I have a new hyperfixation so prepare yourselves
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dressing like you fail expectations and Ash, the virgin dream
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What good is the concept of love to one who cannot feel it?
Love, in an unnatural sense, is much more tolerable.
To have a lover in the way you would have an apple in a garden: someone forbidden, someone that you would fantasize about plucking and tasting, but someone you could never be allowed to be near. To be Eve in the Garden of Eden, tempted by the glaze of the fruit, but know the story well enough to dare not pick the apple, no matter how much you want to. Someone that you want to befriend, want to hold their hand, want to hold them close, but knowing that both of you would get in trouble. To be thankful that they, like an apple on a tall branch, are too far to reach and grab; to be thankful that they would never reciprocate your feelings.
And so you have to keep your mouth shut, and your intentions hidden. You must put on the appearance of a clean rose, and hide your thorns, because if they could dare to try and feel the way you do, they would get pricked and bleed. And who would be the blame for that? You would. No, it's easier to love someone who, instead of a rose, sees you as something less. A lover who doesn't love who; a lover who could and would clip you from the bushes, for you are wilting.
To have a forbidden lover, that sure is something. Though, "lover" is too direct a term for that relationship, isn't it? If they hate you, and you share that feeling, wouldn't that make you enemies? Still, there is something so intimate about that, too; something so amorous about admitting that feeling of hatred, and both of you silently knowing that there is something wrong with you, specifically, something that hatred could not disguise.
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If someone asked me at the end
I’d tell them, “Put me back in it”
Darling, I would do it again
If I could hold you for a minute I’d go through it again
Heaven is not fit to house a love like you and I
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The time travel requests are sending me to places dear lord. Also love how awkward and shy pre h Patrick is with Pete and how Pete’s all coy because he KNOWS how much hes gonna gain in experience and confidence and become the dom he knows way too well. Also the difference in body type 🥵 pre h is a bit awkward and lanky and current! Is a full fledged BEAR. pete knows all of Patrick’s phases so seeing him back in his twink era knowing what he’s gonna turn into? Idk that’s hot to me. Maybe he tells him about it as he fucks him and touches him all over, how great he’s gonna look with a beard, how he looks so hot with some weight on him, “no just trust me you’re so hot” AAUGH
😵💫😵💫😵💫 I wish I had words to contribute but I just do the drawings, I LOVE messages like this, like yes bestie take us on a journey with you
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Ayrı yöne bakıyor arzularımız, tek ortak yönümüz çıplaklığımız ve arayışımız şehvet denilen şeyi, ben güçlü olan tarafım sen zayıf, bana olan itaatin anahtarı sayılır gerçekleşmesini istediğim sapkınlıkların, bileklerinde düğümü yoldan çıkmışlığımın, güzel yüzünde gezen ellerim artçıları;becerilirken hissedeceğin depremimin.
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Not me being stupidly happy that lesbian visibility week overlaps with my birthday lol
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Hottest take: in casual clothes all the batkids wear PitVipers to hide their identities
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