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It's been a while, Tumblr

I'm back because I need to vent.

See, a lot has happened, I lost the most important person in my life so now everything is overwhelmingly hopeless and sad.

Also changed teams at work and it sucks.

And even developed a crush on someone who clearly couldn't care less about me.

And in this very moment I feel extremely stupid because I gave more to this person that i will ever receive back and just got a clear example of it. Maybe he even hates me. It's always been the same. Oh, and of course, he likes my friend better, as always also.

Like, I sent the longest text and audio explaining important shit and saying thank you and what did I get in response? "I haven't checked on this yet" he really was like "this bitch is nothing but an annoyance" I can tell.

God, why am I like this, I fucking hate it.

Maybe I'm just extra sensitive because of grief but still.

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COMMUNITY 1.12: Comparative Religion

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some pics of fernando today before and after qualifying 🤍

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in my humble opinion

thank you for listening

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in my humble opinion

thank you for listening

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The backwards cap does things to me 😵‍💫

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the little nose scrunch that fernando does whenever he admits he fucked up

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FERNANDO ALONSO — Hot/Pretty/Cute Alignment

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hello hello hello

happy new year and good health for everyone

Today's dump is sponsored by the need to bite that neck

ur welcome

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i am so in love with him

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okay.

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Anyone else think of these pictures from 2020 sometimes ? Because I do

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Minimalistic flowers

All credits to the artist.

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I hope all my followers and mutuals have a blissfully happy new year. I wish for you adventure if you want it, peace and quiet if you do not, comfort, warmth, good food, and an animal of your choice to snuggle with and keep away the horrors. I hope you persevere, and love, and live to the fullest. Tomorrow is a new day.