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diospore · 6 months ago

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I'm just saying if you're writing smut featuring trans people and you find yourself ONLY writing pre-op transmen as receiving penetration. ONLY writing your transmen as submissive.

You should really take a step back and think about why this is.

Also consider including trans people who have gotten bottom surgery. I'd like to see more of that. Or transmen using straps. That'd be cool too thanks.

#like why the fuckkkk is it so hard to not be weird about it #like im not trying to kink shame here #you can be weird without being Weird (derogatory #right? you understand me?#appreciate the variation of human experience #i had a bit about the ways people are weird about like #trans women and nonbinary people and intersex ppl #but like. i figure yall can share your own thoughts I do not wanna speak for you #trans men #trans man #transandrophobia #like i get that transmen can be like that #but i swear it is so difficult out here as someone who is not into submission and shit #like. aauuuugh #am i just bad at searching for smut????#i don't know #i don't like policing ppl about what they write. especially smut.#but its just like....can i please see some variety.

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pleasedontcareaboutme · 9 months ago

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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry

( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)

(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)

#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him #I always knew he was a parental figure for me #but now I connected the dots #How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life #that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so #and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life #ofc ud become attached #i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him #he occupies most of my thoughts honestly #But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life #i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an #bloom and be free #and that's what ill try to do #but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness #its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired #somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea #how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi #g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if #lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways #sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay #yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le #go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk #how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate #my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t #me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol #so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest #y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t #ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti #ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd

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smoshingatut · 1 year ago

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I'm kinda tired of dungeon meshi fans blatantly misinterpreting Kabru's goals, motivations, and character so they can ship him with Laios...like obviously it's awesome if you enjoy Laikabu but can you nooot twist Kabru's intentions for involving himself with the guy who constantly triggers his monster trauma and pisses him off so bad he gets brain damage so that he turns into "the guy who wants to suck Laios's dick" as his entire character? I've even seen people cut off Kabru's words to make it seem like he is admiring Laios because it would disrupt that narrative

#how can you think marcille hates laios and kabru wants to fuck him that's not.......canon.....#every time I see stuff of them it’s people being like 'oh kabru loves it so much when laios reminds him of his traumatic past'#be it his eyes/monsters/or the succubus thing 'he just HAS to fuck laios'#kui was noooooot intending for kabru to be lusting after that man!!!#i love laios but come ON why dont you actually care about KABRU tooooo #for l4bru to actually work one of them would have to suppress a big part of themselves and its ALWAYS on kabru it’s so insufferable #it's just like how some people misconstrued fem!toshiro blushing about laios to be her crushing on him when it was obv the same discomfort #but it made the microaggressions even worse because of the gender difference AS WELL as the culture difference #SIGH #i prommis ryoko kui did not create kabru so he can think about sucking laioss humungous donger all day fhsdkfhskjh #L4ikabu is the worst case I’ve seen of people twisting things for their ship because it’s literally just not true…#blatant misreading of the text goes crazy!!!!#like sure they're foils but what about the actual dynamic...w8 don't think about that actually cuz yoikes lol #obviously not threatening anyone who ships them please just stop saying it's canon oh my g #pwease actually read what kabru says he lays it out really clearly and has a super interesting backstory that drives his actions 🥲#i dont expect anyone to read this because im not using a tag but if u do then...🫢😯#i dont understand y ppl like it so much when laios ignores kabru so hard KABRU DESERVES BETTER #I’ve never felt like this about any ship before wow it just makes me 🫷

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silly-moth-123 · 4 months ago

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My younger sibling literally blocked my phone number because we got into an argument over capitalism ???

Wow I reached the tag limit on this post

Beware a long vent in the tags lmao

#shitpost #vent #(in the tags)#her indifference to the world and willingness to participate in the corrupt parts of society pisses me off #if she found out the developers of a mobile app she likes were actually xenophobic or smth she wouldn't even care bc it doesnt affect her #she would rather stay ignorant and harm others than accept that some things she likes have bad impacts on the world #even ai. which arguably DOES affect her bc shes creative. but she just doesnt see how it harms her bc its not an active type of harm #its just in the background closing in on you #even if her own stuff was stolen by ai she just WOULDNT FUCKING CARE #and it makes me mad!!!#shes so ignorant. to the world and also to others #if she doesnt understand something she doesnt care #if she doesnt understand why i use it/its or he/him then she just. doesnt use them for me #and then if i confront her says “well you didn't tell me”#LIKE. I WEAR A LANYARD WITH MY PRONOUNS ON IT. HOW FUCKING HARD CAN IT BE TO JUST. LOLK AT MY LANYARD #agh this got off topic #anyways. my point is she makes me mad #goddd the way she sees capitalism #she called me dumb for “not understanding business”#and i said anyone who DOES understand business knows it's crap and capitalism is awful #and she just got mad and blocked my number #her problem is that shes STUBBORN. and she hates being corrected.#and shes so insistent on being an ally. shes literally part of the lgbtq community.#but her problem is that she doesnt care enough.#she rants to me about Trump being stupid. but not in a “im worried abt the trans ppl in our country” way #in a “lmao hes dumb i can't believe hes so stuuuupid” way #she doesnt get it #to her it's like. the aesthetic and moral highground of being an ally. but without actually caring #its one thing to joke a bit but its another to joke while also ignoring the issues #UGH SHE PISSES ME OFF SO BAD

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frobby · 9 months ago

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okay so ive been into jeweler richard for a while now, i watched half of the anime when it came out and found it unremarkable (now it fills me with rage) but i didnt start actually thinking about it until the manga came out and i actually read it. I stand by my reccomendation of the manga and in still looking forward to reading it when more volumes come out (volume 6 got delayed till next year). I knew OF things in the LN and they intrigued me but i wasnt really into light novels cuz i read on my phone but i didnt know how to get books(for free) on there. Untill i started reading orv that is(thanks dokja). Its really not that important for the story but recently ive been ravenously reading the jeweler richard LN (im on volume 5 now in the past like weekish)

And uhhhhh wow its so good. Like acutally good i totally get what people say about seigi now he is absolutely unreliable about......everyone around him. This is my reccomendation if you watched the anime and liked it or read them manga pleaseee read the light novels. It is the ideal JR experience

#Idk why orv and JR are so linked #Im thinking about u @ririban we're in this together #Sorry if this is out of line #I was reading some jr fanfics earlier and i was like 'woag thats my tumblr mutual' so cool #Im feeling a lot of things that ppl say about orv with jr tho too #With the manga its hard to get into seigi's head cuz he has to be simple to understand #We dont see his stream of conciousness and goddam it sure is a stream #If you thought his admiration of richard was excessive in either visual medium you have no idea #Its like every paragraph #Also theres a good balance of factual information and drama #I also like how u can tell whats actually happening vs how seigi tells it to us #So far my best example is when he passes out in london and he wakes up to richard taking care of him #Hes completely bogged down with information (and fever) and still thinking he and richard and that close #From richard's perspective anyway #He describes richard as calm and collected and uncaring(nicely) but its so clear richard is worried about him #Its really well worded #Also i get to read with hindsight of knowing volume 13 exists its a true treat #jeweler richard #housekishou richard #jr

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wobbly-wibbles · 11 months ago

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Little Giorno and his blankie (one of the gang probably got it 4 him) hes just a little little baby

#jjba agere #little! giorno #regressor Giorno #sfw agere #agere art #fandom agere #okay im gonna go on a lil ramble in the tags so id #i dont get why some ppl potray giogio crying when its explicitly stated that he cant anymore because of his childhood #its just a bit annoying bcuz i feelclike thats a signficisnt trait that shouldnt just be forgotten or ignroed #anyway giornos so baby to me hea been tbru so much and deserves to be looked after but its porbably so hard for him to be vunersble whe #n he regressed becuz of his childhood but i think the gang would be so understanding and try to make regression a more pleasant experience

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clockworksheep2 · 5 months ago

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i did not get eaten by a cougar and instead almost got attacked by a dog (only reason the dog did not attack me is bc i know dog behavior rly well, this fucker did nawwwwt have control of his dog at all, she lunged at me and snapped her teeth near my leg and everything brooo TRAIN YOUR GODDAMN DOG IF UR GONNA HAVE EM OFF LEASH) so i am counting that as a loss but the win for that excursion is that it was very pretty

bald eagle nest (i watched the parents hatch their eggs last year :3) and sunshine on da main path:

various paw prints plus my footprint, and then deer tracks at "my" spot along the river (no other humans or animals had been down there since the snowfall ^-^):

and a couple more photos that are hopefully cropped enough to not doxx me but honest to god i cannot bring myself to care much anymore

#nothing MAAATTERS <3 its all so stupid and garbage and i should've just walked into the goddamn river #but thats a sucky awful slow way to die so i aint doing that #also that fucking dog started running down the trail towards me while i was trudging up an icy hill after the first incident 😭😭#and her owner was far enough behind her that he had to shout full volume after her #like. bro. get your dog under control. that was scary lol i did not want to be mauled by a dog or knocked off the icy ledge by her #big ass german shepherd type dog #belgian malinois or some shit idfk. big ass dog that looks like itd be used as an attack dog in the police force #i dont understand why ppl do not train their dogs. it drives me crazy. i am lucky i knew dog behaviour and how to not set her off #i stayed still but relaxed w my hands in my pockets so there was nothing easy for her to bite #and then tried to take a step after she'd backed off but she got aggressive again so i told the guy I'd wait until he walked past me #bc then she wouldnt think im moving towards her person to attack him or smth lmao and I'd be walking Away from them #tried to talk to her a little bit too just saying hello fjdjdkl tried to just stay calm #REALLY HARD TO DO WHEN SHE'S LUNGING AT ME. AND WHEN I'VE BEEN ATTACKED IN THE PAST.#i dont know why i even like dogs still. its a marvel that they remain my favourite animal.#❔🌻

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windupaidoneus · 7 months ago

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i dont like that people assume all food related tags (like #food cw) are inherently pro ana or "anti recovery" or whatever. personally if im really hungry (which is basically all the time, you know me) the worst thing that can happen to me is seeing or hearing about food. filtering #food helps a lot idk

#i know its hard to parse for ppl who dont struggle with access to food but exercise some understanding there #when ppl talk abt food on discord i dont get the luxury of filtering it so i just have to leave convos until the topic changes #oh yeah also some ppl will have specific food triggers & phobias. i know u bitches would probably laugh at the idea #but that is a very real thing & i do not see why it should be mocked or dismissed #anyway maybe approaching complete strangers online in good faith would be nice occasionally. yeah?

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treezxu · 10 months ago

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raises my hand i actually like the concept of a shitty parent getting better i just hate when its used to be like "im good now so you should forgive me."

people grow and change and hurt people!!! and those hurt people deserve to move on without having to forgive their abuser!!!

#this is why i get defensive when ppl make all sorts of reasons why rhinedottir did what she did #if she killed dorian for being imperfect then whatever!! i hate her for that but you dont have to #not only does it go with her little mental break that she 100% had lets be honest #it also fits the “Perfectionist” thing that the sinners were trying so hard to achieve #it MAKES SENSE #even if its nuanced that doesnt make it ok!!! but at the same time i dont think shes 100% stuck to being a terrible person nor do i think++#shes always been a bad mother #i think she was a great mother before everything went downhill and honestly if she gained a sense of apathy towards her kids itd MAKE SENSE #ofc im not saying this is true. im just saying its possible and it doesnt take away from her as a character #elynas is just as reliable a source as albedo dare i say!!! he was not in a strange mindset bc he wasnt corrupt like durin #the way he described her was valid. so was albedos when he said she threatened to leave him.#if the trauma from the cataclysm is what caused everything #that makes sense #but its not an excuse and it doenst mean she had some extra hidden reason for what she did. sometimes people are bad people!!! clearly she+#did SOMETHING right with albedo because he has a sense of morality. but even so you can TELL shes not a good mom EVEN TO HIM #i dont know where im going with this im getting turned around UHM #TLDR; shes a terrible mother. and a pretty bad person. but that doesnt mean im saying shes evil without nuance #it just means what it sounds like #plenty of parents fucking SUCK without meaning to. whether she cared or not she was still a pretty bad mother. thats all im saying #im willing ot talk about her but im NOT willing to have people argue that any of her children deserved what they got.#not albedo and NOT dorian.#elynas to dorian to albedo is a great pipeline for her as a character. which is why i like to believe elynas came first;#alfisol and dorian came close to last #and then albedo came last long after the others #every character has nuance however i am allowed to dislike them despite that #tzu rambles #that said i understand how it comes off as biased when i only talk about her children but unfortunately her children are the only reason i+#know about her at all. thye are my favorites and my content centers around them </3

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phagodyke · 11 months ago

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weekend melancholy is starting to kick in >~<

#im gonna go and do my food shop etc to keep myself busy and hopefully my 2nd meds will kick in and we'll be able to handle it together #i think i kind of do this so regularly bc my brain is just processing everything bc i dont rly have time during the week #all cool tho im doing good overall def on the up n i feel way more capable of coping emotionally which is nice. i <3 meds #also.. possibly settling on the idea that i might be agender. very tentatively. lots of experiences n thoughts coming together rn #ive been reacting in unexpected ways to a lot of gendered shit atm which has made me reconsider the way i think abt myself #but very difficult to articulate it to myself let alone anyone else. so ive been sitting with it for now until it precipitates #gender stuff has never rly affected me much or ive never been in a place to explore it which is why i havent thought abt it super hard #but im not the sort of person who needs a lot of internal exploration to figure out my identity like im v self aware tbh #and while im wildly indecisive abt most things in my life for some reason i never have been abt stuff like this. i learned abt lesbianism #like idk 9 years ago-ish and straight away was like yeah that makes sense for me. never looked back since #n similarly ive experienced forms of gender dysphoria before n just immediately dealt with it symptomatically n moved on #its never been smth to agonise abt for me like i know what makes me comfortable in my skin so theres no question abt doing it #and ik im privileged to be able to do that. and also it helps that gender for me is mostly divorced from external perceptions #+ that im v autistic so social pressures dont stick to me very well. i mean yeah i was bullied for it as a kid but i was stubborn asf #so yeah from the moment i realised i was genuinely uncomfortable/upset abt it earlier this week i was like okay. lets try this instead #its given me pretty instant relief from any distress i was feeling so far which is nice. rare respite from one of my torture labyrinths #just testing out internally whether it frames things more clearly n makes me feel more myself/at peace before i choose to stick w the idea #but not gonna do a whole coming out fanfare either way. dont think i wanna change how ppl interact w me + im still a dyke #so i dont consider it relevant to anyone else unless they share a similar understanding of gender to me. or if we're v close #ill prolly broach it w other trans friends eventually bc insert philosophers talking image. but to everyone else its business as usual #happy to play my cis-sona at work. + w new queer ppl i meet ive been introducing myself recently w mirrored pronouns instead of any/all #and i think i prefer that. virtually indistinguishable but theres smth nice abt inviting ppl to recognise me the way they do themselves #like translating + localising a non-gendered language into a gendered one... simplifying decisions abt how to perceive me #and ofc ppl are still gonna perceive me however but idc much unless we're actually friends. the rest is all a performance anyway #doubtful anyone on here ever has reason to refer to me but if u do for some reason... im freeloading off ur pronouns now btw <3 #but yeahhh. much 2 think abt. i need to read more alien/ai sci fi.. non-human sentience has been such a comforting concept lately #but yea tldr i woke up one morning this week like damn im prolly agender but i have a full time job to go to rn so idc abt that #.diaries #okkkk my dex is kicking in im no longer on the verge of tears lets go get these groceries wooohoooo

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bibleofficial · 1 year ago

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went to the beach w kp & 4 other indian friends & 3 of us had NEVER surfed before girl WHEW it’s SO fun literally only 20quid to rent a wetsuit & board & i fucking smashed my toes on the sand so much, but also we 1) got the wrong tickets so we got off 1 stop early 2) went to find a bus & the bus that was supposed to be 15 min turned into an HOUR 3) on our way to find a bus back everyone’s phones are dying or dead bc it took us 3hrs longer to get there, cigarettes are out 4) all of the shops in town are closed & the town seems to have ONLY a tesco extra & 1 off license that sells a PACK FOR 15.65 A PACK WHICH IS FUCKING CRIMINAL ITS CHEAPER TO BUY IT FROM TESCO ARE U INSANE 5) the bus back to the other town kept skipping us bc the bus stop wasn’t the ACTUAL bus stop - i had 1 bowl since literally 11a & we got back at fucking 11p 😭😭😭

#diary #i was honestly abt to strangle EVERYBODY #‘do u have a cigarette’ ‘where’s ur vape’ ‘where are we going’ ‘which bus is it’ ‘do u have a ___’ ‘did u bring ___’ girl what am i DORA w #the magic fuckin BACKPACK ??? while ur UP MY ASS dig around & SEE IF SMTHGS IN THERE 😭😭😭😭#i literally broke sobriety again bc i was just #girl i was so agitated & there was 1 TRAIN LEFT BEFORE 11P so we needed to get the 2ND TO LAST BUS OF THE DAY #i deadass was like ‘if we miss that train i will make sure u all go blind’ ‘did u bring a knife’ ‘I DONT NEED 1’#AKSJAKSKAKKSJSKSSJAKJSKAHSKSHDLASKAKDLA #LIKE U BITCHES SMOKED ALL MY CIGARETTES MY VAPES DEAD MY PHONES DYING UR ALL DRUNK IM GOING TO KILL YALL 😭😭😭😭😭#<- me knowing i could never be a parent #tbh if i caught my kid smoking a cig id make em do the ol ‘im going to sit down in front of u w a fresh box of cigarettes & make u finish #the box or pass out’#YES IM STRICT #i think it’s so funny ok unrelated but like they’ll speak hindi & i’ve just #learned it through being around them kind of like i can’t speak it except for some word u know like matachot etc but i’ll Understand the #Context & what’s being Said #ASLKALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA like while waiting for the train back 1 of them was talking abt me being a fool to the others - literally they’re #all indian & i had walked away so when i walked back he was still talkin but then i started giggling bc i knew he was talkin abt me & how i #pinched a bit of the kebab to throw to the seagull bc he offered it to me & i needed to bait the seagull w something & i pinched & tossed &#& he looked at me like 😦 bhenchod ! & then the seagull came over & i was like :D hi bestie <3333 but then when i started giggling after i #walked back he was like ‘what the fuck does he just know hindi now’#it makes me laugh so fucking HARD 😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE FUCK U I LIKE TO PARTICPATE IN COVERSATION IDC ABT LANGUAGE #like i’ve been surrounded by yall for the past #girl it’s been like a year i don’t even talk to british ppl or americans #ALSKALSKALSKALKSLAKSLALSLA MESS ! i love to slavsquat & kp hates it bc he’s like ‘we’re in the uk why are u sitting like this’ bc he thinks #it’s ’too indian’ ALSKALSKALSKALJSKAKDLA 😭😭😭😭😭 this hips were made for sitting #we’re definitely going to go back bc it’s SO CLOSE IF WE ACTUALLY USE THE TRANSPORT PROPERLY ITS ONLY LIKE AN HOUR OR SO COMMUTE EACH WAY #bring lunch whatever #i’m exhausted but also socially like bro i had to leave the donner place just to walk around the block for SOME QUIET #i’ve just been sososososo busy LOSING MY MIND

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3416 · 1 year ago

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what film are you hoping wins?

it's hard bc i've liked all 6 that i've seen. barbie is def a charity nomination kfljsdklfs... i'd be happy if it were anatomy of a fall, past lives, or oppenheimer tbh. all of those were more captivating than they had any right to be, lol.

#easks #also killers of the flower moon was VERY good but i wasnt as high on it as some ppl and i don't think its better than those three #prob. 1 anatomy of a fall 2 oppenheimer 3 past lives...#i ahve a feeling im going to like zone of interest a lot so . fklsjdlfk RESERVING A SPOT SOMEWHERE #ITS HARD. I LOVE FILM.. IDRC AT THE END OF THE DAY #hate that all the discourse is abt barbie tho like fnlksd i had lots of fun w barbie but bro..#they gave the funniest and best part to the man like of course he was gonna be nominated lfkdsj im sorry #thats partially on the producers and writers 😭 u let ryan gosling be the best character easily #like i understand why ppl are upset but also!! the movie did it to itself to an extent #anyway... THANK U FOR ASKING OR CARING #just saw anatomy of a fall the other day and there is somethign so fucking insane abt it like. lmk how i was liek #LOCKED in on fjckdsjfk ppl in rather banal settings just TALKING. like it was so fucking GOOD.#i also very much enjoyed poor things. i wouldnt be mad #the more stylistic awards like directing n cinematography n music are gonna be interesting this yr

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frostbite-the-bat · 2 years ago

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remembering old fandoms and rps and aus i had and im realizing this isnt the first time an au version of frostbite interacted a lot with someone who at least in text had a quirk that does something to the letter s which is ironic considering their name

#...........im talking about hr again sorry my condition gets worse each day especially when im more open about it #the previous/other one was a few years back.#it was . my gorillaz days...! and my gangreen gang specific hyperfix...! (never actually watched ppg)#they were besties with snake and there was a joke they adopted him and that he was their “sssson” even if they were only like a year older #our au ggg was very different bc it was like 4-3 ppl rping our own shit but it was very found family and backstories were Angsty #and obviously snake hisssssesss hisss letter sss #then hr haff hiff liffp #fun fact i used to have a pretty nasty lisp when i was younger before i got my teeth fixed up a bit so i honestly unironically love #characters with any kind of lisp even if its the daffy duck kind (who may be a bit hard for me to understand when voice acted like that but #i still Enjoy)#(i need subtitles for literally anything anyway)#anyways ggg au frostbite is also the edgiest of all the au frostbites that exist #least developed/just cool design is glamrock frost #most developed as a character and MOST goofy is toontown frost #anyways back on the lisp whoever put the letter s into the word lisp genuinely needs to die. and the word stop. yes i got bullied about #my lisp why do you ask #ok since im rambling heres a bigger ramble #both gorillaz and hr make me feel better abt my teeth #all the band members in gorillaz have mad fucked up teeth and i didnt have access to a good dentist until like 2020. i was endlessly #bullied for my teeth and i had difficulities eating some things and other health issues because i had horrid teeth bc of genes + my parents #didnt teach me to clean my teeth properly like wow you gotta go BETWEEN the teeth. the white stuff that covers your teeth ISNT GOOD ACTUALL #and hr has a mad overbite and i have that too so that makes me feel better..ive been rlly subconscious abt that lately actually #still wondering why nobody bothered gettin that fixed but i guess everything else was a bigger issue #and the fact i was missing my front teeth #yeah my health back then wasnt the best ! and i was bullied abt it even by my own best friends parents! no good! but seeing silly band #members who r fictional who i was hyperfixated on helped me feel better #man wish i could hide stuff from appearing in tag searches bc i just like rambling in the tags #but then i say one word and it appears in the tags and im super subconsious about it now bc i made one ramble and boom why is it in the #hr tag :sob: :skull:#OH WELL.

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trans-soapberry · 3 months ago

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I think the Kirby series deserves another anime, but I struggle to identify what exactly I'd want from a new adaptation. The original is what it is, y'know, I don't feel too strongly like it committed any egregious sins against the franchise. Dedede's characterization... I get the need for a Typical Villain and I don't think there were many good characters (then or now) to get for the mix of Comical and Reliable you need for a serialized show (the way Bowser, Eggman, or Team Rocket worked for their series). It's definitely sad to see him have such a wildly different character that weighs him down the way it does, but I can't think of an Easy Fix. And that doesn't even touch on the way Game Dream/Pupupuland and Anime Dream/Pupupuland differ in their setting, or the way any dub would have to find a way to Exist when people are gonna compare it to the 4Kids dub. Love it or hate it, it was Something, and any dub would have to choose if it wanted to take inspiration or go its own way (both with their own risks). And then you contend with the existence of the anime original characters.

Honestly, I'd probably say my ideal pick would be a Remake (I guess in the vein of Adventure/Nightmare in Dreamland or Return To Dreamland/Deluxe type of update?) Keep the basic characters and story roughly the same, probably tweak the setting so it's a bit more game like, and focus on something that feels similar but takes account of the general series progression and works with that (even if not everything in the game gets adapted, at least picking and choosing from what the games offer)

#It's kinda hard to think Abt this just because of like. Idk abt the Kirby animes rep in Japan so I cant really. Say anything Abt that #But 4kids- here and in general- was just such a Cultural... Idk what to call it. It's an Icon but not because it's Good #It's not quite ''so bad it's good'' but it's also deeply flawed on so many levels and ppl get that #But Id confidently say that u can't recapture the absolutely Wild energy they added to things.#Like obv the pokemon anime still went on a got dubbed and was fairly well received. But the way 4kids went about it...#Obviously it would still be popular but. They did Something to the Cultural Reception. And Kirby was Entirely 4Kids #(tho the Kirby 3D thing was post 4kids and captured the energy of the dub bc. It had the actors lol. But also that was a Special Episode #So it's a different ballpark from A New Series)#And also Kirby doesn't have consistent voice acting the way Mario or Sonic does. So for a lot of ppl the 4kids voices are The Voices #And a new series has to chose- do you imitate or even replicated (like with the same VAs if you can get them)? Or do you try to start fresh #Both seem like quite the uphill battle...#And final note I'm only talking a Multi Episode Adaptation as opposed to like. A Movie #Because what the hell would the plot of the movie even be. A serialized adaption can do its own Thing #But Kirby doesn't have the kind of Typical Plot that Mario does. And like IDK what the sonic movies are doing #But from my understanding they don't have the expectation of Eldritch Horror Background that Kirby has. Like #Kirby series you can probably get fans to go ''okay theyre telling their own story'' and throw in subtle hints towards the Lore #Without it being The Plot. Movie you kinda have to commit to ''here is a Singular/Standoit Adventure'' and. Kirby doesn't really #Have an easy one of those. Bc the main villain changes like every damn game. So do you go with Dedede (probably pissing off the fans bc #he isn't even always an Antagonist and you're gonna have to struggle with his Hashtag Character Development)? Do you choose One Game #To adapt and probably cause discourse about whether or not you chose right? Do you make a new villain and make all the fans go #''why not (insert game villain)''? Do you make a few sequels (and then get the same questions about why #Some were picked over the others)? Anyway. Obviously I'm not an expert but I feel like a series has the benefit of not only #Having a less Singular Focus but also being able to fall back on the ''anime is a different universe you figure out how the game lore fits'#Y'know. I don't know where I am anymore but whatever

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phagodyke · 1 year ago

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trying to watch all of us strangers and it's just making me cry really hard this is why I don't do romance movies WAH

#not even at actual sad bits i just lose my mind watching ppl w chemistry act romantically on screen #when its well done and it feels intimate..... taking poison damage ouuuuurggh. -1hp -1hp -1hp ow... -1hp #god i fucking miss kissing ppl i miss physical intimacy its hard to breathe watching this. in a good way but also oww. ouch!!!!#i am so normal and well adjusted i promise. come here #i wish i didnt react the way i do sometimes to physical contact theres no reason i dont understand why it happens #like i wish it was easy for me and came naturally bc i always want it so so badly. but the fucking flinch where does that come from #and it makes everyone treat me like glass and avoid me bc they think i dont like it or just tolerate it i promise im not lying come back #its so so so frustrating and i find it so hard to watch other ppl being affectionate its like looking directly at thr sun #and i know im so obvious around other ppl when i get upset bc theyll touch and avoid me and then i get upset if they do touch me bc they #only do it when they feel bad for leaving me out ppl only ever hug me when they feel sorry for me do u know how shit that makes me feel #i just want ppl to want me around and in their space bc thats what i want but is it too much.to ask 🥹🥹🥹🥹#its easier when i warm up to ppl but it just takes so long and its so rare for anyone to believe me by that point the boundaries are set #im like a little feral kitten i need to be physically socialised before i get adopted #this isnt even making sense anymore im so tired my mind is all over the placr. sloshing on the floor. anyway ummmm #i cant keep being like this forever man #not even talking abt sex but thats a whole other thing. wouldnt it be nice to fuck without fitting the stone top role. i wouldnt know #all respect to ppl who are stone and all the ace ppl i know but im NOT i do want it i very much do experience the attraction!!!!#but for some reason my body wont let other ppl touch me it drives me fucking insane. i dont even have trauma like whatever man #didnt even use to be this bad i was such an affectionate kid n teen i wish i could go back man. man!!!#what a fucking decade of mental illness and repression does to a mf. forget all the other ways its affected me this is the worst by far #just the isolated n alienation innit. well it is what it is. maybe someday ill get it back #anyway sigh..... back to the movie.. i do like it so far its very pretty just different to my usual sort of film innit #considering i watched cure last weekend ajskdnf. the tonal difference #cure was a weird one but thr more i think abt it the more it sticks with me.... so good i need to watch more kurosawa #ANYWAY #.diaries #sorry for getting so personal on a saturday night.. im home alone for 24 hours and this is what happens

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koushirouizumi · 2 years ago

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ME, being rec'd a vid on Y.T from abt 2 weeks ago, and, upon realizing it's about J-fashion pieces that went for a steal, and one of pieces shown is literally one of MY PIECES that I bought like 7~ years ago by now: wAIT WAIT W H A T----

#koushirouizumi react #koushirouizumi j-fash #koushirouizumi personal #koushirouizumi own #koushirouizumi gnc #(iM... LAUGHING)#(im laughing so hard)#(it's an extremely popular Y.T'er I've subscribed to Too)#(m E ' UM HI DO YOU KNOW ITS ME YOU SHOWED ')#(ok on one hand I'm like thank gD they whited out username in listing but apparently they showed it to some of their friends at cons?!??)#(on the other hand I'm sITTING HERE LIKE ' ..... ')#('ANYONE could look this piece up and see it was me who bought it because i HAPPENED to be in the Right Place at the Right Time')#(m E ' {The years I went wild looking for actually affordable to me secondhand fashion pieces} ')#*Might Delete Post Later #(for now at least im LAUGHING)#(the ppl in the reaction were all like ' w H A T HOW DID IT GO FOR ONLY THAT MUCH ')#(in my defense the piece DID arrive to me in decently good secondhand condition)#(and I couldnt for the life of me understand WHY they listed it that price even WITH {it was listed as} 'missing pieces')#(since then I also managed to grab iirc the matching bag tho so \o/)#(M E ' LIKE I COULD LINK THE VID BC ITS A TOPIC I LIKE +AS AN EXAMPLE BUT . ITS MY BOUGHT LISTING THERE. MY BOUGHT LISTING ')

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