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the world is in shambles, the past week was insane and i still have to study for finals

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Goodnight

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daily affirmations

- I will own a house and decorate it just like I've been dreaming of for years

- I WILL OWN A HOUSE

- my house will have the cutest decor ever

- I will have the most peaceful house of all time

- house

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Took me until about halfway through college before I realized “study” means “play with the material in a variety of ways until you understand it” and not just “read the assigned chapters and do the homework” and I think that probably should have been discussed at some point prior to that.

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"i won't watch weak hero class 2 if suho isn't in it." WEAK. if suho isn't in weak hero class 2, i'll still make it about suhosieun. because suho is the end and the beginning of sieun's story. even if he makes new friends (and enemies) he won't ever forget suho. he'll still visit him at the hospital. there will probably be flashbacks. all his inner monologues will be addressed to suho. even if suho doesn't wake up in season 2, he'll still be in season 2

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i feel like anyone who's into classics should read Frankenstein by Mary Shelley at least once and write an essay on every thought for full experience 10/10 would recommend

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“you’re so quiet” can’t a girl just live in a permanent state of peace and quiet

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CRAZY HOW I NEVER NOTICED EVEN AFTER REWATCHING WHC1 10 TIMES

the thing that gets me the most is that sieun never said suho's name directly even ONCE in season 1. he never directly addressed him by his name in season 1. but the trailer of the second season literally starts with "suho-ya." the first time we see sieun directly address suho is in his inner monologue.

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“um, I would really love to but I have to study” - Spencer Hastings

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overcoming the spring semester slump. ᥫ᭡

i’m sure a lot of us students are at that point in the spring semester where the level of our motivation is going down, our minds are quick to think “if i skip this assignment, i’ll still have a passing grade”, and our anxiety over final assessments/exams/projects/grades is increasing as each day passes. so let’s take a moment to pause, take a breather, and remind & reassure ourselves that everything is going to be okay. the spring semester slump is very real, but it’s something that you can overcome! so grab my hand because i’m going to guide you through this!

let’s begin …

୨ৎ — loss of motivation

losing that spark you had at the start of the semester/school year can feel so devastating. it’s frustrating to see the changes in your level of energy and it creates this sense of disappointment. but you have to remember: this is completely normal.

there’s so many other students out there who are experiencing the same drop in motivation and energy, so step one is reminding yourself that you aren’t alone in this feeling! yes, it’s extremely disheartening to see yourself slip away from that academic weapon status, but you aren’t the only one going through something like this!

“how do i get my motivation back?”

ask yourself this: if you’ve already gotten this far into the school year, why would you want yourself to let go of all your hard work?

you’ve come so far! and, up until this point, you have been exceeding your own expectations! up until this point, you’ve put in so many hours into your school work and studies! why let all that time and effort go to waste?

here are some things that keep me motivated:

proving to everyone who doubted me that they were all wrong

making my loved ones and myself proud

knowing that i’m another step closer to working in my dream career field

maintaining my 4.0 gpa

make a list of your goals! this will help you visualize and give you a reminder of what all your work is going towards. i know you want to achieve your goals, i know you want to be a better version of yourself, i know you want to climb up to the top when it comes to your academics— let your goals be your fuel.

sometimes, all we need is a reminder of why were doing all this. we need to see or hear what the ultimate end goal is, so be that person to do that for yourself! tell yourself that all this hard work is going towards your bigger picture!

୨ৎ — negative mindset changes

you and i both know you’ve stared at an assignment and spent a good chunk of time debating on actually doing it because “you’ll still have a passing grade if you don’t”. trust me, i’ve done it. again, you aren’t alone in having those kinds of thoughts! i get it, we all have calculated the lowest score we could possibly get to still have a passing grade in a class. i actually did that on a recent exam i took that i also procrastinated til the day of to study for.

it’s okay to have these thoughts pass through in your mind, but what isn’t okay is actually putting those thoughts into action. don’t let that unmotivated voice in your head take control of your academics!

“but how do i stop myself from thinking this way?”

i want you to take a look at all the past assignments you’ve completed and all the quiz/exam grades you’ve received throughout the school year and/or semester. notice how you submitted every single assignment? notice how all your studying got you the grades you wanted? you managed to do all of that, so why let those passing thoughts take over? you have shown yourself, and even your teachers/professors/instructors, that you are more than capable of getting things done. why let yourself slip?

if you’ve spent the entire semester turning in assignments on time and getting above average grades on all the exams, are you really going to show your professors— the people who have been watching you excel all semester— that you’re letting your academics go?

and you’ll never know, but skipping that one assignment could potentially break your grade. complete it. do it. turn it in. it could help cushion your grade or even bring it back up!

୨ৎ — finals anxiety

finals week is slowly, but surely, making it’s way back into our lives once again. that week and the weeks following up to it are the perfect breeding grounds for anxiety to fully settle in. and i get it! it’s not a fun feeling. you’re overwhelmed, you’re feeling overworked, you’re feeling burnt out, and your anxiety is just seeming to take over the more and more you think about it.

gonna say it one more time: it’s 100% okay to feel this way! finals week anxiety and stress is normal. it’s an important week to focus on seeing as final exams make up such a big portion of your grade. your anxiety and stress about it is completely valid!

“how can i overcome this anxiety?”

i created this post on preparing for finals week, so i highly recommend taking a look at that since i go into greater detail on how to prepare as well as offer some helpful tips!

ways i manage my academic anxiety & stress:

creating to-do lists & planning out my week

pomodoro & eat-the-frog method for time management

journaling — emotion/thought dumping

setting aside time to do something that makes me happy and/or is relaxing

reaching out to my support system

getting 8 hours of sleep every night

forming study groups with my classmates

it’s important that you’re giving yourself breaks. i always say this, but i really am a huge advocate for making sure you still have time to do something for yourself that isn’t related to school.

allow yourself to breathe; give yourself time to relax your mind. if there’s anything to take away from this section, it’s always making sure you set aside personal time for yourself. whether it’s going for a walk, playing with your pets, chatting with a friend, playing a video game, doing your makeup just for fun, or even taking a nap, just make sure you always make time to do something for yourself!

a lot of the academic anxiety and stress can stem from not making enough time for yourself to relax. i’m sure you were locked in all semester and i’m sure you put in hours upon hours into your studies, but give yourself a break! go do something fun! don’t let your entire life be consumed by your academics!

i know i said in the previous section to get your shit done, and while i still stand by that, i will always climb to the mountain tops and scream that you need to make time for breaks, self care, and yourself. don’t overwork yourself! you might feel the need to just keep going and going, but you’re allowed to slow down; you need to slow down. putting majority, or even all of your time into your studies can only make your anxiety and stress worse.

final notes —

the biggest take away from this post should be this: you’re not alone in this feeling, and getting yourself back up now will have your future self thanking you forever! this slump is something so many students go through, but you have to remind yourself that all your hard work now will truly reward you later down the road.

you’ve gotten yourself this far! keep going! your future self is going to be so grateful that you kept moving forward!

with lots of love, faustina 🌷

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Beomseok only paid him because he felt guilty about what he did to Si Eun and Suho had absolutely no reason to help someone who wasn't even his friend yet 😭 can we stop making Beomseok look good

i think we overlook the fact that beomseok literally paid suho to help protect sieun. i know people like romanticizing sieun / suhos early friendship but that man Did Not Care that sieun was gonna get beat up within half an inch of his life.

like he probably thought sieun could handle it (and he almost did) BUT MAN… what was that all about 😪

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"Beomseok is so misunderstood, he's just a complex character, y'all don't get him like I do", right so misunderstood when he stood watch as his friends cut the brakes on Suho's bike. So misunderstood when he hired someone to fight Suho on his birthday. So misunderstood when he joined in kicking an unconscious Suho on the floor until they put him in a coma. So misunderstood and it's him a piece of shit to a friend that did absolutely nothing to him, who reached out on multiple occasions and apologized for things he didn't even do, who took accountability even though he had no idea what he did wrong.

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just finished episode 6 of weak hero class 2, and suho still isn't here physically, but he’s everywhere. he continues to influence the plot of the season, while lying unconscious in a hospital bed.

every episode ends with the ghost of suho haunting the narrative. episode 4 ending with sieun passing out after fighting geum seongje, mumbling "suho-ya, i got into another fight. i'm sorry."

episode 5 ends with sieun breaking down because his new friends tell him what happened to suho wasn’t his fault.

and now episode 6 left us with sieun frozen mid-step on his way to save his friends, just after getting a call from suho's hospital saying he’s in critical condition.

suho isn't here but he's everywhere. his absence is louder than any presence.

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OH MY SHAYLA

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i love them sm :(

Weak Hero Class 2 trailer starting with “Suho. I got into another fight. I’m sorry.” made me emotional. If you think you miss Suho the most and that you’re Suho’s biggest fan, you are wrong because Sieun is the one missing Suho the most and he is Suho’s biggest fan.

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FINALLY SOMEONE WHO GETS ME the whole thing about Beomseok and Suho was just weird Suho did absolutely nothing to purposely hurt or offend Beomseok he was just triggered by Young Gi and Si Eun was always right there he could've held back whatever was going on in his head for him

What gets me about Beomseok is that he was so obsessed with Suho, that he ultimately ignored Sieun. Sieun was RIGHT THERE, offering him concern, loyalty, and friendship, but Beomseok only valued some sort of validity and affirmation from Suho, on top of the obsession.

It's like over time, Suho became Beomseok's main focus, completely ignoring Sieun. I'm sure that feelings of friendship towards Sieun was there, but ultimately it didn't matter that much. The main thing that mattered was feeling valued, affirmed, and equal to Suho. Beomseok maybe even wanted to BECOME Suho. And even though Weak Hero isn't a BL, it wouldn't be a stretch to say that Beomseok had romantic feelings towards Suho, especially when Yeongi came into the picture.

It's so interesting. It's like Beomseok saw Yeongi as some sort of threat. But a threat to what? People like to bring up the whole Instagram thing, but what was underneath it all? Which is why I said there was probably obsession and romantic feelings involved.

But again, SIEUN WAS RIGHT THERE! And Beomseok ignored him once he turned against Suho.

And that breaks my heart for Sieun. To be friends with someone who doesn't value you or your friendship.

There's so much to unpack with Beomseok, especially when you consider the abuse from his guardian (I am NOT going to call that monster his adoptive father), and past bullying.

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I FEEL VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY NORMAL ABOUT THIS