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The tree lights are captivating, sometimes I find myself at night watching them, when everything is completely silent. It's nostalgic and peaceful.

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I... I suppose? I only had a few... very bad days lately. Nothing new.

I haven't posted anything in a while, I haven't really been in the mood... I've fallen into unhealthy methods to cope with stress. I'm not proud of that.

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I haven't posted anything in a while, I haven't really been in the mood... I've fallen into unhealthy methods to cope with stress. I'm not proud of that.

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It's been a while since I went out for a drink but... lately I don't have too many friends either....

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The Christmas holidays become closer and closer as the years go by. I can't help but feel especially sad about it. Christmas is usually a pleasant and loudly warm time… it felt quite the opposite for me... I guess it doesn't really matter, I'm too old for this.

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Alice,

It's, uhh....it's very cold. Do you mind if- Would you...want to- Um-...

...Do you think it'd be advisable for us to...share body heat...just to...keep each other warm? Personally, I think it'd be....mutually beneficial.

-Lena

That- That could be nice... Yeah. Cold its being horrible this days so... It... It migh be nice...

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It's going to rain a lot tonight. My apartment doesn't keep the heat too well... I guess I'll have to use more blankets than usual...

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My chest feels warmer when I pull them close to me. I still have a ton of things to worry about but they soothe all of them for a while...

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''You are safe with me... Rest...''

She felt the need to hold them in her arms, to give them that comfort that they so obviously needed.

She settled them both on that couch.

Lena knocks on Alice's door around 3:30 in the morning, fresh bruises decorating their skin, hair slightly overgrown and brushed hastily in front of their left eye.

"Alice? Alice, I'm here." They call out, clearly exhausted, but eager to see her again.

She seemed to have been waiting anxiously for them. She opened the door in just minutes when she heard Lena.

"Oh god... You're here-"

She whispered, with a relieved tone in her voice. She looked them up and down, noticing all those wounds, and especially the most important, causing her to look at them with concern.

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She smiled, letting them rest on his shoulder. She caresses their head, enjoying that closeness.

''Don't worry about all that now, if it's with you… I think anything is good.''

She paused briefly, before murmuring again.

''You can stay like this as long as you want, I'm not going anywhere…''

Lena knocks on Alice's door around 3:30 in the morning, fresh bruises decorating their skin, hair slightly overgrown and brushed hastily in front of their left eye.

"Alice? Alice, I'm here." They call out, clearly exhausted, but eager to see her again.

She seemed to have been waiting anxiously for them. She opened the door in just minutes when she heard Lena.

"Oh god... You're here-"

She whispered, with a relieved tone in her voice. She looked them up and down, noticing all those wounds, and especially the most important, causing her to look at them with concern.

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She couldn't believe that was happening. She had been dreaming about that for a long time.

That kiss was soft, so soft… It made her feel in heaven.

She continued the kiss, she didn't want it to end too soon. She kept her caresses on their face, and her hand, which was still resting on Lena's leg, slowly slid to their shoulder.

Lena knocks on Alice's door around 3:30 in the morning, fresh bruises decorating their skin, hair slightly overgrown and brushed hastily in front of their left eye.

"Alice? Alice, I'm here." They call out, clearly exhausted, but eager to see her again.

She seemed to have been waiting anxiously for them. She opened the door in just minutes when she heard Lena.

"Oh god... You're here-"

She whispered, with a relieved tone in her voice. She looked them up and down, noticing all those wounds, and especially the most important, causing her to look at them with concern.

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Her heartbeat continued to accelerate at that closeness, and she felt her face get hot.

She noticed their gaze, seeking that permission that she did not hesitate to give them. She gave them a look that implied she wanted that.

Lena knocks on Alice's door around 3:30 in the morning, fresh bruises decorating their skin, hair slightly overgrown and brushed hastily in front of their left eye.

"Alice? Alice, I'm here." They call out, clearly exhausted, but eager to see her again.

She seemed to have been waiting anxiously for them. She opened the door in just minutes when she heard Lena.

"Oh god... You're here-"

She whispered, with a relieved tone in her voice. She looked them up and down, noticing all those wounds, and especially the most important, causing her to look at them with concern.

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''Still… Don't downplay it…''

Both remained in that whisper, in that silence. She kept her caresses on their face, carefully, sweetly.

She came a little closer. It felt like she could spend all eternity like this.

Lena knocks on Alice's door around 3:30 in the morning, fresh bruises decorating their skin, hair slightly overgrown and brushed hastily in front of their left eye.

"Alice? Alice, I'm here." They call out, clearly exhausted, but eager to see her again.

She seemed to have been waiting anxiously for them. She opened the door in just minutes when she heard Lena.

"Oh god... You're here-"

She whispered, with a relieved tone in her voice. She looked them up and down, noticing all those wounds, and especially the most important, causing her to look at them with concern.

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''It looks deep...'' She maintained that whisper, and seeing that they accepted that physical touch, she did not hesitate to place her hand on their face, leaving a soft caress on it. She felt her heart race, that closeness felt so strangely comfortable.

Lena knocks on Alice's door around 3:30 in the morning, fresh bruises decorating their skin, hair slightly overgrown and brushed hastily in front of their left eye.

"Alice? Alice, I'm here." They call out, clearly exhausted, but eager to see her again.

She seemed to have been waiting anxiously for them. She opened the door in just minutes when she heard Lena.

"Oh god... You're here-"

She whispered, with a relieved tone in her voice. She looked them up and down, noticing all those wounds, and especially the most important, causing her to look at them with concern.

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Lena knocks on Alice's door around 3:30 in the morning, fresh bruises decorating their skin, hair slightly overgrown and brushed hastily in front of their left eye.

"Alice? Alice, I'm here." They call out, clearly exhausted, but eager to see her again.

She seemed to have been waiting anxiously for them. She opened the door in just minutes when she heard Lena.

"Oh god... You're here-"

She whispered, with a relieved tone in her voice. She looked them up and down, noticing all those wounds, and especially the most important, causing her to look at them with concern.

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Obviously her first reaction was surprise. Then it became anguish. That was a horrible wound.

She wanted to maintain her composure, while observing it in detail.

''Oh Lena…''

she whispered, that anguished tone evident in her words. Her free hand made its way to their face, though she stopped before her hand came into contact with their skin. She wasn't sure if they were going to want her to touch them, so she looked at them asking permission with her eyes.

Lena knocks on Alice's door around 3:30 in the morning, fresh bruises decorating their skin, hair slightly overgrown and brushed hastily in front of their left eye.

"Alice? Alice, I'm here." They call out, clearly exhausted, but eager to see her again.

She seemed to have been waiting anxiously for them. She opened the door in just minutes when she heard Lena.

"Oh god... You're here-"

She whispered, with a relieved tone in her voice. She looked them up and down, noticing all those wounds, and especially the most important, causing her to look at them with concern.