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jouxlskaard · 1 year ago

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me to myself: you get to draw tim stoker, as a treat

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lynxalon · 11 months ago

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i've seen a fair bit of... pessimism about dorym lately, esp with the ep107, for example wondering if dorian's opposing views on the gods making orym fall out of love, and i have to say. i very highly doubt it, ur fr talking about the man who has held on to will for so long, holding onto will's family and affectionately calling this *his* family too because that didn't stop when will died. i dont think falling out of love is an option or even a thought to orym.

that said, we know that orym has contingencies for if anyone in bells hells crosses the line into being a version of themselves they would despise, for anyone who jeopardizes their mission. his mission. i think, for the first time since knowing dorian, orym finally has a contingency for him. the longer dorian is back, the more orym sees how scarred he is by what's happened (understandable so) and knows that dorian is with bells hells all the way. but if he isn't...

#lynx speaks #critical role spoilers #cr spoilers #dorym #dorian x orym #i'll be so fr i hardly interact with the cr fandom at large bc soooooo many people are deeply pessimistic #i want to have fun!!!!! i AM having fun #and then i come here and see the most bad faith takes in all of the world ever and its disheartening!#where's ur fucken JOY where's ur fucken WHIMSY #bells hells is one of the wackiest groups with crazy dynamics between them all and its enjoyable!#ur Allowed to enjoy the things u watch i prommy #and to that point! people keep complaining that bells hells r indecisive and there r too many opposing views muddying things etc etc #1. ofc there r a lot of views. the real world is like that too. opposing views is one of the best story elements to enrich ur made up world #2. whenever there is a Big Decisive moment many instantly go 'noooooo not like that!!! that's not what *i*wanted' (ex: the shard.)#the cast receiving backlash from fans every time they r decisive and do something objectively fucken cool and interesting #means that any time they Think about doing a Big Thing... it gets a little harder bc what if the fans hate it. again. should i even do this #separating fandom from cast is a bit more difficult for this form of media and the inherent close proximity or creators to audience #so. just. maybe some of us could chill and cool off just a little. and maybe examine why This Thing is so terrible to u. and remember.#it may be terrible to *u* but thats where it stops. the specific bad feelings u have r not always indicative of media being Bad.#sometimes it's just not ur cup of tea and i PROMMY that its okay if its not

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softredrobin · 3 months ago

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a drenched rescue, or "everyone needs a little help now and then"

#sonic fanart #sth fanart #sth fandom #miles tails prower #tails the fox #lumen the fox #sonic oc #oc: lumen #shadow the hedgehog #rouge the bat #sth cometverse #cometverse tails #cometverse shadow #cometverse rouge #do i still have an art tag?#<- that IS the art tag btw #yes i DID give up trying to sketch out the airshoes from that angle. ill thank you very kindly to just ignore it in favor of the doom wings #ive never drawn them before. on that note fuck the doom wings ik i will eventually draw them again but yknow #talk about a major yikes they were SUCH a pain. when i finished them i was so over it #esp when i realized they were gonna cover up the edges of shadow's spikes. which i worked HARD on! hedgehogs got me FUCKED UP #tryna draw any of them from weird angles (except amy) is such a pain in the wrist #cuz i always fuck it up and redo it a buuuunch of times #anywho... moving on!#if u noticed then YES that's a whole new outfit on rouge im working on giving her a new look #but it's slow work cuz im indecisive #also hmmm why wouldn't tails just fly them both himself???? i wonder if there's a hint in the drawing????????#picture me grinning deviously #petting my cat like a bond villain all the while #also is it obvious that they're like. super drenched? i put it in the title and they are in the water... and i made their hair droopy...#but that's really all i did lol

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youkaigakkou-tl · 1 year ago

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New key visual!! 🎉🎉

Premiering on OCTOBER 8TH!! 🎉🎉

For 2 consecutive cours!! (24 eps)

🎉🎉

Full voice cast has also been revealed:

Abe Haruaki: Ryouta Oosaka

Sano Mikoto: Ryouta Suzuki

Maizuka Mamekichi: Reo Tanie

Hijita Koutarou: Taito Ban

Zashiki Beniko: Akari Kitou

Nyuudou Rensuke: Akira Takano

Utagawa Kuniko: Hana Ayasaka

Akisame Tamao: Yuki Sakakihara

Yanagida: Tomokazu Sugita

Mujina Yakumo: Takao Mitsutomi

Fuji Touya: Saku Hyuga

Renjou Yuri: Nanako Mori

Miki Rintarou: Shun Horie

Hatanaka Izuna: Ryouta Iwasaki

Principal: Jun Fukuyama

Takahashi Akira: Shouta Aoi

Yamazaki Makoto: Tomoaki Maeno

Marshmallow: Chitose Morinaga

Little man: Tetsuya Yanagihara

#youkai gakkou no sensei hajimemashita #a terrified teacher at ghoul school #yohaji #anime news #WAHOOO 2 COURSSSSS (PUNCHES HOLE THROUGH LAPTOP)#canada ramble time:#now u may wonder. why do i go surname-given name for characters but given name-surname for real people #i guess its bc theres precendent for the real ppl for it to be that way??? like on wikipedia and on the news and stuff #real answer im just a indecisive little bitch #morinaga chitose congrats on being the one returning va from the drama cd!! and being promoted from regular mandragora to marshmallow lmao #ALSO SHES A TAKAHASHI GIRLIE SHES SO FUCKING REAL. SHE GOES TO THE POP UP STORES FOR TAKAHASHI MERCH #fujis va does crossdressing (or like androgynous-dressing) thats so cute........u gotta check out his instagram #renrens va: (talking abt how reliable renren is)... but even he has a lot going on... i was shocked when i read it in the manga... (ehehe)#also u may be wondering why ive been radio silent. its bc whenever i think abt translating the va comments i immediately pass out #and then i wake up and find out 3 new va comments have been released and then i pass out again

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studentbyday · 10 months ago

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it just occurred to me that i can "casually" learn french and japanese over the winter sem since i'll have the "time." juuusst one of the many many many things i've been putting off but want to do... i wonder if that's spreading myself too thin... my novelty-seeking brain wants to hear different sounds. in different contexts. it's probably a sign i need to get out more but that's besides the point 😂 what do i dooooo there's too many thingssss

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enden-k · 9 months ago

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liking both ivanluka and ivantill is hell bc when you have an AU idea that doesnt have luka or till magically absent i lit cant decide who i want to unleash stinky ivan on help me ahh

#this is a head in hands situation chat #i started it with ivlk in mind bc i already have an ivtl au (vampire) but now im lit so indecisive #“why dont you do both” why dont i bite you wahh #babbles #tbd #alnst tag

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serukaiz · 23 days ago

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lots to think about when fem!kei. i want to write her unhealthily obsessed w reader but then again reader unhealthily obsessed w her… a toxic relationship that drains you both but she’s addictive nd so are you so it’s just a whole mess. but then og kei .. w the same dynaic… that fuckface gives me a headache omg

#∿. scribbles.#people i am trying to write for the girls but i’m indecisive as fuck #plz.. plz be patient with me….. i have to figure keiko out ..#what do i do. do i make her gentle and soft or mean nd cruel #BECAUSE KEISUKE IS BOTH #WHY IS HE SO COMPLICATED AND WELL WRITTEN I HATE HIM OH MY GODDDD

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pyroexcape · 9 months ago

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misc kazuha design drafts

#fe #pyrodraws #last two are old but i haven’t gotten around to posting them here yet lol #she goes through the most physical changes over the course of the story since her arc is so connected with her identity #i’m soo indecisive . and bad at designing clothes </3 #trying to combine design aspects from the kimono girls + lyra + ho-oh without making it look too busy ..a delicate balance #was hesitent to go with the overalls even though they’re a staple in lyra’s design bc i was afraid of her looking too young #but i think it’s growing on me #also have to get around to figuring out a labcoat design And a kimono design. girl why do you have so many Outfits #still not happy w some of the shapes i went with (i think she looks just a little Too sporty w her overalls down design)#but it’s Getting There..

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izuizzy · 1 year ago

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#my polls #I’m just kinda indecisive #bc both have merits and I do have roles for both of them depending on who gets picked so I’m just like hmmmmm #and if it’s an oc then that’s fine too #any opinions are appreciated and if you wanna explain why my ask box or the replies of this post are open

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thebirdandhersong · 11 months ago

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the miserable angry person I become when I haven't eaten is, in a word, atrocious. it is 9pm I have not had my dinner murder is about to be on the menu if I don't fix this soon

#i spent. SO LONG (5min) trying to iron a shirt that would NOT be ironed #and then SO LONG (60 seconds) futilely trying to shove the ironing board closed (gave up and left)#and now i want to CRY because i CANT STAND INDECISIVE YOUNG MEN #what is going ON in your BRAIN if you would COMMUNICATE i might UNDERSTAND!!!!! WHAT is the struggle WHAT is going on #if you were INTERESTED as so many people have CLAIMED YOU WERE why didn't you SAY anything why didn't you DO anything!!!!!!!!!!#LIFE IS LITERALLY SO SHORT WHAT IS GOING ONNNN I CANNOT SIT HERE WAITING FOR YOU FOREVER I CANNOT !!!!!#they said it might be because you had qualms about long distance. BOY I WOULD'VE GIVEN LONG DISTANCE AN ENTHUSIASTIC SHOT #not to be like. once again i am the one more interested i am the one so ready to open my heart i am the one more invested #but like. dude. we live in an age of technology. if you want to get to know me. TEXT ME I'M LITERALLY IN THE SAME COUNTRY!!!!!!!#also what a day this has been. i agreed to teach sunday school (i am burned out and felt dread the whole time and then after i said yes)#and then socialized with too many people and then spent about 2 hours commuting and then came home and watched a romcom #that was happy that made me sad because it was happy. i too would like to be treated tenderly and pursued intentionally for once. anyways #in the same day one friend got engaged to her best friend and one friend got involved with a horrible boy and the whiplash was Horrendous #also if you cant tell i am indeed on my period and feel like too much and not enough lol i need to be alone for a little while

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redaynia · 3 months ago

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#hi google how do i kill the overabundance of caution in my mind #why am i so indecisive! i have one life but i have to think about EVERYTHING before i do it #how do i become someone that throws caution to the wind!! how do i become someone that takes action!!!#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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cherrygummybears · 5 months ago

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#what is it with my family and not feeling like i can make any of my own choices #my dad reaaaalllyyyy thinks i should go to the rink tomorrow morning because people there want to see me #and like yes they do but since when was this your decision to make dad #Since always honestly #with my dad it’s like i can never make a decision for myself without feeling like im letting someone down #At least my mom is fucking mask off about it so i resist her more out of spite. that’s easier #my dad will never explicitly force me into something but he will always put me in situations where i don’t feel like i have a choice anyway #Ofc bc now if im here tomorrow morning when my mom wakes up she’s going to question why i decided not to go to the rink #so my choice in the matter is gone because it’s no longer go or not go #it’s go or disappoint everyone and have your actions questioned and judged #I’m not a human being in this house #even when it comes to the most minor decision making over the most minute things #i am an object whose purpose is to please others #and they still have the audacity to turn back around and call me indecisive. You do not give me the ability to decide #You manipulate every decision i could make into an inescapable catch #like screw you and everything you have ever said about me #It’s all bullshit #stop lying to me about who i am #as if i have any reason to ever believe you. as if you know better than i do #and yes if this were only about the current situation i would be heinously overreacting #but you have to understand this is not just about this situation #this is just a small example of the dynamic i dealt with my entire life while i lived here #and that’s why it upsets me so much #as an adult i’m aware of it and i refuse to fall for it anymore #but as a kid? the damage this did to my self esteem and boundaries was immeasurable #and as an adult i bear the grudge i was not allowed to hold as a child #that’s why a situation so small as this irks me so intensely #venting tag #cherry speaks

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roti · 1 year ago

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my messy little bowl i painted for galentines

#i don’t think I did enough layers so it’s going to look so bad when it’s fired lol #also i don’t know why I got to stuff like this because 1) I know I don’t have the skills to carry out my artistic visions. and 2) im the #most indecisive and slow person out there so after i took ages to choose what to do and what colours to use I had to work up the courage to #strat painting and then I was running out of time 😑

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phagodyke · 1 year ago

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weekend melancholy is starting to kick in >~<

#im gonna go and do my food shop etc to keep myself busy and hopefully my 2nd meds will kick in and we'll be able to handle it together #i think i kind of do this so regularly bc my brain is just processing everything bc i dont rly have time during the week #all cool tho im doing good overall def on the up n i feel way more capable of coping emotionally which is nice. i <3 meds #also.. possibly settling on the idea that i might be agender. very tentatively. lots of experiences n thoughts coming together rn #ive been reacting in unexpected ways to a lot of gendered shit atm which has made me reconsider the way i think abt myself #but very difficult to articulate it to myself let alone anyone else. so ive been sitting with it for now until it precipitates #gender stuff has never rly affected me much or ive never been in a place to explore it which is why i havent thought abt it super hard #but im not the sort of person who needs a lot of internal exploration to figure out my identity like im v self aware tbh #and while im wildly indecisive abt most things in my life for some reason i never have been abt stuff like this. i learned abt lesbianism #like idk 9 years ago-ish and straight away was like yeah that makes sense for me. never looked back since #n similarly ive experienced forms of gender dysphoria before n just immediately dealt with it symptomatically n moved on #its never been smth to agonise abt for me like i know what makes me comfortable in my skin so theres no question abt doing it #and ik im privileged to be able to do that. and also it helps that gender for me is mostly divorced from external perceptions #+ that im v autistic so social pressures dont stick to me very well. i mean yeah i was bullied for it as a kid but i was stubborn asf #so yeah from the moment i realised i was genuinely uncomfortable/upset abt it earlier this week i was like okay. lets try this instead #its given me pretty instant relief from any distress i was feeling so far which is nice. rare respite from one of my torture labyrinths #just testing out internally whether it frames things more clearly n makes me feel more myself/at peace before i choose to stick w the idea #but not gonna do a whole coming out fanfare either way. dont think i wanna change how ppl interact w me + im still a dyke #so i dont consider it relevant to anyone else unless they share a similar understanding of gender to me. or if we're v close #ill prolly broach it w other trans friends eventually bc insert philosophers talking image. but to everyone else its business as usual #happy to play my cis-sona at work. + w new queer ppl i meet ive been introducing myself recently w mirrored pronouns instead of any/all #and i think i prefer that. virtually indistinguishable but theres smth nice abt inviting ppl to recognise me the way they do themselves #like translating + localising a non-gendered language into a gendered one... simplifying decisions abt how to perceive me #and ofc ppl are still gonna perceive me however but idc much unless we're actually friends. the rest is all a performance anyway #doubtful anyone on here ever has reason to refer to me but if u do for some reason... im freeloading off ur pronouns now btw <3 #but yeahhh. much 2 think abt. i need to read more alien/ai sci fi.. non-human sentience has been such a comforting concept lately #but yea tldr i woke up one morning this week like damn im prolly agender but i have a full time job to go to rn so idc abt that #.diaries #okkkk my dex is kicking in im no longer on the verge of tears lets go get these groceries wooohoooo

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aria0fgold · 1 year ago

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Yaknow what? I'll just post my lil isat au fic here instead. After I eat.

#aria rants #idk why ao3 became intimidating to me somehow but am also like-- i shoouuullldd upload it to ao3... but--#tbf im still indecisive bout the au with it being in its baby stages so ig the lil fic idea i got is like-- testing the waters #if i write this and upload it to ao3 in the next moment ill be having ANOTHER oafb moment in my hands. i can feel it #so ill do planning First by a Lot before i set off to the wild with a possible longfic au idea #also its cuz that fic idea i got ends in a somewhat cliffhanger tone in a: to be continued? kind of way #so its obvious that i got mooorre plans for it than just a oneshot but the thing here is that i also got nothing else rn #so yea. to tumblr it goes! until i can figure out my isat au some more then to ao3!

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puddingcatbeans · 1 year ago

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had a dream that me and a couple of friends created an informational video series on how to survive the zombie apocalypse while surviving the zombie apocalypse because we thought whoever might come after us might find it useful but i cannot stress just how much i am not qualified to make any such thing. i would NOT survive any apocalypse because i am literally guessi'lldie.jpeg

#beanstalks #second part of dream involved me leading a class of some sort. why would i ever do that #i think maybe i am a little fed up with our indecisive little tour group #to be fair we are all just happy to be here #but boy if i was in control. oho #ok i admit i may have a bit of control freak and god complex in me #why else would i be so into anim@l cr0ssing

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