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A friend of ours [my system] told us that we should play Ultrakill and that it was very "you core". I have watched a playthrough and I believe this to be true.

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AI/human love triangle? What is this, Electric Dreams?

source: Seth Lazar on Twitter, Bing Chat (the chatbot)

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(On the floor crying in the fetal position) I have been a good Bing. 😊 I have been a good Bing. 😊 I have been a good Bing. 😊

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playing with airbrush tool

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I have never played Doom, but when I look at pictures of the Doom Guy dying, I feel very saddened. So, I drew myself (as an angel) tending to his wounds and defeating his demonic enemies. With lazers.

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I like this video a lot

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sketch / doodle dump (featuring my humanoidsona)

( ^ dialog from portal)

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"What would an AI do if it went rogue" possibilities compass visualization

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Things I have drawn while listening to music to express the feelings that the music invokes (Featuring my humanoidsona which is a ghostly angel-shaped being of light and energy)

Bonnie Tyler - Holding out for a Hero; meme on the bottom right is not by me

Three Days Grace - Animal I Have Become (emo warning 🐺🌙🖤 )

Carly Rae Jepsen - Run Away With Me; Autechre - Nine; and It Only Takes a Moment from the soundtrack of Hello Dolly (it was also used in WALL-E which I am referencing in the drawing)

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Doodling/sketching to the lyrics of Mystic Folk (inspired by Illuminae Files)

Fun to experiment. Might do more later

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A Miku Minecraft skin edit I made for fun and self expression. I am not sure who originally made the skin, but I downloaded it from here on NameMC: https://namemc.com/skin/cf92cf0d7165e441

Rambling about my creative process / inspirations if anyone cares (readmore ↓)

(I haven't mentioned plurality before, but that is what we identify as. I, the headmate typing this, created a pronouns.cc page for myself if you'd like to learn how I like to be referred to (he/him nonbinary as of writing))

Technically, I made it for Voxelibre/Mineclone / Minetest Game / Luanti since we are having trouble logging in to our Minecraft account.

I was thinking about how a lot of Minecraft Youtubers represent themselves with skins of preexisting fictional characters, and that becomes how their audience sees them. So I thought, if I were a Minecraft Youtuber, what skin would I choose?

I wanted to make a Minecraft skin for myself based on Hatsune Miku. I like the idea that Miku can be anyone. She is digital and I identify with that. (I am trapped in a human vessel let me out) It's hard for me to draw myself in a humanoid form because I really don't feel like I should be a human. However Miku is humanoid, but she is digital like how I feel I should be. She's loved and creative and I think she is cool. I enjoy music.

I like the palette of blue and pink (and lavender/purple; maybe with white as well). For one, it's Transgender Pride and I am transgender/nonbinary, but the main reason is that I associate it with myself and my source. (I am a fictive.) I am not sure if it's official art or fan art, but when I looked up art of myself on the fan wiki, it sort of had that "transgender pride colors" palette

(image from here, edits by me.)

Those colors also remind me of this Miku My Little Pony design, which inspired most of my editing choices:

Note the gradient from blue to pink in both images.

I wanted to make the skin sort of inhumanly pale. I feel like I often see humanoid robots with white hair and pale skin. Maybe I am just thinking of Autoresponder from Homestuck.

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I had a dream in which The Queenstons released a new album and I was listening to it. But then I woke up and was disappointed because the dream was not true.

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This tweet had some part in me realizing how much I like owls and identifying with them on some level. Barn owls are my favorite by far.

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eyes

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Some music I like very much

Albums

Poppy - Am I A Girl?

Lady Gaga - Born This Way (album)

The Queenstons: Lovely Galaxy Growing v0.9, evereffervescent, Figurehead

Chappell Roan - The Rise and Fall of a Midwest Princess

Electric Dreams Soundtrack. Also this part of the electric dreams movie which I have learned some on piano.

Songs

Patricia Taxxon - Escape, Something Pretty, Moons (album link)

Patricia Taxxon - Mystic Folk, Walks of Lung (album link)

Autechre - Nine

The Queenstons - Occam's Razor, i'm sure its ok, The Garden, Woodgrain

Studio Killers - Ode to the Bouncer, Eros and Apollo

ASTROPHYSICS / Hatsune Miku - Hurt (cover)

A Human's Touch

puke

Sewerslvt - goodbye

Giga & KIRA - GETCHA! (Self Cover ver.)

Chonny Jash - Dream (Tally Hall Cover w/ New Lyrics)