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remembering that im gonna have to get my wisdom teeth taken out sometime next year and experiencing all 5 stages of panic
#like yknow you see so many videos of people completely out of it#or in a lot of pain after wisdom teeth removal#and i. do not wanna go through that#like. ...they will have to fully put me under dhkjsldkfjlsfs like im gonna have to be OUT#not even because of the anxiety stuff- straight up the dentist told me i'd have to go under#because idk my teeth are fucked or something#logically my parents and the dentist told me its not that painful and i wouldn't be that loopy after#and i should probably believe them buttttttttt i donttttttt#also im worried about like. getting so overstimulated from anxiety while they're trying to put me under#that i'll have a meltdown and they won't be able to do the procedure#cause ive recently realized. thats absolutely what happened the times i had to be like.#physically dragged/carried out of doctors/dentist offices as a kid cause i was ''tantruming''#and wouldn't let them do a procedure even though i knew it was necessary and wanted it to happen#it was only THIS YEAR that i realized that wasn't just panic. it was panic leading to a meltdown.#i haven't had that happen in a long time but also. i haven't been faced with a medical procedure in a long time.#(outside of needles of course but i've learned to handle needles just fine)#so idk how my body and brain will react when it comes to like. actually being there for the procedure#the fact there were multiple times i had to be physically held down by multiple people as a kid#while having a meltdown#so doctors could do things like draw blood or insert needles and stuff...#it like. obviously as previously stated now im okay with needles but like#those experiences being in my brain probably doesn't help
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Came an hour too early to my appointment because I put the wrong time in my calendar
#i actively hurried to get there too#:/#while having a meltdown#and now I'm left to stew further#this day genuinely has it out for me#i just want to play vimeo games 🥺🥺
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Justice league judged through the eyes of a child.
Justice league, Dark Justice stood in a very, very large courtroom in the infinite realm.
The Young Justice and Teen Titans were in the front row seat with the Ghostly audience and as witnesses.
The court was in session for the Justice League and Dark Justice crime of Neglection and abuse of a Revenant close to collapsing due to a serious infestation of heavy tainted ectoplasm also known as Jason Todd also known as Red hood.
Jason, after he had gotten the proper care and cleansing blob ghosts weeks before to manifested shift in a proper halfa state sat on the other court side.
In ghost form, sat a 18 years old jason todd, in a reversed color palette robin suit that hasn't been seen since that very night.
The judge was a little boy with glowing white hair, neon green eyes with a DP hazmat suit, the court session being written by a modern looking pharaoh, the security were a lady who was similar to poison ivy except with black and purple hair and purple eyes with a giant glowing green dog.
The lawyer on Jason side was Jazz Fenton, and on the Justice League side was Dinah Lance.
And when someone were to ask why a Ghost king as a child was the judge afterward. There is nothing more honest than being judged through the eyes of a child.
#dpxdc#dc x dp#danny phantom#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp prompt#dcxdp#danny is the ghost king#de aged danny#justice league goes to ghostly court#victim is Jason Todd#he got treatments#Bruce is silently having a meltdown in his mind#i had this dream while im sick with influenza
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cw (18+): dacryphilia, oral, sad art
art donaldson dropping to his knees after a bad day and desperately pulling down your bottoms with trembling hands, not heeding your suggestion to “slow down”, his bottom lip already wobbling. he doesn’t say a single intelligible word as he works to undress you. no time, no energy.
he blinks hard a few times as he pulls down your underwear next and stares up into your arousal. warm, sweet, perfect. the fifth blink sends fat tears spilling down his flushed cheeks. he sobs just once—a broken, wet sound in the tightness of his chest—and then surges forward to begin swirling his tongue. he laves the wetness of his mouth all over you; his hands clutching the backs of your thighs to keep you from squirming away. he cries into your heat. whines against your sensitivity. more salt trickling down his skin from damp lashes. you can hear him gulping and swallowing around your flesh, his jaw flexing as he suckles.
his blunt fingernails dig into your legs as he works you up to your burning end, and he tries his hardest not to wail when you fist his hair in your hands. he usually loves it when you pull his hair, the sting only adding to his enjoyment, but right now he��s too fragile—too emotionally frayed—and so the pain is no longer pleasurable. he just wants you to hold him. he wants you to run your fingers through the strands and tell him how good he is for you, how he’s the best tennis player you know, how you love him. that’s what he needs, but he supposes that it’s his fault for not telling you anything about his horrible day before he was on the floor and doing anything to get his touch on you. he flutters his tongue quicker, hollowing his cheeks right after.
come, he thinks, please, come.. let me drink you down and replace this ache in my body with your tenderness.
give it all to me.
i can take it.
i can make you feel good.
i can be a winner again.
#so what if i like the idea of art absolutely having a meltdown while giving reader head#is that so wrong#i want him to cry ok#i keep writing these short little smut blurbs to ease myself back into writing/finishing my actual fics hm#dipping my toes back in the writing waters as i find my footing again#still been busy with work but feeling better from that nasty cold and hoping to have the energy to work on drafts this week#🩷 - thirsts#art donaldson smut#art donaldson x reader#art donaldson x you#challengers smut
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Smoker Julian what a concept
#blasting sombr and having a small meltdown while drawing this felt right#i think?? this is the most complicated pose ive drawn with only my finger so patting myself on the back here#julian blackthorn#the shadowhunter chronicles#the dark artifices#tsc fanart#artist#art#artwork#digital artist#digital art#drawing#fanart#digital artwork#digital drawing#book#cassandra clare#shadowhunters#tsc#tda
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A continuation of my previous post, but from Yue Qi’s perspective. Thank you @myceleium for inspiring me to make the severed qijiu soul bond ✨worse✨
Please be warned before reading further that this is angst with no comfort and suicide is a theme, though not acted upon. Also, assumed major character death, but it’s qijiu so that was kind of a given here.
Part 1, Part 2 (here), Part 3 (pending)
Yue Qi stares down vacantly with glassy eyes at the silvery lines cleaving their claim into his soul with merciless claws. They were spiraled and woven across his skin, painted like poisoned veins strangled around the broken, blackened carcass of what had once been his heart’s life—his reason to live.
Yue Qi wonders if this is what it feels like to die. Distantly, he thinks that dying would be easier, less painful than this cruel curse that’s been stabbed harshly through his soul, and shackled to his existence.
He wants to cry. He wants to scream. But all he can manage is a shaking, wheezing whine through the torn, raw remains of his throat. He’s screamed so much already, there isn’t much left to do the screaming. Something wet trickles down his face. It could be tears, or it could be blood—there’s no telling—and Yue Qi can’t bring himself to care either way. It doesn’t matter. Nothing matters now.
It’s gone.
He’s gone.
And all that’s left is… ash.
Yue Qi stares at the soot smoldering at his feet. It’s grey and black, flickering and glowing faintly red where fire still burns. The same colors of the manacle strangling his wrist, the noose shackled around his soul, suffocating him in its burning finality.
Not even death can save him now.
His shizun should have let him die. It would have been kinder—much kinder than this. At least in death, his soul would have remained whole. In death, he could have found his way back. Maybe not to here, maybe not to this life, but someday. Maybe he could have found him again. But now?
Yue Qi sinks to the ground slowly and scoops up a handful of the ash. It’s still hot. The coals burn at the tender skin of Yue Qi’s hands, proof that Yue Qi had been just barely too late. But barely was still too late. Too late was still too late. And nothing would ever change that. Nothing could change any of this now.
He cradles what’s left of Shen Jiu’s heat carefully in his palms and gazes down at it numbly. His vision is hot and blurry as he lets out a shaky breath and stares at the shifting remains.
Shen Jiu is gone.
Yue Qi’s breath catches and he crumples in on himself. A sobbing rasp breaks out of him as he shudders, curling around the burning embers against his chest, shoulders shaking as an ugly, clawing emotion twists within him, screeching to get out, to escape, to leave.
He’s gone. He’s gone. He’s gone.
There’s no leaving now. No changing. No second chances. No beginnings. Just this. Just this end.
Yue Qi rocks where he lays on the ground, twisting into himself as tears track down his soot stained face. If only he could go back. If only he’d listened. If only he’d left that damn sword— but he didn’t. And now there’s no changing it. There’s no going back. He can never go back. There’s no leaving. No escaping. No finding Shen Jiu again.
Not in this life.
And not in the next.
Shen Jiu���s gone.
And all that’s left is his memory and the burning dust clutched like a life line within Yue Qi’s grasp.
Shen Jiu is gone.
And a part of Yue Qi has gone with him.
Yue Qi wishes he had gone with him. Another sob wracks his body and he hacks out a coughing gasp, choking on the smoke and despair clouding his senses.
He can’t. He can’t follow. He can’t go with. He can’t.
Shen Jiu only lives on in the searing memory left in Yue Qi, left in the charred remains clasped against his chest, in the anguished, torn ruins of a bond they once shared. If Yue Qi leaves too, he’ll never find him again.
The moment Meng Po’s soup hits his tongue, Shen Jiu will truly be gone. And there will be no next life.
Yue Qi shakes, a wretched, wet wheeze leaving him. He can’t leave. He won’t. If this is all that’s left of Xiao Jiu, then it’s everything Yue Qi will cleave to.
All that’s left of Xiao Jiu is to live.
To live and remember.
#not sure how clear this is because it’s 3am and also trying to explain it while also conveying Yue Qi loosing it is actually hard#anyway so basically when a soul bond is severed it’s permanent damage to the soul and that follows you to the next life and beyond#when Xuan Su replaced Shen Jiu it became Yue Qingyuan’s soulmate permenently instead of Shen Jiu#if Shen Jiu was alive it could maybe be fixed (so technically yes I can be a fix it someday since we know Shen Jiu’s alive)#but Yue Qi doesn’t know that so he’s having a meltdown about it#not only is Shen Jiu dead in his mind he’s also never going to see him again in any life time probably#the likelihood of ever finding each other again is so infinitesimally small that it’s negligible#qijiu#svsss shen qingqiu#original shen qingqiu#shen jiu#yue qingyuan#yue qi#79#mxtx hell#mxtx fandom#mxtx svsss#svsss#svsss au#svsss fanfiction#svsss fic#sqq svsss#scumbag system#scumbag self saving system
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There's an event I attend on occasion that's mostly a party event, but also happens to be a furry/pup event that features a lot of sex, including in all rooms of the venue.
I feel like if antis know that that event existed, they'd probably like. Have a meltdown.
"B-b-but everyone is wearing animal masks that means they're into zoophiliaaaaaa and it's illegal and it shouldn't existtttttttttttt"
Idk.
Random thought.
Bless my gang of freaks.
#they keep me sane while i watch a person close to me have a meltdown online over somebody wanting to fuck Arcanine#proshippers against censorship#jackal barks#proship please interact#proshippers please interact#proship positivity#proship#proshipper safe#proshipping#proshipper#anti anti
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This is not a Yakuza 3 hater safe space btw

#i drew this while having a big meltdown im chiling rn though#kiryu kazuma#yakuza#rgg#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#illustration#sketch
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Going grey
#trolls#trolls oc#trolls oc julien#trolls 3#trolls band together#i drew this a while ago but didnt have any context#and i still dont ❤️#he is just having a meltdown ...... again#its so obvious hes my favorite ...#i love them all but i live for the drama#but yeah no they will never get back together#they both deserve better than that#oh i used to have this idea that julien is constantly grey but he dyes his hair or he keeps it a color but if he ever relaxes he goes back#idk. probably.not canon but i still like that idea
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everyone needs to get more in love with thomas harley NOW‼️
#having a tharls55 meltdown while trying to write my wj53 fic my GODDD#I MEAN IT THOUGH EVERYONE‼️#💌
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It's mentioned that in every timeline Sayaka contracts and becomes a magical girl, she becomes Oktavia.
I think this says a lot about Sayaka's mental state. Even if Hitomi doesn't confess to Kyousuke, even if Sayaka and Kyousuke were to date, Sayaka would still become Oktavia.
Maybe it's a case of regretting what she wished for, or falling out of love with Kyousuke, or that her relationship with Kyousuke didn't work out how she had wanted it to. Regardless, something always goes wrong when she makes her wish; and I find that very fascinating.
UPDATE: Sincerely unhappy with how this original post came out (too much focus on Kyousuke which reduces Sayaka's character in a way I don't like); please go to the reblog version.
#pmmm sayaka#sayaka miki#madoka magica#puella magi madoka magica#mahou shoujo madoka magica#sayaka madoka magica#magical girl#pmmm#wyfy's meltdowns#I can't help but speculate on what exactly goes wrong to make Sayaka into Oktavia each time#theoretically if there are endless timelines then in some of those she must've confessed to Kyousuke or Hitomi didn't confess to Kyousuke#which would eliminate her original reason for becoming Oktavia#although I think Sayaka was going past the point of no return shortly after becoming a magical girl anyway#it's hard to describe the way I feel about Sayaka and her story#even with Homura's whole thing Sayaka's still in the running for the most mentally unstable character#like with Nagisa and Mami I really wish Sayaka and Kyoko could have met sooner#I think Kyoko is the only person who could really reel in Sayaka since Kyoko is more direct than the others while still being empathetic#shameless fishing pun#I also froth at the mouth over the fairytale accurate mermaid
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Jean when Riko died:

Neil when Riko died:

#the sunshine court#Tsc#It was absolutely on character how Jean was having a meltdown while Neil was like I saw him died they shot him and giving Jean details#As if he was talking about a meal he prepared dnsnnd#And he delivered the good news IN FRENCH
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Belated thanks to Vivzie for this reality smack. Especially as a RadioDust shipper (I have only been in the fandom since 2024, but it seems to me RD is the most hated ship at least when it comes to our Anthony🕷️🕸️). I hate it when a ship feels itself so on the cusp of canonicity that they feel entitled and smug to it👼🏼🐱.
#I say in the month of unexpectedly winning a Severance ship war#while the opposition is probably having a meltdown over their presumed victory#HuskDust is becoming for me an anti-ship#RadioDust#Alastor the Radio Demon x Angel Dust#Alastor x Angel Dust#Alastor x Angel#Alastor x Anthony
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#made this while incredibly overwhelmed in a restaurant and goku luck songs were the only thing keeping me from having a meltdown#paradox live#paralive#goku luck#dahlia's rambling
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What’s the beef with coldretard ?
She snaps on everyone. She is literally a borderline and delusional woman. People literally do nothing but post selfies on here, and she will reblog their selfies with the most unkind shit ever just because she can. She is literally also a raging and hardcore racist, so the thing that triggered her into snapping on me too? I made a post about Arlo cumming in me, and she SNAPPED because my white boyfriend was rawdogging his black whore girlfriend. Like THAT’S what triggered this whole thing. A post about me and Arlo having sex. Ever since, she has been accusing me of everything from cheating to abusing to grooming to all KINDS of shit because… I made a post about Arlo and I having sex LMFAO
#FEMCEL CODED.#WE BOTH REMEMBER HER HAVING A MELTDOWN ON THAT POST AND WERE DYING#HE ONLY KEEPS HER UNBLOCKED BECAUSE HE THINKS THIS SHIT IS FUNNY LMAOOOOOO#IVE DEALT WITH AN EXACT WOMAN LIKE HER WHEN I WAS DATING MY EX WHO SNAPPED ON ME BECAUSE SHE HAD A BORDERLINE CRUSH ON MY EX#AND SHE /KNEW/ HE WAS TAKEN BY ME#BUT WHEN HE /ACTUALLY/ REJECTED HER AND THE REALITY SET IN THAT WE WERE ACTUALLY DATING AND SERIOUS WITH EACH OTHER#SHE LOST HER MIND THE SAME WAY COLDRETARD IS LOSING IT OVER ME AND ARLO#THIS LITERALLY SCREAMS FEMCEL ITS SO FUNNY BECAUSE I DEALT WITH AN /EXACT/ WOMAN LIKE HER#SHES JEALOUS BECAUSE SHE FEELS LIKE SHE DESERVES A GUY AS GOOD AS ARLO BECAUSE SHES ‘BETTER’ THAN SOMEONE LIKE ME#BUT SHE HAS TO WATCH AS SOMEONE LIKE ARLO MANAGES TO LOVE SOMEONE LIKE ME#WHILE NOBODY LOVES HER (FOR OBVIOUS FUCKING REASONS BUT THATS MENTAL ILLNESS BABES) DESPITE BEING ‘BETTER’ THAN ME#I CAN TELL YOU EXACTLY WHAT IT IS BECAUSE I WENT THROUGH THIS BEFORE BY THE CHAPTER GOD#004
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when they do come back from break can they ease us into it .... a tweet or an instagram pic for the roombas to snack on and then they can drop wdapteo when we're fully warmed up
#if they post wdapteo while my cat is dying i'm going to have a meltdown because it wont even be fun for me#i know its going to happen but i just need a tweet or something first so i can try to be more normal#if anyone remembers my freakout when they posted their vacation ig dump while i was having a bad depression episode ....#or the orange heart event when i was having a different depression episode....#i hate when they do monumental things when i'm too sad to enjoy them 😭#if i'm just a little bit sad then their content is comforting but if i'm in emergency mode it's miserable knowing i'm missing out#sorry this is a stupid rant i know how horribly parasocial this sounds#they dont owe me anything and obviously their schedule has nothing to do with me#the timing just couldn't be worse for me
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