoir of allison bechdel are both on the#reading list which did almost tempt me to go back to it#but altogether i think this one would stretch my thinking and teach me more so ultimately decided on it. getting kinda ๐ abt it now though#particularly because this is a Hard semester for EEs itโs 11 credits of 12wk courses which is granted not as bad as most summer classes but#still accelerated and i have heard bad things abt two of those classes. and the async english courses are 6wk like do i really want to put#myself thru that on top of the near fulltime engineering course loadโฆ hm#and these are the only two english classes available for the summer at the 300-level (which i need for the minor) that arenโt centered on#teaching. except for another one on childrenโs lit but again just took a different one on childrenโs lit so donโt want that one either lmao
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๐๐๐ I left class early today bc I felt horrible and got way worse, but I couldn't handle being there anymore. Still so very tired and gross despite resting, and I have things to do....!! ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
#nimo's sheeko sheeko time#my repeated mantra is health is most important everything else is second but arugh#like I really am the type that would rather work myself to the bone#which!!! admittedly pushed myself yesterday#but it keeps backfiring so I have to be Cool and Practice Self Care or whatever#school be over faster please and ty#also now I have TWO appointments on monday so ๐๐๐๐#one is over zoom but its at 10am and the other is irl at 1pm so I guess no class for me fhjdjrj#long weekend [but not bc appointments]#I wanna crawl into the earth so bad ooooo#also fuck my province so bad ๐๐๐
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One of my big compulsions is taking a fuck ton of screenshots Just In Case a piece of information is important in like 4 years and I can't remember it (sometimes the information is an instagram post that I might not remember later and of course needs to be recorded everywhere (I will Not be looking at that again)) so today is my transfer 16000 images off my phone admin day (woo)
Like yeah I never looked at any of them and they were completely irrelevant to my daily life, But what if I need them โจ๏ธ later โจ๏ธ (you'll see that the idea of Later is doing a lot of heavy lifting here) OR what if there's a vital piece of information in the mix somewhere that I'll lose forever if I delete them? So: onto the external hard drive they go
This is one of those cases where. Yeah. Ideally I wouldn't take 16000 screenshots in half a year. And YEAH ideally I'd just delete them and not transfer them somewhere else to never look at again. BUT at least I get a clean slate and I can maybe not mindlessly save everything for 2 seconds. It's like. Small wins? Progress. Yknow.
#rangnar rambles#i also use my tumblr drafts this way which is how i have probably 2000 drafts for this blog that are just? like me saving a post for 'later#and then theres too many in my drafts for me to even find *MY* drafts#i need to just hard reset the draft function bc its literally unusable for me#'matt this is all irrational and weird' by god. my irrational thoughts disorder makes me do weird shit? are you fr rn??? ๐จ๐จ#i get so stupidly in my own head and then i dont make progress towards Anything#even like a fun sideblog where i can actually yknow. post that 2k nightmare? i just cringe myself out like a dumbass ๐#i feel like ocd thoughts always sound lame out loud (and in my head to myself too)#like the Urgency doesnt come across#like in the moment i am Completely convinced that my national insurance number and bank deets are in there somewhere#and theres suddenly no way on earth i could ever find them again if i delete the picture. so to the hard drive they go#i Would go through that whole thing if i suddenly needed a screenshot from 2019 btw. like the crazy isnt theoretical#ive hallucinated gas leak smells before and woken up my flatmates bc i couldnt convince myself i was over reacting#its just cus the seasons have changed that everythings ramping up but omg its hard to do anything but spiral nowadays#thats a little dramatic but i am losing like. a quarter of the day to my ocd#its like. not great ๐ฌ#im not back to convincing myself i gave my dad cancer but i am not letting myself use half the kitchen again#but eh soo la voo we ball#HAH i checked my drafts after this and i was lowballing so hard#5.7k on this blog. 12k on my main ๐. its not funny but it kind of is#this is why youll never catch me running a queue#this is such a miserable post but i do feel the need to not let it sit in the drafts pile. to prove the point i guess ๐๐๐#'no one gives a shit this is your blog' 'oh my GOD WHAT IF PEOPLE GIVE A SHIT' <- omg shut upppp youre so embarassing ๐#one more time for the gallery: i am like. aware that these feelings are irrational. like i am fine it just takes time for reality to kick in#ANYWAYS what was that who said that that was so weird im gonna go look at old romantic era paintings now#if tam is a screenshot fiend in the next fic u know what happened
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the thing abt worfs sob story is like - yeah ok maybe that is why YOU feel the need to maintain restraint and are afraid to let loose, especially around humans, but why does it make him so pissed to see other people enjoying themselves?? like is it supposed to be some sense of jealousy or what. idont get it like what does it have to do with him aiding the essentiallists it doesnt make sense ๐๐๐
#thots#i mean the thing is this piece of backstory could have potential emphasising his sense of alienation around humans#(despite being raised among them) like. the feeling that he cannot truly let him be himself even (especially) around those he cares abt#like that would play nicely with everything weve learned abt him#as a man stranded between two worlds who doesnt feel like he fully belongs in either#and tries to reconcile those two indentities which sometimes feel like they are contradicting each other#but the way it was revealed is so fucking stupid and nonsensical. i get why people hate this episode now#cause like you take pieces from it and they genuinely are cool#(potential good worf character moment. rite of separation. everyone in silly tourist outfits. curzon getting fucked to death)#and like even the whole subplot with how anyone can be vulnerable to reactionary talking points had potential#but the way it all comes together is just. SO BAD. help#like the true bad episodes are not just episodes that suck. they are episodes that could have been SO GOOD. if only#i do like that jadzia and worfs relationship is not seamless and they have conflicts they need to work through. but why like this.#also also wasnt worf supposed to have been raised on earth. why does he say here that he grew up on a whole other planet ๐
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attention all bitches: please survive โผ๏ธโผ๏ธ
#im so worried for the two of them ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#though honestly im not getting โsomeone will dieโ vibes for the finale#except for the question of fatima surviving or not surviving the birth ofc ๐๐๐#but yeah if they wanted a shock main character death i feel theyd go for jim or donna#which hear me out would devastate me#specially jim because you know i started watching the show 3 years ago with no idea of what to expect#the show opened with jade and the matthews getting stuck in this place#and i assumed the show would be about fixing the family problems and getting out#regardless of how i feel about the divorce i am NOT prepared to be told jim doesnt get to go home with the others okay#and what can i say about donna shes had to watch everything she loved fall apart before her eyes#i REFUSE to accept that means she will go down with it like a captain with their ship#she has to live and find happiness again okay???
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#polls#music polls#music#taylor swift#taylor swift debut#debut#lover#taylor swift lover#ts polls#taylor swift polls#i still think the second half of this tracklist is fuckin wild#youve got a really intense iconic song about heartbreak thats like easily one of the best on the album#a really energetic bordering on silly song about fucking england. and English people. thats easily one of the worst on the album#really really sad heartbreaking song about her mom's battle with cancer#sex + sax#campest song ever about how all women and all gay people are cool asf and haters gonna hate#yntcd is like shake it off got addicted to acid or something#and also came out of the closet#and then youve got afterglow. which is like i know i suck im the worst person alive please dont leave me#which is immediately followed up by actually im the best and youre lucky to have me. would you like to hear a brendon urie high note#then a song thats supposed to be a wedding song but is lowkey creepy#then The album closer of all time#like in a world where lover was her final album daylight would have been the perfect track to end her discography like it so perfectly#summarises Everything imo#and then the most tragic belated bonus track ever ๐ it was like ok this mf gets one last nice song before i dump his ass and drop ylm#ellies polls
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#one final left ๐ตโ๐ซ๐ตโ๐ซ๐ตโ๐ซ๐ตโ๐ซ๐ตโ๐ซ#i am procrastinating studying#my motivation to study is nonexistent atp lmfao#which is bad that this class is last#bc idk anything in this class#๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐#and the slides aren't great and there's not a great straightforward way to study in my brain rn#i need to write down some stuff i can do#i i have like a lil les than 14 hours ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐#why was this class so bad for me it wasn't even like that bad like the prof wasn't horrible#just not for me ig ๐๐๐ i just could not pay attention to him everything he said went right in and out thru my ears no comprehension#hm so how do i reread all the chapters or something in like < 10 hours or smth lmfao#also what do i even mean reread as if i read them all the first time slkjnfgdfigbpiurghpqireughdjfhsglfgjhaldkjfh#my last two finals were ok like ........ on par for what i expect lmfao and i think i did as well as i was gonna do on them#but this one#it's fucking unfortunate timing that it's last and day after another final bc i would rly appreciate a lot more time to study for this one#and i cant manage time so i haven't rly started studying for it lmfao why would i study before the day before ๐คฉ๐คฉ๐คฉ๐คฉ๐คฉ๐คฉ๐คฉ#anyway whatever#my chinese song playlist hitting hard rn it's so good and so nice to listen to while studying bc i dont get too distracted lol#and the songs are so GOOD i've been bonding more w my roommate over it XD#i think it's kinda funny how my music this week is gonna be so different than normal lol on airbuds since it does weekly music stats#out of nowhere just only lindsey stirIing and chinese songs lol#and then mxmt/oon in btwn there bc she also chiller music#jeanne talks
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#would like to stop feeling awful now like @ me you just haven't slept much get up you're fine#but it's been all day. i hate it#i just feel so. idk. i keep messing up and i just feel sad and stressed and empty and scared#everything is just. well you know#and then i didn't sleep enough the past few days which is FINE but also clearly mentally it's not ๐๐#idk i want to cry
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