#alice dyer

[atlasmothsilove]

oh you poor poor bisexual. i was gonna draw sam and celia in her thoughts but i gave up

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Apologies for the deception - Celia at Sam probably

[billielhindle]

Was any part of recording TMP 39 particularly difficult for you? Your performance is so amazing but it seems like it must have been exhausting.

Thank you so much. It was. It was exhausting. Not just because of how much there was to process, perform and analyse, but also because yes, as a trans person the really heavy implications of gender dysphoria hit me right in the heart. And also, just having to switch to such a downtrodden, depressing version of Alice like that was like getting whiplash.

I know Alice has much less of a spring in her step in Season 2, but she’s still determined, sarky, a fighter. This Alice is… well… she’s dead on her feet.

HOWEVER: As a performer, this is the type of challenge I relish. I wanna note that RQ were so so good at handling this. They provided me with context warnings, made sure I’d be ok to do it and during and after the recording session they were so patient and considerate with me.

A challenge like this is what I was put on this planet to do. If I can use my skill set to touch the hearts of people and inspire them, especially trans people, that is a duty I take with pride. Even if it means I need to have a nap and a cup of tea after a recording session.

[bernard-the-rabbit]

Have you ever gotten everything you ever wanted?

No, but i once gotten very close

[protocolmemaybe]

[actualmagus]

...Alex

I know its gonna be that fucking Weird Henry (aka. Heinrich Unheimlich)

Dont kill Alice please

Not after last episode

Thats be so transphobic of you

What...

[capyfroyo]

Was trying to take last weeks episode seriously but i couldnt stop imagining alice stuck in the curtains or whatever they were. yes that was irrelevant to the eventual torture but after all she is still just in the curtains the whole time and that is very funny to me.

[angelfriez]

Horrifying: your favorite t4t couple trapped in the dysphoria flesh cube together

[mini-godzilla]

The latest episode TMAGP has shaken me to my foundation. While the statement itself was great the situation is tragic beyond belief.

Imagine you have someone. You love them. They’re your baby shrimp, your best friend. You get married, and a month later the world ends. It’s a nightmare. But they’re there. Despite the hell you’re trapped in the person you love is there with you so it can’t really be hell, right? And then it’s over. After an eternity you hold the one you love and cry because it’s over. You’re safe. But the world crumbles around you both. But it’s fine because you’re together— Until they get sick, with something that you know could be fixed, you know could be simple and dealt with but instead it kills them. They’re in pain you can do nothing about until they die, pointless and helpless. You walked out of the apocalypse together but not the hospital. He’s gone. He’s gone and all you have left are nightmares and an empty house.

And then out of the blue one day he’s back. He’s standing in front of you whole and healthy and safe and it’s everything you ever wanted.

Except it’s not him. It’s a different version of him. He comes from a world where you never said your wedding vows, never lived through the end of the world. He’s him but he’s not yours to keep. He has a scar on his stomach that’s proof your soulmate could have lived. He talks the same walks the same but he leaves. He doesn’t even want to spend the night.

Worse. He doesn’t love you the same. He’s scared of you. He’s scared of what’s happened to you. He’s a stranger.

And from Sam’s perspective? You meet a version of your friend that’s so shattered you don’t recognize them at all. And it’s your death that caused it. To have to meet someone who’s grieving you? To see how much of a crater you left in their life? To be asked to stay but knowing it’s not really you they’re asking for.

Alexander J Newall I am in your WALLS.

[dragonboything]

“It is me. It is me and I am it and I am trapped within myself and no matter what I do I will never escape this living tomb. I surrendered myself to my flesh then. What use trying to fight myself?”

FUCK

[the-lonely-crow]

Guys i actually might not be able to cope with this

[billielhindle]

Early access for Episode 40 of The Magnus Protocol is now available!

[hardlyhardinge]

What if we broke up years ago but I helped you get a job where I work and then had to watch you date our other colleague in front of me

What if that job got you involved with dangerous supernatural shit and I tried sosososo hard to stop you getting obsessed with the dangerous supernatural shit and ultimately I failed and I lost you (and it was because our other colleague who you were dating betrayed you but I didn't know that)

And then what if I immediately 180'd on everything I'd said about self preservation and jumped right down that rabbit hole I'd been trying to warn you away from to try and work out how to get you back

And what if in another universe we never broke up in the first place and we got married and we went through literal hell together and then you died and I couldn't deal with it and willingly subjected myself to my worst nightmares over and over and over just to feel like I still had you. What then.

[bennyboybenniest]

I had a vision!!!!

Alice with that one scene of Ramona Flowers dying her hair!! :D

And she gets a new hair colour for each horror she experiences:

[kaydreamman]

i actually need Alice to stop embodying Mitski songs. Me and My Husband is literally so TMA Alice i recoiled for a moment after the realization hit me randomly

[autumnaurelium]

[l0sercherry]

whatever. go my protocol.

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