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freaks out and then proceeds to not be able to find my anti freak out drugs. why universe pls i need to be medicated

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i hate that u hurt me so much my parents witnessed it. i hate that it affected me so much i spent so much time crying into my moms arms my father was so afraid he didn’t know what to do he yelled at me because he was terrified he yelled at me to please stop crying because he was so scared they had never ever seen me cry the way i did. i hate that i couldn’t even hide the hurt and u made my oarents watch me stop eating and showering and sleeping u made my parents almost hospitalize me because i couldn’t function i hate that u hurt me so bad it hurt my parents that’s evil u are evil

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vent small tw for animal abuse (overweight/feeding)

im helping my dad dog sit for his friend and its so sad this dog is so obese like i came here and bcs him and im not an expert on dog body condition scoring but in my opinion he's like an 8 on a 9 point scale. I could barely feel his spine and pelvis with pressing and i didn't want to press too hard cuz idk if it would hurt him and i just feel so sad looking at him. he gets fed so much human food theres no way hes getting his nutritional needs met. hes so fat like he does not have a dog shape to him at all he has no waistline he has no abdominal tuck nothing at all hes like a sack of rice from the store. im so frustrated because i want my dad to ask his friend like hey have you taken him to the vet im concerned about his weight. he calls the dog fat but like in a silly way but it jurts me to see this dog living like this. and like the thing about asian ppl is feeding is a love language and to asian people fat=happy but this dog isn't a little overweight he's obese. and my dad doesn't want to offend his buddy and i get it but come on like you're talking about a living thing. a living thing with no healthcare that is going to have a shortened lifespan and likely joint pain and other issues because of his obesity. it's no way for him to live it makes me so sad ad frjstrated because i have zero control i dont know these people and i dont think my dad is going to say anything. they should not have this dog.

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This year has been quite trying, but I'm happy that I discovered a love of making these horse animations in 2023.

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i hate trying to socialize i was supposed to go to a drag brunch today w two ppl and one bailed cuz she forgot she already had plans and the other had covid and i paid for the tickets and she didn’t offer to reimburse i rly tried this time but it’s so hard to find stuff to do and coordinate w ppl and like i don’t have close friends which makes it more impossible cuz like it’s not like i talk to these ppl all the time i don’t know them that well i don’t have close friends bc it’s literally impossible

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mariavittoria by salvatore diana

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i hate sex

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last summer

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Does anyone know where I can get it together

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i want to cry into my pillow at night recently except i literally don’t have privacy like not in my room or in the shower none at all i just want some space esp cuz i don’t cry that often anymore cuz of the meds and i can’t sleep at night either cuz my mom is rooming w me cuz my brother is taking his sweet time fucking fixing his room and won’t sleep there i can’t sleep and i can’t cry i literally hage no alone time

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i got many kicks to the face by two different bunnies the other day and my gums still hurt like hell🤕