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my boredom after years of having super short hair vs. my love of the bob aesthetic vs. my dysphoria now that i have longer hair: fight

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no offense but I’ve decided I’m gonna stop being sad and start being unbelievably powerful, creative, and full of love & light

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<3

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*moves unreasonably large rocks, by hand, into a circle*

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*watches a studio ghibli film* maybe… life is okay

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I wonder how the meteor that was supposed to hit us back in 2012 is doing and if it’s interested in hitting us now

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(waits)

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google search: how to take a break from the linear flow of time

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my mental state is n̨̥̭̞̟̼o̱̬̫̘̟̜̪͞t̡̯͙͈̗͕̙ g̖̭̳̳̬̟͠e̷̟̝̩̝̥̲͠t͕̩̟̬͇́́͜ț̠ͅi̬̦̠͙n͏̴̦̻͙̳̬̙g̢̝̗͍̗͈̹͓̻̟͘͞ b̡̨̫͚̦̀̀͡é̴̺̬͇͈͔͚͓̙̱͎͝͠t̡͎̘͇̣̲́̀t̛̥̰̫̦ȩ̨̤͉̞̻̳̩̖̰̬͘͟͝ͅr̴̡̤̰̦͇̜̲̗̯͍̤̪͚̹͉̣̝̕͡.̩̳̪̠̙̟̞̺͉̻͇̪̯̻̰̀̀͞͠͞.̢͚͎̦̦̘͘͜͞.̡̦̜͙͓̯̻̫͓̬͚̖̦̞̮̲̀͢͡

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i feel like my friends say and do things to me that i would never say or do to anyone, let alone a close friend.

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good things about me bc i had a hard day at work

I’m funny

I have a great sense of fashion

I have a unique name

I’m Italian

I’m Polish

I’m polylingual

I got a degree

I made A MOVIE

I live with my four best friends

I have one job and I’m about to have two

I just held two jobs while going to school full-time

I have such awesome siblings who love and support me

I have a huge fucking family

I’m queer and queer people are the best

I’m trans and trans people are also the best

I’m proud of and in love with my body

I am a vegetarian and eat consciously

I recycle

I have a firm sense of spirituality

I stand by what I feel but I learn too

I know a lot of Adobe programs

I know how to do film photography and made some work I’m really proud of

I love my friends so hard

I’m making strides towards being independent

I have a huge security net

I’m not doing destructive things so much anymore

I’m self-aware and I can work on the things that I can do better

I see the best in people despite the things that they do sometimes 

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self care is also being honest with yourself about your negative habits and mistakes. it’s also taking ownership of your faults and growing from them. self care is diverting from a negative space to a positive one. creating light and balance. blooming. watering your own flowers. being gentle but honest with yourself.

so take care.

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something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue.