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i love poison omelette

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this is the best picture ive ever seen

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Dimple & Ritsu mess up and try to recover, taken from the second Mob Psycho 100 stage play

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you kind of do have to let multiple layers of meaning and metaphor coexist rather than claiming one is the true reading if you want to get fucking anything out of art

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never kill yourself. i spent my sunday staying up all night playing a furry fishing game because some random person on the internet decided to sit down behind me and dedicate the next three hours of their life to playing undertale music on a shitty 18 fret guitar. the beauty of this world cannot possibly be overstated.

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In hindsight, NDPH is a really funny diagnosis. You go to the doctor and say “Hey I’ve started getting daily persistent headaches” and the doctor goes “yeah I’ll diagnose you with that” and sends you home with an ibuprofen. And then they’re wrong.

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i think everyone deserves a large rock a short distance from their home. i dont like that discussions about walkable cities never include plans to allow wider access to large rocks. the people need large rock

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I don’t know who needs to hear this, but if you’re at a low point:

If you were a fictional man right now, there would be *at least* ten people if not a large portion of the fanbase that would call you their wet beast poor little meow meow

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hermeto pascoal, iporanga, 1985

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quick question: how the fuck do I get through the rest of my life like this

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heartbreaking: local thing has to leave the house even though it is so tired and sleepy and full of joint pain

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[ID: Tag reading ”the autistic inability to just let it goooo”. End ID]

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I’ll share another example with the class: my strong sense of justice makes me unable to lie about important things to the people I love, because morals. Seems admirable right?

Except this has caused me to almost out myself as genderqueer many times! My mom has asked me many times if I’m trans, and I’ve been physically unable to say no, because that would be lying to my beloved mother about something very important! I’ve been able to weasel my way out of the question with technicalities, but never being able to tell my mom that “no I’m not trans, I’m confident I’m a woman and nothing else!” is definitely telling her something, which is why she has asked so many times.

I’m so fucking lucky my mom is cool with trans people, and hasn’t pushed me any further, because my autism does not prioritise my safety over justice. Still, imagine your own brain trying to force you out of the closet before you’re ready. When debating if I should come out to my family I’ve had to consider the risk of my autism outing me before I can do it myself. Wild.

Also one time I got into a really silly argument and realised like two minutes in that I was wrong but I couldn’t back down so now three people know me as “the guy you can’t mention dumplings around”. Also if I thought there was the slightest chance these people would ever read this post I wouldn’t have been able to type that.

godddd for the last time. a strong sense of justice in autistic people is not always a positive trait. its just a trait. a strong sense of justice does not mean that you are the most objective source on morality, it means you can’t let go of what you believe is right or should be done. autistic people aren’t morally superior or more socially intelligent than allistic people, you guys have GOT to stop acting like its progressive to decide a certain neurotype is the one everyone should default to.

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Guess who’s magnetic!!

I'm built different. like incorrectly i think

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They’re putting metal in me cuz they can’t handle my deformed swag

I'm built different. like incorrectly i think