alexowlet

[alexowlet]

[alexowlet]

can something good and pleasant happen to me now please

[alexowlet]

me holding a gun to a mushroom: tell me the name of god you fungal piece of shit

mushroom: can you feel your heart burning? can you feel the struggle within? the fear within me is beyond anything your soul can make. you cannot kill me in a way that matters

me cocking the gun, tears streaming down my face: I’M NOT FUCKING SCARED OF YOU

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Severance is a cool show. Because, like. What if you knew nothing. No context. No idea who you are. No history. And, of course, you are scared, but you can’t leave unless you get permission from someone— the person who put you here— someone who will never listen. Someone who makes all the decisions, who says “I’m a grown-up person and you’re not.” And you’re naive and lonely, but at least there’s other people in the same boat as you. Someone, just been there slightly longer, is trying to shield you, trying to protect you, taking responsibility and taking on punishment they “can handle and grow from.”

Like. Oh yeah. I recognize this one. Someone else dresses you. Someone else feeds you. Someone else, who's just like you, but they get everything. The little toys and the waffle party. Helly is desperate and suicidal, but she still has to go to school work. You have to do work that doesn't make sense, but you'll understand eventually. The meaningless, manufactured rivalry between departments. The rumors??? “they have larvae that eat them?” “I’m livestock grown for food” “I’m a bodybuilder who has loads of girlfriends, but you don’t know them they go to a different school?” Punishment in the form of apologizing over and over, having to use all the right words, until you are believed. Endless hallways. Scary authority figures. "Are you mad at me?" Religion being the only type of media you see, until you read some shitty book that changes your life. Confusing, sudden camping trips that are supposed to fix you. Condescension. The words "innie" and "outie" are brought up multiple times as infantilizing. Of course his innie's voice is higher pitched????

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one kiss please

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we’ve been on that diorite

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it’ll be fine I just have to be a shaking terrified animal about it

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I really hope that one day I'll be able to celebrate pride month. I'm not saying something big and loud, I just want to be able to wear pride pins or carry pride flag without being arrested

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Really need to study for my physics exam. Went to the second hand store instead

[alexowlet]

Never forget to blame society for your own Failure.

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There are only two jobs left in the world and it's making sandwiches or killing people

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the bedtime situation is crazy

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Got the lowest passing grade on my first exam (i started studying for it 22.5 hours before the exam). Genuinely thought I'll have to retake it next autumn. I think I did not so bad, considering that this year I mostly trying to survive and not die from caffeine induced heart attack (also i slept less than 4 hours today)

Going home rn to eat my breakfast. Life is beautiful