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Anxiety, please go away :(

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BlockPartyy weekend, oh boy.

There’s so many great things to look forward to this weekend, but I am also somewhat terrified of the amount of people flocking to this small town just to party (just type in Bloomsburg Block Party into Youtube and you’ll understand my concern XD).  There’s already a lot of extra people here and it’s only Thursday night.  Although I’m very very verrrryyy excited for Saturday night to spend time with friends and party in a controlled way, I also plan on being on high alert when I’m walking around.  Maybe I’m being dramatic, but when you add over a thousand more people to this town who are intoxicated beyond belief, I should have a reason to be on high alert.  Regardless, I personally plan on having a great weekend! XD

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Issue Resolved...

prayers worked for that problem between the two of us.

Hoping that a compromise works out in some way or another - but God has a plan so i'm willing to take it.

Now, I have more reasons to pray...for reasons back at home.

Things always work out.  Always, right?

So many not-so-good things to pray about.

But also so many good things to pray about.

<3

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The power of prayer.

Kinda just wanna cry,

kinda just wanna sleep,

kinda just wanna call someone and talk,

kinda just wanna go anywhere but this apartment,

kinda just wanna go home,

kinda just wanna read a book,

but I'll probably just pray.

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Eff

Eff

Eff

yup im THAT girl

eff

effffffffff

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Find someone that will make you feel important.

Find someone that will brighten your day by doing the simplest of things.

Find someone who's roommates approve of you (this is just an added bonus actually).

(or find someone who's roommates say "you better hold onto this one..we like her!)

Find someone that remembers the little things.

Find someone that will walk you to your car at night.

Find someone that will show up at your door.

Find someone who acts like a true gentlemen.

Find someone who just makes you happy.

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why would you ever want to join a career field that you dont actually want to do?!  that you would have to force yourself to enjoy?  or even just go through the motions on a daily basis?

you're just setting yourself up for misery.

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I swear if this is a repeat of what happened last semester, i'm just gonna stop talking to the male specimen all together :/

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nonvegetarian-vegetarian relationships....

downfall of talking to a guy that ISNT a vegetarian?

that awkward moment when you have to kindly tell him that you can't eat the pasta dinner he was gonna make you because meat was cooked with the sauce...thanks for offering to take the meat out but that's not really how it works :/

*sigh*

the struggle. it's real.

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torn.

maybe I care too much.

maybe I am hoping for too much.

maybe I'm setting myself up for disappointment.

maybe I'm setting myself up for heartbreak.

maybe I see something that you dont.

maybe I feel something that you dont.

but all these maybes are just that....maybes.

But maybe I'm actually in love with you.

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so far 2015 has been wonderful...

surrounded by family and friends just makes everything perfect...I honestly wouldn't want it any other way.

Highlights from NYE and New Years Day:

**playing games with family members until midnight

**chugging champagne with John...OOPS

**mom (and mommom) yelling at us for chugging champagne

**sipping on Mike's Hard Lemonade (because nobody except for John knew that I had consumed alcohol before so they all thought this was my 1st drink ever....OOPS.)

**three mile run with John (post-champagne/mikes hard) at 1 AM

**sleeping...aka hardly sleeping

**running with Bri

**easy day at work :]

**playing Dutch Blitz with 8 people simultaneously with Bridge & family

**not going to bed right now like I should be

5 minutes left of the 1st day of 2015 and so far I have no complaints

GOODNIGHT! 

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The cold never bothered me anyway

because 3 hours on your front porch in 35 degree weather never phased us....I love talking to you because you understand and are willing to listen as much as you talk....I'm so grateful I have your friendship in my life.

and i'm thoroughly entertained by subtle attacks that exist in the other parts of my life completely unrelated to anything else in the world at this moment in time.

last night was perfect :]

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I'm entertained when people stress about school & their future...

You know what I did during finals week?  Yes, I studied and yes, I studied hard.  But I also played games, went on an unofficial date, had 2 sleepovers, went to church 3 times, and socialized with people that kept me sane.  And the result of "the most hell-ish week of the semester" that I thoroughly enjoyed and had fun engaging in?  4 A's and a B-.  SUCK THAT.

But seriously, why are people stressing about their future so much?  I'm not in a rush to grow up.  My first two years of college (and this past semester too!) allowed me to surround myself with people who are both academically proficient AND care-free/fun people to be around.  We spent our 3rd year of college apart and none of us have a clue what the future has in store for us.  And we're all ok with it.  We all realize that one day we're gonna have "grown up" jobs - but that's not tomorrow.  That's not in a week, or even a month.  So why rush things?

We're just gonna sit around and watch movies and shows together until 3 AM.  We're gonna eat a pizza when everyone's already sleeping.  We're gonna play games until midnight.  And we're gonna wake up in the morning and go outside.  We're gonna balance our part-time jobs, our family, our friends and everything else that's important in our lives.  We're not gonna stare at our computer screens waiting to find our future.  And we're sure as hell not gonna figure it out alone.  

Try forcing us to grow up, I dare you.

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EveryTime

If I would've listened to what I told myself months ago, I wouldn't have set myself up for disappointment.

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Told me mom I was living in a high-end cardboard box next Fall.

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Kinda want a cuddle, kinda want a fuck