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this is your gentle reminder to stop fighting against your adhd and instead structure your life around it

buy a pack of chapsticks and put one in the pocket of all of your coats and jackets because you always forget to bring one and chapped lips is sensory hell

leave important things where you can see them. if they go in a box or a drawer you will forget they exist

put any appointments or deadlines in your phone calendar As Soon As you get them. set a reminder for a week before, a day before, an hour before, as many as you need as often as you need them.

when that little voice in your head says "i dont need to write that down, ill remember it" that is the devil talking!!! write it down anyway!!

plan for down time. have a few hours at the end of every day to just do fun stuff like engage in your hyperfixations. even if you didnt get all of your work done that day, have the rest anyway. you probably spent the whole day beating yourself up for not doing what you Should be doing, so you still need the break.

if you never eat vegetables because its too much effort to chop and cook them, get the frozen or canned shit. it doesnt go off for ages and you just have to microwave it. theres no point buying fresh vegetables if they just keep going off and being left to rot in the bottom of your fridge

if you struggle to decide what to have for dinner every day, take the decision out of it. choose a set of meals and eat those on rotation until you get sick of them, then choose some new ones and do it again.

its not stupid if it works! our brains literally have a chemical deficiency. you are allowed to accommodate yourself. go forth and stop making your life more difficult than it has to be because "this shouldn't be this hard". it is hard, so make it easier.

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Hello Niche Lesbian Tumblr one like and I will explain how Shauna and Jackie Yellowjackets have gone through the steps of the Eightfold Word and Shauna became a Lyctor with Jackie as her Cavalier, thematically

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Harrow's grief is such a perfect inversion of John's, isn't it? Absorb the souls of 10 billion, nothing but memory left. Refuse to eat the soul of one, remember nothing. Remake the world to reflect your grief while you remain inviolate and indestructible. Keep your grief partitioned while you destroy yourself. An unquenchable desire: ceaseless revenge. A single desire: the life of Gideon Nav.

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Given the chance to rebuild civilization from the ground up, Jod really just looked at Catholicism, slapped a label that said "gay rights :)" on it and released it back into society. No other notes

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"Palamedes, what do you think is sexy?" "Those little outfit nurses wear," said Palamedes promptly.

what do you mean i'm "delusional" and "living in my own fantasy world"?

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lemme tell you that first book 1 reread after Nona sure feels like if my heart had a dick and someone kicked it

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cw gore

the best part of nona the ninth was when nona said “IT’S NONA TIME!” and nona’d all over those guys

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“comes back wrong”, what a hot trope. incredibly sexy.

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AITA for caring about our dying earth??

My (10035M, multiple advanced degrees btw)'s unofficial foster daughter (19F)'s soul has been residing in the body I made for our dying earth (you're welcome!!). So anyway because of all the body/soul displacements she learned about all of my hard work saving our beautiful planet but it seems like she disapproves somehow???

So you should know I am extremely liberal and smart and very into the environment okay

Also I have a VERY diverse friend group including a nun and a cop who both agree with my ethical decision making so... that should tell you something

Anyway yes I did start a nuclear war but I needed more magical powers over life and death in order to stop the trillionaires from getting away with getting away which we can ALL agree is terrible

And yes I could have rebuilt and healed the planet in the past 10000 years but then the descendants of the people I hate would just.. live a life and I think as a man of principle haha

Anyway is the child who wasn't there right or??

Anti-nuclear fascists please dni

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also loveeee how they took aspects of luz’s beta design into her human realm outfit for s3

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when you finish nona the ninth and realize that harrow the ninth was just this the whole time… every scene with the body is 100x funnier

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Wow John what a shame about that massive nuclear fission chain reaction

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i love you betrayals between people who still love each other i love you devotion to the point of destruction i love you selfish choices made in the name of love i love you devastating consequences of those choices

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The corpse looked at her in such mute, helpless appeal—spoke to her in her first language—that Nona did not have to think about what she did next.

And my first official Nona feelings explosion manifest as a request for my beautiful friends who kept me best company as I was losing my mind

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I'm UNWELL

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my thoughts are not articulate at the moment but there's something beautiful and fascinating to me in the way nona explores the idea of selfhood and our relationship to our bodies that really resonated with me as a nonbinary person. nona's presentation and self conceptualisation being so horribly different both from harrow and from alecto (who is in turn the eve to john's adam). the tragedy of palamedes and camilla, and their perfect kind of love. everything about pyrrha dve. ianthe in babs. the lyctor princes. kiriona stuck in her depersonalised, dead body. the transhumanism of it all. john annihilating the world in nuclear fire and rebuilding the human form from the ashes. my thoughts here are incoherent but this theme just. resonated incredibly strongly with me and i wanted to ramble about it.