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Final Draft Research project

The topic of my massive semester long research paper is Black holes. I have now been working on this for an entire semester of school and tonight was the last night of the class. This paper is going to cover all the research I have done and all the work I have put into this project as a hole. It has been one interesting journey with lots of learning and growth.

I want this paper to be something that other people will be interested in, leaving lots of questions that they would want to seek the answers too but answering enough that they feel like the cup is almost full. I want to be able to teach people something new that doesn’t get shared or talked about as much. I want to talk about the origin of black holes and different the different types of holes and what they are. What happens when a star goes super nova and the different things that could happen to near by solar systems.

Many don’t think that the study of space has any significance, and that it doesn’t really matter. Everyone is wrong that says that. Its our future. I want to convince people that the study of space and the fabric it lies in is interesting and important. There is a lot to learn and I want to share that with anyone that reads.

One type of black hole would be a primordial black hole. Its a hypothetical type of black hole that was formed soon after what we call the Big Bang Theory. A Gravitational wave burst is a one-time event. These events are emitted in frequencies in the range of both LIGO and LISA (different frequency ranges) Using these different “events” as long as we capture them, we can then determine the mass, spin and spatial distributions of the Primordial Black hole. You also have normal black holes. These are larger in size and much more powerful. These black holes contain a material we call Cold Dark Matter. This is something that we currently don’t know much about but are in the process of finding out more information as we continue our research into the fabric of space the these monsters we call Black Holes. Black holes can also end up merging together and continue to grow as they do so. as they grow the gravitational waves emitted become immensely stronger. This source is all about these events and what they do. It gives a small insight on where black holes may have come from using the Big Bang theory as a backup but no one really knows where they originated from.

When it comes to the fabric of space, time plays a role in it. I am not sure how much of a role that it plays but this is something that I will want to do research on. I have a really good family friend that teaches astronomy at the Brigham young university and I can use him as a source for information that I can use to further the understanding of the different things that I will write about for this assignment.

One of my goals in this, would to not only teach and inform other people, but to learn more about space myself. There are a lot of different ways to appeal to a reader, and many readers only find interest in a given thing if your presentation of that appeals to them. Some people get hooked in a lot deeper if you use emotion and wonder right at the start, whereas some get pulled in by facts and statistics. I want to be able to use both in my research to try and snag both those groups of people. I feel that most people like to be moved by something but finding that something can be difficult for most. I don’t know how many people might be moved by this but the most important thing is that I will move myself. I will further my understanding, And hopefully begin to fill my glass that is seeking out the curios things in the universe.

To truly cover “black holes” in a whole, I need to go more in depth about dark matter and dark energy as they both play a role on black holes and just about everything else in space. This is a source about both and I like it.

When it comes to dark energy, there is more about it that is unknown that there is known by mankind. The only reason we know how much dark energy there is, is because of the way it acts on the expansion of the universe, other than that, dark energy is a complete mystery to us in a whole. It is a very important mystery though, as it makes up roughly 68% of the universe. Dark matter makes up about 27%. When it comes to all of the normal matter that we are all familiar with, like the earth, rock, metal, and everything made from any given planet only makes up 5% of all the mass in the universe.

Dark matter, its dark, it’s not in stars or planets. All of our observations show that there is actually far too little visible matter in the universe to make up the 27% they say there is. It’s also not in the form of dark clouds of what we call “normal matter” things made up of particles called baryons. We know this because we can actually detect baryon particles by their absorption of radiation passing through them.

Dark matter isn’t what some people call anti matter, that is a common misconception. Baryonic matter could still make up the dark matter if it were all tied up in brown dwarfs or in small, dense chunks of heavy elements. These are called “massive compact halo objects” But the most common view is that dark matter is not baryonic at all, but that it is made up of other, more exotic particles like axions or WIMPS (weakly interacting massive particles) truth be told, we just can’t confirm anything

When it comes to the way this assignment is supposed to be graded and viewed, I am actually having a hard time trying to find a way to do this. No teacher has ever just said “there is no rules” to me. It makes it hard for me to stay focused and write what I should when there is no specific thing that I should be writing about. I feel like this will be a good learning experience for me and that I will be able to discover more of who I am as a writer instead of who my professor wants me to be. That’s how its been all through grade school and most of collage. I am suppose to write what the want me to write.

Formation of black holes may be constrained by intrinsic parameters characterizing them such as electric charge. Here we discuss the effects of a relatively minute excess of charge on extremal black hole formation and the horizon. We extend the implications of this argument to the formation of primordial black holes (PBH) in the early universe which gives a possible reason for the lack of detection of Hawking radiation. These charge limits also apply to dark matter (DM) particles that may form PHBs in the early universe. The constraint thus obtained on the electric charge of DM particles could also account for the required magnitude of the repulsive dark energy (DE) currently causing an accelerated universe which provides a possible unified picture of DM and DE.

I feel passionate about this subject and am glad I chose to continue studying this. When it comes to qualifications, is anyone really qualified to research anything? I feel that the only boundaries in place when it comes to research and different things you want to study are the ones that you put on yourself. As long as your trying that is good enough.

When it comes to the questions I may have while I do research on the many topics of space, there is always a good place to turn. Nasa has plenty of articles and a question database that I can turn to for answers, and I hope to find a question to something that they have yet to answer. I have a few articles that explain things really well that come straight from nasas website. In fact, we have now discovered a new black hole towards the center of our galaxy that is so big it shouldn’t exist. Its also doing something quite amazing! Its been spitting super nova starts out like candy and we cant explain what is going on with it.

Many people think of black holes as empty space or actual holes, but they are wrong. This source goes into detail about the matter of a black hole, and the size of said matter. A black hole is anything but empty space. Rather, it is a great amount of matter packed into a very small area. Think of a star ten times more massive than our sun squeezed into a sphere approximately the diameter of New York city. The result of that is a gravitational field so strong that nothing, not even light can escape its great pull. The idea of an object in space so dense and heavy that nothing could escape has been around since Einstein’s theory of general relativity. Which showed that when a massive star dies, it leaves behind a small, dense remnant core. If the cores mass is more than about three times the mass of the sun, the equations showed, the force of gravity would overwhelm all other forces and produce a black hole

Albert Einstein first predicted the existence of black holes in 1916, with his general theory of relativity. The term “black hole” was coined many years later in 1967 by American astronomer John Wheeler. After decades of black holes being known only as theoretical objects, the first physical black hole ever discovered was spotted in 1971.

Black holes are very strange, and also very fascinating objects found in outer space. They are very dense, (the densest object known to man) and has the strongest gravitational attraction that man has ever known, strong enough that light itself cannot escape its grasp if it comes near enough to it.

In 2019 the “Event Horizon Telescope release an image of a black hole. This was the first image ever captured actually showing the hole itself. You can’t actually see the hole itself. Its black, but you can see that the image maps the sudden loss of photons, particles of light. It also opens up a whole new area of research in these space objects we call black holes. Now that astronomers know what a black hole looks like we can begin to further our study in them. So far we have been able to identify 3 types of black holes, stellar black holes, supermassive black holes, and intermediate black holes.

A seller black hole has a mass less that around 100X that of our sun, is made of one of the possible evolutionary endpoints of high mass stars. When the core of a star has burned into iron (finished itself off) energy production stops and the core rapidly collapses making a supernova explosion. If the core is big enough (about 2-3 solar masses – the max mass of a neutron star) the pressure of neutrons is not able to stop the force of the collapse and that is when a stellar black hole is formed. These holes are usually modelled as “Kerr black holes” these black holes usually have little electric charge to them.

Using our instruments to look further into these massive holes, there are currently around 20 or so X-ray binary systems that possibly contain stellar black holes. This number does continue to grow as we develop better and more sensitive instruments.

This article goes into further detail about an intermediate mass black hole. This is a class of black hole with masses ranging from 10^2 – 10^5 solar mass. This is significantly more than a stellar black hole I previously mentioned. The super massive black holes are around 10^5 – 10^9 solar mass. There have been several intermediate mass black hole candidate objects discovered in our galaxy and in others that are nearby, based on the indirect gas cloud velocity and accretion disk spectra observes of various evidentiary strength.

When it comes to discoveries for these intermediate mass black holes, we have only found a few. The first discovery happened just November 4 last year, a team of astronomers reported the discovery of what we call GCIRS 13E, this is the first intermediate mass black hole in our galaxy and right now it is orbiting 3 light years from Sagittarius A. this black hole is 1,300 solar masses and is sitting in a cluster of seven stars. This was possibly the remnant of a massive star cluster that had been stripped by its galactic center.

Works Cited

Garcia-Bellido, Juan, and Savvas Nesseris. “Gravitational Wave Energy Emission and Detection Rates of Primordial Black Hole Hyperbolic Encounters.” PHYSICS OF THE DARK UNIVERSE, vol. 21, pp. 61–69. EBSCOhost, doi:10.1016/j.dark.2018.06.001. Accessed 23 Oct. 2019.

Science.nasa.gov. (2019). Dark Energy, Dark Matter | Science Mission Directorate. [online] Available at: https://science.nasa.gov/astrophysics/focus-areas/what-is-dark-energy [Accessed 24 Oct. 2019].

Sivaram, C., et al. “Extremal Charged Black Holes, Dark Matter and Dark Energy.” Astrophysics and Space Science, no. 10, 2018, p. 1. EBSCOhost, doi:10.1007/s10509-018-3428-5.

“Black Holes.” NASA, NASA, https://science.nasa.gov/astrophysics/focus-areas/black-holes.

Redd, Nola Taylor. “Black Holes: Facts, Theory & Definition.” Space.com, Space, 11 July 2019, https://www.space.com/15421-black-holes-facts-formation-discovery-sdcmp.html.

“Stellar Black Hole: COSMOS.” Centre for Astrophysics and Supercomputing, http://astronomy.swin.edu.au/cosmos/S/Stellar Black Hole.

“Intermediate-Mass Black Hole.” Wikipedia, Wikimedia Foundation, 8 Oct. 2019, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intermediate-mass_black_hole.

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The Beginning to a Never Ending Journey

I started dating himtwo months before the end of my senior year. I didn’t have any set plans other than school that coming fall semester. Mostly because I was pressured into school by my parents. Three days before school started, my dad moved me into a dorm up at the University of Utah saying that I was causing problems with his marriage. So I was up at the University of Utah with two new roommates and about 96 miles away fromhim. We made an extra effort to see each other daily. I didn’t enjoy school at all. That was the first and last semester I spent up at the U. I came home the second semester and decided to work full time and pay off the student loan debt my dad got me into. In May, he proposed to me and the wedding planning began.

I lost one of my best friends Lynzie Mckee due to a fight. The fight was worth our friendship let’s put it that way. After a few months of planning for the wedding, I became stressed because of the overbearing stress of both families. mom was a pain in my ass and my parents weren’t easy either. mom caught us in room and threw a huge fit over it. Ever since then, my relationship with her has struggled. She told me and I couldn’t be alone together in the new townhouse moved into. She told that she would be the only woman that loved him when I walked out that door. This has been very hard for me to get over.

and I were married in the Salt Lake Temple on November 30th 2018. We have created a fully functional and healthy marriage so far. We do activities together and with friends, we plan our meals, we have created a budget, and we both work to provide each other. Right now, got a new job that pays him salary and gets a really nice check at the end of every month. I am still working full time at Alexander’s Print Advantage as a customer service representative for MyCanvas. We bought me a new Honda Civic because my Subaru’s transmission dropped. We are currently looking into getting a home and I am looking into going to cosmetology school. We are building a pretty great future together and it’s only getting better. It’s definitely a lot of hard work to get to where we are so far. I’m really excited though because the house we are looking at getting is four bedrooms and two bathrooms, has a nice kitchen and living room, and a great backyard. It was recently renovated and has a garage. It’s located in Springville which would be a drive to work every morning but wouldn’t be to bad.

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Look, I don’t know the full dynamics of our relationship anymore. Most of the time I really can’t stand you. I don’t know what is. You have changed a lot since we’ve met. You’re all awkward and weird. You’ve become very passive to my feelings and more concentrated on your own like you have zero concern for me as a person. It really bothers me because I feel like you think I’m obligated to hang out and you expect to hang out at least once a week. You don’t care about what is happening in my life. You just want to be in my life all the time. Truth is, I don’t want you in my life like this.

Recently I’ve been getting a sick feeling in my stomach when I’m around you (as rude as that sounds it’s true). I feel like you have been doing some things that I would be very uncomfortable knowing about if you told me. And I get that some things are personal but, everyone knows that we are heavily influenced by our friends whether we like it or not. The point is, I want to keep good friends around me. People who share the same standards, interests, and life style as me. We aren’t very similar anymore. I love the church. I stand by it 100%. I may not be perfect and I may show some rebellion in small ways, but I don’t let myself fall towards drinking, sex, and drugs. I feel like you haven’t been very honest with me. I think that before we met, you had intercourse with Josh. He felt guilty because he wanted to go on a mission and so he stopped dating you to prevent temptation. Working towards his goal for a year he realized he no longer wanted to go on a mission and wanted to get back with you. You had already gotten over him because you were sexually involved with that other guy (who’s name I can’t remember at the moment). He never got into an official relationship with you because it was friends with benefits for him. After he cut things off with you, you’ve been dating around. You’ve been more open to do whatever with whoever. I know this because I’m no idiot. I know the things you’ve done with Brendon. No one does those things out of nowhere without doing them beforehand. And your little comment about the hotel. That’s just nasty. You have no respect for yourself. You have become someone I don’t even know anymore. You think you can hide everything from me but you can’t. I read into everything and I don’t ignore my feelings.

Whatever you’ve been doing has brought on a negative feeling in my life when we hang out and I don’t like it. So either tell me what’s going on so I can help you with whatever or we stop hanging out. I can’t be around a bad influencer in my life. I really don’t have time for that. Grow up and pull your life together. I don’t want you to drag me down because you can’t act more mature.

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Thank you for being my date. Thank you for being my boyfriend. Thank you for being my best friend. Thank you for being my shoulder to cry on. Thank you for being the one person I can truly be myself around. Thank you for being there for me always. Thank you for going on shopping trips with for large amounts of time. Thank you for feeding me even though i’m picky. Thank you for marrying me. Thank you for being the perfect husband. Thank youfor all that you have done for me and our relationship.

Today we celebrate two years of being together. This coming November we will celebrate one year of marriage. Time is flying with you. I love being with you as much as possible. We always find something to talk about and I’m never bored when I’m with you. Life has become such an adventure and I’m glad that I have the privilege of living my best life with my loving man. I still remember the way you looked at me on our first date. I remember your cheesy unfulfilled pickup line. I remember you taking me on rides in your jeep. The Spring we met and the wonderful seasons we got to enjoy together.

We have been climbing in our relationship and in our lives and I wake up every morning so grateful that I have you laying next to me. I love knowing that even if no one else likes me or loves me, you always will. I don’t know what I would do without a strong and determined man to walk me through my struggles and be there every step of the way. As you can see I’m not entirely feminist because I openly admitted I need a strong man in my life to help me through it (this means you).

I have learned a lot about you in the last two years. You don’t like it when I stroke your feet (with or without socks), you sit when you pee, you flick boogers on the nearest wall or wipe them on your seat in your car or carpet, you walk off kilter, you fold your toilet paper when you poop, you hate the heat, you love skiing, you don’t like sleeping furthest from the door, you don’t like being tickled, very few pairs of pants fit you because of your height and waist, you work hard for what you want, you don’t like having more than two pairs of shoes at once, you binge watch t.v. when you find a show that you really like, you defend family members like crazy, you want to squeeze and kill cute animals because of how cute they are, you don’t drink nearly enough water, you prefer flavored water, you had a mole removed from your butt, you overthink every little thing, you don’t like holding my left hand because my ring ‘stabs’ your fingers, you’re paranoid about small things, you enjoy stargazing, you want to be an astronaut and work for NASA or space x, you love learning about the earth and destinations, you eat as if you were a bottomless pit, but most importantly that I’ve learned about you, is that you love me and always put me first. I love you so much.

I love it when you make me laugh after a longs day work. You know how to talk to me and help me. You have truly helped me become a better version of myself everyday. You are the highlight of my day everyday. I think about you all the time and I always want to make sure you are doing okay. Your well being is my priority. I want to make you happy and provide a happy life for you. I don’t want you to stress, or be worried, or unhappy. I want the best life for you. I love you baby. Nothing will ever change that. I’m sorry if I can’t solve all the problems life throws at you but just know I am trying my very best to help.

You mean everything to me. No one else compares to how perfect and amazing you are. I am the absolute luckiest girl in the world to have you as my eternal companion. I refuse to share you with another woman (unless it’s our daughter (s)). I love you I love you more than you will ever understand. I’m so blessed to have you for eternity and i will always treasure you and value you as a person. I have a high respect for you my love. I’m sorry for my imperfections and the fights i sometimes cause. Truly you don’t deserve that treatment. I’m very sorry.

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This entire week has been a struggle. The work days are long and my anxiety is building up when I get home, stressing about the work day that follows in the morning. Work doesn’t usually stress me out except for this week because I have just started my period on Wednesday night that truly manifested itself on Thursday morning. It’s been (as you can imagine) the greatest.

On top of the wonderful benefits for being a woman this time of month, you can’t forget your free mood swings and lack of emotional consciousness. Oh yes. If you’re like my sister in law you just had a baby and you are in for a long painful recovery down in the lower zone. Yes, she had her baby yesterday (Thursday 02/28/2019 @1:30 pm and I were late to the delivery and didn’t get to see our nephew born. At least we made it though. Owen (our new nephew) is such a darling baby.

Flash back to what happened before we went to the hospital to see the baby. I had left work at 11:20 am to meet back at the house to go down to the hospital together. I got home and he wasn’t there. My entire body was aching and I had to take Midol. I sat on the couch and watched Hannah Montana waiting n to come home. Three episodes later I mustered the strength to get up and make Taquitos came home five minutes after I put them into the oven. We waited for them to be done and then ate them. We both received a text from his mom that the baby was born. Disappointed I missed the birth of my first nephew, we got in the car and started our drive down to Santaquin.

I fell asleep because I was exhausted. We made it to the hospital and we checked in. We were greeted by smiles and an awkward standing routine next to hospital bed since all the sitting was occupied. s younger sister a senior in High School) excitedly stated that she was the first to hold the baby out of the family. “Wonderful.” I thought to myself. “gets to be the favorite aunt yet again to another child of Background history. This is second baby. The first one is. She was born before and I got married and has been fawned over ever since. has definitely become her favorite aunt. That’s fine it’s just I feel left out.

Latley I’ve felt like an outsider in his family no matter how hard I try to be apart of it. S went on a date with my cousin to her Sweethearts dance last weekend ( and I have taken them out on a few dates together since last summer). She was so excited to go with him last time I had spoken with her. They met at our house for the dance and we took pictures for mom. Then they were off for the dance. When I asked how the date went when we were at the hospital, she threw under the bus hard. She said that he was swearing and that he was on his phone a lot. She said she doesn’t want to go on another date with him or be associated with people like him. I was dumbstruck I didn’t even know how to respond. All I could think about was how much I hated judgmental people and how she thinks she’s better than. I shut down after that and didn’t talk to anyone very much. asked if anyone wanted to hold her baby. I said I wanted to and walked over to the sink to wash my hands.

After washing my hands I walked towards and subconsciously tucked my hair behind my ear. was right there and I quickly pulled my hair back over my ear hoping she wouldn’t see my cartilage piercing. I’m not sure if she did or not but after the judgment segment she had about, I wasn’t going to let her notify the family about my “transgression”. I think she saw because she looked at me differently since. The only good that came out of the whole situation was holding little Owen. It reminded me of when was born (my littlest brother) 8 years ago. Owen was small and quiet. He didn’t cry. It was such a tender moment for me.

Now let me go into detail about what else was uncomfortable. was talking to his family about housing. You can imagine where this was going. They don’t want us to move out of state we HAVE to stay in Utah. Blah blah blah BS. His mom doesn’t want us to move further North. How do I know this? Because she was recommending cities south by Santaquin. They are all saying how we don’t want to be far from family when we have a baby. I beg to differ. I don’t want to be far from my family but I don’t mind being a few hundred miles from. My kid is not their property or theirs to manipulate the mind of. I would rather be barren than give birth to a kid who grows up to be like them. Self-righteous and invasive. They are always talking to about how they can make me feel welcome. How about instead of telling me where to live, ask me where I would like to live and be supportive, instead of judging me for what I look like, compliment me on what you think looks good, instead of inviting us over for family dinner every Sunday lay off and wait for us to ask if we can come, instead of shutting down my opinions or speaking over me, listen. Instead of pointing out how great your family is and the talents of each family member, ask me about my family. I have stories I would love to share if given the chance to not have my family in the shadow of theirs. Instead of telling me I’m sweet for offering my help, let me help instead of having someone else in the family do it.

I still have bitter feelings towards his mom deep down. I try to push it out of my head but it’s really become an obstacle. Before we were married, got in a fight with his family and his mom said to him over the phone, “When walks out that door, I will be the only woman that loves you”. She doesn’t know that I know this but she should. I told he will not keep secrets from me. I won’t do the whole he has a relationship of secrets with his mom behind my back thing.

I’m a very reserved person. I feel like anytime I make progress with his family I hit a Factory Reset button or something. I’m an introvert. And his family is just too different from mine. I try to say something and somehow someway, they make me sound stupid. I don’t know if they do that on purpose or what. It really frustrates me. Around my family I can be myself without question. Nobody makes me feel stupid in a conversation. I hate family dinners parent’s house. They last forever and my Sunday evening is gone. I don’t want to do them every week anymore. Maybe once a month or so. It’s just too much for me to keep putting myself out there only to be shoved back into the ground. I don’t want to move near them. I like where we are right now. Until gets a job that doesn’t require him to be a specific office and I can quit my job, we are staying in Orem/Provo. And when we do have all the requirements met to move, no way in hell will I let us move closer to his parents. I want to be far enough away that a trip down there would be too much to ask for once a week. Maybe once a month. I want to move out of state.

The funny thing is, I don’t like people talking to me non-stop especially when I am not responding. It’s so annoying. Like for instance, I’m really bothered right now with the fact that I am here at work and one of my co-workers will not stop talking for the life of her. She’s like 55 years old I mean come one lady! Shut the fuck up! If I wanted to talk to you and engage in conversation, I would be talking to you. The fact that my back is turned and all you can do is yap yap yap really puts my teeth on edge. How do you not realize that you have become such a pest in the workplace. Shut up, do your work, don’t distract me. It’s that simple. Conversation here and there is fine. But please do not talk my ear off for 6 hours. I literally find relief and my headaches go away when you leave. At first I thought I was getting headaches from the soda but really, it’s you! That’s so stupid that I am only getting paid thirteen dollars an hour to sit here and listen to you. If I wanted to get paid to listen to you talk all day, I would have applied at an old folks home for fifteen an hour. Really I should look into applying to a place that pays more if I’m going to continue with this. Today has been absolute non-stop. I really don’t want to pick up Jordan’s slack because she wants to go on a field trip with her mediocre boyfriend for the weekend. She is always taking weekends off and it’s really annoying. “Can I have all the Fridays off?” Damn Jordan did you ever think maybe I want to kick off my weekend with no work? Freaking stupid as I’ll get out. I’m also super bitter because I have to find a new job that will work with my new school schedule. It’s frustrating. Tara said I could leave at 4:30 everyday until October but that’s not going to work come October because I can’t just change my school schedule. I’ve already packed my day to the max and no other school schedule works with this stupid MyCanvas job.I refuse to work here this October and forward. I will find a new and better job. I need to get out of here ASAP. I know this may be dumb, but this job gives me serious anxiety. It’s so stupid I know but it’s not worth another December to be here. The money isn't worth shit. I need to prioritize school and my hubby. I also need to help make money for our hopefully new house in a few weeks.

So I just checked the Red Tags spreadsheet and a customer placed an order two days before I left for my trip to Arizona on Thursday. Apparently this is a special customer and her orders have to be done a certain way. Well Jordan told me to keep up with her order and make sure it gets properly cut and that it’s perfect. She knew I had a trip and couldn’t do that and yet she still told me this. I did what I could and left for my trip. Sure enough, when I got back the job was not done properly and Jordan had to put in a red tag for her order. Then on our Red Tag spreadsheet, Jordan had to explain what happened and why we were putting in a reprint and she said it was because she “forgot to train me”. BULLSHIT! Damn even when I’m gone and not there she still blames me for her mistakes!I’m so annoyed that she can’t even take responsibility for this. She didn’t even check to make sure the QA’s were done even though it was her responsibility. Stupid freaking chick.

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Hey there baby,

So I’m typing this letter to you at school because I have a hard time finding time outside of work and school to type a letter for you. I would on the weekends but you’re with me most of the time and I don’t want you to know what I am up to. Anywho, HAPPY 26 months my one and only love!

I just want to let you know that I’m grateful for all of the work you do and all the housework you do. You do everything. You work hard and you are constantly doing the small things (and the big things) around the house to lighten my load. You are an amazing husband and you surprise me each day.

you have changed dramatically. I know each letter we write to each other is to express gratitude and love. I want you to know that I am proud of the person you are and who you are becoming. Please remember to always treat me the way you did the first month of our relationship. Thank you for being there for me and compromising with me during our minimal disagreements.

You are the most handsome and attractive man I know. I mean that full heartedly. I daydream about you all day and anticipate the moment when I get to crawl into bed with you and lay in the crook of your arm with the rest of your body embracing me from behind. Your familiar scent filling my soul with comfort and love. Seeing you is by far the most eventful and looked forward to part of my long long days.

Thank you for taking me on surprise lunch and dinner outings. I love seeing you through half my day and it makes it easier to push through. I miss you all the time. When I see you, I feel warm and happy inside and I can feel pools of tears in my eyes for a second. They are tears of love and joy. No one has ever made me feel so much. I’ve never felt this way about anyone. I love building our house together.

This month has been rough. We have done things and said things that were unacceptable. We both were hurt and feeling depressed. I want you to know how sincerely sorry I am for my behavior. It is not forgivable and I hope that you don’t look at me any differently or love me less.

You make me vulnerable and that’s something I haven’t allowed myself to be for a long time. I miss you all the time and I just want you to continue treating me the way that you did the first few months of us dating. I miss your neediness. Please know that you mean everything to me and I just want you to continue to flirt with me. I tend to push most people away but I haven’t done that to you and yet I feel like you are drifting away from me. I’m sorry I’m the way that I am. I do appreciate everything you do for me. I know we are both maturing but I want to maintain our immature and fun young love.

Today is a special day and I want you and I to make the most of it. No one else matters when I’m with you. You are my priority and best friend in the whole world. Please don’t ever leave me. I don’t know where I would be or who I would be without you.

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I love you my sweet baby, you are so amazing, you've helped me in so many ways that I can't even begin to list them. Thank you for everything you've done for me darling. I love you honey girl.

We got married back in November and have been living in a town house right off 800 North. Just for if you ever read this letter 10 years from now and want to revisit this dinky little place.

We just went under contract for a houseand things seem like they are going well but there are a couple conditions before we move in. We need to do some painting, and the roof will probably need to be re shingled. BUT! I think that everything will go well, so don't be worried. Anyway, we have been packing up for the last week or so and it's been pretty stressful. And I will do my best to help you with it all.

I am so ecstatic that I get to join you in this journey of life, and we have been doing so well so far… I think hahaha. I love you so much. I am very excited to be in our own house, and design everything ourselves.

There is something a little more special about this letter. It has now been 24 months since we started dating. I remember when it all started, in the living room at my grandfather's house right after you got done with a date with another guy! I new I couldn't share in anyway so I just decided to make it official and ask you to be my girlfriend. Now your my WIFE!

With you becoming my wife, I promise to love you for eternity. I promised you a lot when we got married and I just want to remind you some of those promises that I made that you can hold me to for all eternity. I promise to love you, and with that I promise to take care of you when you are in need. If your sad or hurting I will be there for you until I am sure your better. I promise to stay by your side no matter the situation. I promise to do my best to never put you into a hard situation but we both know that I will haha, just know that I will do my best to fix it when we get there. I promise to always kiss you goodnight. I promise to always be there for you, to listen when you need it., I promise to always be your best friend. I will always support you in all of your big life decisions.

Speaking of big life decisions, your going to school! I couldn't be more proud of you sweetheart. I know that you will do amazing. I have no doubt that you will do incredibly well at this school! Your going into cosmetology. I know that you will do well and I will be there to support you every step of the way. I love you my Wife.

I am so proud of who you are.

I am proud of who you are becoming

And I am proud to call you my Wife.

Love Always,

Your Husband

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It's been SOO long, but it feels like it was only yesterday we started dating.

Last month we celebrated our first year anniversary together and i believe that this last year has been the best year of my entire life. Last night we were together and I just couldn't help but look at you. I just couldn't stop staring, all i know is that I want to spend the rest of eternity with you, all of my existence right by your side.

You bought me a journal that I could start writing in that I was originally saving for my mission but ive now decided that I would start writing in it for you. Keep our memories in it, like our dates and stuff. You also got me my new favorite outfit, my first pair of joggers and a nice V neck black T-shirt.

So lately I have been keeping something from you and its destroying my slowly… I am so sorry Alexis.. Please don't be mad when I tell you… JUST KIDDING! The only thing that I've been keeping from you is our future proposal, I've been planning out our engagement and our honeymoon for weeks now and I am getting super excited!!! It's coming up soon and you don't even know haha. Dont worry, its sooner than you think.

I love you my sweet baby, you are so amazing, you've helped me in so many ways that I can't even begin to list them. Thank you for everything you've done for me darling. I love you honey girl.

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111the--unknown--one111-blog · 4 years

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Hi my sweetheart,

We have come along so well don't you think? We are so amazing in every possible way. You are amazing in every possible way. And I love you so much, I think the world of you my darling, you are everything to me. I am so happy I will get the privilege of going through this life with you by my side, not a day goes by where I don't appreciate everything that you do for me and all you put up with.

Guess what! I have now started school! And with that all my emotions decided to present themself hahaha….. Sorry XD…. even though I have been on edge all week and pretty freaking irritable, you have taken amazing care of me every night. From rubs, to loves, to goodnight kisses. Then afterwards you would go and drive home without anything from me, and for that I feel bad, but I am also extremely grateful because of the amazing care you have given me. I understand that you have been under a lot of stress with work, and money, and the new debt we have received lately, but I know that we will be ok. We will always be ok, and we will always make it to the end. I love you with all that I am. Thank you alexis.

Thank you again for all of the patience you have had with my short fused temper, you have always known how to calm me down and make me think with a level head again. No one knows me better than you know me. I love you baby.

I understand that work has been very draining on you. You have put so much time and effort into this job trying to prove yourself to your management so that they will let you work from home and give you the things that you need to make staying with the company worth your while. You met with your boss today… it didn't go to well. I am truly sorry. This isn't fair. It's not right. And this is very wrong of luke to be doing to you. You deserve a better work environment. And I will do my best to assist you in finding a new job that will better suit your needs. I am so sorry honey. But I know that everything will work out. Any company that you work for will be lucky to have such a good worker as you are. I love you my home.

Don't ever forget what you mean to my baby, your my world, my light, my life. Always know that I will stand next to you through thick and thin no matter what. We will always find a way to work it out. I can not wait to marry you. Thank you for being you my honey, don't forget to smile often, because it lights up my life more then you will ever understand.

Happy 17 months,

Love,

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We have been through it all, every year, every month, every week, every day, every hour, every minute, just leads me further and further into the embrace of your love. And this month is very special to me, you don't know this yet but, I won't be giving this to you until the 26. On the 26 i'm going to ask you something so amazing and special. I lied to you, I told you that I wouldn't have my ring for you until next week, but I picked it up on Thursday, along with a few other things.

I'm going to take you out, i'm gonna get your nails done. Then we are going to go and get dinner and just focus on us, because in this upcoming moment all my focus will be yours. I want to spoil you for the rest of my life, we are perfect. And there isn't a thing I would trade this for, I am in love with you and I will take that to my grave. I love you, and I want nothing more than to love you, care for you, cherish you for the rest of eternity. You are my Princess, my Queen, and you have never failed to take my breath away. You are truly amazing. I worship you, and you mean everything to me.

We have made it so far and been through true hell. But all it has done is proven that we can make it through anything that comes our way. And I can not wait to take on life with you by my side as my wife, as a mother to our kids. Thank you for being you my sweetheart.

I will marry you.

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111the--unknown--one111-blog · 4 years

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So…. I’m really, really late on this letter haha… I’m sorry.

Anyway, dont let anyone read this letter because its gonna have some sensitive content in it so it either needs to be under lock and key or burned.

Today is 12/2/2017. Today your period started and you were in alot of pain, I was out working in my yard and you were down in my room, you texted me and told me that you needed me immediately, you were having very hard and heavy cramps and needed me to take you to the restroom and so I came running to help, we decided to take a shower and clean up, and see if it would help you feel better but you got really sick in the shower so i did my best to comfort you.

I will always do my best to take care of you when you need me. I love you Alexis Longman.

So about this letter, you were meant to get it back on the 25 but I hadent been treating you very wel, I had been spending more time playing games then spending time with you. Im very sorry for that. In that time that I wasnt taking care of you, you were doing your best to be kind to me and take care of me, but I took advantage of that and miss treated you, it took a couple days but I had my eyes opened and realized that I needed to do better so hopefully I am haha.

I love you, and im really looking forward to christmas! Me and you spent time wrapping pressents that we got for each other and family and friends. Its gonna be fun! I got you a few things that you dont know about and one of them is going to take me alot of time, and effort to complete, i just hope that it will be very, well… sentimental.

Again, Im sorry this is late, and I hope that you will forgive me for it.

Never forget I love you baby, happy 8 months.

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111the--unknown--one111-blog · 4 years

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I just want to start this letter out by telling you that I love you. It is an immeasurable amount of love that I could never truly express to you. I wish I could, and if there is anything that you every need I will always do whatever I can to get it for you.

This upcoming sunday let's get to church! Get to know the neighborhood. I think this would be good for us. We could go on a little sunday walk, try and find a park around us and explore our new town!

I am so excited for this weekend! I just want to say thank you to you because without you, it wouldn't even be happening. You always take care of me and make sure my needs our met, but I am worried about what you need.

A couple months ago back in February, you gave me 3 wishes that I could cash in at any point, and I want to do something like that for you. Mine will have a different take on it though.

Your first Wish has to do with an activity for us, something for quality time

This Wish can be sexual in any way that you want! Go CRAZY!

This Wish has to be something bonding for us

I will give you ONE Wish that you can pick, and it can be anything within reason.

Hopefully you can use this to help you out through the difficulties of not being able to see each other as much since your now in school. BY THE WAY! I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!! You have been doing so well in school and on top of that, you have been enjoying every minute of it! I couldn't be more proud of the great effort you have put into all of this.

Honey, Sweetheart, if there is anything, anything in the world I can do for you to help ease your burden, please tell me, I won't always be able to tell what I need to do but I will do my best to pay close attention to the things you might need so I can help you.

I love you so much baby, thank you for choosing me and for the best young adult life a guy could wish for.

Love,

Your husband

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Oh what a wonderful road we have come down.

Today marks the 25th of july 2019 which may not mean much to most people but means a great deal to me. I love you and hope this day means as much to you as it does to me. I want you to know that I will NEVER stop loving you, no matter what. You will never need to question that. I will always be there to take care of you and love you any time that you need.

We have almost finished unpacking our house!! There are still several boxes of unpacked things in our basement but whose counting them lol. I am so excited to continue to build a home with you and soon to add children to the picture. This life with you is going to be AWESOME! You have also been going to school and are doing amazing at it! You have started taking clients and haven't had issues in anyway. You were a little nervous at first but I never doubted you for a second! I am so proud of all that you are doing and all of the accomplishments that your are making.

Never stop being you. I KNOW that you are the most amazing person I could ever be close to, and I hope that you know just how special you are. The way you love me, the way you take care of me, the way you always look out for me, I know without a doubt in my mind that you love me with all your heart.

I will always cherish you.

Love always,

Your husband

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It has officially been 1 year since we sat down on that small couch in my living room saturday night after you went to color festival on a date with someone else and I realized that I couldn't share. I realized that I needed you for the rest of my life and I knew that I had to do something about it right then. So I asked you to be my girlfriend! We have come so far. And through all the months that have come and gone we have been writing each other letters, kind of like “journals of love” so to say. And now that it has officially been 1 year, I'd like to tie it all together.

In the first month of our relationship we were still getting to know each other, you were afraid that we were gonna get “complicated” and break up, but you always told me that it was just easy to be with me. You were still trying to get used to my music choice and I was trying to get used to yours. We watched conference together and took our second picture ;) and in this time I realized that I was going to spend Eternity with you.

In our second month, you were coming up on your graduation. And I was very scared that you would go off to collage and you would find another guy up there and I just couldn't imagine losing you. So one brave night up on potato hill I asked you the most important question I have ever asked anyone. I asked you to marry me. And of course you said yes! You would always reassure me that you would love me forever and that your feelings would never change. But I was still scared with the college thing. We did a lot of fantasizing this month, about what our future held. We were looking forward to summer and we were planning a bunch of things we were gonna do. It was exciting. This is the time we connected intimately for the first time as well, and it was pure bliss and beauty.

We came up on 3 months with incredible speed, our relationship was fading into life, it was starting to feel like I had been with you my whole life and had never been without you. In this month we went to lagoon alot, we went with lynzie and her dude friend which brought the time you first called me a Kinky Bastard. It's also the month that I started at Alexanders and you started coming to sunday dinners every week. We went through alot this month, one of the more amazing things is that we fell asleep for the first time together, you were sick and we went to lagoon with your family and left early. That was perfect! Though I'm sorry you were sick.

4 months had come and gone. But the best 4 months of my life had just finished. Our relationship just kept growing and progressing. We hit a couple rough patches in this month, we both went on really big trips. I went to New York and you went to country festival with Jade and your skanky mexican… at least I think she is a mexican.. Then also in this month my mom told you to tell me to go on a Mission. That was one of the most emotional days we have ever had together. And I hope that it will all still work out. At the end of the month you gave me a list of songs to listen to if I ever get down and need to know how you feel about me. And my love for you grew stronger and stronger.

Month 5. It was time to start school. It was august and we were both nervous. You had just moved up into your dorm at the U and I was still where I am right now XD sitting at my grandpas house mooching the free rent. We decided we would be study buddies and do homework together, but usually you would do the homework and I would just play a video game haha. You stayed up at your dorm for the first night but after that you came and spent the night here with me. We decided we would only sleep together a few times a week if we were lucky but we just kept finding ways to get you down here every night. There was only 2 days total you actually slept at your dorm. The rest of the nights you spent right next to me in our bed. As we saw each other every day our love for each other depend to places we didn't even know existed. Sleeping with you every night gave me a strong attachment that I have for you clear up to this day. I love you darling

Ok… so 6 months later and we still haven't killed each other XD this was the month where we started to reach new heights of comfort with each other hahaha. And being more comfortable also led to new kinds of fights. But even when we were fighting or arguing we would stop and laugh at each other in the middle of it all. This month I wanted to do something nice for you, I took you over to the city creek mall and then out to eat, I told you to where something nice and then we went to the roof in Salt Lake, dinner was amazing and you loved the drink they got you. After dinner we went and we saw despicable me 2 and it was just amazing to spend that even with you. In this month we got into the biggest fight we had yet to be in, we started in the car, then to my grandpas house, then to the steak center where lots of interesting things broke out. But through it all I knew that there was no one else that I wanted to be with.

7 months. Holy cow we had been through alot! School was starting to take a toll on you. Homework was boggess… and there was a lot of it. You would still come stay at my house and you had just about all of your stuff here at my house hahaha we lived together. It was amazing. A Lot of the nights at this point we were living off of corn dogs, hot pockets, and pizza bites XD but we still had an amazing time together and I couldn't be more grateful for the time we spent watching movies and cuddling every night. Thank you sweetheart, I love you.

Now we rolled up to 8 months of our relationship. You just bought your car! And of course it had problems XD hahaha… me and your dad spent a lot of time working on it and trying to fix it. But after a couple months of working with it and letting sit in different lots we finally got it licenced. I appreciate you and all you put up with when it comes to me.

Holy 9 MONTHS IT'S CHRISTMAS!!!! This was the best christmas I have ever had, during the day we spent the time with our families but when the evening rolled around we went over to my grandpas house to spend christmas together. We plugged in his sad little try and put all the presents we got each other under it and spent the rest of the night opening and playing with the gifts we got each other. And I am so grateful for the christmas I spent with you. Thank you my love for choosing me through it all.

10 months brought the start of a new year, which meant a new years party at the beginning! Along with new years goals and resolutions. We had finished the semester of school that we were both taking and just starting to prepare of a mission, you also moved out of your dorm and back in with your parents which was a struggle. You almost moved in with your freaky friend that likes old dudes but your dad convinced you just to come back home. Unfortunately with that, it meant that we couldn't “live” together anymore… that was a hard time for me to adjust too. It was very hard not having you right next to me. January went flying by as we coasted into the future. I love you sweetheart.

11 months came so fast, we had valentines day this month! We got together after work, I brought you flowers to the door while you snuck around the back and put gifts in my car. We went to carvers while dressed very nice with lynzie and frank. After dinner we went straight over to my house where I had set up the bed with rose petals, chocolate covered strawberries, and little gifts to make it special. I also lit a candle and turned out the lights to make it look really good. I let you look at the things I got you and then we made love. Time flies when you spend it with the love of your life.

Oh sweetheart, my Darling, my Love. look at where we have come. Today marks 1 year of everlasting love, devotion, and respect for each other. We have been through hell and back, there is no denying that. But for you darling, I'd go through the deepest part of hell and give up everything I have just to be with you. I can't believe how good we have been, how we fit together just like a puzzle. We were made for each other and I couldn't be more grateful for you. We are going to the festival of colors in just a few hours from now and I couldn't be more excited to go spend that time with you. Thank you for everything you have done for me sweetheart. You always go out of your way to try to help and comfort me. Especially lately because I've been having a hard time with my anxiety about our future. I just want to make sure we will be ok. I know we will be married, I just worry that you could have found someone who would treat you better, but I will do my best to treat you like royalty. I love you darling, don't you ever forget that. Happy 1 year love, thank you for choosing me through it all.

I love you my sweet Baby Girl

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annotated bibliography

1) Garcia-Bellido, Juan, and Savvas Nesseris. “Gravitational Wave Energy Emission and Detection Rates of Primordial Black Hole Hyperbolic Encounters.” PHYSICS OF THE DARK UNIVERSE, vol. 21, pp. 61–69. EBSCOhost, doi:10.1016/j.dark.2018.06.001. Accessed 23 Oct. 2019.

This article Goes into detail about different Gravitational wave energy emitted, and the different detection rates of primordial black holes. A primordial black hole is a hypothetical type of black hole that was formed soon after what we call the Big Bang Theory. A Gravitational wave burst is a one-time event. These events are emitted in frequencies in the range of both LIGO and LISA (different frequency ranges) Using these different “events” as long as we capture them, we can then determine the mass, spin and spatial distributions of the Primordial Black hole. You also have normal black holes. These are larger in size and much more powerful. These black holes contain a material we call Cold Dark Matter. This is something that we currently don’t know much about but are in the process of finding out more information as we continue our research into the fabric of space the these monsters we call Black Holes. Black holes can also end up merging together and continue to grow as they do so. as they grow the gravitational waves emitted become immensely stronger. This source is all about these events and what they do. It gives a small insight on where black holes may have come from using the Big Bang theory as a backup but no one really knows where they originated from.

2) Inoue, Yoshiyuki, and Alexander Kusenko. “New X-Ray Bound on Density of Primordial Black Holes.” JOURNAL OF COSMOLOGY AND ASTROPARTICLE PHYSICS, no. 10. EBSCOhost, doi:10.1088/1475-7516/2017/10/034. Accessed 23 Oct. 2019.

The density of a black hole is something that we can’t even imagine. The data constrain PBH number density in the mass range from a few M⊙ to 2 × 107M⊙. PBH density needed to account for the origin of black holes detected by LIGO is marginally allowed.

Primordial Black holes formed in the early universe, and could have come about in many different scenarios. They also account for all of the dark matter in a mass window of 10^20g meaning they only make up for a small amount of dark matter themselves. These small primordial black holes’ act as seeds for supermassive black holes and contribute to gravitational wave signals that we use to measure, and identify the different black holes around the universe. The mass of a primordial black hole alive until today ranges from 10^15g to as large as 10^5M. we use different techniques to measure this. One is extragalactic gamma rays from primordial black hole evaporation, femtolensing of gamma-ray bursts, r-prices nucleosynthesis. The last listed is one of the more popular ways of measuring black holes. We first started recording data for black holes in 1916, the first modern solution of general relativity was found by Karl Schwarzschild. The interpretation of this was first published by David Finkelstein in 1958.

3) Chechin, L. M., et al. “Toward a Theory of the Evolution of Perturbations of the Dark Matter Density in the Very Early Universe.” Russian Physics Journal, vol. 61, no. 5, Sept. 2018, pp. 879–886. EBSCOhost, doi:10.1007/s11182-018-1472-9

We investigate the influence of primordial baryonic matter in the form of cosmic plasma on the evolution of perturbations in dark matter considered as a gas of weakly interacting massive particles (WIMPs). Nonstationary equations of state of the WIMP gas for both its ideal model and its real model are proposed along with the state parameter of the gas in the form of a power-law dependence on time. A description of the appearance in the WIMP gas of seed perturbations is given which takes account of the influence of the primordial cosmic plasma and the variability of the state parameter of dark matter. Regimes of the evolution of perturbations of non-baryonic matter are found, describing their growth for various characteristics of the internal energy of the WIMP gas. The size and mass of the seed perturbations in the WIMP gas are estimated.

With the parameter of dark matter set we can then start to look into black holes. Black holes are constructed out of dark matter and is so dense that light itself can leave its gravitational pull. There are so many different things that play a big role in the creation and formation of a black hole. Dark matter is everywhere and takes up 27% of all mass in the universe.

4) Kuhnel, Florian, and Tommy Ohlsson. “Decaying Dark Matter in Halos of Primordial Black Holes.” The European Physical Journal C - Particles and Fields, no. 8, 2019. EBSCOhost, doi:10.1140/epjc/s10052-019-7173-x.

We investigate photon signatures of general decaying dark-matter particles in halos of primordial black holes. We derive the halo-profile density and the total decay rate for these combined dark-matter scenarios. For the case of axion-like particles of masses below O ( 1) keV , we find strong bounds on the decay constant which are several orders of magnitude stronger than the strongest existing bounds, for all halo masses above O (10 - 5) solar masses. Using future X-ray measurements, it will be possible to push these bounds on such combined dark-matter scenarios even further.

dark matter might also be constituted by macroscopic objects such as primordial black holes (PBHs) These are black holes which have been produced in the very early Universe. The interest in PBH constituting parts of the dark matter has been revived recently, in particular through the gravitational-wave discovery of black-hole binary mergers. The possible PBH formation mechanisms are very diverse and there is a large number of scenarios, which lead to their formation. All of these have in common that they require some mechanism to generate large over densities.

5) Sivaram, C., et al. “Extremal Charged Black Holes, Dark Matter and Dark Energy.” Astrophysics and Space Science, no. 10, 2018, p. 1. EBSCOhost, doi:10.1007/s10509-018-3428-5.

6) Science.nasa.gov. (2019). Dark Energy, Dark Matter | Science Mission Directorate. [online] Available at: https://science.nasa.gov/astrophysics/focus-areas/what-is-dark-energy [Accessed 24 Oct. 2019].

7) “Black Holes.” NASA, NASA, https://science.nasa.gov/astrophysics/focus-areas/black-holes.

8) Redd, Nola Taylor. “Black Holes: Facts, Theory & Definition.” Space.com, Space, 11 July 2019, https://www.space.com/15421-black-holes-facts-formation-discovery-sdcmp.html.

“Albert Einstein first predicted the existence of black holes in 1916, with his general theory of relativity. The term "black hole" was coined many years later in 1967 by American astronomer John Wheeler. After decades of black holes being known only as theoretical objects, the first physical black hole ever discovered was spotted in 1971.”

9) “Stellar Black Hole: COSMOS.” Centre for Astrophysics and Supercomputing, http://astronomy.swin.edu.au/cosmos/S/Stellar Black Hole.

This article goes into further detail about stellar black holes. A seller black hole has a mass less that around 100X that of our sun, is made of one of the possible evolutionary endpoints of high mass stars. When the core of a star has burned into iron (finished itself off) energy production stops and the core rapidly collapses making a supernova explosion. If the core is big enough (about 2-3 solar masses – the max mass of a neutron star) the pressure of neutrons is not able to stop the force of the collapse and that is when a stellar black hole is formed. These holes are usually modelled as “Kerr black holes” these black holes usually have little electric charge to them.

10) “Intermediate-Mass Black Hole.” Wikipedia, Wikimedia Foundation, 8 Oct. 2019, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intermediate-mass_black_hole.

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project proposal

My project that I will be studying and writing about this semester is going to be something to do with the stars and galaxies, the universe in a whole. I am not sure what exactly will be its main focus but that’s what is going to be on. As for how I will go about doing research, that will be pretty straight forward. There are plenty of documentaries and articles about many different anomalies that take place among the stars that I can write about.

I think that my main study will be the black holes. I have always loved the stars and wished I could study them, but no one will support me on that decision. I will investigate different articles and documentaries that other astronomers have written. A lot of my questions will be about why these space anomalies exist and how they came about.

I want this to be something that other people will be interested in, leaving lots of questions that they would want to seek the answers too but answering enough that they feel like the cup is almost full. I want to be able to teach people something new that doesn’t get shared or talked about as much. I want to talk about the origin of black holes and different worm holes and what they are. What happens when a star goes super nova and the different things that could happen to near by solar systems.

When it comes to the things that I already know, there isn’t much there. Its something that I have always wanted to do more research on but haven’t had the time to do so. I will want to spend at minimum a few minutes a day doing research and gathering information that can go into my first rough draft and any drafts after. If I can I need to take even more time, then that as long as I can find it.

One of my goals in this, would to not only teach and inform other people, but to learn more about space myself. There are a lot of different ways to appeal to a reader, and many readers only find interest in a given thing if your presentation of that appeals to them. Some people get hooked in a lot deeper if you use emotion and wonder right at the start, whereas some get pulled in by facts and statistics. I want to be able to use both in my research to try and snag both those groups of people. I am the kind of person to get snagged in to a reading when they use wonder and emotion at the beginning. I feel that most people like to be moved by something but finding that something can be difficult for most. I don’t know how many people might be moved by this but the most important thing is that I will move myself. I will further my understanding, And hopefully begin to fill my glass that is seeking out the curios things in the universe.

We talked about Kairos in class a few days ago and that is a term that I am unfamiliar with and what to use in this paper. I want to show people my view and why I think that it is important and whether or not they think the same thing is up to them. I plan on taking this project as far as I can and doing it completely my way.

I think I should be researching this topic of the “universe as a whole” or something like that, because its something that I feel passionate about. When it comes to qualifications, is anyone really qualified to research anything? I feel that the only boundaries in place when it comes to research and different things you want to study are the ones that you put on yourself. As long as your trying that is good enough.

I am very late on this project proposal. I have learned that I need to argue a point, but am unsure on what to argue when it comes to this. I may end up having to change my entire paper to something else that is more argumentative. I will have to talk to my professor more in depth on this issue for my paper.

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