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Those of you in the audience who are God-fearing or were taught to fear God at some point in your life are likely familiar with leprosy. Not firsthand, but you know it exists. You know that Christ cured it some two-thousand years ago. It’s a spooky, ancient disease that has been almost completely eradicated in the West and currently only affects poor little Southeast Asian kids that Christ never seemed to care much about anyway.

It’s AIDSlike, transmitted from snot and slime and open wounds. It discolors the skin and makes it stiff and dry and thick. It kills the skin. It paralyzes the muscles. It stuffs up the nose. It blinds the eyes. It disfigures anything and everything you hold dear. It tenderizes and beats the nerves into submission to the point where you can’t react normally to any sensation anymore, either numb to the rest of the world or so reactive that you terrify the normal, living, healthy people around you. You’re a corpse dragging a loose sack of blood and guts and disease around your rotting shell. The CDC will scold you for treating a leprosy victim differently from anyone else, but such a phobia just seems natural. Innate. Sorry that I don’t feel like hanging out with zombies. Sorry if that makes me a bad person.

I wouldn’t want to hang out with me either. Or my son, for that matter.

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feeling regulated as fuck rn

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why does everything always last an eternity when i want to kill myself why are the in between periods so brief

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no one in new jersey knows how to drive and my dad's a road rager and im spiraling about ww3 and i am going to black out in the back of this car and hopefully it'll be permanent

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summer camp is such an interesting work environment because so much of the staff is 16-18 (my sister got a job there at 15) and like they just don't know how to act and so many of them are just not allowed to come back for another summer

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i love having a deadname that you dont see in souvenir shops, it means i rarely hear it in media and i get a little escape from hearing it all the time irl💥💥💥💥💥WRONG !!!! CURSE OF DATE EVERYTHING!!!!! KILLYOURSELF💥💥💥💥💥

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being a boring uncool insane mutual is a hard job but someone's got to do it

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pride month of uncanny lack of corporate pride and beautiful beautiful queer resilience

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tempting

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my giant gengar plush i bought today watching me work myself into a tizzy rn

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thinking abt catholic school lore again. on my mind lately. not lore but im also thinking about how most people there actually believed in and still believe in god. i deadass thought we were all just there for the bit until like. a year or two ago.

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inshallah jk rowling loses her fortune and all her hateful deeds are returned to her x10

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actually not done on tumblr yet. just remembered i reunited with a girl i went to catholic school with. crazy shit. exchanged instas and my cringe ass has pronouns like kill me nowwwwwww

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just barely avoided a panic attack on my way to work orientation at 8am and now im sitting on my floor at 2am the next day making a fathers day card with a cutesy cover to hopefully distract from the fact that i wont have as much to say inside the card as my sisters do. such is life i suppose

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might reread uhv or throam just to feel smth

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missing frank iero like a mf tn

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violence is never the answer unless you're freaking it faggot style