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Oh glorious day!

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You are allowed to be scared of your parents even if they've "gotten better" or "changed"

Them trying to be a better parent doesn't erase the years of abuse they did to you

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I need to ramble for a minute.

So, I've had chronic lower back pain due to something I'm apparently born with (what I was told when I was last x-rayed).

It's my L4-L5 vertabrae and the disc between them. It causes moderate to severe pain which makes moving difficult (and was worse was a kid).

My stepdad had a cane that he used while he still had most of his mobility in his legs still. It's all black, and still works. So now I use it.

And....it helps. It doesn't make the pain better (nothing does), but it helps alleviate some of the pressure and I can stand/walk for longer easier on the more painful days.

I've never...used a cane up until this point. And a part of me is shaming myself for it. Like I need to be stronger, less reliant.

But also....if it helps me, why is that a problem? I'm not used to it, and I'm lost on how I'm supposed to feel.

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LINK TO YOUTUBE VIDEO IN QUESTION

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I want to apologize for seeming basically....dead, on here.

My mental health seems to plummet in terms of motivation rather quickly. I won't go into specifics, but I live with PTSD; and a particularly horrible childhood moment happened in the summertime, and my symptoms are more active than usual.

Truthfully, I needed to take care of myself and get back on track. It's a tough journey, but one that I'm 100% willing to experience.

On a side note; I'm still interested in Obey Me, but I'm mainly into TADC as of currently! I might do some TADC stuff in the near future!

I also really like making original characters, and I would like to start talking about them as well!

I'm a big fan of the 'weirdcore' aesthetic, and some of my OC's are framed from it!

Okay, I'll quit yapping; just wanted to give y'all a proper update. Thanks for your time. 🫶

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i like the phrases "it's not for me," "it's not my thing," and "i'm not the target audience" because they're the most concise way to express "this thing that you enjoy has merits but idgaf about it" without being aggressive

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I'm gonna do some blog clean-up and some updates!!

I am still doing OM stuff, but not as much;; over time my mind has gravitated more towards other things as well!

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Hiii I just wanted to say I have a new fic out about GG if you wanted to check it out. I was the anon from your last ask. Sorry for sending you asks twice!

Hello! Good to see you! Also....oh?? owo

Definitely sounds up my ally!

And please don't apologize; I enjoy answering asks! You're welcome back anytime! ^0^

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If you're still into game grumps I also want to write fics about them! I know that they don't really care about rpf but I also have some hesitation about it haha. (I just followed you because I think you're cool!)

I do love Game Grumps!! I've thought about writing fics, but a part of me is hesitant to make fics about real people;;

I really appreciate your support, anon!! ^-^

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So guess who's 21 today? :D

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WHOA!!!!! i love my friends' ocs

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Meme news: The Brazilian actress Renata Sorrah came out as bisexual at the age of 76

That's her, btw

She's an icon and also very talented. We Stan.

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If you live in the USA and you're pleading for donations to pay your rent, bills, or get food then dial 211! Please dial 211 before the last minute!

It's a toll free service with people who will help you find programs in your community to pay those bills, find food, and find housing! They will give you numbers to call so you can get help.

It is not 100% foolproof. Their job is to direct you to a program they believe will help your current issue, but it's still a step up from praying random strangers online will give you enough cash before a deadline! The added benefit of these community programs, which get funded by the local government most of the time, is if there are more people using them then they can get more money to help more people.

You're not taking resources from other people if you use your community services. Your taxes pay for them. Use them.

Dial 211 first to see if they can help, and if for some reason they can't, then make your donation posts!

https://www.211.org/

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I haven't been posting here as much;; although I'm on here every day. I'm trying to better myself mentally, but my mental health easily drains my motivation to do....anything.

I wanna thank y'all for being so patient with me, and I will do my best to post more often. I will still do stuff with Obey Me, but I want to do more work with my original characters too, as well as other things!

So, you may see more of me, but in more of a variety!

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What to do if you suddenly find yourself homeless

FOOD

Find your nearest food bank or mission, for food

grocery stores with free samples, bakeries + stores with day-old bread

different fast food outlets have cheaper food and will generally let you hang out for a while.

some dollar stores carry food like cans of beans or fruit

SHELTER

Sleeping at beaches during the day is a good way to avoid suspicion and harassment

sleep with your bag strapped to you, so someone can’t steal it

Some churches offer short term residence

Find your nearest homeless shelter

Look for places that are open to the public

A large dumpster near a wall can often be moved so that flipping up the lids creates an angled shelter to stay dry

HYGIENE

A membership to the YMCA is usually only 10$, which has a shower, and sometimes laundry machines and lockers.

Public libraries have bathrooms you can use

Dollar stores carry low-end soaps and deodorant etc.

Wet wipes are all purpose and a life saver

Local beaches, go for a quick swim

Some truck stops have showers you can pay for

Staying clean is the best way to prevent disease, and potentially get a job to get back on your feet

Pack 7 pairs of socks/undies, 2 outfits, and one hooded rain jacket

OTHER

first aid kit

 sunscreen

 a travel alarm clock or watch

 mylar emergency blanket

 a backpack is a must

 downgrade your cellphone to a pay as you go with top-up cards

 sleeping bag

 travel kit of toothbrush, hair brush/comb, mirror

 swiss army knife

 can opener