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are you with us cupcake

it's been a while, hasn't it

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Don't be afraid. I want you to know that you're safe. My name is Dr. Hendrick Joliet Easterman, and I'm your friend. I'm going to help you. To guide you through. It's going to be painful. But at the end of this journey, you'll be reborn. A whole new you. We're all going to get better together.

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i rerecorded the new ending with a male protagonist so as to avoid posting any blasphemous female presenting nipples on this Christian minecraft server lmaoo

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Are you playing dawntrail?

Nope, the timing ended up being terrible and I'm not interested in the story or characters. From the beginning the only thing I wanted was one hot guy, and they disappointed me. Shameful. It's okay, Outlast has me lol

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Girl I prommy u are not alone in the easterman simping I need that wet cat man so bad it's not even funny

I love him so much it's a huge problem and I think I weird out other people in the lobby but, like, if he wants to be called daddy that's what he wants I'm just being nice

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spider, eye, lamb

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Sometimes I like to go a couple months without rereading something by you so I can feel like I’m reading it for the first time again. Just reread Dramaturgy. First of all, I like the little diary entries. It’s giving Dracula, and you gotta love when smut references the classics. Also the payoff when Claude just reads through the readers diary and teases her about is great. He’s so mean in such a sweet way in that one. Ugh. It’s very domineering in a sickly tender sort of way. Five stars. Love your shit. I forgot I was obsessed with Claude. I gotta go back and read your other fics with him now. You have a very smart ass approach to dialogue which totally suits him.

Thank you so so much!!! I'm a pretentious bitch lmao, I'm glad you appreciate it <3

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I NEEEED to know ur thought process behind writing Gojo in ulterior notices omg- I feel like a lot of fan works tend to woobify him to a nearly unrecognizable extent, so your portrayal of him was absolutely immaculate. he’s still a goofball that doesn’t respect boundaries (physical or otherwise), but a conniving one with immeasurable power. definitely one of my fav portrayals of him in a fanfic ever! <333

i need to know what you had in mind concerning Gojo’s feelings/relationship towards the reader character, because the never-quite-at-ease dynamics left me speechless istg. I never knew when he would snap, literally felt like I was on the edge of my seat the entire 20,000 words. I saw in ur other ask that you were inspired by real manipulators/manipulation tactics in regards to the fanfic- does he actually care for the mc, but only on his terms? sorry for the humongous ask in ur inbox but I needed to pick ur brain 🙏

Oh thank you! My feelings on Gojo in that story is it went a little over the ledge as far as what he'd be willing to suspend his morals to do, but it IS darkfic.

I had a whole bunch of nonsense typed up about tactics and elaborating on what I meant with the other ask, but since you're only asking about his feelings, I'll just say that I like the idea that people can interpret what they think he's feeling just from reading my story in the same way the reader character has to. I think Gojo, in general, knows that he's not necessarily a good person, and he's aware of his behavior, but he's also impulsive and selfish and hasn't been told 'no' enough to be sophisticated in his methods of getting what he wants. He cares for people and needs them to be around, but he also knows that he is, in a very real sense, above them and doesn't have to abide by the same rules. All of this self awareness sort of wraps back around into justification though. So all of that, but make it darkfic.

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are your commissions open?

I haven't even filled the ones I have pending because I'm a weenie idiot

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In Ulterior Motives I personally like to imagine she forced into the fate of becoming his bratty babygirl (tm) LMAO. But the idea of her becoming this badass girl independent sorcerer who unwillingly gets visited by gojo once a week and gets fucked/spanked and reduced to tears is also hilarious

Satoru and his student have a competition to out-brat one another

I don't really think about what happens after my stories, but I figure it'd probably go more in the way of the second option just given her personality

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Happy 3 year baby blue anniversary!!

dear baby blue we thank u for inspiring us everyday, and of course, for single handedly changing our lives trajectories!!! 🥳 👌

HAH crazy it's been so long since I was so into JJK, those were fun times

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Have you seen the new update for the outlast trials????? How do you feel?

A buncha assholes swooped in last second and took my first place speedrun times and then, because I didn't have power, I couldn't beat them before the update so that's a little sad. BUT I'm a HUGE fan of the new gameplay/trials. Having the gauntlet mode is a blast, that was a fantastic addition. The Docks map is phenomenal, I get lost so easily but it's great fun. The new rig is garbage but if you're not running stun you're getting played anyway so ehhh.

I'm still not sure how I feel about Franco. On the one hand, I don't see him as being charismatic in the way that Coyle and Gooseberry are and I find the whole baby thing to be too silly, but I also really enjoy his voice and mechanics. If it were up to me, I make a Prime Asset like Trager from the first game or maybe even Val from the second, somebody who's kooky but it makes sense to call them charismatic.

Overall though it doesn't matter, nobody matters other than Easterman. I am in love with this man. He is pathetic, egotistical, paranoid, balding, sexually unsatisfied, pretentious, sadistic, suicidal, insecure, has severe mommy and daddy issues and overall just an insufferable prick and I'm completely head over heels in love with him. His dialogue wiki's section on unused/datamined voice lines is a treasure trove, I'm hoping that a lot of them get implemented because they reveal a lot about him. I love the new documents, he's losing it so bad.

Everyone should play Trials just for him

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have you ever considered watching/writing for the one piece anime?? if u liked the live action i have no doubt that you’d love it!! and your writing style would compliment the characters so well (sorry if this has been asked and answered)

No, but, see, the anime lacks something VITAL to my heart and my soul

Wow. Just look at him. Amazing. Sorry ik this is probably disappointing but I am not kidding when I say that Jeff Ward is the reason I wrote Flashbang, I'm not too much into the One Piece story or anything otherwise

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are you really going to leave ulterior motives like that? it was the most yummy gorgeous scrumptious yandere gojo fic i've ever read🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️

Thank you so much!!!

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hello!!!! I just found your xiv fics yesterday and I just can't get enough....thank you so much for all the emet fics....devil's bouquet was written wonderfully. hope u have a good day ^_^

Thank you so so much!!! That was a really fun project, although I still think it was awfully ballsy of me to write for someone without playing the game. That's the power of Selch, I suppose lol.

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What's your writing process like? I look up to you so much and wanted to know if you have any tips you'd be willing to share

I don't document this stuff because I'm a doofus but I've sort of answered this question here and here

Really, the only thing to do is to get chugging and hope for the best. Write as much as you can, read a lot, research stuff that applies to what you're writing... All of the generic stuff.