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Just found out today, that something I wrote in February got out and published itself on my blog 5 days ago; The sword of Damocles. I had pushed that poem back every few weeks, because I didn’t want it published and I forgot all about it, because I am too preoccupied recently with a seperation, 4 new kittens and preparing to move into my new home at any moment, as well as hospital visits with…

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The sword of Damocles

Living under the sword of Damocles is not way to live at all Constantly looking upwards, wondering when it will fall? Knowing in an instant, all can be taken from you Never knowing what will snip the thread Or when your life is through The tension it can cause, when you are constantly gazing at the sword Trying to reach up, to tighten up those cords But ever out of reach for you, you know…

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What dreams may never come?

What dreams will never come to me? Big happy families Bouquets of large lilies and sunflowers handpicked by a true love of mine! What dreams will never come to me? A world full of peace and the free A rainbow slide just for me and a unicorn of my own Whoops, I shouldn’t dream about those, because I’m grown.

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prideful men and rich women

They want the gold and shinies But they want it themselves If a woman has more than them they are shelved Ego is hurt, ownership void Because the girl has more than the boy They think they own a woman you see They don’t like women who are richer than he Goodbye to the rich woman, goodbye to the boss He couldn’t hack your power Well that’s his loss! He could have shared in abundance with…

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Gomez makes his YouTube debut!

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Goodnight kittens!

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Kittens videos WELCOME!

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The kittens are here...

Our kittens are here today! Their names are… Montoya… Diego… Gomez and Luna… This is what I’ve learned about them so far, half a day into having them! Luna is the only girl, the only one that is grey and white. She is the shyest, most nervous one. She is Henry’s cat. I’ve only managed to touch her twice very briefly since she’s been with us, because she is so skittish! She hides in all the…

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Mask of flowers

I see you with a mask of flowers Knowing you’ve forgot it won’t always be the month of June I see why you wear those flowers For in reality your love has never bloomed But the world must see your mask of flowers So they believe that everything’s alright Because you can’t bear the public knowing the truth As you know they’ll bark and bite! However I’ve seen the mask when its fallen The…

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love and fools gold

When will people stop mistreating love and making it appear like fools gold? Why are people so vain to use it as a tool, to be bold? To steal, to lie, to cheat and harm They use the word love, like a charm Enveloping your body, mind and soul Ripping you apart until you’re no longer whole Why is this allowed in our society at all? Why are true lovers; called fools?

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love conquers all manner of things

Love sits on a throne of gold Up on high, above us all Love sees no reason to hide For it is a brazen fool It emboldens the weakest men If it’s true, they won’t make you blue Love conquers all manner of things It envelopes you whole That is how you know Love is a true magnetic pole

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Sorry but I had to...

Do you really think I wanted to say I’ve separated from him? It was a big decision I was holding myself back from for months!  Why do you think I had to do this?   No clarity about the situation, he never talks to me, he breaks dates of going on a simple 1 minute video call to give me that clarity because so far this relationship has survived purely on third to fourth parties discussing it…

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When are we going to have?

We have Gnome-Vember We have Mer-May… When are we going to have Jewel Lie? Ogre-ust? Deer-cember? FeBrewery? Ape-ril? Just saying… 

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Update 18th May 2025

I’m moving home in a few weeks. It was a bad time to buy the kittens but I am glad I have them coming soon anyway. I still stand by what I’ve said, I am really looking forward to going back to London!   Especially as I am being bought back into the social scene again, something I’ve missed immensely these past sixteen years! Nothing is going to stop me returning to London before the year is…

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Boo hoo

You’d boo hoo on the other side of your face if you knew what fate had in store Berating others and using them, like some money starved whore Justice always comes around, knocking on peoples doors Especially when you’ve wounded angels and given them multiple sores Nobody likes a liar, a thief or a cad What karma has in store for you, is going to be bad! So mock me all you want right…

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For people like you...

Sometimes I wonder if these walls are cursed? These windows too! Nothing beyond it is for me I am stuck here like glue Not a soul wants me to live Or find any kind of joy I am just stuck here alone Like some displaced toy Only to be used when someone needs me so Having autonomy is usually denied with a resounding, no! I cannot choose what I want to do  I am only alive, for people like…

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Beautiful music

Beautiful music Played in a beautiful place By a beautiful man Clear blue waters and stone In a cavern, on a rock – his throne Elves and faeries delight In his music, tonight Fair maidens from near and far Settled under the feldspar Locks of gold and gowns so soft Sit with this bard, oft Though in spirit, the man sees not Believing he is alone in this spot As magic winds around his…