#worst 7 hours ever 💔💔

[thefourththefifth]

[coolabout-it]

Tagged by: @bartletslesbians (ty!!)

Rules: You just got an old car and it doesn’t have Bluetooth. You can only buy seven cds and you can’t repeat an artist. What are you getting?

(I am counting artists in a band and their solo work as different artists)

1. the record (boygenius) - my favourite album of all time, boygenius barricade was the best night of my life (16 hours of queuing was worth it)!! every. single. song. is. 10/10. at one point i had 4 cds?? and then a vinyl?? of it??

2. reputation (taylor swift)- her best album - I WILL FIGHT OVER THIS - could never be topped. show stopping. world ending. first album i ever stanned. also got end game (WITH ED??) and komh as surprise songs.(speak now is very close second as a london night 2 survivor (and the fact that it came out during the best week of my life))

3. you signed up for this (maisie peters) - first concert i went to alone + met bff at. fell in love with her music in 2018(worst of you was my TUNE)?? and release day with oomf was the best day!! also the first ever signed vinyl i have :))

4. little oblivions (julien baker) - GREATEST RELEASE OF ALL TIME. i take no criticisms on this album. inherently very bad for my mental health. but its a very good culmination of my music taste (lyrics and how it sounds). cried hearing this live. then cried when i met julien.

5. Preacher’s Daughter (ethel cain) - no other album makes me this emotional!! her story telling powers are actually insane?? the one album that i force everyone i know to listen to. ethel cain is everything to me!! sun bleached flies + family tree are the best songs of all time

6. if i could make it go quiet (girl in red) - first album that i ever felt in my SOUL. i had been out for like a year?? when this released. and it changed lives. seretonin was my top song of 2021. fell back in love with it in 2024 after i saw marie live!! its so teenage lesbian to me??

7. Melodrama (Lorde) - frankly lorde is the goat of the music industry and this needs no explanation. BANGER AFTER BANGER. It has everything an album needs. one of the few albums i dont shuffle play!!

HM: Rise and Fall of a Midwest Princess - (will probably move up on this list after i see chappell in august)

This started out with like 20 albums and I had to cull them down💔 but I could talk forever about these albums (I care deeply about music) - and I will have heard them all live in 5 months!! Live music is my favourite thing everrr. Also realised this is not a very broad music range (I promise I listen to more music).

[luvangelbreak]

guys. i woke up with the worst cramps i’ve ever had in my LIFE and it’s so fucking hot today it’s literally 38°C and i have to go to work w no a/c in a kitchen w an oven on 180° for 7 hours i am gonna have a BREAKDOWN 💔

[campbyler]

the perks of being european: u can start ur day with beautiful new 30k chapter 🙏🏻♥️

i admire everyone who read this chapter in less than an hour. u guys r insane. it took me like 2,5 hours to read it but i have to stop to scream into my pillow.

mike and will r so.. idek how to describe them. scared? they r not stupid cause in both povs we see that they realize that their dynamic has shifted.

like will observed in the vending machine scene their kisses became more soft? romantic? u can tell that they r not just attracted to each other physically they really like to spend time together.

the stargazing, the hand holding, the longing stares omg. i get why mike wouldn't go further. even if those feelings aren’t new the circumstances r and it Is scary considering their complicated history. (unrelated but i hope history by 1d is on the master playlist 😭)

we actually got to see that mike feels the same when he got upset that will said the “wither away” thing. that so like their pre isolation cabin selfs - insults each other just to control the urge to start making out 😭 glad that will didn’t control it this time and i can bark cause of kissing shoulder scene.

poor will almost had a stroke cause of mikes edward cullenofication And his best friend only made it worst with her deductive skills. but i think max dropped this conversation too fast. i have a feeling that it will come out after some time. it must be so scary for will to open up like that especially, if i remember correctly, nobody really knows what actually happened between he and mike. also “i don't wanna keep secrets just to keep u”.

i loved el and her dedication to all the good stuff she can eat. i bet she’d murder that one poor little camper who would take the last pancake 💔

and i Really liked that little dad son bonding moment. van camping doesn’t sound that bad for me will!!! at least u don’t have to sleep outside 😭

“twenty stitches in a hospital room” and it actually two band-aids in the middle of the forest. at least we know that poor mike won’t get a gangrene 💔

will feeling better when he’s around mike even if he does such an unpleasant thing as wilderness week. what if i die?

“Really – now that the beast has been vanquished, what’s the worst that could happen?” the phrase after which nothing never goes wrong 🙏🏻 im not scared at all 🙏🏻

i also have a question about chapter playlist. how do u guys choose song for each chapter? does the person who write this chapter does all by themself? or u brainstorm the best songs from the master playlist altogether? have u ever added the song to the chapter playlist even if it wasn’t in the main one?

thank u for the chapter suni! i hope ur feeling better and im giving u ur favorite soup 🫂

sorry for such messy comment it turned out so long and i feel like i didn’t write the half of the things i thought about 😭

hi alya! sorry it took me one million years to answer this ask but it was so thoughtful and thorough that i wanted to wait until i had the time to do it justice with the response 🫡🫡

first, i am sooooo so glad you liked chapter 7 because it was insanely fun for me to write! really enjoyed writing it and their shifting dynamic and i’m super glad that came through! you’re so right in saying that neither of them is stupid enough to Not notice how things are changing between them, and they both are definitely coming to terms with the realization that they do enjoy each other’s company in a way that is more than just physical. i think for meeee one of the most fun things abt this chapter was writing the different ways they approached that realization, especially from will’s pov. the feelings definitely are not new for either of them, which i think is pretty obvious by this point in the fic, but both of them are used to turbulence and are anticipating that and don’t really know what to do without it! super glad you picked up on mike’s hesitation as well — i think people tend to characterize our mike as “all in” or a lot more open about his feelings than will is, which is true to an extent, but he has his limitations just as much as will does and maybe even more at times.

anyways all that to say that i’m really glad that the chapter came through the way i was intending! the other parts of it were so fun to write as well — the hopper and will moment, el and max, so on and so forth. re max: it definitely is very hard for will to say the things he’s feeling to her, and battling with not wanting to keep such a big secret from his best friend vs not wanting to betray the newfound trust between him and mike is absolutely something he has been struggling with. very excited to see how that plays out hehe ( <- knows exactly how it will play out)

as for your last question, we have a couple initial songs for every chapter that have been in the playlist doc for a while, usually the “main” song for that chapter, but it’s pretty much up to whoever is writing to choose the rest of the songs and move them around/add and remove as desired! we try to keep it about 5-6 songs per chapter to keep the playlist from getting monstrous (bar some very Long and Dense chapters that are getting more) but what we do is we assemble the chapter playlist as we write and then let the others know in case there is a song that someone thinks doesn’t fit or has a better suggestion for. we’ve absolutely added songs that aren’t in the master playlist before, especially ones we stumble across and realize would be perfect for a chapter.

so sorry for taking forever to answer this and then writing an absolute essay in this response 😭 thanks soooo much for the love alya we appreciate you sm 🫶🏽🫶🏽

[sickficideas]

I love your headcanons so so much, maybe you have some for Mushitarou or Ango?

thank you anon !!! heres some for you I love these pathetic losers and I ship them a little bit bc of that one episode lol

Ango

- Perpetually sleep deprived of course. He is working 24/7 whether he wants to or not and the exhaustion regularly gets to him and he ends up just generally not feeling good a lot of the time

- He totally forgets to eat while he's working and will end up feeling nauseous and throwing up bile after several hours of eating nothing, which of course lead him to believe he can't eat anything afterward because he thinks his stomach is upset </3 (his subordinates have to remind him how long it's been since he's eaten)

- He keeps a separate trash bin by his desk specifically for throwing up. Sometimes he's just so nauseous that he'll double over in his chair and lean his head over the bin to let his saliva drip into there. The pressure on his tummy helps sometimes <3

- He also has a bad habit of not eating and then going to drink afterward and getting the worst hangovers of his life because he had no food in his tummy ):

- He definitely gets stress fevers/nausea in general and will come down to the bar feeling like shit and not realizing why. Oda keeps a stash of cooling patches at the bar for him when he's not feeling well </3

Mushitaro

- IBS for SURE. He keeps very close tabs on things that piss off his tummy (he has a physical list) and watches his diet very closely but sometimes he's just suffering anyway 💔

- I think in general he takes care of his health very very well. like taking vitamins and that sort of thing. so he's not sick often

- When he is sick, it comes hard and fast ans he's very upset with himself, spends most of the time thinking how he could have avoided it and making himself feel worse with the stress. He ends up curled up in bed for a long time and usually is sick for longer than normal

- Stress tummyaches 100% poor baby is stressed all the time over everything

- He's the type that if he feels like he's going to throw up he only realizes when it's already in his esophagus. There's no running off to the bathroom, he's puking right where he's standing

- Every time he throws up it shoots out of his nose and he's a drooly mess. Generally very messy. Covered in sweat and the most red cheeks and ears you've ever seen

[rottenblurr]

Im so glad we dont have the double shift💔💔 i go to school for 6-7 hours depending on the day,, BUT sometimes its utter torture because of our bulgarian teacher, he absolutely hates my friend for no damn reason and doesnt teach properly 😿 WE ONLY GET TWO DAYS WHERE HE ISNT THERE WAAA,, Worst part is today we have TWO CLASSES with him .. im praying i have enough energy to not fall asleep in his classes..

THO,, off topic but since your asks are open, are you ever planning on joining editblr? I MEAN as in making and intro post and posting about edit stuff and reqs and whatnot?? I CAN DEFINITELY HELP!! Especially because i recently started using a new style because i thought my graphics started looking the same,, and i am NOOT going back, im so proud of my new editing style😼😼. OKAY ENOUGH OF MY YAPPING (* ´ - ` )

IS SO MUCH TO ANSWER, THIS GONNA BE LONG..

DAMNM, THATS SOUNDS AWFUL WITH THAT TEACHER 😭😭 I USED TO HAVE ONE TEACHER LIKE THAT, She teached history and Education and citizen ethics, AND SHE WAS LIKE TOTALLY HATING ME AND ONE FRIEND BECAUSE WE "TALKED TO MUCH" (I used to not I used to not deliver tasks on time so i have some fault hehe) BUT MY CLASSMATES WHERE TALKING SO MUCH JUST BEHIND US AND SHE DIDN'T SAY NOTHING TO THEM, she teach like 50/50 properly, sometimes i didn't like her opinions in some topics but well, im glad she is not teaching in my grade now.

AND THE OFF TOPIC

IDKK IM STILL LIKE CONFUSED, LIKEE i would like to use this account for like being my unique and personal account by the moment, BUT I TOTALLY WANT TO JOING EDITBLR!! Yet i would post other things besides that, not only edits, But if u want to help im totally open to help! Im still new in tumblr and all of this so your help would be so appreciated! AND YOUR EDITING STYLE IS SO COOL!! 🫶

(I hope my english is good because IS HORRIBLE WHEN I WRITE IT 😭)

[svnnyberries]

once it’s over

pairing;; oc x haechan

genre;; spy au

words;; 1.2k

warnings;; slight violence

* just a short one shot i wrote while rereading the gallagher girls series 💔💔

—————

this had been undeniably the worst idea you had ever had. bold on the ever. even including that time you had decided to trail your mother and father out on date night when you were 7, after they had unknowingly let it slip that they were going to see that new, restricted movie you had been dying to see. lets just say you witnessed a lot of things you regretted that day, both on and off the theatre screen.

the leaves beneath your sneakers crunched softly as you glided through the moonlit forest, the silently ambience of your surroundings keeping you on edge. your dark hair flowed loosely down your back and it wasn't long before you began to regret leaving without a hair tie, the branches and twigs poking from all directions proving that spies, in fact, were not immune to hair problems.

though those weren't your only concerns, the main issue was how spooky the forest was late at night. you might not be afraid of taking out full grown men in gym class or diving out of a plane with only a parachute, but the dark, eeriness of the bare trees and autumn leaves coating the half-lit floor was definitely something you didn't enjoy.

however, there was something about the thrill that kept you going.

rustling wasn't uncommon in a setting where many creatures lived, but you just knew that the splitting crunch of a twig coming from your left belonged to no animal. you could feel your stomach growling as you ducked behind the log nearest to you, tucking your hair behind your ear as you peered over the peeling bark, cursing yourself for skipping dinner that night.

there was another snap and you crept closer, ducking behind trees before you reached a clearing, the moon shining strongly above in the clear, glittering sky.

that was when you spotted him, dark hair and rosy cheeks illuminated by the glow of the night, and you knew the sun would sure be envious right then if it hadn't disappeared below the horizon 3 hours prior. they were right, haechan sure did shine brighter than the brightest star.

he was right in the centre, right in clear sight kneeling beside the small pond beside a birch tree. he cut through the still surface, his fingers sending sharp ripples through the water as you watched intently from your place between the bushes.

he already knew you were there before you began to approach, but he still kept his eyes trained on the water, on his finger tracing the reflection of the moon in the glassy liquid.

your first move was directed at his legs, your smaller body lunging at his knees before he could dive away, landing with a thump against the hard dirt floor. he pushed himself up, mirroring your own crouch with hands pressed into leaves.

you went to grab for his shoulders but his stronger body beat you to it, slamming your back against the ground with a smirk slapped across his face. you grunted, pulling a leg from beneath his and kicking him square in the stomach.

that threw him off, and you took that as an opportunity to reverse your positions, your knees now pressed against his legs with your arms on either side of his head.

knowing haechan, he could've easily pushed you away but he laid still, his warm breath fanning your face as you both panted under the sky full of stars.

"i told you not to go easy on me." you were the first to speak, your velvety voice slicing through the comfortable silence like a knife.

relief shot through you as a smile smile crept up his lips, and you let out an abrupt, breathy laugh, your eyes curving up into mini crescents.

he let his head drop back, his soft, black hair resting against the cool soil and he exhaled, letting his whole body relax in your presence. "i sure missed you, june bug."

you let yourself relax as well, removing yourself from the position of you pining him against the forest floor and flopping onto your back, inhaling the fresh, green scent.

"so i got your note," he propped himself up onto an elbow, gazing down at you through his thick eyelashes. "nice to know you were thinking about me."

"oh shut up." you grumbled, rolling onto your side to face him, scowling at the smug expression he had on his face. "and of course you got the note. or you wouldn't be here stupid."

"ah, there's that pet name 'stupid' again." he beamed dreamily into the distance and you kneed him in the side, a cry escaping his lips. "hey! so not cool!"

"you're an actual idiot."

"but i'm your idiot."

and as cheesy as it sounds, haechan was right. he seemed to take your silence as agreement, inching closer than he had been before and shoving his glowing face into your own.

as much as you hated to admit it, haechan was sure cute when he wanted to be, but you had repeatedly shown how immune you were to him charms. that's why it wasn't a surprise when you stuck your hand out when he leant in for a kiss, his lips freezing for a split second before his eyes darted up to your own.

you rolled yours and he glared playfully, instead placing a kiss somewhere else—right in the centre of your palm.

"god i can't believe your a spy!" you scolded, jolting your hand backwards as if he had shocked you—which it felt like he did, your heart feeling like it was on fire during that very moment.

haechan appeared to find your remark utterly hilarious, rolling onto his back as he chuckled loudly, and for a moment it all felt so nice. the two of you in a private area, late at night and all alone, with no eyes following your every move and no expectations to live up to.

it felt like a dream and that's almost what it was, soon you both knew that you'd have to split off to your separate schools guarded by fences and boundaries of security measures making it pretty much impossible for anyone to get in or out—too bad you two were just too good at what you did, but you were beginning to doubt haechan’s whole career after the careless snapping of twigs earlier.

his laughing came to a slow stop as he felt you tense up, the same thought on both of your minds as you gazed up into the infiniteness above. "it's gonna work out." he squeezed your hand gingerly, and you felt a small smile grazing your lips along with the spark of hope igniting in your chest.

his hands snaked around your torso and drew you closer, pressing your face into his chest as he placed a tender kiss upon your hairline. you allowed the strong feeling of comfort wash over you as you soaked up one of those rare moments of peace, allowing your eyes to flutter close secured by the arms of the boy you loved.

"it'll all be fine once it's over."

[boraxquinn]

For all three 💔 = Has your muse ever been heartbroken? If so, explain what happened. 

☆ Headcanon Prompts ☆      

   Love and Romance

💔 = Has your muse ever been heartbroken? If so, explain what happened. 

Tsuki: Yes I um- I met one of biases and I literally had hearts in my eyes. But turns out he was a real jerk. He kept laughing at me, making fun of me, he made faces if we even touched. Even said no one would ever love me or date me. I went home in tears. I was so embarrassed. So and excuse my French, fuck that guy and his group!

Irene: Actually I can very happily say I've never had my heart broken. My first love ended up being my last. And we have been happily married for 3 years now. I wouldn't trade him for the world. I love you Ryker~ @frekiheimr

*just a warning the next story maybe triggering to some.*

Bora: Oh yes. Many times. The worst one though was probably my last marriage. I had just got out of a abusive relationship at the time. My boyfriend liked pushing me down stairs, and tying my arms to the bed and leaving me there for hours sometimes days without water or food. He was also sleeping with 4 other woman. And if I told anyone about what was happening, he was going to "bring my nightmares to life." So I finally got away from him after a year. That when I met Tatsuya. He was sooo handsome and treated me like a queen. We had a beautiful year together before we got married. That all changed the second I put that wedding ring on my finger. I was pregnant with my first child and he just disappeared. No honeymoon. Gone. He would be gone for weeks, no one could reach him but then I would see him at events. But if he saw me with a man, he would come home and just be sooo angry with me. It got so bad that my friends had to start helping me with my pregnancy since he never came home. Jongie helped me raise my unborn child the most. That made him jealous too. Then we lost him and that broke my heart. I couldn't cope. I started drinking everyday. Even after the baby was born. My best friend was gone and my husband was still not coming home. I threated divorce about three times. He even got me to move to Japan telling me that would fix everything. And it didn't I was away from my home and my safety group. Still no change. I was always alone with our baby in a place I didn't know. So I had enough and said for a third time I wanted a divorce. He got so mad that he locked me in our home, sent his buddies to watch me 24/7 so I wouldn't run away. And then his big plan was to force me on my birthday to renew our vows. With only one of his friends as a witness. ON MY BIRTHDAY!! I cried for a month everyday until my birthday cause I was so scared. The only way I got away was a few of my friends got together, came to the airport and got me out of the country and back to Korea. I never wanted the marriage to end. I loved him. But the man I met, and the man I married were two totally different people. He became a monster. Even now, I love him, I think about him and I forgive him for everything. Cause I can't live with bitterness my whole life.