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thank you for putting up with me
it's nothing
maybe to you
and that's who you're thanking
woww so i mean nothing? (teasing) in this case not really no brilliant. makes me forgettable. i can get away with more stuff
whatever lets you sleep at night
lets see how i get 4 months from now (when I turn 18. I was hinting at becoming a sex worker) I'll be sleeping juuuust fine
(does not reply)
#claire.txt#d.mif#yknow for doing your hw for you#you sure sound fucking ungrateful.#i say this but i never actually do it:#im never helping you with your work again.#i dont want you to kiss my ass like I do for you#but at least show that you care sometimes?#my GOD
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switch to history major yes/no
#cons: spent money on bio stuff already so thats a waste -_- uhm sunk cost fallacy. uhm idk ill teach hs history or work in#an office i just cannot do stem im sorry i was made to write non-research essays and present stuff. sigh#evil stem students etc like. whatever im stressed its week four. i should kms#just like. i love bio but only the bio classws not like physics and chem and calc etc. i have to take ochem in a year or so. idk what#dipoles are or how to read a lewis chart#so like im passionate abt the subject but only the surface level stuff yknow now mechanisms beyond that. genetics was hell evil course#and i dont want an environmental science degree cause then youre locked into mostly consulting or gis stuff which#no way. augh let me teach hs historyand then get a phd in some hyper specifically field and then get some tenor job in fourty years idk#like i do think history is an easy subject literature too. to me like the same way i never needed to study ecology cause#you dont actually learn anything yiu just know facts and concepts not like equations. like fake learning.#augh whateverrr i will simply rot i dont think id be able to finish this degree between working and taking more than 12 hours a semester#like. its a lot -_- i feel bad complanjng cause my dad graduated taking twenty hours and working over full time 😭 but also#it was like thr 90s so not much else to do if#ig*.#el oh el whateverrrr ill figure it iut mwah. for rn i gotta finish my chem hw then shower
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goodgirl!r stressed from tests, hw, ETC and badboy!m comforting her
You let out a soft sigh, for the hundredth time. Taking deep, frustrated breaths. Matt could tell something was wrong, he can feel it, hear it, shit he can even see it. The look on your face an obvious tell that something’s bothering you.
You both sat spread out on his bed, legs tangled together. You had brought over your textbooks and homework, they’re now displayed in front of you.
You needed to study, you had an exam coming up and tons of homework due. You told your parents you were going to the library and by library you meant matt’s house. You didn’t know until now that it was a bad idea. he’s more of a distraction than the thoughts in your head, the looming anxiety that you’re going to fail. You’ve been slacking, and that’s totally not like you. You’ve been turning in homework late, doing it when you felt like it instead of on the schedule your parents created for you. Matt’s influence was getting to you, but it isn’t his fault and you know that. You get nervous and stressed a lot of the time, even before matt. Whether it was dance, school, or literally anything in life, you break when things get too much or too difficult.
And you were 100% sure you’re breaking now.
“you alright?” matt asks, his eyes glued to your face, your spaced out, worried expression. You snap out of your thoughts, looking at him “yeah..i’m okay” you respond. Giving a slight fake smile. Matt had finally convinced you to take a break, you only agreed to five minutes but at least it was something. He wanted to hold you, whilst you just wanted to get things over and done with before you fall more and more behind. You know that can’t happen, your parents taught you better than that.
Matt decided not to pry, but he knew you. And he knew what was wrong. His hands caressed your arm as a way to comfort you without words.
After a while your timer went off, and the five minute break was over. You sit up from his grip. reaching for your books. Matt quickly grabs your hand “hold up, you’ve been at this for hours already. I think you’re done” he says, looking at you. Slight concern etched on his face. You shake your head “i’m fine, I need to study” You say. Removing your hand from his.
He sighs, his jaw clenching. “you’re working yourself way too hard.”
���matt i said i’m fine” you say, more firmly. You’re not the type to exactly raise your voice or get frustrated with people, especially matt. But in a situation like this, you feel that every word that comes out of his mouth sounds like nails on a chalkboard.
Matt’s face softens, before shaking his head. “no.” he says before grabbing the notebook from your hand, he gets up from the bed, now gathering all your books and placing them on his desk. “we’re callin it a night, doll” he states simply. Now standing at the edge of the bed, in front of you.
“matt seriously stop, I need to do this” you say, your voice shaky. you stand up to grab everything but he grabs your shoulders, pulling you in to him.
He holds you tight. Not saying a word. He truly didn’t need to. You knew everything. You feel your body relax to his touch. You let out a breath, it coming out like that a soft sigh. “you stress out to much doll” he says, his chin on top of your head.
“you can take breaks yknow..?”
you let out a small chuckle at that, you wish it were that easy. you wish you didn’t feel like you had to be good at everything to get your parents approval or even your own. It’s clear the expectations they have affect you more than you led on. You need to choke it down, you want to. But matt won’t allow it, he’s the only one who allows you to be imperfect.
“i can do it..i know i can, i can handle it” you speak, the tears burning from your eyes. “trust me, doll i know” he responds.
“but that doesn’t mean you have to” His words felt refreshing to hear. Someone finally telling you that you did not have to do something. Just because you can.
Your arms wrap around his torso, squeezing and taking him in. He smiles softly, knowing that you’re a little calmer now. That’s all he wanted.
“how about we…watch a movie and cuddle?” he pulls his head away just enough to look at you. He sees your face light up, going from sad and stressed to happy and content.
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chat does this make sense?…
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idk if requests are still open, but if so, would you be willing to do some more player!reader and oot/mm young Link with a big/little sibling or parent/child kind of relationship? Not necessarily in a LU or HW context but can be if u wanna. If requests are in fact closed feel free to disregard this lol. Love your writing! <3
JHDFHBEFVINEW I LOVE MAJORA'S MASK LINK SMMM HE'S MY SON
I can definitely do a stand alone version!! Sometimes it's nice to just gush about Majora's Mask! Also thank you for reading my silly stories, I'm so glad you and others are enjoying <33 I'm sorry if it's short and yknow just realized I can never make him be happy, sorry it's how I show affection.
The blood in his ears is roaring as the young boy tries to get his breathing under control as he stares up at the Clock Tower. In a few hours he'll have to go up and face the Skull Kid again, but this time he won't have to play the Song of Time again just to prepare. The boy feels his throat swell up just by thinking about it. His vision on the edge of blurring as he tries to will the tears away.
He's nervous yet he shouldn't be, this fight is nothing compared to his battle with Ganon. At least, he didn't fail this town for 7 years. Except Ganon was a battle that was determined for him long before he was born, this one was something that was just thrown upon him. In his heart he can't allow these people to die by the falling moon.
His view of the clock tower is ruined by the tears he tried desperately not to let fall. He's stuck as a 10 year old even if mentally he was no longer the fairy boy that began this journey. Barking from the wild dog in the square isn't helping with his mood, nor is the loud voices of the construction workers as they prepared for the festival. Some stubborn to pretend that their home wouldn't be destroyed by the grinning moon.
Until the sound of footsteps coming closer to him causes him to tense up, and attempt to wipe the tears away. A shadow is cast over his face as it goes down as the person gently guides his face lower to face them. His tears freely fall down his cheeks as his smaller hands clutch the ones holding him. Link's eyes open to look at the person who's kneeling in front of him.
A soft smile is on their face once Link's eyes has opened up. [Name] stares down at him fondly; there is no hint of disgust nor any emotion of exasperation on their face. In all honesty, they were getting a bit worried about him since this entire journey he was putting on a brave front.
That's right.
[Name] has been exploring with him from the moment he entered Termina as a Deku Scrub. He remembers meeting them for the first time inside the Clock Tower with the Happy Mask Salesman, an eccentric man, who would help Link, return to how he was, in return for his mask. [Name] was there with them and volunteered to assist Link in collecting it; their excuse was that it would be better if he had a helping hand. although tatl would disagree at first.
Link was unsure of [Name] when they left the tower. He didn't know if they joined, purely for the thought of wanting to help him, or because they had alternative motivations. But it was shown that they did wanted to help him without anything in return. Assisting in playing hide-n-seek with the Bomber gang, and exploring the Astral Observatory.
When the first three days were ending and they stood side by side, staring up at the Skull Kid watching as he called the Moon closer, did an idea form in his head. Using the ability of the deku; he struck at the imp and was able to obtain his ocarina. Link quickly holds onto his instrument and is about to play until he stops to stare at [Name].
[Name] was smiling at him and for a moment he's reminded of ----
His breath hitches as he realized who they were, and why their voiced sounded so familiar. He slowly pulls away from the ocarina, but they speak up, "Don't falter now, Link. I'll be with you from the beginning. Save Termina."
Upon his return and being able to return as a human did he actively seek them out and dragged [Name] around in search of the four giants across the land. From exploring the swamp, and helping the monkey prove his innocence, to saving the Deku Princess from the temple, and fighting the boss. Did [Name] stuck through with him, and was quite adept at the bow and arrows they arrived with.
Link never questioned how [Name] remembered the first cycle, nor did he ask if they remembered his first journey; too afraid that they'll react negatively. So once more they explore the land together and they're together for every cycle until they were ready to face Majora. Enjoying the presence of a someone he once thought was lost forever.
But each cycle wears him down. The never ending thinking and planning about what is needed to do next. When Link acquired the bomber's notebook and realized that the people of Termina has regrets that hasn't been recovered. He placed the burden of the people's wishes on his shoulders with the intent of making sure that when he leaves. The people are happy.
Yet here he stands crying out for comfort as his own mask of strength crumbles. [Name] soothingly running their hand through his hair as they hummed the Song of Healing for him. Link clutches onto their clothes as he openly weeps. He mourns Hyrule for the 7 years he was gone, he mourns Saria, the Deku Tree and the children of the korkiri forest, his home. The childhood that stripped away from him the moment he chose to save Hyrule.
Finally, he mourns the feeling of [Name] leaving him when his journey ended. Leaving him alone and become desperate to leave just to search for them. Link lost the only person he could truly call family and has now reunited again, but for how long?
So, Link plays the Song of Time.
He takes them back to the Dawn of the First Day.
He just wants to spend more time with them.
For once, the world can wait three more days.
When he opens his eyes; he's back at the entrance of Clock Tower as Tatl is shouting at him about why he decided to go back in time. Link ignores the temperamental fairy and carries himself over to [Name]. Who waits for him, without fail, in the area where the Great Fairy resides. The same accepting and knowing smile on their face as they embrace the young boy with open arms.
#majoras mask link#player au#reader insert#mm!link&reader#how do i tag this#is this even an x reader?#fuck it i'll tag it as an x reader#link x reader#sleepingdayawaywrites#It's platonic!! They are family!!
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idk if you wrote about this before or not but thoughts on taking junhans virginity 😭😭😭
i haven't!!!!!!! tysm for the ask so i have an excuse to <33
(half written before i went ia)
mmm first of all i think hed actively look for someone inexperienced to date while hw himself was inexperienced
less space for disappointment yknow how could hw disappoint you when you kinda just .. dont know better literally
but then he ended up w you <3 who actually does have some experience and its kinda nervewracking for him, he's not gonna lie
he's been putting it off for so long – sure, it only took a couple of dates for you to make out and your hands to wander. the way he tentatively gripped your ass made you want him kind of desperately.
but it never went past that. a while later, when the topic of making things official came up, his cheeks blushed a deep red while he looked down at his feet.
"ah, before we, you know, start dating for real... i thought you should know." and fuck, you think. there it goes. there's the catch. "i'm not too... experienced. actually, i've never had sex before. i don't want you to be disappointed if we get to it and i'm not any go–" his mouth is sealed shut as you kiss him firmly, hands cradling his face.
"you're stupid. i don't care. nothing of what you just said would ever make me lose interest," he wants to avoid your eyes, hide his face, but the way you're holding his flaming cheeks in place won't let him. "at most, it just makes me happy i'll be your first."
and since then, he's been avoiding – more like procrastinating, to be fair – getting sexual with you. the most you've done so far was dry humping each other on his sofa while his apartment was empty (that is, until one of his roommates opened the front door and he jumped out of his skin).
you don't want to push him, so you wait for him to come to you.
(but if anyone asked you whether you were fingering yourself in the shower thinking about him, you wouldn't be able to deny it.)
the next time he got to escape from his dorm and visit you and your blessedly empty tiny apartment, he has you on his lap, the movie playing on your laptop long forgotten.
you didn't notice anything before – he was the same hyeongjun as always – but now you can see how his hands are shaking and how he keeps taking deep breaths seemingly out of nowhere.
you detach your lips from his, studying his face. this makes him more nervous, the poor thing. did he do something wrong? is he this easy to read?
"hyeongjun, are you okay? you look like you're going to pass out." you try to leave the comfortable seat that is his thighs, but his hands shoot up and grab your waist, holding you down.
"hyeongjun. you're shaking. have you eaten? let me grab you a cup of wa–"
"i'm fine."
"really? what did you have for lunch? did you have enough? or did you have too much?" you can't help but worry for him. he's already a skinny guy, but you can't be too careful knowing how much time he spends online.
"i swear i'm fine! i'm just..." he trails off, looking at everything in your room but you. one of his hands leaves your waist to fiddle with a loose thread on your comforter. once again, you wait for him to come to you – he likes that about you, how you leave him to find ways to express himself instead of dragging it out of him. his tone is soft when he eventually finishes, "i'm just nervous, that's all."
you cup his cheek in an act of comfort, looking at him like he's some kind of baby bunny, small and defenseless. he finds he doesn't mind it too much.
"nervous about what, baby? what's on your mind?"
"i was thinking," he finally lets go of your waist to play with his fingers, "maybe it's about time we, uh, you know, fuck."
jesus christ. your tummy does a backflip at his wording.
"you know i don't mind if we don't, right? i'm fine with how things are now." you slide your hand down his neck and shoulder, and some braincell vaguely makes him think that you're not doing anything to help him go against having sex.
"but i want to," his response is eager and he backtracks, "if you want it too, i mean."
your mind is so clouded with the thought of not only having him, but also to have you be his first, that you don't even respond before you're pressing your lips to his again.
" of course i do."
#posting drafts#xdh smut#xdinary heroes smut#xdh hard hours#xdinary heroes imagine#xdinary heroes fanfic#xdh x reader#xdinary heroes imagines#xdinary heroes x reader#xdh imagines
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if you click the unrebloggable red catboy haterade readmore it's your own damn fault
i am so tired of people trying to defend g'raha's writing in ew
"they're capable of subtlety" switching between being a manipulative asshole and the writer's most perfect prince who can never do wrong and is the wol's bestest friend 5ever (don't look at shb) and never allowing the player/other characters to say "dude wtf" at the former is not "subtle writing", it's complete lack of awareness that the character is being an asshole
like it was bad enough that the writers forced you to be buddy-buddy with him in shb with only a token option of expressing mild distaste , doing that and also making it very clear that he's still a manipulative shithead (because if he was meant to trying to put on a brave face they would have had a "dude wtf" line where he would have apologized in the post-credits, not acted like the promise made under duress was still valid) is just bad fucking writing given that on the other side of the corridor is zenos, who they constantly deny even acknowledgement of his humanity
you can try to compare it to urianger's writing but uri's writing never flinches away from the fact that he's being a fucker when he's being a fucker even when played for comedy, and they still have this gaping gap of not touching the fact that urianger functionally killed thancred's foster daughter/little sister onscreen (while they probably would have realistically hashed it out over like 3 years, you really don't get to see any of that at all so it's very strained; even having thancred still kind of mad before he gets snatched and having the more cordial relationship we normally see during shb would have communicated that better).
idk. so much of ew is just written really damn poorly (even parts that, in isolation, i find acceptable to actively enjoyable (ie the 6.0 zenos cutscenes) end up falling flat in context) because of external factors forcing the sardine treatment for plot points and i'm tired of seeing people pretend that it's not. i can't exactly compare the gameplay side well given i started in 6.0, but i can break down the writing just fine and ew's fucking dire even if you consider how heavily i weigh 4.2-4.3 against stb.
i really hope they sideline the scions besides krile (or tataru, but i think she's probably going to live in side content for a while and krile has been badly neglected for so long). i don't want to interact with g'raha again anytime soon but especially not if his writing remains this bad. either acknowledge that he can be an asshole and let me be colder to him or stop bringing him up, i'm fine hating major recurring characters if they're actually well written (asahi, varis, thordan) and the catboy isn't at this point, and even when he was better-written there was still the major problem of "let me call him a dick or at least untrustworthy you pricks".
"what about estinien don't you like him" if they just have him being a weird hungry vagrant that only shows up sometimes to be deeply strange and get mobbed by baby mamool ja that is ideal, actually, i love when he's a bit of a freak. or they could have him get adopted by another fancy prince, having him repeatedly reel in powerful fancy prince types with the power of
dragon autism
would be the funniest shit on the planet.
but like. i want a break from even the scions i like, barring maybe the twins, and the twins are best when i don't have to refer to them as a unit, yknow? i want new people to take center stage. i'm not going to get that given the trailer, but god. please. make this the erenville-and-wuk lamat show with cameos by the scions and not the other way around. they can come back in 8.0.
(plus, doing that might mean we don't have the fifth expansion straight of y'shtola death fakeouts (i counted: arr/hw (given timing it's hard for me to define where catgirl blunt best belongs), stb (vs Zenos), shb (sailor moon catgirl), ew (ultima thule)). i am so fucking tired of her fakeouts. do literally anything else with her as a character i BEG OF YOU. we all know you aren't killing Miss Final Fantasy 14. her fans would flay you. the merch sales would plummet.)
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Hi you said you want to ramble, could you ramble some more about hollow ☆ wonderland i tried looking through your blog but search is. not working. so i failed to find anything at all
HEHEHEHEHH OF COURSE!!! and the reason for that is probably bc i haven’t posted very many details about them!! most of my rambles have been contained to dms with two of my friends and a currently 2.4k word doc of word and idea vomit 👍
anything posted before the most recent ask hasn’t been tagged correctly either, iirc i had a brief summary of the group a while ago though, tagged with “nightcord wxs” i think?? cause i didn’t have a name for them yet at the time. not changing it cause i’ve figured out more stuff since then so it’s sort of outdated. there’s probably a few posts lost in the marlo’s stuff tag, though that i didn’t tag properly but it’s okay those rambles are probably somewhere in my google doc.
anyway, since you didn’t rlly specify something in particular i’m probably just gonna ramble about whatever comes to mind. once again under the cut cause i can tell this is probably gonna get a bit long:
hollow ☆ wonderland is an online music group, and their videos are like kikuo style ones. but not necessarily ones like you are a useless child and aishite, more ones like and then you became the moon, welcome to the star inn, don’t look at me in that way, etc. pretty cutesy and happy sounding with a cute art style and then the lyrics tell a pretty dark story. that’s their general vibe. there’s a few songs i associate with them like judas by abuse (like i mentioned before) but i can’t confidently say it’s the kind of music they’d make. maybe that’ll change though we’ll see.
the group is composed of hoshi (tsukasa) the main lyricist, koki (emu), the artist, tako (rui) the animator and eventual co-lyricist, and kurage (nene), the composer.
they’re all silly online friends who like making music videos together and while none of them really talk about their issues pre-main story given that they’re not super close/don’t know each other super well yet, they still enjoy doing this together and care at least a little bit about each other.
i’m still figuring out how exactly the main story goes, but i’ve definitely made more progress now so HOPEFULLY i figure out a coherent story soon. i rlly do want to write a fic for them but don’t get your hopes up too much.
a few basic ideas i do have currently are some stuff like tsukasa, despite also being on his last hopes like the rest of them, is going to be the one to really encourage them all to start theater again. their sekai is a rundown theme park with lots of fireflies around, all the plushies are still there but they’re also worn down and have lots of patches and stuff on them. wonder stage has been closed down already, but it hasn’t been like torn down or replaced with a new attraction or anything. will it make a comeback? will hw be using it? we will see :)
i think the world hasn’t even started yet is still gonna be their untitled too. i’m thinking for their unit fits it’s gonna be something similar to the circus jester set cards? or at least the face paint thing. i’m absolutely giving them the face paint thing. and then there’s some other plot ideas i have but i’m not totally sure about them yet and i dunno how much sense they make on their own so i’m not gonna add them here.
uh. tsukasas name is hoshi since it means star iirc? so obviously he gets that name. koki meant something like to glitter, to shine, and i think emu would have liked that enough to choose it. and i already mentioned why rui and nenes names are what they are 👍
that is all for now. once again i’m more than happy to answer any other questions (like seriously i was so giddy and happy getting asked about them) so yknow feel free to ask. might answer a bit late cause i’m in school atm and have a lot to say but i will answer it eventually :3
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tysm for all the likes on my heeseung hc!! just wanted to make a update post lol, so basically, ill be doing the jay hc version possibly by tmwr? I get home by 9 and then im up doing hw and im exhausted today so im just gonna save that for tmwr… anyways, here’s a heeseung to brighten your day!!

did you know I bias riki and my bias wrecker is sunoo…
Ok but like at this rate I might be ot7 they’re too sweet and attractive 😭 like why is seung smirking like that hello sir who gave you permission to look so fine 😦🤨
omg and look at what I got on the enha dark blood personality test:

for the record im a staymoa and p1ece aside from being an engene 😋 belive it or not im more of a hardcore stay, and im a somewhat soft stan for enhypen, even though ive been listening to them since they debuted unknowingly cuz i never really got to know the group until almost a year ago 😭😭 so yknow this being my result made me laugh
Maybe I am a hard stan for skz and enha ‼️
anywaysss thanks for listening to my daily ramble!! This might end up being a daily thing lmao
love you <3
#freaksstar’s rambles!!#enhypen#skz#stray kids#enha#p1harmony#txt#idk what else to tag#I also don’t know what im doing#im eepy#alr guys im signing off#your one and only star!!⭐️
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omggggg i have an amazing story for you guys! It might be a bit long im not sure but ofc as always, read under the cut
Blue me, orange BF
some spicy stuff (mainly implied)
so about a few days ago, i was chilling with my boyfriend in his room (i was doing HW/writing a story, he was reading a webtoon) and him being cheeky, started tickling my feet (i swear to fuck i think my feet got more sensitive after being with my ex-gf)
Okay so what Im about to say will shock many ppl, but in this relationship, my BF and I don't hide things from each other. So he already knows I like tickling and I have a tumblr page. He had asked me, "what is your blog about tickling?"
I told him, and I quote, "Yes, actually, it is."
Yes, I told my boyfriend I had a tickle blog.
"I've had it for about.... since before covid, or during covid, i don't remember."
"Are you serious?"
"I'm being so deadass right now. Our friends know i have a tumblr blog, but they don't know what it's about. You are the only one that knows."
I then continued to tell him that I not only do I write about the 2 of us (like I am now), but about the tickle fics i write for my OCs and characters of other fandoms. He was surprised and even looked me up on google, and low and behold, he found me.
After all of that, I then asked him, "Is it weird that i have a blog about tickling?"
"Of course not. Tickling is something you love, and from what you've told me, it's gotten you through a lot of hardships because it cheers you up. Why would I judge you or shame you for something you love and something that I can easily provide for you?"
AHHHHH I DONT DESERVE HIM I DONT 😭💖🥰
And when he said he would provide, oh my goodness, does he provide. After that conversation, he straddled me and started tickling me like crazy. When I would try to fight back, he would grab my wrist and hold them back.
"See this is why I need those restraints, because someone won't take their tickling~"
Just end me now. He said he'd mainly use them for my ankles so he could have both hands free to tickle me 😆💖😋 he is such a fucking tease i cannot with him, but i love him all the same💖🥰
And you wanna know what he said after he tickled me for damn near 5 minutes straight?
"Put that in your tickle blog~"
😶🙃💖😭WHY HE BULLY ME /jk /lh
Some days later, i believe during the weekend while at his place, he had left early morning for work and i decided to sleep in. After waking up, I helped his mother make her other sons' halloween costumes (It was really fun! My mother was a tailoress and she taught me how to mend clothes, so doing this with my boyfriend's mother felt like i was doing clothes with my momma again, and it was great 🥰💖 God bless that woman, I love her so much!)
Around mid-afternoon, my boyfriend came home from work, ad we just cuddled for the rest of the day. and once again, my boyfriend's hands started to travel up my sides and he started tickling me once again. And while I was laughing my ass off, he says, and I quote:
"Would you write about this in our tickle blog? Dear tickle blog, today my boyfriend tickled me till i couldn't breathe~"
I HATE TO ADMIT IT BUT HE DID😭😆💖
Yknow the type of laugh that just has your mouth open, nothing coming out but just air (best kind of laughs in my opinion) but yeah, he had me silent laughing.
Cut to a few days later, my boyfriend and I were getting a midnight snack. At first I thought he was being cute by hugging me from behind (how wrong I was😅) ofc he starts tickling me, and idk y but i was just very sensitive that night and I literally crumbled to the kitchen floor, and he followed me down. He sat down on the floor with me between his legs just tickling me.
"Let me gohohoho!" "Nope, I've got you right where I want you."
where we were sitting, we had a clear view of the oven door, and he goes, "Who's that giggly girl? Who is she? Do you know her?"
THE BABY TALK I CANT AHHHH 😆😆💖🥰
After that, he started tickling a part on my upper/inner thigh and oh my God. I was bucking around and laughing like a maniac, and my boyfriend couldn't help but laugh along to. He would stop after a while and ask "Are you okay?" while laughing and then do it again. His grip around me was strong but i was thrashing around a lot. "You almost knocked me off a few times there."
After he finished torturing me, he stood up, looked down at me and grinned, "Put that in your tickle blog"
"You're evil"
"Oh, dont act like you didn't love it"
I couldn't say a word after that, cuz there were no lies detected
Three mornings ago, I'm sleeping over at my boyfriend's place, and me, I like sleeping in (but we had to get up and leave the house within the hour to get to campus) but our classes started late so we had time. This man climbs on top of me and starts tickling me for like 10 minutes straight
"Rise and shine honey" "Come on, laugh for me, baby~" "Who's my tickly girl?"
AHHHHHHH I CANT WITH HIM 💖😆😭
After he finished tickling me, he craddled me in his arms and pulled me in close, hugging and kissing me sweetly.
"You don't know how happy I am that you're ticklish."
"What do you mean?"
"It's my way of giving back to you for all you do to me. I may not always give you pleasure in certain ways, but having you laugh and squirm around in my arms, and cuddle close to my chest... it makes me really happy, because it makes you happy."
WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE HIM 😭💖💖🥰 I LOVE HIM SO MUCH OMGGGG 💖💖🥰😍
And a few days ago, my boyfriend and I had a day out with our families to have them meet (his mother and 2 younger brothers, my father and sister), and everything went along better than expected. Throughout our time out, I had wore a crop top with short shorts and ofc, my boyfriend would sneak in some tickles to my sides every now and again.
After our day out, my boyfriend's mother drove us back to campus. While driving back, my boyfriend wrapped his arm around me and started tickling me; my sides, belly, thighs, behind my knees, neck
AND I COULDN'T MOVE CUZ WE WERE IN A CAR 😭😭😭I WAS LEGIT TRAPPED
But id be lying if i said that wasn't fun. When he finished tickling me, he whispered, "Put that in your tickle blog."
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhh he's never letting me live that down
This was a very long TTS, only because it was covering a plethora of days and crammed it all into one. Stay tuned for another one!
Tagging the fwends: @giggly-squiggily @sunstone-smiles @burningablaze @cutesmokes @otomiyaa
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I need to do hw but im feeling nauseous rn so im opting to read honey and tangerines instead to decompress for a bit before jumping into it
Anywaysssss
"The roads were even emptier than before, and Tommy watched Wilbur pull up to a stoplight, only for the light to immediately switch to green as soon as they got close."
This line /pos
It's the thing!!! The thing i love about your writing!!
It's such a... personal touch to it. You didn't have to add that detail. Most people would've described more basic driving, or even having the light stay red. But you decided to make it turn green. And it's just. Idk I really really appreciate that. It connects sm deeper to me. It makes it feel like I'm living in the world, not just reading it. Like idk what it is about those tiny details, but they mean everything to me
You're So good at making the scene feel real, making me feel immersed. I notice it in all your fics, but because of honey and tangerines being a modern au, I notice it that much more. It's really special to me :(
"I've missed you."
DAWG IM GONNA BAWL MY EYES OUT OHKYGOD
"I missed you too," Wilbur said quietly, gently squeezing his shoulder.
CAN ANYONE HEAR MEEE OOOHHMUGUDKFJFKGLGLFKFKD
I love crimeboys so much:( i find their dynamic so unique
Which is funny bc i compare them to every media i consume and make Every character dynamic i even kinda like, them
But I feel like it's only bc I know crimeboys, and none of those other dynamics give me the same Emotion that crimeboys does
Like ik I've made sandduo my personality (i find it funny FJFJ) and dear lord. They mean a lot to me. But crimeboys will always have a special place in my heart, and in general I think there's just something truly special about them. Likeee their dynamic is just top tier man. And normally I hate /hj popular things LMAO but with crimeboys I'm just like Amen, deserved 1000/10 🙏
thank you aaaa I love adding in tiny details like that. the light turns green the moment wilbur pulls up to the intersection. there's no reason to say that, but I love adding in those small things to just make the scene feel more real, y'know? I love when people notice those especially in my more slice of life type stuff like honey and tangerines. just tiny moments that make it feel more like real life
god the "I miss you" lines those hit so hard waaaaa the brothers just missed each other yknow??? you're making me emotional remembering this fic
yeah idk there's just something about crimeboys that makes us all insane. tommy and wilbur put something in the water when they rped one of the messiest and most complex brotherly dynamics of all time. they mean so much to me too :(
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really enjoying some unexpected parts of getting back into fnaf mostly relating to some bangers hidden within but other stuff like how much bigger and better help wanted 2 is than the first one (and the credits song goes hard) though i cant really say whether ive completed my bitter adult metamorphosis yet or if most of the other newer stuff is truly as mid as it seems to me
in security breach i liked the staffbots and main cast design wise, the musicman boss theme is awesome and i do like the way they tried something new even if it fails as an actual horror game. or a coherent game for that matter. its really easy to speak about it when you only watched a playthrough of it of course but its an interesting reimagining in the end (though i do remember feeling pure scorn at the beginning. like EW thats what modern fnaf is like? discustanggggg' but yknow. starting to appreciate the thought behind it a bit). i didnt connect to any of the characters like, at all though. predictably, roxy is of course my favorite but only aesthetically. not a fan of how shes characterized at all. lots of people apparently got emotional with her in the ruin dlc but like, man, idk. i just cant care about any of this when im only being given crumbs of story lol. the environment does look pretty cool but its still meh. interesting to see the fnaf concepts in this light but still not as good as the scott era overall
help wanted was like, neat. glitchtrap is still kind of a stupid idea and the costume is even worse. guy looks like a dopey pug. the game itself is nice in concept but doesnt have much else going on that really takes advantage of the world, unlike hw2 which almost makes it look like a demo.
i really love the idea of the curse of dreadbear dlc for hw but i got instantly turned off bc apparently its mostly just reskins of games that were already there. which is how halloween content has been in the past but like.. cmon man
ive also seen bits and pieces of the mobile AR game (that somehow got created. just one venue i was not expecting them to explore) in story related videos and its like. the idea is interesting but the skins are again just goofy and AR just breaks any illusion of danger when the 3d environment gets desynced with the characters and stuff. didnt even bother seeing gameplay of it but what ive been shown really doesnt interest me
theres probably more that i just dont know of but help wanted 2 has been really really great. my favorite so far of the non-scott era, a lot of fun ideas using pre-existing characters in new and interesting ways
overall. i dunno still! heard this be said in a video once that the 2d fnaf games were like a spectator sport and like, yeah. i do remember being a lot more active in lore discussions in fandom spaces and stuff but i just dont really care about speculating anymore. and that is kind of helped by the way im just arriving so late on the scene bc if i end coming up with an interesting idea its like basically guaranteed someone already made a video about it lol. its not as fun when youre keeping up with releases and being in the moment
like, the secret of the mimic game Just released. i dont give a shit about another game based on those damn books and even less so when the apparent mascot is a generic-looking clown. i wish i was there for when help wanted 2 released but even then since its a vr game i wouldnt even have been able to play it so id remain a spectator either way
eh. im just happy its still going. help wanted 2 gives me hope they still somewhat care (cared?) about the pre-sb era and ive been having fun seeing springtrap in dead by daylight and the fnaf movie.
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walks back in. and the scions too. what's the dynamic what's going on there. walks out
the scions my friendssss :D except it's a little more complicated than that for hilde. ohhh the can of worms.
minfilia is... someone who ultimately he cared about because thancred cares about her. she wasn't unkind to him but like. he spent his whole life doing what he was told by his parents & various superiors. after just coming out of garlemald minfilia was pretty much just another superior who didn't utterly wreck him if he disobeyed or performed too poorly (but the threat was always looming even if he did not realise he even felt threatened at all until years later. yknow how it is with trauma). she was friendly & all! but uhhh. you think arr hilde would get close to his BOSS? i suppose that goes against his closeness w raya-o & a-ruhn as his whm instructors but like. raya-o never really... treated him like a pupil much. it felt more like she was helping him on equal footing. & a-ruhn has the same age gap w hilde that hilde has with nero that thing's a fucking toddler he's not taking shit from a toddler (a-ruhn's animosity was very teenish which was like. impossible for hilde to find even slightly intimidating). with the scions everyone looked to minfilia & it was also a lot more like... organised? neat & tidy? it wasn't like. yeah go out to that random camp in the forest theres a 21 y/o trying to teach you a spell that honestly isnt that cool. it was more The boss has summoned you come to this Building that we Own talk to the Secretary go get your Assignment & your Assignment could get you & many others killed btw! like. i honestly think being with the scions was nottt healthy for hilde at first he went from actively being dehumanised in garlemald to being essentially treated as a living weapon by a well-meaning Group of People who all had connections to each other & hildegarde was the Outsider, the one in the minority, the New Guy. & it wasn't really minfilia's fault. but she did not help his self-perception. & to this day he doesn't really know how to feel about her. they have a connection due to both having the echo but the more rebellious part of him that's resurfaced thanks to (gestures vaguely at shb/post shb/edw/lachesis) like. it feels like he's pushing up against an authority figure that isn't even there anymore when he thinks of her. thinks of all the ways he could've handled situations better. of how her being the authority figure among the scions is also why she ended up becoming hydaelyn's vessel. & she fully accepted & welcomed it, but also like... it does put her on higher footing, doesn't it?
it took him a while to warm up to urianger due to urianger being the way that he is. not much to warm up to for a while. found him amicable but intimidating as a figure who'd often be standing in the back saying... clever things. the warring triad did make him less subconsciously wary of urianger but initially he really felt like one of the "higher ranking scions", so a Superior, &. see above. urianger showing more of himself through being around unukalhai helped hilde see him as his own person rather than just Some Sort Of Authority, & the "betrayal" with the warriors of darkness is what really got him intrigued. obviously don't get to get to know him much more until shb though. & so after everything in the msq they are close friends as fellow Not Fucking Sharing Shit About Their Inner Turmoil guys! urianger was willing to open up with him which meant a Lot but even without that like... i mean hilde isn't stupid he could tell how much it sucked for him back in post hw too. & in shb too. urianger is not good at concealing his emotions when things come to a head. urianger is also one of the scions least likely to judge or admonish hildegarde for his grief & generally very strong emotions that may conflict with what his reason tells him. that is to say his immense compassion for the ascians & all that. how he wishes he could've done something to give elidibus a kinder death, or another chance at life entirely. how he wishes it could've ended differently with emet. it's probably not something he shares until post elpis but like he does share it! i think uri & him tell each other stuff they don't necessarily tell others except for y'shtola bc good fucking luck trying to hide something from y'shtola. also they clown on thancred together so it really gets to hilde when urianger takes thancred's side literally anytime
speaking of THANCRED... man. theyyyy got infatuated pretty quicklyyyy & his tendency to put everything on himself awakened the I Can Fix Him in hilde in arr. looking at the magical knowledge he already had & the fact he was pretty damn good at magitek shit despite not giving a fuckkk abt it solely bc he asked nero endless questions back in the day he was like. if thancred is going to feel responsible for people being tempered i will simply have to find a way to cure tempering so he stops blaming himself. cue the start of one of the most unhealthy relationships he's ever had with a person that didn't wish him ill 🎉 they NEVER got official bc thancred's always everywhere so good luck getting ahold of him long enough to get anything going but also they just didnt talkkk about feelings like thatttt. they spent some time together in post arr during downtime but well. emotionally unavailable thancred & doesnt know how to people hildegarde 🫶 great going chucklenuts. during post hw while hilde was very relieved to see him back there was some friction over thancred getting protective wrt aymeric asking hilde to do stuff like participate in the tourney thing & all that. it was one of those "i don't mind doing this! the scions aren't any different in asking me to do things for them! ... hey wait a minute the scions aren't any different in asking me to do things for them" moments that gave hilde pause. not nearly enough to get anywhere healthy with his views of himself though, just enough to side with aymeric (another thing that could've pushed them closer together... but alas. the msq. well they did get closer but. yeah) late & post stb was a good amount of hilde beefing with thancred over petty things bc he was on edge but not enough Heavy Shit was happening & anyway why are you always gone?? you're impossible to talk to! it's like you don't want to be around me or something! (thancred passes out) Uh Oh (regret) & then well shb. all that shittttt. they finally got closer LIKE TWO NORMAL PEOPLE but well the end of shb kinda. um. hilde was way too broken for. anything LOL! they had a talk about whatever the fuck situationship they had, decided to Not go forth with anything but to actually like, start relying on each other better. & so they do. but there's also animosity bc of ideological differences & thancred being a hater so they have sort of frequent spats... clears throat. they're not always serious but uh. likely thancred will have things to say when he finds out about emet's return. lol. i'll. work that out later XDDDD
papalymo! 🎉 one of the first scions he's met! also an Authority Figure but also he's small & lyse never everrrrr takes him seriously which put hilde at ease. lyse really did a lot to put hilde at ease intentionally or not in retrospect. best friends forever! like i said! anyway hilde misses papalymo & yes he does. kind of. blame himself for papalymo dying. he's got the blessing of light right? that has to mean his aether is like special right?? surely if he stays papalymo's entire aether won't get obliterated!!! papalymo please!! (cut to shb) oh my god his aether is special. oh no he's the monster he always thought himself to be. oh no- this isn't about that. but it is also similar to his thought process whenever he thinks of papalymo. leads to him thinking about all his failings & all the wrong he's done... yeppp. he appreciated papalymo for well. being reliable. for helping lyse too, retroactively. & he is grateful the two of them introduced him to the scions of course (even if again not good for him at all at first)
lyse... eugghfgu. well ive said it already. & yeah she was one of the people who he got on with fastest. not as fast as alphinaud but . yeah
y'shtolaaaaa. can't hide anything from her & at this point he doesn't even try anymore! matter of fact, in post shb he relied a fair bit on her to stay somewhat sane (he was Deeply Not Sane but ignore that) by checking with her how his aether was doing like. everyday. going up to her like do i look weird? is it still gone? is it really over? so on so forth. he trusts her a lot because of just. how much integrity she's always had. she was intimidating at first but out of all the scions i think he ended up adopting values closest to hers. she was always bold & uncompromising with the things that mattered to her, & that was really impressive & admirable to hilde especially considering how noble her beliefs were to him. she's kind of the platonic ideal of a scion in his mind. her not recognising him in shb after he already had concerns about the light absorption really hurt him even if it wasn't malicious or anything, it was more... a concern that she, too, believed him to be a monster - because if she of all people, the one who'd been arguing in favour of the, eh, "beast tribes" from the start, agreed with him then certainly he was done for. that she couldn't tell him from his aether bc of how bad he was corrupted? mannnn. that sucked. he kind of kept a fear of her thinking ill of him for some time afterwards, but ultimately she IS one of the scions he relies on most. rated top 3 scions he likely tells about his plan to give the ascians a chance at an actual normal life. yeappp. doubtless they do a shit ton of research together that would not be sanctioned by sharlayan or whatever other authorities on Knowledge there may ever be 🫶
g'raha voted also top 3 scions hilde tells about the Ascian Rescue Plan (basically what it is innit...). he has an incredibly unique lived experience & is trustworthy in all the right ways for him to be made aware of it. his reverence for hilde did put him off a lot initially but once he got past the awkwardness of being regarded so highly (& once g'raha became less starstruck) they got to become better friends. admittedly going through a bunch of horrific shit together helped, as miserable as it was, but yeah. i'm getting eyes seepy so im probably gonna type shorter now but like. yeah! that's his friend. they talk about concerning things together. they'd die for other people together. raha is also one of the least likely to judge him if he ever did admit to like... genuinely wanting to head to the tempest on his own & let himself transform. one thing about raha is that he's a FREAK! he's got an interesting moral code & we are so lucky he uses his scheming mind for good rather than evil
ESTINIEN MY MAN!!!!!! very good friends with hilde. the era of heavensward conflict is long gone! they are just hanging out. i think they travel together more than the game shows, even if they don't necessarily stick around each other. they just both travel a bunch so on occasion they make the trip together. estinien is so incredibly chill & non judgemental bc he's super straightforward & doesn't really bother with like... the nerd shit the other scions give a shit about. & it's a presence hilde really needs sometimes! so there's stuff that probably no one else has heard about that estinien knows about hilde because he just Does Not Gaf Like That. very nice safety net to have emotionally. hilde's headmates also really like him & while hilde is usually fronting if the convo even slightly appeals to another headmate they get dragged into front instantly. & well it doesn't really weird estinien out. have i mentioned estinien is a system to me. anyway yeah they're. yeah!! pals! hanging out!!! trust in each other! woo!
krileeeeeeeee ohhhh krile. hilde cares a lot about krile. surely he would've had a similar relationship with minfilia if she hadn't been. y'know. the antecedent. there's kinship there bc of the echo even if it manifests differently. they don't really share a lot with each other generally but they don't, need to? krile doesn't have the same amount of baggage as everyone else & seems to be coping pretty well with shit all things considered. they do hang out every so often to get food or just go sightseeing though. dragging krile from her office job of restoring the students of baldesion to go hiking in coerthas
tataru, alphinaud & alisaie are undeniably the most important scions to hilde. how could they not be!!
tataru is always there for him. she doesn't know all that happens, he certainly does not tell her jack nor shit, but she's always doing the most to help her fellow scions & was also one of the most welcoming members when he first joined. & with the whole heavensward shit... yeah. going somewhere without tataru to cheer him on from the sides feels wrong. maybe that's why shb went so badly. joking but. yeah lmao. there's shared experiences they have (with alphinaud too) that formed a really unique & important bond to him, & he will always take time out of his schedule to check up on her if he can. she's been there for him from the start & he will always return it to the best of his ability.
from the very beginning alphinaud & alisaie were set apart from the rest of the scions. they came to eorzea on the same carriage as he (& also they're 16 so def not intimidating or authority in any way lmao), & therefore while he felt like an outsider with the scions it was always different with them. alphinaud was certainly vainglorious but he was also a young, naive teen with big dreams, & when everyone was captured it was just him & alphinaud for a time. & then again in heavensward. life wanted for them to spend a lot of time relying on each other, which forged a strong bond. hildegarde would not hesitate even a second to lay down his life for alphinaud, & the same goes for tataru & alisaie - though he only got to bond with alisaie properly later he was always concerned for her when she wasn't around. she was a 16 y/o going around doing dangerous stuff on her own! when thancred brought her back unconscious it became an automatic "yeah sure i'll fucking die for her too who gives a shit not me that's for sure". getting to spend more time with her in stb & post stb cemented their friendship & the kind of... mentor, sort of parental vibe hilde has for the twins? & then shb obviously. he ran to find alisaie first. how could he not, with how distressed she'd been at their parting? yeah. yeahhh. hilde loves the twins. they're like his kids. they're not gonna like the stepfather (joking. we know they don't hate emet)
so um. yeah! quick shoutout to the others like riol coultenet hoary boulder & ofc our departed legends moenbryda & ysayle. they COUNT!! TO ME!!!!! & I LOVE THEM & hilde misses them. hilde thinks riol is like cooler thancred, jokingly
also another shoutout to ryne she's another daughter to hilde & she ALSO COUNTS. would've stolen him from thancred if he hadn't been the father who stepped up 10/10
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thing i want to know about you: what do you think you'd be like if you were at hogwarts? yknow, what kind of student, friend, would you play quidditch, be in a club? what would your favorite class be? how would you feel about the ghosts? favorite places in the castle? etc etc tell me how you'd fucking wear your tie, whatever comes to mind
(I'll take this as if I'm 11 when I got my hogwarts letter+as if I lived in UK)
Well first of when I'd get my Hogwarts letter I'd be surprised and confused. Then I'd get really excited, like really excited.
I'd fill my trunk with a few peices of muggle attire, my robes and school clothing, my school books, some money and a lot of books that I was interested in.
I'd probably make a few friends and be friendly with everyone else (or as much as I can be) and try and keep to myself. My sorting would end up with me going to Ravenclaw, with the other possible house being Slytherin.
I would cheer for my house/friends on the Quidditch pitch but not participate as I'm not a sporty person. I would read and hear plenty about the sport though, and maybe take on the role of commentator in my third or forth year if I'm allowed.
My favourite classes would depend. DADA, Potions and History of Magic, I think. Charms and Herbolgy would probably be next.
I don't think I'd stay in Hogwarts over the Christmas holidays, and I also don't think, in normal circumstances, I would either visit my friends house or invite them over.
I'd most definitely would visit Hogsmeade, but my go to would be the bookshop or Honeydukes instead of the Three Broomsticks. I'd probably also want to visit the shrieking shack.
About the ghosts I wouldn't fear them, that's for sure. I think I'd keep my distance for a while before asking them questions about their life, Hogwarts secret places, maybe even help in HW if I was really struggling. I think I'd be very interested in the grey lady bc of her immediate connection to Hogwarts, and the fact that she's probably the oldest ghost in the palace. I'd try and keep away from Peeves and perhaps befriend the House elves. I think if I were ever to see the kitchen or room of requirement (if like the HP books didn't exist), it'd be some ghost/older student I'd befriended telling me. The room of requirement would probably be like a library with a bed in the middle and water and ice-cream or chocolates as snacks.
Additional classes in my third year would have Arithmancy and Ancient Runes, and maybe Care of Magical Creatures, but definitely not Divination.
The kind of student I'd be would be like Hermione, but without the many rule-breaking she does. But, I would not reach out to correct every student without permission, and if someone's struggling I'd probably ask them if the want help after I finish my work.
I'd be a friend just as I am irl, chatty and loud around those I know and rather invisible around those I don't, but not a shy or nervous person. I'd try my absolute best to not make enemies, but would stand up for friends even to the richest, most popular kid; and would not encourage bullying. At the same time, I'd try and make sure my friends weren't doing bad things and would make sure they studied, if I realised my friends were bad and weren't planning on changing, J'd leave them.
I also think I'd become a prefect and maybe head girl, I wouldn't be like Percy, Malfoy or Remus though. I'd be kind and understanding and prevent rule breaking.
I'd probably be a bit judgy tho, tbh. Not like gossip girl but like I have strong opinions and so if someone got on my wrong side I'd probably wouldn't be the nicest to them. My favourite spot in teh castle would be my dormitory, the library, the Forest plus the astronomy tower.
As for my OWLs or NEWTs, I don't think I'd get a D, P, or T in any. Maybe an A in Herbology or Transfiguration (although I'd hope for higher).
Clubs would be umm.. I guess the duelling one? And a chess club if there is one. I don't really remember which clubs Hogwarts had so tell me which ones and I'll tell you!!
I probably wouldn't date anyone, and a future career would probably be writer or teacher.
Thanks for the ask!! Tell me if there's anything else you'd like to know!
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blasts you with good vibes beams
omg ty ;-;;!!
#it's lunar new years and im going CRAZY because I WANT MY CURRY BUNS but they have meat and going in line with Vietnamese Buddhism#i have to be vegetarian for a day#it is currently the 23 tho so Im fine to eat now but i've been busy doing hw that i was avoiding all day lol#anyways! chuc mung nam moi! :)#i like some good vibes nom nom nom nom#yknow what tho#*takes out mirror*#*blasts you with your own good vibes beam*#*hehehe*#ask
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Here to remind you that your amazing! Remember to drink water and take any meds you have! Have a good day and night!
thahnk yew!!
#weekend has been shit tbh#im not taking any meds but i would like some please#does anyone have pills that clears your mind and soul from being pissed at shitty teammates#god i hate people#not hate hate but yknow#hate#speaking of water i forgot to drink for a good 6 hours yesterday and was wondering why the fuck something felt off lol#was fucking sad the whole day for no reason and then like oh yeah shit you didn't drink water you silly bastard#felt better afterwards lmao#still have pile of hw..school is brutal 😂😂#add on curricular?#😔😔#exams are in two weeks and im descending#ugh#and tests are all crammed next week#have i mentioned a flipping pe assignment of having to record yourself for 8 minutes doing pe bullshit?#yeah fuck that too#seriously fuck everything#the fuck is with next week lol#i wanna get this over with#sorry for the large amount of complaining and ranting haha#but hey a good thing is that v8 is gonna arrive soon#have a nice day too anon!#and y'all#i appreciate y'all#...also i haven't studied yet#im so dead#haven't prepared a ppt and a speaking script due tuesday too#i just wanna yell fuck so badly rn 😂😂😂😂#i should stop talking and start doing my stuff now lol byee
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#another day another me questioning what the heck my gender is#like#am i bi or do i just like girls in a 'i'm your fan' way?#am i aro or am is it just because being in a relationship is not my top priority?#ya see i do imagine myself dating someone (and yes both male and female) and then i'm gonna ask myself 'okay but am i gonna like it irl?'#'was that romantic attraction or do i just like that person... as a person? or maybe it's infatuation??'#'was i being gay or was it because i loke how she looks? like have you seen how gorgeous she is?'#'wait... is it gay to be gay to a female character?'#'i would like to have a girlboss gf... but i also want to have a himbo bf.... what?'#'how the fuck do you know when you're in love? NO dont tell me that iT'lL jUsT cOmE fucking miss me with that bs'#and then there are times where i'm like 'yknow what? idfc anymore fuck gender... ok but what am i tho? who am i? where do i belong-'#good lord help me#ah gender the bane of my existence#aight imma shut up now i should be doing hw ffs#tw vent#vent tw#random things i say
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