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i’m new to the polyamorous thing so i’m getting to experience the really strange set of conditions where i’m still in a healthy and loving relationship while also just got my heart broken by somebody who doesn’t respect my feelings. whiplash. strange to not be associating the latter experience with being single, also strange to have to parse those different feelings out

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cool stuff you could be wearing

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zeds dead eyes on fire remix came out 13 years ago

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things are not all the way together in my life right now but i’m still having a pretty nice time

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just cooked for 5 hours. happy gay holiday you fucks

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chasing a mouthful of kratom orange juice with a swig of ginger kombucha, wondering what i’ve become as i whisper “better living through chemistry” to my cat

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feeling the rage for my community hard tonight. and so much sadness. but also feeling trans joy, trans power, and trans love hard tonight.

this is what can’t be taken from us

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running a free shipping sale on every order over 20 buckaroonies with checkout code SICKDAY. shipping once i’m not anymore! 🤧👁

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twitter suspending my account at 1 am for making fun of elon musk

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colorado snows are different than kentucky snows.

i used to wait at wet bus stops in the mornings, on underpaid drivers in undermaintained buses that were always too early, or late. feet soaked to the bone at the end of the day, sloshed by melted snow in brown gutter puddles. going to work under grey skies never cold enough for romantic blankets of white and holding coffee never hot enough to warm me up.

i remember thinking of a fresh start, staring out the door of a store i knew every inch of. down the barrel of another winter of wet feet and sore bones like most of the previous ten. i knew it was time to go, and i was on my way.

i still get cold in winter, but it’s different here. the snow settles in layers outside my window and for a moment it’s firm to the touch. my life is different; it still gets cold sometimes but i don’t feel it slipping through my fingers anymore. everything’s become more solid. i know it’s not the places that made things one way or the other- just a change of backdrop and a revolving cast of new decisions. but maybe different winters are enough to make different lives.

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Ahh, it’s back

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time to start posting here more as the twitter ship goes down

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acquired the dress shoes and the shirt for catboy saul goodman

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listening to nu metal in your 30s is called LinkedIn Park