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Date Everything is by far my favorite dating sim. Probably even more so than Hatoful Boyfriend and I ADORE pigeons.

Yesterday, I kept checking to see if my partner was watching me play. Because omfg, it’s embarrassing trying to romance a breaker box.

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I’m really annoyed. I think all the times I’ve been relatively low pain I’ve been on a progesterone birth control which has helped control my endometriosis.

I’m 8 months post op from my hysterectomy. 4 months on progesterone birth control. My cysts in my breasts have gone down a lot. inflammation in my belly area has gone down immensely. I barely notice any bloating. 1 in 10 people with uteruses have endometriosis and yet it took me over two decades to see any relief. Or even any doctor who understood the heck I was going through.

It feels as if so much of my life has been taken from me because we are a society decided that research on like half the dang population wasn’t relevant.

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Part of the reason I stopped making videos on tiktok. I ran out of things to talk about. I was not about to keep opening my mouth about anything just to make videos. It was honestly exhausting trying to keep up with trends and hoping to catch the algorithm for attention.

When I was a kid, I only spoke when I had something to say. Apparently, that hasnt changed.

really dislike having a content generation economy that incentivises people to come up with something else every time time it looks like theyve run outta shit to say and may have to finally shut the fuck up. I feel like maybe people would be less stupid overall if shutting the fuck up was a more neutral act thats healthy and respectable to do sometimes cuz for every poor twat aging 10x a normal rate from the stress of doing responsible scholarship for 3 to 4 essays a week we get 2500 dimfluencers and a good 5000 commoners with dreams of a higher station in digital serfdom just absolutely spitting whatever lazy bullshit seemed to get a response last time and sad for us that always seems to be an authoritatively stated and apparently sincerely held belief that the globe itself and all catrography for all of history has been a massive conspiracy to keep people from learning of the atlantean palace of telepathic whales with 100% aryian genetic material living just beyond the ice wall from game of thrones

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It will get cold again eventually. The summer will not last forever. I’m not doomed to live in this unbearable heat for all eternity. <- said while gripping the countertop so hard that the tile is starting to crack

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I will NOT touch the cherry cordial. Fuck off with that thing. I LOVE cherries. But that thing is a straight up abomination.

I'm disqualifying the peanut butter chocolate due to my peanut allergy. Out of the rest the cherry cordial is easily the worst.

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anyway you should always remember that all those foreigners you see dying on the news are just as real people as you are who have just as much interiority as you do. there is nothing about you that makes you more important and it is by pure chance that you are not in their position. in fact, this holds for all of history. every person, no matter the horror of the fate that befell them, had just as much interiority as you do. i feel like some people haven't fully internalized this.

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"we can't include {xyz accessibility feature} in our singleplayer/coop game because it would make the game too easy for abled people!" counterpoint:

i will kill you

it will hurt the whole time you are dying

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atp the only way we’re going to get out of this ai shit while people’s brains are still semi intact is to start bribing influencers and tiktokers into saying chatgpt is cringe and it emits a frequency that blocks your divine energy which can only be channeled back by reading a book and talking to your friends

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very much a fan of this post so i felt compelled to make my own. print it out and give it to your coworkers or hang it in your cubicle and go "don't make me tap the sign"

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if you don't do anything else today,

Please have a moment of silence for the people who were killed instead of freed when news of emancipation finally reached the furthest corners of the american south.

have another moment for the ledgers, catalogs, and records that were burned and the homes that were destroyed to hide the presence of very much alive and still enslaved people on dozens of plantations and homesteads across the south for decades after emancipation.

and have a third moment for those who were hunted and killed while fleeing the south to find safety across the border, overseas, in the north and to the west.

black people. light a candle, write a note to those who have passed telling them what you have achieved in spite of the racist and intolerant conditions of this world, feel the warmth of the flame under your hand, say a prayer of rememberance if you are religious, place the note under the candle, and then blow it out.

if you have children, sit them down and tell them anything you know about the life of oldest black person you've ever met. it doesn't have to be your own family. tell them what you know about what life was like for us in the days, years, decades after emancipation. if you don't know much, look it up and learn about it together.

This is Juneteenth.

white people CAN interact with this post. share it, spread it.

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tiktoks with vine energy pt. 7

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Hello!! My friend and his friend play video games together!! Please subscribe, like, and whatever.

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Someone: What’s Emmrich sex scene like?

Me:

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Literally no excuse ^^^

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Pretty sure I have lipedema in my legs. It makes so much sense why I’ve never been able to tone my legs unless I was absolutely killing myself running and dieting. It explains the numbness I feel sometimes.

Everyone on my dad’s side has legs like mine. The past few years I’ve been attempting to love myself the way I am. I feel like if I had knowledge of why my legs are the way they are I would’ve been able to love myself better when I was young.

As some know, I have endometriosis and lost my uterus and cervix to it last year. If I knew as a teen that’s what I had I could’ve done more to manage my symptoms better instead of spending years absolutely hating myself.

Idk maybe I’m thinking too much into it. But I feel like if people took me and my concerns seriously I would’ve loved myself more. Because of instead of “you just need to work out more” (and almost killing myself running and dieting) it was “you have an inflammatory disorder” or “condition that causes build up of fat and connective tissue” I wouldn’t have spent all those years wondering why my body seemingly was betraying me.