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twitching sayers

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Suns chimaera

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kinda weird for you to be all the way out here but I guess the libraries in the city DO kinda suck

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Commission for @sockempossum !

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Monochrome leftovers

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Thingy and me and my guys

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VERY very sweet commission for Pypixy on bsky of their cute gay pmd characters

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lil gift for @flat-rootbeer!

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"pikachu"

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some faeries

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o tormentor

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A less rambly version of my last post: Hello! I'd like to make a lot of cool artwork again.

Right now I can't do that because I'm missing most of my tools, and I'm fighting with a currently undiagnosed neurological condition.

Working at a desktop again would be easier on both my mind & body! I have a long ways to go, but if you'd like to support me, I want to do whatever art I CAN do right now to make money towards this goal

I will doodle you something for any amount sent my way, but also have a "sponsor a piece" option if you'd like me to Draw Anything. And different commission slots will open over time! (and close when I have too many to work on. which is a nice problem to have, I think!)

Thank you so much for looking, sharing, supporting- It means a lot to me while I'm going THROUGH the wringer!

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Lifey Updatey

My computer has been broken for a while- Things I need to replace in it, but I'd rather just build a whole new one that's suited for what i need right now. I've been dreaming of experimenting with video, doing more streams- Right when my computer broke, I'd just begun doing exactly that!

As it stands, I do all of my computing from a cracked phone with a broken camera, an aging chromebook, and an android tablet. I just.. I want a proper desktop again, man. I'm tired of mobile view.

The tablet is the fanciest thing I own, and I COULD feasibly attempt video using any of the free apps available, but this thing... this thing is agonizingly slow for something I bought new years back. Huge regret- I wish i had that money now LOL

Drawing on a screen-tablet is also difficult in terms of my posture. I miss being able to sit in a nice chair and draw without looking down! I have to take very frequent breaks while drawing on tablet to make sure I don't hurt myself.

I'm still unemployed, and given my recent ER visit and brand new disabling conditions, I see that remaining the same. Art is kind of the last thing I have going for me...

You'd think that means I'd draw more? But i've mostly been depressed at how limited my tools are. I already made a piece about this- I'll work in my limits, I will! But I am very depressed.

I need to replace my phone before it dies, I need to replace my computer, I need to pay my medical bills when they finally bill me. You know, a bill just passed in my country that is going to probably take away my insurance? Just today! Time will tell but, Ah. Aw man.

Will saving up and buying a computer secure futher funds in moving forward in my art career? I hope so. Despite my depression I feel like Finally willing to dive in and really create things- I've been in contact with a lot of cool communities that have reignited a lot of my passion for creation that I hadn't even realized was quashed.

BUT! I have to work in these tiny confines with finnick rules until I can monetize myself enough to afford to do bigger projects. Frustrating.

Well I mostly hope I can just keep affording meds and maybe get this weird new condition finally figured out.

Eh.. sorry this is so depressing! Since my device is so shit I can't even backspace a lot of this? Well I guess sometimes it's useful to be sincere even if the sincerity is "I am very defeated"

I'd like to work. Gud grief I'd like to work.

Opening commissions on here proper style. I'll be slow since I'm sick, but I'm desperate and determined to escape this vortex I'm stuck in.

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Shirley :)

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Going going going

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Button that my oldest sibling took a liking to

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Citybirds