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Guess the secret is out now- Rafe x reader

Imagine Rafe was the one floating in the water after being with Groff. Only no one knows he is actually also your boyfriend….

9 months. 9 months of sneaking around, lying to my friends, and being with someone I NEVER imagined I would be with. Rafe Cameron. My friends would kill me if they knew it, but honestly he isn’t what they think he is. Not anymore at least. It all started when I was filling in for a few shifts at the Country Club for some extra cash. His dad had just died and he was not in a good place. He was heartbroken, alone, and didn’t know who to talk to. One conversation turned into months and months of getting closer and here we are now. 9 months later, I don’t know what I’d do without him. Today, he was having some meetings with some new investor and I was fishing with the pogues. We were done for the day and headed back to the surf shop. I expected to hear from Rafe by now, but still had no notifications from him, which was odd. He usually reaches out a few times during the day.

We are almost half way back to the surf shop when JJ says he sees something floating in the water…..”holy shit, is that a body?!” We all jumped up to look out the front of the boat, and sure enough there was a body floating on their back in a growing sea of red. “We have to help them!” said Sarah. We got closer and closer, and that is when my nightmare started. “Wait…..that’s Rafe!” “Oh shit, screw it man, keep going then.” “Guys he sucks but he is still my brother.” I couldn’t hear anymore of this. I had to get to him and help. I didn’t think, i just acted. I jumped in, much to the shock and disbelief of my friends. I grabbed him and swam back towards the boat. Everyone just kept staring at me. “Help me, damn it! He isn’t conscious, I can’t lift him! Someone fucking help me!” I know I was screaming at them but no one was freaking doing anything to help me. He is still a person, I know he has a bad past but still.

Finally, John B and Sarah helped me and Rafe both up onto the boat. He was not conscious and he didn’t seem to be breathing either! “Oh my god, he’s dead y’all!” Said JJ. “Shut the hell up, do not fucking say that to me right now!” I could feel the stares and hear them whispering about why I was acting so insane, but I didn’t care. My boyfriend was bleeding out and not breathing! I immediately started CPR to try and get him back. After what felt like an eternity, he finally started to cough up some water. “Baby, just breathe, I’m here. You’re gonna be ok. Just take it easy.” “Baby?? Did she seriously just call him that?” “Yeahhhhh, I think we are missing some pieces to this puzzle guys..” We finally arrived back at the surf shop and I did my best to stitch up his side, it was a big gash. “Baby, what happened? What were you doing out there?” Rafe was still kind of out of it, “I was meeting an investor, Groff, on his boat and things got heated. He got the jump on me and pushed me back. I must have hit something on the boat when I fell. He knew I was hurt, but he just kept driving away… I didn’t have my phone with me, it was still on the boat. I didn’t think I’d see you again. I love you baby. I know you weren’t ready to tell your friends, but sadly, i think you don’t have a choice now.” “I don’t care about that Rafe. I’m just happy you’re alive. I love you too, so much.” At that point, the secret was out and I didn’t care what my friends had to say about it. I was happy. I loved Rafe and Rafe loved me. If that was all I had left, I would be ok with that.

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Sorry to scare you- Daniel Sharman imagine

I had the pleasure of meeting Daniel at a meet and greet for teen wolf a few years ago. Yes, huge fan of the show but I’ll be honest, mostly a fan of Daniel. I mean can you blame me? Anyways, something just clicked when I met him. He had put his number down along with his autograph and of course I used it. Well, that was about 4 years ago and we’ve been together ever since then. I’ve been traveling with him while he is shooting for cursed and he’s been working so hard. I noticed the last few days he had been a little off but I figured he was just tired. Well, I realized when I woke up in the middle of the night to him whimpering and tossing around that maybe he was sick. “Daniel? Wake up sweetie, I think you might be having a bad dream.” “Ughhh, no I’m awake I just don’t feel good y/n” I turned on the light on my side and turned towards him. His face was very flushed and sweaty yet he was shivering and cuddled up in the covers. I felt his forehead and he was absolutely burning up. “Daniel, you are burning up. Why didn’t you wake me up sooner?” “I didn’t wanna bother you with it.” I went to grab the thermometer and was certainly not expecting to see that high of a number. “104?! Daniel that’s way too high babe, we’re gonna have to go to the hospital.” Normally that would have been a huge no from him. Daniel hates doctors and needles and all that stuff but he just nodded his head and let me help him get dressed.

We luckily were able to be seen rather quickly once we got to the hospital since his temp was so high. Sadly, where it was so high, he was getting a little delirious and didn’t really know what was going on. “Y/n!? Where, where are we? Why are we here?!” “Hey, hey, hey look at me. Everything is fine. You weren’t feeling good remember? We’re just here to get you feeling better and then we will go home ok? Just relax for me.” I was trying everything I could to calm him down but he was just scared and confused. They came in to get him hooked up to an IV to get some medicine started and asked if I could step out. I figured I would take this time to call his parents. I was in the middle of talking to his mom and updating her on what was going on when I heard him. He was yelling and sounded like he was crying. “Hey, I might need to call you back something is going on with him.” His mom wanted to know of course, “I don’t know just stay quiet and I’ll leave my phone on speaker ok?” I stepped back in the room and it broke my heart. Daniel was crying and thrashing around trying to get away from the nurses. “What is going on? Daniel, calm down what’s the matter?” “He won’t let us get the IV in ma’am. Do you think you could calm him down?” “Heyyy, baby you gotta calm down ok? You need to let them get this done so you can start feeling better? There’s no need to get so upset.” I went beside him and he clung to my hand while I played with his hair trying my best to calm his nerves. “I don’t like it! And you left me! I turned around for you and you were gone!” Shit. I feel awful but they told me to leave? What was I supposed to do? “Ok, I’m sorry baby. They needed me to leave. You know I wouldn’t leave you. I’m here now ok? So let’s let them do what they need to do so we can get out of here soon ok? Sound good?” He just nodded and clutched tighter to my hand. I just held him and ran my hand through his hair while the nurses finally were able to get the IV in and the meds started.

We had been here for a few hours now and he had finally got some rest. His temp was back to normal and tests came back showing that he had just had some kind of bacterial infection and the meds they gave him were taking care of it. They gave us a prescription to pick up so that he could keep taking the antibiotics once we got home and said that as soon as he woke up we were good to go home. So I just sat with him and updated his parents while I waited. His mom had been pretty upset after she heard the commotion earlier but I told her everything was fine now.

About 2 hours later, I heard some groans finally coming from Daniel. “Hey you, finally got some rest. Feeling better now?” “Ughh, yeah I guess. Still not great but better than before. I wanna go home though this bed is super uncomfortable.” I was so glad to see him feeling better. I’m not gonna lie, I was pretty scared earlier. I’ve never seen him like that. “Well, lucky for you, we can go home. Just gotta get you changed back into your clothes and pick up your medicine and we are outta here.” “Well what are we waiting for babe?! Pass me my stuff! Let’s go!”

Finally, we were back home and in bed. I was exhausted, I mean I got woken up in the middle of the night and have not been back to sleep yet. “Alright babe, let’s lay back down and once we wake up I’ll fix us some breakfast and it will be time for some more medicine ok?” He snuggled into me like a baby, a big, tall baby and I loved it. “Thank you for taking care of me. I know I freaked out a little earlier, I’m sorry about that” “Don’t apologize baby. You didn’t feel good it’s understandable. But please don’t get sick like this again. You scared me.” “Don’t get sick? Ok got it. Won’t let it happen again sweetheart. But in all seriousness, I’m sorry I scared you. Now you look exhausted so let’s get some sleep. Sound like a plan?” He never got an answer just a “ughhh” cause I was already close to falling asleep. He just laughed and pulled me tighter to him. “I’ll take that as a yes.”

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Plans don’t always work out- Issac Lahey imagine

You knew it was risky hanging around the pack when you were human. I mean Allison had died because of it, Stiles was taken over and tried to kill us, yet here you are. I couldn’t help it. They were my friends, heck they were more like my family. Especially one person. I had been dating Issac since before he got bit.

They have been fighting with the Alpha pack for awhile now. There was no way to win it seemed like. Tonight we were trying to trap them in the abandoned warehouse and end this whole thing. I was meant to help them set up everything and then i was instructed to get out as soon as i could. Issac did not want me to be anywhere near there when everyone showed up. Well that was the plan but of course it did not turn out that way. The alphas showed up way earlier than we had anticipated. The wolfs all tried to take them down as Stiles tried to get me and Lydia outside. We almost made it before Aiden grabbed me and dug his claws into my side. I have never seen Issac move that fast. He tore Aiden away from me and Stiles grabbed me and ran me outside. It was excruciating, Stiles was trying to figure out what to do but there was nothing he could do.

“Y/n!!!! Where is she?!?!?” Issac came running out of the warehouse with Scott right behind him. “We are over here! Issac hurry!”

Stiles had your head laying in his lap but passed you to Issac as soon as he made it to you. “Hey baby, you’re ok. Everything is going to be fine.” Issac was trying to stay calm but you could tell that he was scared. “Hey...don’t cry..it is ok..” You were trying to make him feel better but you couldn’t lie you felt yourself getting weaker. It was starting to hurt less and less and you knew that was not a good thing. “But it’s not ok. This wasn’t supposed to happen! You were supposed to be gone before they got here!” “It’s ok, things don’t always work out the way we planned Issac.” You were getting so sleepy. Maybe if you just closed your eyes for a few minutes. “No! No, no, no don’t close your eyes y/n. Please please don’t do this to me!” You hated the way his voice was cracking but you could not keep your eyes open anymore. “Scott! What do i do?! Help me!” Issac didn’t know what he was going to do but he was not going to sit here and let you die in his arms. He could not lose another person, especially not you. “I don’t know! I mean I don’t know what we can do to help her Issac.” “No, I’m not letting her die Scott. Please! Can...Can we turn her? I mean i know i cant but maybe you could? I know you don’t like to do that but i am begging you Scott. Please don’t take her from me.” Issac was crying and Scott hated seeing him this way. “Ugh.. Issac I don’t even know if she would want this life. I don’t want to do that to her without knowing.” “Y/n..baby...please wake up. Just tell Scott that you are fine with him turning you. Please! Don’t leave me here alone. Please stay with me!” You had your eyes closed but you were still kind of able to tell what was going on. “It’s fine Scott...just do it.” “See?? she’s ok with it, so just do it!”

You had been unconscious for awhile now. Around 36 hours to be exact but who is counting. Well, Issac was. He had not left your side since they had brought you back to Scott’s house. They had moved you to Issac’s room there and were just waiting for you to wake up. At first, Issac was afraid that the bite was not going to work and that your body was rejecting it. However, they had noticed that your wound had slowly started to heal after about 12 hours. Of course, it was slow cause it was from an alpha. “Issac, you should try and sleep a little. She is going to be fine she’s just resting up and healing.” Issac had not only not left your side but he also had not slept. “I’m fine, I’ll sleep when she is up.” “No you wont, then you wont want to leave her alone. So now is the best time to sleep. I’m telling you, she is fine. You don’t have to leave her, just lay down in the chair over there.” Melissa had been trying to convince him to sleep for awhile now but it just didn’t seem to be working. Scott walked by the bedroom a couple hours later and seen that Issac had finally passed out. He had laid his head down on y/n’s leg and was fast asleep.

I woke up and tried to move around but something was pinning my leg down. Whatever it was was burning me up as well. i finally was able to open my eyes and sit up a little. Once i did i seen what was holding my leg down or should i say who was holding it down. Issac was laying with his head on my leg and one hand was holding my hand and the other was laid across my stomach. Even asleep I could see the bags under his eyes, clearly this was the first time he had slept in a long time. I ran my hand through his curls and he started to wake up a little. “Shhhh..go back to sleep babe. You need some more sleep.” “Ugg...y/n? You’re awake?” He was talking but his eyes were still closed, he looked so cute. “Yeah baby, I’m awake but you shouldn’t be. So go back to sleep for a little bit. I’m not going anywhere so I’ll be here when you wake up.” He slowly started to go back to sleep but before he did you heard him whisper, “thank you for not leaving me alone.” Bless his heart, he was used to everyone leaving him and he was so scared that you were going to leave. “Don’t have to thank me baby. I don’t plan on ever leaving you alone.”

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Please stay home: part 2

Harry styles imagine

Y/n POV:

“MOVE!!!! Here lay him down on the floor, don’t lay him on his back! I need something to put pressure on this!! Please hurry!!!” I know I was screaming at them but I didn’t know what else to do. I laid his head in my lap and finally someone came back with a fistful of towels. I had one of the guys help me get his shirt off so I could put the towels directly on the gunshot. While they were laying him down I noticed that there was not a wound anywhere on his front which told me that the bullet never came back out. We watched way too many crime and medical shows to know that was not good. That means it is still in there and could be causing more damage. The ambulance was on the way, I just had to keep him alive till someone came to help. I could do this...I would not let him die like this. I could feel his pulse, it was faint but still there thank god. I pushed a little harder against the wound to try and stop the bleeding. This caused Harry to let out a cry of pain.

“I’m sorry baby, I have to put pressure on it, I know it doesn’t feel good. Just hang on for me ok?” I hated that I was hurting him but at least he is still alive.

“No...stop y/n.....hurt” Harry was panting and there was large pauses between words like he it was taking all he had to say anything.

“I know it hurts baby, but Harry I have to do it. I’m sorry. Just...here hold my other hand ok? Just squeeze it for me. Just stay awake and talk to me sweetie. Can’t have you napping just yet. Haven’t seen enough of those pretty eyes today ok?” I was trying not to let him see me cry too much, I needed to be the strong one right now. I know he could hear my voice cracking but he was too out of it to say anything.

“Can’t squeeze...tired.” His eyes were drooping and I knew I couldn’t keep him awake much longer. Where the hell was that ambulance?!

“Ok baby, you don’t have to squeeze my hand it’s ok. I know you are really tired but just stay awake a few more minutes ok? Do it for me?”

“For you....k....love you y/n” He better not be doing what I think he is doing. I swear I will lose what little sanity I have left. “I love you too baby so much but don’t go doing that. Don’t start saying sweet things like you are saying goodbye cause you are absolutely not. Got it?”

I felt someone tap my shoulder to move me, I look up and finally! The ambulance is here! I look back down and Harry isn’t awake anymore. God don’t take him from me....

Hours and one long surgery later:

“Y/n, honey try and sit down. You are going to wear a hole through the floor pacing so much.” Anne had finally got here about an hour ago and she has been trying to calm me down ever since. I know she is worried but she is trying to stay strong. At least one of us can do that cause I am a damn hot mess. I finally take her advice and sit down.

“Family of Mr. Styles?” I look up to see a very tired looking doctor coming our way. I don’t think I have ever stood up so fast in my life. I was gripping Anne’s hand so hard I was probably cutting off circulation at this point.

“Hi, sorry that it took so long to update you all. That was quite an extensive surgery and I wanted to wait until I could give you the most detailed update possible. We were able to locate the bullet and remove it. It had nicked an artery which was why he was suffering so much blood loss. However, we were able to repair it and it appears that it did not cause any damage to the spine. We will run more tests to be sure once he is awake and a little more stable. Due to the amount of blood loss, there was some touch and go moments during the surgery but he seems to be stabilizing and has been moved to the ICU. I want to keep him there for a while to keep a close eye on him so that I can make sure no issues arise. He should be waking up within the next few hours. I can allow you to see him. I can only allow one person to stay in there with him until he wakes though. I’m sorry ICU policy. Just let the nurse know when you are ready to see him and she will take you. Any questions, just let me know.”

I couldn’t believe it...he is alive. I know it was going to be a hard road once he woke up but I honestly did not care what it took. I would do anything for this man.

“Anne, you can go stay with him. He’s your son. Makes the most sense. Can...Can I just go see him real quick though? If you don’t mind?” I just needed to see for myself that he was ok. I need to see his face.

“No y/n, let me go see him for a minute and then I want you to stay with him. I would love to be the one that stays but I know my son and I know there is one face he wants to see when he wakes up and it sure is not mine.” Anne laughed. “Are..Are you sure? I completely understand if you want to stay.” I could not believe that she was offering this to me. Of course, I want to stay, I never want to leave his side again but I feel like as his mother she has a right to be there ya know?

“I am absolutely positive sweetheart, just let me go in and check on him and then he is all yours. I will head back to the hotel and come back in the morning. I’ll stop by the house and bring you some clothes and things when I come back.”

It was finally my turn to go in and see him. They had warned me that there were lots of wires and things and to not let that worry me. Easier said than done when I was already worried. He looked so pale it was shocking. I guess that’s to be expected with all the blood loss but he just didn’t look like my Harry. I pulled the chair up to his bedside and reached for his hand. He was still asleep and thankfully he didn’t seem to be in pain. He looked rather peaceful actually. Must be on some good drugs right about now.

I was just starting to doze off when I swore that I felt something squeeze my finger. I kind of just jerked my hand cause I was half asleep. Then I felt it again and this time whatever it was squeezed my finger and then gave my hand a tug. Finally it hit me, Oh my god! I shot up from the chair and I could see Harry attempting to open his eyes.

“Hey baby, it’s me. Can ya wake up for me? Come on, let’s see those pretty eyes please.” All I got was a grunt and furrowed brows, even injured he was stubborn and didn’t wanna wake up. Of course. “Come on sleepy head, wake up for me.” “Y...y/n I’m....thirsty..please.” I reached over and filled up his cup and when I turned back around those beautiful green eyes were the first thing I seen. “There you are, I’ve got you some water but you gotta be easy. Small sips for me.” I helped him to lift his head and took a few sips to quench his sore throat.

He laid back down and grabbed my hand, “I’m sorry that I didn’t listen to you y/n.....next time just force me to stay home? You get a bad feeling again and I promise I’ll listen to ya.”

I chuckled and as i brushed his hair back to kiss his forehead, “oh baby don’t worry, next time we are definitely not leaving the house.”

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Please stay home

Harry styles imagine

Have you ever had one of those days where you just know something is going to go wrong? Where no matter how much you try to calm yourself down, your gut just tells you something bad is going to happen? Well, that’s how my day was going. Harry had a concert tonight and honestly, I would rather we not even leave the house.

“Baby, everything is fine. We are going to go straight from here to the venue and then straight back tonight. Nothing is going to happen. What’s got you all worked up?” Harry was trying to get y/n to tell him what was worrying her so much. At first, Harry thought she was just messing with him when she asked him if he could postpone the concert. She knows that is a ridiculous thing to ask. However, when he seen the look on her face and the way her hands were shaking, he knew that she was completely serious.

“I don’t know! I just have this feeling that if we leave, something will happen! Please, please just believe me! Blame me, tell the fans it’s my fault, I don’t care just PLEASE don’t go to the concert tonight....”

“Baby, you know I can’t just do that. It’s not fair to all the people that have paid to come see me. We can up security if that will help calm you but I have to go. You can stay home if you want, I won’t be upset with you.” Harry thought that maybe she just needed to stay home and relax tonight.

“No! I’m not gonna stay here by myself. What if something happens to you and I’m not there?! I..I’ll come to the concert...but yeah can we get more security...please?”

“I’ll be fine baby, we both will..but yeah, let me go make the call to the venue ok? We still have a little bit before we have to leave, so just go lay down and rest for a while. I’ll be right back.”

A few hours later at the venue

Harry’s POV:

Y/n was a nervous wreck the entire drive here. I honestly was afraid that she was going to have a panic atttack. I have no clue what has got her emotions so tore up today but nothing is helping to calm her down.

“Harry! 5 minutes to showtime!” The stage director knocked on the dressing room door to alert us that it was time to head to the stage. “Sure you don’t want to hang out in here tonight sweetheart? You look a little sick, I’m worried about you.”

“No, no I’m fine. I’m coming.” She was trying her best to convince me that she was “fine” but her pale face, shaky hands, and labored breathing were telling a whole different story.

We were halfway through the show and everything was going fine, like I had expected. I kept stealing glances backstage to where y/n was throughout the night to make sure that she was doing ok. She still looked like she could throw up or faint at any time. I had some of the backstage crew stay close to her just in case she needed help.

We had just got done with “Fine line”, I was turned away from the crowd for a quick drink of water. I just happened to steal a glance at Mitch and his eyes all of a sudden were wider than I thought was even possible. Before I could even ask him what was up or turn around, I felt it. I felt my body jolt and then a burning, searing pain in my back. I dropped to the floor and then all I heard were screams. Not the screams I was used to hearing. These were screams of fear. What was burning my back? Why did I just fall to the ground? I see people ducking to the ground beside me, my band is all laying on the floor beside me. What is going on? Then finally, like someone took something out of my ears, I heard the gunshots. Gunshots?? Why are there gunshots??? Was I...shot? Y/n!!!

I try to get back up but the pain in my back is just not allowing that. So I finally turned myself to where I could see backstage where y/n is supposed to be. There she is....thank god. She seems to be ok, well she is screaming as someone is trying to get her further backstage. Of course she is being difficult...that’s my stubborn girl. She’s screaming and pointing in my direction. I finally catch her eye and there are rivers just pouring down her cheeks. I hate to see her cry like that. It’s getting harder to catch my breath, I really need to close my eyes for a minute....probably not my best idea but I can’t seem to stop myself...everything is just getting darker...and darker...and dar-

Y/n POV:

Halfway through the show and everything is fine. Maybe my gut feeling was wrong. I was slightly more relaxed but that nagging feeling would just not go away. I see Harry getting a drink and then I seen it. Mitch’s entire body seemed to pale and his eyes were staring intently at something in the distance. I looked towards where he was looking and that’s when I saw it....or saw them. There, in the middle of the crowd, a man was just standing there with a gun pointed straight at Harry’s back. Harry had no time to process what was happening, I just hear the shot and then I see Harry down on the ground.....bleeding from his back. After that everything was pandemonium. People were screaming and ducking to the ground. The band was doing the same. Finally, security tackled the guy and was dragging him away. Some of the backstage crew tried to drag me towards the dressing room. Like hell I am going anywhere without Harry. He is shot for fucks sake!

“Let. Me. Go. Someone get him off the stage!!! He needs help!!!” I was trying my very best to get out of their arms but shit they were strong. Finally I looked towards Harry and make eye contact. He just has this blank look on his face and it felt like my heart just dropped to my feet. That is not a good look, he needs help and he needs it now.

They finally somehow they forced me into the dressing room, before I could run back out the door opened again and in came Mitch and a few other crew members carrying Harry in. He was unconscious. Oh god....why is he not awake???....what if he doesn’t wake up???...damn it! I told him we needed to stay home!!!!!!

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Bad feeling: JJ x reader

Part three (final)

Summary: how will JJ take the news of what happened? Can their relationship handle all this?...

The silence was killing you. He just sat there and had not spoken a word since you told him everything. “JJ? Please say something?” “I don’t know what you want me to say y/n” You couldn’t tell if he was angry or not, his tone was unreadable. “Say you don’t hate me and that you aren’t mad at me for what i did?” Finally, he looked at you and placed his hand on your cheek, instinctively you leaned into his touch. Slowly a grin appeared on his face, “hate you? Baby, are you kidding? You saved me, literally. You found me and called for help, and then you went as far as getting rid of him and bringing me into your home? How could i hate you? I love you so much, i just don’t know what i did to deserve someone like you.” “Baby, you deserve the world, and now i get to help give it to you.” You placed a quick kiss on his lips before hopping out of the bed to tell everyone JJ was awake.

It’s been a week since JJ was released from the hospital. John B and pope had went to JJ’s house to get all his stuff, he wasn’t ready to go back there and you honestly could not blame him. Your dad surprisingly was very easy to persuade when you convinced him to let you and JJ share your bedroom. He knew that you all would end up in the same bed anyway so he just gave up on fighting it. He trusted you guys and knew that you wouldn’t do anything to mess up this opportunity. JJ was finally getting back to his old self. His ribs had been the hardest part to deal with, they were slow to heal but he was getting back to normal. Your dad got JJ a job with his company and JJ was killing it! You were so impressed with him and how hard he was working. The pogues were just happy to see that you all were happy and everyone was back together and healthy. You spent the rest of the summer making as many memories together as possible. One of the last nights of the summer, you all had a bonfire outside the chateau and were talking about all the fun things you got into this summer. “Guys, i- i have something i wanted to say,” JJ had gotten up from his spot beside you and was standing in front of all of you. “I just wanted to say thanks to all of you. Believe it or not, this has been one of the best summers i have ever had. Yeah, it hit a pretty rough patch there for a little bit, but what came out of that was better than i ever could have imagined. I never thought that by the end of this summer, i would be free from my dad, for good this time. That i would be able to wake up beside my beautiful girlfriend every morning and have two great people to look up to as parental figures that actually care about me. I mean they got me a good job, one that i am doing really well at by the way. I just wanted to say thanks for all of you sticking with me through all this and for helping y/n take care of me.” Everyone got up and hugged JJ after he was done. “One last thing though, y/n, i can never repay you for all that you have done for me since we have been together. You have literally gave me a second chance at life and ill spend the rest of it trying to pay you back. I just want you to know that i love you with my whole heart and i appreciate you more than words can say.” He sat back down beside you with glossy eyes and blushed cheeks. You kissed his lips and laid your head on his shoulder. Once everyone started talking again, you leaned into his ear, “Being with you is all ill ever want, so you’ve already paid me back darling. I’ll gladly spend the rest of my life taking care of you and loving every minute of it. I love you, always and forever.”

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Bad feeling: JJ x reader

Part two

Summary: will JJ be ok? How will he take the news about everything? Will y/n’s plan work out or ruin everything?....

“Hi, could you tell me what room JJ maybank is in? I’m his girlfriend.” You asked the nurse at the front desk. You had gotten up way earlier than you usually do but you were anxious to see your boyfriend. “Yes, he is in 212 its right down that hall last door on the left.” “Ok, thank you!” You called over shoulder as you sprinted towards his room. However, when you got to the door you froze. Were you ready to see him like that again? Slowly, you opened the door and you couldn’t contain the gasp that escaped your lips. He looked so fragile and pale, the machine helping him breathe and all the wires attached to him were overwhelming. Still, you made your way over to the side of his bed and pulled the chair up beside him. Grabbing his hand in yours, you traced around the many scratches and cuts on his hand trying to find the words to say. “Hey you, its me, y/n. Baby, I don’t know if you can hear me or not but I’m here ok? I know you don’t feel good and you need to rest but i sure would like to see you open those eyes soon ok? Ive got a lot to tell you, please don’t be mad at what i did, its the best thing for you i promise. I know you always say you have to protect me but now its my turn to protect you so you just have to let me ok?” You ran your hands through his hair with one hand while you tightly squeezed his hand with the other. His heart rate got faster making the monitors react. “JJ? Sweetie can you hear me? Squeeze my hand if you can hear me honey.” You squeezed his hand again and waited to see if you got any response. You were starting to believe it was just a false alarm until you felt the slightest squeeze of your fingers and the slight jump in his heart rate. “There you go baby, that’s good! You just rest ok? I am not going anywhere, you rest and ill be right here when you wake up.” You placed a kiss on his forehead and his cheek until you placed one final kiss on the corner of his mouth.

You had been sitting at his bedside for a couple hours playing on your phone and keeping one hand holding his when the rest of the group knocked on the door. “Hey hey, hows our guy doing this morning?” Pope asked as the crew squeezed into the room. “He’s been good. I talked to him a little when i got here and he squeezed my hand and his heart rate jumped so that’s a good sign!” You said feeling a lot better now that you weren’t alone. You sat around in the room with the group playing card games and talking to JJ. John B had gotten him to squeeze his hand once but he only seemed to really do it for you, you hated to admit it but that made you feel good that he reacted like that with just you. Kie’s mom brought us all lunch from the Wreck and came to check on JJ. The crew left after a few more hours. You were still there just talking to JJ and running your hands through his hair when you heard on knock on the door. As you looked up you see your dad peeking into the door. Soon, your mom and dad are on the other side of JJ’s bed. “Hey, what are you guys doing here? Visiting hours are over in like 30 minutes so i was going to be home soon?” “We know honey, we just wanted to check on him, he doing ok today?” You told them about him reacting to you and john b. They were both very excited to hear that. “Well, that great to hear sweetie. Actually, we were here because we just got done at the sheriffs office. Luke has been arrested and wont be getting out anytime soon. The sheriff had no problem with us being his legal guardians so we just had to come down to sign some papers here saying that he would be coming home with us once he is discharged.” They had actually done it, they had gotten JJ out of that hell hole he called home. “You hear that babe? You don’t have to deal with him anymore, so you can wake up anytime now so we can go home ok?” “That’s right buddy, we got you now. Don’t think i wont be watching you two though! No funny business when you come home!” Your dad grinned as he tried to get a reaction out of JJ. “We gotta go for now, I’ll be back in the morning ok? We love you baby.” You placed a final kiss to his forehead and right before you let his hand go, JJ gave your fingers one last little squeeze. “I know, you love us too baby, i know.”

Opening the door to JJ’s room, you froze at what you seen and heard...or better yet, didn’t hear. There was no longer the sound of the machine breathing for him, no more tube down his throat. Your boy was laying there breathing. All. On. His. Own. His doctor came up behind you as you made your way into the room. “Well, i wanted to meet you before you came in here but you ruined the surprise,” he said with a grin. “Overnight, JJ started breathing a lot better and was doing just as much work as the machine so we started taking it down hour by hour. He was able to keep his oxygen levels up on his own so we took out the tube a couple hours ago. The sedation hasn’t fully worked its way out of his system yet so that’s why he isn’t awake. I would say he should wake up in the next couple hours.” You could not contain the smile on your face, you thanked the doctor and sent a text to your parents and the crew. You did tell everyone not to rush down there though, you wanted to let him wake up fully before people starting overwhelming him.

After a couple hours you were sitting there on your phone when you felt a squeeze of your hand, you eyes shot up to see JJ’s eyes trying to open. “Hey baby, take your time, you’ve been sleeping for awhile now.” You sat up onto the side of his bed and ran your fingers across his cheek. “Y/n..” he tried to talk but you could tell his throat was extremely dry. Slowly, those beautiful eyes opened and you’d never been so happy to see them in your life. “Here lets get a drink. Here, take small sips baby. Small sips, you gotta be careful.” You helped him sit up and drink, he winced as he sat up and grabbed at his ribs. “I’m sorry! You wanna lay back down?” He shook his head no and slowly eased back down on the bed. “What happened? How did i get here?” He looked around frantically and you could tell his was starting to panic. “Hey, hey look at me.” You grabbed his face with both hands and slowly turned him to face you. “I’m not 100% on what happened but we went to meet at the docks and you weren’t there. No one had heard from you since the day before and i had a feeling something was wrong. We split up to look for you and me and John B went to your house. I-i found-I found you on the floor of your living room JJ. You were covered in blood and unconscious.” You were trying to stay calm while telling him but it was not easy to hold back your emotions, he grabbed your hand to calm you. “We- we called 911 and t-they had to put a tube in to help you breathe...I was right there when they did it, JJ it was terrifying. I thought you weren’t coming back.” You couldn’t hold it in anymore, he gently pulled you into the bed and you laid your head on his chest as he played with your hair. After a few minutes, you calmed down, “Anyway, they told us what all injuries you had, concussion, broken ribs, cuts, bruises, you had been choked and it messed up your throat that’s why you couldn’t breathe. They wanted to keep you sedated for a few days to let everything heal, but of course you’re too stubborn to do that. You only lasted a day under sedation.” You chuckled and you could feel him slightly laugh at that as well. “There’s something else i have to tell you though JJ and please before you yell, just let me get it all out first ok?” He gave you a confused look for a second but eventually he nodded and told you to continue. “Ok....well after the doctor had told us everything, i-i got so angry babe. I have never been angrier in my whole life. Angry that a “father” could do that to their own kid?! So....i left the hospital and went home. When i got home, mom and dad asked why i was upset and i had to tell them JJ, i had to. Once i told them you were hurt, they had to know what happened and i wont protect him anymore. And before you butt in, I know you don’t keep it hidden to protect him but hear me out. Once dad knew the truth, he was livid. He said that he was going to tell the sheriff and i told him no because they would take you away. He said that was why he was going to tell them that they are going to be your legal guardians. I didn’t ask them baby, it was there idea, i swear. You know dad loves you. So anyway, they went yesterday while i was here with you. They arrested your dad baby, he wont be around for a long time. They let mom and dad be your guardians, so when you get to leave here, you are coming home with me, to your new home, our home. Please don’t hate me, i had to protect you. I wont let you live with him again.”

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Bad feelings: JJ x reader

Part one

Summary: what happens when the groups plans get ruined and no one can find JJ? They have a bad feeling that something isn’t right.....

The rest of the pogues were waiting for you down at the docks, or at least that was what the plan was supposed to be. Your shift at The Wreck was just ending. You changed out of your uniform and into your swimsuit and shorts and headed to the docks. Kie, Pope, John B, and Sarah were all there waiting. However, your boyfriend, JJ was no where to be found. That made no sense seeing as how JJ never missed an opportunity to be out on the water. “Hey guys! Where is JJ?” You asked the group as you made your way towards the boat. “We haven’t heard from him since yesterday. We just assumed he was picking you up from work and coming with you?” Pope said as he lended his hand to help you into the boat. You don’t know why, but you suddenly had a very bad feeling that something was wrong.

“Guys, I think I’m going to go try to find JJ, you guys go ahead and take the boat out and I’ll let you know when I find him.” You couldn’t just go out and enjoy yourself when you didn’t know where your boyfriend was or if he was okay. “No, you’re right y/n something doesn’t seem right, we will all try to find him.” We decided to split up to try and cover more ground. JJ had broken his phone during a fight a couple weekends ago so that did not help the situation. Pope and kie said that they would go look at some of his favorite spots to surf and check some of the jobs he had been working to see if he was there. You and John B. decided to go see if he was at his house. You knew that if something had happened to him, sadly home was where it probably happened. You and John B. Were the only ones that knew about his abusive, horrible father and what JJ went through at home. You knew that JJ would not want you all to be there , he had made it very clear that he wanted you to stay clear of his father. However, you did not care how angry he would be, you had to see for yourself that he was alright.

John B. Pulled the van into JJ’s driveway, there was no sign of Luke’s truck anywhere so you made the decision to go inside. John B. Called out for JJ but got no response. John B. Attempted to go through the front door only to find it locked. You remembered that JJ had mentioned one night that he would always leave his window unlocked to his room so he could sneak in for clothes without Luke knowing. You ran around to the side of the house and found the bedroom window. “John B. I need a lift! I’ll go in and unlock the door for you!” John B. Helped you maneuver yourself in through the window. You made your way to the living room to unlock the door and that’s when you saw it...or should i say when you saw him.

“Oh My God! John B. Hurry!!” You hurried and swung open the door and ran straight over to the slumped over, unconscious body of your boyfriend. “Dear God JJ! y/n is he breathing?!” You fell down beside him and tried to roll him over towards you. There was so much blood, his face was black and blue and there were cuts all over his arms and his chest. You put your hand on his neck trying to find a pulse, it was very faint but it was there. “He has a pulse but it is weak! Call 911!” “Baby, can you hear me? Me and John B. Are here ok? Can you open your eyes for me?” You were trying desperately to try and get some kind of response out of him but there was nothing. You pushed some of his hair that was matted to his forehead back out of his face. As tears streamed down yours and john b’s faces, all you could feel was anger. How could someone do this to their own child? How could you just leave them there to die? Not even call for help?? How long had he been laying here?!” Once the paramedics arrived and loaded JJ on the stretcher, you followed close behind and hopped in the back of the ambulance grabbing ahold of JJ’s hand. “I’ll meet you at the hospital, I am going to call the others and we will all be there as soon as we can.” You just nodded at John B. Afraid that you would break if you tried to speak. JJ never woke up the entire ride to the hospital. The paramedic informed you that he was breathing but that he was not getting enough oxygen so they had to intubate him. You had never been more afraid in your life, seeing a tube down your boyfriend’s throat was something you couldn’t have ever imagined having to see.

The others came running into the hospital and rushed over to you in the waiting area. “Any news? Where did they take him? Did he wake up??” They all were shooting questions at you trying to find out anything about their friend. “They said they had to run some tests, check to see how bad the damage was and see what all injuries they were dealing with. No, he didn’t wake up at all. He wasn’t getting enough oxygen so they had to put a tube down his throat in the ambulance to help him breathe.” you tried to explain everything to them but you had to stop because your voice started cracking and it was getting harder to catch your breath. “Ok, ok calm down y/n. You’re gonna have a panic attack if you don’t calm down. Just breathe for me, take deep breaths ok?” Kie and Sarah sat on both sides of you trying to calm you down. It was no use though, once the tears started and the first sob escaped your throat you couldn’t contain it anymore. You sat there with Kie and Sarah holding you until you eventually wore yourself out and fell asleep.

“Y/n, wake up sweetie, come on wake up.” Kie gently shook your shoulder trying to wake you up from the uncomfortable waiting room chair. “Hey, so the doctors just came by. They said that it was pretty bad and that if we hadn’t got there when we did.....he probably wouldn’t be here.” John B. Explained. “They said that he has a severe concussion, almost all his ribs are broken, he had been choked so he had some damage to his throat and that’s why he was having trouble getting enough oxygen, and several cuts and bruises which we had already seen.” All you could do was sit there wide eyed and shocked as John B explained all of your sweet boy’s injuries. “Is he awake yet?” You just needed to see him, see those blue eyes staring back at you, to see that he was still here with you. “No, not yet. Since the concussion was pretty bad, they wanted to keep him sedated for a few days to let him rest and heal and also to let his throat heal before they remove the tube. They said if he wasn’t sedated he would probably try to pull the tube out and it would only make things worse.”

You had no more words to say to anyone. You felt like your world was just crashing down. Your sweet boy was laying in the hospital not able to breathe on his own all because of his asshole of a father. You could not sit by anymore and let this happen. You had asked JJ several times why he didn’t say something to the cops about his dad beating him. He said that he couldn’t do that because he would have no one to take care of him and DCS would send him to foster care on the mainland. You didn’t care anymore, you had to figure out a solution. You could not let the love of your life step back into that house with that man. “Guys, I’m going to head home. I need to get cleaned up and get some sleep. I’ll be back first thing tomorrow.” You wanted to include the group in your plan but not yet. After telling everyone goodbye, you headed back to figure 8 to your house. Yes, you were technically a Kook, but your parents were pogues when they first got married and moved here. Your father had worked very hard to expand his business and create a great life for you all. You moved to figure 8 a few years back but you were still a pogue at heart. That is the main reason that your parents never had an issue with your friends. They knew how kooks treated them and they did not agree with it. Your dad and JJ loved each other and hung out together quite often since you all started dating 3 years ago.

“Y/n, is that you? Oh, honey what is the matter? Why are you so upset?” The second your parents seen you come through the front door they knew something was terribly wrong. You immediately collapsed into your mom’s arms and sobbed. You couldn’t even get words out to tell them, your mom just held you while your dad rubbed your back until you finally calmed down enough to tell them what had happened to JJ and who had been the one to cause it. “Are you serious? How could he do that and get away with it? I’m not going to stand for that, I’m calling the sheriff myself and turning him in!” You hadn’t ever seen your dad so mad in your life. He was pacing around the living room clenching and unclenching his fists. “Dad, you cant! JJ doesn’t have anymore family to take care of him, if Luke goes to jail, JJ goes into foster care on the mainland!” “No, that is not going to happen either sweetie. Now would i love for my daughter and her boyfriend to live together in my house? No. Would i like to see the boy that she is obviously in love with be taken away from her? Also no. So that’s why i am going to march down to the station and tell the sheriff what happened and that it is not the first time it has happened and how i want JJ taken from that home immediately and i want to become his legal guardian and he will live with us.” You sat there in shock just staring at your dad. Your mom just looked between you and your father with a huge smile on her face, “Y/n honey, you cant honestly expect us to sit by and watch JJ go through that and not do something about it? I know that boy means the world to you, and i know he feels the same. There is no better place for him than right here with us.” You could not believe how well that went. You went to bed shortly after your talk and tried to get some sleep. You could not wait to get to the hospital tomorrow to tell JJ the good news, but what will he think about it when he wakes up?

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Things I shout while playing any video game ever:

YOU FUCKING HOE

YOUR MOTHER SHOULD HAVE SWALLOWED YOU

I FUCKING (SCREAMS)

FUCKING BALLS

OH WHAT THE ACTUAL LIVING FUCK 

YOU CAN SUCK MY SWEATY FUCKING BALLS

I HATE THIS GAME

FUCK

FUCKING 

FUCK ME

FUCK YOU

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

WHY AM I FUCKING PLAYING THIS GAME

I’m so fucKING DONE 

WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED

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#so much pain in his expression

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This beautiful little girl had open heart surgery less than 24 hours before this photo was taken. When asked why she was up so quickly, she replied her Hello Kitty slippers make everything better. 

Reblog to show how strong she is!

Note: This photo was published with permission from her mother. 

4/30 Update: I have since spoken with the mother and she is eternally grateful for the support her daughter has received. Keep reblogging!

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