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Fuck this I'm not

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There's a song that opens with the line "i'm a woman / half moon, half man" and has other lyrics like "i can't find my place in your fantasies" and "my heart whispers / my soul murmurs / under my armor / i'm cracking" and it sounds ghostly and ethereal while also having this cuckoo clock ticking down vibe and within the context of the musical it's performed in, the protagonist is transfixed by her and also there's bisexual lighting and it came out 12 years ago and no one's associated it with Yue yet.

It's called Bim bam boum, it's French and from the musical Mozart l'Opéra Rock

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Send his ass on a strange journey

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One day I'll look back at all the times I have been worried, but I'll know the worry was worthless

One day I'll forgive myself for all the years I wasted!!! But today I think I'm going to lay down in my bed and torture myself with it

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Well, so much for any kind of regular posting. I've been gathering anxiety over going to college in a week. It's caused me to not work on a painting that was for a friend's first anniversary and now it's late. And I need to sort out future living because I haven't done that at all. August 23rd 12:30 am.

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he’s a tragic hero. he’s a pathetic bitch. he’s the poorest little meow meow. he’s the tormented bearer of his own dignity. he cares too much. he doesn’t have anything to care about. he’s his own worst enemy. he’s the only one who knows himself.

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I should be less worried about seeming annoying. plenty of people are annoying and they all seem to be doing fine

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was suddenly moved to draw a toony sort of character design .. but this is a bit too close to 2013 tumblr sexyman for my own comfort

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July 14: 19th birthday, pretty good day. I suppose as a proper start to this blog I should tell a bit about myself. I live in Western Canada but was born in the Czech Republic. Went to a Christian middle school, played soccer and piano throughout my childhood. I love drawing and sketching as a hobby, and dabble in watercolor and ink. Only more recently I have been debating my gender, and think ultimately I'm genderfluid.

On this blog I'll most likely post my bad doodles/sketches, as well as journaling my thoughts. At the very least I'll post once a week. Next post may be about friends.

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This is a date worthy of posting before the official start of my tumblr journal on July 14th, my 19th birthday.

June 25th, 2022: lost virginity to a trans guy who I've been friends with for a long time. I'm not gay or anything, he still has a pussy and we agreed to do it. I am however questioning if I myself am trans (MTF) but most likely something like a femboy or genderfluid. Next post on my birthday.