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it just occurred to me that i can "casually" learn french and japanese over the winter sem since i'll have the "time." juuusst one of the many many many things i've been putting off but want to do... i wonder if that's spreading myself too thin... my novelty-seeking brain wants to hear different sounds. in different contexts. it's probably a sign i need to get out more but that's besides the point 😂 what do i dooooo there's too many thingssss
#studyblr#self study#langblr#*maybe*#indecision#also idk if i can learn anything ''casually'' anymore#like i want to *feel* like i'm making significant progress!#or else why am i doing this!!!#it's not enough to just satisfy the novelty seeking...#gggaaahhhh#AND i don't want to always be plugged in listening to ''comprehensible input'' when not studying or working#bc for better or for worse i'm not like my sister lol#so...that limits my options...#probably overthinking this#maybe maybe maybe the french will come back to me faster than i think it will#i just have doubts bc the last time i got farther than ever was through cramming lol#chaotic academia#dark academia#french#japanese#learning french#learning japanese
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somebody asked for some Lilia with Meleanor, except the ask appears to have mysteriously vanished from my inbox (???) so uhhh. this one's for you anon! sorry Mel took your ask back to the afterlife with her!
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 13 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 13 spoilers#alert: i am about to be dumb about anime characters on tumblr again#yeah okay what else is new ANYWAY#i did read the whole 'oh but don't you love me and my idiot husband }:)' scene as romantic on lilia's part#extremely one-sided romantic. lilia you poor tragic moron.#(who amongst us can blame him really)#(if i was presented with a six foot three dragon princess with impeccable eyeshadow i'd probably just die on the spot)#but i do think mel and raverne still loved him very much even if it wasn't the same way#and the more i think about it the more i think it would be extremely funny#if malleus figured out pretty early that lilia was into his parents. just kinda got that one quick.#but. never realized it was entirely one-sided on lilia's part.#NO LISTEN he didn't know about the hatching so this would make perfect sense in his little dragon brain#it explains why lilia just kinda got inserted as his caretaker and was never afraid of him#and also he just. can't imagine anybody NOT loving lilia???#it's malleus straight-up referring to silver as lilia's son to his face and absolutely not getting that it's a whole Thing all over again#idk at this point it should be clear that i just really enjoy mal being hugely ridiculous about his batdad#god i hope we get 7.5 in august. i need new things to ruminate about or else im gonna keep exploding over this#i mean i'm definitely going to keep exploding over this anyway but i'm anticipating new and exciting things to add on to it#(in before 7.5 is just thirty seconds of grim eating a rock and nothing else)
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10 years later
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushi#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh#u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel#this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj#specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art#anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard#i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same#especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat#but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door#maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons#also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things#new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier#god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs#i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work
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y'know every time i feel guilty about bothering someone by singing along when i'm listening to music, i just remember that i have to tolerate my dirtbag brother screaming at his ps5 for hours every day so listening to muffled off-key fall out boy is probably preferable
#ramble#it's not loud btw it's just like. singing along in the car volume#not to get on my soapbox but there's a literal dent in his wall from his controller. and we're in the uk you CANNOT punch through walls#idk about anyone else but i've NEVER yelled at a video game?? like i'm absolute dogshit at 80% of them#and i've never had a PHYSICAL reaction beyond maybe 'ughh' then turning it off#if you're getting that angry maybe you just need to play different games because you're clearly not having fun#also added bonus that i didn't realise until adulthood. as a former daughter#cis son privileges are CRAZY#i don't even swear in front of my parents and my dude is just screaming actual slurs next door with NO consequences#like you wouldn't do that in public why is it ok to do it here#i think i've said fuck in front of my mum ONCE and i literally couldn't look at her the entire day#this is a box i am not ready to unpack yet akdhdh#is this just a my family thing or is this common
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"Kai's good with kids!" slightly incorrect. Kai is good with stubborn, troublesome kids. Dudes been shown to be dogshit when solely interacting with pretty much all people younger than him except for Nya, Lloyd, & Wyldfyre
He raised Nya, but we know that girl. We've seen her. I know she was a NIGHTMARE kid. She has strong opinions, holds grudges, and does whatever she wants. I love her for this. I also know teenage Kai was fighting for his LIFE. Lloyd was Little Shit Extraordinaire, and he didn't have the bonus of being blood-related to Kai, so Kai had 0 incentive to like him. Even still, Kai heard a small child in distress and immediately Locked In and decided awesome, I'm protecting you forever now. Wyldfyre similarly annoyed the absolute shit out of him, but Kai had his Growth. He still threw hands with Wyldfyre but the difference here is he knew she could fight back. He clocked pretty immediately she had an impatient temper but had a very strong love for her tiny family of 2 (oh hey s1 Kai when'd you get here) and in NO time began flawlessly mentoring.
Kai is like a guy who went to a camp for troubled youths, grew up, then decided to become a counselor at that same camp. He can wrangle a teenage dirtbag out of an alley like a stray cat but if you put him in the same room as a fairly normal kid he's looking at them like this
#COLE on the other hand#can handle semi-normal kids FLAWLESSLY#and troublesome ones too tbh but cole is like a jack of all trades#he can totally step in for any kind of kid but kai is the certified expert on annoying little assholes#also yes i know he became a teacher after nya died but i stand by my assessment remaining correct#thats different hes teaching them to fight therefore it still falls into that category. hes good at teaching children to hit things#genuinely i think kai gets empty nest syndrome if he doesnt have a problem child to adopt as a sibling & look out for#he YEARNS for the older brotherisms. if he didnt get gifted wyldfyre i legitimately think he wouldve started trying to co-mentor arin#he would try with sora but shes pretty staunchly anti-singular-mentor and gets passed around like a blunt#doesnt matter that arin is by no means a troublesome kid he just gets twitchy after nya & lloyd grew out of needing to be looked after#kai thrives when hes protecting someone ELSE. hes been doing it since he was 5#this is why he immediately spiraled in the land of monsters he starts shaking like an italian greyhound if he isnt acting as a human shield#kais coping mechanism is hiding all of his problems to instead help the Young Child with their issues#guy who would hide a fatal stab wound until everyone is gone to then collapse and die alone so no one gets scared#also nya & lloyd have phased out of being troublesome so kais like well#what am i supposed to do now. then he sees wyldfyre starting a bushfire and hes like omg#its so funny he gets so annoyed at troublemaking kids and then as soon as he gets a WHIFF of distress he latches on like a leech#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#lego ninjago#dragons rising#kai ninjago#kai smith#kai jiang#text post#nya ninjago#lloyd garmadon#wyldfyre#lego ninjago dragons rising#ninjago dr
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Something about the inherent Lest/Maddie parallel that exists in Arcane S2—each of them the honeypot relaying the pillow talk of the clueless aristocrat they're sleeping with back to who they're really loyal to—and the way it reflects how Mel learned more from her mother than she likes admitting to herself (or than Ambessa ever gave her credit for until the very end) because, on the surface, they both use the same tactic to keep an eye on their potential rival.
And yet! Mel's compassionate treatment of Lest (a trans woman sex worker who she considers a genuine friend, is protective of and willing to accept criticism from, and who she refuses to consider expendable) contrasted to Ambessa's contingency plan with Maddie (a radicalized fascist who she converted into an asset by convincing her she was a more effective leader than Caitlyn and who was, in the end, eminently expendable) is one of the starkest illustrations of just how different Mel is, and how much better a leader of the Medarda clan she's going to be.
#first meta post on main in years and what is it about oh of course it's MINOR SIDE CHARACTERS WHO INFECTED MY BRAIN what else is new#but it's also about the medarda mother/daughter relationship that I'll be thinking about forever because they've both ALSO infected my brai#also because Mel has an opening for a new PA I'm just assuming Lest is on that ship with her at the end until proven otherwise#how normal am I about canon trans ally mel medarda EXTREMELY NORMAL WHY DO YOU ASK#arcane#arcane spoilers#mel medarda#ambessa medarda#lest arcane#maddie nolen#caitlyn kiramman#salo arcane
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free will is drawing ur two favorite characters together and making them gay
#akekita content in this economy? it's more likely than you think#this is like for the three ppl that ship them (me tumblr user haliai and atlus)#also which boyliker at atlus designed yusuke's phantom outfit like WHY is he dressed like a gay hooker 💀💀💀💀#the skintight spandex bodysuit designed to show off the slutty waist?? the exposed cleavage?? the cunty little fox tail?? bro 😭#my hand was shaking while i was drawing the second img it felt so IMMODEST 😭😭😭😭😭#i wish atlus confirmed which highschool akechi went to bc i love the hc that he attends kosei#his tie matches hifumi's ribbon so i think they're trying to tell us smt (im delusional)#ANYWAY akechi and yusuke would match each other's freak lowkey like they're both hardcore yappers that weird everyone else tf out#akechi would find solidarity in the fact that yusuke doesn't shut up abt whatever he's interested in#also also the fact that akechi is a mirror version of him bc they're victims of the same situation#both being exploited and utilized as tools after their mothers death#by the man they called father in exchange for validation or a false sense of place#but ultimately yusuke was saved by phantom thieves while akechi refused any pity and slowly succumbed to fate of his own making#really makes you look at atlus and think whats going on in their buttery smooth brains for not including other character interactions#aside from the social links with joker. the wasted dynamic potential between some of the characters is insane 😭#persona 5#p5#yusuke kitagawa#kitagawa yusuke#goro akechi#akechi goro#akekita#bro me when i stay up until three am drawing persona instead of finishing my lab (i’m beyond cooked 💀💀)#i think i need to switch college majors i can’t keep doing this#lotus draws
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The whole XO kitty fandom if kitty and min-ho don’t end up together:
#squid game#squid game fanfic#squid game season 2#squid game x reader#choi su bong#kang dae ho#matt sturniolo#chris sturniolo#nick sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#xo kitty#min ho#min ho x reader#what do i tag this#why am i like this#idk how to tag this#idk what else to tag#how do i even tag this
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The Vampire Aesthetic
Ok so Danny knows two billionaires personally and they really couldn’t be more different. Yet they had one thing in common. A vampire aesthetic. Sam is fully into goth. Spiderwebs, bats, the color black. She enjoys fangs and fake blood and the darkness of her soul. Meanwhile, Vlad is Vlad. If his name wasn’t enough, the dark clothing, pale skin, and flying around with a cape and fangs with coffins in his mansion really sells it.
Danny doesn’t know many rich people so he thinks this might be some kind of trend. (If Paulina is rich, her family likes the chupacabra) So he just thinks that all rich people have some kind of vampire thing going on.
Cue Danny somehow ending in the Wayne household. Maybe he was brought over as a friend of one of the bats, maybe rescued from a field trip/vacation gone wrong, maybe some other situation. But he is there in civilian form with civilian Waynes and Danny just takes a good long look around the inside of the mansion.
“So where’s the vampire aesthetic?
Everyone freezes.
Danny just starts looking around, checking behind paintings and feeling the walls for secret levers. Used to secret passages with Vlad and possibly Sam. The Fentons definitely had them when they were temporarily rich.
“Come on, I know you guys are hiding it.”
Cue the entire batfamily thinking that this is another Tim and that he is fully aware that these people are the batfamily. Danny hangs around the mansion more and the bats just start dropping their disguises and not even bothering to hide stuff around Danny because they assume he already knows. (Possibly even trying to recruit him to be a new bat) Meanwhile, Danny, who does not know these people are batman and his birds, just does not pick up on any of it.
He grew up in a health violation with a giant ballon observatory lab above his head and a portal to the afterlife in his basement. He is a half dead teenager who has tea with the god of time and his godfather is the other parent to his clone child. He’s used to death lazers being scattered across his home and mysterious stains on clothing.
People are weird! He doesn’t judge!
#Dpxdc#dcxdp#Kizzer55555 ideas#The Batfamily think Danny knows their secret.#For once Danny really is clueless and thinks they are just his new billionaire friends.#Blood stains? What bloodstains? That must be chili.#Danny: *knocks into Jason and accidentally pushes out bad ecto without realizing it* “oh sorry about that.” Jason: “are you God?”#Danny is obsessed with the animals. They are little BABIES! Damian approves this new interloper. Danny rides Batcow and has a ✨🤩✨ moment.#Danny introduces Damian to Cujo. No one else knows about Cujo. Damian will make SURE no one else knows about Cujo.#Cujo and Titan are best friends.#I know people think Duke’s ghost vision has him see Danny as something obviously not normal but I do you one better.#He cannot see or hear Danny at all. It takes him MONTHS before he realizes that the batfamily are talking to an additional presence.#And instead of thinking this is weird he thinks this is a new code they have developed and is trying to decipher it.#Duke watching Damian as he casually talks to the wall. Danny looking at Damian “why is he staring at us.”#Damian makes direct eye contact with Duke. “Training.”#Duke: WHAT DOES THAT MEEEAAANN?!?!?#There are ‘accidents’ like that one Time Danny was staying over and Jason was trying to sneak into the mansion.#Red hood (in full gear with guns bombs and glowing red eye googles) comes over at 1 am and crawls up the vent and opens it above Danny’s be#Danny: lying on the bed with his eyes wide awake and already staring at the ceiling as the vent above him opens. *waves* “Sup”.#Red Hood: …….“sup” (slooowwwly closes vent)
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have you been keeping up with gozyuger? it's just... truly wild to watch
OKAY I'm finally caught up! and...wild is an understatement, huh! getting some real Donbros energy off of this one (in the best of ways though really) (just all kinds of super weird and super fun! 💍) (...also the blue ranger might have murdered a child?) (I mean probably not) (they wouldn't. but.) (what if)
I'm especially fond of Bouquet and Fire Candle, just because they encapsulate the two modes of my brain at any given moment
#art#super sentai#gozyuger#gif warning#gifs that will AVENGE CASSIUS FOR HE WAS THE BEST OF US warning#i was unsure at first based on a lot of the promo stuff but thankfully the show just immediately started throwing sausages around#now we're six episodes in and i'm already like...what can i even say about this. how do you expand upon such (mwah) chef's kiss#i don't know why 'supernaturally youthful-looking elderly man goes incognito as a high school student' is the hot new trope#but oh boy am i glad it is!#he hasn't even had a proper focus episode since his intro and i'm already pushing everyone else out of the way to get at him#(jk jk the others are also great) (hoeru is no. 1 in not knowing what the FUCK is going on at any given point and that's his true power)#god i love sentai#someone at toei said 'okay so our theme this year is rings'#'how do we want to interpret this'#so of course they decided on ALL OF THE POSSIBLE WAYS#we got jewelry! wrestling! random circles everywhere! EXTENSIVE wedding theming for the absolute heck of it!#also inexplicably street fighter WHY NOT#someday i hope to find something i can commit to with even a fraction of the strength as sentai commits to its bits
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quick megumi style study
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#fushiguro megumi#jjk fanart#megumi fushiguro#i LOVE trying to 1:1 art styles it's such a fun challenge#and it appeals to me bc i love deception and lying for sport and trying 2 mold all aspects of myself in2 something else#trying to draw like gege felt like trying 2 forge someone's signature and trying 2 draw like the anime felt like going against all instinct#theres NO midtones in the anime shading i was like. is this it. surely this cant b All the shadows i am allowed#cell shading without blended areas feels so wrong 2 me#and the shape of his hair.....he looks so silly......why does he look like that.....#i was fighting the urge to 'fix' it w every bone in my body#rly opened my eyes to just how many favours i do him in my art style#i will happily bear the burden of being megumi's hairbrush good god he needs it#it's not so egregious in gege's style bc it's all so blocky and angular everywhere + the b/w balances out w negative space#w trying 2 replicate gege's style i think my main challenge was finding a good brush dupe to mimic his crosshatching#my current render style is all over the place tbh im not even sure i'm super happy with my own which is kinda embarrassing#i think im in an in between phase that's neither smooth nor rough so i try to lean in2 the messiness to make it look intentional#instead of confused#but overall i think i did rly well in that i like these all ok and i had fun smile :)#maybe ill do th other first years
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double ?? upload ???? yeaaaahh i've gotten FASTERRrr for whatever that's worth so complementary blyla because guess what i miss them too (nobody was surprised by that)
#star wars#clone wars#star wars the clone wars#blyla#artists on tumblr#listen i just have a thing for jedi + clones it seems and we cannot forget dartain the ogs (i will draw that tonight + tomorrow not now)#tcw made aayla so cool bro i love her#can you tell i've been on a mellon_soup kick !! i love her references so much bro#one day i will draw foxiyo. that day may be tomorrow i don't know#prequel-era ships are elite sorry everything else is Lame except for han/leia rebelcaptain and kanera (reylo's fine ig)#tcw is also the only thing that salvages anidala for me however! this is not an anidala post i am getting so off-topic whoa#i am unmedicated.#anyway yayyyy double upload#by the way in my head the accelerated aging thing just straight-up doesn't exist#cuz it's one of the dumbest things star wars has ever done i think it just doesn't make sense#anyway ^^)b#listen i'm not ALWAYS gonna go the cheap route and do the gradient thing instead of color i just don't wannaaaa. too much work#“jedi can't have attachments!!!!” and you can't have fun apparently#besides attachment and .-+ love +-. are different things and the jedi USED to know that before they contracted stupid disease#aayla secura#commander bly#would've drawn bly's armor cause it's cool but friiiick dude i already did it for rex and I AIN'T DOIN' IT AGAIN#(will do it again for darman because i'm a masochist)#hey. he's a commando it's different#at least i finally get to throw my etain headcanons into the ring#why am i talking about other ships on a blyla post. whatever#i'll color something eventually. sketching is just significantly easier and more fun#actually scratch that heck y'all i'll do what i wanna do#(affectionate dw)#my art
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I accidentally got really into X-Men lately, and I'm not immune to... them. 🥺❤️
#x-men#xmen#rogue#gambit#remy lebeau#anna marie lebeau#romy#listen#all I was gonna do was watch x-men 97#but a couple of episodes in I realized I should probably rewatch the original animated series#because I hadn't seen it since I was a kid and I didn't remember much#(also let's face it - kid me was way too stupid to understand the plot anyway)#(I just watched it because I thought the x-men were cool)#and then after rewatching the original series + 97#I didn't know what else to watch so I just watched x-men evolution#and then I found a bunch of 500+ pages 'essential x-men' collections at the thrift store#and was like WELP MIGHT AS WELL GET THESE#and also why don't I check out what comics the local library has?#(turns out a decent amount)#ANYWAY#here I am#in x-men hell
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Jayvik Modern AUs are hilarious to me because my boy Jayce is NOT playing any sports. He is NOT a jock. He is a gymbro nerd who tries to get his rich sister to play DnD with him, spends his days at the chemistry lab, plays chess and one day he suddenly needs to help the football team covering for someone because people think he must like sports. He doesn't even get along with everyone. He tries, of course, but he isn't the golden boy until the extremely rich and popular girl, president of the student-council, goes all "Popular! You're gonna be popular!" Glinda on him until he becomes popular thinking he's doing something good for the school when he isn't and he's getting carried away by fame and parties when all he truly wants is being with his lab partner Viktor. At the end of the day, Arcane truly was just like High School tbh.
#i am so sorry i just don't think jayce would willingly play any sports if he can choose something else#like i'm sure he would enjoy it bc team sports AND he can also be extremely smart and be at the lab at the same time but#i think if my boy is doing something he's spending 24/7 of his time with science#he'd skip training to be with viktor like my boy is not the captain team at all unless his brain gets eaten by the worms of popularity#this is not jock meets nerd btw this is be more chill??????? LIKE CAN YOU SEE MY VISION#this is be more chill they sing two player game and THEN jayce turns popular and realizes he has fucked up#yes he plays sports he turns into the golden boy of the school but NOT on his own that's why mel is there#'you're gonna grin and bear it. your new found popularity' is just mel to jayce wdym#arcane#jayvik#jayce talis#viktor arcane
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Alright, everyone, say it with me: The Catholic Church Has No Power Or Authority To Change Her Doctrines Or The Moral Law
#it quite literally IS NOT UP TO US#the reason we're “entrenched in the past” or whatever bs you want to call it is because We Are Not In Charge Of That#i am repeatedly banging my head into a table#also. WHY are you so obsessed with us changing our morality?#WHY do you care?? and why US specifically??? why not the orthodox???? (no shade to the orthodox those are my homies)#if you don't like it. you do not have to be catholic. it is that simple. literally just go somewhere else#i apologize if that comes off harsh because we WOULD love to have you!#but why would you want to belong to a faith that you don't even agree with???#and also if i see any more anything about the Church and gender dysphoria i will actually yell. and punch a wall#because i am still HERE as the Margin you all know and love-- fully and authentically myself; and LOVING myself--#because of her teaching on gender and sexuality#but that's a conversation for another day#anyway. rant over#margin rambles#catholicism
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