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man, I wish I could be as human as you.

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could you imagine being a man, a sis gender man, who is really into sounding other men. It's just the only way for you to get off really. But one day you meet a man that you really like, and you just connect with him on a whole other level. And you guys finally get to the point where not only are you in the bedroom with each other, but you're starting to get more open with each other too. About all the things like. The only issue is, is that this man is transgender. He does not have a penis he has never pursued any sort of bottom surgery. So he still has the whole set, the labia menorah menorah the majora Little China adequate Torres. And he also has a urethra. Now he's willing to indulge in your special weird little thing. You're sounding. And you guys finally get to the bedroom and you have your little sounding pole or whatever it is they use. But you realize some thing very quickly. Do you know where the clitorises you know where the clitoris is, but where… Is the urethra? Riddle me this Batman

i've tried answering this ask in three different ways and each time it deleted whatever i added. labia menorah menorah the majora Little China adequate Torres. Every time i try to find a new angle to work on this answer with i read another sentence that makes me wince so hard i forget 3/7ths of the english language. labia menorah menorah the majora Little China adequate Torres. i literally am trying to think of any kind of response but verbally i keep repeating it. "labia menorah menorah the majora Little China adequate Torres." it's like a spell. it's fucking addicting. it's the only way i know a human being sent it because that was for fucking sure speech to text happening right there for a single sentence. labia menorah menorah the majora Little China adequate Torres.

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anyone else have memories that they know can’t be true? like remembering how fast you rotated as a planet once. moving waves across the ocean as the ocean, able to move the water at will like limbs. I dunno. I think that we become one again or realize we are actually just one thing. like yeah I totally know how it feels to be a lizard in the desert.

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Hey everyone, remember that being sick or healing from injuries is a hard time for your body. You have to eat a lot and lay still and be kind to yourself! [large neon sign that says HYPOCRITE descends from the ceiling and points at me] Hey what the heck what's this who put that there

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the relief of no pain but the terror of being high or the intense pain but the relief of being sober

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the heinous yaoi (colorized)

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happy pride

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there’s such raw emotion behind wiping your face after taking a huge gulp of water

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got high enough to dissociate to a level that I could hear other thoughts but only if I concentrated really hard and the words were mostly jumbled except for the few I could make out. At first I heard “who is that” and then I said who I was and then they said “no seriously who is that” . I think I started talking to people that had no idea I existed and vice versa . Tried to ask for their names but words were too jumbled again . I heard a bit of a conversation that I can’t remember but I know it made sense

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kuzuryu for funsies

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“what led you to believe those things?”

-best friend died

-covid happened so I was isolated because of chronic illness

-in turn I thought I was closer to people than I was

-got sepsis, almost died multiple times

-both of my childhood dogs died

-started seeing the world in a different way because of PTSD and medical trauma

-needed a friend to help me out but instead was sent deeper and deeper into paranoia

-the thing about psychosis and paranoia is you don’t realize you’re going through it

-once I was snapped out of it I was able to look back and realize and work through it

People are constantly changing and learning. That’s what it means to be human, for time to pass, to grow.

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my most extreme weirdest kink is being wanted. my tamest kink is knife play

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I pray you never have to know what it’s like to watch from the sidelines and get left behind

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Blood test results are back. 0’s across the board, dry as a bone under the hood, they’re not sure what they’ve got in those vials but it recoils from light and lunges towards living tissue, which is all normal for girls these days.