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[absentmorality]

Sorry girls, I’ve been busy with work. Hi.

[absentmorality]

is it bad that i know what im signing up for. is it bad that i feel that i NEED this. is it bad that i feel like i must be braindrained and ruined. is it bad that i got wet while writing this ask, and is it bad that i want to start begging for you to destroy me.

-😵‍💫

Then beg. So far I’m unimpressed.

[absentmorality]

can’t help but feel like you ruined me

Already? I’ve barely lifted a finger.

[absentmorality]

What are your thoughts on a woman who *did* give into a sadist and dom and who then was molded and broken and ruined? Your posts convey using women and discarding them. What about the those women who were discarded and broken and still crave a dom but are traumatized by *actual* abuse at the hands of former doms? You give warnings and say things will end badly for your toys. If my ex had given such a blatant warning I would have hesitated. Instead he baited me with honey and lies. Or is your philosophy that any woman who gets involved with you despite your warnings isn’t worth much and deserves whatever you do to them? Also this isn’t me trying to challenge or insult you. I guess I’m just honestly curious regarding your viewpoints irl.

I try to be very upfront with my intentions so expectations can be set, but honestly, girls ignore or romanticize the warnings anyway. Even knowing that, I still feel like there’s an aspect of “you get what you pay for”, in that even if you think you can change me or you feel like the warnings are a lead in/roleplay: they were still there, so I am not *completely* at fault for whatever outcome we arrive at.

That doesn’t mean they deserve it, or that I “discard” them, or that I don’t feel bad. Truthfully I still think about girls I’ve had relationships with (probably more than they think about me), and I regret certain aspects.

But if you’re looking for a soft dom to rebuild you or provide constant TLC, I am *explicitly* not the one for you. I will use you, and given my history: I will ruin you. 

Thanks for the ask.

[absentmorality]

your posts turn me into a filthy, dripping mess. do you answer dms? 🌚

~ 🍓

When they’re interesting.

[absentmorality]

You're scary.... intimidating too and I don't like it but.... but it's attracting me ugh what's wrong with me ~

Nothing is wrong with you, silly. Give in to what you want.

[absentmorality]

you want romance, i want violence. i'm glad we agree

[absentmorality]

I swear to God I'm a feminist, but the phrase "I'm a ditz, I play with my tits." May have rewired something in my brain. 🥵

Try repeating it for a whole day and watch your priorities change.

[absentmorality]

how do I get your attention?

I peek at blogs that spam notes, and I usually catch the first like on my posts. But honestly, feel free to message me. I don't bite at first.

[absentmorality]

exploiting your praise kink to make you do grosser and grosser things for me.

don't you want to be a good girl?

[absentmorality]

bending you over the bathtub to fuck you, but I’m going to hold your head underwater until I cum

[absentmorality]

You seem like just another sad internet loser posting the same lackluster, regurgitated content that we all seem to be forcefully subjected to on tumblr.

P.S. It's actually pathetic to see your edgelord, martyr takes. Go touch some grass.

I'm happy my words affected you so deeply that you were driven to send this in. It's my favorite type of manipulation.

Whether it's feelings of jealousy, inadequacy or loneliness, I've exploited them without lifting a finger. You're on your phone refreshing my blog, desperate for me to gift you my attention.

Enjoy watching from the shadows. I'm everything to you right now, but you're just a number on a screen to me.

[absentmorality]

Dunno why but something flares up in me when I read your posts, it's like a yearning to be corrupted and molded by you if that makes sense. Also sorry if this is like, ultra super weird

You should give in to what you desire.

[absentmorality]

clicker training but the clicker is my open hand against your face

[absentmorality]

Do you own a sub? On here?

P.s. what do you like to be referred to as?

No.

Anything that affirms my position over you: sir, daddy, master, etc.

[absentmorality]

do you never want a relationship again then?

Of course I do. You should just know what you're getting into. Although, the last ones knew and they all turned out the same.

[absentmorality]

you're out in public and you look down at a text from an unknown number.

"What's your favorite color?"

thinking it's just one of your friends playing a prank, you reply,

"pink"

you click send and the number replies with a spiral. and another. and another. you start to panic and try to swipe away but your phone isn't responding. it's too late to look away. someone is controlling you. your legs get weak. you need to sit down but you can't look away. you collapse onto your knees.

as you stare and drop deeper, and deeper. your phone begins to ring. a man's voice on the other side orders your tongue out and tells you to repeat this phrase:

"I'm a ditz, I play with my tits."

you're on your knees in public, drooling all over your shirt, and now with both hands you're groping your tits. people are staring at you as they walk by. girls giving you dirty looks, men stopping to take pictures and videos. you don't care. all that matters is the spiral, controlling you.