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#I still think this is a beautiful landing page#with good negative space and everything#for the first time in my life I can identify that i feel lonely it’s wild I do not recommend it#the dating apps are the most toxic tech that was ever created#not one bone in my body wants to play the games with the guys#imagine studying chat psychology for 5 years then witnessing boys trying to play you with it#ANYWAYS#cybercore#y2k#old internet#old web#cyber y2k#00s#2000s#tech#moodboard#cyber core#old apple#apple#user interface#y2k nostalgia#nostalgiacore#nostalgia#girlblogging#techcore#tech blog
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SEVERANCE ✦
#beep boop you want fries with that#in stars and time#isat spoilers#2hats spoilers#loop#siffrin#<- hes very tiny.#idk i just wanted to draw an angry loop and it devolved into this#the composition and everything isnt verygood but i had fun making it so whatever#making bad art is good for the soul 👍👍👍👍👍#once again. happy anniversary to the game that gave me a wonderfully refreshing and soul searching existential crisis.#<- my all time favorite thing for a video game to do to me#this is actually a crop the original image has an even larger amount of negative space. i just wanted to make sif look small.#but it probably makes the comp look like shit. though like i said. making bad art is good for teh soul so idgaf too much#weh.
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Hello! I just discovered your blog and I immediately became captivated by your webcomic, but I'm unsure where to read all of it. I know it's on Webtoons, but I can see it hasn't been updated for a while, and you still post about it.
Are your physical novels just prints of the webcomic? Are they a continuation? Is the story complete? Thanks in advance!
Hi there!
Glad you found me and are enjoying my comic!
It's only on webtoons, and the story is not complete yet! We're 2/3 of the way through right now. It's currently on hiatus, and it's scheduled to come back in about 2 months!
I'll explain why it's been so long if you're curious, but also for my followers who might also be wondering about it under the cut. Sorry, it's pretty much just me complaining haha
I took a month off I took 2 months to get the books printed I took a month to prepare my next comic and I took 2 months to write the rest of the series (I knew the character arcs I wanted, but not the time periods or mysteries!!!) I've been working on actual episodes since then
I had to take some time off because of some pretty extreme burnout due to the sheer amount of work it was to draw over 800 pages and write 6 complete stories in a year and a half... I was getting sick almost weekly due to the overwork, it was really really bad honestly. I was having to work 60+ hours every week just to keep up...
The nature of the comic itself is also difficult... Each of the arcs is a complete, self contained story which can be read (ideally) without context, and my arcs need to be about 10-13 episodes each... And since I have an exact number of episodes to work with, it's even harder.
It takes a ton of planning and a ton of refinement, and working week to week with no breaks I was forced to put out second or even first drafts, so I just wasn't happy with the work I was doing... And to do that for the rest of the series? I wouldn't be proud of the work I did.
Plus... To be entirely honest, webtoon has treated me quite badly IN MY OPINION... They deprioritized me before I launched (I had to beg for more promotion, I'm not exaggerating), they outright denied me the opportunity to even ask for a raise, I don't make any money on fast pass and they pay me less than my partner makes working at trader joes. My first editor left me completely hanging, my second editor (who I loved) was fired... And they told me I wouldn't get a third season before my first season even finished. So it was just repeatedly completely demoralizing.
I'm sorry it has taken so long, it'll have been 10 months by the time I come back. But I realized... I won't get promotion either way. I won't get more episodes either way. I won't get more money either way. So to finish everything, to make it feel good, to make it something I'm proud of, I chose to take longer to make it better.
I am fully aware I will lose a significant amount of my readership for this and it might genuinely affect my career moving forward. But it's what I had to do! So I'm sticking to my guns on it, and I'm confident long term it'll be worth it. It never could have been this good if I didn't take this much time.
#asks#steakandpeanutbuttersandwiches#I'm SO sorry youre new and you asked me such a benign question and I responded with... this... LMAO#I swear to god I tried to make it as short as possible#theres just a lot auauuaghkhgjk#basically. way too much work. not enough money.#so it either is gonna be good and take longer or be worse but come back faster#and I chose to take longer#so.#I'm really sorry and I wish that this decision didn't also come with the... pretty much guarantee that it will negatively impact my career.#I will lose readers. I will lose potential readers for my future work. it looks bad on me as a creator to take such a big break. etc. etc.#but it's good. it's so good. you have to trust me it's like the best stuff Ive ever written#it. ok well to be honest#it'll probably feel extremely simple and extremely natural#but it's been SO much work LMAO#I am not exaggerating I have written over 200 pages of scapped ideas to get to where it is#I'm sure it won't make sense why it took so long while reading but you gotta trust me LMAO#ideally it doesnt even 'feel' different right. cause its gotta be cohesive with the whole thing#but there is SO MUCH TO WRAP UP#THERES SO MUCH#and to make that feel natural in this little space oh my GOD it is so hard#ok omfg I'm doing it again I'm going on way too long again IM SO SORRY#YOURE NEW HERE AND IM DOING THIS IMMEDIATELy#this is like 90% for my followers who I know are curious about this and I'm just using you as a jumping off point to talk about it#cause I don't really like to make standalone posts very often#I likely will make some kind of official announcement about it when the date is extremely set in stone#right now I think it's still only tentatively scheduled so it could still change#and I'll say something more... refined and restrained... then.#but for now this is like. actually everything. I think#I'm sure I forgot something but whatever lmfao
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#we're “on vacation” aka visiting family#and let me tell you there is nothing relaxing about this lol#everybody is so stressed and unhappy about various things#I'm just trying to exist bc these are my partner's family but I'm getting snapped at#or feel like I can't ask for like a clean towel to shower or anything bc it would throw them into being more stressed#it's so overwhelming#i wish i could do more for my partner too bc they're trying to manage everyone's emotions#but i feel like even offering help just makes them more stressed#this is the longest trip we've had to visit family in a while too#and they didn't give us notice or include us in planning so i have to throw out non transferable concert tix (no coworkers wanted to go)#and maybe a second set depending on when we actually leave#bc this is the one week this year I had two sets of awesome plans for us#anyways im stressed and frustrated and frankly angry with my partner's family rn#but gotta be a good partner and be kind and reasonable and understand that they're just Like This and make space for them and their emotions#while i choke down everything i feel#personal#negative tw
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I was gonna post a picture of my first real drafting paper but i spaced it absolutely terribly i feel like that princess peach image mario. I have completely fucked up this cake. Mario i have completely ruined this scenic bush ground plan
#everything else in it is good but its so much negative space its so bad 😭#i thought we were gonna draw more than one object
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Not to be that person but Panem had nearly 75 full Hunger Games before their system of government was overthrown. 75(+?) years. But things changed in the end. This too shall pass (but not without active participation)
#the hunger games#usa politics#honestly this is such a bad way to conceptualize it in the real world. but maybe this’ll help frame things a little differently?#I hope what I’m trying to get at comes across#I definitely needed the day (still had to work but I mean mentally)#I’ve been keeping up with everything—I personally have been keeping up with things politically for years so that’s just my standard.#but I’ve been an observer today#politics#I’m tagging politics mostly just so others can avoid it if they want—I didn’t want this side blog to be a main source of my politics#but I thought this was fitting#2024 presidential election#i’m tired.#i’m so tired yall#please keep doing what you’re doing or arguably more *if you can do so sustainably#I’ve seen a lot of people expressing that this is the time to process and feel all the feelings#and then we’ll organize/evaluate our situation ‘tomorrow.’#I personally would recommend looking into the policies Trump is explicitly supporting (and other possibilities) WHEN you’re in a good space#and then going from there#I’m not advocating for panic or rash decisions#but like I do literally want people to make informed choices in the face of things like this—like getting involved with organizations#etc#here’s my rant#(pleaseeeeeee let this not get too much negative attention)
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lmao i'm always so bad at actually sticking with my tumblr breaks, but being on here less and not really engaging with fandom already helps a ton tbh. but yeah idk in case anyone's wondering: yeah i'm still here and yeah i'm still having a bit of a creative existential crisis what else is new 👍
#i think i'm just better off not engaging with fandom at all tbh#like i've been having a blast with kcd and i have all tags related to it blocked#initially for spoilers but now i'm kind of scared of ever unblocking them bc i don't want it to get “ruined” for me like it did with bg3#sry “ruined” is a strong word adhjfbg i still love the game but... yeah. just yeah. you know#idk i might just block all the tags related to everything i like#bc rn there is no way i can engage with fandom that doesnt make me feel incredibly insecure#no shade to anyone in any of my fandoms there are always really cool and lovely people! this is fully a me problem lmao#fandom just triggers the part of my brain thats like: “youre doing art wrong” which is a sentiment i had to deal with far too much irl#<- let's not get into that. but yeah i dont need that in something thats supposed to be a hobby space as well#like last time i posted fanart it earned me a vague post that honestly killed all of the momentum i finally gained-#-after struggling with art block for years before i got comfortable posting art again#so you know what 👍 fuck that 👍 i'm good 👍 lol 👍 lmao even 👍#i dont want to put that person on blast bc whatever you're allowed to have your opinion. but like. it was so petty akjdfng#i'll say this: me drawing a character who's like 30 in canon as a 50+ or 60+ year old is not me saying 30 year olds are old???#especially not that you--random internet stranger whomst i do not know--are old????#like it was a future version of the character. not how they are currently are in the canon timeline#i'm only saying this bc i'm always fine with genuine criticism if i'm ever being insensitive or not portraying something correctly etc etc#but... i'm gonna go out on a limb here and say thats not one of those cases lmao??#also please if you have a problem tell me so directly? i hope i dont come off as abrasive or anything you can just talk to me its fine#dont get me wrong i also got a lot of nice feedback which i appreciate a lot!!! <3#and im sorry to those people that i'm letting one negative comment affect me more than the positive ones. i know i shouldnt#but bc past irl nonsense it just really gets to me when people engage with my art in bad faith like that#which i know is a flaw of mine. i should have the artistic integrity to not care. but im just not at that point yet#i think until i get there ill just focus on ocs and stuff bc they're mine and i can do whatever the fuck i want with them#dont throw canon at me. i make the canon here.#i hope i can get back into the groove soon bc there are ppl who support me and want to see my stuff#and i feel like im doing them a disservice by not making anything bc of weird insecurities. im genuinely so sorry for that#also sorry for rambling on your dash like this <3 if for whatever reason you read all of this um. hi. also thanks? or sry? idk
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I mean this vent completely neutrally and as an observation rather than Woe is Me negativity but going ham in my sketchbook has been Fun but along with not really Learning anything (tho historically no art knowledge ever sticks to my brain) I'm no closer to understanding how I WANT to draw! if that makes sense.
I dont really identify with or want to continue any of the patterns I try (nor do they get any more muscle memory-y, in the fundamentals area).
Its fine as long as its Fun but I really feel the aimlessness. Like I'll keep going but I've also. Been doing that. All I do is Keep Going, when does it all tetris together!
#continuation of this is like. idk how to trust my eyes if im being honest! and im understanding rules but not how to break em#like how i understand that in realistic proportions theres as much space above the eyes than below them on a face#but obviously people draw characters with shorter foreheads/skulls all the time#ive done it too. but it looks Wrong when i do it on purpose. i feel everything i try to do looks unintentionally wrong#idk how to get to the intentional part or what i even want that to look like!#the permanent issue of not knowing what i want it to look like i just know i dont want it to look like this#which is bad bc you shouldnt qualify things by the negatives like that....wagh#im no good at making things from scratch i wish someone wld just draw in my ideal art style already so i cld study it#(jork)#technically i cld do this with urasawa bc like i said thats a dream style right there ill just infuse it with mine#but it Feels wrong#and i know u dont need to have 1 art style forever but i draw one way and forget all the previous ways ive ever drawn#i rly dont understand! i wish we cld share brains with each other so i cld gain understanding of what to do next ykwim#bc ill always keep going i just worry im never going to Get it#that there will always be that bizarre and extreme disconnect between eye and mind and hand#talkys
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i played the remastered alan wake a while back and am replaying the original on steam, and, honestly, they’re so similar, I couldn’t tell which is which if you held up comparisons. ive come across reviews about the game looking outdated and bad (mostly compared to other releases in that time), but the original looks great and I like the hazy dark lighting for both this and awan
#might delete#I can’t wait to run into all the product placements#like yeah I know it’s not. top graphics of that year. but I’ve stopped and looked at the environment So many times. it’s pretty!#this is because im biased but I *loved* AWANs choice of scenery. although I wish it was as detailed and expansive as the original games#all of remedy’s games do pretty great in terms of the environment. ignore controls terrible map and the Oldest House is an incredible space#to navigate just by following signs and all the little details. the atmosphere!#don’t even need to explain how aw2 is good with that#but even Max Payne 1 has this beautiful eerie quality where everything is this fever dream of grungy or old environments#even before the literal nightmare sequence it felt like navigating a dream of this Not New York City. like of course it’s likely born from#the limitations the developers had when making it. but the emptiness and placement of npcs added to the experience#QB so far is my least favorite in its style and environment but it’s still had some good moments. the use of flashbacks + time overlapping#onto abandoned and destroyed environments was genius. the college campus itself and the train(?) cargo(?) area was neat to go through#there’s some really good stuff there! *im also. not done with QB so im still hoping things get more wild!!#im honestly more forgiving of QB as a whole and find it interesting since it went through a lot of hell in its development#this might seem negative but it’s not! it’s a shockingly beautiful game. graphics exceed expectations#the style and some locations is where it’s more boring for me. but still good. im so tempted to buy it on steam to finally finish it#endless apologies if u opened this and ur entire page opened up an essays worth of tags
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The Circus is such a bad episode don't @ me
#negativity tw#paimon is literally the only good thing about it#everything else is so....fanfictiony#and not in a good way#{ ⛦ 𝐎𝐎𝐂 ♰ } ❝You’re in that odd space between heaven and hell❞
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Also it really just feels rushed. Like give Suitcase time to both process everything and make up her mind about this life changing information damn it
#object posting#Again I need to make it clear they needed a “just give me time to think” not making up as soon as they see each other#I was expecting post show shorts cuz I thought there was no way to wrap everything up with that time#and I still believe it would be needed w/ a good finale cuz if didn't do a good job but that's besides the point#II neg#GIVE HER TIME AND SPACE TO PROCESS! FUCK
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things i wish everyone a very shut the fuck up about in other tags this new year:
- barbie/oppenheimer
- the magnus archives
#not tagging this with anything in order to adhere to my own principles#space taker upper tag so people dont have to read any of my ranting... bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb#ok thatll do#but seriously i am so fucking sick of going into a podcast tag and all i can find are either completely generic posts the op has tagged#with every podcast under the sun OR jokes/polls involving t*m*a because ofc it's still popular enough to overshadow all the posts im#actually interested in seeing#like you dont have to compare everything to this we get it you listened to two (2) podcasts. just leave it alone#it's exactly the same with barb*nhe*m*r but what really pissed me off with that one was seeing it in the godzilla tag last week. THIS IS NOT#ABOUT YOU 'ooooouhh one movie is serious and the other has pink in it this is just like-' GET A DIFFERENT HOBBY.#honestly there was so much hype i was sick of it before the movies even released but it's still all over the place like i dont even care#if theyre any good or not just keep your shit in your own fucking tags it's not hard#UGHHHH whatever.#once again just so it's clear im censoring the titles in the tags so this post wont show up there it wouldnt change anything if it did and#im not interested in spreading negativity/getting people mad at me for nothing#original
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Thought I'd do something new, even if it's just for a little bit. Hello!
(Adult, they/he, happy to try out other nouns but not confident with neopronouns (/grammar and habit issues). Would like to mind my business a little more than shove my nose into other people's.)
#my post#this is mostly just me figuring out what I wanna do with myself and what I like or not.#i wanna keep my negativity separate this time around. this space is gonna be for everything else.#at the end of the day I'm still accountable for my actions but i wanna make good decisions so I'm gonna figure that out.
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Texas freeze <3
#q is dead#from the bitty jar#also completely unrelated but my parents forced my brother and I to watch the inauguration#The only good thing that fucking tangerine with noodle hair said is that he’s dealing with the Cartel#because the cartel has fucking overrun the town in Mexico I was born in and I wanna go visit again#also drugs and killing people is bad so#yeah#everything else Trump said?#*stares off into space*/neg
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((I'm really fuckin sad that I feel that I'm not able to engage with a fando/m that I truly love and adore with all my heart---or that my engagement isn't wanted within said space, to be a bit more precise, close friends know more concrete details and I won't go into it in full here---and how it's such a strongly cemented impression (and some bad experiences have not helped, nor has the size of the fa/ndom which makes things even more limited, complicated, etc) and my main blog has been suffering as a result. I hate it.))
#negative tw#;;ooc: mun muttering#;;ooc: cross blog commentary#I struggle with giving up on all of this *a lot* especially that blog#which makes me feel worse bc I'm really fucking trying; I'm *still* trying and most days (like now) I don't know why#struggling and screaming into the void (and being largely ignored) is...kinda the norm for me but this particular instance still hits hard#do I care too much? definitely. but that care is also a sign of import ig....at least in regards to me fuck if I know#It creeps up on my pretty bad sometimes (like rn hence this stupid post) and I just...have to find a way to shove it down and keep going#well; keep going until I can't anymore; anyway#focusing on the positives and what I love is....difficult...but that's what I'm trying to do fat lot of good it does me; no one listens#don't give me the shit of 'it happens' like I don't fucking know that already; I've been in plenty of spaces over the years#this one is....really truly special to me...and to feel unwanted and etc despite everything I've tried to do is just.....ugh#again I care too much; and at least I have this blog to take space from (although I struggle here too it's a bit more...manageable kinda)#just..fuck if I know; I know I'll never amount to anything creatively and no impression or whatever else will last but goddammit I'm trying#trying to do what? fuck dude idk
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You know what I know I'm usually pretty silent but I need you all to understand the horrible impact SpaceX and Starship has had on South Texas.
Yes, fuck those ugly ass cyber trucks but FUCK that Space Center.
Starship genuine danger to the people who live here. It's to the point many of the people here when they heard the explosion joked that it was probably another one of Elon's rockets.
This is a horrifying pattern we are becoming numb to, we hear about a planned test launch and brace ourselves for more debris.
Several of Musk's attempts at rockets, especially after the deregulation, have resulted in catastrophic explosions. Want the list? Here are a few!!
December 9th, 2020- Starship serial No. 8, or SN8. Exploded upon landing.
February 2, 2021- Starship SN9. Exploded upon landing.

March 3rd. 2021- Starship SN10. Landed in one piece. Fire at the skirt caused an explosion.


April 20, 2023- Starship. Exploded once more. Debris scattered in Port Isabell.

March 6, 2025- Flight 8. Spun out of control and exploded in a mass of fireballs. Planes had to be grounded due to the mass explosion and the debris are stills scattered in the ocean.
And now we have the most recent and the worse one yet.
June 18-19, 2025- Starship 36 during a GROUND test caused a mass explosion, the looming mushroom cloud causing locals in Cameron to believed they had been bombed.
The loser describes this it as a "rapid unscheduled disassembly" instead of what they are: fiery failures locals have to deal with as a result.
Pretty much everyone locally knows Elon Musk and his negative impact on our home, people who have had the unfortunate curse to have worked with him and the center call it Cultish, 8 members of his staff who spoke out against his behavior and sexual harassment were all fired.
Its a well known fact he hates the people here, and he goes out of his way to find employees who are not from this area and move them down here.
Musk has tried to encourage even more white people to come down to South Texas and live in his "Starship City". An attempt to gentrify and push out local citizens.
Rebekah Hinojosa, a local Activist with Another Gulf Is Possible, even had her home unlawfully entered by police after an alleged graffiti on a mural he commisioned (which didn't even obscure the mural).
This article is a good read on everything Musk has done to South Texas
I am TIRED of this going unnoticed and unheard of the People of The Valley. I need you to stop laughing and start taking this seriously.
If you want to read more on all the insane shit this man has done to South Texas here are a few more Articles I would Recommend
South Texas groups sue Texas for letting Elon Musk's SpaceX dump wastewater without permit, SpaceX's Starship explodes in space, which Musk calls a 'minor setback', What Is Starbase? Elon Musk Builds a SpaceX City With Shops, Worker Housing and Its Own Mayor — But Texas Locals Aren't Happy
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